deed_n of_o gift_n whereby_o thou_o give_v and_o seale_v unto_o all_o believer_n eternal_a life_n o_o lord_n now_o i_o may_v see_v and_o that_o without_o doubt_v that_o indeed_o my_o name_n be_v write_v in_o the_o lamb_n book_n of_o life_n when_o we_o take_v and_o apply_v the_o bread_n and_o wine_n to_o ourselves_o then_o must_v we_o stir_v up_o ourselves_o to_o take_v hold_n on_o christ_n esa_n 64.7_o and_o be_v put_v in_o mind_n of_o the_o special_a act_n of_o faith_n which_o be_v to_o apply_v and_o bring_v christ_n home_o to_o the_o inmost_a closet_n of_o our_o heart_n rely_v ourselves_o and_o put_v our_o whole_a affiance_n whole_o and_o only_o on_o he_o for_o salvation_n stir_v up_o our_o faith_n and_o by_o it_o feed_n on_o our_o saviour_n more_o and_o more_o cry_v also_o lord_n i_o believe_v help_v my_o unbelief_n when_o we_o eat_v and_o drink_v than_o also_o must_v we_o meditate_v first_o on_o our_o strait_a union_n with_o christ_n whereby_o we_o become_v one_o with_o he_o and_o 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the_o shed_n of_o his_o precious_a blood_n by_o which_o he_o satisfy_v god_n wrath_n for_o believer_n and_o pay_v our_o debt_n which_o be_v death_n when_o the_o minister_n offer_v and_o give_v the_o bread_n and_o wine_n we_o must_v conceive_v that_o god_n to_o we_o that_o believe_v do_v offer_v and_o give_v as_o he_o promise_v in_o his_o word_n christ_n his_o son_n with_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n which_o be_v forgiveness_n of_o sin_n reconciliation_n with_o god_n and_o life_n eternal_a our_o receive_n of_o these_o from_o his_o hand_n and_o feed_v on_o they_o signify_v our_o faith_n which_o be_v as_o the_o hand_n mouth_n and_o stomach_n of_o our_o soul_n whereby_o we_o receive_v christ_n and_o all_o these_o benefit_n now_o offer_v unto_o we_o and_o feed_v on_o he_o spiritual_o to_o life_n eternal_a all_o which_o be_v do_v with_o other_o put_v we_o in_o mind_n of_o charity_n now_o all_o these_o we_o must_v well_o know_v &_o understand_v before_o we_o come_v to_o the_o lord_n table_n chap._n 4._o of_o faith_n but_o moreover_o it_o will_v not_o avail_v we_o only_o to_o know_v these_o thing_n but_o we_o must_v also_o bring_v faith_n with_o we_o and_o believe_v the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n the_o necessity_n whereof_o appear_v from_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v the_o promise_n be_v make_v only_o to_o they_o that_o believe_v joh._n 3.16_o now_o this_o sacrament_n be_v a_o seal_n of_o that_o promise_n and_o of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n and_o therefore_o can_v seal_v unto_o we_o no_o more_o nor_o no_o otherwise_o than_o be_v promise_v thou_o be_v nothing_o promise_v in_o the_o word_n to_o the_o unfaithful_a and_o unbeliever_n and_o therefore_o there_o be_v nothing_o seal_v to_o they_o in_o this_o sacrament_n such_o then_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n receive_v only_o a_o seal_n set_v to_o a_o blank_a or_o piece_n of_o white_a paper_n wherein_o there_o be_v nothing_o write_v or_o promise_v and_o such_o man_n receive_v the_o sacrament_n to_o their_o hurt_n and_o not_o to_o their_o good_a because_o they_o profane_v the_o holy_a ordinance_n of_o god_n chap._n 5._o of_o repentance_n god_n beside_o our_o faith_n do_v also_o look_v for_o our_o repentance_n and_o newness_n of_o life_n for_o in_o this_o sacrament_n we_o profess_v ourselves_o to_o forsake_v our_o sin_n and_o lust_n and_o the_o devil_n and_o to_o become_v new_a man_n and_o that_o we_o will_v hereafter_o walk_v with_o god_n in_o new_a obedience_n all_o our_o service_n and_o sacrifice_n else_o will_v not_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n the_o lord_n reject_v all_o outward_a service_n and_o ceremony_n though_o they_o be_v ordain_v by_o himself_o when_o they_o be_v not_o accompany_v with_o the_o conversion_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o innocency_n of_o life_n see_v esa_n 1.13_o 14_o 15_o 16._o &_o 66.3_o therefore_o the_o lord_n bid_v when_o we_o appear_v before_o he_o say_v esa_n 1.16_o 17._o wash_v you_o make_v you_o clean_o take_v away_o the_o evil_a of_o your_o way_n cease_v to_o do_v evil_a learn_v to_o do_v well_o &c_n &c_n and_o david_n say_v psal_n 26.6_o i_o will_v wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocence_n &_o so_o i_o will_v compass_v thy_o altar_n this_o be_v especial_o necessary_a in_o this_o sacrament_n wherein_o we_o show_v forth_o the_o lord_n death_n till_o he_o come_v 1_o cor._n 11.26_o which_o we_o can_v do_v no_o better_o then_o by_o die_v unto_o sin_n ourselves_o which_o be_v call_v mortification_n which_o belong_v to_o the_o first_o part_n of_o repentance_n and_o must_v be_v second_v with_o vivification_n or_o newness_n of_o life_n which_o belong_v to_o the_o second_o part_n of_o repentance_n the_o duty_n then_o here_o to_o be_v perform_v be_v first_o diligent_o and_o serious_o to_o examine_v our_o own_o conscience_n and_o to_o find_v out_o our_o sin_n both_o original_a and_o actual_a against_o both_o law_n and_o gospel_n that_o so_o we_o may_v return_v to_o god_n by_o repentance_n psal_n 119.59_o lam._n 3.39_o 40._o without_o this_o sight_n of_o sin_n we_o can_v repent_v as_o see_v nothing_o that_o have_v turn_v we_o from_o god_n and_o repent_v we_o shall_v not_o be_v accept_v without_o this_o turn_n first_o into_o our_o own_o heart_n deut._n 30.1_o 2._o 1_o king_n 8.47_o especial_o we_o must_v labour_v to_o find_v out_o our_o special_a sin_n unto_o which_o we_o be_v most_o of_o all_o incline_v and_o which_o most_o of_o all_o wound_n our_o conscience_n to_o this_o end_n we_o be_v careful_o first_o to_o observe_v the_o check_n of_o conscience_n second_o to_o observe_v our_o thought_n on_o what_o especial_o they_o run_v most_o three_o to_o make_v use_n of_o some_o faithful_a friend_n who_o may_v faithful_o tell_v we_o wherein_o they_o observe_v we_o to_o offend_v see_v we_o ourselves_o be_v natural_o blind_v with_o self-love_n to_o this_o end_n observe_v what_o sin_n god_n word_n preach_v or_o read_v condemn_v yea_o observe_v because_o malice_n be_v quicksight_v what_o thy_o enemy_n observe_v in_o thou_o and_o do_v cast_v in_o thy_o tooth_n but_o above_o all_o fourthly_a look_v thyself_o and_o thy_o face_n in_o the_o glass_n of_o god_n law_n and_o bring_v thyself_o to_o the_o balance_n and_o touchstone_n of_o god_n word_n both_o law_n and_o gospel_n examine_v thyself_o by_o each_o article_n of_o thy_o créede_v and_o by_o each_o commandment_n apart_o according_a to_o the_o true_a meaning_n of_o each_o commandment_n which_o bind_v the_o inward_a man_n and_o thy_o affection_n as_o well_o as_o thy_o word_n and_o work_n and_o so_o thou_o may_v find_v thy_o sin_n to_o this_o end_n make_v use_n of_o that_o direction_n which_o be_v set_v down_o in_o master_n perkins_n book_n of_o repentance_n and_o in_o the_o book_n call_v the_o true_a watch_n first_o part_n and_o also_o the_o second_o
the_o second_o duty_n be_v when_o we_o see_v our_o sin_n to_o consider_v how_o hateful_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v in_o itself_o how_o abominable_a to_o god_n &_o all_o good_a man_n that_o so_o we_o may_v know_v it_o with_o a_o feel_v of_o the_o burden_n of_o it_o and_o with_o true_a sorrow_n that_o thereby_o we_o shall_v offend_v and_o show_v ourselves_o unthankful_a to_o so_o love_v a_o father_n and_o bountiful_a a_o god._n then_o must_v we_o humble_v ourselves_o in_o hearty_a and_o earnest_a prayer_n unto_o god_n confess_v unto_o he_o our_o sin_n our_o unknown_a sin_n general_o our_o know_a sin_n particular_o and_o that_o free_o without_o any_o excuse_n defence_n or_o hide_v the_o least_o of_o they_o so_o do_v david_n psal_n 32._o &_o psal_n 51._o and_o withal_o we_o must_v make_v earnest_a entreaty_n and_o deprecation_n to_o god_n in_o the_o name_n and_o mediation_n of_o christ_n jesus_n who_o die_v for_o our_o sin_n that_o god_n will_v in_o mercy_n pardon_v they_o all_o and_o seal_v unto_o we_o the_o pardon_n of_o they_o by_o his_o spirit_n and_o here_o every_o one_o must_v frame_v his_o confession_n according_a to_o his_o own_o need_n at_o the_o least_o in_o sigh_n and_o sob_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o the_o secret_a desire_n thereof_o to_o this_o end_n where_o &_o while_n man_n can_v in_o private_a so_o well_o pray_v of_o themselves_o may_v be_v use_v such_o form_n of_o prayer_n as_o may_v be_v find_v in_o the_o leitargie_n of_o the_o church_n and_o in_o river_n godly_a book_n frame_v for_o this_o particular_a occasion_n last_o there_o must_v be_v in_o our_o repentance_n a_o holy_a and_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o intendment_n of_o new_a obedience_n for_o time_n to_o come_v and_o a_o resolution_n with_o god_n help_v to_o withstand_v all_o sin_n and_o to_o use_v care_n to_o prevent_v all_o occasion_n thereof_o chap._n 6._o of_o charity_n beside_o all_o these_o which_o respect_n god_n we_o must_v also_o be_v in_o love_n and_o perfect_a charity_n with_o our_o neighbour_n if_o they_o have_v offend_v we_o we_o must_v be_v ready_a to_o forgive_v they_o especial_o upon_o their_o request_n and_o acknowledgement_n even_o as_o god_n for_o christ_n sake_n forgive_v we_o who_o have_v offend_v he_o and_o as_o we_o ourselves_o in_o the_o lord_n prayer_n desire_v to_o be_v forgive_v as_o we_o ourselves_o forgive_v other_o and_o if_o we_o have_v just_o offend_v other_o we_o must_v seek_v peace_n with_o they_o &_o their_o love_n and_o not_o be_v ashamed_a to_o acknowledge_v our_o fault_n this_o be_v so_o necessary_a that_o god_n will_v have_v his_o service_n stay_v till_o it_o be_v perform_v and_o without_o it_o will_v not_o accept_v our_o service_n and_o sacrifice_v he_o will_v have_v we_o leave_v our_o offering_n go_v thy_o way_n and_o first_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o brother_n etc._n etc._n math._n 5.24_o chap._n vii_o of_o examination_n all_o the_o forenamed_a thing_n be_v necessary_a in_o every_o christian_n at_o all_o time_n but_o especial_o when_o we_o be_v to_o come_v to_o the_o holy_a communion_n we_o be_v to_o practice_v these_o duty_n and_o to_o renew_v our_o faith_n and_o our_o repentance_n &_o to_o examine_v ourselves_o whether_o these_o grace_n be_v in_o we_o in_o truth_n and_o synserity_n or_o no_o according_a to_o 2._o cor._n 13.5_o &_o 1_o cor._n 11.28_o especial_o our_o faith_n and_o repentance_n our_o faith_n be_v true_a when_o first_o it_o be_v ground_v namely_o on_o god_n word_n and_o not_o on_o tradition_n or_o authority_n of_o man_n when_o we_o find_v that_o god_n word_n have_v be_v effectual_a in_o we_o and_o ourselves_o alter_v thereby_o so_o that_o we_o remain_v not_o still_o the_o same_o we_o be_v long_o since_o and_o if_o therefore_o we_o have_v a_o love_n and_o desire_v to_o god_n word_n that_o by_o it_o our_o faith_n may_v be_v increase_v if_o our_o faith_n be_v set_v on_o a_o right_a object_n that_o be_v if_o it_o believe_v the_o same_o word_n of_o god_n as_o well_o the_o threaten_n of_o it_o as_o the_o promise_n especial_o if_o it_o true_o rely_v upon_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o merit_n of_o christ_n by_o the_o fruit_n of_o it_o we_o may_v know_v it_o if_o our_o faith_n purify_v our_o heart_n act._n 15_o 9_o and_o if_o it_o work_v in_o we_o a_o endeavour_n be_v please_v god_n in_o all_o thing_n if_o we_o can_v believe_v god_n and_o his_o truth_n even_o before_o experience_n as_o do_v the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n math._n 15.22_o and_o when_o we_o feel_v not_o his_o presence_n yea_o if_o with_o job_n we_o can_v trust_v in_o god_n though_o he_o seem_v to_o kill_v we_o and_o be_v our_o enemy_n these_o may_v suffice_v for_o the_o present_a our_o repentance_n be_v then_o true_a first_o when_o we_o be_v sorry_a not_o so_o much_o for_o punishment_n or_o shame_n of_o our_o sin_n as_o that_o thereby_o we_o have_v offend_v and_o displease_v our_o love_a god_n and_o father_n second_o when_o we_o be_v sorry_a and_o repent_v of_o all_o sin_n and_o do_v not_o secret_o desire_v to_o live_v in_o or_o to_o enjoy_v still_o any_o one_o pleasant_a sin_n but_o resolve_v to_o leave_v every_o sin_n for_o the_o love_n we_o owe_v to_o god_n last_o when_o we_o present_o and_o without_o delay_n so_o soon_o as_o we_o see_v and_o know_v our_o sin_n do_v repent_v see_v psal_n 119.59_o 60._o i_o make_v haste_n and_o delay_v not_o to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n our_o charity_n and_o love_n to_o our_o brethren_n be_v then_o good_a and_o sound_a when_o we_o love_v they_o not_o in_o by_o respect_n for_o fear_n or_o profit_n and_o delight_n but_o as_o they_o be_v christian_n and_o because_o god_n love_v they_o they_o be_v his_o friend_n yea_o because_o we_o love_v god_n so_o when_o we_o wish_v they_o the_o best_a thing_n as_o that_o they_o be_v partaker_n with_o we_o of_o christ_n and_o of_o life_n everlasting_a when_o we_o can_v forget_v and_o forgive_v private_a injury_n and_o hate_v not_o their_o person_n but_o their_o sin_n etc._n etc._n ☞_o ☞_o note_v if_o after_o examination_n we_o find_v these_o grace_n in_o we_o though_o but_o weak_a yet_o we_o may_v be_v comfort_v and_o we_o must_v come_v if_o we_o feel_v ourselves_o unworthy_a know_v that_o this_o sense_n and_o feel_n of_o sin_n where_o there_o be_v no_o purpose_n to_o live_v in_o sin_n be_v a_o argument_n of_o grace_n by_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n we_o can_v discern_v of_o our_o corruption_n but_o by_o grace_n only_o this_o supper_n be_v a_o remedy_n for_o our_o weakness_n and_o corruption_n christ_n call_v the_o weary_a humble_a and_o contrite_a unto_o he_o matth._n 11.28_o luke_n 4.18_o we_o must_v not_o look_v so_o much_o to_o come_v perfect_a as_o to_o go_v from_o it_o perfect_a that_o be_v more_o perfect_a and_o better_a than_o we_o come_v if_o thou_o can_v but_o desire_v that_o grace_n which_o thou_o want_v assure_v thyself_o of_o it_o god_n will_v give_v it_o nay_o he_o accept_v the_o desire_n for_o the_o grace_n itself_o for_o if_o lustful_a desire_n after_o a_o woman_n be_v in_o god_n account_n adultery_n and_o the_o sin_n itself_o mat._n 5.28_o much_o more_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o any_o grace_n in_o god_n acceptance_n the_o grace_n itself_o desire_v god_n incline_v as_o much_o to_o mercy_n as_o to_o justice_n and_o as_o ready_a to_o take_v in_o good_a worth_n our_o good_a desire_n as_o to_o take_v the_o advantage_n of_o our_o evil_a desire_n chap._n viii_o of_o duty_n to_o be_v perform_v in_o this_o holy_a action_n our_o behaviour_n during_o the_o time_n of_o the_o celebration_n of_o this_o holy_a action_n must_v be_v decent_a with_o all_o reverence_n to_o the_o high_a majesty_n and_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o to_o his_o divine_a ordinance_n now_o whereas_o the_o benefit_n and_o grace_n we_o receive_v in_o this_o sacrament_n be_v convey_v unto_o we_o as_o on_o god_n part_n by_o his_o spirit_n so_o on_o our_o part_n by_o a_o kind_n of_o reason_v in_o the_o mind_n and_o a_o inference_n and_o use-making_a from_o the_o collation_n or_o compare_v &_o confer_v the_o outward_a sign_n with_o the_o thing_n signify_v thereby_o we_o be_v therefore_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o table_n of_o the_o lord_n not_o to_o suffer_v our_o mind_n to_o wander_v after_o impertinent_a matter_n but_o to_o apply_v our_o heart_n to_o diligent_a attention_n and_o consideration_n reason_v with_o ourselves_o and_o make_v use_n of_o every_o thing_n in_o this_o sacrament_n which_o we_o behold_v as_o thus_o when_o we_o behold_v and_o see_v bread_n and_o wine_n to_o be_v set_v apart_o to_o signify_v unto_o we_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n then_o must_v we_o further_o meditate_v and_o consider_v that_o this_o sacrament_n be_v ordain_v for_o our_o spiritual_a nourishment_n and_o increase_v