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grace_n plant_v in_o my_o heart_n knowledge_n faith_n repentance_n love_v of_o god_n charity_n to_o other_o and_o thankfulness_n by_o actuate_a a_o new_a before_o i_o receive_v assistance_n in_o receve_v by_o sacred_a devout_a and_o pertinent_a meditation_n seal_n and_o testify_v to_o my_o conscience_n my_o acceptance_n and_o efficacy_n of_o receive_v by_o increase_n of_o holiness_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o care_n of_o better_a obedience_n in_o my_o life_n after_o the_o sure_a evidence_n and_o true_a i_o can_v have_v or_o expect_v of_o my_o worthy_a receive_n xvi_o have_v thus_o faithful_o discharge_v my_o duty_n and_o conscience_n in_o the_o way_n of_o preparation_n to_o the_o sacrament_n though_o still_o conscious_a to_o and_o humble_v in_o the_o consideration_n of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n in_o any_o proportion_n to_o the_o great_a good_a i_o aim_v at_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o deprive_v myself_o of_o so_o neâ—r_a and_o inestimable_a a_o comfort_n by_o refrain_v nor_o dare_v l_o so_o far_o distrust_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o dignation_n of_o my_o saviour_n who_o propound_v not_o my_o personal_a worthiness_n in_o a_o strict_a sense_n as_o the_o object_n of_o my_o comfort_n and_o hope_n in_o come_n but_o his_o gracious_a acceptance_n and_o merciful_a indulgence_n such_o indeed_o as_o become_v the_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o christian_n god_n and_o saviour_n xvii_o the_o same_o holy_a frame_n and_o devout_a temper_n of_o spirit_n i_o labour_v to_o continue_v in_o my_o receive_n carry_v my_o faith_n by_o the_o visible_a representation_n before_o i_o and_o give_v to_o i_o to_o behold_v its_o invisible_a but_o most_o credible_a object_n jesus_n christ_n crucify_v and_o die_v for_o my_o sin_n who_o love_n and_o merit_n i_o consider_v with_o as_o great_a a_o obligation_n of_o love_n thankfulness_n and_o obedience_n upon_o i_o as_o if_o he_o have_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n for_o i_o alone_o these_o meditation_n raise_v i_o to_o thankfulness_n to_o admiration_n to_o exaltation_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n my_o saviour_n above_o all_o xviii_o final_o so_o i_o endeavour_v to_o receive_v this_o bless_a sacrament_n as_o if_o each_o opportunity_n be_v my_o last_o as_o if_o i_o be_v to_o appear_v before_o god_n in_o judgement_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o that_o grace_n i_o there_o receive_v i_o may_v live_v the_o remainder_n of_o my_o short_a life_n virtuous_o and_o holy_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o its_o reward_n and_o perfection_n in_o heaven_n i_o may_v die_v willing_o and_o cheerful_o in_o the_o merit_n and_o righteousness_n of_o it_o i_o may_v attain_v to_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o just_a appear_v justify_v before_o god_n at_o the_o last_o and_o great_a day_n and_o obtain_v the_o consummation_n of_o all_o in_o that_o glorious_a estate_n of_o immortality_n with_o god_n and_o christ_n in_o heaven_n xix_o the_o duty_n of_o examine_v myself_o be_v by_o precept_n clear_o enjoin_v i_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n let_v a_o man_n therefore_o examine_v himself_o and_o so_o let_v he_o eat_v of_o that_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o that_o cup_n 1._o cor._n 11._o chap_n 28._o verse_n which_o alone_o be_v enough_o to_o exact_v my_o performance_n but_o since_o all_o the_o command_n of_o god_n who_o be_v the_o most_o perfect_a reason_n to_o rational_a creature_n be_v most_o reasonable_a though_o oft_o time_n ignorance_n or_o blindness_n do_v not_o or_o will_v not_o discover_v it_o to_o the_o equity_n of_o this_o injunction_n my_o own_o reason_n must_v needs_o subscribe_v for_o know_v that_o every_o thing_n be_v receive_v according_a to_o the_o capacity_n and_o disposition_n of_o the_o recipient_a and_o that_o a_o worldly_a sensual_a and_o mere_a humane_a mind_n be_v unapt_a to_o receive_v thing_n intellectual_a spiritual_a and_o divine_a and_o perceive_v object_n the_o
member_n of_o my_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o for_o thy_o service_n and_o aught_o to_o have_v be_v instrument_n of_o holiness_n i_o have_v daily_o make_v weapon_n of_o iniquity_n my_o understanding_n which_o shall_v daily_o have_v delight_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o law_n have_v be_v daily_o busy_v in_o the_o search_n of_o sin_n my_o affection_n which_o i_o shall_v have_v whole_o fix_v upon_o thou_o the_o high_a holy_a and_o most_o happy_a object_n in_o who_o be_v alsufficiency_n have_v be_v foolish_o and_o false_o bestow_v on_o the_o emptiness_n and_o vanity_n of_o the_o creature_n in_o which_o i_o have_v find_v nothing_o else_o but_o shortness_n and_o uncertainty_n falsehood_n and_o flattery_n weariness_n and_o misery_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n i_o have_v not_o wise_o nor_o timely_o consider_v that_o the_o grace_n of_o repentance_n be_v thy_o heavenly_a gift_n and_o aught_o to_o be_v early_o beg_v of_o thou_o by_o prayer_n and_o tear_n but_o have_v 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i_o who_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o i_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o i_o shall_v repent_v and_o live_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o thou_o bless_a shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n who_o aim_v to_o seek_v and_o to_o save_v those_o that_o be_v lose_v that_o find_v all_o who_o thou_o seek_v and_o lose_v none_o of_o those_o who_o thou_o have_v find_v have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o thou_o sacred_a and_o for_o ever_o bless_a spirit_n who_o visite_a and_o cherish_v the_o droop_a soul_n of_o thy_o elect_n assist_v and_o comfort_v i_o lord_n save_v i_o or_o i_o perish_v lord_n help_v i_o or_o i_o faint_v lord_n seek_v i_o or_o i_o be_o lose_v for_o ever_o ii_o with_o all_o humility_n of_o soul_n i_o humble_o acknowledge_v that_o i_o have_v too_o long_o sinful_o depend_v on_o the_o vain_a shadow_n and_o deceitful_a show_n of_o my_o own_o imperfect_a holiness_n and_o have_v too_o sinful_o neglect_v the_o improvement_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n whereby_o i_o have_v too_o long_o delude_v my_o own_o soul_n with_o hope_n of_o my_o heavenly_a assurance_n and_o have_v then_o think_v myself_o to_o be_v spiritual_o rich_a when_o in_o thy_o sight_n i_o have_v be_v wretched_o poor_a sinful_o blind_a wilful_o naked_a distress_o miserable_a iii_o lord_n open_v thou_o my_o eye_n by_o thy_o precious_a eyesalve_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n that_o i_o may_v clear_o see_v the_o sadness_n of_o my_o mine_n own_o condition_n in_o these_o my_o sad_a mistake_n by_o this_o the_o great_a deceit_n of_o my_o own_o delude_a heart_n enrich_v my_o poverty_n with_o the_o gift_n and_o grace_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n cover_v my_o nakedness_n with_o the_o precious_a robe_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n swallow_v up_o this_o my_o
secret_a and_o unknown_a error_n of_o my_o sinful_a life_n pass_v and_o gracious_o prevent_v the_o fail_n of_o that_o to_o come_v iv._o make_v i_o true_o and_o sincere_o holy_a and_o to_o embrace_v it_o neither_o for_o fear_n of_o punishment_n nor_o hope_v of_o reward_n but_o pure_o for_o thy_o sake_n who_o be_v holiness_n itself_o o_o let_v i_o never_o think_v myself_o holy_a enough_o but_o press_v still_o forward_o in_o thy_o holy_a race_n until_o at_o last_o i_o have_v attain_v unto_o that_o full_a measure_n of_o holiness_n which_o by_o thy_o gracious_a acceptation_n of_o it_o in_o christ_n will_v end_v in_o endless_a happiness_n bless_v these_o my_o holy_a desire_n with_o happy_a performance_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o perfect_a righteousness_n thou_o both_o gracious_o accept_a for_o i_o and_o willing_o impute_a to_o i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n now_o to_o keep_v the_o soul_n in_o a_o even_a temper_n we_o must_v observe_v these_o follow_a direction_n first_o for_o the_o best_a order_v our_o life_n as_o to_o the_o safety_n and_o peace_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v the_o more_o servant_n the_o more_o importunate_a in_o your_o prayer_n when_o your_o lust_n be_v most_o eager_a and_o vehement_a in_o their_o desire_n for_o this_o we_o have_v st._n paul_n example_n for_o our_o imitation_n when_o he_o proportion_v the_o vehemency_n of_o his_o devotion_n to_o the_o violence_n of_o his_o temptation_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n 2_o cor._n 12._o 9_o do_v the_o more_o furious_o reiterate_v his_o buffet_n the_o more_o zealous_o do_v he_o renew_v his_o prayer_n and_o at_o length_n he_o receive_v this_o comfortable_a answer_n to_o his_o sorrowful_a complaint_n my_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o thou_o sufficient_a to_o cure_v thy_o wound_n and_o to_o pardon_v thy_o guilt_n sufficient_a to_o strengthen_v thy_o weakness_n and_o to_o perfect_v thy_o deliverance_n ii_o second_o entertain_v we_o no_o parley_n no_o treaty_n with_o our_o lust_n have_v no_o commerce_n or_o company_n with_o they_o silence_n their_o suggestion_n or_o if_o they_o will_v needs_o be_v suggest_v give_v they_o not_o the_o ear_n lest_o they_o make_v that_o the_o passage_n to_o the_o heart_n we_o betray_v ourselves_o to_o sin_n whensoever_o we_o treat_v with_o our_o lust_n conference_n with_o they_o be_v the_o way_n to_o be_v ensnare_v by_o they_o we_o must_v fly_v sin_n as_o a_o serpent_n not_o let_v in_o the_o head_n lest_o it_o draw_v in_o its_o body_n not_o yield_v to_o the_o first_o motion_n lest_o we_o be_v engage_v in_o its_o full_a commission_n iii_o three_o set_v we_o up_o the_o law_n of_o spirit_n and_o life_n in_o our_o heart_n rom._n 8._o 2._o and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n will_v be_v stir_v in_o our_o thought_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o let_v this_o royal_a law_n of_o christ_n spirit_n and_o life_n bear_v sway_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o to_o that_o end_n especial_o now_o in_o the_o solemnity_n of_o the_o bless_a eucharist_n renew_v we_o our_o purpose_n our_o vow_n our_o covenant_n renew_v we_o ourselves_o denial_n our_o total_a resignation_n thereby_o to_o obtain_v a_o further_a quicken_a in_o grace_n a_o further_o strengthen_v of_o the_o inward_a man_n and_o all_o by_o a_o near_a communion_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o fullness_n thus_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n shall_v seal_v unto_o our_o heart_n the_o comfort_n of_o this_o assurance_n that_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v we_o nor_o forsake_v we_o iv._o let_v we_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o break_a heart_n and_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n which_o sorrow_n of_o contrition_n must_v be_v like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o the_o dead_a a_o funeral_n sorrow_n the_o deep_a of_o mourning_n like_o that_o of_o one_o mourn_v for_o her_o only_a son_n the_o sad_a of_o funeral_n and_o for_o our_o sin_n deep_a humiliation_n be_v 〈◊〉_d necessary_a whereby_o we_o confess_v the_o guâ—lt_n of_o our_o sin_n bewail_v the_o bitterness_n of_o distress_n deprecate_v god_n wrath_n and_o implore_v his_o mercy_n for_o a_o full_a and_o free_a pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n a_o prayer_n for_o saturday_n morning_n on_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o bless_a fountain_n of_o eternal_a sweetness_n who_o art_n infinite_o sweet_a to_o my_o weary_a soul_n than_o all_o earthly_a enjoyment_n in_o who_o presence_n be_v the_o fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o forgive_v the_o folly_n and_o infirmity_n of_o i_o thy_o sinful_a servant_n who_o have_v foolish_o prefer_v these_o transitory_a drop_n of_o insufficient_a joy_n which_o have_v be_v wearisome_a and_o burdensome_a unto_o i_o to_o those_o thy_o river_n of_o eternal_a pleasure_n in_o which_o thy_o bless_a saint_n do_v sweet_o bathe_v their_o happy_a soul_n where_o everlasting_a jâ—y_n be_v on_o their_o head_n and_o thy_o eternal_a comfort_n in_o their_o heart_n ii_o lord_n open_a my_o eye_n now_o at_o last_o that_o i_o may_v clear_o see_v the_o vanity_n of_o the_o creature_n and_o the_o fullness_n sweetness_n and_o all_o sufficiency_n of_o christ_n withdraw_v my_o affection_n from_o the_o world_n and_o fix_v they_o whole_o upon_o thou_o and_o thy_o kingdom_n lord_n sanctify_v my_o heart_n to_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o true_a sweetness_n but_o in_o goodness_n and_o that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o true_a goodness_n in_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v not_o subordinate_a to_o this_o sweetness_n which_o alone_o be_v in_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n the_o comfort_n of_o all_o earthly_a comfort_n and_o heavenly_a consolation_n iii_o almighty_a god_n when_o i_o look_v upon_o thou_o out_o of_o christ_n as_o thou_o be_v in_o thyself_o i_o can_v there_o see_v nothing_o else_o but_o destruction_n to_o my_o body_n and_o amazement_n to_o my_o soul_n in_o thy_o essence_n light_a inaccessible_a unto_o which_o no_o mortal_a eye_n can_v approach_v in_o thy_o attribute_n terror_n unutterable_a from_o which_o no_o creature_n can_v escape_v thy_o wisdom_n try_v my_o corrupt_a heart_n and_o search_v my_o sinful_a vein_n thy_o justice_n most_o severe_a fearful_a in_o the_o pronunciation_n dreadful_a in_o the_o execution_n thy_o truth_n admit_v no_o alteration_n no_o judgement_n pronounce_v by_o thou_o but_o most_o precise_o fulfil_v yet_o such_o o_o lord_n have_v the_o folly_n of_o my_o false_a heart_n be_v that_o i_o have_v sinful_o depend_v on_o thy_o mercy_n in_o christ_n without_o either_o faith_n to_o receive_v thou_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o or_o love_v to_o delight_v in_o thou_o iv._o lord_n whither_o will_v thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o stray_v from_o thou_o how_o long_o lord_n will_v thou_o leave_v i_o in_o this_o sleep_n of_o sin_n lord_n seek_v i_o thy_o stray_n sheep_n or_o i_o be_o lose_v for_o ever_o open_v my_o sinful_a eye_n that_o i_o sleep_v not_o in_o death_n make_v i_o wise_o to_o remember_v that_o then_o only_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o when_o thou_o be_v true_o fear_v grant_v therefore_o dear_a father_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o dally_v with_o my_o precious_a soul_n by_o this_o my_o security_n in_o sin_n but_o sore_o upon_o thy_o mercy_n as_o to_o have_v a_o filial_a fear_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o from_o security_n in_o sin_n good_a lord_n deliver_v i_o amen_n meditation_n for_o saturday_n evening_n on_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o thou_o great_a creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n i_o be_o ashamed_a of_o myself_o to_o see_v in_o what_o a_o posture_n i_o be_o in_o at_o this_o present_a i_o be_o cast_v down_o when_o i_o look_v into_o myself_o and_o make_v enquiry_n into_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n i_o can_v but_o behold_v my_o own_o vileness_n and_o baseness_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v receive_v sinner_n else_o how_o dare_v i_o approach_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n thou_o be_v he_o that_o say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o that_o the_o whole_a have_v no_o need_n of_o a_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a o_o lord_n i_o be_o weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o come_v unto_o thou_o for_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n i_o be_o sick_a of_o sin_n be_v thou_o my_o physician_n and_o my_o medicine_n i_o be_o wound_v hungry_a and_o weak_a be_v thou_o my_o sovereign_a balsam_n nourishment_n and_o strength_n i_o be_o sorrowful_a poor_a and_o foolish_a be_v thou_o my_o comfort_n enrich_v i_o and_o enlighten_v i_o i_o be_o fall_n of_o dross_n unclean_a and_o dead_a do_v thou_o refine_v i_o purify_v i_o and_o quicken_v i_o with_o thy_o heavenly_a grace_n unto_o salvation_n ii_o o_o that_o i_o be_v now_o with_o a_o humble_a heart_n at_o the_o holy_a table_n of_o my_o lord_n there_o be_v all_o mercy_n convey_v and_o seal_v all_o grace_n be_v