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he_o do_v he_o will_v otherwise_o reward_v we_o as_o taul_n say_v rom._n 9_o 20._o nay_o but_o o_o man_n who_o be_v thou_o that_o reply_v against_o god_n 2._o beware_v i_o say_v beware_v of_o bring_v the_o righteous_a command_n and_o holy_a law_n of_o god_n which_o discover_v our_o sin_n and_o require_v our_o duty_n and_o our_o ability_n and_o feebleness_n together_o as_o though_o the_o power_n and_o principle_n of_o the_o work_n must_v come_v from_o we_o and_o we_o go_v out_o in_o that_o for_o there_o will_v follow_v bigh_a and_o hellish_a provocation_n fierce_a and_o fell_a rebellion_n against_o the_o lord_n when_o out_o of_o thy_o own_o heart_n thou_o do_v tug_v against_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o corruption_n for_o instead_o of_o the_o first_o principle_n of_o work_v which_o be_v not_o in_o we_o but_o in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n we_o become_v the_o first_o principle_n of_o sin_v and_o then_o direful_a and_o dreadful_a effect_n will_v follow_v which_o i_o profess_v i_o be_o afraid_a to_o speak_v lest_o i_o shall_v occasion_v some_o tender_a heart_n through_o mistake_n to_o question_n 3._o check_n and_o 〈◊〉_d all_o those_o rise_n with_o that_o of_o the_o apostle_n rom._n 9_o 21_o 22._o what_o if_o god_n will_v not_o and_o deny_v any_o spiritual_a power_n of_o thy_o own_o and_o stand_v still_o and_o expect_v no_o principle_n of_o any_o performance_n in_o thyself_o but_o that_o which_o be_v from_o god_n in_o and_o by_o his_o word_n and_o let_v he_o alone_o with_o thy_o heart_n say_v i_o have_v nothing_o it_o be_v fit_a i_o shall_v have_v nothing_o its_o righteous_a that_o god_n shall_v give_v i_o nothing_o i_o do_v not_o expect_v to_o do_v any_o spiritual_a good_a of_o myself_o nor_o yet_o expect_v that_o god_n shall_v give_v i_o grace_n for_o what_o i_o do_v because_o all_o that_o i_o do_v be_v sin_n only_o i_o know_v it_o be_v with_o he_o to_o do_v what_o he_o will_v the_o will_n the_o power_n and_o thework_n be_v all_o from_o he_o therefore_o i_o will_v lie_v in_o 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and_o yet_o the_o place_n destitute_a of_o no_o villainy_n 2._o cor._n 6._o 7._o when_o he_o have_v reckon_v up_o a_o catalogue_n of_o most_o accurse_a villainy_n yet_o profess_v god_n bring_v precious_a gold_n out_o of_o dirt_n and_o 〈◊〉_d know_v you_o not_o that_o no_o 〈◊〉_d idolater_n effeminate_a abuser_n of_o themselves_o with_o mankind_n nor_o thief_n nor_o extortioner_n shall_v inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o such_o be_v 〈◊〉_d of_o you_o ver._n 10._o 11._o but_o you_o be_v wash_v but_o you_o be_v sanctify_v but_o you_o be_v justify_v by_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o our_o god_n the_o lord_n jesus_n prevail_v with_o these_o that_o be_v the_o most_o refuse_v person_n even_o when_o they_o be_v in_o the_o ruff_n and_o height_n of_o all_o their_o wretchedness_n when_o they_o be_v in_o the_o extreme_a outrage_n and_o run_a riot_n in_o the_o way_n of_o wickedness_n beyond_o the_o bound_n of_o modesty_n and_o moderation_n our_o saviour_n christ_n 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meet_v he_o unhorse_v he_o take_v his_o weapon_n out_o of_o his_o hand_n 〈◊〉_d his_o commission_n and_o cause_v he_o to_o bear_v his_o name_n who_o have_v before_o blaspheme_v it_o to_o care_v sor_n all_o the_o church_n who_o before_o destroy_v they_o he_o make_v he_o fall_v at_o his_o foot_n and_o follow_v his_o 〈◊〉_d and_o colour_n lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v the_o 〈◊〉_d beyond_o his_o place_n commission_n and_o allowance_n he_o scourge_v and_o cruel_o handle_v paul_n and_o barnabas_n and_o when_o he_o pride_n and_o please_v himself_o in_o his_o cruelty_n and_o 〈◊〉_d behaviour_n towards_o the_o poor_a servant_n of_o the_o lord_n he_o than_o take_v he_o to_o task_n acts._n 16._o 30._o pull_v he_o down_o upon_o his_o knee_n and_o force_v he_o to_o seek_v for_o mercy_n and_o direction_n from_o those_o to_o who_o he_o show_v no_o mercy_n nor_o humanity_n before_o he_o tremble_v fall_v down_o say_v sir_n what_o must_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v the_o lord_n stop_v not_o manasseh_n outrage_v when_o he_o enter_v first_o upon_o his_o kingdom_n as_o he_o easy_o can_v have_v do_v but_o suffer_v he_o to_o fill_v up_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o iniquity_n so_o that_o the_o bottom_n of_o hell_n can_v not_o afford_v abomination_n more_o or_o worse_a than_o be_v practise_v by_o he_o he_o fill_v jerusalem_n with_o blood_n shut_v up_o the_o door_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n give_v himself_o to_o witchcraft_n and_o conjure_v the_o lord_n now_o grapple_v with_o he_o by_o the_o power_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o after_o his_o mighty_a provocation_n persevere_v also_o in_o those_o desperate_a course_n the_o lord_n humble_v he_o mighty_o under_o his_o almighty_a hand_n and_o bring_v he_o
of_o spirit_n be_v such_o they_o can_v express_v and_o their_o pressure_n beyond_o strength_n more_o than_o they_o be_v able_a to_o undergo_v we_o shall_v yern_v towards_o they_o in_o mercy_n and_o put_v on_o the_o bowel_n of_o tenderness_n and_o compassion_n towards_o they_o in_o lend_v what_o possible_a relief_n may_v be_v to_o the_o utmost_a of_o our_o ability_n not_o only_a religion_n will_v enjoin_v this_o and_o reason_n persuade_v but_o even_o nature_n and_o humanity_n may_v compel_v and_o constrain_v we_o hereunto_o it_o be_v that_o which_o the_o law_n enjoin_v deut._n 22._o 4._o thou_o shall_v not_o see_v thy_o brother_n ox_n or_o his_o ass_n fall_v down_o by_o the_o way_n and_o hide_v thyself_o from_o he_o but_o thou_o shall_v sure_o sure_o help_v he_o q._n d._n let_v all_o alone_a use_v no_o plea_n make_v no_o excuse_n this_o must_v and_o aught_o to_o be_v do_v do_v god_n take_v care_n of_o ox_n no_o it_o be_v for_o our_o sake_n it_o be_v speak_v shall_v the_o ox_n be_v 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against_o they_o yonder_o be_v your_o brokenhearted_a person_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v no_o great_a matter_n you_o may_v see_v what_o they_o have_v get_v by_o sermon_n gad_v what_o may_v we_o think_v of_o such_o we_o may_v say_v and_o think_v as_o job_n speak_v he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n shall_v be_v comfort_v by_o his_o brethren_n but_o man_n have_v forsake_v the_o fear_n of_o the_o lord_n job_n 6._o 14._o it_o be_v a_o evidence_n of_o a_o egyptian_a when_o a_o israelite_n be_v go_v out_o of_o egypt_n he_o stink_v in_o his_o nostril_n nay_o a_o sad_a argument_n of_o a_o soul_n devote_v to_o destruction_n deut._n 25._o 17_o 18_o 19_o exhortation_n as_o to_o proceed_v the_o right_a way_n 5._o so_o never_o to_o rest_v until_o 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o the_o right_a pitch_n of_o this_o save_a sorrow_n otherwise_o we_o shall_v lose_v our_o labour_n all_o the_o pain_n and_o 〈◊〉_d and_o trouble_v we_o take_v will_v prove_v indeed_o unprofitable_a we_o shall_v lose_v our_o labour_n and_o our_o 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condition_n so_o do_v cain_n like_o a_o vagabond_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v i_o sue_v to_o god_n for_o a_o blessing_n so_o do_v esau_n and_o that_o with_o tear_n and_o that_o with_o importunity_n take_v not_o up_o thy_o stand_n here_o but_o say_v oh_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v have_v something_o more_o than_o hypocrite_n do_v something_o more_o than_o reprobate_n can_v do_v have_v i_o suffer_v all_o these_o terror_n weep_v all_o these_o tear_n in_o vain_a if_o so_o be_v it_o be_v in_o vain_a oh_o let_v i_o not_o have_v sorrow_n 7._o only_o but_o that_o true_a sorrow_n that_o may_v cause_v repentance_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o go_v then_o beyond_o all_o horror_n and_o fear_n and_o stay_v not_o before_o thou_o find_v and_o feel_v thy_o sin_n worse_o than_o all_o thy_o plague_n or_o else_o thou_o never_o felt_a they_o aright_o look_v not_o to_o punishment_n that_o be_v cross_a to_o thy_o comfort_n and_o 〈◊〉_d but_o look_v to_o the_o stubbornness_n and_o resistance_n of_o 〈◊〉_d heart_n which_o 〈◊〉_d cross_a to_o god_n and_o his_o holiness_n and_o holy_a law_n 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v heavy_a of_o all_o other_o evil_n which_o indeed_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n of_o all_o this_o too_o much_o have_v 〈◊〉_d the_o new_a 〈◊〉_d make_v many_o 〈◊〉_d christian_n still_o bear_v not_o beget_v again_o to_o a_o 〈◊〉_d hope_n 1_o 〈◊〉_d they_o heal_v themselves_o before_o god_n heal_v they_o make_v 〈◊〉_d before_o sound_a 〈◊〉_d not_o that_o they_o can_v apply_v too_o soon_o if_o they_o apply_v true_o but_o they_o think_v they_o do_v apply_v 〈◊〉_d they_o neither_o do_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d keep_v thy_o heart_n in_o foak_n by_o godly_a sorrow_n until_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d thy_o corruption_n like_o noisome_a weed_n come_v up_o kind_o by_o the_o root_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d feel_v sin_n as_o sin_v in_o the_o bitterness_n thereof_o that_o thou_o fear_v all_o sin_n in_o the_o least_o appearance_n thereof_o that_o whatever_o shall_v be_v conceive_v or_o be_v discover_v to_o be_v such_o the_o 〈◊〉_d notice_n inclination_n disposition_n or_o suspicion_n thereof_o thy_o heart_n may_v 〈◊〉_d to_o come_v 〈◊〉_d any_o provocation_n lead_v that_o way_n and_o may_v ready_o listen_v to_o what_o ever_o may_v 〈◊〉_d help_v or_o direction_n to_o avoid_v it_o or_o subdue_v it_o bear_v thy_o burden_n till_o the_o lord_n ease_v thou_o be_v in_o prison_n and_o let_v the_o iron_n 〈◊〉_d into_o thy_o soul_n until_o the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d and_o deliver_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o out_o of_o the_o house_n of_o bondage_n then_o shall_v thy_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o laughter_n and_o thy_o heart_n with_o joy_n and_o that_o joy_n shall_v no_o man_n take_v away_o from_o thou_o travel_v the_o appoint_a month_n of_o