unfaythful_a /_o and_z with_o out_o faith_n no_o man_n may_v please_v the_o /_o and_z thus_o all_o my_o life_n be_v dysplease_v unto_o the._n ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v for_o i_o want_v faith_n of_o the_o /_o fere_n of_o the_o /_o love_n of_o the_o /_o &_o drede_v of_o the_o /_o but_z i_o want_v not_o the_o drede_n of_o the_o world_n /_o love_n of_o the_o world_n /_o and_o shame_n of_o the_o world_n and_o thus_o the_o image_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v defaut_v &_o make_v foul_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_v depreve_v thy_o great_a virtue_n where_o by_o it_o shall_v be_v make_v fair_a and_o acceptable_a to_o the_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v than_o but_o turn_v i_o to_o the_o &_o ask_v mercy_n for_o that_o i_o have_v spenbed_n my_o life_n so_o myserable_o a_o than_o i_o may_v call_v my_o soul_n a_o sinful_a soul_n which_o be_v without_o drede_n of_o the_o &_o wtout_fw-fr shame_n of_o sin_n understand_v that_o after_o the_o order_fw-fr of_o thy_o ryghtwysnesse_n sin_n must_v have_v sorrow_n /_o than_z my_o soul_n ought_v to_o have_v sorrow_n /_o and_o all_o my_o life_n shall_v he_o we_o ping_a /_o &_o who_o shall_v gyve_v teres_fw-la enough_o to_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v weep_v enough_o for_o my_o miserable_a lyve_a /_o and_o lament_v that_o i_o ever_o have_v spend_v so_o myserable_o my_o time_n which_o i_o can_v not_o now_o revoke_v agayen_fw-mi /_o ne_o fruytful_o recompense_v but_o by_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n ¶_o alas_o i_o have_v lose_v the_o well_o of_o life_n and_o of_o all_o true_a solace_n /_o and_z i_o have_v delve_v in_o the_o old_a stynk_n cysterne_a of_o sin_n /_o and_o the_o deceyvable_a water_n there_o of_o which_o seem_v in_o yâ—_z begin_n sweet_a and_o delectable_a /_o &_o now_o it_o be_v turn_v in_o to_o bitterness_n /_o abhomynacyon_n /_o and_z great_a sorrow_n ¶_o o_o moost_n merciful_a lord_n which_o art_n the_o well_o of_o pyte_n &_o of_o grace_n from_o who_o the_o flode_n of_o celestyall_a glory_n do_v streme_a upon_o all_o the_o heavenly_a court_n replenysshing_n they_o with_o all_o pleasure_n &_o delectacyon_n pass_v yâ—_z possybylyte_n of_o man_n think_n /_o gyve_v i_o good_a lord_n in_o this_o vale_n of_o my_o serye_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n the_o spirit_n of_o compunccyon_n that_o i_o may_v bytter_o weep_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o be_v prevylegyate_a by_o thy_o grace_n never_o from_o hen_n forward_o dampnable_o to_o affend_v the._n ¶_o o_o merueylous_a god_n how_o myserable_o be_v my_o soul_n /_o which_o only_o can_v not_o sorrow_n accord_v to_o the_o grevous_a offence_n that_o it_o have_v do_v in_o this_o life_n but_o also_o it_o be_v in_o manner_n benomen_fw-la and_o deed_n /_o for_o it_o fele_v not_o the_o great_a goostly_a sorrow_n that_o it_o have_v /_o whereby_o except_o it_o have_v help_v by_o mean_a of_o penance_n it_o shall_v be_v bring_v to_o the_o bitter_a pain_n of_o everla_a death_n a_o i_o may_v curse_v sin_n the_o which_o have_v bring_v i_o so_o far_o from_o the_o good_a lord_n /_o and_z so_o far_o from_o myself_o that_o i_o have_v lose_v my_o feeling_n yâ—_z quyckenesse_n of_o my_o spirit_n /_o and_o the_o goosty_o taste_v of_o all_o sprytuall_a pleasure_n and_o delectacyon_n in_o virtue_n ¶_o a_o miserable_a soul_n a_o sinful_a soul_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o dulle_a &_o so_o slow_a to_o all_o good_a werke_n which_o be_v to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n /_o and_z to_o thy_o perpetual_a promocyon_n and_o endless_a joy_n /_o perpetual_a bliss_n and_o hertely_a gladness_n /_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o prompt_a and_o so_o ready_a to_o all_o wretchedness_n and_o all_o werke_n of_o abominable_a sin_n which_o be_v to_o yâ—_z great_a dyspleasure_n of_o almyghty_a god_n /_o and_z to_o thy_o great_a pain_n and_o sorrow_n and_o dampnacyon_n both_o of_o soul_n &_o of_o body_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o oblyvyous_a and_o forgetful_a of_o fruytfull_a &_o virtuous_a doctrine_n /_o and_o so_o retentyâ—e_a of_o evyll_n fpeke_n and_o word_n incyte_v to_o sin_n woo_v woe_n may_v thou_o be_v which_o leveste_fw-ge the_o way_n of_o virtue_n &_o chose_v the_o way_n of_o hyce_n /_o leve_v the_o way_n of_o saluacyon_n and_o take_v the_o way_n of_o dampnacyon_n thou_o haste_v life_n and_o death_n both_o lay_v before_o the_o /_o and_z which_o thou_o will_v thou_o may_v choose_v love_v thou_o not_o life_n /_o hate_v thou_o not_o death_n love_v thou_o not_o delectacyon_n and_o pleasure_n /_o hate_v not_o thou_o pain_n and_o sorrow_n alas_o how_o unhappy_a art_n yâ—_z than_o which_o chose_v the_o way_n of_o sin_n /_o the_o way_n of_o death_n /_o yâ—_z way_n of_o pain_n &_o endless_a sorrow_n /_o and_o wilful_o leve_v yâ—_z way_n of_o virtue_n which_o lede_v to_o lyâ—e_v joy_n and_o endless_a mirth_n with_o all_o yâ—_z herte_v can_v think_v or_o desire_v consolacyon_n thou_o rennes_n to_o bodily_a death_n &_o not_o only_o bodily_a whereby_o thy_o soul_n shall_v be_v depart_v from_o thy_o body_n /_o but_o also_o the_o goostly_a sight_n of_o death_n where_o thou_o shall_v be_v for_o ever_o depart_v from_o the_o face_n and_o clear_a vysyon_n of_o god_n which_o be_v yâ—_z life_n to_o thy_o soul_n like_a as_o thy_o soul_n be_v life_n to_o thy_o body_n /_o the_o pain_n of_o fire_n and_o the_o terryble_a sight_n of_o the_o devylles_n shall_v not_o be_v so_o grevous_a unto_o the_o /_o as_z the_o sondr_a from_o thy_o lord_n god_n which_o full_a sure_a the_o thou_o shall_v see_v he_o in_o his_o glory_n will_v not_o thou_o say_v that_o such_o a_o man_n be_v worthy_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n which_o will_v choose_v to_o go_v that_o way_n be_v it_o never_o so_o pleasant_a there_o he_o know_v certain_o /_o if_o he_o continue_v therein_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v take_v with_o thief_n rob_v and_o put_v to_o the_o moo_v byttere_a pain_n of_o death_n then_o i_o counseyll_v the_o by_o time_n leave_v the_o way_n of_o sin_n /_o for_o the_o end_n thereof_o be_v endless_a sorrow_n /_o and_o the_o pleasure_n yâ—_z come_v thereof_o be_v it_o never_o so_o great_a it_o shall_v hasty_o pass_v and_o if_o thou_o come_v to_o that_o end_n thou_o shall_v take_v thy_o leave_n also_o true_a as_o god_n be_v true_a from_o all_o pleasure_n without_o end_n our_o lord_n of_o his_o great_a mercy_n offer_v to_o the_o eternal_a pleasure_n for_o a_o short_a temporal_a pain_n suffer_v accord_v to_o the_o ordenaunce_n of_o his_o will_n /_o if_o thou_o will_v refuse_v so_o great_a a_o lucre_n for_o so_o lytel_fw-mi a_o payment_n than_o thou_o be_v a_o unhappy_a merchant_n then_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o follow_v the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o suffer_v of_o this_o pain_n /_o but_o will_v fulfil_v thynowne_v will_n in_o take_v thy_o short_a &_o sinful_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n /_o be_v not_o thou_o than_o worthy_a /_o by_o the_o ryghtwysenes_n of_o god_n to_o lose_v and_o be_v depryve_v of_o this_o perpetual_a joy_n &_o pleasure_n thou_o can_v not_o reasonable_o say_v nay_o for_o thou_o that_o will_v refuse_v so_o inestymable_a a_o joy_n for_o so_o lytell_fw-mi a_o price_n /_o than_o thou_o set_v lytell_a thereby_o /_o &_o in_o that_o thou_o dysabl_a thyself_o to_o have_v it_o ¶_o and_o of_o very_o equyte_v thou_o which_o wilful_o and_o syful_o forsake_v â—â—â—â—nal_a saluacyon_n /_o thou_o deserve_v by_o the_o ryghtwysnesse_n of_o god_n to_o have_v eternal_a pain_n and_o dampnacyon_n then_o behold_v upon_o the_o right_a side_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n which_o be_v ready_a to_o gyve_v the_o perpetual_a joy_n for_o a_o short_a virtuous_a pain_n and_o behold_v upon_o the_o lyfte_a hand_n the_o ryghtwysnesse_n of_o god_n which_o shall_v gyve_v the_o eternal_a pain_n for_o refuse_v of_o eternal_a joy_n which_o thou_o forsoke_v for_o a_o short_a syful_a pleasur_n /_o than_o beware_v what_o thou_o do_v /_o he_z of_o his_o great_a grace_n offer_v the_o perpetual_a joy_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v so_o lyght_o refuse_v it_o /_o than_z he_o thryte_v the_o with_o endless_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n that_o thou_o may_v not_o escape_v his_o hand_n /_o choose_v the_o now_o whether_o thou_o will_v for_o a_o lytel_fw-mi pain_n have_v endless_a pleasure_n /_o or_z for_o a_o lytel_n simple_a solace_n have_v endless_a pay_n and_o sorrow_n /_o and_o one_o thou_o must_v needs_o choose_v i_o counseyll_v the_o to_o take_v pain_n and_o leave_v pleasure_n /_o draw_v the_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n that_o thou_o be_v not_o find_v at_o the_o day_n of_o doom_n among_o the_o damn_a people_n upon_o the_o lyfte_a hand_n /_o leave_v vain_a and_o sinful_a temporal_a joy_n for_o the_o end_n thereof_o be_v sorrow_n /_o if_o thou_o lyvest_n after_o thy_o pselaunt_n desire_v of_o thy_o flesh_n it_o shall_v
&_o thou_o will_v continue_v in_o unkind_a unto_o he_o /_o this_o sign_n of_o unkyndenesse_n &_o ingratytude_n /_o if_o thou_o have_v none_o other_o sin_n it_o be_v enough_o to_o procure_v the_o ire_n or_o wrath_n of_o this_o juge_a /_o why_o will_v thou_o then_o unkind_a soul_n daily_o multyply_v new_a offence_n why_o remember_v not_o thou_o yâ—_z great_a jeopardy_n that_o thou_o stand_v in_o for_o thy_o old_a sin_n ¶_o o_o wretch_n learn_v to_o weep_v apply_v &_o to_o take_v wylful_a sorrow_n /_o yâ—_z moche_n cause_n haste_n thou_o to_o weep_v and_o to_o sorrow_n /_o for_o if_o thou_o may_v weep_v as_o moche_v water_n as_o be_v in_o the_o see_v yet_o it_o be_v of_o thyself_o suffycyente_v to_o wasshe_v thy_o soul_n from_o sin_n thou_o do_v â–ª_o as_o a_o malefactor_n which_o have_v offend_v his_o prince_n &_o be_v sorry_a for_o to_o be_v take_v &_o to_o suffer_v great_a pain_n /_o &_o yet_o wilful_o he_o will_v more_o outrageous_o offend_v he_o know_v well_o that_o he_o shall_v suffer_v therefore_o the_o more_o pain_n /_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o that_o this_o prince_n be_v merciful_a i_o say_v to_o the_o that_o he_o be_v mercyful_a to_o none_o but_o to_o such_o as_o have_v mercy_n upon_o themselves_o &_o will_v leave_v their_o wretched_a lyve_a /_o than_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thyself_o and_o leave_v yâ—_z misery_n of_o sin_n /_o for_z thou_o shall_v be_v call_v soon_o than_o thou_o trust_v to_o thy_o acompte_n of_o all_o thy_o werke_n of_o all_o thy_o ydelnes_n of_o all_o thy_o word_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o silence_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o sleep_a /_o of_o all_o thy_o wake_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o sekenesse_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o helthe_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o rychesse_n /_o of_o all_o thy_o poverte_a /_o of_o all_o thy_o fee_a /_o of_o all_o abstynence_n /_o and_z of_o all_o thing_n that_o thou_o haste_v do_v and_o leave_v undo_v to_o the_o least_fw-mi thought_n of_o thy_o soul_n /_o and_z of_o all_o thing_n perteyn_v to_o thy_o power_n which_o thou_o haste_v not_o ordain_v to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n &_o saluacyon_n of_o thy_o soul_n /_o and_z thy_o body_n shall_v be_v punyssh_v with_o yâ—_z for_o it_o sin_v with_o the_o and_o thou_o in_o it_o for_o the_o cause_n of_o sin_n be_v in_o it_o and_o it_o shall_v have_v no_o pain_n but_o for_o the_o /_o for_z it_o may_v not_o sin_n but_o by_o the._n alas_o why_o will_v not_o thou_o see_v whether_o thou_o go_v &_o behold_v yâ—_z end_n of_o thy_o passage_n that_o thou_o deme_v that_o thou_o go_v to_o pleasure_n /_o &_o as_o a_o blyndfull_a man_n thou_o go_v even_o contrary_a toward_o pain_n /_o thou_o thynke_v thou_o go_v for_o to_o have_v thy_o will_v /_o and_z thou_o go_v there_o thou_o shall_v have_v all_o thing_n contrary_a to_o thy_o will_v /_o and_o yâ—_z desyre_a mirth_n and_o thou_o take_v yâ—_z way_n of_o endless_a labour_n &_o perpetual_a pain_n &_o everla_a dampnacyon_n â—edet_fw-la ainam_fw-la mea_fw-la n_z vite_fw-fr i_o ¶_o a_o my_o soul_n have_v a_o great_a cause_n to_o be_v weary_a of_o my_o life_n /_o for_z i_o live_v not_o as_o yâ—_z lover_n of_o god_n shall_v live_v /_o but_z as_o a_o wretched_a catyfe_n which_o forgete_v god_n /_o &_o deserve_a to_o be_v forgoten_a of_o he_o ¶_o i_o have_v no_o mind_n upon_o my_o saluacyon_n /_o my_o mind_n be_v rather_o upon_o thing_n of_o dampnacyon_n i_o endure_v i_o not_o to_o form_v i_o i_o labour_n not_o to_o repress_v the_o wretched_a mocyon_n which_o i_o feel_v in_o i_o i_o suffer_v my_o mind_n at_o large_a to_o run_v in_o vanytee_n /_o as_o a_o creature_n that_o have_v no_o god_n or_o juge_a ne_fw-fr thing_n to_o answer_v for_o /_o ne_z thing_n to_o sorrow_n for_o ne_fw-la to_o fere_n /_o for_o help_n be_v offer_v to_o i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o ask_v it_o /_o it_z be_v offer_v to_o i_o and_o i_o will_v not_o put_v my_o hand_n thereto_o my_o enemy_n &_o my_o accuser_n i_o consent_v to_o /_o &_o to_o my_o lord_n &_o my_o lover_n i_o will_v not_o consent_v a_o good_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v at_o yâ—_z dredefull_a day_n of_o death_n at_o the_o terryble_a doom_n in_o the_o day_n of_o jugement_n ¶_o a_o how_o many_o thousand_o sin_n shall_v come_v than_o upon_o i_o wtout_fw-fr onâ—_n provysyon_n as_o they_o lie_v in_o watch_n to_o take_v i_o which_o i_o see_v not_o now_o /_o &_o i_o take_v not_o keep_v to_o delyver_v myself_o by_o plain_a confessyon_n and_o many_o a_o thing_n which_o i_o trust_v now_o be_v no_o sign_n shall_v then_o appear_v grevous_a sign_n /_o and_o many_o a_o deed_n which_o i_o trust_v now_o be_v good_a /_o than_z i_o shall_v find_v they_o evil_a &_o black_a and_o abominable_a they_o yâ—_z shall_v appear_v to_o i_o /_o there_o i_o shall_v receyve_v in_o soul_n &_o body_n moche_n woo_v as_o i_o have_v do_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n moche_n wretchedness_n /_o &_o than_o shall_v i_o be_v wâ—_n for_o i_o shall_v receyve_v yâ—_z woeful_a and_o sorrowful_a endless_a pain_n when_o the_o time_n shall_v be_v pass_v except_o i_o leave_v now_o sin_n and_o tear_v i_o to_o god_n and_o deserve_v by_o virtuous_a lyve_a to_o have_v mercy_n /_o there_o shall_v be_v pain_n unprofytable_a and_o unfruytfull_a penance_n /_o for_o that_o pain_n shall_v not_o remeve_v the_o sin_n of_o they_o which_o in_o this_o life_n will_v not_o take_v wylful_a pain_n to_o be_v delyver_v from_o sign_n and_o able_a to_o be_v damn_a from_o grace_n that_o they_o shall_v have_v no_o power_n to_o recompense_v and_o to_o satysfye_v for_o their_o offence_n /_o for_o when_o grace_n be_v offer_v to_o they_o they_o refuse_v it_o /_o and_z when_o the_o time_n of_o penance_n be_v lay_v afore_o they_o /_o unfruytful_o &_o neclygent_o they_o pass_v it_o ¶_o o_o good_a lord_n now_o i_o ought_v for_o to_o remember_v what_o i_o have_v do_v and_o what_o that_o i_o have_v deserve_v to_o receyve_v for_o my_o do_v /_o all_z my_o year_n i_o shall_v record_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o &_o say_v how_o my_o time_n be_v consume_v without_o profit_n /_o &_o what_o woo_v i_o have_v wrought_v to_o myself_o /_o if_o ay_o coude_fw-fr remember_v that_o i_o have_v do_v many_o good_a thing_n than_o i_o shall_v be_v glad_a /_o but_z i_o remember_v yâ—_z i_o have_v do_v many_o wretched_a &_o evil_a thing_n and_o few_o good_a /_o &_o therefore_o i_o have_v great_a cause_n to_o be_v woo_v /_o &_o if_o i_o will_v not_o apply_v i_o to_o be_v woe_n where_o i_o shall_v be_v woo_v there_o i_o shall_v never_o depart_v therfro_o ¶_o a_o woe_n woe_n be_v to_o this_o great_a hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n /_o for_o these_o great_a hamer_n of_o remembrance_n of_o eternal_a torment_n &_o moo_v sorrowful_a vice_n be_v to_o light_v to_o break_v it_o ¶_o o_o dulness_n insanable_a and_o unable_a to_o be_v hele_v all_o this_o sharp_a brayde_n be_v not_o suffycyent_a to_o quycken_v yâ—_z /_o they_o be_v all_o to_o blunt_v for_o the._n ¶_o alas_o sythen_a the_o great_a pain_n yâ—_z god_n have_v ordain_v for_o sin_n be_v to_o lytel_n to_o put_v the_o in_o fere_n /_o and_o make_v the_o to_o be_v dylygent_a for_o thy_o saluacyon_n ¶_o a_o god_n mercy_n /_o a_z deadly_a dulness_n yâ—_z be_v in_o i_o sythen_a the_o terryble_n thondre_fw-fr of_o my_o syne_n &_o ghostly_a sight_n of_o yâ—_z great_a abominable_a multytude_n of_o pain_n cause_v no_o quyckenes_n of_o devocyon_n /_o no_o misery_n of_o teres_fw-la /_o no_o fere_n of_o god_n in_o i_o ¶_o a_o woe_n may_v i_o be_v which_o feel_v myself_o in_o this_o great_a misery_n /_o not_o ready_a to_o arise_v but_o rather_o desire_v to_o fall_v deper_n i_o be_o worse_a than_o a_o stone_n /_o for_z it_o be_v descend_v of_o nature_n for_o to_o descend_v /_o but_z i_o descend_v by_o malice_n against_o nature_n ¶_o a_o deâ—e_a lord_n i_o love_v more_o erthly_a vanyte_n than_o i_o do_v yâ—_z or_o the_o place_n of_o thy_o glory_n /_o my_o soul_n be_v crooked_a all_o down_o to_o the_o earth_n /_o for_o there_o yâ—_z love_n be_v of_o the_o there_o it_o be_v fyx_v and_o not_o upon_o yâ—_z /_o and_o therefore_o it_o look_v not_o up_o to_o the_o /_o here_z be_v matter_n of_o misery_n in_o i_o to_o exyte_v a_o honder_v soul_n to_o sorrow_n &_o make_v they_o continue_v unease_o in_o weep_a but_o my_o soul_n be_v so_o dry_a from_o all_o moisture_n &_o grace_n yâ—_z there_o come_v no_o teres_fw-la from_o i_o and_o thus_o i_o may_v see_v myself_o a_o dry_a stock_n /_o a_o seer_n tree_n ready_a to_o fire_n a_o merueylous_a god_n how_o be_o i_o come_fw-mi to_o this_o dulness_n to_o this_o dryenesse_n /_o to_o this_o blindness_n
&_o derkenesse_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o my_o soul_n be_v make_v bynome_n &_o impotent_a to_o all_o perfyte_n dede_n of_o virtue_n /_o &_o not_o only_o it_o want_v will_v /_o but_z in_o manner_n it_o want_v power_n to_o do_v well_o /_o &_o what_o have_v make_v i_o this_o feebleness_n but_o only_a sin_n &_o what_o have_v make_v in_o i_o such_o sin_n but_o only_o a_o crooked_a and_o froward_a will_n a_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n of_o my_o soul_n of_o the_o which_o i_o be_o cause_n myself_o /_o &_o therefore_o my_o impotensy_n /_o &_o indisposycyon_n to_o holy_a &_o perfyte_n lyve_v be_v none_o excuse_v to_o i_o /_o for_o this_o myself_o have_v make_v i_o by_o long_a custom_n in_o lyve_a ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n a_o unkind_a soul_n be_o i_o to_o the._n i_o can_v not_o dyssymyle_v to_o the_o /_o for_z no_o thing_n i_o may_v withdraw_v from_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o /_o of_z ah_o child_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o power_n to_o live_v virtuous_o and_o to_o please_v the_o not_o for_o thy_o avayle_n but_o for_o my_o avayle_n for_o the_o endless_a promocyon_n &_o joyefull_a reward_n to_o be_v receyve_v of_o the_o /_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o /_o and_z yet_o thou_o contynue_v it_o by_o good_a thought_n /_o by_z good_a counseyle_n /_o by_z holy_a prechynge_n /_o by_z virtuous_a example_n /_o by_z great_a gift_n /_o calling_n to_o i_o for_o to_o come_v to_o the._n and_o i_o as_o a_o wretch_n repel_v the_o &_o all_o the_o gift_n yâ—_z thou_o gyve_v i_o i_o abuse_v to_o the_o dyspleasure_n of_o the_o and_o to_o the_o great_a accusacyon_n and_o without_o thy_o mercy_n to_o the_o great_a dampnacyon_n of_o i_o i_o desire_v sudden_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n to_o come_v upon_o i_o there_o thou_o haste_v give_v to_o i_o this_o respite_n &_o time_n of_o great_a delyberacyon_n to_o avoid_v the_o painful_a doungen_fw-mi of_o hell_n and_o to_o come_v to_o the_o joyful_a empire_n of_o thy_o glory_n there_o everlastynge_o for_o to_o dwell_v with_o the_o i_o attend_v it_o not_o wherefore_o i_o deserve_v hasty_o for_o to_o be_v cast_v down_o by_o the_o painful_a blast_n of_o the_o great_a horryble_a tempest_n of_o death_n i_o know_v well_o yâ—_z i_o may_v not_o here_o always_o abide_v /_o &_o yet_o my_o mind_n /_o and_z my_o love_n be_v more_o here_o than_o there_o yâ—_z i_o must_v always_o abide_v ¶_o a_o merueylous_a god_n a_o great_a blindness_n be_v in_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v desire_v for_o to_o abide_v in_o yâ—_z same_o place_n of_o misery_n there_o as_o i_o well_o know_v yâ—_z i_o may_v not_o abide_v than_o for_o to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o bliss_n and_o of_o mirth_n and_o great_a felycyte_n there_o as_o i_o may_v come_v if_o i_o will_v and_o for_o ever_o abide_v /_o god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v yâ—_z best_a life_n /_o and_z i_o make_v myself_o a_o unreasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v the_o worst_a life_n /_o &_o i_o love_v yâ—_z i_o shall_v not_o love_v /_o and_z i_o hate_v that_o i_o shall_v love_v /_o and_o thus_o both_o my_o mind_n &_o my_o will_n i_o abuse_v unto_o my_o great_a hurt_n which_o thou_o haste_v give_v i_o to_o my_o help_v /_o if_o i_o shall_v complain_v upon_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o can_v reduce_v to_o my_o mind_n of_o my_o own_o wretchedness_n &_o unkyndnesse_n to_o god_n /_o remember_a the_o great_a benefeyte_n &_o gift_n yâ—_z i_o have_v receyve_v of_o he_o /_o and_o how_o gentyll_a a_o lord_n he_o have_v be_v to_o i_o without_o my_o deserve_v certain_o all_o the_o wretchedness_n &_o dyscommendacyon_n &_o that_o i_o can_v say_v of_o myself_o be_v to_o lytell_a in_o regard_n of_o yâ—_z great_a dyscommendacyon_n and_o blame_n which_o i_o have_v deserve_v /_o my_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n be_v more_o ready_a to_o do_v evyll_n than_o my_o memory_n &_o many_o moo_o if_o they_o be_v knytte_a togyder_n with_o i_o be_v able_a to_o receyve_v i_o feel_v myself_o full_a of_o wretchedness_n i_o be_o prone_a and_o all_o ready_a to_o all_o evyll_n /_o elles_fw-fr dulle_a &_o slow_a to_o all_o goodness_n a_o sythen_a i_o may_v here_o or_o see_v my_o default_n show_v afore_o i_o like_a as_o thy_o be_v i_o shall_v abhor_v with_o myself_o like_o as_o with_o a_o toode_v or_o a_o serpent_n a_o what_o drede_n shall_v my_o herte_n unbrace_v of_o that_o terryble_a jugement_n which_o must_v be_v give_v of_o myself_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n where_o yâ—_z moo_v right_a wise_a juge_n himself_o shall_v accuse_v i_o /_o &_o my_o own_o conscyence_n shall_v wytnesse_v against_o i_o how_o i_o have_v mysuse_v my_o soul_n and_o lytel_n hede_v the_o valour_n thereof_o which_o be_v buy_v with_o the_o precyouse_a blood_n of_o cryste_n very_a god_n and_o man_n creator_n and_o maker_n of_o the_o unyversal_a world_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o who_o name_n all_o creature_n shall_v do_v obedience_n i_o shall_v gyve_v account_n how_o i_o have_v abuse_v my_o mind_n my_o will_n my_o body_n all_o my_o fyve_o wytte_n my_o tongue_n my_o beaute_n my_o health_n my_o strength_n cunning_a virtue_n /_o how_o i_o have_v mysordr_v myself_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n the_o evyll_n mocyoâ—s_v both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n how_o i_o have_v not_o do_v yâ—_z be_v in_o i_o to_o repress_v they_o but_o rather_o to_o keep_v /_o they_o &_o to_o werke_v they_o all_o these_o good_a lord_n i_o forgete_v &_o of_o all_o these_o i_o shall_v gyve_v a_o straight_o account_v also_o of_o meet_a &_o drink_v /_o gold_n silver_n &_o clothes_n /_o &_o of_o all_o these_o which_o have_v be_v under_o my_o tuytion_n /_o as_o child_n servant_n /_o &_o of_o the_o evyll_n dede_n that_o i_o have_v do_v /_o and_z of_o all_o the_o good_a dede_n which_o i_o may_v have_v do_v /_o &_o for_o sloth_n &_o sloggysshenes_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v leave_v they_o undo_v of_o all_o the_o time_n yâ—_z i_o have_v receyve_v sythen_a i_o have_v use_v of_o reason_n ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v at_o yâ—_z dreadful_a hour_n of_o reken_v where_o as_o shall_v be_v show_v ryghtwysnesse_n wtout_fw-fr grace_n if_o i_o now_o labour_n not_o for_o grace_v ¶_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v dry_a tree_n that_o i_o be_o and_o bring_v forth_o no_o good_a fruit_n in_o yâ—_z chirche_fw-fr of_o god_n /_o but_o rather_o sew_v fruit_n by_o many_o evyll_n word_n evyll_n werke_n and_o evyll_n example_n i_o be_o a_o unproufytable_a tree_n apt_a &_o worthy_a to_o be_v cast_v in_o to_o endless_a fire_n ¶_o a_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o day_n when_o i_o shall_v gyve_v acompte_n of_o all_o yâ—_z time_n give_v to_o i_o of_o our_o lord_n how_o i_o have_v spend_v it_o to_o yâ—_z honour_n of_o he_o i_o may_v say_v nothing_o be_v my_o own_o for_o i_o must_v gyve_v a_o straight_o reken_v of_o all_o that_o i_o have_v i_o be_o but_o as_o a_o bailie_n &_o a_o mynystre_n under_o god_n and_o take_v charge_n well_o to_o spend_v his_o good_n dear_a lord_n gyve_v i_o grace_n among_o all_o temporal_a mirth_n oft_o to_o remember_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o dredeful_a account_n that_o i_o may_v that_o day_n receyve_v yâ—_z kingdom_n of_o endless_a joy_n and_o mercy_n â—edet_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la vite_fw-la i_o ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n sing_v the_o myspend_n of_o my_o life_n i_o be_o weary_a of_o my_o life_n i_o myself_o be_o grevous_a to_o myself_o my_o burden_n be_v great_a &_o be_v light_v to_o my_o body_n /_o but_o it_o be_v hevy_a to_o my_o soul_n /_o it_o be_v so_o great_a yâ—_z it_o be_v like_a to_o press_v i_o down_o from_o heaven_n unto_o the_o pytte_n of_o hell_n except_o specyall_a grace_n and_o help_v of_o my_o savyoure_n ¶_o o_o my_o merciful_a lord_n send_v i_o teere_n yâ—_z may_v lament_v day_n &_o night_n my_o miserable_a life_n &_o wasshe_n away_o the_o filth_n of_o so_o long_o gadere_v of_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o woo_v when_o i_o remember_v so_o long_o as_o i_o have_v be_v in_o this_o life_n &_o so_o wretched_a /_o and_z my_o wretchedness_n daily_o greve_v i_o /_o my_o mind_n be_v all_o occupy_v in_o vanytee_n and_o my_o will_n in_o frowardness_n /_o my_o mouth_n in_o shrewednes_n my_o body_n in_o ydelnesse_n /_o &_o my_o werke_n in_o wretchedness_n a_o who_o shall_v gyve_v to_o my_o eye_n a_o welle_v of_o teere_n yâ—_z i_o may_v contynual_o weep_v &_o wail_v my_o woeful_a life_n my_o neclygent_a life_n /_o my_o unwyse_a &_o folysshe_a life_n i_o live_v not_o as_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n ought_v to_o live_v reform_v my_o soul_n &_o body_n and_o my_o werke_n to_o my_o lord_n which_o have_v ordain_v i_o in_o this_o life_n yâ—_z by_o my_o werke_n well_o order_v to_o