himselfe and for the Glory giuen to him by the Saintes in heauen and for the seruices donne him by the Iust vpon the earthe and rejoicing within ourselues for the hope of eternall good and for the possession which the blessed doe enjoy saying that of the Apocalips Apoc. 19.6 Alleluia because our Lord God the omnipotent hath raigned Let vs bee glad and reioice and giue glory to him because the mariage of the Lambe is come and his vvife hath prepared herselfe Thankesgiuings are Actions of thankefullnesse for the benefits wee haue receiued of our Lorde recounting them all very often and praising him for euery one of them and I am not onely to giue him thankes for the benefits I my selfe haue receiued but also for those which hee hath donne to the Angells in Heauen and to all the men vpon earthe and to the insensible creatures that knowe not how to thanke him yea and for those hee hath donne to the Deuills themselues and to the Damned that haue no will to bee thankefull vnto him VVith these 4. Affections wee may speake to our Lord in Praier to the ende to glorifye him procuring as S. Paul sayeth the holy Spirit to bee the beginning of our Interiour speeches the midle or Mediatour to bee Christe IESVS our Sauiour and the ende and person to whome they bee directed to bee the Father euerlasting albeeit as hath beene saide they may likewise bee directed to all the three Persons 2. The second ende why wee are to speake vnto God our Lord is to require of him newe coelestiall guiftes and graces ordained to our owne saluation and perfection and to his Glory These Petitions and Colloquies may bee made in many formes according to the diuerse disposition of him that prayeth and speaketh to God Sometimes wee are to speake vnto him as a Sonne speaketh vnto his Father asking of him all such things as a good Sonne may and ought to aske of a good Father with the Spirit of Loue and Confidence And in this sorte wee speake vnto God in that praier of our Pater noster where Christe our Lord declareth what things wee are to aske as wee shall see in the Meditation which shall bee made vpon that praier in the third parte Sometimes wee are to speake vnto God as a poore wretche doth to a riche and mercifull man begging of him an almes Psal 24.16 39.18 Ad Rom. 10.12 VVith this Spirit prayed Dauid very often calling himselfe a poore wretch and a begger begging a spirituall almes of God who as S. Paule saith is riche tovvard all that inuocate him Sometimes wee may speake to God as a sicke man speaketh to a Phisition declaring vnto him his Infirmityes and desiring remedie thereof or as a man that hath a processe or one that is guilty speketh to a Iudge when he informeth him of his right requireth a fauourable sentence or pardon of his Crime And in this case our Colloquye must bee accompanied with Affections of humilliation of Sorrowe for Sinne of Purposes of satisfaction amendmēt Of the which wee shall see forward many exāples in the meditations vpon the Miracles Parables of our Sauiour Christe Finally other sometimes wee may speake vnto God with that Spirit that a Scholler speaketh vnto his Master requiring of him Light and Instruction in such things as wee knowe not Or as one friende speaketh vnto another when hee talketh with him of some waighty affaire asking him Counsaile Direction and Aide And if Confidence and Loue shall so farre imbolden vs our Soule may speake vnto God as the Bride speaketh to her Spouse in seuerall Colloquyes wherewith the booke of Canticles is replenished In all these sortes wee may speake to our Lord in praier clothing ourselues with the foresaide affections sometimes with one and sometimes with another for all are fitting vnto vs with our God who is our Phisition our Iudge our Friende and the Spouse of our Soules Truth it is that the greatest certainety in these Petitions Colloquyes dependeth principally vpon the holy Spirit Ad Rom. 8.26 who as S. Paule saith requesteth for vs vvith gronings vnspeakeable for with his inspiration hee teacheth vs and mooueth vs to aske ordering our petitions and rowzing vp those Affections wherewith they are to bee made To which purpose S. Serm. 15. in Cantica Bernard saide that Deuotion is the Tongue of the Soule which whosoeuer hath is very skilfull in talking and reasoning with the eternall VVorde But this notwithstanding wee for our parte must aide ourselues and learne to treate and conferre with God obseruing the manner and the affection wherewith men speake one to another in the cases rehearsed VVhereunto I adde that albeit Praier is properly a speeche Colloquy with our Lord wee may not withstanding speake therein to ourselues haue conference with our owne Soule Sometimes our selues as S. Paule saieth exhorting ourselues Ad Colos 3.16 reuiuing ourselues in the affections petitions rehearsed Other sometimes reprehending ourselues for our faultes for our want of zeale beeing ashamed of our selues that wee serue God so euilly In this sorte Dauid spake many times to his Soule saying O my Soule why arte thou sorrowfull Psal 41.12 42.5 Psal 61.6 and why art thou troubled hope in God for still I haue time to praise him and to confesse that hee is my Sauiour and my God Subject thyselfe to God o my Soule for vpon him dependeth my Patience From these Colloquyes wee must make a step to speake to God himselfe as did the prodigall Sonne when hee spake to himselfe saying Hovv many of my Fathers hirelings haue aboundance of breade and I heere perish for famine Luke 15.17 I vvill arise and vvil goe to my Father and say to him Father I haue sinned against Heauen and before thee I am not novv vvorthy to bee called thy Sonne make mee if it so please thee as one of thy Hirelings Finally wee may likewise in Praier speake to our blessed Lady the Virgin to the Angells and Saintes for the same forsaid two endes either to praise and blesse them for their Sanctitye Vertues and for the benefits which they doe vs or to require them to aide and fauour vs in the businesse of our Saluation For the which wee may likewise alledge vnto them some of those Titles which we laid downe in the precedent § other speciall ones beseeming eche of them To the most sacred Virgin may bee alledged that shee is our mother and the Aduocatrice of Sinners and that for our remedie her Sonne gaue her this Office in charge alledging also the Loue that shee beareth him and her desire that all should loue and serue him beseeching her to doe for vs the office of a mother and an Aduocatrice and to demonstrate vnto vs that her Loue and Desire in obtaining for vs what wee request that wee may the better serue him whome shee so dearely loueth Also to our
gratefull vnto him for it with the greatest gratitude that possibly wee may applying herein the counsell of the wiseman Suffer not the good daye to passe Et particula boni doni non te praetereat Eccles 14.14 And let not so much as the least parcell of the good guift escape thee but make vse of the good lot that hath befallen thee For as wee much esteeme the leaste parte whatsoeuer of this sacrament for that whole Christe is therein so wee are to esteeme euery litle parte of the day and tyme that wee haue him with in vs seeing in eache parte therof hee his able to doe vs greate fauours if with a deuout and thankefull minde wee dispose ourselues to receiue them especially for that this sacrament as S. Dionisius saieth is the coÌ„summation De Eccles hiâ—rar cap. 3. D. Tho. 4. q. 65. art 3. fullfilling and perperfection of all the other and the most effectuall meanes that God hath giuen vs for our perfection And seeing wee haue him present to communicate it vnto vs it is reason to inlarge the vessell of our harte to receiue it To this ende wee are here to exercize with greatest feruour the three actes of thankes giuing that were set downe in the 34. meditation spending the tyme not so much in newe considerations seeing those that are set downe are sufficient as in newe affections and canticles of praise and thankes giuing in this forme ensuing The first Pointe 1. FIrst I am greately to quicken my faithe of the presence of this our lord that is with in me beholding the inuisible as if I did visibly beholde him and breifely pondering that hee is the same Lord of whome I conceiued so greate excellencies when I prepared myselfe to communicate And seeing where the king is there is the court I may imagine as S. Gregorie saieth that hee is Inuironned with thousandes of the courtiers of heauen Lib. 4. Dialogo cap. 58. in whose companie prostrate in spirtte before his feete and admiring that so greate a God is harboured in so humble a place I will breake out first into affections of humilitie of reuerence and of mine owne confusion sometymes saying with S. Peeter Departe from mee o Lord and goe forth from this wretched litle ship for I am a great sinner And sometymes with S. Luc. 5.8 Luc. 1.43 Psalm 8.2 Colloquie Elizabeth I will say vnto him whence is it to mee that my God and my Lord commeth to visite mee O eternall God vvhat is man that the â—art mindefull of him Or the sonne of man that thou visitest him Thou madest him lesse then the angells by beeing clothed vvith vile fleshe and commest thou from heauen accompanied vvith angells to harbour thyselfe vvithin him O our Lord and God hovv admirable is thy name thoroughout all the earthe seeing thou hast made it thy Habitation as vvell as heauen 2. In the Preface Isai 6.3 Then will I breake out into affections of praise and thankes-giuing vsing some canticles of the churche Sometyme I will say as the Seraphins Holy holy holy is the Lord God of hostes that hath humbled himselfe to dwell in this smoky cloudie temple of my soule Sometymes I will crie out with the Hebrewe children that accompanied Christe on Palme-sunday saying Math. 21.15 O king of Israel and Sauiour of the worlde blessed bee hee that that hath come from on high to visit mee I not knowing how to deserue it Daniel 3.52 Other sometymes with the three youthes that were in the furnace in Babilon I will inuite all creatures to praise our Lord for this fauour that hee hath donne mee 3. Or in imitation of this canticle I will make another inuiting to the same ende the nine quires of angells and the quires of the patriarkes and prophets of the apostles and euangelistes of the martirs and doctors bishops and confessours preistes and leuites virgins and widowes Colloquie and all the Sainctes in heauen in this forme May thy Angells Archangells and Principallities blesse thee o Lord may they praise and glorifie thee for euer May thy povvers Vertues and Dominations blesse praise and glorifie thee vvorlde vvithout ende May the Thrones Cherubins and Seraphins blesse thee praise thee c. Blesse our Lord o yee Patriarkes and Prophetes praise him and glorifie him for euer Blesse our Lord o yee Apostles and Euangelistes praise him c. And in this manner I may goe through all the sainctes Psalm 102.1 4. I may likewise with Dauid inuite all faculties and sences and all the cogitations and affections of my harte that all togither may assemble to adore and glorifie this our Lord for the parte that they all haue in this soueraigne benefit May my eies blesse thee o Lorde for they haue seene thee in this sacrament and my lippes for they haue touched thee Colloquis and my tongue and pallate for they haue tasted thee and my brest for hat it is thy habitation Psalm 34.10 and let all my bones say O Lord vvho is like vnto thee Let my memory budde forth thy praises my vnderstanding magnifie thee my vvill loue thee my appetites desire thee and let them all bee dissoued in thy presence singing the glorie of thy Comming The Second Pointe 1 Then am I to recall to my memory the Offices of Christ our lord and the endes that hee had in comming to visite mee beeing glad and iojfull to haue within mee my Redeemer my phisition my maister and all my good and with a greate affection I will spiritually embrace him with the armes of humilitie and charitie speaking that of the Canticles CaÌ„t. 3.4 I haue founde him vvhome my soule loueth I vvill keepe him and not let him goe I will for no cause parte from his sweete Companie and for no labour Ad Gal. 4.26 nor tribulation will I leaue his amitie I will allwaies haue him with mee till hee cary mee to the house of my mother which is the caelestiall Hierusalem where I may enioye him with perfect security 2. Then like Dauid in the presence of this our lord I will powre forth my praier and set before him all my necessities and miseries recounting them as if hee knewe them not because hee delighteth to heare them beseeching him to doe his offices in remedying them seeing this was the ende of his comming and the comming of so greate a prince should not bee in vaine And therefore I may say vnto him I Colloquie o Lord am sicke of grieuous Infirmities and passions pride vvrathe sensuallitie and couetousnesse haue prostrated mee Thou art the Omnipotent phisition and hast come to my soule to cure mee cure mee according to thy povver and leaue mee vvhole say in this entrauÌ„ce as thou saidest entring into the house of Zacheus Luc. 19.9 Hodie salus huic domui facta est this day saluation is made to this house And because thy saying is doing it shall bee as thou saiest I
Glorye is to doe what God willeth and in imitation of him I will procure by Gods grace to clothe myselfe with his Fortitude to accomplish in all things the Diuine Will Shee to whome the Embassage commeth is a poore Virgin forgotten by the Worlde despoused to a poore Artificer that liued in a litle Citty of so base esteeme that it was hardely beleiued that any good could come out of it Ioa. 1.46 But shee was most holy pure and therefore so esteemed of God that shee was preferred before the Daughters of the kings and Emperours of the Worlde for in the eyes of God there is no such Greatenesse as Sanctitye neither in mine ought there to bee I esteeming only what God esteemeth The Intent of the Embassage is to require the Consent of the VIRGIN to bee the Mother of God for this our Lord is of so noble a condition that though hee bee an absolute Lord hee will not bee serued by his Creatures in such waighty Affaires without their free Consent For though to bee the mother of God was a thing very excellent yet greate Afflictions were annexed vnto it it was therefore meete that the Virgin should of her owne freewill accept the Dignitye with the Charge that shee might merit the more and it might be the more sweete and easy vnto her And so likewise neither will God enter to inhabit in men by Grace nor exalt them to the Dignitye of the Sonnes of God without their free Consent hauing attained to the vse of Reason From hence I will passe spiritually to consider this Embassage applying it to myselfe and pondering how God our Lord sendeth mee euery day Inuisibly many Embassages with his Inspirations Tract de 7. donis Spiritus sancti c. 6. ex Richa de sancto Victore Ex D. Ber. ser 1. de Pentec the which as S. Bonauenture saieth are the Inuisible Embassadours and messengers of God and by them hee speaketh vnto mee and discouereth his Will and solliciteth mee to giue him entrance into my Soule and to employ myselfe allwayes in his Seruice And therefore in feeling within myselfe these Inspirations I am to reuerence them as Embassadours of God giuing him many Thankes for that hee daigneth to speake vnto mee by them consenting presently to all that hee requireth of mee and beseeching him more often to speake vnto mee O most louing Father that solicitest my Consent with so greate Loue and Care Colloquie as if that which importeth mee imported thee Inspire mee what thou willt for I am ready to consent to whatsoeuer thou inspirest mee The Second Pointe SEcondly I am to consider the Entrance of the Angell to the VIRGIN and the manner how hee saluted her Pondering how hee tooke of Ayer a most beautifull Bodye of Humane shape And in this manner hee entered where the blessed VIRGIN abode with rare Modestye Reuerence and Grauitye and with such an exteriour semblance of Sanctitye as well declared what interiourly shee was to instruct vs what Apostolicall men ought exteriourly to bee who as S. 2 Cor. 5.20 Ephe. 6.20 Paul sayeth are the Embassadours of Christ and likewise what Religious men ought to bee that professe an Angelicall Life whose exteriour behauiour ought to represent Sanctitye and to mooue thereunto all that beholde them The Angell in entring saluted the B. VIRGIN not with vaine Salutations but with those diuine Wordes that God put in his mouthe saying vnto her HAILE full of Grace S. Ambr. Beda in Luc. 1. our Lord is with thee Blessed art thou among Women This Salutation as say the holy Saintes was newe and neuer heard of in the Worlde inuented by the most holy TRINITYE to honour the sacred VIRGIN and to declare her rare Sanctitye newe Dignitye as the Misterye was newe for the which it was ordained Ier. 31.22 For as Christ was a newe man contrarye to the olde Adam so the blessed VIRGIN that conceiued him was a newe Woman contrary to the olde Eua. With this Spirit and esteeme wee are to say and to meditate this newe Salutation pondering in euery worde the Greatenesse that it signifyeth with affections of Ioy and Thankes giuing rejoicing that the blessed VIRGIN hath such Greatenesse and giuing Thankes to God for giuing it her desiring of him some parte thereof and purposing to imitate what is imitable AVE First the Angell to manifest his Ioye and the Ioyfull newes that hee brought and to assure the VIRGIN entreth saying Aue which is as much to say as Haile or God saue thee peace bee with thee bee cheerefull assured for the newes that I bring is of peace and Prosperitye O soueraigne VIRGIN Colloquie with all the Affection of my Hearte I salute thee and say Aue Haile God saue thee For by thee began our Saluation conceiuing him that was the Author thereof Ecclesia in Hymno Aue maris stella Thou hast changed the name of Eua defeating her miseries and replenishing vs with mercyes The other Eua was the beginning of Sinne thou the beginning of Grace By the other Deathe entred into the VVorlde by thee Life Gen. 3.15 The other subiected vs to the Serpent thou hast broken his Heade Bee cheerefull o blessed VIRGIN for the good lot that hath befallen thee and renew my Hearte that I may daily sing this newe Canticle of Praise with newe feruour of Spirit Amen Psal 32.3 Secondly I am to ponder the cause why the Angell in this first salutation named not the Virgin by her proper name saying Haile MARYE but Haile full of Grace our Lord is with thee blessed art thou among VVomen This hee did that wee might vnderstand that allmighty God gaue her newe and most glorious names as hee gaue to the Messias Isa 9.6 the which for Excellencye are to bee attributed vnto her in the Church so that as wee call Salomon the VVise and S. Paul the Apostle so wee may call the blessed VIRGIN the Full of Grace or the Blessed among VVomen Isa 7.14 And as the name of the Mossias is Emanuel which is as much to say as God with vs so the name of the VIRGIN may for excellency bee Colloquie Our Lord with thee O most sacred VIRGIN let others call thee the Rod of Iesse the Porte of Heauen the House of VVisdome and other like names I will now call thee as did the Angell full of Grace the Inhabitation of our Lorde and the blessed among VVomen and declare to thy glorye the Greatenesses signified by these names GRATIA PLENA First I will ponder what fullnesse this is and how the blessed VIRGIN was full of Grace with all manner of fullnesse Shee was full of the Grace that Iustifieth full of Charitye Faithe and Hope of Humillitye Obedience and Patience with the rest of the Vertues full likewise of Wisdome of knowledge of Pietye and the Feare of God with all the other giftes of the Holy Spirit Her memory was full of
the signes to knowe that thou art borne spiritually within me Ex D. Berser 4. de Resurr are Innocency of an Infant in Life Silence in Tongue Pouertye in Habit and Humillitye in choosing to myselfe that vhich is most vile and contemptible on Earthe Imprint them o my Sauiour in my Soule that it may be like vnto thee that thou maiest be pleased to be borne and to inhabite therein The third Pointe ANd while the Angell was telling this to the Shepheardes Luc. 2.13 sodainely there was with him a multitude of the Heauenly armye praising God and saying Glory in the highest to God and in Earthe peace to men of goodwill Vpon this pointe I am to consider who sent these Angells and to what ende and the Hymne or Canticle which they repeate He that sendeth them is the eternall Father to honour his Sonne who was so humbled for his Loue for he had allwaies a care to exalt him when he humbled himselfe and that the Angells likewise might instruct men by their example what they are to doe in this case I humbly thanke thee Colloquie o eternall Father for this care that thou hast to honour him that humbleth himselfe VVell hath he merited that thou shouldst honour him seeing he hath humbled himselfe to honour thee And seeing it is iust that I should honour praise him teache me to sing this Hymne of the Angells with the same spirit that they sang it Gloria in Altissimis Deo Glorye in the Highest to God Luc. 2.14 In these wordes the Angells teache vs that all this worke of the Incarnation is the Glorye of God in a supreame excellencye so that none of his workes is so glorious vnto him as this for the which he meriteth to be praised by all such as professe Highnesse of Life and in Heauen for this hee is especially glorified and reason would he should be so heere on Earthe seeing for this cause it is full of the glorye of God as the Seraphines saide Isa 6.2 when the Prophet Isaias sawe the glorye of this our Lorde O king of glorye lift vp my Hearte to the highest that I may glorifye thy name on Earthe Colloquie Ioa. 12.41 1 Cor. 10.31 as the Angells doe glorifye it in Heauen VVhatsoeuer I shall doe or say let it be to thy glorye without seeking my owne and from my mouthe shall neuer departe this worde Glorye be to God three and one-Glorye to the Father and to the Sonne and to the Holy Ghoste Glorye to the Father for that he gaue me his Sonne Glory to the Sonne for that he became man for my redemption and glory to the Holy Ghoste from whose Loue this VVorke did proceede Et in terra Pax. And in Earthe peace which is to saye Luc. 2.14 By this notable worke commeth Peace to the inhabitantes of the Earthe and not a peace limited but very compleate Peace with God and with Angells Peace to euery one with himselfe and with all other men for this Sauiour bringeth Reconciliation of the worlde to his Father the Remission of Sinnes Victory ouer the Deuills Subiection of the fleshe to the Spirit Vnion and Concord of willes one with another and with God from whence proceedeth Alacritye of Conscience Phil. 4.7 and that Peace which passeth all Vnderstanding O Prince of Peace seeing it is written that in thy dayes Iustice should be borne Colloquie and Abundance of Peace till the moone should haue an ende Psal 71.7 I humbly beseeche thee to take from me all worldely mutabillitye and to fortifye mee with diuine Sanctitye and Peace Hominibus bonae Voluntatis To men of good will Luc. 2.14 In this third worde we are to ponder that allbeeit Peace originally springeth from the good will that God beareth vs with the which he offereth it vnto all men yet in effect they only enjoye it that haue good Will well intentioned conformable to the Will of God and subject to his diuine Lawe So that Peace is not promised to men for beeing of good Vnderstanding or sharpe wit neither for greate abillities nor notable talents and naturall partes for with all these things there may be much Warre and Discorde and Enmitye with God whereas if all these should faile me yet Peace shall not be failing vnto me if I haue good Will And therefore I am to make more account thereof then of all the rest Hom. 5. in Euang. for as S. Gregory sayeth Nihil ditius bona voluntate There is nothing more riche more amiable nor more peaceable then good Will As contrarily there is nothing more miserable more full of Disturbance and of Horrour then euill Will And therefore with greate feruencye I am to beg of the Sauiour that is borne that hee will deliuer me from the euill and giue me the good seeing it lyeth in his Gift Heerepon another Text sayeth Hominibus bona voluntas Bee good Will vnto men O most sweete Sauiour Colloquie giue me this good VVill which thou offerest vs that I may denye my owne VVill Rom. 12.1 and may followe thine good pleasing and most perfect seeing thine is the beginning of all good and mine left to it owne free will the roote of all euill The fourth Pointe THe Angells hauing been a while with the Shepheardes retourned to Heauen and we may piously beleeue that they went by the Inne of Bethlehem without any sensible noise and that there they renewed their Song so that the blessed VIRGIN and S. Ioseph might heare it and adore the Childe newe borne with greater reuerence as their God and their king O what content receiued the blessed VIRGIN with this Musicke and how thankefull was shee to the eternall Father for the honour he did to his Sonne and how Ioyfull to beholde so greate an Hoste of Angells and how confirmed in Faithe calling to mynd that which is written Heb. 5.6 Let all his Angells adore him I o my God adore thee with them Colloquie and with them I sing Gloria in this poore maunger of thine and I desire that all the VVorlde may sing it vnto thee in thy Church that by all thou maiest be glorified worlde without ende Amen The ninetenth Meditation Of the going of the Shepheardes to Bethlehem and what there happened vnto them and all the rest vnto the Circumcision The first Pointe THe Angells being departed Luc. 2.15 the Shepheardes exhorted one another saying Let vs goe ouer to Bethlehem and let vs see with our eyes this worde that is donne which our Lorde hath shewed to vs. And they came with speede and they founde MARIE and Ioseph and the Infant layed in the Manger Where I am to ponder first how the Shepheardes forgot not this reuelation but charitably animated one another to this iourney for that the Inspirations and Commaundements of God are not to be forgotten but executed exhorting vs with wordes examples to the Accomplishment heereof Ezech. 3.13
examine as S. Bern. saieth to what side I should fall Serm. 49 paruoruÌ„ if God should now cut mee off and will endeuour to assure my good Successe doing fruites worthy of true Repentance with the which the Tree inclineth to the parte of Glorye and beeing then cut off shall be transplanted therein The experienced Deceites that men suffer concerning these three Verities that haue beene declared shall bee set downe in the twelfth Meditation The eigth Meditation of those things that cause Anguish and Affliction to the Man that is neere his Deathe THose things that may cause mee greate Affliction and Anguish at the hower of Deathe may bee reduced to three rankes Some passed others present and others to come And to haue the more feeling heereof I am to present vnto myselfe that hower as if I were in my bed forsaken by the Phisitions and without hope of Life which is not difficult to perswade for it is possible that while I am saying or reading or thinking vpon this I want no more but one daye of my Life and seeing that one daye must bee the last daye I may imagine that it is this present Daye The first Pointe FIrst I will confider the greate Anguish and Affliction which the remembrance of all things that are passed will cause mee running thorough the most principall 1. First I shall bee greately afflicted with the remembrance of my forepassed Sinnes and of all the Liberties Carnallities Reuenges Ambitions and Couetousnesses that I haue had in the course of my Life Also of the slacknesse in the Seruice of God the negligences and Omissions all the rest of my Sinnes that haue not beene much bewailed and amended I am to imagine that there is at that instant an Armye made of all my Sinnes like as of Bulles Psal 21.13 Lyons Tigers other sauage Beastes that rent in peeces my Hearte or like an Armye of terrible VVormes that gnawe and bite my Conscience and neither the Riches nor Pleasures that I enjoyed can auaile mee to close vp their cruell mouthes for the delight of Sinne beeing past there remaineth nothing but the sharpenesse of paine and seeing I dranke the sweete wine of sensuall Pleasures Psal 74.9 I am forced to drinke the bitternesse of their Lees. Then shall bee fullfilled what Dauid saithe Psal 17.5 The Sorrovves of Deathe haue incompassed mee and the torrents of iniquitie haue troubled mee the sorovves of Hell haue compassed mee on all sides the snares of Deathe haue preuented mee vnawares O what bitter Dolours O what furious Torrents O what pinching Snares shall these beeâ— from the which myne owne forces are so farre from beeing able to deliuer mee that I shall hardely knowe how to make any vse of them for the bitternesse of these Dolours will prouoke mee to Distrust the vehement furye of these Riuers will trouble my Iudgement and the streightnesse of these snares will pinche my Throte that I may not aske pardon of my Sinnes Colloquie the Diuell making vse of all this that I may haue no issue out of them O my Soule bevvaile and confesse vvell thy Sinnes in thy life that they may not disquiet Eccles 5.4 nor torment thee in thy Deathe Say not I haue sinned and vvhat sorovvfâ—â— thing hath chaunched to mee for thy ioye shall soone passe avvaye and the stroke of Sorrovve shall come Loose not absolutely the feare of Sin vvhich thou supposest to bee pardoned leaste that Sinne bud out at thy Deathe vvhich thou bevvayledst but euilly in thy Life These and such other aduises which Ecclestasticus noteth in his fifth Chapter I am to collect from this Consideration with a Resolued minde to begin presently to put them in practize 2. Secondly I will ponder how at that Instant I shall not onely bee tormented and afflicted with the remembrance of my Sinnes but also with the losse of the time that I had to negotiate a businesse so Important as that of my Saluation and with letting slippe many occasions that God offered mee to that ende Then shall I desire but one daye of those many which now I loose in sleeping playing and talking for pastime and recreation and it shall not bee graunted mee Then it shall afflict mee that I haue not frequented the holy Sacraments nor the exercises of Praier that I haue not aunswered diuine Inspirations nor hearde Sermons nor exercized workes of Penance that I haue not giuen almes to the poore to gaine friendes to receiue mee in the eternall habitations that I haue not beene deuoted to the Saintes that in that narrowe streight they may bee my mediators and Aduocates Then shall I make greate Resolutions to doe that which when I might I did not desiring to liue to accomplish them and all peraduenture without proffit like those of the wretched king Antiochus the cruell Persecutor of the lewes who beeing at the pointe of Deathe though hee made greate promises and praiers vnto God 1. Mach. 6.12 2. Mach. 9.13 yet saithe the Scripture That this vvicked man prayed to our Lorde of vvhome hee vvas not to obtaine mercye not that mercye was wanting to God but for that there was wanting to this VVretche a true disposition to receiue it for all those Resolutions of his sprung meerely from seruile Feare and were but to wrest out his bodily Healthe as if hee could deceiue God as hee deceiued men From this Consideration I am to collect that the hower of Deathe is the hower of vnbeguiling in in the which I shall iudge of all things differently from what I doe now Eccles cap. 11.8 holding as the Ecclesiastes saithe for Vanitie that which before I helde for VVisdome and contrarily holding for VVisdome that which before I esteemed as Vanitie And therefore the truest VVisdome is to resolue effectually vpon that which then I would doe and forthwith to accomplishe it For the ordinary Lawe is that hee that liueth well dyeth well and hee that liueth very euilly seldome happeneth to dye well And especially I will make a full Resolution to loose no iotte of Time nor to let slippe any occasion of my proffit Eccles 14 14. remembring that of Ecclesiasticus Be not defrauded of the good day and let not a little portion of a good gift ouerpasse thee but make thy Proffit of all to the Glorye of him that giueth it thee The second Pointe SEcondly I will consider the greate affliction that my Soule shall feele in leauing all things present if I possesse them with an euill Conscience Psal 48.18 or with a disordinate Affection whereupon I am to perswade myselfe that in that hower perforce and in spite of my teethe I am to leaue three sortes of things 1. First I am to leaue the Riches Dignities Offices Delicacies and Possessions that I had and shall not bee able to carrye any thing with mee And the more goods I haue the more bitter it willbee to leaue them For Deathe saieth
this is to saye vnto them The goods that thou hast gathered togither whose shall they bee whose shall bee the house wherein thou liuest and the bed wherein thou sleepest The riche garments wherewith thou attirest thyselfe And the treasures of golde and siluer that thou hast in thy Chestes whose shall bee the seruants that now serue thee and the friendes that now entertaine thee and the office and dignitye for which all doe the honour Psal 38.7 O wretched man that heapedst vp treasures without knowing for whome thou didst gather them for thye wretched Soule for whome thou didst prouide them can now no longer enjoye them 2. This question I am to make to myselfe examining what kinde of goods I haue heaped vp in this life and saying to myselfe The goods that thou hast gathered in thy Life whose shall they bee when thou art deade Shall they peraduenture bee thy Soules Eccles 2.19 Psal 48.18 or shall one bee thy heire whome thou knowest not If they bee temporall goods certainely they shall bee none of thine for the riche man dying shall carrye nothing with him nor shall descende with the glorye that hee hath but if they bee spirituall goods of Vertues and good workes thine they shall bee Apoc. 14.13 for these accompanye those that dye in our Lorde and forsake them not till they put them in the throne of his glorye Therefore o my Soule labour to treasure vp goods that in Life and Deathe may allwaies bee thine and of which no bodye can depriue thee 3. Like this Question I will make another to myselfe saying This Soule that thou hast now in thy bodye whose shall it bee Shall it peraduenture bee Gods or the Diuells Shall it bee Christes that redeemed it or Sathans to whome it hath subjected itselfe If I am in mortall Sinne and dye therein doubtlesse it shall bee the Diuells hee will come to require it of mee and will carrye it away for it is his thorough Sinne. But if I bee in the grace of God and perseuere therein it shall bee Gods and hee will come for it to carrye it with him Therefore foorthwith doe penance for thy Sinnes that if to day the Prince of Darkenesse should come hee may not finde in thy Soule any thing that is his Ioan. 14.30 Psal 118.94 and so may leaue it O king of Heauen and of Earthe Tuus sum ego saluum me fac I am thine saue mee my Soule is thine for thou didst create it it is thine for thou didst redeeme it let it also bee thine sanctifying it vvith thy grace that it may bee perpetually thine crovvning it vvith the revvarde of thy Glorye Of the horride Deathe of king Balt hazar Amen The fourth Pointe FOr Conclusion and Confirmation of what hath beene saide in these three pointes I will consider a terrible example and stampe thereof in king Balthazar who beeing eating and drinking in a banquet sodainely sawe two fingers of an hande which wrolte vpon a wall these wordes Mane Thecel Phares Hee hath counted hee hath weighed hee hath diuided Dan. 5.25 VVhich Daniel expounded in this forme God hath counted thy kingdome and it is come to an ende Hee hath weighed thee in his Scale and hath founde thee light Hee hath diuided thy kingdome and deliuered it to the Medes and Persians And so it hapned the same night hee dying miserably Applying this to myselfe if I liue in the like forgetfullnesse I am to Imagine that sodainely will come a daye or a night wherein God our Lorde with the fingers of his Omnipotencie will write in the VVall of my Conscience the Sentence of these three wordes Iob. 14.5 First God hath numbred the dayes of thy Life and those which thou hast to enjoye thy kingdome thy VVealthe thy Honour Dignitye and Office and they are allready compleate and this day shall bee the last Secondly hee hath peised thee in his Scale examining thy workes without omitting any one and hee hath founde that they were light and not compleate workes for that thou hast not fullfilled all thy obligations Thirdly God hath diuided Apocal. 3 2. and separated from thee thy kingdome thy wealthe and dignitye the goods that thou possessedst and hath deliuered them to thy Enemies or to straungers and to others to enjoye them Hee hath likewise diuided thy Bodye Soule and thy Bodye hee hath deliuered to the wormes to eate and thy Soule to the Diuells to torment it And in the very same hower that God shall intimate this Sentence hee will execute it and none shall bee able to resist him Colloquie O vvhat tremblings shall I then feele more terrible then those of king Balthasar O vvhat clamours and Lamentations vvhat Troubles and Agonyes of Deathe shall afflict my poore Soule vvith so much the greater Torment by hovv much the Forgetfullnesse vvas the greater Remember mee o God for thy mercye and imprint in my Soule the memorye of these three Sentences that I may alvvaies remember the account that thou hast made of my dayes and of the last vvhich must bee the ende of them that I may liue vvith such care that at the daye of Iudgement vvhen thou shalt peize mee in thy Scale thou maiest not finde mee defectiue but entire and full in all my vvorkes and that although thou diuidest from mee the kingdome of the Earthe thou mayest not exclude mee from thy kingdome of Heauen Amen The thirteenth Meditation of the Generall Iudgement and of the Signes For the first Sunday of Aduent and things precedent to that Daye The first Pointe FOR the foundation of this matter Of the causes of Iudgement I am to consider the truthe of that Article of our Faithe that teacheth vs that besides the particular Iudgement that is made of euery man in the hower of Deathe there shall bee another Generall Iudgement of all mē togither in the ende of the worlde which Iudgement shall bee publike and visible ordained by the Diuine Prouidence for many causes First to confirme the Sentence that was giuen in the particular Iudgement and to manifest to the VVorlde the equitye thereof D. Tho. 5 p. q. 59. art 5. and with all to supplye what there wanted For in Deathe Iudgement is made of the Soule onely not of the bodye and sometimes it happeneth the Soule to bee condemned in the Iudgement of God and the bodye to bee carried to the Graue with greate honour Or contrarily the Soule to bee caried with greate glorye to Heauen and the Bodye with greate Ignominye to the Graue And seeing Bodye and Soule were vnited togither in seruing or offending God it is iust that there should bee a Daye wherein Iudgement should bee made of them both VVhereupon I will animate my fleshe to serue the Spirit seeing that with it it is also to bee Iudged The second cause is for God to shew him self for the honour of the Iust that were oppressed in this
with the same measure that wee shall mete it shall bee measured to vs againe for our liberallity encreasing towardes our neighbours the liberallitie of God shall encrease towarde vs 2. Cor. 9.6 so that hee that soweth much shall reape much Therefor o my soule bee liberall towardes God and for his loue towardes others God by himselfe and by others willbee liberall towardes thee Prou. 11.24.25 Alij diuidunt propria ditiores fiunt For the soule vvhich blesseth shall bee made fatte that which giueth shall bee inriched and he that inebriateth himselfe also shalll be inebriated receiuing much because it giueth much 3. From hence I will mount to ponder the greate benefits that I shall receiue if I embrace the second waye of mortifing auarice forsaking all things for Christe and giuing them to the poore because as this is a much greater liberallitye towardes God so God shall bee much more liberall towardes mee fullfilling the promise which hee made to giue in this life a hunder folde for what wee giue him and afterwardes life euerlasting with a speciall promise to giue vs at the daye of iudgement thrones of greate glorye to iudge the tribes of Israel Mat. 19.28 Colloquie and the nations of the worlde O happye poueritie that is revvarded vvith so greate riches O blessed liberallitie vvhose guerdon is a measure so abundant O if I could mortifie the loue of terrene riches to obtaine diuine possessing all thinge in God O most svveete IESVS that camest from heauen to earthe to giue vs an example of pouertie by the vvhich vvee may mount from earthe to heauen and madest choise to dye naked vpon a crosse departing the vvorlde vvithout possessing any thing of the vvorld graunt mee to abhorre temporall riches that I may serue thee vvith perfection and obtaine riches euerlasting Amen 4. From these considerations I am to collect a very firme resolution to mortifie auarice in all things that in the first pointe haue beene spoken of obseruing some manner of pouertie conformable to my estate First liuing content with my estate though it bee but meane without coueting what is superfluous or what belongeth to others Secondly in vsing well what I haue and beeing liberall to those that wante Thirdly in taking away the ouergreate loue thereof 1. Cor. 7.30 possessing it as if I possessed it not Fourthly in delighting sometymes to suffer want of some thing to imitate in some thing the pouertie of my redeemer Finally endeuoring to serue him not because hee should giue mee temporall goods but because hee is worthy to bee serued with a hope that hee will giue me goods euerlasting Amen The XXII Meditation of wrathe and Impatience The first Pointe VVrathe is a disordinate appetite of reuenging iniuries D. Th. 2.2 q. 158. 1.2 q. 48. a disordred inflaming of the hearte for things that happen against our liking from whence proceede three sortes of sinnes Some of Thought as are the hatred of our neighbour determining to be reuenged of him desiring some misfortune to him reioycing at his mishaps sorrowing for his good happe and taking delight in reuenge Some sinnes are of the Tongue to witte Vindicatiue and iniurious wordes in presence or murmuring in absence maledictions high and vntuned wordes demonstrating choller contention and peruersenesse in disputations to maintaine a mans owne opinion and other such like Other sinnes there are of Facte contrarye to the fift commaundement as to kill to strike or euilly to entreate our neighbour against reason and iustice or to doe some acte onely to reuenge an iniurie or to require this reuenge of the iudges not for loue of iustice but for rancour and hatred not to pardon him that hath donne the iniurye when hee asketh pardon but giuing exteriour demonstrations of enimitye against him Also discordes processes brawlings schismes factions and warres proceede from wrathe with many other sinnes that accompagnie them 4 Finally with wrathe goeth ioyned Impatience for the euills that happen to vs against our healthe honour or wealthe ouercharging ourselues with heauinesse thorough a vehement and disordinate desire to be deliuered from them from whence vse to proceede many sinnes against God against our neighbour and against our selues Such as are complaintes against our Lord because hee afflicteth vs with appearances of blasphemye litle conformitye to his will Distrustes irksomnesse of life impatient desires of deathe and ragingly to lay violent handes vpon ourselues To bee ill-conditioned rough and intractable towardes others giuing them occasion of indignation and liuing at discorde with those of our owne house beeing angrie euen with the beastes and insensible things Ionae 3.9 as Ionas was angrye with the iuye that withered whē the sunne oppressed it with heate Considering these sinnes and finding myselfe culpable thereof before God I will conuert my wrathe against myselfe onely because I haue sinned beseeching our Lord that hee will assist mee to vanquish it O infinite God vvhose vvrathe is terrible Psalm 4.5 Colloquie but yet iust against those that are angrie vvithout measure cleare the eyes of my soule that considering the terrible chastizements that proceede from thy sacred indignation I may restraine those euill and vehement passions that proceede from mine The second Pointe SEcondly Ex D. Gre. li. 5 moral c. 30. circa illud Iob. 5. Stultū interficit iracūdia I will consider the dammages and chastizements of this vice as well those it bringeth with as those which God of his iustice addeth in this life in the life to come First anger destroieth the likenesse with God whose workes are ful of greate trāquillitie it disquieteth the conscience it stoppeth the fountaine of Gods mercie it strangleth the spirit of deuotion and the consolations of the holy ghoste who dwelleth and reposeth in the humble and meeke hearted Ex D. Basil hom de Ira. and flyeth from the wrathefull in whome the euill spirite inhabiteth For furious wrathe is a frenesye of the soule a short madnesse and a voluntary diuell that prossesseth the spirit with such visages as the diuell maketh when hee possesseth the bodye 2 Besides this as our Lorde is the God of vengeance hee exercizeth it with rigorous iustice against those that wrathfully reuenge themselues by killing or opressing their neighbours For the which sentence was giuen against the two first wrathfull homicides that were in the worlde Genes 4.15 24 Cain and Lamech that of Cain vengeance should bee taken seuen folde and of Lamech that was not warned by Cain seuenty times seuen that is a vengeance so compleate that it comprehendeth all the kindes of torments that are in this life 3 But aboue all I will ponder what Christe our Lord Mat. 5.23 saide in his gospell against this vice vvhosoeuer is angry vvith his brother shall bee in daunger of iudgement And vvhosoeuer shall say to his brother Raca shall bee in daunger of a councell and vvhosoeuer shall say thou foole