before his Father 6. That we shall be pillars in his house having his new name graven upon us 7. That we shall sit in his throne c. and all this made over not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to him that it overcoming A Christian is sure to conquer if he dare but fight and no souldier but he can glory when he puts on his harness The Lord arm you with such courage and wisdom that you may avoid the snares and be above the fury of your Adversaries God Angels and Men look upon you and while you are a fighting Christ is weaving your Crown He by your example so hearten his people and damp the adversary as they may rejoyce and bless God who favour your righteous dealing and all iniquity may stop her mouth So prays Your unworthy Brother and Companion in Tribulation and in the Kingdome and patience of Jesus Christ I prae sequar June 1. 51. I beg your prayers and present my best affections to your self and Mistris L. I 'd rather dye with grace than live with blame Far better dye with Love than live with shame For my most honoured friend Mr. L. Another of Dr. Drakes to Mr. Love June 17. 1651. Dear Friend I Cannot be unmindfull of your person and condition as being not only in the body but also in an especiall manner bound with you Heb. 13.3 And certainly if habituall and active grace be such motives of Christian love is not passive grace much more To suffer for Christ is a grace as well as to believe in him Phil. 1.29 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Christ and his people are never more lovely than upon the Cross May we not under God thank our prison that we are so gracious this day in the eyes of Gods people yea and I am perswaded in the eyes of some enemies Must not we by suffering enter into glory as our blessed Saviour Luk. 24.26 Doth not Christ by this means set a higher rate upon reformation the Ministry and the Government How do the Northern people prize the Sun who see it but once in three or six moneths and do not our dunghill-hearts ordinarily value blessings more by their want than injoyment In particular Sir how are you indeared to God and man in this call to be the Proto-Confessour or Proto-Martyr the Lord inable you by grace to bear the honour as well as the burthen I bless God for your chearfullness and constancy whose slame contributes much to the keeping of my poor spark alive But my errand is if it may be to prevent the latter and may it stand with Gods will I would not have you yet to be a Martyr Haply you will say I wish you worse than your Adversaries do if so yet I am sure it is with an honester heart c. Sir I have only one thing to adde which I apprehend as a providence not to be slighted namely that your day of tryall is your day of Jubilee and your day of Pentecost it being precisely the fiftieth day from your apprehension ordered so I am confident by especiall providence not by the intention of the Adversary The Lord make it a Jubilee to you for liberty of spirit and a day of Pentecost for effusion of the Spirit of grace wisdom and utterance I shall say Amen to the Omen and follow it with what poor interest I have in heaven still choosing rather to dye with Love than to rule with Lust which is the Magna charta of these apostatizing times My best affections to your self and dearest consort I beg your prayers and rest Yours c. Another of Dr. Drakes to Mr. Love MY most dear and precious friend in the Lord in whom I observed great reason both of love and honour from the first day that God blessed me with the knowledg of you but never more than at this time when you are ascending your triumphant chariot and mounting into the cloud of witnesses Heb. 12.1 to guide and encourage us who are left yet behind to run with readiness the race that is set before us Sweet Sir I wonder not you are so chearfull being so near your journeys end steered by our great Pilot out of a dangerous and troublesome Sea and entring into the harbour putting off your pilgrims weeds that you may be cloathed with the white robes as a free deâ—ison of the heavenly Jerusalem I mistook in dreaming of an earthly Pentecost and Jubilee that 50th day I now perceive was an hint and summons to call you to the everlasting Jubilee above Heb. 12. v. 22 24 a Parasceve to the eternal Sabbath Heb. 4. v. 9 10. How much are we beholding to our very enemies rather to God for them who never do us more good than when they think to do us the shrewdest turn I wonder not now at that Epinicium of the Apostles Rom. 8. ver 28 33. to the end 1 Cor. 3. v. 21 22 23. Death is so far from separating that it brings us immediately to Christ Phil. 1.23 and that by a stroke so honourable so easie so comfortable so speedy that you need but wink and go to Heaven The Lord is pleased to give you a writ of ease and to pay you your penny at the sixth hour Blessed be God we serve a good Master who puts us only upon honest and honourable imployments makes our task easie and short doth all our works for us and in us and after all rewards us freely and richly as if we had earned our wages Better be Gods hireling than the worlds darling Luk. 15. v. 17 19. Dear Sir I bless God for your faithfullness patience courage wisdom whereby you have both tryed and discovered the policy and strength of your Antagonists and shewed to your poor unworthy fellow-sufferers that by grace they are conquerable The Lord is with thee thou mighty man of valour go in this thy might and smite the host of Midian as one man Judg. 6. v. 12 14 16. The Lord make you a true Samson that you may do the Devils kingdom more mischief at your death than ever you did in all your life God is now but in his old method to make the blood of the Martyrs the seed of his Church Col. 1.24 Hiel deserved a curse for building Jerico Josh 6.26 but God deserves blessing for building the new Jerusalem though he lay the foundation thereof in Abiram his first-born so is Christ our high Father compare Gen. 17.5 with Isa 9.6 and set up the gates thereof in his younger Son Segub 1 King 16 last such are we poor contemptible creatures exalted and strengthned by God not only to do but also to suffer for his Name Act. 5.41 Phil. 1.29 Cause Church and Covenant The Lord is making you such a blessed Segub making that to be your honour strength and safety which many judged to be your shame weakness and danger Dear Sir God honours you to
be the Elias and first to ascend the fiery chariot May I without presumption be the Elisha and make two or three bold requests unto you and first let me beg your prayers for a double portion of your Spirit Secondly let me see you if possible before you ascend though it be but through the lattess on your Nuptial morning Thirdly let fall your mantle that I may by means of it be inabled to divide Jordan yea the Red-sea if God call me through it and not sink like an Egyptian in the mighty waters Psal 32.6 Fourthly if there be any remembrance of things below in heaven Luk. 16. v. 24 25 28 will you when you are in the blessed Heaven think of your poor friend and the rest of your fellow Souldiers left behind and labouring in the storme till Christ come to them as he doth to you Surely the Church triumphant doth not forget the Church militant and prayer is no paradox in heaven Rev. 6. v. 9 10. till the body of Christ be perfected If justice makes them pray against enemies why should not charity draw out supplications for their friends Surely there is a communion of Saints between the Church militant and triumphant we may bless God for them and cannot they pray for us The Martyrs would not pray to dead Saints but some of them desired living Saints to pray for them both on earth and in heaven and I think therein they were not superstitious Sweet Sir I know to whom I speak and am assured that Love will not be puffed up with that which would soon burst a bladder of pride None higher in Gods eyes than those who are lowest in their own I see your time is short and therefore though my affection be like Jordan at the time of harvest I must set bounds and banks to my words lest I divert and trouble you in your passage I doubt not but you remember that you must pass through the Jordan to the fiery Chariot Jordan was not more effectual to cleanse Naaman's Leprosie than the River of repentant tears is to purge the leprosie of sin Psal 119. v. 136. next after the immense ocean of the bloud of Christ It 's not Abanah and Parphar will wash away the Leprosie but Jordan nor will every tear wash away sin but penitent tears You have but little time to mourn Christ stands by with his towel and handkerchief Psal 56.8 Rev. 7 last 21.4 Isa 25.8 Spiritual sorrow and joy are inseparable companions in this life and the Dove-like spirit of comfort loves these streams Cant. 3.12 Matth. 3.16 Every true Christian hath this Baptismus flaminis joyned with Baptism flaminis And now God honours you with Baptis Sanguinis superadded The cup of tears and cup of comfort may well go together and happy he who can mingle this drink with weeping Psal 102.9 such need not fear to pledge Christ in his cup of bloud and undoubtedly shall sit at Christs right hand in his Kingdom Matth. 20. ver 22 23. though not in the sense of the two ambitious Brethren If we could weep or repent for any thing in heaven sure it would be because we wept and repented no more nor no better on earth The Lord enable you and us all to do much work in a little time If I see you no more I must be forced here to take my long leave yet why say I so it may prove but a short leave since in likelyhood as things stand few weeks yea dayes may bring me to a sight of your blessed soul in the arms of Christ and surely the communion of Saints in heaven is cumulative to their essential happiness The Lord enable me to imitate your graces and then I shall not doubt to inherit your happiness which is only God the highest end and the chiefest good The Lord be nearer to you than your danger and support you in the most needfull hour and when men have done their worst receive your soul to his mercy Act. 7. v. 55 56 59. Luk 2.29 30. 2 Tim. v. 7 8. So prays Your poor unworthy Friend and Companion in the Kingdom and tribulation of Jesus Christ July 12. 1651. Mr. Robinson's Letter to Mr. Love Dear Friend THe loss which the Church of God will sustain by your death is a very great trouble to me and I doubt not but a far greater to others whose hearts God hath made more sensible to feel his hand This stroke I am confident will be your happiness but a great misery a sad punishment to many when God hath a purpose to punish many at once he useth to take this course The extinguishing such a star I do not flatter you God knows cannot but greatly afflict the whole world I wish heartily God would grant me the favour to see you before your wedding day for I dare not call it a dying day I hope I shall be in your thoughts when you are at the throne of Grace Good Sir heap up as many prayers as you can for the poor Church of God before you leave us it shall be the best legacy you can bequeath what you shall sow some will live to reap and you will not be unrewarded Jesus Christ had his thoughts on the Church even to his dying hour good Sir imitate your Master I need not say any thing to strengthen you against the fear of your approaching day I doubt not but you have often overcome that fear through Jesus Christ Profectio est quam putas mortem 'T is but the taking of a journey and though the way be deep yet it s but short God brings you the nearest way A shorter cut never had any to rest I know you have been often upon Mount Nebo where you have seen Canaan whither you are going The Mysticall head cannot be cut off you have finished your testimony and fear not to receive your recompence Christ hath transformed this black Messenger to you into an Angel of Light How soon others may follow you is known only to God if we stay longer 't is but to row in a stormy Sea Moses was very willing to dye God said Go up and dye and he went up and died Let not the care of your Relations afflict you The earth is the Lords and the fullness thereof Leave your fatherless children God will provide for them Let your widdow trust in God Your dear yoke-fellow is a partaker of the same grace with you how rich are they that are heirs to the promises You can commend your spirit into Gods hands much more your wife and children Remember that promise I will be thy God and the God of thy seed Sir it is a richer portion than the Mines of India You were but a cistern to them the fountain lives and will live when you are dead God can provide without you you cannot without God Good Sir Chear up I hear how full of joy you are blessed be God all these are but little drops to the ocean
to be forgotten day and Sentence on the fifth of July against my dear friend Truly could not I appeal to God who knoweth all things what the intention of my heart was thinking I might rather do you good than hurt knowing one had gone before me and fearing he had much wronged you made me willing to testifie what I did being told and informed it would do you good and not hurt being but Misprision at the most I say were it not for the testification in mine own conscience I were not able to bear up my spirit but should I fear even sink under the burden But when I consider to whom I now write who I know is full of charity and doth believe what I say and will forgive what wrong I have done him and I hope will pray for me to your God and my God to your Father and my Father that he will not lay this to my charge for you may charge me to be as one of those Paul chargeth in 2 Tim. 4.16 And deer Sir If the Lord will be pleased to let me see your face once more that I may open my self to you I hope I shall stand right in your affections Some promises I have met withall in the word that do methinks add wings to my faith that God will not suffer you to fall by the hands of violence as in Psal 79. Psal 91. Psal 94. Psal 3. Isa 41.10 Isa 66.5 and many others that I know you are better acquainted with than I am and can beat them out and lay them by you as a glass of cordiall water for fainting times But dear Sir let me earnestly beg of you that you will use what means you can for your own preservation and go as far as you can in your Petition to them in whose power your life is for many reasons As first Because if you shall fall O! how would the enemies rejoyce Malignants and others would make songs at your death and say Where is all his Fastings and Prayers His God will not help him Oh Sir it would be a day of reproach and blasphemy And secondly Consider how would it sadden the hearts of Gods people and make them wring their hands if they should miss the fruit of their prayers in your deliverance which I am confident have been poured out in an extraordinary way for you And thirdly Consider the service you may yet do in the Church of Christ How many souls may God make you instrumentall to bring home to Christ And what service may yet this poor bleeding Nation have by your life And fourthly I need not remember you of your dear and precious Consort who I am confident is dear in the heart of God and also to you and her life even bound up in yours and her condition being as it is And then I humbly beg you will consider my condition for surely in that day I should hear of your life being violently taken away mine would be but little comfort to me being instrumentall in taking yours away although the Lords knows not intentionally but accidentally Therefore for these reasons I humbly beg of you again and again that you will do what you dare and go as far as you can for your preservation and the Lord will make you instrumentall for his glory if not here yet in some other place and methinks where ever the Lord cast you I could willingly make that promise and perform it that Ruth made to Naomi and so I am confident could my dear wife whose heart I know bleeds for you and her eyes run down with tears to God for you Good Sir in your addresses remember me to God that I may learn to lean upon him more firmly and rely upon the Rock of Ages and not upon broken reeds And I hope through the strength of Christ and the supply of your prayers I shall be better fortified for the time to come as Peter was after his fall I would fain be remembred to my good friend Dr Dr. I hope I have got better armour of proof than I had before but I hope there will be no need of shewing it about him For poor Po. he hath wronged himself more than any man can for I hear he hath sent more Papers of his confession since he was there Good Sir I have many things more to say but will not presume to be more burdensome to you at this time Will the Lord let me see your face once more here I hope he will However it will not be long before we shall enjoy one another in that place where violent hands shall not touch us and then eternity shall be little enough to praise and magnifie the Lord for his riches of mercy he shews to us The Lord stand by you The Lord preserve you and put his everlasting arms under you and deliver you Which shall be the earnest groans and sighs of him who is he hopes a dear yet a most unworthy Friend not worthy to be look'd upon by you Dr. Drake's Letter to Mr. Love Dear and precious friend I Cannot but congratulate your liberty and the singular honour God hath laid upon you The Captain of our salvation is wise and knows whom to call out for his Champion He hath pleased to call you to the forelorn-hope we are leading up the van our brethren in the black bill are like to bring up the body and for our rear blessed be God we have armies of prayers and tears yea through mercy we may say Our righteousness goes before us and the glory of the Lord shall be our reward Isa 58.8 Well might we fear had we not a good God a good Cause and a good Conscience but where God justifies who shall condemn Certainly that God who hath done us so much good by a prison blessed be his name can do us much more good by our tryall He bids us not fear them who at worst can but kill the body and why should we be afraid of man that shall dye c. and forget the Lord our Maker yea our Redeemer It s too much honour God laies upon us to suffer any thing for his Name and Covenants sake that hereby we are so indeared in the hearts of his Faithfull people and have been occasions to blow up the spirit of prayer that was almost exstinct Will not God incline his ear when he hath prepared the heart Did he ever set his children a begging but he had a boon for them I need not stir up your Christian resolution but desire rather to light my candle at your Lamp Yet when lately I looked upon Rev. 2 3. I espied no less than seven rare Cordials to persons in our condition Rev. 2. v. 7 10 17 27. c. 3. v. 5 12 21. 1. A tree of life 2. Freedome from hurt by the second death 3. The hidden Manna and white stone 4. The morning star and weilding the rod of iron 5. The white garments the Book of life and owning us
I have writ this to fill you more and more An Ax and a severer are all one you shall dye without sickness When you think of the present ignominy look on the future glory you shall be with God Christ Angels the souls of just men made perfect in a short time What a happiness is it to have grace in perfection to see God face to face to be freed from the being of sin Temptations of Devils society of wicked men You have faught a good fight you have finished your course you have kept the faith c. and you are going to receive your Crown a crown of glory that fadeth not away You are now going to that place where the voice of the oppressor shall never be heard You are going to your bed the best and safest you ever slept on The steps of the scaffold will be a Jacobs Ladder upon which you shall ascend to your loving Father The Scaffold will be as mount Nebo The Ax of the Executioner will cut off the head of sin and put an end to all misery Be sure Sir Not only the Angels of God but the God of the Angels himself will mightily strengthen you If your death and this kind of death were not most for the glory of God and the benefit of the Church I am confident God would have saved you from this hour I have writ thus not because you want advice but to testifie my love my dear love to you and to give you remembrance of me and mine before your departure hence Good Sir accept of it as my last farewell farewell farewell dear Friend God that hath bound up your soul in the bundle of life be your comfort joy hope peace confidence in life and death to all eternity Yea he will be your guide unto death He will be an Husband and head to your dearest Wife He will be a tender Father to your little Babes This is the confidence this shall be the prayer of SIR Your dear Friend Aug. 19. 1651. A brief Note from Mr. Jenkyn to Mr. Love My dear dear Heart THou art very near to my soul The Lord Jesus Christ smile with the pleasantest face upon thee that ever he did upon Sufferer I here send thee a Book that I have been much relieved by in my Imprisonment What are ten thousand Deaths where Christ is apprehended by faith These considerations where the leaf is turn'd down pag. 335. do sweetly support faith I am afraid almost to send these thoughts for fear over-many notions may disturb thee I judge these more profitable than speculative discourses of death The great God that hangs the Earth upon nothing but his Word bear up thy soul on his promises Oh sweet most sure sure sure oh remember sure promises as stable as the very Essence of God for the performances whereof God hath pawn'd his Being As I live c. My Heart I love thee I kiss thee I weep upon thee I rejoyce for thee I shall see thee in glory The Lord Jesus strengthen thee He will Mr. Jenkyn his Letter to Mr. Love My dear Heart BLame me not of this backwardness to cast in this mite I was hardly perswaded of the fitness thereof your greater danger is in the plenty of these tokens considering your own store Though your appetite be never so good it 's impossible you should concoct all the food dish'd up in Books Friends Papers and your own Meditations by and for you I shall desire to make up my Paper-defects by servent prayer and oh that I could pray so this once as if I were not to do it a second time My only counsell must be that which I know hath been your only care and will be your only comfort namely that you sleep in Jesus Thou shalt not sleep though that were much in the lap bosome and arms of Jesus but in this sleep he looks upon thee as a piece of himself even as a member a dear limb In dying thou shalt not dye They who are fallen asleep in Christ perish not 1 Cor. 15.18 20. Christ the first fruits a most sweet resemblance the happy hansell of the grave the first born from the dead the Head of the body did rise from the dead as such and not as a private person Coloss 1.18 So that our resurrection is even now in its cause The union 'twixt Christ and thee and this union is not only 'twixt Christ and thy soul but thy body also and therefore he is the first fruits of the dead cannot be broken off by death Christ should rebell against the will of his Father which were blasphemy to think if he should lose any thing which his Father hath given him as he should were it not to be raised up at the last day Christ is the very RESVRRECTION and he that believeth in him though dead yet shall live Oh how hath Christ persumed the grave and beautified the grisly face of Death Death is now a priviledge our best friend next to Christ and the truth is all our meanes and sorrows in this life are for want of that which we so much fear death as the child that cries for want of sleep and yet cannot endure to undress and go to bed My dear heart thou hast better cloaths to put on in the morning of the Resurrection This mortall shall put on immortality Thy garment of grace hath had many spots perhaps Ephes 5.27 Jude 24. vid. this day thou shalt take thy leave of mourning for them and therefore the Lord help thee to mourn more holily and meltingly than ever but the garment of glory shall not have one Lord is there a condition wherein I shall never sin more wherein I shall have as much grace as I can hold and wish and will desire wherein I shall no more wash the feet of Jesus Christ and now and then be suffered to give them a kiss but shall lye in his blessed bosome and be clasped in his glorious arms to eternity This is thy approaching happiness and every comfort by how much the nearer is the sweeter Now is thy salvation nearer than when thou first believedst Oh dear heart Now for a strong faith oh wrestle mightily with the great God for strength to overcome him cling about the promises precious promises not only for their fullness but infallibility adventure thy soul upon them The faithfullness of God is a foundation which bears the heaviest structure and the greatest load of sin and expectation Jesus Christ calls beseeches commands threatens and all to make thee believe The Lord increase thy faith thou art to go through a very great work but Christ hath laboured and thou art but to enter into his labours Death is but a nominall enemy when Christ hath disarmed it there is more terror in the pomp of it as Seneca said the Scaffold the Axe Spectators Reports than in the thing it self Oh how may a Christian insult over it Oh Death where is thy Sting
Love My heavenly Dear I Call thee so because God hath put heaven in thee before he hath taken thee to heaven Thou now beholdest God Christ and Glory as in a glass but to morrow heaven gates will be opened and thou shalt be in the full enjoyment of all those glories which eye hath not seen nor ear heard neither can the heart of man understand God hath now swallowed up thy heart in the thoughts of heaven but ere long thou shalt be swallowed up in the enjoyment of heaven And no marvel there should be such quietness and calmness in thy spirit whilest thou art sailing in this tempestuous Sea because thou perceivest by the eye of saith a haven of rest where thou shalt be richly laden with all the glories of heaven O lift up thy heart with joy when thou layest thy dear head on the block in the thought of this that thou art laying thy head to rest in thy fathers bosome which when thou dost awake shall be crowned not with an earthly fading crown but with an heavenly eternal crown of glory And be not discouraged when thou shalt see a guard of souldiers triumphing with their trumpets about thee but lift up thy head and thou shalt behold God with a guard of his holy Angels triumphing to receive thee to glory Be not dismayed at the scofs and reproaches that thou maist meet with in thy short way to heaven for be assured God will not only glorifie thy body and soul in heaven but he will also make the memory of thee to be glorious on the earth O let not one troubled thought for thy wife and babes arise within thee thy God will be our God and our portion he will be a husband to thy widdow and a father to thy children the grace of thy God will be so sufficient for us Now my Dear I desire willingly and chearfully to resign my right in thee to thy Father and my Father who hath the greatest interest in thee And confident I am though men have separated us for a time yet our God will ere long bring us together again where we shall eternally enjoy one another never to part more O let me hear how God bears up thy heart and let me taste of those comforts that support thee that they may be as pillars of marble to bear up my sinking spirit I can write no more Farewel farewel my Dear till we meet there where we shall never bid farewell more till which time I leave thee in the bosome of a loving tender hearted Father and so I rest Till I shall for ever rest in Heaven MARY LOVE August 21. 1651. Master Love to his Wife when he should have first suffered My dearest Beloved I Am now going to my long home yet I must write thee a word before I go hence and shall be seen no more It is to beg thee to be comforted in my gain and not to be troubled in thy loss Labour to suppress thy inward fears now thou art under outward sorrows as thy outward sufferingâ— abound let thy consolations in Christ abound also I know thou art a woman of a sorrowfull spirit My time is short I have but a few words of counsel to give thee and then I shall leave thee to God who careth for thee and thine 1. Whilâ—s thou art under desertions labour rather to strengthen and clear up thy evidences for heaven than question them 2. Remember a faith of adherence or reliance on the Lord Jesus bring thee to heaven though thou want the faith of Evidence or Assurance 3. Labour to find that and more also in God which thou hast lost in the creature 4. Spend not thy days in heaviness for my death if there were knowledg of things below or sorrow in heaven I should grieve to think my beloved should mourn on earth 5. Lye under a soul-searching Ministry I know thou art not a spungy hearer to suck in foul water as well as fair God hath given thee a good understanding to be able to discern things that differ as the mouth tasts meat thy ear tryeth words 6. Be conversant in Christian meetings and much in the exercises of the duties of mortification in fasting and prayers yet have respect to the weakness of thy body and thy present condition 7. Have a care of thy self and babes God will take care for thee and them I can write no more farewell my Dear farewel farewel These are the last words written by Thy dying yet comforted Husband CHRISTOPHER LOVE From the Tower July 15. 1651. MY Dear I beg thee to be satisfied my heart is greatly comforted in God I can quietly submit to the good pleasure of his will and I hope thou dost so also I am delivered by the determinate counsel of God the will of the Lord be done Read for thy comfort when I am dead and gone Jer. 49.11 and the beginning of the 12. Isa 54. vers 5 6 7 8. Psalm 146. ver 9.2 Cor. 4. ver 17 18. Heb. 12. ver 6 7. Another of Master Loves to his Wife More dear to me than ever IT adds to my rejoycing that I have so good and gracious a wife to part with for the Lord Jesus In thy grief I have been grieved but in thy joy I have been comforted Surely nature could never help thee to bear so heavy a stroke with so much silence and submission to the hand of God! O dearest every line thou writest gladdeth my heart I dare not think that there is such a creature as Mary Love in the world for Kit and Mall I can think of them without trouble leaving them to so good a God and so good a Mother Be comforted concerning thy Husband who may more honour God in his death than in his life the will of the Lord be done he is fully satisfied with the hand of God Though there be but little between him and death he knows there is but little between him and heaven and that ravisheth his heart The Lord bless and requite thee for thy wise and good counsel thou hast prevented me the very things I thought to have written to thee thou hast written to me I have had more comfort from thy gracious letter than from all the counsel I have had from any else in the world well be assured we shall meet in heaven I rest till I rest in heaven Thy dying but comforted Friend CHRISTOPHER LOVE From the Tower the Lords Day Another of Master Loves to his Wife My dearest delight on Earth I Was fast asleep when thy Note came I bless God I break not an hours sleep for all my sufferings I know they work for me a more exceeding and eternal weight of glory I slept this night from ten at night till seven in the morning and never waked My Dear I am so comforted in the gracious supports God gives thee that my burdens are the lighter on my shoulders because they are not so heavy on thine or if they
be heavy yet that God helps thee to bear them The Lord keep it in the purpose of our hearts for ever to submit to the good pleasure of God I bless God I do find my heart in as quiet and composed a temper as ever I did in all my life I am till I dye Thy tender hearted Husband CHRISTOPHER LOVE From the Tower August 18. 1651. Master Loves last Letter to his Wife on the day he suffered My most gracious Beloved I Am now going from a Prison to a Palace I have finished my work I am now to receive my wages I am going to heaven where are two of my children and leaving thee on the earth where are three of my babes those two above need not my care but the three below need thine It comforts me to think two of my children are in the bosome of Abraham and three of them will be in the arms and care of so tender and godly a Mother I know thou art a woman of a sorrowfull spirit yet be comforted though thy sorrow be great for thy Husbands going out of the world yet thy pains shall be the less in bringing thy child into the world thou shalt be a joyfull Mother though thou beest a sad Widdow God hath many mercies in store for thee the prayers of a dying Husband for thee will not be lost To my shame I speak it I never pray'd so much for thee at liberty as I have done in prison I cannot write more but I have a few practical counsels to leave with thee viz. 1. Keep under a sound orthodox and soul-searching Ministry Oh there are many deceivers gone out into the world but Christs sheep know his voice and a stranger will they not follow Attend on that Ministry that teaches the way of God in truth and follow Solomons advice Prov. 19.27 Cease to hear instruction that causes to erre from the ways of knowledg 2. Bring up thy children in the knowledg and admonition of the Lord the mother ought to be a teacher in the fathers absence Prov. 19.27 The words which his mother taught him and Timothy was instructed by his Grandmother Lois and his mother Eunice 2 Tim. 1.5 3. Pray in thy family daily that thy dwelling may be in the number of the families that do call on God 4. Labour for a meek and quiet spirit which is in the sight of God of great price 1 Pet. 3.4 5. Pore not on the comforts thou wantest but on the mercies thou hast 6. Look rather at Gods end in afflicting than at the measure and degree of thy afflictions 7. Labour to clear up thy evidences for heaven when God takes from thee the comforts of earth that as thy sufferings do abound so thy consolations in Christ may abound much more 2 Cor. 1.4 8. Though it is good to maintain a holy jealousie of the deceitfulness of thy heart yet it is evill for thee to cherish fears and doubts about the truth of thy graces If ever I had confidence touching the grace of another I have confidence of grace in thee I can say of thee as Peter did of Silvanus I am perswaded that this is the grace of God wherein thou standest 1 Pet. 5.12 Oh my dear soul wherefore dost thou doubt whose heart hath been upright whose walkings have been holy c. I could venture my soul in thy souls stead such a confidence have I of thee 9. When thou findest thy heart secure presumptuous and proud then pore upon corruption more than upon grace but when thou findest thy heart doubting and unbelieving then look on thy graces not on thy infirmities 10. Study the covenant of grace and merits of Christ and then be troubled if thou canst Thou art interested in such a covenant that accepts purposes for performances desires for deeds sincerity for perfection the righteousness of another viz. that of Jesus Christ as if it were thine own Oh my Love rest rest then in the love of God in the bosome of Christ 11. Swallow up thy will in the will of God it is a bitter cup we are to drink but it is the cup our Father hath put into our hands When Paul was to go to suffer at Jerusalem the Christians could say The will of the Lord be done Oh say thou when I go to Tower-hill The will of the Lord be done 12. Rejoyce in my joy to mourn for me inordinately argues that either thou enviest or suspectest my happiness The joy of the Lord is my strength oh let it be thine also Dear wife farewell I will call thee wise no more I shall see thy face no more yet I am not much troubled for now I am going to meet the Bridegroome the Lord Jesus Christ to whom I shall be eternally marryed Thy Dying yet most Affectionate Friend till death CHRISTOPHER LOVE From the Tower of London 22th August 1651. The day of my glorification FINIS