sin_n and_o powerful_a preacher_n be_v use_v by_o such_o person_n as_o traitor_n or_o enemy_n but_o in_o the_o regenerate_v though_o there_o be_v a_o master_n sin_n all_o powerful_a search_a sermon_n be_v account_v friend_n and_o sin_n be_v account_v the_o rebel_n 7._o if_o sin_n reign_v whatsoever_o sin_n be_v subdue_v by_o it_o be_v restrain_v but_o not_o mortify_v for_o sin_n do_v not_o mortify_v sin_n but_o only_o imprison_v it_o and_o confine_v it_o insomuch_o that_o when_o we_o refrain_v from_o one_o sin_n out_o of_o a_o great_a love_n we_o have_v to_o another_o we_o be_v not_o innocent_a of_o the_o sin_n we_o commit_v not_o nay_o sometime_o the_o ground_n upon_o which_o we_o abstain_v from_o a_o sin_n have_v so_o much_o evil_n in_o it_o that_o it_o make_v one_o more_o guilty_a upon_o abstain_v upon_o that_o ground_n than_o if_o we_o shall_v have_v commit_v the_o sin_n we_o abstain_v from_o but_o grace_n mortify_v sin_n mean_v to_o find_v out_o a_o master_n sin_n 1._o from_o our_o enemy_n for_o a_o enemy_n be_v like_o a_o eagle_n sharp-sighted_a to_o cry_v out_o and_o open-mouthed_a to_o tell_v of_o our_o fault_n there_o be_v two_o thing_n that_o keep_v our_o friend_n from_o tell_v we_o they_o 1._o unwillingness_n to_o displease_v make_v our_o false_a friend_n unwilling_a to_o tell_v we_o our_o fault_n but_o our_o enemy_n care_v not_o nay_o rather_o study_v to_o displease_v we_o 2._o love_n make_v our_o true_a friend_n unable_a to_o discern_v our_o fault_n for_o love_n cover_v a_o multitude_n of_o sin_n self-love_n make_v one_o not_o to_o see_v his_o own_o fail_n and_o a_o friend_n be_v alter_fw-la idem_fw-la his_o love_n do_v not_o only_o cover_v and_o conceal_v from_o other_o his_o friend_n sin_n and_o fail_n but_o from_o himself_o also_o this_o be_v the_o way_n by_o which_o monacha_n come_v to_o know_v that_o she_o be_v sometime_o guilty_a of_o intemperance_n which_o one_o of_o her_o companion_n fall_v out_o with_o she_o tell_v she_o of_o upon_o which_o she_o leave_v it_o he_o be_v in_o a_o good_a condition_n that_o see_v more_o evil_a in_o himself_o than_o his_o enemy_n can_v it_o be_v a_o good_a answer_n for_o a_o philosopher_n to_o give_v when_o one_o tell_v he_o of_o such_o and_o such_o thing_n one_o speak_v of_o he_o to_o his_o disgrace_n ah_o say_v he_o it_o seem_v he_o do_v not_o know_v i_o for_o if_o he_o have_v he_o will_v have_v speak_v far_o worse_o and_o indeed_o we_o have_v great_a cause_n to_o love_v our_o enemy_n for_o many_o great_a advantage_n we_o receive_v from_o they_o more_o comfort_n we_o may_v receive_v from_o our_o friend_n but_o more_o profit_n it_o may_v be_v from_o our_o enemy_n 1._o we_o have_v thereby_o a_o advantage_n to_o do_v high_a act_n of_o religion_n for_o thy_o enemy_n do_v thou_o injury_n and_o thou_o may_v forgive_v they_o and_o love_v they_o thy_o friend_n do_v thou_o courtesy_n and_o thou_o may_v requite_v they_o and_o it_o be_v a_o high_a act_n of_o religion_n to_o forgive_v a_o injury_n 〈…〉_o a_o to_o requite_v a_o benefit_n and_o so_o thâ—â—â—st_a a_o rich_a jewel_n from_o the_o head_n of_o thâ—â—â—â—oads_n 2._o thy_o enemy_n make_v thou_o live_v more_o circumspect_a and_o wary_a it_o will_v teach_v thou_o how_o to_o watch_v over_o thyself_o one_o shall_v hardly_o be_v wise_a before_o one_o have_v live_v among_o enemy_n 3._o thy_o enemy_n will_v tell_v thou_o those_o fault_n thou_o will_v never_o find_v out_o thyself_o nor_o thy_o friend_n for_o thou_o they_o look_v upon_o thy_o fault_n with_o a_o multiply_a glass_n which_o not_o only_o do_v magnify_v and_o aggravate_v thy_o sin_n that_o thyself_o or_o other_o see_v but_o discover_v those_o that_o none_o else_o perceive_v as_o a_o multiplying-glass_n do_v not_o only_o make_v a_o grain_n of_o wheat_n which_o we_o see_v without_o it_o big_a than_o a_o large_a beam_n but_o discover_v a_o down_n upon_o each_o grain_n which_o without_o that_o glass_n we_o perceive_v not_o 2._o the_o second_o thing_n to_o discover_v our_o master_n sin_n be_v by_o the_o company_n we_o keep_v for_o socii_fw-la aut_fw-la inveniunt_fw-la aut_fw-la facient_fw-la similem_fw-la one_o have_v two_o daughter_n julia_n and_o livia_n and_o at_o a_o public_a meeting_n he_o observe_v who_o court_v they_o and_o he_o find_v that_o grave_a senator_n do_v court_v the_o one_o and_o light_a gallant_n the_o other_o whereby_o he_o plain_o â—â—â—â—â—d_v that_o the_o one_o be_v more_o stay_v 〈…〉_o e_o other_o more_o loose_a 3._o the_o three_o rule_n to_o know_v thy_o master_n sin_n be_v by_o consider_v what_o vice_n thou_o most_o hate_v the_o contrary_a vice_n to_o that_o be_v the_o vice_n to_o which_o thou_o be_v most_o incline_v as_o if_o thou_o hate_v prodigality_n most_o it_o be_v likely_a thou_o be_v give_v to_o covetousness_n if_o thou_o abhor_v idol_n take_v heed_n thou_o do_v not_o commit_v sacrilege_n 4_o the_o four_o rule_n be_v to_o consider_v what_o sin_n thou_o be_v free_a from_o and_o then_o consider_v what_o sin_n it_o be_v that_o will_n lnot_v stand_v and_o agree_v with_o those_o sin_n thou_o be_v free_a from_o and_o thou_o will_v find_v that_o to_o be_v thy_o master_n sin_n as_o for_o example_n do_v thou_o not_o revenge_v be_v thou_o not_o guilty_a of_o gluttony_n drunkenness_n whoredom_n but_o be_v guilty_a of_o swear_v extortion_n etc._n etc._n then_o it_o be_v very_o probable_a that_o covetousness_n be_v thy_o reign_a sin_n for_o covetousness_n will_v free_v one_o from_o all_o chargeable_a sin_n so_o if_o thou_o will_v know_v whether_o pride_n be_v thy_o master_n sin_n consider_v what_o sin_n pride_n free_v one_o from_o and_o that_o free_v one_o general_o from_o all_o scandalous_a sin_n and_o rather_o from_o those_o that_o the_o world_n most_o speak_v against_o than_o those_o that_o be_v of_o great_a guilt_n in_o themselves_o it_o will_v rather_o free_v thou_o from_o drunkenness_n and_o whoredom_n than_o from_o blasphemy_n for_o sin_n may_v free_v one_o from_o sin_n as_o well_o as_o grace_v but_o herein_o lie_v the_o difference_n first_o when_o grace_n free_v one_o from_o sin_n it_o free_v from_o all_o sin_n it_o cleanse_v one_o from_o all_o filthiness_n both_o of_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n but_o when_o sin_n free_v one_o from_o sin_n whilst_o it_o free_v one_o from_o one_o sin_n it_o incline_v one_o to_o another_o as_o covetousness_n though_o it_o may_v free_v one_o from_o drunkenness_n and_o prodigality_n yet_o it_o incline_v one_o to_o extortion_n and_o oppression_n second_o when_o fin_n free_v one_o from_o sin_n it_o free_v one_o not_o at_o all_o time_n as_o pride_n will_v not_o free_a one_o from_o any_o sin_n if_o one_o can_v but_o keep_v it_o secret_n nor_o covetousness_n from_o revenge_n gluttony_n or_o drunkenness_n when_o one_o may_v have_v they_o of_o free_a cost_n but_o grace_n free_v one_o from_o secret_a sin_n three_o sin_n may_v free_v one_o from_o the_o outward_a act_n of_o sin_n but_o not_o from_o the_o inward_a affection_n to_o sin_n covetousness_n may_v keep_v we_o from_o the_o outward_a act_n of_o revenge_n when_o it_o be_v chargeable_a but_o not_o from_o the_o inward_a love_n and_o desire_v of_o it_o the_o five_o rule_n to_o know_v our_o master_n sin_n be_v to_o consider_v what_o sin_n you_o be_v most_o subject_a to_o as_o suppose_v to_o revenge_v censure_v of_o other_o anger_n envy_n than_o you_o be_v to_o consider_v from_o what_o root_n these_o spring_n for_o that_o be_v not_o always_o thy_o master_n sin_n which_o do_v most_o appear_v but_o rather_o the_o root_n whence_o that_o do_v spring_n so_o that_o if_o thou_o be_v very_o passionate_a passion_n be_v not_o proper_o thy_o master_n sin_n but_o pride_n from_o whence_o that_o spring_n for_o from_o pride_n come_v contention_n therefore_o it_o be_v good_a to_o know_v from_o what_o root_n spring_v those_o several_a sin_n we_o be_v guilty_a of_o from_o pride_n come_v as_o before_o we_o have_v say_v anger_n revenge_n envy_n ambition_n censure_v other_o thou_o will_v be_v more_o ready_a to_o forgive_v a_o debt_n than_o a_o injury_n and_o more_o ready_a to_o bear_v a_o loss_n than_o a_o ill_a word_n from_o covetousness_n proceed_v enlarge_v desire_n of_o earthly_a thing_n continual_a care_n and_o fear_n discontent_a with_o one_o condition_n neglect_v of_o the_o work_n of_o charity_n etc._n etc._n from_o voluptuousness_n come_v idleness_n adultery_n gluttony_n drunkenness_n etc._n etc._n for_o the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n be_v so_o manifest_a that_o they_o need_v not_o and_o so_o filthy_a that_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v name_v among_o christian_n the_o six_o rule_n be_v to_o consider_v what_o place_n of_o scripture_n that_o concern_v practical_n do_v most_o affect_v and_o most_o afflict_v thou_o what_o place_n they_o be_v that_o thou_o have_v most_o ado_n to_o expound_v so_o as_o
god_n do_v remain_v in_o confirm_v this_o testimony_n and_o when_o origen_n have_v say_v all_o this_o he_o forthwith_o begin_v there_o and_o disclose_v the_o answer_n of_o apollo_n make_v at_o delphos_n affirm_v jesus_n to_o be_v god_n and_o afterward_o he_o recite_v and_o declare_v the_o prophecy_n as_o well_o of_o the_o hebrew_n as_o of_o the_o sibyl_n and_o other_o last_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n to_o the_o patriarch_n by_o the_o which_o it_o manifest_o appear_v that_o jesus_n be_v christ_n and_o god_n and_o that_o by_o his_o temporal_a nativity_n he_o be_v king_n of_o israel_n and_o that_o the_o jew_n be_v his_o natural_a subject_n which_o declaration_n of_o origon_n be_v so_o evident_a and_o plain_a and_o set_v forth_o with_o such_o wonderful_a eloquence_n devotion_n and_o learning_n that_o it_o persuade_v the_o emperor_n and_o divers_a other_o that_o be_v present_a to_o embrace_v the_o profession_n of_o christian_a faith_n and_o doctrine_n and_o for_o that_o time_n the_o emperor_n license_v origen_n to_o return_v to_o alexandria_n and_o when_o this_o emperor_n on_o a_o time_n perceive_v some_o to_o wonder_n at_o the_o learning_n of_o origen_n whereby_o they_o be_v induce_v to_o embrace_v the_o christian_a profession_n true_o quoth_v he_o the_o humility_n and_o charity_n of_o the_o christian_a people_n which_o i_o have_v hear_v of_o and_o do_v daily_o behold_v do_v much_o more_o stir_v i_o to_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v god_n than_o his_o argument_n and_o another_o time_n when_o two_o christian_n contend_v proud_o together_o and_o accuse_v each_o other_o for_o speak_v reproachful_a word_n against_o the_o emperor_n he_o call_v they_o before_o he_o and_o prohibit_v they_o to_o name_n themselves_o christian_n say_v your_o pride_n and_o malice_n do_v declare_v that_o you_o be_v not_o the_o follower_n of_o he_o who_o you_o profess_v wherefore_o though_o you_o find_v lack_n in_o i_o which_o i_o will_v glad_o amend_v yet_o will_v i_o not_o let_v you_o against_o justice_n reprove_v he_o by_o your_o act_n who_o life_n and_o doctrine_n you_o all_o do_v affirm_v to_o be_v uncorrupted_a and_o without_o lack_n thus_o be_v this_o noble_a emperor_n and_o his_o mother_n with_o divers_z other_o by_o the_o learned_a speech_n of_o this_o man_n agree_v with_o the_o simplicity_n and_o singleness_n of_o his_o life_n void_a of_o all_o pride_n and_o pomp_n and_o the_o humility_n and_o charity_n use_v in_o those_o day_n among_o christian_n induce_v to_o embrace_v christian_a profession_n it_o be_v story_v of_o a_o certain_a doctor_n who_o see_v a_o poor_a beggar_n that_o have_v his_o foot_n filthy_a fowl_n and_o naked_a who_o clothes_n be_v not_o worth_a a_o half_a penny_n and_o he_o salute_v he_o on_o his_o sort_n god_n give_v you_o good_a morrow_n my_o friend_n the_o poor_a man_n answer_v he_o sir_n i_o do_v not_o remember_v that_o ever_o i_o have_v a_o evil_a morrow_n the_o doctor_n say_v unto_o he_o god_n give_v you_o a_o good_a and_o happy_a life_n wherefore_o say_v you_o that_o quoth_v the_o beggar_n to_o he_o for_o i_o be_v never_o unhappy_a which_o the_o doctor_n not_o understanding_n say_v unto_o he_o again_o god_n bless_v you_o my_o friend_n i_o pray_v you_o speak_v what_o you_o mean_v then_o the_o poor_a beggar_n answer_v he_o good_a mr._n doctor_n i_o shall_v do_v it_o willing_o you_o know_v you_o bid_v i_o good_a morrow_n whereunto_o i_o reply_v that_o i_o have_v never_o any_o ill_a morrow_n for_o when_o i_o have_v hunger_n i_o praise_v god_n if_o it_o freeze_v hail_n snow_n rain_n be_v it_o fair_a or_o fowl_n i_o give_v praise_n to_o god_n though_o i_o be_v poor_a miserable_a and_o despise_v on_o earth_n i_o give_v thanks_o unto_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o never_o have_v any_o evil_a morrow_n you_o do_v wish_v unto_o i_o also_o a_o good_a and_o happy_a life_n whereunto_o i_o make_v you_o answer_v that_o i_o be_v never_o unhappy_a because_o i_o have_v learn_v always_o to_o resign_v myself_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v certain_a that_o all_o his_o work_n can_v be_v but_o very_o good_a by_o reason_n whereof_o all_o that_o happen_v unto_o i_o by_o his_o permission_n be_v it_o prosperity_n adversity_n sweet_a or_o sour_a i_o receive_v it_o as_o from_o his_o own_o hand_n with_o great_a joy_n and_o comfort_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_v never_o unhappy_a for_o i_o never_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n which_o the_o poor_a man_n have_v say_v the_o doctor_n answer_v but_o what_o will_v you_o say_v if_o god_n damn_v you_o if_o god_n will_v damn_v i_o say_v the_o poor_a man_n very_o i_o have_v two_o arm_n to_o embrace_v he_o viz._n of_o faith_n and_o love_n by_o which_o i_o will_v embrace_v he_o in_o such_o sort_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v constrain_v to_o descend_v with_o i_o to_o hell_n and_o i_o have_v rather_o without_o comparison_n be_v in_o hell_n with_o god_n than_o without_o he_o in_o paradise_n the_o doctor_n learn_v in_o this_o communication_n that_o a_o true_a resignation_n accompany_v with_o profound_a humility_n of_o heart_n be_v the_o short_a way_n to_o attain_v unto_o the_o love_n of_o god_n after_o that_o he_o ask_v of_o he_o from_o whence_o he_o come_v unto_o who_o he_o make_v answer_v that_o god_n have_v send_v he_o the_o doctor_n inquire_v yet_o of_o he_o where_o he_o have_v find_v god_n i_o find_v he_o quoth_v he_o so_o soon_o as_o i_o have_v renounce_v all_o creature_n and_o myself_o and_o where_o do_v thou_o leave_v he_o reply_v the_o doctor_n i_o leave_v he_o answer_v the_o poor_a man_n with_o the_o pure_a and_o clean_a of_o heart_n and_o among_o man_n of_o good_a will_n but_o who_o be_v thou_o my_o friend_n quoth_v the_o doctor_n unto_o he_o the_o poor_a man_n make_v he_o anlwer_n that_o he_o be_v a_o king_n and_o he_o ask_v he_o where_o his_o kingdom_n be_v it_o be_v quoth_v he_o in_o my_o soul_n for_o i_o can_v so_o well_o rule_v and_o govern_v my_o sense_n as_o well_o outward_a as_o inward_a that_o all_o my_o affection_n and_o passion_n do_v obey_v grace_n which_o kingdom_n be_v without_o doubt_n more_o excellent_a than_o all_o the_o kingdom_n of_o this_o world_n moreover_o the_o foresay_a doctor_n demand_v of_o he_o who_o it_o be_v that_o have_v bring_v he_o into_o so_o great_a perfection_n it_o be_v silence_n answer_v the_o poor_a man_n and_o my_o high_a and_o lofty_a meditation_n and_o the_o union_n which_o i_o have_v with_o god_n i_o can_v take_v no_o repose_n nor_o comfort_n in_o any_o creature_n of_o the_o world_n by_o mean_n whereof_o i_o find_v out_o my_o god_n who_o will_v comfort_v i_o world_n without_o end_n i_o have_v sometime_o consider_v the_o great_a prudence_n of_o amphilochius_n bishop_n of_o iconium_n and_o the_o great_a success_n that_o god_n give_v to_o it_o for_o he_o have_v former_o deliver_v a_o petition_n to_o theodotius_n for_o the_o call_n in_o of_o his_o edict_n whereby_o he_o give_v leave_v to_o the_o arrians_n public_o to_o preach_v he_o take_v this_o way_n to_o accomplish_v that_o design_n theodotius_n have_v make_v arcadius_n his_o son_n caesar_n and_o co-emperour_n with_o he_o as_o divers_a of_o the_o roman_a emperor_n do_v establish_v their_o successor_n with_o equal_a honour_n and_o power_n with_o themselves_o during_o their_o life_n divers_a bishop_n and_o other_o minister_n come_v to_o show_v their_o respect_n and_o to_o salute_v theodotius_n and_o arcadius_n the_o new_a emperor_n with_o who_o amphilochius_n come_v also_o a_o man_n of_o great_a piety_n but_o for_o gift_n and_o other_o excellency_n of_o small_a account_n all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o bishop_n have_v show_v their_o several_a respect_n to_o theodotius_n and_o arcadius_n amphilochius_n only_o salute_v theodotius_n but_o take_v no_o notice_n of_o his_o son_n arcadius_n who_o sit_v there_o in_o all_o his_o robe_n of_o majesty_n and_o receive_v equal_a honour_n of_o all_o other_o theodotius_n suppose_v that_o he_o have_v forget_v himself_o tell_v he_o that_o his_o son_n be_v make_v emperor_n with_o he_o and_o so_o imminded_a he_o of_o his_o duty_n amphilochius_n upon_o theodotius_n his_o speech_n go_v to_o arcadius_n and_o stroke_v he_o upon_o the_o head_n say_v it_o be_v a_o very_a pretty_a hopeful_a boy_n theodotius_n be_v wonderful_o incense_v with_o this_o contemptible_a carriage_n in_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o rage_n command_v he_o to_o be_v carry_v away_o to_o prison_n when_o he_o be_v go_v a_o little_a way_n he_o turn_v back_o and_o speak_v thus_o to_o theodotius_n be_v you_o thus_o incense_a because_o i_o do_v not_o give_v the_o same_o honour_n to_o your_o son_n who_o you_o have_v make_v equal_a to_o yourself_o by_o your_o edict_n and_o do_v you_o think_v that_o god_n will_v be_v will_n please_v with_o you_o that_o suffer_v the_o arrian_n so_o to_o
take_v a_o journey_n when_o such_o a_o one_o call_v upon_o we_o as_o he_o ride_v by_o if_o our_o friend_n tell_v we_o that_o he_o be_v come_v who_o we_o expect_v we_o will_v not_o go_v to_o see_v but_o put_v on_o our_o garment_n and_o prepare_v for_o our_o journey_n etc._n etc._n so_o those_o thing_n that_o we_o know_v by_o experience_n as_o that_o thing_n that_o be_v unison_n or_o diapason_n if_o you_o strike_v the_o one_o the_o other_o move_v it_o be_v true_a we_o may_v inquire_v after_o the_o reason_n to_o satisfy_v ourselves_o of_o the_o why_o which_o mercenius_n martinius_n have_v set_v down_o but_o we_o do_v not_o inquire_v whether_o it_o be_v so_o or_o no_o nay_o whatsoever_o reason_n contradict_v the_o be_v so_o we_o discard_v as_o spurious_a and_o false_a so_o we_o shall_v do_v in_o faith_n whatsoever_o contradict_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n ought_v to_o be_v suppress_v or_o reject_v so_o do_v abraham_n the_o second_o high_a act_n of_o faith_n be_v to_o believe_v truth_n when_o carnal_a reason_n be_v and_o experience_n also_o seem_v to_o be_v against_o it_o and_o it_o be_v a_o question_n whether_o be_v hard_a to_o believe_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n firm_o because_o god_n have_v say_v they_o when_o reason_n be_v for_o or_o against_o they_o little_a question_n it_o be_v but_o it_o be_v a_o easy_a thing_n to_o give_v our_o assent_n when_o reason_n be_v for_o they_o but_o such_o assent_n that_o flow_v from_o reason_n be_v not_o faith_n for_o it_o be_v not_o always_o a_o divine_a assent_n that_o be_v give_v to_o divine_a truth_n in_o this_o case_n more_o bless_v be_v he_o that_o see_v not_o and_o yet_o believe_v as_o our_o saviour_n say_v as_o the_o martyr_n say_v i_o can_v dispute_v but_o i_o can_v die_v for_o the_o truth_n it_o be_v singular_a when_o faith_n can_v lead_v reason_n captive_a and_o ride_v in_o triumph_n certain_o that_o of_o the_o apostle_n be_v singular_a in_o this_o case_n that_o we_o have_v a_o sure_a word_n of_o prophecy_n thus_o also_o do_v abraham_n the_o truth_n be_v there_o be_v two_o main_a objection_n that_o reason_n may_v bring_v against_o abraham_n have_v a_o son_n one_o be_v the_o weakness_n of_o his_o own_o body_n the_o other_o be_v the_o deadness_n of_o sarahs_n for_o sarah_n be_v not_o only_o barren_a by_o reason_n of_o some_o distemper_n but_o dead_a by_o reason_n of_o age_n but_o abraham_n do_v not_o only_o not_o yield_v to_o these_o objection_n of_o humane_a reason_n but_o do_v not_o think_v they_o considerable_a when_o they_o speak_v one_o thing_n and_o faith_n another_o for_o so_o it_o be_v say_v that_o abraham_n do_v not_o consider_v rom._n 4.19_o and_o as_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o when_o the_o sun_n shine_v in_o its_o brightness_n the_o light_n of_o a_o candle_n add_v not_o to_o its_o light_n nay_o though_o a_o room_n have_v many_o candle_n in_o it_o the_o room_n be_v not_o sensible_o the_o light_a when_o the_o sun_n shine_v full_a into_o it_o so_o though_o many_o reason_n do_v give_v light_n to_o a_o reveal_v truth_n yet_o when_o once_o the_o authority_n of_o god_n give_v testimony_n to_o it_o the_o brightness_n and_o clearness_n of_o his_o testimony_n be_v so_o great_a that_o wheresoever_o it_o have_v its_o full_a efficacy_n reason_v neither_o add_v nor_o take_v from_o the_o certainty_n and_o evidence_n of_o those_o truth_n so_o reveal_v and_o so_o believe_v chap._n ix_o in_o high_a act_n of_o hope_n for_o the_o high_a act_n of_o hope_n may_v be_v guest_n at_o by_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v of_o faith_n for_o as_o he_o who_o faith_n be_v above_o all_o but_o scripture_n argument_n be_v they_o never_o so_o strong_a to_o prove_v the_o truth_n he_o believe_v and_o victorious_a over_o all_o objection_n be_v against_o it_o and_o believe_v no_o more_o because_o of_o those_o argument_n nor_o less_o because_o of_o those_o objection_n so_o his_o hope_n anchor_v upon_o the_o true_a rock_n who_o trust_v god_n no_o more_o when_o he_o have_v abundance_n nor_o less_o when_o he_o have_v no_o mean_n nay_o when_o all_o mean_n be_v against_o that_o which_o he_o hope_v for_o it_o be_v a_o hard_a thing_n to_o decide_v whether_o of_o these_o two_o be_v most_o difficult_a viz._n for_o he_o to_o trust_v that_o god_n will_v give_v he_o the_o victory_n that_o have_v a_o army_n of_o ten_o thousand_o to_o fight_v against_o a_o hundred_o for_o he_o that_o have_v a_o army_n but_o of_o a_o hundred_o and_o be_v to_o fight_v against_o a_o army_n of_o ten_o thousand_o there_o be_v but_o little_a question_n but_o he_o that_o have_v a_o vast_a army_n against_o a_o handful_n of_o man_n will_v be_v more_o confident_a of_o get_v the_o victory_n but_o not_o that_o god_n will_v give_v he_o the_o victory_n for_o it_o be_v very_o hard_a to_o have_v a_o arm_n of_o flesh_n and_o not_o to_o trust_v in_o it_o therefore_o we_o be_v not_o to_o judge_v of_o our_o hope_n by_o the_o measure_n but_o by_o the_o ground_n of_o our_o confidence_n and_o the_o question_n we_o shall_v put_v to_o ourselves_o be_v not_o how_o much_o but_o why_o we_o believe_v we_o shall_v have_v such_o a_o mercy_n nay_o the_o more_o confident_a we_o be_v the_o less_o we_o may_v be_v say_v to_o hope_n in_o a_o scripture_n sense_n if_o our_o confidence_n be_v build_v on_o a_o carnal_a foundation_n the_o great_a such_o our_o confidence_n be_v when_o we_o have_v abundance_n of_o mean_n as_o our_o hope_n be_v less_o even_o then_o when_o we_o be_v most_o secure_a so_o it_o will_v appear_v when_o mean_n fail_v for_o as_o hypocrisy_n end_v in_o apostasy_n so_o security_n and_o presumption_n in_o despair_n whosoever_o believe_v in_o hope_n must_v believe_v against_o hope_n as_o abraham_n rom._n 4.18_o those_o thing_n that_o be_v against_o carnal_a hope_n hinder_v not_o a_o saint_n from_o true_a hope_n the_o second_o thing_n whereby_o we_o may_v discover_v the_o strength_n of_o our_o hope_n be_v when_o we_o can_v trust_v god_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o high_a discovery_n of_o his_o wrath_n and_o displeasure_n and_o when_o we_o have_v not_o the_o least_o sense_n of_o his_o love_n our_o bless_a saviour_n the_o king_n of_o saint_n not_o only_o in_o this_o respect_n that_o he_o govern_v but_o that_o he_o excel_v they_o also_o as_o much_o in_o the_o act_n of_o holiness_n and_o riches_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o treasure_n of_o his_o wisdom_n as_o solomon_n in_o all_o his_o glory_n do_v the_o mean_a of_o his_o subject_n in_o riches_n and_o wisdom_n i_o say_v this_o our_o bless_a saviour_n give_v we_o a_o rare_a example_n of_o a_o high_a act_n of_o hope_n in_o this_o respect_n for_o when_o he_o be_v under_o the_o sharp_a sense_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o of_o god_n forsake_v he_o yet_o even_o than_o he_o commend_v his_o spirit_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o will_v commend_v my_o spirit_n for_o so_o be_v the_o original_n and_o it_o be_v as_o if_o christ_n shall_v say_v father_n though_o thou_o seem_v to_o forsake_v i_o and_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o own_v i_o yet_o i_o will_v commend_v my_o spirit_n i_o dare_v i_o do_v i_o will_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n though_o thou_o seem_v to_o forbid_v i_o as_o much_o as_o sense_n of_o wrath_n can_v do_v and_o though_o by_o thus_o forsake_v of_o i_o thou_o seem_v as_o though_o thou_o will_v not_o receive_v my_o spirit_n though_o i_o commend_v it_o into_o thy_o hand_n yet_o i_o will_v commend_v it_o this_o be_v the_o high_a act_n of_o hope_n that_o ever_o be_v since_o the_o world_n begin_v and_o full_o to_o trust_v god_n when_o as_o to_o our_o sense_n and_o feeling_n god_n reject_v we_o and_o not_o to_o cast_v away_o our_o confidence_n when_o god_n seem_v to_o cast_v away_o we_o be_v a_o argument_n of_o a_o high_a degree_n of_o confidence_n chap._n x._o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o four_o particular_n as_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o high_a act_n of_o that_o be_v 1._o not_o much_o to_o relish_v the_o love_n that_o any_o bear_v we_o except_o it_o be_v for_o god_n sake_n for_o we_o must_v not_o be_v content_a that_o any_o one_o shall_v terminate_v his_o love_n in_o we_o no_o more_o than_o his_o praise_n we_o shall_v in_o this_o case_n say_v as_o the_o angel_n do_v to_o john_n mutatis_fw-la mutandis_fw-la see_v thou_o do_v it_o not_o i_o be_o thy_o fellow_n servant_n love_n god_n the_o love_n which_o be_v bear_v we_o not_o for_o god_n sake_n offend_v god_n why_o shall_v it_o not_o offend_v we_o for_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o love_n god_n in_o all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n and_o above_o all_o thing_n the_o truth_n be_v we_o may_v delight_v in_o these_o because_o it_o be_v
and_o may_v be_v mingle_v with_o worldly_a employment_n that_o they_o may_v be_v almost_o innumerable_a every_o day_n and_o what_o they_o want_v in_o their_o magnitude_n they_o may_v have_v in_o number_n a_o hair_n be_v but_o a_o small_a thing_n yet_o because_o of_o their_o multitude_n they_o keep_v we_o very_o warm_a miser_n feast_n they_o say_v use_v to_o be_v very_o great_a but_o very_o seldom_o but_o in_o his_o daily_a constant_a expense_n he_o be_v very_o frugal_a and_o omit_v not_o the_o small_a gain_n and_o it_o be_v not_o such_o seldom_o extravigance_v that_o impoverish_v 3._o smaller_n duty_n and_o small_a sin_n do_v make_v way_n for_o great_a as_o the_o point_n of_o the_o needle_n do_v for_o the_o rest_n of_o it_o nemo_fw-la repent_v fit_a turpissimus_fw-la general_o we_o begin_v with_o lesser_a sin_n as_o omission_n of_o duty_n as_o friend_n first_o begin_v to_o be_v estrange_v and_o then_o they_o may_v easy_o become_v enemy_n for_o frequent_v commit_v of_o lesser_a sin_n harden_v the_o heart_n so_o that_o that_o sin_n which_o if_o it_o have_v be_v propound_v at_o first_o will_v have_v startle_v one_o yet_o the_o heart_n be_v prepare_v by_o the_o omission_n of_o duty_n and_o run_v into_o the_o occasion_n and_o temptation_n of_o the_o sin_n they_o come_v at_o last_o from_o be_v so_o far_o from_o abhor_v of_o it_o that_o they_o commit_v it_o david_n murder_n of_o his_o friend_n begin_v with_o his_o neglect_n to_o fight_v against_o his_o enemy_n and_o his_o adultery_n begin_v with_o idleness_n with_o sleep_v and_o gaze_v so_o you_o shall_v see_v by_o what_o degree_n he_o come_v to_o commit_v murder_n 1._o he_o neglect_v the_o duty_n incumbent_a upon_o he_o at_o that_o season_n and_o so_o have_v little_a to_o do_v he_o do_v nothing_o go_v to_o sleep_v when_o he_o shall_v have_v be_v meditate_v gen._n 24.63_o his_o unseasonable_a sleep_n make_v he_o unfit_a for_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a but_o fit_a for_o any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a one_o act_n of_o idleness_n put_v he_o upon_o another_o and_o both_o of_o they_o fit_v he_o for_o adultery_n and_o that_o engage_v he_o to_o murder_v to_o satisfy_v his_o lust_n he_o commit_v adultery_n to_o conceal_v his_o lust_n he_o commit_v murder_n sin_n be_v modest_a at_o first_o solomon_n will_v not_o build_v his_o wife_n house_n near_o the_o temple_n afterward_o build_v a_o altar_n for_o a_o idol_n eccles_n 10.13_o 4._o if_o the_o sin_n be_v so_o little_a or_o the_o duty_n so_o small_a be_v it_o not_o the_o great_a sin_n for_o thou_o to_o offend_v god_n for_o such_o trifle_n if_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v not_o strong_a enough_o to_o persuade_v they_o to_o do_v or_o abstain_v from_o that_o which_o be_v small_a how_o weak_a be_v thy_o heart_n towards_o god_n 5._o be_v it_o not_o a_o great_a sin_n in_o thou_o to_o offend_v god_n in_o small_a thing_n it_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n for_o thou_o to_o stand_v out_o against_o god_n in_o small_a matter_n chap._n fourteen_o the_o next_o impediment_n be_v our_o ignorance_n and_o senselessness_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o omission_n the_o next_o great_a impediment_n be_v the_o not_o consider_v the_o sinfulness_n and_o the_o mischief_n that_o sin_n of_o omission_n do_v we_o few_o there_o be_v but_o make_v conscience_n of_o slander_v their_o neighbour_n but_o make_v not_o conscience_n enough_o of_o preserve_v his_o good_a name_n more_o make_v conscience_n of_o sinful_a word_n than_o of_o sinful_a silence_n more_o make_v conscience_n of_o do_v evil_a than_o of_o do_v nothing_o therefore_o that_o you_o may_v be_v more_o sensible_a of_o the_o sinfulness_n and_o sin_n of_o omission_n consider_v 1._o that_o the_o great_a sin_n in_o the_o world_n except_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v sin_n of_o omission_n viz._n ignorance_n infidelity_n impenitency_n 2._o that_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n the_o sin_n that_o christ_n shall_v condemn_v wicked_a man_n for_o be_v sin_n of_o omission_n 3._o thy_o sin_n of_o omission_n be_v far_o more_o than_o thy_o sin_n of_o commission_n for_o every_o sin_n of_o commission_n include_v in_o it_o sin_n of_o omission_n not_o è_fw-la contra_fw-la consider_v how_o many_a precious_a thought_n of_o god_n thou_o may_v have_v have_v the_o last_o hour_n which_o thou_o have_v not_o and_o so_o many_o thought_n not_o have_v so_o many_o sin_n of_o omission_n nay_o every_o holy_a duty_n have_v more_o sin_n of_o omission_n than_o it_o have_v goodness_n of_o performance_n for_o there_o be_v three_o kind_n of_o sin_n of_o omission_n one_o in_o omit_v the_o duty_n itself_o the_o other_o in_o omit_v debitas_fw-la circumstantias_fw-la and_o the_o three_o in_o omit_v debitos_fw-la gradus_fw-la so_o that_o though_o you_o do_v perform_v the_o duty_n either_o you_o omit_v do_v it_o for_o that_o end_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o want_v sincerity_n or_o else_o do_v it_o not_o with_o such_o a_o high_a degree_n of_o love_n etc._n etc._n chap._n xv._o the_o next_o impediment_n be_v not_o to_o come_v full_o off_o for_o god_n the_o eleven_o great_a impediment_n be_v that_o we_o do_v not_o come_v off_o full_o and_o whole_o for_o god_n we_o will_v fain_o have_v both_o the_o world_n and_o god_n which_o will_v never_o be_v it_o be_v impossible_a to_o have_v one_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n too_o this_o halt_n betwixt_o two_o opinion_n betwixt_o god_n and_o baal_n and_o serve_v two_o master_n god_n and_o mammon_n be_v that_o which_o hinder_v we_o from_o do_v either_o effectual_o for_o while_o we_o be_v think_v and_o endeavour_v to_o enjoy_v the_o world_n the_o thought_n of_o heaven_n make_v we_o that_o we_o can_v free_o enjoy_v that_o and_o when_o we_o be_v about_o to_o serve_v god_n the_o thought_n of_o the_o world_n take_v we_o off_o from_o he_o great_a mischief_n come_v by_o our_o thus_o have_v a_o heart_n for_o god_n and_o a_o heart_n for_o the_o world_n and_o the_o truth_n of_o it_o be_v 1._o it_o be_v impossible_a as_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o any_o body_n to_o have_v two_o centre_n either_o of_o magnitude_n or_o weight_n so_o it_o be_v for_o the_o soul_n to_o have_v two_o centre_n god_n and_o the_o world_n for_o as_o the_o first_o cause_n of_o all_o thing_n can_v be_v but_o one_o so_o the_o last_o end_n of_o all_o our_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n can_v be_v but_o one_o subordinate_a end_n we_o may_v have_v many_o but_o not_o coordinate_a 2._o hence_o come_v all_o our_o mischief_n all_o our_o trouble_n and_o distraction_n come_v from_o hence_o for_o as_o it_o be_v in_o a_o kingdom_n when_o it_o be_v divide_v and_o there_o be_v two_o which_o will_v strive_v for_o sovereignty_n there_o must_v needs_o be_v continual_o civil_a war_n so_o that_o soul_n can_v have_v no_o peace_n but_o must_v be_v in_o continual_a war_n and_o disquiet_v when_o the_o world_n and_o god_n strive_v who_o shall_v rule_v from_o whence_o come_v war_n and_o fight_n within_o you_o come_v they_o not_o hence_o of_o your_o lust_n that_o war_n in_o your_o member_n it_o be_v our_o lusting_n after_o the_o world_n that_o make_v all_o our_o inward_a perturbation_n in_o our_o service_n of_o god_n 3._o this_o make_v we_o that_o we_o can_v run_v the_o race_n that_o be_v set_v before_o we_o as_o not_o with_o joy_n as_o already_o have_v be_v say_v so_o not_o with_o speed_n just_a as_o one_o that_o halt_v run_v neither_o with_o that_o speed_n nor_o ease_n nor_o comeliness_n so_o he_o that_o halt_v betwixt_o god_n and_o any_o thing_n else_o go_v but_o slow_o on_o in_o the_o wave_n of_o god_n therefore_o if_o god_n be_v god_n follow_v he_o if_o the_o world_n be_v god_n follow_v that_o he_o that_o be_v go_v from_o sodom_n and_o look_v back_o must_v needs_o make_v many_o a_o stop_n in_o his_o journey_n 4._o take_v heed_n for_o thy_o harken_v after_o the_o world_n though_o for_o the_o present_a it_o may_v be_v they_o only_o hinder_v thou_o in_o god_n service_n yet_o it_o will_v come_v to_o pass_v at_o last_o that_o they_o will_v hinder_v thou_o from_o god_n service_n thy_o sin_v and_o pray_v will_v not_o last_v long_o for_o either_o thy_o sin_n will_v make_v thou_o leave_v off_o pray_v or_o thy_o pray_n will_v make_v thou_o leave_v off_o sin_v so_o thy_o love_n of_o the_o world_n will_v either_o make_v thou_o leave_v off_o love_v of_o god_n or_o the_o love_a of_o god_n will_v make_v thou_o leave_v off_o love_v the_o world_n for_o god_n will_v so_o order_v it_o by_o his_o providence_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o choose_v one_o as_o it_o befall_v the_o young_a man_n that_o will_v needs_o know_v what_o he_o must_v do_v to_o be_v save_v he_o think_v he_o may_v love_v riches_n and_o follow_v christ_n but_o it_o will_v not_o be_v 5._o
thought_n 2._o it_o honour_v god_n mercy_n abundant_o for_o we_o suppose_v that_o god_n be_v so_o ready_a to_o hear_v and_o wait_v to_o show_v mercy_n isa_n 30.18_o that_o the_o swift_a short_a prayer_n can_v escape_v he_o 3._o it_o be_v a_o distinguish_a note_n between_o regenerate_a and_o unregenerate_a person_n for_o solemn_a prayer_n public_a family_n closet_n prayer_n a_o hypocrite_n may_v perform_v they_o but_o not_o frequent_a mental_a ejaculatory_a prayer_n 4._o by_o this_o mean_v the_o soul_n must_v needs_o be_v perfume_v and_o inflame_v and_o establish_v as_o he_o that_o be_v often_o in_o a_o perfumer_n shop_n and_o at_o the_o fire_n must_v needs_o retain_v much_o of_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o one_o and_o the_o sweet_a scent_n of_o the_o other_o 5._o these_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n keep_v we_o in_o a_o perpetual_a fitness_n for_o solemn_a prayer_n instrument_n of_o music_n that_o be_v seldom_o play_v on_o though_o they_o be_v leave_v never_o so_o well_o in_o tune_n yet_o if_o hang_v by_o for_o any_o considerable_a time_n will_v grow_v out_o of_o tune_n and_o unfit_a to_o play_v on_o without_o retune_v of_o they_o so_o our_o heart_n except_o continual_o exercise_v by_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n will_v loose_v that_o sweet_a harmony_n they_o have_v nor_o will_v be_v fit_a for_o solemn_a duty_n without_o further_a preparation_n but_o one_o that_o continual_o multiply_v ejaculatory_a prayer_n be_v always_o in_o such_o a_o frame_n of_o heart_n as_o be_v fit_a for_o solemn_a prayer_n 6._o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o keep_v god_n always_o with_o we_o in_o a_o friendly_a presence_n for_o if_o so_o be_v one_o friend_n come_v to_o see_v one_o if_o one_o business_n be_v of_o that_o nature_n that_o one_o can_v speak_v with_o he_o from_o morning_n to_o night_n or_o if_o it_o be_v not_o of_o that_o nature_n as_o divers_a kind_n of_o employment_n be_v if_o one_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o mind_v he_o he_o leave_v we_o but_o if_o we_o will_v converse_v with_o he_o though_o we_o be_v do_v something_o else_o he_o stay_v with_o we_o so_o if_o thy_o heart_n be_v continual_o speak_v to_o god_n by_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n he_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o but_o if_o you_o will_v not_o by_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n speak_v one_o word_n to_o god_n when_o thy_o solemn_a prayer_n be_v end_v thou_o may_v not_o expect_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n at_o other_o time_n nay_o nor_o then_o neither_o 7._o thou_o will_v miss_v of_o abundance_n of_o blessing_n and_o mercy_n if_o thou_o neglecte_v ejaculatory_a prayer_n for_o divers_a time_n thou_o will_v find_v while_o thou_o be_v in_o conference_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n or_o read_v some_o good_a book_n etc._n etc._n that_o thy_o heart_n will_v be_v sometime_o inflame_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o desire_n after_o enjoyment_n of_o he_o thou_o will_v be_v bring_v to_o the_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o thy_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o spiritual_a want_n so_o that_o thou_o will_v find_v many_o thing_n that_o thou_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o for_o which_o it_o be_v very_o fit_a that_o thou_o shall_v put_v up_o thy_o prayer_n to_o god_n and_o while_o the_o sense_n of_o these_o thing_n do_v affect_v thou_o thou_o will_v pray_v with_o more_o zeal_n and_o fervency_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v refer_v all_o to_o thy_o solemn_a prayer_n and_o say_v to_o thyself_o as_o soon_o as_o the_o company_n be_v go_v and_o i_o have_v a_o opportunity_n for_o solemn_a prayer_n than_o i_o will_v pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o god_n but_o by_o this_o mean_n two_o great_a mischief_n will_v befall_v thou_o 1._o it_o may_v be_v that_o frame_n of_o heart_n may_v cease_v and_o thou_o not_o strike_v while_o the_o iron_n be_v hot_a ten_o time_n more_o strength_n and_o time_n will_v not_o serve_v 2._o thou_o can_v not_o keep_v in_o mind_n all_o those_o thing_n which_o thou_o be_v move_v to_o pray_v or_o praise_n god_n for_o for_o in_o a_o hour_n or_o two_o especial_o if_o we_o be_v in_o conference_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n a_o multitude_n of_o occasion_n of_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n will_v occur_v which_o it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a for_o thou_o to_o remember_v if_o thou_o neglecte_v they_o when_o they_o offer_v themselves_o unto_o thou_o and_o if_o thou_o can_v remember_v they_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o thy_o solemn_a prayer_n thy_o former_a ejaculatory_a prayer_n will_v not_o hinder_v but_o further_o thou_o in_o the_o duty_n 8._o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o spiritualise_v all_o our_o worldly_a employment_n this_o be_v our_o have_v our_o conversation_n in_o heaven_n i_o have_v hear_v it_o report_v of_o one_o that_o he_o keep_v a_o strict_a communion_n with_o god_n whilst_o he_o be_v walk_v in_o the_o street_n than_o ordinary_o christian_n do_v on_o their_o knee_n by_o this_o mean_n worldly_a object_n that_o take_v up_o the_o thought_n of_o wicked_a man_n in_o their_o worldly_a employment_n and_o also_o in_o holy_a duty_n i_o say_v those_o worldly_a object_n that_o distract_v other_o will_v serve_v to_o imminde_v thou_o of_o and_o give_v thou_o matter_n of_o more_o frequent_a ejaculation_n unto_o god_n 9_o the_o want_n of_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n can_v be_v any_o way_n supply_v not_o by_o solemn_a duty_n and_o if_o the_o case_n be_v so_o that_o we_o must_v omit_v one_o of_o they_o it_o be_v better_a to_o omit_v our_o solemn_a prayer_n in_o the_o morning_n and_o to_o have_v our_o heart_n send_v up_o continual_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n and_o breathe_n after_o god_n than_o to_o spend_v a_o hour_n in_o the_o morning_n in_o solemn_a prayer_n and_o meditation_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n not_o to_o have_v so_o much_o as_o one_o think_v of_o god_n one_o that_o be_v to_o write_v or_o read_v all_o day_n in_o exceed_v cold_a weather_n which_o of_o these_o two_o do_v you_o think_v he_o will_v choose_v either_o to_o be_v a_o hour_n at_o a_o good_a fire_n in_o the_o morning_n but_o not_o to_o come_v near_o it_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n or_o a_o hundred_o time_n a_o day_n if_o he_o so_o please_v to_o go_v and_o stay_v a_o while_n and_o warm_v himself_o and_o return_v again_o to_o his_o employment_n though_o both_o be_v best_a yet_o the_o last_o if_o they_o must_v be_v sever_v be_v to_o be_v choose_v as_o to_o warmth_n by_o our_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n we_o do_v frequent_o warm_v our_o soul_n and_o keep_v the_o heat_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n from_o go_v out_o in_o we_o 10._o these_o be_v the_o first_o and_o last_o prayer_n of_o every_o saint_n as_o soon_o as_o he_o be_v new_o bear_v he_o cry_v abba_n father_n or_o with_o paul_n lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v and_o it_o be_v the_o last_o thing_n that_o a_o saint_n do_v when_o he_o come_v to_o die_v a_o ejaculatory_a fervent_a inflame_a prayer_n be_v the_o fiery_a chariot_n which_o carry_v the_o soul_n of_o every_o saint_n to_o heaven_n so_o our_o bless_a saviour_n father_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n when_o he_o die_v and_o take_v his_o leave_n of_o pray_v it_o be_v by_o a_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n and_o so_o it_o be_v the_o first_o and_o last_o of_o all_o solemn_a duty_n it_o prevent_v and_o prepare_v we_o for_o they_o when_o a_o man_n be_v convert_v as_o he_o be_v hear_v the_o word_n he_o can_v stay_v while_o he_o come_v home_o to_o solemn_a prayer_n but_o be_v send_v up_o spark_n and_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n from_o the_o time_n that_o he_o be_v wrought_v upon_o by_o god_n it_o be_v the_o amen_o which_o close_v up_o all_o our_o prayer_n for_o amen_o be_v but_o a_o ejaculation_n great_a fire_n begin_v and_o end_v in_o a_o spark_n so_o david_n end_v his_o psalm_n with_o a_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n psalm_n 19.14_o as_o in_o a_o bell_n when_o it_o ring_v out_o if_o you_o let_v it_o go_v it_o will_v not_o cease_v of_o a_o sudden_a but_o will_v strike_v many_o a_o toll_n before_o it_o quite_o cease_v so_o the_o soul_n after_o solemn_a duty_n have_v some_o motion_n and_o return_n and_o calling_n upon_o god_n mark_n those_o solemn_a duty_n which_o you_o have_v begin_v without_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n by_o way_n of_o preparation_n and_o have_v end_v without_o any_o consequent_a breathe_n after_o god_n you_o shall_v find_v such_o duty_n much_o less_o effectual_a 11._o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o weary_v out_o satan_n as_o a_o city_n be_v weary_v out_o by_o continual_a assault_n and_o alarm_n for_o every_o ejaculatory_a prayer_n give_v satan_n a_o fresh_a alarm_n so_o that_o by_o this_o mean_v thou_o do_v never_o let_v satan_n alone_o solomon_n compare_v a_o contentious_a wife_n to_o a_o continual_a droop_a prov._n 19.13_o one_o that_o ride_v in_o a_o great_a shower_n if_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n
the_o conversion_n of_o his_o brother_n who_o come_v home_o next_o monday_n a_o much_o reform_a man_n in_o so_o much_o that_o he_o frequent_o afterward_o keep_v day_n of_o humiliation_n by_o himself_o alone_o and_o give_v evident_a token_n of_o his_o conversion_n and_o live_v and_o die_v i_o very_o believe_v a_o child_n of_o god_n i_o know_v both_o the_o brother_n very_o well_o a_o christian_a gentlewoman_n of_o my_o acquaintance_n be_v very_o dangerous_o sick_a send_v to_o a_o christian_a friend_n of_o she_o about_o twelve_o mile_n off_o desire_v to_o see_v she_o before_o she_o die_v send_v her_o word_n that_o she_o be_v afraid_a she_o will_v come_v too_o late_o she_o go_v up_o to_o prayer_n desire_v of_o god_n that_o in_o case_n she_o may_v come_v time_n enough_o to_o do_v any_o christian_a service_n to_o her_o friend_n he_o will_v incline_v the_o heart_n of_o her_o husband_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o let_v she_o go_v for_o he_o never_o use_v to_o be_v willing_a that_o she_o shall_v go_v any_o whether_o from_o home_n when_o she_o come_v down_o from_o her_o prayer_n her_o husband_n meet_v she_o and_o tell_v she_o that_o such_o a_o friend_n of_o she_o be_v sick_a and_o wish_v she_o immediate_o to_o go_v and_o do_v forward_o her_o exceed_o and_o it_o please_v god_n she_o come_v in_o time_n to_o be_v a_o help_n and_o comfort_n to_o her_o christian_a friend_n with_o who_o i_o be_o very_o intimate_o acquaint_v about_o the_o year_n 1646._o we_o keep_v a_o public_a fast_o in_o new-sarum_n in_o the_o county_n of_o wilts_n where_o a_o woman_n who_o to_o my_o knowledge_n i_o never_o see_v before_o nor_o since_o send_v a_o bill_n to_o be_v pray_v for_o large_o set_v forth_o how_o she_o be_v vex_v by_o satan_n and_o according_o the_o bill_n be_v read_v effectual_a prayer_n be_v make_v for_o her_o deliverance_n from_o that_o sore_a and_o strange_a affliction_n the_o next_o lord_n day_n follow_v the_o fast_o the_o same_o woman_n send_v another_o bill_n desire_v that_o thanks_o may_v be_v render_v to_o the_o lord_n for_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o that_o congregation_n on_o the_o woman_n behalf_n and_o for_o his_o mercy_n in_o deliver_v she_o from_o the_o devil_n power_n on_o both_o those_o day_n there_o be_v a_o citizen_n present_a who_o curse_v both_o the_o minister_n and_o woman_n in_o his_o heart_n say_v within_o himself_o this_o be_v a_o mere_a juggle_n a_o holy_a sister_n forsooth_o must_v be_v bring_v in_o pretend_v to_o be_v possess_v of_o the_o devil_n and_o then_o prayer_n must_v be_v make_v for_o her_o deliverance_n and_o after_o thanks_o must_v be_v return_v for_o the_o mercy_n obtain_v by_o their_o prayer_n and_o whereto_o do_v all_o this_o tend_v but_o to_o win_v credit_n to_o they_o and_o their_o prayer_n but_o while_o the_o citizen_n become_v thus_o a_o judge_n of_o unrighteous_a thought_n the_o righteous_a god_n meet_v with_o he_o for_o immediate_o be_v the_o man_n surprise_v by_o satan_n in_o like_a manner_n as_o the_o woman_n former_o have_v be_v as_o he_o himself_o about_o a_o month_n after_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o life_n come_v to_o i_o of_o his_o own_o accord_n confess_v and_o after_o private_a conference_n and_o both_o public_a and_o private_a prayer_n he_o find_v relief_n here_o be_v a_o judgement_n turn_v into_o a_o blessing_n for_o by_o this_o mean_v god_n be_v please_v i_o hope_v to_o work_v a_o good_a change_n in_o he_o about_o a_o year_n after_o another_o inhabitant_n in_o that_o city_n be_v addict_v to_o some_o course_n displease_v to_o god_n and_o his_o friend_n especial_o his_o wife_n who_o desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o his_o conversion_n and_o perceive_v the_o next_o lord_n day_n by_o the_o drift_n of_o a_o text_n whereon_o the_o minister_n then_o treat_v that_o some_o thing_n may_v be_v handle_v the_o next_o lord_n day_n follow_v which_o will_v high_o concern_v her_o husband_n spiritual_a condition_n she_o importunate_o seek_v god_n for_o he_o and_o invite_v he_o to_o be_v present_a at_o the_o next_o sermon_n but_o he_o whether_o he_o suspect_v any_o thing_n or_o no_o that_o she_o have_v inform_v the_o minister_n ought_v concern_v he_o that_o so_o he_o may_v fit_v his_o matter_n to_o his_o particular_a i_o can_v say_v but_o so_o it_o be_v when_o the_o morning_n of_o the_o sabbath-day_n be_v come_v he_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n be_v persuade_v to_o rise_v out_o of_o his_o bed_n till_o the_o sermon_n bell_n have_v cease_v and_o then_o say_v he_o presumptuous_o now_o will_v i_o rise_v in_o spite_n of_o any_o but_o have_v raise_v himself_o half_a up_o he_o be_v there_o hold_v how_o they_o know_v not_o but_o so_o as_o he_o can_v not_o rise_v up_o nor_o lie_v down_o again_o this_o continue_a for_o some_o time_n till_o his_o wife_n by_o her_o earnest_a prayer_n obtain_v his_o release_n and_o then_o he_o get_v up_o and_o dress_v himself_o and_o make_v haste_n to_o the_o church_n and_o by_o reason_n of_o some_o occasion_n fall_v out_o at_o that_o very_a time_n he_o come_v before_o prayer_n or_o sermon_n begin_v and_o hear_v the_o subject_n which_o his_o wife_n have_v desire_v of_o god_n he_o may_v hear_v at_o ballyhae_n in_o the_o county_n of_o cavan_n after_o the_o english_a be_v almost_o all_o depart_v the_o rebel_n stop_v three_o brethren_n viz._n thomas_n north_n richard_n north_n and_o william_n north_n and_o because_o they_o be_v skilful_a workman_n they_o stay_v they_o to_o work_v for_o they_o at_o length_n there_o come_v to_o the_o house_n where_o they_o be_v a_o jesuit_n a_o priest_n and_o a_o friar_n with_o soldier_n attend_v they_o who_o tell_v they_o unless_o they_o will_v turn_v roman_a catholic_n they_o shall_v be_v hang_v who_o answer_v we_o hope_v you_o will_v satisfy_v our_o conscience_n first_o about_o the_o truth_n of_o your_o religion_n why_o say_v the_o jesuit_n what_o do_v you_o make_v doubt_n of_o in_o our_o religion_n sir_n say_v th._n north_n do_v not_o you_o affirm_v that_o some_o of_o you_o can_v keep_v the_o whole_a law_n of_o god_n yea_o say_v the_o friar_n so_o can_v i_o then_o though_o reply_v st._n john_n teach_v we_o if_o any_o say_v he_o have_v no_o sin_n he_o deceive_v himself_o and_o there_o be_v no_o truth_n in_o he_o whether_o now_o shall_v we_o believe_v st._n john_n or_o you_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n the_o priest_n find_v a_o bible_n lie_v in_o the_o shop_n which_o the_o friar_n take_v and_o open_v and_o perceive_v it_o to_o be_v a_o english_a bible_n he_o tear_v it_o in_o piece_n and_o utter_v these_o word_n this_o be_v the_o book_n which_o make_v so_o many_o heretic_n then_o say_v thomas_n north_n sir_n you_o say_v even_o now_o you_o can_v keep_v the_o moral_a law_n but_o now_o you_o have_v break_v both_o law_n and_o gospel_n which_o word_n so_o incense_v they_o that_o they_o command_v the_o soldier_n to_o take_v the_o say_v themas_n and_o to_o pinion_v his_o arm_n behind_o he_o and_o to_o carry_v he_o to_o the_o gallow_n which_o they_o do_v and_o when_o they_o come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n thomas_n have_v a_o cloth_n before_o his_o eye_n and_o he_o desire_v so_o much_o liberty_n as_o to_o pray_v before_o he_o go_v up_o the_o ladder_n and_o obtain_v leave_v he_o fall_v upon_o his_o knee_n and_o imagine_v that_o to_o be_v his_o last_o prayer_n continue_v therein_o a_o good_a while_n when_o he_o have_v do_v he_o raise_v up_o himself_o but_o hear_v no_o body_n about_o he_o than_o he_o make_v a_o shift_n to_o pluck_v the_o cloth_n from_o before_o his_o eye_n and_o see_v no_o man_n and_o so_o come_v home_o to_o his_o brethren_n who_o unbind_v his_o arm_n and_o tell_v he_o that_o the_o jesuit_n priest_n and_o friar_n have_v be_v there_o before_o he_o and_o tell_v they_o their_o brother_n be_v yet_o alive_a and_o that_o they_o be_v beat_v with_o lightning_n from_o the_o gallow_n that_o be_v strange_a say_v thomas_n that_o there_o shall_v be_v lightning_n on_o such_o a_o fair_a day_n as_o this_o have_v be_v for_o my_o part_n i_o see_v none_o neither_o do_v i_o mind_v their_o departure_n my_o spirit_n be_v take_v up_o in_o prayer_n these_o passage_n the_o three_o brethren_n come_v afterward_o safe_o up_o to_o dublin_n all_o justify_v to_o be_v true_a dr._n teate_n caap._n ix_o of_o watch_v over_o one_o another_o and_o divers_a other_o great_a advantage_n that_o we_o gain_v for_o the_o increase_n of_o holiness_n from_o the_o acquaintance_n with_o god_n people_n another_o great_a advantage_n from_o our_o communion_n with_o god_n people_n be_v from_o our_o serious_a and_o solemn_a engagement_n to_o watch_v one_o over_o another_o and_o faithful_o to_o reprove_v whatsoever_o we_o see_v amiss_o and_o whosoever_o will_v not_o only_o patient_o but_o thankful_o receive_v reproof_n
be_v do_v she_o break_v forth_o in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n in_o these_o expression_n oh_o oh_o oh_o what_o be_v this_o what_o be_v this_o what_o be_v this_o i_o be_o undo_v undo_v undo_v i_o can_v endure_v it_o o_o o_o o_o let_v i_o be_v go_v let_v i_o be_v go_v o_o i_o must_v be_v go_v i_o can_v tarry_v i_o can_v tarry_v o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o father_n o_o mother_n o_o husband_n kiss_v i_o kiss_v i_o and_o let_v i_o be_v go_v come_v all_o farewell_n all_o let_v i_o take_v you_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o be_v go_v lo_o lo_o the_o angel_n be_v come_v they_o wait_v and_o stay_v for_o i_o o_o dear_a mother_n why_o hold_v you_o i_o i_o must_v be_v go_v o_o he_o be_v come_v he_o be_v come_v he_o be_v come_v now_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o why_o hold_v you_o i_o jet_n i_o be_v go_v my_o work_n be_v do_v o_o call_v call_v call_v where_o be_v my_o crown_n fetch_v i_o my_o crown_n bring_v bring_v bring_v i_o my_o white_a robe_n quick_o quick_o quick_o why_o run_v you_o not_o the_o angel_n stay_n now_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o mean_v that_o now_o we_o have_v the_o issue_n and_o fruit_n of_o all_o our_o prayer_n o_o it_o overcome_v overcome_v overcome_v i_o i_o be_o undo_v undo_v undo_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o you_o will_v not_o let_v i_o be_v go_v with_o innumerable_a such_o swift_a expression_n as_o can_v not_o be_v remember_v she_o in_o that_o short_a time_n of_o half_a a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n speak_v more_o than_o one_o can_v treatible_o speak_v in_o a_o hour_n with_o a_o extraordinary_a swiftness_n no_o ordinary_a action_n of_o this_o life_n when_o with_o all_o she_o heave_v up_o still_o all_o the_o time_n with_o fix_a eye_n towards_o the_o house_n top_n as_o though_o she_o have_v see_v some_o vision_n and_o will_v have_v fly_v away_o from_o they_o all_o during_o which_o time_n as_o we_o can_v blame_v they_o the_o posture_n of_o all_o the_o spectator_n be_v except_o her_o husband_n who_o go_v weep_v and_o wring_v his_o hand_n up_o and_o down_o the_o chamber_n silence_n wonder_v and_o admiration_n they_o in_o all_o their_o life_n time_n have_v never_o see_v or_o hear_v of_o the_o like_a which_o put_v mr._n dod_n her_o husband_n and_o all_o of_o they_o to_o a_o nonplus_n as_o be_v beyond_o all_o experience_n but_o if_o the_o reader_n will_v have_v patience_n this_o good_a creature_n shall_v herself_o expound_v this_o rare_a riddle_n yea_o and_o comment_n upon_o it_o this_o fit_a of_o sudden_a extreme_a ravish_a unsupportable_a joy_n beyond_o the_o strength_n of_o mortality_n to_o retain_v or_o be_v long_o capable_a of_o be_v over_o and_o she_o lay_v again_o who_o former_o have_v strive_v to_o have_v get_v away_o from_o they_o all_o all_o be_v in_o a_o amaze_a astonish_a silence_n she_o herself_o begin_v thus_o why_o be_v you_o silent_a where_o be_v mr._n dod_n who_o be_v near_o unto_o she_o sit_v by_o her_o bed_n side_n unto_o who_o she_o thus_o direct_v her_o speech_n sir_n what_o do_v you_o think_v of_o i_o late_o in_o this_o strange_a posture_n i_o have_v be_v in_o do_v not_o you_o imagine_v i_o to_o have_v be_v mad_a all_o the_o time_n mr._n dod_n reply_v no_o but_o that_o it_o be_v very_o strange_a unto_o they_o all_o have_v never_o hear_v or_o see_v the_o like_a so_o say_v she_o sure_o it_o be_v very_o strange_a but_o will_v you_o know_v how_o it_o surprise_v i_o as_o this_o morning_n ere_o you_o come_v to_o prayer_n i_o be_v alone_o pray_v to_o god_n that_o he_o will_v not_o absent_v himself_o for_o ever_o but_o that_o once_o before_o my_o death_n he_o will_v reveal_v christ_n unto_o i_o give_v i_o some_o sense_n and_o feel_v of_o his_o love_n and_o open_v the_o brazen_a gate_n of_o this_o hard_a heart_n of_o i_o that_o the_o king_n of_o glory_n may_v enter_v in_o after_o which_o as_o you_o have_v pray_v this_o sudden_a out-crying_a fit_n of_o unsupportable_a joy_n and_o feeling_n surprise_v i_o with_o such_o violence_n rush_v in_o upon_o i_o as_o i_o can_v not_o contain_v myself_o but_o make_v this_o sudden_a outcry_n among_o you_o all_o but_o i_o must_v confess_v unto_o you_o i_o know_v not_o neither_o do_v i_o remember_v what_o i_o say_v but_o now_o i_o beseech_v you_o to_o make_v this_o use_n hereof_o hereafter_o unto_o all_o in_o my_o case_n after_o i_o never_o despair_v of_o any_o how_o desperate_o miserable_a soever_o their_o case_n be_v which_o at_o the_o worst_a can_v exceed_v i_o but_o use_v and_o apply_v the_o mean_n unto_o they_o and_o they_o will_v prevail_v at_o length_n i_o be_v like_o a_o piece_n of_o knotty_a timber_n who_o have_v endure_v so_o many_o the_o more_o knock_v with_o strong_a wedge_n so_o much_o ado_n there_o be_v to_o work_v i_o but_o now_o i_o thank_v god_n who_o have_v hear_v my_o prayer_n and_o reveal_v christ_n unto_o i_o and_o now_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o this_o world_n the_o fountain_n of_o all_o my_o misery_n have_v be_v that_o i_o seek_v for_o that_o in_o the_o law_n which_o i_o shall_v have_v find_v in_o the_o gospel_n and_o for_o that_o in_o myself_o which_o be_v only_o to_o be_v find_v in_o christ_n a_o wrong_a way_n i_o confess_v which_o have_v occasion_v unto_o i_o so_o much_o sorrow_n but_o now_o all_o be_v well_o o_o pray_v pray_v pray_v o_o give_v thanks_o for_o now_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o this_o so_o solid_a and_o strange_a speech_n so_o heavenly_a rational_a give_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o contentment_n unto_o all_o present_a mr._n dod_n according_a unto_o her_o desire_n frame_a himself_o unto_o a_o prayer_n altogether_o of_o thanksgiving_n admire_v god_n infinite_a work_n in_o she_o and_o for_o she_o beseech_v a_o happy_a close_o of_o this_o great_a work_n begin_v for_o matter_n of_o petition_n now_o she_o care_v not_o for_o lie_v like_o a_o conqueror_n with_o a_o extraordinary_a cheerful_a aspect_n full_a of_o rapt_a joy_n as_o now_o she_o have_v be_v possessor_n of_o all_o thing_n have_v no_o need_n of_o any_o thing_n now_o that_o christ_n be_v she_o all_o thing_n be_v she_o also_o the_o remainder_n of_o the_o day_n be_v spend_v in_o overjoy_v speech_n with_o exhortation_n to_o thanksgiving_n still_o tell_v we_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o you_o have_v it_o and_o take_v our_o hand_n in_o she_o and_o heave_v they_o up_o and_o down_o many_o time_n together_o very_o thankful_a to_o we_o all_o as_o she_o wish_v we_o to_o be_v thankful_a unto_o god_n for_o she_o the_o same_o tuesday_n again_o about_o four_o of_o the_o clock_n in_o the_o afternoon_n the_o chamber_n be_v full_a of_o her_o friend_n joyful_a to_o see_v she_o so_o fraught_v with_o joy_n after_o so_o many_o sorrowful_a day_n sudden_o she_o fall_v out_o again_o in_o a_o strange_a manner_n in_o such_o another_o rapt_a fit_n of_o joy_n beyond_o all_o expression_n utter_v just_a about_o the_o same_o thing_n as_o former_o in_o the_o same_o manner_n as_o in_o the_o morning_n endure_v about_o the_o same_o time_n and_o so_o cease_v and_o be_v quiet_a again_o as_o former_o she_o thereupon_o call_v mr._n dod_n wonder_v at_o the_o strangeness_n of_o the_o thing_n tell_v he_o that_o her_o joy_n and_o sense_n thereof_o be_v so_o overcome_v and_o strong_a as_o she_o can_v not_o for_o her_o life_n contain_v herself_o from_o burst_v forth_o thus_o again_o for_o as_o she_o say_v her_o frail_a flesh_n be_v overcome_v therewith_o and_o so_o she_o entreat_v he_o again_o to_o give_v thanks_o he_o do_v so_o spend_v the_o remainder_n of_o that_o day_n in_o heavenly_a discourse_n of_o another_o world_n hope_v that_o she_o shall_v that_o night_n have_v step_v sound_o have_v now_o watch_v and_o be_v without_o sleep_n above_o a_o week_n together_o but_o it_o seem_v as_o the_o lame_a man_n act._n 3.8_o have_v receive_v his_o foot_n for_o joy_n do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v and_o leap_v and_o praise_n god_n so_o she_o have_v be_v as_o it_o be_v in_o another_o world_n revive_v with_o uncouth_a new_a joy_n can_v not_o take_v any_o rest_n or_o sleep_v but_o rejoice_v always_o and_o talk_v of_o the_o same_o and_o so_o that_o night_n have_v divers_a friend_n to_o watch_v and_o sit_v by_o she_o she_o spend_v the_o same_o in_o good_a discourse_n and_o sing_v of_o psalm_n all_o the_o time_n she_o have_v be_v ill_o she_o can_v not_o of_o all_o the_o psalm_n endure_v to_o join_v in_o sing_v of_o the_o thirty_o psalm_n but_o that_o night_n of_o herself_o she_o call_v for_o it_o with_o this_o expression_n come_v now_o
day_n of_o fast_v and_o prayer_n put_v f_o in_o the_o margin_n and_o so_o in_o other_o thing_n common_a prudence_n will_v direct_v thus_o you_o see_v that_o i_o have_v show_v you_o how_o easy_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o keep_v a_o diary_n and_o how_o little_a time_n it_o take_v up_o yet_o notwithstanding_o i_o can_v wish_v you_o will_v write_v your_o diary_n somewhat_o large_a as_o when_o your_o affection_n be_v raise_v in_o read_v the_o scripture_n to_o set_v down_o the_o verse_n which_o most_o affect_v you_o so_o when_o you_o hear_v a_o sermon_n when_o you_o come_v home_o to_o write_v down_o those_o passage_n that_o most_o affect_v you_o and_o most_o concern_v you_o so_o when_o you_o make_v any_o vow_n to_o write_v down_o what_o be_v the_o especial_a occasion_n of_o make_v that_o vow_n so_o when_o you_o find_v your_o heart_n somewhat_o dead_a in_o duty_n to_o set_v down_o what_o the_o cause_n be_v of_o that_o deadness_n if_o you_o can_v find_v it_o out_o whether_o it_o be_v for_o want_v of_o preparation_n or_o some_o sin_n the_o day_n before_o which_o cause_v god_n to_o withdraw_v himself_o so_o if_o god_n come_v in_o with_o any_o special_a comfort_n write_v down_o that_o place_n of_o scripture_n which_o be_v the_o golden_a pipe_n that_o convey_v they_o for_o general_o as_o i_o have_v elsewhere_o say_v his_o comfort_n be_v the_o kiss_n of_o his_o mouth_n that_o be_v something_o that_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v speak_v some_o passage_n in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n bring_v our_o comfort_n this_o be_v that_o which_o quicken_v david_n in_o his_o affliction_n psalm_n 119.50_o this_o be_v that_o which_o david_n do_v especial_o praise_n god_n for_o psa_n 56.4_o and_o 10._o for_o this_o it_o seem_v be_v that_o which_o convey_v to_o he_o all_o his_o comfort_n or_o if_o god_n do_v any_o other_o way_n satisfy_v thy_o fear_n and_o doubt_n as_o i_o remember_v it_o be_v relate_v in_o the_o life_n of_o mr._n murcate_n that_o when_o he_o be_v once_o in_o great_a doubt_n of_o god_n love_n towards_o he_o this_o be_v dar_v into_o his_o soul_n with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o evidence_n and_o power_n if_o i_o be_o not_o thy_o father_n be_o i_o thy_o enemy_n and_o at_o another_o time_n upon_o the_o like_a occasion_n if_o i_o be_o not_o thy_o father_n why_o do_v thou_o follow_v after_o i_o this_o be_v set_v down_o with_o many_o other_o singular_a passage_n in_o a_o diary_n he_o keep_v which_o be_v find_v in_o his_o study_n after_o his_o death_n but_o for_o all_o particular_a direction_n it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a to_o set_v they_o down_o but_o either_o god_n will_v direct_v you_o if_o you_o set_v to_o consider_v what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v in_o the_o case_n or_o consult_v with_o some_o experience_a friend_n that_o keep_v a_o diary_n only_o i_o shall_v add_v this_o because_o it_o concern_v most_o christian_n as_o scholar_n may_v set_v st_n to_o signify_v study_v because_o that_o be_v the_o work_n of_o their_o particular_a call_n so_o other_o who_o particular_a calling_n be_v trade_n or_o merchandise_n etc._n etc._n they_o may_v set_v down_o a_o great_a e_o to_o signify_v employment_n etc._n etc._n the_o next_o objection_n be_v i_o have_v not_o skill_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o keep_v a_o diary_n for_o that_o i_o think_v i_o have_v already_o in_o some_o considerable_a measure_n answer_v by_o set_v down_o several_a direction_n and_o have_v also_o tell_v you_o that_o for_o other_o particular_n that_o may_v occur_v you_o must_v have_v recourse_n to_o some_o experience_a christian_n only_o i_o shall_v add_v this_o that_o i_o will_v have_v you_o leave_v about_o four_o leaf_n at_o the_o begin_n of_o your_o book_n you_o intend_v for_o a_o diary_n each_o leaf_n divide_v into_o five_o part_n thus_o and_o thus_o super-scribed_n vow_n prayer_n manifestation_n and_o deliverance_n answer_n sin_n septemb_v 3._o november_n 6._o january_n 10._o march_n 9_o april_n 2._o november_n 10._o december_n 10._o march_n 11._o april_n 13._o may_v 7_o march_v 16._o february_n 16._o august_n 8._o july_n 3_o june_n 9_o the_o reason_n of_o do_v this_o which_o will_v be_v very_o little_a trouble_n since_o all_o these_o head_n do_v seldom_o occur_v be_v that_o you_o may_v speedy_o find_v out_o what_o vow_v you_o have_v make_v and_o so_o know_v whether_o you_o have_v perform_v they_o what_o prayer_n you_o have_v make_v and_o whether_o they_o have_v be_v answer_v what_o extraordinary_a manifestation_n you_o have_v have_v like_o that_o of_o mr._n murcate_n or_o of_o like_a nature_n and_o whether_o you_o have_v give_v special_a thanks_o and_o praise_n to_o god_n for_o they_o so_o you_o may_v easy_o see_v what_o grosser_n fail_n you_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o and_o whether_o you_o have_v particular_o humble_v your_o soul_n before_o god_n for_o they_o as_o soon_o as_o ever_o you_o make_v any_o vow_n prayer_n or_o receive_v any_o deliverance_n etc._n etc._n you_o be_v to_o enter_v the_o day_n under_o the_o respective_a head_n and_o when_o you_o have_v perform_v the_o vow_n or_o your_o prayer_n be_v hear_v or_o give_v thanks_o for_o the_o mercy_n or_o particular_o repent_v of_o the_o sin_n you_o be_v to_o draw_v a_o line_n under_o the_o respective_a day_n of_o the_o month_n under_o that_o head_n but_o you_o will_v object_v by_o this_o mean_v all_o my_o do_n shall_v be_v make_v public_a to_o all_o the_o world_n when_o i_o die_v which_o may_v be_v very_o scandalous_a to_o religion_n in_o several_a case_n and_o to_o make_v one_o grace_n and_o comfort_v know_v though_o after_o death_n may_v be_v a_o occasion_n or_o act_v of_o pride_n while_o we_o live_v to_o this_o i_o answer_v 1._o if_o thy_o sin_n be_v public_o know_v thou_o shall_v do_v something_o to_o make_v thy_o repentance_n as_o public_o know_v as_o david_n do_v psalm_n 51._o but_o if_o it_o be_v secret_a thou_o may_v have_v a_o secret_a mark_n in_o thy_o diary_n to_o signify_v it_o which_o none_o can_v know_v but_o thyself_o and_o as_o for_o god_n manifestation_n and_o mercy_n of_o that_o nature_n towards_o thou_o as_o answers_z of_o prayer_n comfort_n etc._n etc._n thou_o shall_v not_o be_v too_o willing_a to_o conceal_v they_o but_o willing_a to_o make_v they_o know_v to_o some_o of_o god_n people_n psal_n 66.16_o but_o if_o thou_o can_v write_v short_a hand_n all_o this_o be_v answer_v or_o else_o it_o be_v probable_a god_n may_v give_v thou_o so_o long_a time_n before_o thy_o death_n to_o dispose_v of_o matter_n as_o to_o give_v thy_o diary_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o some_o christian_a friend_n object_n 2_o be_v why_o do_v you_o press_v this_o as_o a_o duty_n though_o not_o absolute_o necessary_a to_o all_o yet_o of_o great_a spiritual_a advantage_n how_o come_v it_o then_o that_o so_o many_o eminent_a saint_n do_v not_o have_v not_o keep_v a_o diary_n i_o answer_v 1._o suppose_v through_o ignorance_n they_o have_v neglect_v this_o duty_n will_v you_o therefore_o conclude_v that_o it_o be_v unprofitable_a to_o they_o that_o know_v it_o eminent_a saint_n may_v live_v all_o their_o life_n in_o a_o sin_n of_o omission_n and_o commission_n as_o for_o instance_n in_o polygamy_n though_o our_o saviour_n prove_v it_o to_o be_v a_o sin_n from_o the_o beginning_n mat._n 19.5_o 6._o so_o also_o for_o meditation_n i_o suppose_v it_o have_v be_v very_o much_o neglect_v among_o christian_n i_o mean_v as_o to_o the_o make_n of_o it_o a_o solemn_a particular_a duty_n and_o yet_o solemn_a meditation_n be_v of_o singular_a use_n 2._o how_o do_v you_o know_v what_o eminent_a saint_n have_v do_v or_o what_o they_o do_v for_o such_o thing_n as_o these_o be_v keep_v so_o secret_a communicate_v it_o may_v be_v not_o to_o the_o most_o bosom_n friend_n 3._o some_o you_o say_v do_v not_o keep_v diaries_n and_o other_o do_v keep_v diaries_n and_o i_o suppose_v i_o shall_v sufficient_o show_v you_o the_o footstep_n of_o keep_v a_o diary_n in_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o scripture_n 4._o suppose_v no_o such_o thing_n have_v be_v do_v do_v that_o argue_n that_o it_o be_v not_o convenient_a to_o be_v do_v now_o print_v have_v not_o be_v many_o year_n shall_v we_o therefore_o decry_v it_o as_o not_o expedient_a so_o the_o scripture_n have_v not_o be_v long_o distinguish_v into_o verse_n nor_o always_o into_o chapter_n do_v we_o rather_o choose_v bibles_n not_o so_o distinguish_v and_o account_v such_o distinction_n and_o division_n useless_a doubtless_o though_o as_o to_o ordinance_n we_o ought_v not_o by_o our_o humane_a prudence_n to_o invent_v any_o that_o be_v new_a and_o not_o command_v in_o scripture_n yet_o as_o for_o the_o decent_a orderly_o manage_v of_o they_o as_o may_v be_v most_o to_o edification_n christian_a prudence_n be_v very_o useful_a and_o we_o
and_o say_v she_o be_v not_o at_o all_o afraid_a not_o afraid_a say_v he_o why_o how_o come_v that_o to_o pass_v that_o such_o dreadful_a clap_n of_o thunder_n make_v you_o not_o afraid_a i_o will_v tell_v you_o why_o say_v she_o with_o a_o very_a cheerful_a voice_n because_o it_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o father_n he_o be_v amaze_v at_o her_o cheerfulness_n and_o answer_n and_o begin_v to_o think_v with_o himself_o sure_o these_o puritan_n have_v something_o within_o they_o that_o they_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v up_o in_o such_o storm_n and_o that_o they_o have_v peace_n and_o be_v cheerful_a while_o i_o tremble_v and_o be_v not_o far_o off_o immediate_o he_o do_v ride_v to_o mr._n bolton_n beseech_v pardon_n that_o he_o have_v persecute_v he_o and_o desire_v that_o he_o will_v tell_v he_o what_o he_o shall_v do_v to_o be_v save_v a_o doctor_n of_o divinity_n of_o singular_a learning_n and_o piety_n i_o forbear_v name_n since_o the_o party_n who_o this_o story_n concern_v be_v as_o i_o suppose_v all_o yet_o live_a his_o maid_n be_v to_o go_v to_o market_n come_v to_o he_o for_o money_n but_o all_o the_o money_n he_o and_o his_o wife_n can_v make_v be_v but_o five_o shilling_n to_o get_v provision_n for_o the_o follow_a week_n though_o he_o have_v many_o hundred_o a_o year_n for_o mer_o his_o wife_n be_v much_o trouble_v that_o they_o be_v bring_v to_o such_o strait_n and_o that_o they_o be_v like_a to_o be_v great_a fall_v a_o weep_a and_o tell_v her_o husband_n that_o there_o be_v little_a likelihood_n they_o can_v live_v together_o and_o that_o therefore_o she_o will_v take_v one_o or_o two_o of_o her_o child_n with_o she_o and_o live_v among_o she_o own_o friend_n if_o he_o can_v provide_v for_o himself_o and_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o child_n nay_o dear_a wife_n say_v he_o we_o have_v live_v thus_o long_o together_o let_v not_o we_o now_o part_n let_v we_o rely_v on_o god_n providence_n she_o in_o her_o grief_n and_o haste_n answer_v well_o send_v providence_n to_o market_n and_o see_v what_o it_o will_v bring_v home_o it_o be_v so_o that_o day_n a_o noble_a man_n who_o know_v this_o doctor_n very_o well_o dine_a with_o divers_a gentleman_n at_o a_o inn_n who_o be_v to_o go_v a_o hawk_n that_o afternoon_n look_v out_o of_o the_o window_n see_v his_o maid_n who_o be_v a_o ancient_a servant_n he_o know_v and_o send_v for_o she_o up_o ask_v she_o how_o her_o master_n do_v she_o answer_v very_o well_o and_o fall_v a_o weep_a he_o inquire_v the_o cause_n she_o tell_v he_o what_o strait_n they_o be_v bring_v to_o he_o wonder_v and_o be_v trouble_v at_o it_o call_v the_o innkeeper_n and_o wish_v he_o to_o give_v that_o maid_n ten_o pound_n and_o every_o one_o of_o the_o gentleman_n give_v twenty_o shilling_n a_o piece_n so_o the_o doctor_n send_v providence_n to_o market_n it_o bring_v he_o home_o fifteen_o pound_n doubtless_o it_o be_v because_o we_o do_v not_o trust_v not_o because_o god_n either_o can_v or_o will_v not_o give_v that_o make_v we_o so_o often_o want_v mercy_n and_o such_o providence_n will_v be_v usual_a if_o our_o confidence_n in_o god_n be_v so_o a_o widow_n gentlewoman_n that_o i_o know_v be_v unable_a to_o follow_v suit_n of_o law_n lose_v a_o considerable_a estate_n and_o be_v fain_o to_o work_v for_o her_o live_n she_o marry_v a_o daughter_n to_o a_o minister_n that_o have_v a_o great_a live_n but_o he_o that_o be_v sequester_v die_v another_o be_v present_v and_o this_o minister_n be_v turn_v out_o and_o for_o a_o pretend_a debt_n cast_v into_o prison_n his_o wife_n be_v great_a with-childe_n and_o ready_a to_o lie_v down_o hereupon_o the_o mother_n go_v to_o the_o house_n to_o fetch_v away_o her_o son-in-law_n good_n where_o she_o find_v another_o of_o her_o daughter_n near_o death_n she_o not_o know_v before_o of_o her_o sickness_n the_o workman_n that_o be_v mend_v the_o house_n for_o he_o that_o be_v to_o come_v to_o it_o will_v needs_o uncover_v the_o chamber_n where_o this_o sick_a maid_n lay_v the_o mother_n desire_v they_o but_o to_o forbear_v till_o her_o daughter_n die_v or_o recover_v but_o they_o will_v not_o and_o when_o she_o go_v to_o carry_v away_o the_o good_n there_o stand_v two_o ready_a to_o seize_v upon_o they_o one_o for_o tax_n and_o the_o other_o for_o debt_n in_o this_o sad_a condition_n she_o come_v home_o i_o be_v present_a yet_o neither_o by_o her_o pronunciation_n nor_o by_o any_o expression_n can_v any_o one_o discern_v she_o to_o be_v move_v with_o these_o affliction_n make_v only_o a_o narrative_a of_o they_o without_o complain_v or_o blame_v any_o yea_o when_o her_o daughter_n weep_v and_o wail_v great_o she_o say_v to_o she_o be_v not_o christ_n you_o why_o be_v you_o so_o trouble_a what_o will_v you_o have_v more_o there_o be_v a_o certain_a christian_a woman_n who_o be_v very_o sick_a send_v for_o i_o among_o other_o thing_n to_o order_n and_o dispose_v of_o thing_n concern_v her_o outward_a estate_n i_o know_v that_o she_o be_v a_o woman_n of_o many_o and_o great_a experience_n of_o god_n goodness_n entreat_v she_o to_o impart_v some_o of_o they_o to_o i_o which_o she_o do_v and_o be_v so_o very_a much_o affect_v therewith_o herself_o that_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o lord_n prove_v her_o strength_n and_o so_o raise_v up_o her_o spirit_n that_o she_o recover_v of_o her_o disease_n and_o be_v well_o from_o that_o very_a hour_n though_o it_o be_v some_o time_n before_o she_o recover_v her_o strength_n a_o godly_a woman_n tell_v i_o that_o she_o much_o frequent_v sermon_n and_o desire_v to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n afterward_o fall_v into_o great_a desertion_n but_o be_v in_o secret_a prayer_n god_n come_v in_o with_o abundance_n of_o light_n and_o comfort_n seal_v unto_o her_o soul_n that_o part_n of_o his_o covenant_n viz._n i_o will_v take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n out_o of_o thy_o flesh_n and_o give_v thou_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n and_o withal_o do_v assure_v she_o that_o she_o shall_v never_o want_v which_o seem_v the_o more_o strange_a unto_o she_o because_o she_o have_v a_o very_a plentiful_a estate_n at_o that_o time_n but_o within_o a_o month_n after_o these_o comfort_n she_o be_v to_o receive_v the_o lord_n supper_n all_o her_o former_a fear_n and_o trouble_v return_v upon_o she_o insomuch_o as_o a_o little_a before_o the_o bread_n be_v administer_v to_o she_o though_o she_o can_v not_o say_v that_o the_o devil_n appear_v to_o she_o in_o a_o bodily_a shape_n yet_o he_o seem_v to_o she_o as_o if_o he_o do_v and_o tell_v she_o that_o she_o shall_v not_o eat_v but_o then_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v to_o bring_v into_o her_o mind_n that_o passage_n in_o the_o canticle_n eat_v o_o my_o friend_n notwithstanding_o satan_n still_o continue_v terrify_v of_o she_o and_o when_o she_o have_v eat_v tell_v she_o she_o shall_v not_o drink_v but_o the_o lord_n bring_v that_o second_o clause_n of_o the_o verse_n into_o her_o mind_n drink_n yea_o drink_v abundant_o my_o beloved_a and_o so_o she_o drink_v also_o and_o present_o be_v fill_v with_o such_o unspeakable_a joy_n that_o she_o know_v not_o how_o she_o get_v home_o which_o soul-ravishing_a joy_n continue_v for_o a_o fortnight_n after_o and_o fill_v her_o mouth_n with_o song_n of_o praise_n so_o that_o she_o can_v neither_o sleep_v nor_o eat_v more_o than_o she_o force_v herself_o to_o do_v out_o of_o conscience_n of_o duty_n at_o the_o fortnight_n end_n when_o god_n be_v please_v to_o abate_v her_o measure_n of_o joy_n she_o come_v to_o a_o settle_a peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o assurance_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n so_o that_o for_o twenty_o year_n after_o she_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o cloud_n upon_o her_o spirit_n or_o the_o least_o question_v of_o her_o interest_n in_o christ_n but_o have_v live_v cheerful_o and_o content_o without_o the_o least_o murmur_a against_o any_o of_o god_n dispensation_n though_o she_o have_v have_v many_o and_o great_a affliction_n but_o her_o carriage_n have_v be_v eminent_o christian-like_a full_a of_o patience_n yea_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o her_o suffering_n one_o have_v in_o dispute_n say_v that_o if_o god_n child_n can_v not_o fall_v away_o than_o that_o supposition_n heb._n 6.6_o if_o they_o shall_v fall_v away_o etc._n etc._n be_v nonsense_n but_o some_o year_n after_o be_v convince_v of_o the_o perseverance_n of_o the_o saint_n it_o come_v to_o his_o remembrance_n what_o word_n he_o have_v speak_v concern_v that_o place_n of_o scripture_n and_o he_o present_o apprehend_v that_o he_o have_v charge_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n with_o nonsense_n and_o by_o consequence_n that_o he_o have_v blaspheme_v the_o holy_a