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and_o riches_n be_v not_o and_o health_n be_v not_o and_o friend_n be_v not_o it_o be_v enough_o that_o christ_n be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o my_o be_v and_o well_o be_v consist_v not_o in_o honour_n for_o then_o pharaoh_n have_v be_v bless_v neither_o in_o wit_n natural_a for_o then_o achitothel_n have_v be_v bless_v not_o in_o wealth_n for_o then_o ahab_n have_v be_v bless_v all_o these_o be_v but_o leave_v that_o may_v grow_v on_o such_o a_o figtree_n as_o christ_n have_v curse_v wherefore_o i_o will_v be_v such_o a_o tree_n that_o have_v a_o root_n which_o be_v hope_n a_o heart_n which_o be_v faith_n a_o bark_n which_o be_v charity_n and_o branch_n which_o
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the_o three_o ruler_n in_o my_o kingdom_n daniel_n tell_v he_o that_o it_o tend_v to_o the_o ruine_n of_o he_o and_o all_o his_o house_n and_o notwithstanding_o this_o heathen_a king_n keep_v promise_n with_o he_o and_o make_v he_o the_o three_o ruler_n in_o the_o land_n dan._n the_o 5._o from_o the_o 16._o to_o the_o 29._o vers_fw-la again_o consider_v well_o this_o scripture_n ezek._n 5._o from_o the_o 6._o verse_n to_o the_o end_n of_o that_o chapter_n the_o lord_n do_v send_v heavy_a judgement_n upon_o his_o people_n for_o be_v out_o strip_v by_o heathen_n verse_n 6._o she_o have_v change_v my_o judgement_n into_o wickedness_n more_o thâ—n_v the_o nation_n and_o my_o statute_n more_o than_o the_o country_n round_o about_o therefore_o verse_n 7._o thus_o say_v the_o lord_n god_n because_o you_o multiply_v more_o than_o the_o nation_n that_o be_v round_o about_o you_o and_o have_v not_o walk_v in_o my_o statute_n neither_o have_v keep_v my_o judgement_n verse_n 8._o therefore_o thus_o say_v the_o lord_n god_n behold_v i_o even_o i_o be_o against_o thou_o and_o will_v execute_v judgement_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o nation_n and_o i_o will_v do_v in_o thou_o that_o which_o i_o have_v not_o do_v and_o whereunto_o i_o will_v not_o do_v any_o more_o the_o like_a because_o of_o all_o thy_o abomination_n verse_n 12._o therefore_o a_o three_o part_n of_o thou_o shall_v die_v with_o the_o pestilence_n and_o with_o famine_n shall_v they_o be_v consume_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o thou_o and_o a_o three_o part_n shall_v fall_v by_o the_o sword_n round_o about_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v scatter_v a_o three_o part_n into_o all_o the_o world_n and_o i_o will_v draw_v out_o a_o sword_n after_o they_o verâ—_n 13._o thus_o shall_v my_o anger_n be_v accomplish_v and_o i_o will_v cause_v my_o fury_n to_o rest_v upon_o they_o and_o they_o shall_v know_v that_o i_o the_o lord_n have_v speak_v it_o in_o my_o zeal_n when_o i_o have_v accomplish_v my_o 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god_n have_v convince_v he_o of_o lay_v upon_o christ_n isai_n 53._o 6._o again_o by_o faith_n he_o come_v to_o see_v christ_n make_v unto_o he_o wisdom_n righteousness_n sanctification_n and_o redemption_n 1_o cor._n 1._o 30._o and_o so_o by_o faith_n in_o he_o he_o can_v say_v the_o lord_n our_o righteousness_n and_o hear_v the_o lord_n say_v unto_o he_o in_o i_o be_v thy_o fruit_n find_v so_o the_o soul_n look_v upon_o christ_n in_o who_o he_o be_v accept_v ephes_n 2._o 13._o and_o so_o he_o see_v all_o be_v of_o grace_n nothing_o of_o debt_n election_n be_v the_o election_n of_o grace_n vocation_n be_v according_a to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o will_n 2_o tim._n 1._o 9_o regeneration_n be_v of_o god_n own_o will_n jam._n 1._o 18._o i'faith_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n phil._n 1._o 29._o justification_n be_v free_o by_o grace_n rom._n 3._o 24._o and_o a_o free_a gift_n rom._n 5._o 15_o 18._o and_o forgiveness_n of_o our_o sin_n according_a to_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o 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sin_n which_o leave_v no_o place_n for_o any_o religious_a fear_n suspicion_n jealousy_n or_o trouble_v of_o heart_n about_o it_o for_o they_o sin_v wilful_o obstinate_o malicious_o and_o blasphemous_o without_o all_o colour_n shadow_n or_o possibility_n of_o remorse_n or_o repentance_n the_o proof_n mat._n 12._o 31_o 32._o &_o heb._n 6._o 4._o &_o 10._o 6._o to_o the_o 31._o 2._o they_o that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v such_o as_o be_v under_o the_o reign_n and_o dominion_n of_o sin_n such_o as_o never_o have_v any_o power_n of_o godliness_n but_o only_o a_o form_n etc._n etc._n 3._o they_o that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n apostatise_v and_o fall_v away_o final_o but_o although_o regenerate_a person_n sometime_o fall_v woeful_o as_o we_o have_v prove_v before_o yet_o they_o never_o fall_v final_o they_o always_o rise_v again_o 4._o they_o that_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v never_o advance_v beyond_o the_o degree_n of_o hypocrite_n as_o have_v 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5._o they_o do_v never_o hearty_o seek_v to_o i_o until_o i_o have_v say_v none_o of_o those_o which_o be_v bid_v shall_v taste_v of_o my_o supper_n luke_n 14._o 24._o and_o swear_v sure_o they_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o my_o rest_n psal_n 95._o 11._o and_o therefore_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n mat._n 25._o 41._o do_v you_o think_v o_o you_o rebellious_a soul_n that_o i_o will_v have_v cast_v the_o angel_n out_o of_o heaven_n for_o one_o sin_n and_o spare_v you_o who_o be_v guilty_a of_o so_o many_o million_o of_o sin_n do_v not_o one_o sin_n make_v saul_n lose_v his_o kingdom_n and_o esau_n his_o birthright_n and_o how_o can_v you_o escape_v see_v you_o have_v judge_v yourselves_o unworthy_a of_o eternal_a life_n in_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n i_o be_o sure_a i_o have_v wait_v upon_o some_o of_o you_o ten_o twenty_o thirty_o forty_o fifty_o year_n or_o upward_o o_o you_o stouthearted_a 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