you_o shall_v have_v pardon_n and_o be_v save_v and_o therefore_o sometime_o i_o believe_v and_o sometime_o i_o doubt_v again_o afterward_o i_o have_v temptation_n to_o drink_v and_o to_o vain_a course_n nigh_o half_a a_o year_n yet_o when_o sabbath_n come_v my_o heart_n will_v turn_v to_o god_n when_o the_o soldier_n come_v upon_o we_o on_o the_o sabbath_n while_o we_o be_v at_o meeting_n and_o make_v we_o bring_v our_o gun_n hither_o then_o my_o heart_n say_v sure_a god_n have_v not_o say_v keep_v the_o sabbath_n day_n holy_a and_o than_o my_o heart_n cast_v off_o god_n yet_o it_o be_v only_o in_o my_o heart_n when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o magistrate_n and_o cutshamoquin_fw-la ask_v why_o they_o come_v on_o the_o sabbath_n day_n my_o heart_n be_v trouble_v and_o i_o do_v believe_v when_o we_o go_v from_o the_o magistrate_n i_o be_v thirsty_a and_o i_o drink_v a_o great_a deal_n and_o i_o be_v drink_v and_o be_v carry_v before_o the_o magistrate_n and_o then_o i_o be_v ashamed_a 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because_o i_o have_v evil_a fruit_n again_o mat._n 6._o christ_n say_v be_v you_o not_o like_o hypocrite_n which_o seem_v to_o pray_v before_o man_n i_o think_v this_o be_v my_o case_n i_o do_v only_o pray_v before_o man_n but_o i_o doubt_v of_o christ_n and_o his_o grace_n again_o mat._n 5._o who_o ever_o break_v the_o least_o of_o god_n commandment_n and_o teach_v man_n so_o to_o do_v shall_v be_v least_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n then_o i_o be_v trouble_v because_o i_o have_v be_v a_o active_a sinner_n in_o lust_n and_o other_o sin_n and_o i_o be_v worse_a than_o a_o beast_n in_o my_o sin_n then_o i_o cry_v to_o god_n oh_o christ_n pardon_v all_o my_o great_a sin_n oh_o christ_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o oh_o god_n remember_v i_o to_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n thus_o i_o cry_v and_o desire_v pardon_n but_o i_o be_v weak_a in_o believe_v but_o then_o about_o two_o year_n after_o i_o be_v great_o trouble_v about_o my_o weakness_n i_o desire_v to_o do_v well_o but_o i_o be_v weak_a then_o i_o cry_v to_o god_n oh_o god_n help_v i_o by_o thy_o spirit_n in_o i_o and_o send_v thy_o spirit_n into_o my_o heart_n sometime_o i_o read_v and_o teach_v on_o the_o sabbath_n day_n but_o weak_o then_o i_o hear_v mat._n 23._o christ_n bid_v the_o people_n do_v what_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n say_v but_o not_o do_v as_o they_o do_v i_o say_v lord_n that_o be_v my_o case_n i_o teach_v better_o than_o i_o do_v and_o therefore_o i_o desire_v repentance_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o forsake_v my_o sin_n then_o mat._n 7._o christ_n say_v thou_o hypocrite_n first_o cast_v the_o beam_n out_o of_o thy_o own_o eye_n and_o then_o thou_o may_v see_v clear_o to_o cast_v the_o mote_n out_o of_o thy_o brother_n eye_n my_o heart_n say_v true_o it_o be_v so_o i_o teach_v other_o but_o i_o do_v not_o well_o myself_o i_o reprove_v sin_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v it_o then_o be_v my_o heart_n weary_a and_o i_o desire_v again_o to_o do_v well_o and_o amend_v but_o i_o find_v myself_o very_o weak_a sometime_o my_o heart_n hate_v pray_v to_o god_n and_o meet_v on_o the_o sabbath_n day_n and_o therefore_o i_o see_v i_o deserve_v hell_n torment_n and_o then_o i_o cry_v oh_o christ_n pardon_v all_o these_o my_o sin_n then_o afterward_o my_o heart_n desire_v strong_o to_o pray_v unto_o god_n but_o i_o see_v i_o deserve_v misery_n and_o punishment_n and_o i_o be_v weak_a then_o i_o desire_v my_o heart_n may_v be_v make_v strong_a by_o church-covenant_n baptism_n and_o the_o lord_n supper_n which_o may_v be_v as_o a_o fort_n to_o keep_v i_o from_o enemy_n as_o a_o fort_n keep_v we_o from_o our_o outward_a enemy_n yet_o my_o heart_n be_v sometime_o backward_o and_o say_v no_o matter_n do_v it_o not_o but_o still_o do_v what_o thy_o heart_n will_v have_v thou_o and_o i_o see_v satan_n do_v thus_o follow_v i_o with_o these_o temptation_n to_o misbelief_n and_o doubt_v but_o now_o i_o see_v satan_n tempt_v i_o because_o he_o desire_v i_o shall_v be_v ever_o torment_v with_o he_o then_o i_o learn_v that_o in_o john_n 6._o i_o be_o the_o true_a bread_n and_o he_o that_o eat_v i_o shall_v live_v for_o ever_o and_o he_o that_o drink_v my_o blood_n shall_v have_v life_n but_o he_o that_o do_v not_o eat_v my_o flesh_n and_o drink_v my_o blood_n shall_v not_o have_v life_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v truth_n lord_n that_o be_v my_o case_n again_o i_o learn_v john_n 3._o he_o that_o believe_v shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v eternal_a life_n and_o my_o heart_n say_v yea_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v so_o again_o mat._n 16._o christ_n say_v thou_o be_v peter_n a_o rock_n and_o on_o this_o rock_n i_o will_v build_v my_o church_n and_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n shall_v not_o prevail_v against_o it_o therefore_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o desire_v this_o because_o christ_n dwell_v in_o the_o church_n and_o be_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o where_o two_o or_o three_o be_v meet_v together_o in_o my_o name_n oh_a i_o do_v therefore_o desire_v church_n ordinance_n that_o i_o may_v be_v with_o christ_n and_o that_o i_o may_v have_v the_o seal_n mat._n 3._o christ_n say_v let_v it_o be_v for_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o i_o shall_v fulfil_v all_o righteousness_n my_o heart_n say_v oh_o that_o i_o may_v also_o so_o do_v o_o lord_n now_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o thirst_v oh_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o pity_v my_o weakness_n that_o i_o may_v have_v pardon_n in_o christ_n and_o strength_n from_o christ_n in_o all_o his_o ordinance_n and_o that_o i_o may_v leave_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o oh_o god_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v i_o be_o so_o weak_a oh_o god_n help_v and_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o the_o same_o i_o desire_v of_o you_o before_o who_o i_o be_o in_o this_o house_n help_v i_o for_o mat._n 16._o who_o you_o bind_v on_o earth_n be_v bind_v in_o heaven_n and_o who_o you_o lose_v on_o earth_n be_v loose_v in_o heaven_n and_o my_o desire_n be_v that_o christ_n will_v pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v help_v elder_n heath_n propound_v this_o question_n which_o he_o answer_v in_o break_a english_a question_n whether_o do_v satan_n still_o tempt_v you_o with_o former_a lust_n and_o temptation_n and_o what_o do_v you_o when_o you_o be_v tempt_v answer_n to_o the_o first_o part_n yes_o always_o to_o this_o day_n to_o the_o second_o part_n when_o devil_n come_v i_o sometime_o too_o much_o believe_v he_o but_o sometime_o i_o remember_v to_o do_v god_n word_n because_o god_n word_n be_v all_o one_o a_o sword_n and_o break_v the_o devil_n temptation_n deacon_n park_n propound_v this_o question_n what_o be_v it_o in_o sin_n why_o he_o hate_v it_o now_o more_o than_o before_o answ._n his_o answer_n in_o break_a english_a i_o do_v love_v sin_n but_o now_o not_o all_o one_o so_o because_o i_o hear_v god_n word_n and_o that_o show_v i_o that_o which_o i_o love_v be_v evil_a and_o will_v bring_v i_o to_o hell_n therefore_o i_o love_v it_o not_o now_o deacon_n park_n urge_v do_v he_o hate_v sin_n because_o it_o be_v against_o god_n answ._n that_o chief_o anthony_n first_o i_o make_v confession_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o of_o all_o these_o elder_n and_o this_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o speak_v before_o the_o lord_n yet_o i_o do_v it_o according_a as_o god_n require_v i_o shall_v assure_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n but_o now_o i_o hope_v christ_n have_v teach_v i_o his_o word_n oh_o let_v he_o my_o lord_n help_v i_o to_o
say_v not_o i_o will_v pray_v hereafter_o but_o now_o today_o if_o you_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n harden_v not_o your_o heart_n but_o pray_v to_o god_n and_o that_o make_v my_o heart_n to_o yield_v to_o do_v it_o then_o i_o understand_v gen._n 2._o that_o god_n form_v man_n out_o of_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o breathe_v into_o he_o a_o live_a soul_n by_o this_o i_o do_v believe_v that_o god_n make_v i_o and_o i_o hear_v that_o god_n cause_v adam_n to_o sleep_v and_o take_v out_o a_o rib_n and_o make_v it_o a_o woman_n and_o by_o this_o i_o believe_v that_o sure_o this_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o we_o be_v bear_v in_o sin_n under_o the_o guilt_n of_o adam_n sin_n and_o by_o that_o i_o believe_v that_o i_o be_v a_o sinner_n again_o i_o hear_v gen._n 6._o that_o all_o the_o thought_n and_o imagination_n of_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v only_o evil_a continual_o and_o that_o god_n do_v threaten_v to_o destroy_v man_n who_o he_o have_v make_v and_o all_o beast_n and_o live_a creature_n which_o he_o have_v make_v and_o by_o this_o i_o see_v that_o sure_o sin_n be_v a_o very_a great_a evil_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o noah_n find_v grace_n and_o he_o only_o be_v upright_o before_o god_n and_o that_o god_n drown_v all_o the_o world_n except_o noah_n and_o his_o son_n and_o their_o wife_n eight_o person_n this_o do_v make_v i_o remember_v my_o sin_n and_o confess_v they_o and_o i_o see_v that_o god_n be_v angry_a with_o sin_n it_o rain_v forty_o day_n and_o so_o drown_v all_o the_o world_n then_o i_o say_v sure_o this_o be_v god_n work_n and_o he_o do_v as_o he_o threaten_v to_o do_v to_o sinner_n and_o the_o same_o may_v god_n do_v to_o i_o who_o be_o a_o sinner_n and_o my_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n and_o evil_a thought_n etc._n etc._n and_o then_o i_o pray_v oh_o god_n be_v not_o angry_a with_o i_o but_o be_v merciful_a to_o i_o and_o show_v i_o what_o i_o shall_v do_v then_o i_o consider_v why_o do_v god_n bid_v noah_n make_v a_o ark_n and_o save_v noah_n and_o his_o son_n and_o their_o wife_n and_o by_o it_o my_o heart_n see_v that_o this_o be_v god_n work_n who_o do_v what_o he_o speak_v and_o have_v mercy_n on_o who_o he_o will_v and_o my_o heart_n think_v do_v god_n pardon_v i_o and_o love_v i_o it_o may_v be_v god_n will_v have_v mercy_n on_o i_o i_o hear_v that_o promise_n mat._n 3._o repent_v and_o believe_v for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v at_o hand_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v oh_o that_o god_n will_v help_v i_o and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n and_o god_n make_v i_o wonder_v at_o god_n mercy_n to_o i_o i_o hear_v of_o sodom_n and_o their_o great_a sin_n and_o destruction_n and_o that_o do_v make_v i_o to_o remember_v my_o great_a sin_n and_o the_o great_a work_n of_o god_n that_o he_o have_v almost_o kill_v i_o oh_o i_o think_v this_o be_v god_n work_n to_o show_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o as_o god_n save_v lot_n by_o the_o angel_n and_o send_v he_o out_o of_o the_o place_n but_o burn_v sodom_n and_o all_o the_o people_n this_o i_o see_v to_o be_v god_n work_n and_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o fear_v god_n and_o pray_v unto_o he_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 3._o the_o axe_n be_v lay_v to_o the_o root_n of_o the_o tree_n every_o tree_n that_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n be_v hew_v down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n then_o i_o fear_v my_o own_o case_n because_o my_o fruit_n be_v sin_n and_o i_o deserve_v to_o be_v cut_v down_o then_o i_o desire_v to_o believe_v in_o christ_n i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o that_o word_n matth._n 4._o satan_n tempt_v christ_n if_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n but_o christ_n conquer_v satan_n and_o therefore_o assure_o he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n then_o i_o consider_v that_o place_n mat._n 11._o many_o come_v to_o christ_n the_o halt_n and_o blind_a and_o lame_a and_o deaf_a and_o sick_a and_o he_o heal_v all_o and_o if_o they_o do_v but_o touch_n christ_n they_o be_v heal_v and_o therefore_o my_o heart_n believe_v assure_o he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o now_o i_o will_v pray_v and_o oh_o let_v christ_n save_v i_o and_o christ_n have_v promise_v whatever_o you_o ask_v in_o my_o name_n it_o shall_v be_v do_v therefore_o now_o i_o pray_v oh_o christ_n jesus_n pardon_v i_o but_o my_o heart_n be_v weak_a and_o doubt_a and_o i_o can_v believe_v and_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n that_o every_o tree_n that_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n be_v cut_v down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n then_o i_o say_v i_o deserve_v that_o again_o that_o word_n not_o every_o one_o that_o say_v lord_n lord_n but_o he_o that_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o do_v it_o assure_o it_o be_v so_o and_o i_o desire_v not_o only_o to_o hear_v the_o word_n but_o to_o do_v it_o then_o my_o heart_n be_v ashamed_a of_o my_o sin_n and_o grieve_v i_o hear_v that_o word_n matth._n 6._o bless_a be_v thou_o simon_n bar-ionah_n flesh_n and_o blood_n have_v not_o reveal_v this_o unto_o thou_o but_o my_o heavenly_a father_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v yea_o lord_n no_o man_n have_v teach_v i_o christ_n only_a god_n have_v teach_v my_o heart_n to_o know_v christ_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n mat._n 1._o he_o will_v save_v his_o people_n from_o their_o sin_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v be_v it_o so_o to_o i_o oh_o lord_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o christ_n rise_v again_o the_o three_o day_n with_o a_o earthquake_n and_o the_o watchman_n be_v afraid_a and_o flee_v then_o my_o heart_n say_v sure_o this_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o whosoever_o believe_v in_o christ_n his_o soul_n shall_v go_v to_o heaven_n for_o again_o i_o hear_v of_o the_o ascension_n of_o christ_n and_o more_o than_o five_o hundred_o see_v he_o ascend_v and_o therefore_o i_o believe_v this_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o in_o john_n 14._o no_o man_n come_v unto_o the_o father_n but_o by_o i_o my_o heart_n answer_v yea_o assure_o oh_o lord_n christ_n be_v the_o way_n to_o believe_v in_o and_o come_v to_o god_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o mat._n 25._o christ_n say_v to_o the_o wicked_a depart_v you_o curse_v i_o say_v god_n may_v just_o say_v so_o to_o i_o and_o send_v i_o to_o eternal_a death_n but_o i_o earnest_o cry_v to_o god_n oh_o god_n set_v i_o into_o the_o right_a way_n and_o give_v i_o christ_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o walk_v with_o christ_n for_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o weak_a and_o christ_n promise_v that_o what_o we_o ask_v he_o will_v grant_v and_o i_o say_v let_v god_n do_v with_o i_o what_o he_o will_v but_o i_o beg_v mercy_n in_o christ_n only_o i_o desire_v to_o pray_v to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v john_n speen_n this_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o assure_o be_o a_o great_a sinner_n before_o the_o lord_n but_o now_o i_o beseech_v god_n to_o help_v i_o oh_o christ_n lead_v i_o in_o the_o right_a way_n that_o i_o may_v speak_v that_o which_o be_v right_a this_o i_o confess_v that_o before_o we_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o be_v whole_o a_o sinner_n and_o not_o only_o before_o but_o since_o pray_v to_o god_n i_o have_v be_v a_o great_a sinner_n and_o now_o i_o desire_v to_o make_v a_o short_a confession_n for_o we_o desire_v that_o they_o will_v be_v short_a the_o time_n require_v so_o at_o first_o when_o i_o pray_v my_o prayer_n be_v vain_a and_o only_o i_o pray_v with_o my_o mouth_n and_o on_o the_o sabbath_n only_o i_o come_v to_o the_o house_n of_o prayer_n i_o pray_v morning_n and_o evening_n and_o when_o i_o eat_v but_o i_o consider_v not_o what_o i_o pray_v for_o i_o be_v sometime_o angry_a and_o passionate_a about_o worldly_a matter_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v when_o i_o see_v my_o brother_n be_v choose_v to_o be_v a_o ruler_n who_o be_v young_a than_o i_o because_o now_o i_o see_v that_o i_o be_v a_o sinner_n and_o though_o i_o repent_v yet_o present_o again_o i_o fall_v into_o sin_n therefore_o i_o think_v sure_o god_n have_v cast_v i_o off_o because_o i_o thus_o sin_n and_o still_o my_o heart_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n all_o my_o thought_n be_v full_a of_o sin_n all_o my_o talk_n and_o do_n be_v sinful_a but_o now_o of_o late_a about_o 2_o year_n ago_o i_o hear_v this_o word_n mat._n 12._o when_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n be_v cast_v out_o he_o go_v up_o and_o down_o unquiet_a then_o he_o return_v and_o take_v 7_o devil_n with_o he_o worse_o
say_v the_o tree_n that_o bring_v not_o forth_o good_a fruit_n be_v cut_v down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n my_o heart_n say_v sure_o so_o be_v my_o heart_n and_o i_o have_v deserve_v to_o be_v cast_v into_o the_o fire_n i_o have_v bring_v forth_o such_o fruit_n as_o may_v just_o cut_v i_o down_o again_o i_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n he_o that_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o do_v it_o shall_v be_v bless_v then_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o have_v deserve_v not_o to_o be_v pardon_v but_o i_o beg_v for_o mercy_n again_o the_o word_n say_v this_o be_v my_o belove_a son_n in_o who_o i_o be_o well_o please_v my_o heart_n say_v sure_a god_n be_v merciful_a to_o send_v his_o own_o son_n and_o christ_n be_v merciful_a that_o he_o come_v and_o die_v for_o we_o again_o i_o hear_v that_o the_o tempter_n come_v to_o christ_n and_o say_v if_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n make_v these_o stone_n bread_n but_o christ_n say_v man_n live_v not_o by_o bread_n only_o but_o by_o every_o word_n which_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o god_n then_o i_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o that_o my_o soul_n live_v not_o by_o bread_n but_o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n again_o mat._n 8._o the_o leper_n come_v to_o christ_n and_o say_v lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o whole_a and_o jesus_n touch_v he_o and_o he_o be_v heal_v then_o my_o heart_n say_v sure_o christ_n be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o he_o only_o can_v heal_v my_o sin_n again_o i_o hear_v in_o mat._n 6._o if_o you_o forgive_v one_o another_o god_n forgive_v you_o then_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o desire_v to_o do_v this_o else_o god_n will_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 9_o all_o disease_a come_v to_o christ_n the_o blind_a halt_v etc._o etc._o and_o he_o heal_v they_o therefore_o i_o believe_v that_o he_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o i_o beg_v of_o christ_n to_o pardon_v my_o sin_n and_o save_v i_o because_o sure_o he_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o god_n again_o the_o word_n say_v not_o every_o one_o that_o say_v lord_n lord_n shall_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n but_o he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o my_o father_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o do_v fear_n because_o i_o do_v very_o weak_o obey_v the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o christ_n say_v depart_v you_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n my_o heart_n say_v such_o a_o one_o be_o i_o but_o now_o i_o cry_v to_o and_o trust_v to_o christ_n to_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 11._o that_o christ_n say_v capernaum_n be_v lift_v up_o to_o heaven_n by_o the_o gospel_n but_o shall_v be_v cast_v down_o to_o hell_n for_o refuse_v it_o i_o think_v i_o do_v now_o pray_v iâ—_z i_o now_o fall_v off_o i_o shall_v perish_v and_o again_o christ_n say_v it_o shall_v be_v easy_o for_o tyre_n and_o sidon_n in_o that_o day_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o have_v deserve_v the_o worst_a of_o god_n wrath_n for_o i_o believe_v not_o the_o great_a work_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o desire_v pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o forsake_v all_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o pray_v to_o christ_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 5._o that_o heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o but_o not_o one_o jot_n or_o tittle_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o all_o shall_v be_v fulfil_v therefore_o my_o heart_n do_v desire_v that_o i_o may_v both_o hear_v and_o do_v the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o will_v never_o perish_v again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 16_o christ_n say_v who_o say_v you_o that_o i_o be_o peter_n say_v thou_o be_v christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n christ_n say_v bless_a art_n thou_o peter_n flesh_n and_o blood_n have_v not_o reveal_v this_o to_o thou_o but_o my_o father_n and_o on_o this_o rock_n i_o will_v build_v my_o church_n and_o the_o gate_n of_o hell_n shall_v not_o prevail_v against_o it_o therefore_o my_o heart_n believe_v that_o god_n help_v i_o to_o receive_v christ_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o take_v that_o promise_n to_o peter_n and_o my_o heart_n joy_v more_o and_o more_o in_o christ_n and_o in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 26._o jesus_n take_v bread_n and_o bless_v it_o and_o break_v it_o and_o give_v it_o and_o say_v take_v eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v break_v for_o you_o and_o likewise_o the_o cup_n etc._n etc._n say_v this_o be_v my_o blood_n in_o the_o new_a testament_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o remission_n of_o sin_n etc._n etc._n my_o heart_n say_v sure_a christ_n be_v full_a of_o love_n and_o have_v give_v we_o great_a mercy_n and_o i_o desire_v to_o partake_v of_o it_o again_o the_o wicked_a do_v kill_v christ_n but_o he_o rise_v again_o and_o ascend_v to_o heaven_n then_o my_o heart_n believe_v christ_n again_o i_o hear_v john_n 14._o no_o man_n come_v to_o the_o father_n but_o by_o i_o my_o heart_n say_v so_o be_v it_o lord_n i_o desire_v to_o come_v to_o god_n by_o christ_n and_o i_o say_v why_o do_v the_o wicked_a kill_v christ_n my_o heart_n say_v i_o believe_v that_o christ_n die_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o desire_v to_o believe_v in_o christ_n then_o my_o heart_n do_v joy_n in_o christ_n and_o to_o heartle_v word_n of_o god_n but_o yet_o to_o this_o day_n i_o have_v doubt_n in_o my_o heart_n my_o heart_n be_v weak_a to_o this_o day_n and_o now_o i_o know_v that_o in_o six_o day_n god_n make_v the_o world_n and_o before_o that_o god_n i_o desire_v to_o confess_v my_o sin_n and_o forsake_v they_o and_o no_o more_o to_o do_v they_o sometime_o my_o heart_n be_v in_o a_o ill_a frame_n and_o love_v sin_n and_o my_o heart_n hate_v good_a therefore_o i_o desire_v the_o free_a mercy_n of_o christ_n to_o hold_v and_o keep_v my_o soul_n when_o he_o have_v finish_v and_o i_o have_v read_v before_o the_o assembly_n this_o confession_n of_o his_o we_o call_v upon_o the_o witness_n to_o coat_a who_o do_v in_o the_o same_o order_n as_o before_o express_v themselves_o to_o the_o like_a purpose_n only_o when_o we_o call_v for_o tho_n stanton_n his_o son_n they_o be_v not_o present_a nor_o do_v they_o any_o more_o appear_v in_o the_o congregation_n to_o attest_v the_o indian_n confession_n all_o the_o day_n ponampiam_fw-la he_o be_v next_o call_v forth_o and_o thus_o speak_v i_o confess_v my_o sin_n before_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o people_n this_o day_n while_o my_o father_n live_v and_o i_o be_v young_a i_o be_v at_o play_n and_o my_o father_n rebuke_v i_o and_o say_v we_o shall_v all_o die_v short_o in_o private_a we_o ask_v he_o what_o ground_n or_o reason_n move_v his_o father_n so_o to_o speak_v he_o answer_v it_o be_v when_o the_o english_a be_v new_o come_v over_o and_o he_o think_v that_o his_o father_n have_v hear_v that_o mr_n wilson_n have_v speak_v of_o the_o flood_n of_o noah_n how_o god_n drown_v all_o the_o world_n for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n then_o i_o be_v trouble_v and_o think_v sure_a what_o god_n say_v shall_v be_v and_o not_o what_o man_n say_v but_o i_o quick_o forget_v this_o and_o think_v not_o of_o any_o good_a that_o same_o winter_n the_o pox_n come_v all_o my_o kindred_n die_v only_o my_o mother_n and_o i_o live_v we_o come_v to_o cohannit_n by_o dorchester_n where_o i_o live_v till_o i_o be_v a_o man_n and_o marry_v all_o those_o day_n i_o sin_v and_o pray_v to_o all_o god_n and_o do_v as_o other_o do_v there_o i_o live_v till_o the_o minister_n come_v to_o teach_v we_o when_o i_o hear_v that_o they_o pray_v my_o heart_n desire_v it_o not_o sometime_o i_o pray_v among_o they_o and_o sometime_o i_o neglect_v it_o i_o fear_v to_o pray_v because_o of_o the_o sachem_n therefore_o i_o put_v it_o off_o for_o the_o fear_n of_o man_n afterward_o i_o consider_v in_o my_o heart_n to_o pray_v to_o god_n not_o because_o i_o love_v the_o word_n but_o for_o other_o reason_n i_o hear_v that_o word_n mal._n 1._o from_o the_o rise_n of_o the_o sun_n to_o the_o go_n down_o thereof_o my_o name_n shall_v be_v great_a among_o the_o gentile_n and_o in_o every_o place_n incense_n shall_v be_v offer_v unto_o my_o name_n and_o a_o pure_a offering_n for_o my_o name_n shall_v be_v great_a among_o the_o heathen_a say_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n then_o i_o be_v trouble_v in_o my_o thought_n about_o run_v away_o yet_o than_o i_o think_v if_o i_o shall_v go_v to_o another_o place_n they_o must_v pray_v also_o and_o therefore_o i_o can_v fly_v from_o pray_v to_o god_n therefore_o i_o tarry_v and_o when_o other_o pray_v i_o pray_v