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thy_o altar_n most_o holy_a lord_n god_n before_o i_o have_v cleanse_v my_o mouth_n by_o confession_n of_o my_o sin_n wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n and_o purify_v my_o heart_n by_o profession_n of_o my_o faith_n in_o my_o redeemer_n blood_n for_o thy_o sacred_a word_n teach_v i_o that_o holy_a thing_n must_v not_o be_v give_v to_o dog_n nor_o pearl_n cast_v before_o swine_n with_o loathe_v of_o myself_o and_o great_a detestation_n of_o my_o rebellious_a corruption_n i_o confess_v that_o never_o dog_n so_o oft_o return_v to_o his_o vomit_n nor_o sow_n to_o wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n as_o i_o have_v to_o sin_n and_o sensuality_n i_o be_v at_o first_o conceive_v in_o lust_n and_o since_o lust_n have_v conceive_v in_o i_o and_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n have_v long_o ago_o bring_v forth_o death_n if_o thy_o grace_n and_o mercy_n have_v not_o prevent_v it_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o conceive_v what_o sin_n i_o have_v conceive_v in_o my_o heart_n or_o utter_v with_o my_o 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to_o the_o bless_a feast_n of_o the_o spotless_a lamb._n i_o confess_v o_o god_n that_o when_o i_o consider_v thy_o greatness_n and_o my_o nothing_o thy_o purity_n and_o my_o uncleanness_n i_o see_v it_o infinite_o unreasonable_a and_o presumptuous_a in_o i_o to_o approach_v thy_o sacred_a prescence_n and_o desire_v to_o partake_v of_o thy_o sacrament_n or_o hope_v for_o a_o part_n of_o thy_o glory_n but_o when_o i_o consider_v thy_o mercy_n and_o thy_o wisdom_n thy_o bounty_n and_o goodness_n thy_o readiness_n to_o forgive_v and_o willingness_n to_o impart_v thyself_o unto_o thy_o servant_n then_o be_o i_o lift_v up_o with_o hope_n than_o i_o come_v with_o boldness_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n even_o so_o o_o lord_n because_o thou_o have_v command_v and_o love_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o it_o be_v never_o hear_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o ever_o do_v despise_v he_o that_o call_v upon_o thou_o or_o forsake_v any_o that_o do_v abide_v in_o thy_o fear_n or_o 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the_o mercy_n peace_n comfort_n and_o grace_n which_o flow_v from_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o holy_a jesus_n more_o than_o i_o can_v express_v and_o since_o thou_o have_v give_v thyself_o thy_o merit_n and_o grace_n to_o i_o and_o seal_v a_o new_a covenant_n with_o i_o in_o thy_o blood_n i_o here_o bind_v myself_o by_o this_o sacred_a cup_n to_o be_v sincere_o thou_o i_o have_v swear_v and_o be_o steadfast_o purpose_v to_o keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n o_o let_v i_o never_o unhallow_a that_o body_n or_o defile_v that_o soul_n in_o which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n delight_v to_o dwell_v in_o let_v no_o oath_n or_o lie_v profane_a those_o lip_n no_o obscenity_n or_o intemperance_n pollute_v that_o mouth_n by_o which_o these_o holy_a symbol_n have_v pass_v but_o let_v thy_o mercy_n keep_v i_o in_o this_o happy_a temper_n till_o i_o have_v accomplish_v all_o my_o resolution_n amen_n or_o this_o all_o be_v thou_o dear_a saviour_n dispose_v of_o 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servant_n oh_o deliver_v i_o from_o anger_n malice_n and_o intemperance_n from_o pride_n lust_n and_o covetousness_n and_o all_o the_o fury_n which_o use_v to_o torture_v i_o o_o mark_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o and_o deny_v i_o not_o that_o grace_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o make_v i_o thou_o i_o be_o sure_a in_o thou_o all_o fullness_n of_o grace_n dwell_v and_o let_v it_o now_o overflow_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o then_o shall_v i_o always_o perform_v my_o vow_n gracious_a god_n i_o have_v behold_v the_o efficacious_a sacrifice_n which_o thy_o son_n have_v offer_v for_o we_o i_o have_v remember_v it_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n for_o it_o though_o not_o so_o high_o as_o i_o be_o oblige_v for_o the_o benefit_n be_v inestimable_a there_o be_v no_o want_n of_o merit_n in_o jesus_n to_o deserve_v nor_o of_o mercy_n in_o thou_o to_o bestow_v remission_n oh_o let_v there_o not_o want_v in_o i_o nor_o in_o any_o for_o who_o christ_n die_v grace_n to_o accept_v 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