For the spirit of a man saith Salomon will sustaine all His other infirmities but a wounded spiâ—rit who can beare Yet His soule though Hee was the Prince of glory and Lord of Heaven and earth upon the Crosse was even as a scorched Heath without so much as any drop of comfort either from heaven or earth The grievous weight of all the sinnes of all his Children the least of which had bin enough to have pressed them downe into the bottome of Hell lay now heavy upon him The powers of darkenesse were let loose to afflict Him Hee wrastled even with the fierce wrath of His Father and all the forces of the infernall kingdome with such anguish of heart that in the Garden it wrung out of his pretious Body a Sweat as it were great drops of blood falling downe to the ground with such agony of spirit that upon the Crosse Hee cryed My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee And the measure of all these sufferings and sorrowes were so past all measure that all the creatures save sinfull Men onely both in heaven and earth seemed to bee amazed and moved with them The Sun in the heavens drew in his beames unwilling as it were to see the spotlesse blood of the Son of God spilt as water upon the ground The Earth it selfe shrunk and trembled under it The very Rocks rent asunder as if they had sense and feeling of His intolerable and save by Himselfe vnconquerable paines The whole frame of Nature seemed astonished at the mournefull Complaint of the Lord of the Whole World These and farre more then these or then can bee exprest our blessed Saviour being Son of the most high God endured for no other end but to ransome us from the bondage of Sathan and of Hell in a thirsting desire of saving all Penitent sinners And to offer himselfe freely a most glorious and everlasting Husband to all those who with broken and beleeving hearts cast themselves into His bosome Such admirable and unutterable perfections beauties indowments sufferings and inflamed affections as these in the heavenly Suter unto our sinnefull Soules doth mightily aggravate the hainous and horrible sinne of refusing Him Thus and in this manner would I have the Men of God to magnifie inlarge and represent to the hearts of their Hearers all the excellencies of Iesus Christ with the worth merit and efficacy of His blood To set out to the utmost they can possibly the glory of the Gospell with all the riches of mercy goodnesse and free grace revealed and offered therein c. So that they tell them withall That Iesus Christ takes none but such as are willing to take upon them His yoke That hee gives himselâ—e to none but such as are ready to sell all in the sense I have said that they may enjoy his blessed selfe That the glorious grace of the Gospell shines savingly to none but such as deny ungodlinesse and worldly lusts and live soberly righteously and godlily in this present World That those whose Soules are cleansed by the blood of Iesus Christ from all sinne are onely such as walke in the light as God is in the light who make conscience of detesting and declining all sins and workes of darkenesse discovered to them by the light of Gods holy Booke and sincerely set their hearts and hands with love and carefull endeavour to every duty injoyned therein In a word That as that Fountaine opened to the house of David for sinne and for uncleanesse I meane the blood of that immaculate Lambe Iesus Christ the holy and the righteous doth turne all the sinnes even the very scarlet and crimson of a truly broken heart and every true Mourner in Zion into snow and wooll so it will never wash away the least sinfull staine from the proud heart of any unhumbled Pharisee That hereby no strangers unto the love and life of godlinesse may bee deceived by appropriating unto themselves any of these glorious things which are onely proper to the sealed Fountaine but onely conceive of them as excellent motives to cause them to come in I would have the Preaching of Christ fill the soule of every true harted Nathanael every time with unspeakeable and glorious joy with all those Euangelical pleasures which neither eye hath seene nor eare heard neither have entred into the heart of man But I would have it onely make every unregenerate Man sensible of what infinite blessednesse Hee bereaves Himselfe by continuing a Rebell that thereupon Hee may bee moved to make hast out of His present Hell into this new heaven so fairely opened and freely offered unto Him Besides pressing the law promising mercy proposing Christ c. to stirre men in their naturall states to make them entertaine thoughts of comming in to humble them in the sight of the Lord under the heavy burden of all their sinnes assure them also of pardon in case they will leave Sathans service and so prepare them for Christ Let Gods Ministers lay hold upon all warrantable wayes which they shall find and feele out of their Ministeriall experience and holy wisedome to be availeable and prevaile for that purpose So that the worke bee done in truth And that they doe not like the Divels dawbers deceive them to the eternall ruine and damnation of their Soules by telling them that they have Christ already and are safe enough for salvation whereas indeed as yet there is no such matter Such points as these are woont to make attentive naturall men to startle in their seates to looke about them something more then ordinarily To wit to divide the precious from the vile To distinguish that One true happy state of grace from all states of unregeneratnesse and all kinds of Hypocrisie to tell them out of the Booke of God How farre a Man may goe in generall graces and doing many things c. and yet come short of Heaven To deliver Markes of sincere Professours of a saving Faith of true repentance of a sound conversion c. But I would have this done with a great deale of spirituall wisedome and heavenly understanding with much godly discretion and caution least thereby either the formall Professour may bee incouraged or the weakest Christian disheartned To discourse of the fewnesse and scarcity of those which shall bee saved and that even under the light and within the sound of the Gospell See Math. 20.16 Many are called but few chosen Consider the Parable of the Sower Mat. 13. There is but one good soile upon which the seed of the word falls prosperously but three reprobate grounds as it were upon which it is lost as water upon the ground See my first Doctr. upon Gen. 6.8 c. Thus let the Men of God acquaint themselves with such Points as they conceive the likeliest and most pregnant to pierce their Hearers hearts and come closest to their Consciences that so by the helpe of God they may pull them out of Hell And there are
bee tho I hope better things of Thee The truth as I said both of thy heart and these affectionate promises will appeare when the storme is over and this dismall tempest which hath over-cast and shaken thy spirit with extraordinary feare and astonishment is overblowne Thy course of life to come will proove a true Touch-stone to try whether this bee the kindly travaile of the New-birth or onely a temporary taking-on during the fit by reason of the uncouthnesse and exquisitenesse of this invisible spirituall torture without true turning to Iesus Christ. If when the now-troubled powers of thy soule which the wound of thy conscience hath cast into much distracted and uncomfortable confusion shall recover their wonted calmenes and quiet thou turne unto thine old bias humour company and conversation it will then bee more then manifest that this Furnace of terrour and temptation wherein thou now lies and languishes was so far from working thine heart to heavenlinesse and grace that it hath hammered it to more hardnesse and ungraciousnesse from purging and refining that it hath occasioned more earthlinesse epicurisme and raging affections in sensuality and sinfull pleasures But if when thou art up againe and raised by Gods mercifull hand out of the Depth of this spirituall distresse into which the horrible sight and heavy waight of thy sinnes have sunke thee if then thou expresse and testifie thy true-heartednesse in these present solemne protestations made now as it were in thy hot blood I meane of thy hatred against sinne by an earnest opposition watchfulnesse and striving against all especially that which in thine unregenerate time stucke closest to thy bosome of thine hunger and thirst after a comfortable fruition of Gods face and favour by a conscionable and constant pursuit and exercise of all good meanes and opportunities of all his blessed ordinances appointed and sanctified for groath in grace and bringing us nearer unto Him of thy future New-obedience and Christian walking by plying industriously and fruitfully with thy best endeavour and utmost ability those three glorious workes of Christianity Preservation of purity in thine owne Soule and Body righteous dealing with all thou hast to doe-with Holy carriage towards God in all religious duties In a word by denying ungodlinesse and worldly lusts and living soberly righteously and godlily in this present world of which the grace of God teacheth every true Convert to make Conscience I say if upon thy recovery this bee thy course Thou art certainely New-created Such blessed behaviour as this will infallibly evidence these present terrours to have been the Pangs of thy New-birth and thy happy translation from death to life from the vanity and folly of sin into the light and liberty of Gods Children 2. Secondly say unto Him When once that blessed Fountaine of Soule-saving blood is opened upon thy Soule in the side of the Sonne of God by the hand of Faith for sinne and for uncleannesse then also must a Counter-spring as it were of repentant teares bee opened in thine humbled heart which must not be dried up untill thy dying Day This is my meaning for every Christian hath not teares at command the heart sometimes may bleed when the eyes are dry Thou must bee content to continue the current of thy godly sorrow upon that abominable Sinke and Sodom of all the lusts vanities and villanies of thy darke and damned time and also upon those frailties infirmities imperfections defects relapses back-slidings which may accompany thy regenerate state even untill that body of sinne which thou carries about Thee bee dissolved by the stroke of death As concerning thine old sinnes and those that are past it is not enough that now the fresh horrour of them and those grissely affrighting formes wherein they have appeared to the eye of thy wounded conscience have wrought upon thy heart by Gods blessing some softnesse heart-rising remorse and hatred But thou must many and many a time hereafter in the extraordinary exercises of renued repentance presse thy penitent spirit to bleede afresh within thee and draw water againe out of the bottome of thy broken heart with those Israelites and poure it out before the Lord in abundāce of bitter teares for thy never sufficiently sorrowed-for abominations and rebellions against so blessed and bountifull a God Now the solemne times and occasions when wee are called to this renued Repentance are such as these 1. When wee are to performe some speciall services unto God because then out of a godly jealousie wee may feare lest the face and favour of God the love and light of His countenance may not lie so open unto us by reason of the cloudy interposition of our former sinnes 2. When wee seeke for any speciall blessing at Gods mercifull hands because then out of a gracious feare we may suspect that our old sinnes may intrude and labour to intercept and divert from our longing Soules the sweet and comfortable influences of the Throne of grace It may seeme that David in the current of his prayer saw His old sinnes charge upon Him and therefore cries out by the way Remember not the sinnes of my youth 3. In the time of some great affliction and remarkeable Crosse when upon a new search and strict examination of our hearts and lives we humbling our selves more solemnely againe in the sight of the Lord and mourning afresh over Him whom wee have pierced with our youthly pollutions and provoke daily with many wofull failings are wont to seeke Gods pleased face and our former peace sanctification of it unto us in the meane time and the remoovall of it from us in due time in the name of Iesus Christ. 4. After relapse into some old secret lust or fall into some new scandalous sinne Davids remorse for adultery and murder brought his heart to bleede over his birth-sinne Psal. 51.5 Above all upon all those mighty Dayes of humiliation by prayer and fasting publike private or secret wherein Gods people wrastle with God by the omnipotency of prayer and worke so many wonders from time to time 6. Some there are also who setting apart some speciall times to conferre with God in secret lay together before Him the glorious Catalogue of the riches of His mercy reaching from everlasting to everlasting all his favours preservations deliverances protections c. from their first beeing to that time and the abhorred Catalogue of all their sinnes from Adam to that houre Originall both imputed and inherent actuall both before and since their calling and this they doe with hearty desire of such different affections as they severally require A serious and sensible comparing of which two together makes sinne a great deale more loathsome and the mercies of God more illustrious and so prooves effectuall many times by the helpe of the Holy Ghost to soften their hearts extraordinarily to make them weepe heartily and fils their Soules with much joyfull sorrow and humble thankefulnesse 7. Vpon our Beds
of that Antichristian cut-throate Position Of keeping no oath nor faith with Infidells and Hereticks unhappily undertooke to absolve Vladisâ—aus the King the rest whom it did concerne from that solemne oath for confirmation of a concluded peace taken of Him upon the Holy Evangelists and of Amurath by His Ambassadors upon their Turkish Alcaron Whereupon they resolutely breake the league raise a great Army presently and against their oath and promise set upon the Turke with periury and perfidiousnes accompanied with Gods curse exposed the Christian party to a most horrible overthrow in that bloudy battaile of Varna and cast upon the Profession of Christ such an aspersion and shame that not all the bloud of that rope of Popes which constitute Antichrist could ever be able to expiate Looke upon the story and consider what a reproch and inexpiable staine doth rest upon the face of Christian religion by this wicked Stratagemme of Popish treachery and that even upon record to all posterity For Amurath the Turkish Emperour in the heate of the sight pluckt the writing out of His bosome wherein the late league was compris'de and holding it up in his hand with his eyes cast up to Heaven said thus Behold thou crucified Christ this is the league thy Christians in thy Name made with Me which they have without cause violated Now if Thou be a God as they say Thou art and as wee dreame reuenge the wrong now done unto Thy Name and Mee and shew thy power upon Thy periurious people who in their deeds deny Thee their God 2. Secondly Sith a stocke of grace and the comforts of a sound conscience be onely able to crush all crosses out-face all aduersaries take the sting out of all sorrowes and sufferings and serve in the evill Day as a soveraigne Antidote to save the Soule from sinking into the mouth of despaire and extremest horrour then three sorts of people here offer themselves to be censured and are to bee frighted and fir'd out of their damned security and cruell case 1. Those fooles Sonnes and daughters of confusion and sloth who having a price in their hands to get wisedome yet want hearts to lay it out for spirituall provision before hand They enioy by Gods rare and extraordinary indulgence and favour life strength wit health and many other outward happinesses nay the most glorious Day of a gracious visitation that did ever shine upon Earth many golden and goodly oportunities many blessed seasons and sermons to enrich their foules abundantly with all heavenly treasures and yet they are so farre from spending their abilities entertaining those mercifull Offers and apprehending such happy aduantages for their true and eternall good that they most unworthily and unthankfully abuse mispend and dis-imploy all their meanes time and manifold mercies to serve their own turnes attaine their sensuall ends and possesse the Present with all the carnall contentment they can possibly devise These vassals of selfe-love and slaves of lust are so lull'd upon the lap of pleasure by the Syren songs of Satans solicitors and so drunke with worldly prosperity by swimming down the current of these corruptest times with full saile of sensuality and ease that they fall asleepe for all the while of the happy Harvest in this life for Inning grace into the Soule under the Sun-shine of the Gospell wasting their pretious time of gathering spiritual Manna in grasping gold clasping about the Arme of flesh sâ—ruing themselves by all wajes and meanes into high roomes crowning themselves with Rose-buds tumbling voluptuously in the pleasures and glory of this false and flattering world But alas poore soules what will they doe in the evill Day When after the hot gleame of earthly glory and a short calme cut ouer the Sea of this world they are come into the Port of death to which all windes drive them and having there let fall that last Anchor which can never be weighed againe shall be set in the land of darkenes the dust whereof is brimstone and the riuers burning pitch where they shall meete with whole Armies of tempestuous and fiery plagues and the envenomed Arrowes of Gods unquenchable anger shall sticke fast for ever in their Soule flesh where they shall never more see the Light nor the Land of the living but be drowned in everlasting perdition in the Lake even a boyling Sea of fire and brimstone where they can see no banke nor feele no bottome What will these sleepers in Harvest say when they shall be awaked at that dreadfull Houre out of their golden dreames and in their hands shall finde nothing but the iudgement of God growing upon their thoughts as an impetuous storme death standing before them unresistable like an armed Man sin lying at the doore like a bloud-hound and a guilty conscience knawing at the heart like a Vulture When they shall lie upon their last Beds like wild Bulls in a net as the Prophet speakes full of the wrath of God saying in the morning would God it were Even and at Even would God it were morning for the feare of their heart wherewith they shal feare and for the sight of their eyes which they shall see I say in what case will they be then Then But my words doe faile mee here and so doth my conceit For as none knowes the sweetnesse of the Spouses kisse but the Soule that receives it so neither can any one conceive this damned horrour but He that suffers it The Lord of Heaven in mercy awake theÌ„ in the meane time with the peircing thunder of His sacred and saving Word that they may be happily frighted fired out of their amased Soule-murdring sloth before they feele in Hell those fearefull things wee so faithfully forewarne them of To rouse them out of this cruell carnall security let them entertaine into their most serious thoughts such considerations as these Consider 1. Why thou camest into this world There is not so much as one Age past since Thou layest hid in the loathed state of being nothing Above fiue thousand yeeres were gone after the Creation before there was any newes of Thee at all And thou mightst never have bin God had no neede of Thee He gave Thee a Beeing onely out of His owne meere bounty Infinite millions shall never bee which might have bin as well as Thouâ— Gods omnipotency is equally able and active to have prodâ—ced them as Thee And no parts of that vast Abysse of Nothing can possibly make any resistance to Almightinesse And besides being so that Thou must needs have a being there is not any Creature that ever issued out of the hands of God but thou mightest haue bin that either for the kinde or for the particular All is One to Him to make an Angell or an Ant To create the brightest Cherub or the most contemptible Flie For in every creation no lesse then Omnipotency must needes bee the Efficient and no more then Nothing is
cusâ—odiam 〈◊〉 nammos ob dâ—â—edâ—â—entem conijciaâ— neque â—osum solum sed cum illa propter illum simâ—lâ—â—orem liberos fâ—mâ—los vâ—mâ—is verò aliuâ— qui â—ptam qui non solu solâ—at dicem illos nummâ—â— sâ—â—t iâ—â—â—mera 〈◊〉 talenta largiatur vinctâ—mque in regâ—lem auâ—am inducat in 〈…〉 honoâ—â—◠〈…〉 is â—â—eneâ—ator 〈…〉 â—â—gere iâ—a 〈◊〉 factum 〈…〉 siquiten 〈…〉 debeamus Christus pronobis solvit tantoque plura quanto guttâ—hâ—m exigâ—am pâ—lâ—gus excilli â—m ensum Noli itaque dissidere O homo cùm 〈◊〉 honorum aâ—râ—â—ias vtaeâ—s nâ—que solâ—â—tas inquiras quomodò scintillula illa mortis atque peccati toâ—tosit donorum sâ—perinducto maâ—i soluta extincia Chrys. Hom. â—1 in 5. and Rom. Satanta inaequalitus prelij redempâ—â— quanta immensi maris umus guttulae quorsùm supplemtatum meritorum c Chamiâ—â— Tom. 3. pag. 249. i Concedimus satisfactionis dignitatemoriâ—i à Personá satisfaciente ideo â—ue satisfactionem Christi maximae imò infinitae dignitatis esse Idem Ibid. pa. 245. Philip. 4.7 1. Pet. 1.8 1. Cor. 2.9 * Master Rogers of Dedham k Sed videte qualis debet esse poenitentia quia multi assidâ—è se duâ—nt esse peccatores tamen adhuc illos delectat peccare Professio est non emendatio Accusatur anima non sanatur Pronunciatur Offensa non tollitur Poetentiam certam non facit nisi odium peccati amor Dei. Quandosiâ— poeâ—â—tes ut tibi amarum sapiat in animo quod ante dulâ—e fuit in vitâ quod te prius oblectabaâ— in corpore ipsum te cruciat in mente c. August de Temp. Serm. 7. * QuantuÌ„ inter tranquillissimuÌ„ interest portum mare tempestuosum atque incommodum Chrysost. ** Who is among you that feareth the Lord that obeyeth the voyce of His servant that walketh in darkenesse and hath no light Let Him trust in the Name of the Lord and stay upon his God Isai. 50.10 Here it appeares that one which truly feares God may walk in darkenesse and have no light of coâ—fort And that such an One may bee certainely saved by staying upon â—is God By leaning upon Him as One leanes upon a staâ—fe 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 niti inniti incumbere 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Incumbebat hastae suae nitebatur super hastam suam 2 Sam. 1.6 Bâ—xtor l Those that are afflicted in conference because they want assuâ—rance of salvation have no cause of despaire or of discouragement as long as with an heavy loaden soule hungring for mercy they trust in Christ and cast themselves wholly upon His merits for salvation according to the Gospell For the condition of the Gospell required of sinners to salvation is not a comfort but a Duty not an assurance that they are saved but a trust in Christ that they shall be saved So that as long as they rest on Christs merits seeke to no other meanes but with such an heart as hath been said to seeke to Christ for salvation as soone as they have believed in Christ they are justified sinners tho they doe not presently feele by the witnesse of the Spirit a full assurance that they are saved Chibald in his Triall of Faith lib. 2. cap. 4. pag. 185 Wherefore comfort yourselves O ye that are tender-hearted and troubled-minded Christians because you feele not the assurance of your salvation in as much as the condition of the Gospell is not That Hee that believes in Christ shall bee assured of salvation but that Hee shall bee saved so that though thou never have in thine owne Soule a feeling of assured perswasion that thou art saved yet as long as with a heart mourning after Christ and gasping for Him as the barren Land for water thou casts thy selfe upon Him and hangs on Him still for salvation with trust unto the merits of His death and obedience thou shalt in the end and event certainely bee saved Idem Ibid. pag 187. There bee that doe truly believe in Christ and that to salvation if they should then die that yet are not come to bee perswaded that Christ is theirs c. Rogers of Dedham in His Epistle to the Reader pag. penult m Exultemus in Domino gaudeamus cum fletu Memores simus dignationis divinae captivitatis nostrae August de temp Serm. 3. * See the Properties of a saving Thirst beâ—â—â—e pa. 377. lin 31 c. a In desiderio illo pij animi suspiria inenarâ—abilia gaudium ineffabile mirisiâ—è coadunantur suspiria inquam gaudium quae ne ipse quidem qui ea sentit potest plenè enarrare Rolloc in Iohan. cap. 8. pag. 556. 1. Pet. 2.17 d Many are still questioning of their beginnings and though they came to Faith and comfort by these steps yet are still fearing that they have not begun in truth or that they are not in the right way or took comfort ere it belonged unto them And this because their corruptions bee so strong and that they cannot doe as they would But corruptions felt hated and striven against are no Markes that wee are not the Lords but the contrary It is the subtilty of Satan to keepe them ever at the beginning that they may never get forward True it is good to bee very carefull in laying the foundation of our house But if we be ever pulling up after it is laide wee shall never finish the Building Moster Rogers of Dedham Doctr. of Faith cap. 2. pag. 177. For a true Christian to denie the work of Gods grace in Himselfe doth no good to Him But interrupts His prayers hinders his humiliation estrangeth Him from God and turneth godly sorrow for His sinne into desperate sorrow for the punishment of sinne Master Whately Gods Husbandry cap. 12. e Take heed of false reasoning As because our fire doth not blaze out as others therefore we have no fire at all and by false Conclusions to sinne against the Commandement in bearing false witnesse against our selves The Prodigall would not say Hee was no sonne but that hee was nâ—t worthy to bee called a Sonne Wee must neither trust to false evidence nor deny true for so wee should dishonour the Worke of Gods Spirit in us and lose the helpe of that evidence which wâ—uld cherish our love to Christ and arme us against Satans discouragements Some are so faulty this way as if they had been hired by Satan the Accuser of the Brethren to pleade for Him in accusing themselves Doctor Sibbes Bruised Reed pag. 94. f Homil. of Repentance pag. 1. g Dike of Repentance cap. 4. h Secundum conscientiae molem exhibenda est poenitentiae magnitudo Ambr. ad Virg. â—orr cap. 8. i Qui culpam exaggeraverit exaggeret etiam poenitentiam Idem de Poenit. lib. 1. cap. 2. k Quà m magna deliquimus tam graviter desâ—eamus Cypr. de Lapsis ad sin l Vniuscuiusque mens tantum poenitendo coÌ„punctionis suae bibat lachrymas