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not_o as_o just_o mislike_v somewhat_o in_o i_o my_o friend_n fault_n therefore_o if_o little_a i_o will_v swallow_v and_o digest_v if_o great_a i_o will_v smotâ—er_v they_o how_o ever_o i_o wilâ—_n wink_v at_o they_o to_o other_o but_o love_o notify_v they_o to_o himself_o 58_o injury_n hurt_v 〈◊〉_d morâ—_n in_o the_o receive_n then_o in_o the_o remembrance_n a_o small_a injury_n shall_v go_v as_o it_o come_v a_o great_a injury_n may_v dine_v or_o sup_v with_o i_o but_o none_o at_o all_o shall_v lodge_v with_o i_o why_o shall_v i_o vex_v myself_o because_o another_o have_v vex_v i_o 59_o it_o be_v good_a deal_n with_o that_o over_o which_o we_o have_v the_o most_o power_n if_o my_o estate_n will_v not_o be_v frame_v to_o my_o mind_n i_o will_v labour_v to_o frame_v my_o mind_n to_o my_o estate_n 60_o in_o great_a company_n i_o will_v be_v alone_o to_o myself_o in_o great_a privacy_n in_o company_n with_o god_n 61_o grief_n for_o thing_n past_o that_o can_v be_v remedy_v and_o care_n 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