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despise_v and_o forget_v i_o shall_v have_v learn_v obedience_n by_o thing_n i_o suffer_v and_o i_o have_v do_v as_o if_o i_o be_v to_o learn_v to_o sin_n by_o they_o thou_o have_v chastise_v i_o with_o rod_n and_o i_o have_v put_v the_o sting_n of_o sin_n into_o they_o and_o have_v make_v they_o scorpion_n thou_o send_v they_o for_o antidote_n and_o i_o have_v turn_v they_o into_o poison_n lord_n teach_v i_o what_o it_o be_v wherein_o thou_o be_v so_o offend_v to_o leave_v i_o thus_o lord_n i_o believe_v thou_o have_v pardon_v i_o but_o small_a be_v my_o comfort_n when_o thou_o pardone_v sin_n but_o subdue_v it_o not_o meditat._n xxxvi_o lord_n i_o do_v so_o evident_o find_v myself_o unable_a to_o judge_v of_o truth_n or_o to_o resist_v temptation_n that_o i_o almost_o nay_o altogether_o lie_v at_o the_o mercy_n of_o every_o temptation_n and_o to_o be_v carry_v about_o with_o the_o wind_n of_o every_o vain_a doctrine_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o stand_v by_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o tell_v 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prayer_n nay_o to_o do_v nothing_o and_o be_v idle_a for_o although_o thou_o love_v we_o first_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o usual_o discover_v thy_o thought_n of_o love_n to_o a_o soul_n before_o she_o have_v make_v over_o her_o love_n and_o herself_o unto_o thou_o then_o i_o think_v thou_o can_v by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o spirit_n bring_v in_o my_o heart_n my_o soul_n and_o my_o love_n and_o that_o usual_o ere_o thou_o do_v ravish_v the_o soul_n with_o the_o discovery_n of_o thy_o love_n this_o i_o know_v and_o let_v all_o the_o world_n know_v it_o that_o whatsoever_o wicked_a thought_n do_v arise_v in_o my_o weak_a heart_n which_o i_o can_v answer_v i_o know_v that_o all_o thy_o way_n be_v holy_a just_a and_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o give_v for_o the_o shedding_n abroad_o of_o love_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o which_o shall_v be_v give_v for_o it_o be_v it_o at_o the_o utmost_a part_n of_o the_o world_n i_o can_v fetch_v it_o thence_o but_o lord_n the_o price_n of_o it_o 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thou_o have_v do_v as_o much_o to_o draw_v i_o with_o the_o cord_n of_o love_n even_o to_o wonder_v lord_n do_v thou_o snatch_v i_o as_o a_o fire_n brand_n out_o of_o the_o firâ—_n if_o thou_o shall_v stay_v till_o i_o be_o willing_a without_o thy_o make_v i_o so_o i_o be_o lose_v for_o i_o shall_v never_o part_v with_o these_o paint_a vanity_n for_o all_o the_o glory_n in_o heaven_n except_o thou_o give_v i_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n to_o see_v it_o and_o a_o spiritual_a palate_n to_o relish_v it_o meditat._n xxxviii_o o_o lord_n will_v thou_o let_v a_o poor_a sinner_n lie_v gasp_v out_o his_o last_o breath_n at_o thy_o foot_n and_o die_v in_o thy_o arm_n i_o have_v abundance_n of_o love_n for_o the_o world_n o_o that_o thou_o have_v it_o all_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o be_o not_o and_o shall_v never_o be_v at_o quiet_a until_o thou_o have_v it_o nor_o will_v i_o sleep_v until_o i_o be_o in_o thy_o arm_n of_o love_n my_o dear_a god_n how_o come_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o my_o heart_n can_v 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choose_v hell_n beforâ—_n thou_o it_o make_v thou_o not_o to_o be_v less_o glorious_a lord_n must_v my_o blasphemy_n praise_v thou_o i_o find_v so_o much_o hell_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o be_v not_o trouble_v in_o any_o proportionable_a measure_n that_o there_o be_v so_o much_o hell_n in_o it_o when_o i_o set_v apart_o a_o hour_n for_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n than_o i_o keep_v my_o heart_n somewhat_o close_o but_o at_o other_o time_n i_o be_o little_a careful_a to_o improve_v what_o i_o read_v
carnal_a motive_n be_v a_o poor_a thing_n lord_n how_o be_o i_o distract_v and_o tear_v in_o piece_n with_o these_o thought_n nay_o lord_n if_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o go_v with_o these_o burden_n on_o my_o soul_n do_v whatever_o seem_v good_a in_o thy_o eye_n if_o i_o may_v but_o drudge_n in_o thy_o house_n though_o i_o lie_v among_o the_o pot_n yet_o to_o be_v a_o scullion_n in_o thy_o house_n be_v better_a than_o to_o sit_v at_o the_o table_n of_o prince_n lord_n i_o be_o undo_v except_o thou_o work_v a_o miracle_n of_o mercy_n yet_o if_o i_o be_o undo_v it_o may_v be_v before_o thou_o give_v i_o over_o and_o discover_v i_o to_o the_o world_n thou_o will_v let_v i_o do_v something_o more_o that_o i_o may_v glorify_v thou_o and_o edify_v the_o people_n nay_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o may_v suffer_v i_o as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v to_o do_v much_o of_o which_o thou_o may_v have_v glory_n lord_n if_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o upright_o yet_o o_o that_o my_o action_n and_o my_o preach_n may_v be_v such_o that_o man_n see_v and_o hear_v they_o may_v be_v stir_v up_o to_o glorify_v thou_o by_o do_v those_o thing_n sincere_o which_o ay_o it_o may_v be_v do_v out_o of_o hypocrisy_n i_o be_o sure_a too_o much_o hypocrisy_n lord_n i_o have_v beg_v for_o such_o a_o heart_n as_o may_v not_o deceive_v i_o nor_o dishonour_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v nay_o lord_n what_o will_v thou_o do_v i_o be_o undo_v unless_o thou_o do_v work_v mighty_o above_o all_o that_o i_o can_v speak_v or_o think_v according_a to_o that_o mighty_a power_n wherewith_o thou_o do_v raise_v the_o lord_n from_o the_o dead_a o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o raise_v that_o i_o may_v return_v no_o more_o to_o corruption_n medit._fw-la xlvi_o by_o this_o i_o know_v and_o be_o sensible_a it_o be_v not_o for_o any_o man_n to_o live_v by_o his_o own_o strength_n by_o my_o know_v how_o impossible_a it_o be_v for_o a_o sick_a man_n to_o recover_v without_o thou_o if_o a_o live_a man_n can_v speak_v how_o can_v a_o condemn_a man_n live_v without_o thou_o if_o live_v bone_n can_v move_v how_o can_v dry_a bone_n live_v lord_n thou_o meet_v i_o not_o at_o duty_n thou_o speak_v not_o to_o i_o there_o thou_o speak_v to_o i_o in_o mercy_n and_o i_o answer_v not_o in_o judgement_n and_o i_o carry_v myself_o as_o a_o sleepy_a man_n that_o be_v unwilling_a to_o be_v awake_v what_o will_v thou_o do_v with_o i_o lord_n when_o i_o will_v neither_o speak_v to_o thou_o nor_o answer_v thou_o when_o thou_o speak_v o_o the_o weakness_n of_o my_o grace_n and_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o mercy_n those_o sin_n i_o have_v have_v a_o mind_n to_o commit_v thou_o have_v take_v from_o i_o the_o opportunity_n to_o commit_v it_o be_v a_o comfort_n to_o i_o that_o i_o have_v not_o opportunity_n but_o it_o will_v be_v a_o great_a comfort_n not_o to_o have_v a_o mind_n a_o instance_n according_a to_o the_o rule_v give_v for_o meditate_v on_o the_o scripture_n a_o meditation_n on_o these_o word_n isa_n 66._o 2._o but_o to_o this_o man_n will_v i_o look_v even_o to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a and_o of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o tremble_v at_o my_o word_n let_v we_o serious_o consider_v o_o my_o soul_n that_o if_o a_o angel_n or_o god_n himself_o from_o heaven_n have_v speak_v these_o word_n in_o our_o hear_n as_o once_o christ_n do_v to_o paul_n when_o he_o be_v go_v to_o damascus_n sure_o i_o think_v they_o will_v have_v very_o much_o affect_v we_o be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n less_o his_o word_n because_o it_o be_v write_v i_o read_v that_o the_o apostle_n 2_o pet._n 1._o 17_o 18_o 19_o speak_v of_o a_o voice_n that_o he_o himself_o hear_v from_o heaven_n say_v that_o he_o have_v a_o more_o sure_a word_n of_o prophecy_n that_o be_v as_o i_o conceive_v that_o he_o be_v no_o less_o sure_a that_o the_o word_n of_o the_o prophet_n be_v the_o very_a word_n of_o god_n than_o those_o that_o he_o hear_v with_o his_o ear_n then_o lâ—t_v we_o not_o be_v less_o affect_v with_o these_o word_n then_o 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exclusive_o christ_n die_v for_o all_o his_o people_n yet_o paul_n say_v that_o he_o love_v i_o and_o give_v himself_o for_o i_o and_o christ_n do_v think_v particular_o of_o paul_n and_o so_o of_o every_o one_o else_o for_o who_o he_o die_v and_o give_v himself_o up_o as_o a_o sacrifice_n and_o ransom_n particular_o think_v on_o and_o intend_v every_o one_o that_o shall_v be_v save_v by_o his_o death_n if_o a_o minister_n shall_v go_v to_o one_o that_o be_v give_v to_o swear_v and_o tell_v he_o of_o the_o heinousness_n of_o that_o sin_n and_o lay_v it_o home_o to_o his_o conscience_n in_o private_a it_o general_o do_v affect_v he_o more_o than_o to_o hear_v the_o same_o sin_n reprove_v in_o public_a yet_o he_o shall_v as_o particular_o apply_v it_o then_o though_o he_o have_v not_o in_o this_o respect_n so_o much_o reason_n to_o apply_v it_o as_o i_o have_v to_o apply_v these_o word_n to_o my_o own_o soul_n for_o the_o minister_n do_v not_o nor_o can_v actual_o and_o particular_o intend_v every_o one_o that_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n he_o reprove_v for_o he_o know_v not_o every_o particular_a person_n that_o be_v guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n he_o reprove_v as_o god_n do_v every_o one_o that_o read_v his_o word_n therefore_o let_v we_o take_v this_o and_o apply_v it_o to_o ourselves_o as_o if_o god_n have_v send_v these_o word_n write_v with_o his_o own_o hand_n to_o we_o in_o particular_a when_o it_o be_v say_v that_o the_o scripture_n be_v write_v for_o our_o learning_n etc._n etc._n rom._n 15._o 4._o i_o conceive_v the_o meaning_n be_v not_o only_o by_o way_n of_o sufficiency_n but_o by_o way_n of_o intention_n efficacy_n &_o decree_n in_o resgect_n of_o his_o people_n that_o be_v not_o only_o that_o there_o be_v a_o sufficient_a matter_n in_o scripture_n to_o instruct_v we_o but_o that_o god_n do_v intend_v and_o decree_n that_o this_o place_n of_o scripture_n shall_v instruct_v every_o particular_a one_o of_o his_o people_n that_o be_v instruct_v by_o it_o 3._o and_o indeed_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o i_o now_o read_v these_o word_n and_o do_v now_o intend_v to_o meditate_v on_o they_o be_v it_o not_o or_o certain_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v try_v whether_o i_o be_o such_o or_o whether_o i_o have_v such_o a_o heart_n and_o spirit_n as_o these_o word_n signify_v and_o if_o i_o be_o not_o so_o much_o as_o i_o ought_v to_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v humble_v myself_o and_o be_v as_o true_o sensible_a and_o as_o much_o affect_v and_o much_o more_o than_o i_o be_o with_o those_o bodily_a infirmity_n that_o lie_v upon_o i_o and_o if_o so_o be_v there_o be_v a_o receipt_n give_v i_o which_o i_o have_v a_o long_a time_n seek_v for_o and_o endeavour_v to_o get_v be_v assure_v that_o if_o i_o have_v it_o it_o will_v cure_v i_o sure_o i_o shall_v not_o only_o read_v it_o because_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o tell_v other_o what_o will_v cure_v such_o a_o disease_n or_o to_o enable_v myself_o to_o discourse_n of_o that_o 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not_o this_o the_o act_n of_o a_o imperious_a whorish_a woman_n as_o god_n himself_o do_v phrase_n it_o ezek._n 16._o 30._o and_o do_v but_o read_v that_o chapter_n and_o you_o shall_v see_v whether_o you_o have_v not_o a_o buse_v all_o the_o blessing_n of_o god_n more_o than_o they_o do_v they_o spend_v they_o in_o honour_n to_o and_o in_o worship_v of_o idol_n and_o can_v one_o make_v a_o base_a idol_n in_o the_o world_n to_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_v it_o then_o one_o self_n 4._o let_v we_o consider_v what_o be_v the_o remedy_n of_o this_o sin_n 1._o consider_v how_o much_o hell_n there_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n what_o a_o base_a and_o vile_a wretched_a nature_n thou_o have_v consider_v what_o the_o scripture_n speak_v of_o man_n in_o their_o natural_a condition_n and_o be_v sure_a the_o scripture_n which_o be_v write_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n do_v not_o use_v to_o do_v as_o those_o vain_a man_n do_v who_o when_o they_o praise_v or_o dispraise_v care_v not_o whether_o 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those_o several_a consideration_n set_v down_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o our_o sin_n &_o it_o will_v be_v a_o great_a preservative_n and_o remedy_n against_o pride_n last_o resolve_v with_o thyself_o never_o unless_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n may_v be_v thereby_o advance_v to_o speak_v or_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o may_v cause_v other_o to_o have_v high_a thought_n of_o thou_o or_o at_o least_o not_o to_o that_o end_n whatever_o good_a duty_n thou_o do_v whether_o of_o prayer_n or_o alm_n etc._n etc._n do_v they_o as_o secret_o as_o may_v be_v let_v not_o thy_o left_a hand_n know_v what_o thy_o right_a hand_n do_v though_o thou_o be_v exceed_o to_o be_v humble_v for_o thy_o sin_n because_o they_o offend_v and_o dishonour_n god_n and_o scandalize_v religion_n yet_o let_v not_o this_o at_o all_o trouble_n thou_o that_o thereby_o the_o esteem_n that_o man_n have_v of_o thou_o be_v much_o abate_v to_o conclude_v pray_v earnest_o as_o if_o thou_o be_v to_o pray_v for_o thy_o life_n for_o it_o be_v thy_o life_n that_o god_n will_v humble_v thou_o desire_v god_n to_o afflict_v thou_o or_o use_v any_o mean_n that_o he_o will_v sanctify_v to_o that_o end_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v finish_v thy_o meditation_n consider_v what_o passage_n have_v most_o affect_v thou_o and_o keep_v it_o in_o thy_o thought_n that_o by_o of_o ten_o think_v of_o it_o thou_o may_v be_v humble_v and_o make_v to_o be_v of_o a_o poor_a and_o contrite_a spirit_n that_o god_n may_v delight_v in_o thou_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v delight_v in_o he_o now_o to_o the_o king_n eternal_a the_o immortal_a invisible_a and_o only_o wise_a god_n be_v honour_n and_o glory_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n meditat._n i._o of_o the_o end_n for_o which_o we_o be_v create_v preparation_n 1._o be_v convince_v of_o and_o affect_v with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o desire_v of_o god_n to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o spirit_n consideration_n 1._o consider_v god_n do_v not_o create_v thou_o for_o any_o need_n he_o have_v of_o thèe_v for_o though_o thou_o shall_v do_v all_o that_o he_o command_v thou_o thou_o be_v a_o unprofitable_a servant_n to_o he_o but_o thou_o come_v wonderful_o short_a of_o do_v what_o god_n command_v but_o only_a to_o declare_v and_o exercise_v his_o bounty_n and_o goodness_n to_o thou_o in_o bestow_v upon_o thou_o his_o grace_n in_o this_o life_n and_o his_o glory_n in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v but_o as_o it_o be_v in_o deuteronomy_n plain_o set_v down_o thou_o shall_v love_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n wâ—th_v all_o thy_o heart_n and_o all_o thy_o strength_n and_o all_o thy_o mind_n and_o to_o this_o end_n he_o have_v enrich_v thou_o with_o understanding_n to_o know_v he_o remembrance_n to_o be_v mindful_a of_o he_o will_z to_o love_v he_o imagination_n to_o represent_v his_o benefit_n to_o thy_o thought_n eye_n to_o behold_v the_o wonder_n of_o his_o work_n and_o a_o tongue_n to_o praise_v he_o etc._n etc._n 1._o thou_o be_v full_o convince_v of_o this_o thou_o will_v plain_o see_v that_o it_o evident_o follow_v which_o be_v the_o next_o thing_n to_o consider_v that_o whatsoever_o be_v contrary_a to_o this_o end_n that_o hinder_v thou_o in_o or_o from_o know_v love_a serve_a and_o enjoy_v of_o god_n must_v be_v avoid_v and_o abhor_v as_o the_o great_a mischief_n that_o can_v befall_v thou_o in_o the_o whole_a world_n 2._o the_o second_o thing_n that_o plain_o follow_v from_o this_o be_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v little_a or_o nothing_o trouble_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o any_o thing_n which_o though_o thou_o lose_v thou_o may_v notwithstanding_o serve_v god_n thou_o may_v lose_v thy_o riches_n and_o yet_o thou_o may_v be_v holy_a therefore_o thou_o must_v not_o mourn_v nor_o grieve_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o friend_n of_o health_n etc._n etc._n 3._o nor_o must_v thou_o much_o desire_n and_o endeavour_v for_o those_o thing_n which_o no_o way_n further_o thou_o in_o this_o great_a business_n of_o know_v serve_a and_o follow_v god_n but_o they_o 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consideration_n must_v be_v of_o truth_n so_o plain_a evident_a and_o obvious_a which_o all_o grant_n yet_o no_o scruple_n will_v be_v too_o hard_a for_o thy_o prayer_n affection_n 1._o be_v ashamed_a and_o confound_v within_o thyself_o that_o thou_o have_v live_v so_o contrary_a to_o thou_o own_o principle_n and_o that_o thou_o have_v mind_v that_o little_a or_o nothing_o in_o do_v of_o it_o as_o a_o thing_n by_o the_o bye_n which_o if_o now_o thou_o do_v but_o serious_o think_v of_o it_o thou_o plain_o see_v to_o be_v the_o main_a business_n of_o thy_o life_n say_v thus_o alas_o o_o my_o god_n what_o do_v i_o think_v of_o when_o i_o think_v not_o of_o thou_o what_o be_v i_o mindful_a of_o when_o i_o forget_v thou_o alas_o
profit_n and_o pleasure_n so_o much_o to_o be_v value_v as_o for_o they_o to_o dwell_v in_o devour_a fire_n and_o be_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n that_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n to_o much_o worth_n that_o for_o they_o we_o shall_v dwell_v in_o everlasting_a burn_n have_v we_o not_o have_v frequent_a experience_n that_o the_o sorrow_n we_o have_v have_v for_o commit_v of_o sin_n have_v far_o exceed_v the_o pleasure_n that_o we_o have_v have_v in_o commit_v of_o it_o and_o sure_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o awaken_v conscience_n be_v not_o to_o be_v compare_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o the_o damn_a and_o other_o insupportable_a and_o endless_a misery_n of_o that_o place_n of_o torment_n come_v o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o not_o deceive_v and_o flatter_v ourselves_o with_o vain_a and_o false_a hope_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n it_o be_v true_a god_n be_v very_o merciful_a to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o and_o we_o may_v be_v sure_a of_o this_o that_o if_o we_o do_v sincere_o desire_v and_o endeavour_v to_o serve_v he_o that_o we_o shall_v find_v his_o mercy_n as_o much_o above_o our_o thought_n and_o expectation_n of_o they_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n but_o if_o we_o slight_v they_o and_o be_v careless_a of_o his_o service_n and_o turn_v his_o grace_n into_o wantonness_n let_v we_o not_o deceive_v ourselves_o with_o vain_a word_n for_o because_o of_o these_o thing_n come_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o child_n of_o disobedience_n and_o those_o that_o live_v so_o shall_v sure_o find_v that_o at_o that_o day_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n will_v not_o serve_v at_o all_o to_o mitigate_v but_o abundant_o to_o justify_v the_o wrath_n and_o fury_n of_o god_n that_o he_o shall_v pour_v out_o upon_o the_o wicked_a then_o they_o shall_v pay_v for_o every_o mercy_n they_o have_v receive_v and_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o despise_a goodness_n shall_v but_o increase_v the_o treasure_n of_o his_o wrath_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n since_o these_o 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the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n who_o endeavour_n day_n and_o night_n to_o drive_v we_o headlong_o into_o perdition_n if_o any_o one_o in_o the_o world_n much_o more_o if_o the_o devil_n shall_v appear_v to_o we_o and_o offer_v we_o such_o a_o sum_n of_o money_n if_o we_o will_v give_v he_o our_o soul_n that_o we_o may_v be_v damn_v we_o think_v we_o shall_v abhor_v he_o and_o his_o offer_n but_o alas_o do_v not_o every_o one_o that_o use_v by_o extortion_n and_o violence_n either_o get_v or_o keep_v what_o be_v not_o he_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n his_o damnation_n be_v as_o certain_a and_o as_o infallible_a though_o more_o secret_o and_o invisible_o contrive_v by_o satan_n as_o if_o satan_n shall_v visible_o appear_v to_o he_o and_o he_o make_v a_o contract_n with_o he_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o wile_n of_o satan_n for_o he_o general_o work_v by_o the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n to_o deceive_v we_o therefore_o let_v we_o now_o 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