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and_o goodness_n in_o every_o dispensation_n of_o thy_o providence_n and_o cheerful_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n and_o follow_v thy_o conduct_n o_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o despise_v or_o murmur_v at_o that_o state_n which_o my_o great_a lord_n and_o master_n honour_v by_o take_v it_o upon_o himself_o for_o he_o come_v not_o to_o be_v minister_v to_o but_o to_o minister_v make_v i_o always_o thankful_a to_o thou_o for_o those_o real_a advantage_n which_o i_o enjoy_v in_o this_o state_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o all_o the_o necessary_a comfort_n of_o life_n without_o the_o care_n and_o trouble_v of_o it_o thou_o have_v hedge_v in_o my_o way_n and_o keep_v i_o from_o idleness_n and_o worldly_a and_o carnal_a lust_n by_o my_o necessity_n and_o indispensible_a restraint_n of_o my_o call_v o_o never_o suffer_v i_o to_o break_v through_o all_o these_o to_o commit_v sin_n and_o die_v o_o grant_n that_o since_o my_o station_n have_v few_o temptation_n to_o sin_n and_o more_o encouragement_n to_o 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eye_n be_v set_v upon_o the_o righteous_a and_o thy_o ear_n be_v always_o open_a to_o their_o prayer_n who_o feed_v those_o that_o fear_v thou_o and_o be_v a_o present_a help_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n possess_v i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o with_o such_o a_o sincere_a faith_n in_o all_o thy_o promise_n with_o such_o a_o firm_a persuasion_n of_o thy_o wisdom_n power_n and_o goodness_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o trust_v and_o rely_v upon_o thou_o as_o my_o god_n and_o my_o saviour_n and_o o_o let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o hope_n in_o thou_o nor_o let_v my_o distrustful_a or_o fearful_a heart_n ever_o give_v thou_o occasion_n to_o be_v ashamed_a to_o be_v call_v my_o god_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v a_o abomination_n to_o thou_o and_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o unjust_a a_o mere_a profanation_n of_o thy_o holy_a name_n therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v thy_o fear_n be_v before_o my_o eye_n and_o make_v i_o faithful_a and_o 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how_o fatal_a must_v my_o fraud_n be_v since_o though_o i_o may_v deceive_v my_o master_n i_o can_v thee_o lord_n therefore_o enable_v i_o so_o to_o serve_v with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o singleness_n of_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v have_v a_o good_a ground_n to_o trust_v and_o depend_v upon_o thou_o for_o protection_n and_o provision_n in_o this_o world_n and_o for_o reward_n in_o another_o through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n a_o prayer_n for_o right_a performance_n of_o instrumental_a or_o relative_n duty_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o know_v that_o my_o lamp_n will_v soon_o go_v out_o unless_o there_o be_v oil_n to_o feed_v it_o that_o my_o grace_n will_v soon_o languish_v unless_o they_o be_v nourish_v and_o refresh_v by_o thy_o word_n and_o sacrament_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o my_o spiritual_a life_n my_o corporal_a life_n can_v be_v uphold_v but_o by_o a_o daily_a supply_n a_o supply_n of_o thy_o grace_n the_o life_n and_o strength_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o i_o know_v that_o this_o be_v not_o in_o thy_o ordinary_a course_n otherwise_o to_o be_v obtain_v than_o by_o fervent_a prayer_n awful_a meditatation_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o a_o devout_a and_o frequent_a use_n of_o the_o communion_n i_o beseech_v thou_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n not_o only_o that_o thou_o will_v imprint_v upon_o my_o heart_n a_o just_a sense_n of_o the_o necessity_n of_o these_o duty_n but_o also_o that_o thou_o will_v instruct_v and_o assist_v i_o that_o i_o may_v perform_v they_o devout_o and_o conscientious_o and_o persevere_v in_o they_o constant_o to_o my_o life_n end_n o_o do_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o pray_v in_o contrite_a groan_n and_o transport_v love_n o_o do_v thou_o open_v my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v receive_v thy_o word_n with_o true_a faith_n and_o devout_a affection_n o_o do_v thou_o raise_v in_o i_o such_o a_o grateful_a passion_n for_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o commemorate_v his_o death_n in_o joy_n and_o tear_n but_o meet_v he_o with_o ardent_a love_n and_o be_v inseparable_o unite_v to_o he_o and_o he_o to_o i_o but_o o_o my_o god_n how_o often_o shall_v i_o fall_v short_a of_o this_o through_o my_o own_o default_n ah_o how_o seldom_o shall_v i_o come_v up_o to_o it_o o_o therefore_o pardon_n pardon_v the_o infirmity_n of_o thy_o servant_n ah_o pardon_v i_o my_o want_n of_o preparation_n to_o these_o duty_n my_o heaviness_n and_o distraction_n in_o they_o and_o whatever_o mixture_n of_o other_o frailty_n may_v cleave_v to_o they_o and_o however_o weak_a my_o performance_n may_v be_v let_v they_o not_o be_v whole_o unprofitable_a let_v they_o at_o least_o beget_v in_o i_o humility_n clear_a conviction_n of_o my_o spiritual_a poverty_n and_o weakness_n great_a watchfulness_n and_o new_a resolution_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o all_o this_o i_o most_o earnest_o and_o most_o humble_o beg_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n chap._n ii_o of_o the_o servant_n duty_n towards_o his_o master_n and_o mistress_n consist_v in_o obedience_n faithfulness_n love_n i_o think_v guilt_n injustice_n or_o uncharitableness_n in_o servant_n imply_v a_o double_a guilt_n nothing_o can_v be_v more_o evident_a than_o that_o every_o servant_n owe_v his_o master_n and_o mistress_n in_o the_o first_o place_n all_o those_o duty_n at_o least_o which_o every_o man_n owe_v another_o whether_o he_o be_v friend_n or_o enemy_n neighbour_n or_o stranger_n namely_o truth_n justice_n and_o charity_n nay_o i_o believe_v all_o will_v ready_o confess_v that_o the_o transgression_n of_o these_o duty_n in_o servant_n towards_o their_o master_n and_o mistress_n have_v many_o more_o and_o great_a aggravation_n in_o it_o than_o any_o error_n of_o this_o kind_n in_o one_o man_n towards_o another_o for_o
and_o fear_n a_o state_n of_o darkness_n and_o affliction_n a_o state_n of_o wrath_n and_o death_n death_n eternal_a death_n and_o shall_v i_o be_v so_o fond_a of_o this_o state_n as_o to_o continue_v in_o it_o after_o thy_o son_n have_v shed_v his_o blood_n to_o redeem_v i_o from_o it_o shall_v i_o despise_v this_o redemption_n and_o not_o hasten_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o blood_n and_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n it_o be_v a_o act_n of_o the_o most_o tender_a mercy_n in_o thou_o to_o offer_v up_o thy_o son_n to_o death_n for_o i_o ah_o what_o ingratitude_n must_v i_o be_v guilty_a of_o towards_o thou_o what_o cruelty_n towards_o myself_o if_o i_o neglect_v this_o great_a salvation_n if_o i_o renounce_v or_o at_o least_o forget_v my_o saviour_n and_o exclude_v myself_o from_o any_o interest_n in_o his_o death_n o_o bless_a jesus_n do_v thou_o by_o thy_o one_o painful_a oblation_n of_o thyself_o upon_o the_o cross_n make_v a_o full_a perfect_a &_o sufficient_a sacrifice_n oblation_n and_o satisfaction_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o can_v there_o be_v any_o thing_n more_o dear_a to_o i_o than_o the_o memory_n of_o this_o thy_o love_n more_o worthy_a of_o my_o remembrance_n than_o the_o redemption_n of_o the_o whole_a word_n redemption_n ah_o bless_a word_n what_o happiness_n what_o heaven_n do_v it_o import_n to_o be_v redeem_v by_o christ_n be_v to_o be_v translate_v out_o of_o darkness_n into_o a_o marvellous_a light_n out_o of_o the_o region_n and_o shadow_n of_o death_n into_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n out_o of_o a_o state_n of_o bondage_n into_o the_o most_o perfect_a liberty_n out_o of_o a_o state_n of_o wrath_n into_o a_o state_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n out_o of_o a_o state_n of_o dread_a and_o terror_n into_o a_o state_n of_o peace_n and_o joy_n and_o hope_v or_o at_o least_o into_o a_o capacity_n of_o all_o this_o and_o do_v not_o all_o this_o 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the_o tender_a mercys_n of_o my_o god_n or_o the_o tender_a love_n of_o my_o saviour_n no_o my_o sorrow_n overflow_v i_o my_o heart_n be_v wound_v within_o i_o that_o i_o have_v forget_v thou_o so_o long_o already_o that_o i_o have_v remember_v thou_o so_o seldom_o that_o i_o have_v turn_v my_o back_n so_o often_o upon_o that_o holy_a sacrament_n wherein_o thy_o passion_n ought_v to_o have_v be_v commemorate_a by_o i_o o_o pardon_n pardon_v bless_a lord_n thy_o unkind_a thy_o unfaithful_a disciple_n i_o come_v to_o thou_o i_o come_v to_o confess_v thou_o i_o come_v to_o worship_v thou_o in_o the_o trouble_n and_o desire_n of_o a_o break_a spirit_n a_o contrite_a passion_n a_o restore_v faith_n and_o a_o revive_v affection_n o_o receive_v i_o cover_v with_o my_o tear_n and_o with_o my_o shame_n but_o ravish_v with_o thy_o love_n too_o henceforth_o o_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v live_v with_o thou_o nothing_o shall_v divide_v thou_o from_o i_o not_o business_n nor_o interest_n not_o 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