to_o cut_v off_o my_o right_a hand_n and_o pluck_v out_o my_o eye_n when_o they_o offend_v be_v more_o than_o bare_o to_o resolve_v 5.24_o gal._n 5.24_o and_o promise_v high_a and_o proceed_v no_o further_o they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v not_o only_o verbal_o renounce_v but_o actual_o crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n therefore_o now_o i_o have_v give_v up_o myself_o to_o christ_n and_o desire_v ever_o to_o be_v his_o i_o must_v pray_v hearty_o and_o watch_v diligent_o against_o my_o sin_n those_o especial_o that_o be_v most_o please_a and_o customary_a to_o i_o i_o must_v like_o s._n paul_n not_o fight_v in_o the_o air_n against_o general_n but_o keep_v under_o my_o body_n be_v temperate_a in_o all_o thing_n and_o strive_v to_o the_o utmost_a for_o the_o incorruptible_a crown_n i_o must_v use_v that_o violence_n to_o myself_o such_o harsh_a application_n act_n of_o penance_n and_o mortification_n of_o my_o own_o or_o the_o spiritual_a physician_n appointment_n as_o be_v fit_a and_o requisite_a to_o cure_v my_o distemper_n to_o expel_v or_o reform_v that_o evil_a inclination_n which_o be_v inconsistent_a with_o my_o love_n to_o jesus_n to_o that_o end_n it_o will_v be_v very_o useful_a frequent_o to_o meditate_v on_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n the_o day_n of_o our_o change_n our_o appearance_n in_o judgement_n the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n the_o torment_n of_o hell_n and_o the_o amaze_a consideration_n of_o eternity_n and_o i_o be_o persuade_v and_o will_v therefore_o speak_v it_o plain_a though_o to_o the_o dislike_n of_o most_o dissenter_n that_o it_o may_v be_v very_o profitable_a a_o great_a token_n of_o sincerity_n and_o a_o excellent_a instrument_n of_o reformation_n to_o acquaint_v the_o spiritual_a judge_n and_o physician_n with_o the_o state_n of_o our_o conscience_n and_o the_o distemper_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o submit_v to_o his_o imposition_n to_o follow_v his_o counsel_n and_o careful_o observe_v his_o prescription_n 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fade_v must_v use_v great_a industry_n many_o art_n all_o mean_n that_o can_v conduce_v to_o that_o end_n §._o 31._o love_n will_v work_v the_o best_a reformation_n but_o the_o voluminous_a direction_n of_o casuist_n and_o confessionist_n can_v reach_v all_o case_n and_o all_o particular_n to_o shorten_v our_o labour_n therefore_o let_v the_o love_n of_o jesus_n do_v the_o work_n of_o self-reformation_n and_o it_o will_v be_v soon_o and_o best_a do_v love_n will_v find_v out_o the_o most_o effectual_a mean_n for_o the_o extermination_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o love_n will_v use_v they_o to_o the_o best_a purpose_n certain_a it_o be_v that_o love_n in_o all_o instance_n set_v man_n upon_o act_n of_o self-denial_n as_o great_a general_n and_o many_o more_o who_o forego_v the_o peaceable_a enjoyment_n of_o the_o comfort_n they_o may_v have_v at_o home_n and_o expose_v themselves_o to_o danger_n because_o they_o love_v honour_n merchant_n who_o forsake_v their_o dear_a relation_n and_o run_v through_o many_o great_a trouble_n and_o peril_n because_o they_o love_v gain_v and_o the_o more_o generous_a love_n of_o friendship_n which_o have_v cause_v many_o to_o choose_v great_a inconvenience_n and_o even_a death_n to_o serve_v their_o friend_n and_o therefore_o certain_a it_o be_v also_o that_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n will_v make_v his_o yoke_n and_o even_o his_o cross_n easy_a will_v make_v we_o deny_v ourselves_o and_o forbear_v what_o displease_v he_o though_o otherwise_o please_v to_o we_o that_o man_n may_v be_v without_o excuse_n god_n have_v make_v a_o short_a work_n upon_o the_o earth_n 1._o ut_fw-la nemo_fw-la habet_fw-la excusationem_fw-la in_o die_fw-la judicii_fw-la voluit_fw-la dous_n sicut_fw-la scriptum_fw-la est_fw-la consummare_fw-la &_o abbreviare_fw-la verbum_fw-la super_fw-la terram_fw-la aug._n de_fw-fr doct._n christiana_n l._n 1._o c._n 1._o say_v s._n aug._n by_o contract_v his_o immensity_n into_o the_o narrow_a dimension_n of_o man_n he_o have_v abbreviate_v his_o doctrine_n and_o our_o talk_n jesus_n be_v the_o centre_n and_o the_o sum_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o religion_n and_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n be_v the_o content_a of_o our_o duty_n i_o have_v determine_v 2.2_o 1_o cor._n 2.2_o say_v s._n paul_n not_o to_o know_v any_o thing_n among_o you_o save_v jesus_n christ_n and_o he_o crucify_v 1.24_o 1.24_o and_o we_o preach_v christ_n crucify_v to_o the_o jew_n a_o stumble_a block_n and_o to_o the_o greek_n foolishness_n but_o to_o they_o that_o be_v call_v christ_n the_o power_n of_o god_n and_o the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n that_o be_v in_o who_o god_n full_o reveal_v his_o will_n and_o give_v we_o full_a power_n to_o fulfil_v it_o 6.14_o gal._n 6.14_o therefore_o say_v the_o apostle_n god_n forbid_v that_o i_o shall_v glory_n save_v in_o the_o cross_n of_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n by_o who_o the_o world_n be_v crucify_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o unto_o the_o world_n the_o knowledge_n and_o love_n of_o jesus_n our_o crucify_a saviour_n be_v the_o most_o proper_a mean_n to_o teach_v we_o our_o duty_n the_o great_a motive_n to_o undertake_v it_o and_o the_o best_a instrument_n to_o perform_v and_o effect_v it_o withal_o it_o will_v kill_v our_o lust_n crucify_v the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o carry_v we_o through_o the_o labour_n and_o difficulty_n of_o penitence_n and_o sincere_a amendment_n it_o will_v be_v the_o fulfil_n of_o repentance_n as_o it_o be_v the_o fulfil_n of_o the_o law_n for_o as_o love_n be_v strong_a to_o overcome_v strong_a enemy_n to_o kill_v the_o great_a sin_n so_o it_o be_v wise_a and_o quicksight_v to_o see_v and_o to_o find_v out_o the_o least_o a_o love_a friend_n will_v not_o only_o not_o slander_n and_o defame_v his_o friend_n not_o rob_v or_o strike_v or_o murder_v he_o but_o will_v forbear_v all_o word_n and_o action_n which_o may_v bring_v he_o the_o least_o grief_n or_o inconvenience_n love_n will_v not_o only_o not_o give_v the_o great_a provocation_n but_o even_o not_o disoblige_v or_o displease_v in_o the_o least_o instance_n and_o so_o if_o my_o love_n to_o jesus_n be_v sincere_a it_o will_v not_o only_o keep_v i_o from_o confederation_n with_o his_o profess_a and_o great_a enemy_n but_o even_o make_v i_o shun_v and_o forsake_v the_o most_o secret_a and_o contemptible_a of_o they_o i_o mean_v that_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n will_v never_o suffer_v i_o to_o entertain_v any_o the_o least_o sin_n and_o whenever_o i_o find_v that_o i_o have_v be_v unhappy_o seduce_v to_o commit_v any_o it_o will_v cause_v i_o to_o grieve_v and_o sad_o to_o repent_v that_o i_o have_v displease_v my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o wound_v that_o tender_a love_n i_o have_v for_o he_o and_o indeed_o it_o be_v report_v of_o many_o devout_a person_n great_a lover_n of_o jesus_n that_o they_o will_v sorrow_n and_o weep_v for_o ordinary_a fail_n for_o small_a omission_n more_o than_o other_o will_v for_o much_o great_a sin_n divine_a love_n like_o a_o bright_a burn_a flame_n will_v feel_v a_o commotion_n and_o disturbance_n by_o the_o least_o drop_n of_o water_n that_o fall_v upon_o it_o a_o small_a irregularity_n will_v be_v more_o grievous_a to_o a_o pious_a lover_n of_o jesus_n than_o great_a crime_n to_o another_o therefore_o he_o that_o can_v say_v the_o love_n of_o christ_n constrain_v we_o will_v also_o high_o complain_v and_o groan_v under_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o unavoidable_a imperfection_n 7.24_o rom._n 7.24_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n nothing_o will_v make_v we_o more_o sensible_a of_o our_o least_o and_o most_o common_a sin_n than_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n it_o will_v make_v we_o angry_a at_o and_o impatient_a of_o they_o and_o earnest_n and_o severe_a in_o reform_v of_o they_o §._o 32._o the_o exercise_n of_o repentance_n so_o then_o as_o i_o profess_v myself_o a_o
further_a than_o only_o to_o stir_v up_o our_o dull_a affection_n and_o raise_v holy_a passion_n in_o we_o but_o if_o we_o sincere_o forsake_v our_o sin_n and_o evidence_n our_o love_n to_o jesus_n it_o be_v not_o great_o material_a what_o mean_v or_o instrument_n we_o use_v §._o 28._o meditation_n on_o the_o passion_n my_o love_n be_v crucify_v say_v that_o love_a and_o holy_a martyr_n ignatius_n declare_v how_o earnest_o he_o wish_v to_o die_v for_o jesus_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o so_o consider_v the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n i_o meditate_v with_o he_o my_o love_n be_v crucify_v my_o dear_a saviour_n die_v in_o most_o bitter_a pain_n he_o have_v be_v rude_o bind_v and_o drag_v from_o place_n to_o place_n he_o have_v be_v strip_v tie_v to_o a_o post_n and_o whip_v like_o a_o vile_a slave_n he_o have_v be_v buffet_v and_o cane_v and_o abuse_v with_o all_o manner_n of_o contumely_n and_o now_o i_o see_v he_o crown_v with_o thorn_n all_o over_o spittle_n and_o blood_n i_o see_v he_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n where_o his_o hand_n and_o his_o foot_n be_v nail_v his_o head_n hang_v down_o i_o read_v in_o his_o pale_a face_n and_o his_o weep_a eye_n the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pain_n the_o anguish_n of_o his_o wound_a soul_n lord_n be_v thou_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v idiot_n o_o domine_fw-la jesus_n christ_n si_fw-la intelligentia_fw-la quam_fw-la mihi_fw-la dedisti_fw-la uti_fw-la vellem_fw-la sicut_fw-la deberem_fw-la cernerem_fw-la manifest_a quo_fw-la modo_fw-la imo_fw-la quam_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la à _fw-la i_o creatura_fw-la tua_fw-la amari_fw-la merueris_fw-la qui_fw-la prio_fw-la dilexisti_fw-la i_o tantus_fw-la &_o tantum_fw-la &_o gratis_o tantillum_fw-la &_o talem_fw-la &_o ingratum_fw-la idiot_n be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jesus_n be_v it_o my_o father_n my_o brother_n my_o friend_n or_o my_o benefactor_n that_o shall_v suffer_v this_o undeserved_o how_o will_v i_o pity_v they_o but_o shall_v they_o suffer_v this_o upon_o my_o account_n lord_n i_o can_v not_o outlive_v such_o a_o sight_n if_o nothing_o else_o love_n will_v certain_o wound_v my_o soul_n to_o death_n but_o behold_v it_o be_v so_o this_o crucify_a this_o die_a man_n be_v my_o father_n he_o give_v i_o my_o be_v he_o be_v my_o brother_n he_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o take_v humane_a flesh_n that_o he_o may_v have_v that_o relation_n to_o i_o he_o be_v my_o friend_n he_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n to_o save_v i_o he_o be_v my_o great_a benefactor_n from_o he_o i_o receive_v all_o i_o have_v all_o the_o blessing_n the_o good_a thing_n i_o enjoy_v i_o owe_v to_o his_o kindness_n but_o hark_v methinks_v i_o hear_v he_o speak_v to_o i_o these_o pathetic_a these_o move_a word_n christian_n dear_a christian_n for_o who_o here_o i_o die_v consider_v serious_o imprint_v it_o in_o thy_o heart_n what_o in_o my_o word_n what_o in_o my_o mystery_n thou_o read_v of_o my_o suffering_n for_o thou_o consider_v who_o i_o be_o what_o i_o endure_v and_o to_o what_o end_n i_o be_o the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n who_o the_o angel_n adore_v i_o become_v man_n to_o make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n i_o be_o infinite_o rich_a the_o whole_a universe_n be_v i_o i_o become_v thus_o destitute_a of_o all_o thing_n to_o purchase_v true_a riches_n for_o thou_o i_o be_o of_o a_o almighty_a power_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v make_v and_o subsist_v by_o i_o i_o be_o now_o weak_a to_o make_v thou_o strong_a i_o be_o overcome_v of_o my_o enemy_n to_o make_v thou_o conquer_v thou_o i_o be_o crown_v with_o glory_n and_o clothe_v with_o majesty_n i_o now_o wear_v these_o thorn_n and_o be_o become_v naked_a to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o robe_n of_o righteousness_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o a_o royal_a diadem_n i_o be_o the_o inexhaustible_a fountain_n of_o joy_n and_o happiness_n i_o now_o endure_v sorrow_n and_o misery_n to_o make_v thou_o joyful_a and_o happy_a i_o be_o infinite_o pure_a and_o innocent_a i_o be_o become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n to_o merit_v thy_o pardon_n and_o to_o sanctify_v and_o make_v thou_o holy_a i_o be_o the_o author_n of_o life_n the_o first_o and_o the_o last_o i_o now_o die_v to_o make_v thou_o live_v for_o ever_o nothing_o but_o love_n move_v i_o thus_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o vitam_fw-la this_o use_v to_o be_v write_v under_o crucifix_n aspice_fw-la serve_v dei_fw-la sic_fw-la i_o posuere_fw-la judaei_n aspice_fw-la mortalis_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la datur_fw-la hostia_fw-la talis_fw-la aspice_fw-la devote_n quoniam_fw-la sic_fw-la pendeo_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la introitum_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la reddo_fw-la tibi_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la in_o cruse_a sum_n pro_fw-la te_fw-la qui_fw-la peceas_fw-la desine_fw-la pro_fw-la i_o desine_fw-la do_v veniam_fw-la dic_fw-la culpam_fw-la corrige_n vitam_fw-la and_o nothing_o but_o love_n i_o require_v for_o it_o dear_a soul_n thy_o sin_n be_v more_o grievous_a to_o i_o than_o my_o wound_n add_v not_o sorrow_n to_o my_o sorrow_n by_o remain_v impenitent_a deny_v not_o this_o request_n to_o thy_o die_a bleed_a saviour_n that_o thou_o will_v mortify_v thy_o lust_n and_o forsake_v thy_o sin_n all_o that_o be_v past_a i_o hearty_o forgive_v if_o thou_o become_v true_a penitent_a i_o free_o give_v myself_o for_o thou_o and_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v give_v thyself_o to_o i_o §._o 29._o protestation_n of_o love_n to_o jesus_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v now_o dear_a lord_n word_n can_v answer_v thou_o i_o be_o amaze_v i_o be_o astonish_v i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o speak_v my_o tongue_n can_v express_v what_o my_o heart_n feel_v lord_n i_o will_v say_v nothing_o i_o will_v answer_v with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n with_o devout_a affection_n by_o resign_v and_o give_v up_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o thou_o i_o will_v answer_v by_o obedience_n by_o action_n by_o now_o fall_v to_o work_v to_o reform_v my_o life_n to_o mortify_v my_o sinful_a lust_n to_o cut_v off_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n sweet_a jesus_n i_o will_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o affection_n my_o heart_n can_v entertain_v no_o bosom_n sin_n shall_v be_v so_o dear_a to_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o sake_n i_o will_v hearty_o part_v with_o it_o no_o lust_n shall_v be_v so_o please_v but_o i_o will_v kill_v it_o at_o thy_o request_n and_o command_v even_o my_o natural_a desire_n and_o inclination_n will_v i_o glad_o deny_v when_o they_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o that_o duty_n and_o love_n i_o owe_v and_o ever_o will_v pay_v jesus_n sect_n 30._o of_o a_o sincere_a amendment_n but_o fickle_a and_o unhappy_a creature_n that_o we_o be_v we_o often_o promise_v well_o but_o seldom_o stand_v to_o our_o engagement_n our_o resolution_n be_v good_a and_o our_o performance_n very_o defective_a the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a i_o must_v not_o therefore_o rest_v in_o general_n but_o i_o must_v resolve_v more_o especial_o against_o those_o sin_n i_o be_o incline_v to_o and_o not_o only_o 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