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body_n &_o soul_n become_v fuel_n for_o devouringe_v flame_n all_o the_o sense_n be_v replenish_v with_o object_n of_o horror_n the_o eye_n be_v full_a of_o dreedfull_a &_o ghastly_a ghost_n the_o ear_n of_o howlinge_n roareing_n execrable_a malediction_n &_o blasphemy_n the_o smell_n of_o the_o stinckinge_v odour_n issuinge_v from_o the_o body_n of_o the_o damn_a the_o taste_n be_v glut_v with_o what_o can_v be_v imagine_v most_o bitter_a &_o abbominable_o loathsome_a finaly_n the_o sense_n of_o touchinge_v meet_v with_o nothing_o but_o flood_n of_o tormentinge_v flame_n affection_n &_o resolut_n o_o horror_n consternation_n &_o despair_n o_o lamentation_n of_o lamentation_n &_o woe_n wo_n woe_n wo_n to_o the_o corruptible_a body_n which_o weigh_v down_o the_o poor_a soul_n wo_n to_o the_o soul_n that_o quicken_v that_o fleshly_a lump_n &_o give_v way_n to_o its_o bad_a inclination_n woe_n to_o the_o eye_n &_o ear_n which_o lay_v open_a to_o vanity_n &_o frantic_a madness_n &_o convey_v poison_n into_o the_o heart_n woe_n to_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o member_n which_o conspire_v to_o the_o seducinge_n of_o the_o soul_n &_o to_o bring_v it_o &_o themselves_o to_o lie_v torment_v in_o this_o flame_n the_o ii_o point_n consider_v that_o if_o the_o miserable_a state_n of_o the_o damn_a be_v most_o unhappy_a by_o the_o continual_a presence_n of_o the_o whole_a collection_n of_o all_o evil_a what_o a_o infinite_a addition_n be_v make_v to_o it_o by_o the_o privation_n of_o all_o good_a and_o that_o for_o a_o eternity_n to_o be_v for_o a_o eternity_n separate_v from_o all_o the_o bless_a be_v they_o never_o so_o dear_a unto_o we_o while_o they_o live_v with_o we_o for_o a_o eternity_n to_o be_v deprive_v of_o the_o peerless_a beauty_n of_o the_o queen_n of_o heaven_n &_o the_o society_n of_o all_o the_o quire_n of_o angel_n for_o a_o eternity_n to_o be_v exile_v from_o the_o glorious_a face_n of_o god_n which_o be_v man_n &_o angel_n essential_a beatitude_n &_o to_o detest_v curse_n &_o blaspheme_v it_o for_o ever_o nevor_n to_o have_v one_o moment_n of_o ease_n consolation_n or_o rest_n or_o even_o the_o least_o hope_n of_o any_o for_o all_o eternity_n affection_n and_o resol._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d o_o god_n of_o mercy_n now_o turn_v the_o lord_n of_o revenge_n what_o hart_n have_v assurance_n enough_o not_o to_o endure_v but_o even_o to_o behold_v this_o calamitous_a condition_n of_o the_o damn_a overwhelm_v with_o all_o sort_n of_o torment_n remove_v from_o all_o hope_n or_o even_o desire_v of_o comfort_n not_o for_o some_o million_o of_o million_o of_o year_n but_o for_o a_o eternity_n o_o eternity_n eternity_n how_o long_o thou_o be_v no_o number_n of_o year_n be_v able_a to_o express_v thou_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n can_v equalise_v thou_o after_o all_o thou_o still_o remain_v what_o thou_o be_v eternity_n ah_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o use_v a_o timely_a prevention_n &_o not_o make_v ourselves_o away_o to_o eternal_a '_o torment_v for_o light_n &_o short_a delight_n such_o or_o such_o etc._n etc._n nor_o yet_o for_o the_o avoydinge_n of_o such_o or_o such_o small_a cross_n affliction_n or_o temporal_a loss_n let_v we_o courageous_o pluck_v out_o the_o eye_n and_o cut_v of_o the_o hand_n which_o scandalise_n &_o hazard_v our_o eternal_a loss_n &_o conclude_v with_o holy_a s._n augustine_n let_v i_o here_o be_v burn_v let_v i_o here_o be_v cut_n in_o piece_n so_o that_o i_o may_v not_o perish_v eternal_o