himself delivered from the chains of sin the bondage of Satan the powers of darkness and the flames of hell who in the peace of his conscience can see himself made partaker of the merits of Christs death and the benefits of his intercession can see himself admitted into a covenant of grace with the Lord of life and King of glory received into favor with the God of heaven and earth and so as to be made his child and entituled to the kingdom and the glory of his onely Son Which of us can conceive that has not felt what is the comfort of those thoughts of those meditations in that sweet peace of conscience which the faithful have being reconciled unto God through Christ in the remission of their sins § 20. Let us now joyn together the penitent sinner and the devout Saint in this one exhortation that they approach the Table of the Lord with a secret affliction of soul and that being raised by faith and enlarged by prayer 1 A secret affliction of soul in this consideration that their sins have been the cause of Christs sufferings Luk. 23.21 The Jews cried out of Christ crucifie him crucifie him such was the greatness of their malice that if possible they would have had him twice crucified but yet is not their desire too unhappily fulfilled they crucifying him once with their hands and we even we crucifying him again by our sins Who art thou then that comes to Christ without floods of tears when he comes to thee in streams of blood Who art thou who canst worthily meditate on his wounded body without a wounded soul or view his pierced side without a pierced heart in which our Saviour gives us our true devotion bespeaking us as well as the daughters of Jerusalem Weep not for me but for your selves weep not for me or my sufferings Luk. 23.28 in a fruitless compassion but weep for your selves and your sins in an hearty contrition § 21. Thus affected with contrition 2 Let our hearts be raised by faith that so whatsoever is our affliction and pain we may find an healing vertue in the blood of Christ which is this Sacramental administration is none other then Gileads balm to cure Hermons dew to refresh and Aarons ointment to revive all wounded distressed and drooping souls And as we approach this holy Ordinance with hearts raised by faith So 3 Hearts enlarged in prayer and such prayer as by the paths of its devotion may speak the anguish of our affliction as in the sence of our grosser enormities so of our humane infirmities that so for every sinful distemper in us we may receive an healing vertue from Christ and in our prayers for our selves forget we not the afflictions of the Church the calamities of the Nation and seeing our God pursues us with his judgments send we forth legationem lachrymarum in the language of St. Ambrose send we forth an Ambassage of tears to sue for peace And doubt we not but received into the Court of Heaven they shall have their access to the throne of grace and obtain a gracious audience if not for a publick deliverance yet for our particular salvation having our remission of sins and our peace of conscience confirmed unto our souls by his blessed Sacrament as the seal of grace and the pledge of glory to which glory he preserve us by his mercy who hath purchast it by his merits Jesus Christ the Righteous Amen Vers 19. and part of the 20. Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 1. WHat confidence and comfort can there be in pardon of sin when there is not a conscience and care to prevent sin upon humiliation indeed sin forgiven becomes stingless toothless sin the venome and guilt removed but after humiliation sin reacted becomes the most deeply wounding the most closely gnawing sin more wounding then the Serpent more gnawing then the worm Wherefore holy David here having made it his complaint unto God in prayer vers 18. Look upon my affliction and pain and forgive all my sins knowing the number and force eying the multitude and rage of his spiritual enemies his sinful lusts he joyns to that fervent prayer this further petition Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 2. To give the sence of our present interpretation together with the sum of our intended discourse take it in this paraphrase upon the words Consider mine enemies and thine enemies O God are mine thy greatest enemy is sin and my greatest enemies then must be my lusts Oh consider those mine enemies for they are many a whole host warring against my soul they besiege me closely and assault me fiercely they hate and fight against thy good spirit in me and to hate that is to hate me and the good of my soul yea their hate is cruel it is a tyrannous hatred though I never willingly suffer them to rule over me yet too too often they over-rule me Rom. 6.12 Though I never let them command me as a King yet they often compel me as a Tyrant Now Lord whereas many in the daies of trial and of trouble beseech thee to keep their bodies their estates their bodies from imprisonment their estates from spoil to me sin is worse then bonds then beggery yea then death then hell wherefore I beseech thee to keep my soul the salvation of it is dearest of more price then all the world Matth. 16.26 my good name my health my life my friends my estate all may be lost and I safe But oh my soul is my self to cast away it is to cast away me to keep it is to deliver me O then keep my soul and deliver me § 3. Observe in the words two general parts the Subject and the method of Davids prayer The Subject with its description and the method in its gradation 1 The Subject with its description Davids enemies described from the greatness of their number they are many and the violence of their hate it is cruel for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred 2. The Method in its gradation which gradation hath its three steps Consider mine enemies Keep my soul and Deliver me § 4. 1. The Subject with its description Davids enemies described from the greatness of their number they are many consider mine enemies for they are many No man may resolve his sins into any other original then his own lusts as for Satan though it be he that tempts it 's we that act and therefore when we commit any wickedness and sin against God though it be by Satans instigation our tongues may not smite him but our hearts must smite our selves as Davids did in 2 Sam. 24.10 We may not accuse the tempter but our selves who let in the temptation Non diabolus voluntatem delinquendi imponit
sed materiam voluntati subministrat Tert. exhort cast c. 2. for that the Devil cannot impose upon the will a force and necessity but propose to the will an object and opportunity of sinning It is by confederacie with the Traitor in our bosom by conspiracie with our Rebel-lusts that Satan doth seise the Citadel of our hearts and surprise the strongest Fort and tower of our wills § 5 Again as for the World her temptations and allurements they are without us but it is the enemy within that destroys us The causes of corruption and guilt are not in our allurements Causas corruptelarum non in illecebris sed in cordibus habemus Salv. l. de gubern 6. but in our lusts not in the world but in our hearts And therefore We overcome the enemies that are without us by subduing the enemies that are within us even our lusts by whose treachery and violence Satan and the world bear sway in our hearts Eos qui foris nobis oppugnant intus vincimus vincendo concupiscentias per quas nobis dominatur Aug. tom 3. l. de agone Christ c. 2. and send forth their imperial edicts and command the soul A mans enemies then are those of his own house his own heart even his own lusts And of these we may complain with David in the greatness of their number they are many many streams from one fountain many branches from one root many lustful Affections from one original Concupiscence § 6. Which concupiscence is in the Scripture called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the sin that dwelleth in us The sin 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom. 7.17 in an eminencie of evil as having in it the seed of all sins And therefore the Author of the Book De duplici martyrio attributed to S. Cypr. he gives us the quaint and experienc'd truth that plus est tollere peccatum quà m peccata it is a matter of greater difficulty to mortifie this one sin then to subdue all other sins We may say of original concupiscence strengthened and heightned by customary transgressions its name is Legeon for it is many Hydra-like it is a body with many heads and when we cut off one head one enormous impiety there presently sprouts up another of like monstrous nature like venemous guilt From the womb then it is of original sin and sinful custom as from the belly of the Trojan horse there does issue forth an whole Army of unclean lusts to surround the soul in all its faculties and the body too in all its members § 7. As for the faculties of the soul view we the Understanding and how do we see it surrounded with fleshly wisdom carnal reasonings humane inventions curious enquiries vain imaginations earthly contrivances View we the Conscience and how do we see it surrounded with erroneous principles misguided zeal false accusations and as false excuses groundless fears and a fearless stupidity The like might be said of the Memory and of the Will of the Heart and of the affections But pass we from the Faculties of the Soul to the Members of the Body and in them we see the Eyes surrounded with envy covetousness and adultery the Tongue with deceit revilings blasphemies and corrupt communications the Ears with slanders Heresies and false doctrines the Hands and Feet with theft murder violence and oppressions § 8. Yea from the particular members of the Body pass we to the several conditions of life And in them see how divers lusts not onely attend but pursue us if young intemperance if aged covetousness if rich vain confidence if poor murmurings if ignorant blind zeal if learned vain-glory if honourable pride if mean envy Lastly from our several conditions pass we to our best Imployments and we find how even in holy duties as in Tamar's womb Gen. 38.29 Zarah first thrusts out the hand but Pharez crowds him by and first gets forth the body thus in holy duties how often is it that the Spirit begins the work but the Flesh crowds forth into the action See it in Prayer when the soul quickened in devotion and raised by faith doth take wing and fly aloft in some gracious inlargements even then how doe worldly and carnal thoughts intrude themselves into the Closet of the heart and by their earthly weight pull down the soul from its heavenly height or else how do some suggestions of spiritual pride cast water upon the fire of the Sanctuary quench the heavenly flame the enlarged devotion of the pious soul Again in the attending of the worship of God and the ministry of his Word when the soul becomes affected with the beauty of holiness Psal 29.2 and begins to relish the sweetness of the Gospels promises yea to be inlarged in spiritual desires after a nearer communion with God and Christ in his Ordinances even then how do fleshly lusts oppose their carnal reasonings framing arguments of disswasion and discouragement from worldly interests erroneous principles and prejudicate opinions § 9. Yea in the solemn ministration of the blessed Eucharist when the longings of the the soul are enlarged its fervour of devotion heightned its very joy in communion with Christ encreased even then how do worldly and carnal suggestions or else nice and needless scruples or dark cloudy imaginations how do they too too often damp our faith dead our devotions perplex our thoughts and if possible hinder the gracious fruit and comfortable benefit of the most sacred service and most blessed Ordinance And now if the least atome of sin do spot the soul and the smallest transgressions qualifie for death and hell what shall we do whilst we behold an infinite swarm of corrupt desires an whole Army of lustful affectioâ—s surrounding us in all the faculties of the soul and members of the body in our several conditions and even in our best imployments what shall we do but fly to the Lord for succour even to the Lord of hosts the Captain of our salvation Christ Jesus blessed for ever Heb. 2.10 and cry we unto him as David here does Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 10. 2. The violence of their hate they hate me with a cruel hatred From that Rom. 6.12 we observe that Sin hath the power of a King even to reign over them who cast off Kingly power and from Rom. 7.23 we observe Sin hath the force of a Law to command them who bear down all Law by force they whom no Law of God or man can bind the Law of Sin holds fast the most licentious and lawless are to their lusts the greatest captives and slaves This for the power but see further the violence and rage of Lust when once it steps into the royal chariot of soveraign command how does it Jehu-like drive furiously 2 King 9 20. though it be upon the very precipice of death and hell The wickedness of the ungodly the Prophet
calls a breaking forth Eruperunt instar diluvii Hos 4.2 So the Chalde and Vatable They have broken forth as a flood So violent are the water-floods of ungodliness as no bounds of Law or Equity civil or divine can keep them in thereby men become 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 such as no bounds of Oaths or Covenants can restrain but what is most sacred Rom. 1.31 by the rage of mens lusts is violated § 11. Many at their first contrivances of Ambition and Pride or the like predominant lusts they set bounds to their desires so far to pursue their profit or their pleasure or their preferment and no further But experience tels us that the actings of sin are like the flowings of a River which the further it runs the wider is the channel and the fiercer is the stream Hab. 2.6 Wo to him that loadeth himself with thick clay The covetous man may heap up enough to load but ne'r lay up enough to fill he may load his house yea his heart but never fill his hell his lust he may have enough to sink his soul but not to satisfie his desires He then who prescribes his lusts their limits and resolves after so much gain or honor or pleasure to take up as having had his fill he shall find that the pursuits of lusts are more violent and fierce in their conquest then in their assault in their after-desires then in their first motions § 12. When ever yet did Ambition or Covetousness or the like bottomless and boundless lusts find a centre to rest in any Hercules pillars a Ne plus ultra to confine them Elijah's Cloud no bigger then a hand at first yet after a while it spreads and covers the whole face of the heavens And why it riseth from the sea 1 King 18 44. and is driven with the wind Thus our lusts at first of lesser size spread themselves after a while to a larger extent to a covering the whole heaven a clouding all righteousness And why they arise from a sea of concupiscence and are driven with the wind of Satans temptations But further yet in the very Saints of God when lust breaks forth there is in it this fierce and intemperate rage See it in those two remarkable Examples so eminent for sanctity and sin Jonah and Peter Jonah a Prophet and Peter an Apostle § 13. Jonah though an holy Prophet so eminent in grace and office yet when a lustful passion breaks loose a greater tempest and rage then that of the Sea swells his breast so that in pursuit of his own vain glory lest he should be accounted a false Prophet he is angry with the Almighty Lord because he is a merciful God yea exceeding angry And see the contumacious impudence of Lust Gods argument and expostulation is answered yea outfac'd with a daring reply of an I do well to be angry Jon. 4.9 even unto death Agaâ—n S. Peter so eminent in the profession of Christ the Messias and so confident in the opinion of his own faithfulness yet how does the breath of a woman shake this rock that against the very evidences of his own heart and bosom the consciousness of his own promise and profession he denies his Master and when now the lust of self-love and fear had stept into the throne of the heart and snatcht the scepter see its tyranny and rage the denial swells into an oath and that oath multiplies into execrations Mat. 26.74 so that he does 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 even renounce Christ with direful imprecations upon himself according to the â—xposition of the learned Diodate § 14. Thus Lust like a River when stopt in its current it swells and fomes and if it force a passage its violence and rage is the greater The habitual malice of sin is great in the heart of the wicked which are under its dominion and power but its actual malice is greater far in the souls of the sanctified who have dispossest it of its throne and broken its scepter for that the malice of lust is excited by the opposition of grace and so like the Enemy in the battel it is more violent and fierce In which battel and spiritual confl ct if lust prevail so cruel is its hate that no opposition can put stop to its fury but the Spirit of Christ And therefore in all our contests with sin and combates with our lusts David here presents us with a pattern for our practice even to flie unto our God with th s complaint and prayer in our mouths Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 15. Second General the Method in its gradation the first step or ascent Consider mine enemies Consider how they are furnished with policie and power with number and malâ—ce with provisions and arms with all the auxiliary succors that principalities and powers Eph. 6.12 and spiritual wickednesses even the gates of hell can contribute to supply Ps 22.6 and what shall I weak I a worm and no man what shall I do against so great a force how shall I conquer or withstand so huge an host who am not able to master not to mortifie the smallest lust Oh consider Lord in this cause in this combate thy glory is engaged and in my weakness 2 Cor. 12.9 in mine insufficiencie thy strength is perfected Thou art the Captain of my salvation and the service I am upon is thine wherefore so consider the multitude and violence of mine enemies that through the succor and supplies of thy grace I faint not and perish § 16. But know as we would have God to consider our enemies so God would have us to consider his Saints that as they were men of like passions with us so that we be men of like patience with them Jam 5.17 and as of like humble patience so of like faithful practice See we that Cloud of witnesses the Church of the first-born Heb 12 1. those Saints of Christ with palms in their hands as tokens of victory Rev. 7 9. And consider we aright that as we have the same combate so if we faint not we shall have the same conquest yea and the same crown only then we must fight with the same weapons faith love meekness patience hope and the like yea with the same importunity of supplications sincerity of humiliations and exercise of all holy devotions especially the frequent solemnity of the blessed Eucharist And when thus we consider Gods Saints to imitate them God will consider our enemies to subdue them § 17. But 2. O keep my soul my soul so precious as no price save that of the blood of the Son of God could make its purchase 1 Pet. 1.18 19. Wherefore Lord amidst the worlds changes and thy Churches trials howsoever thou disposest of my body or of my goods of my liberty or of my life O keep my soul for
that in holding faith and a good conscience though I lose all things else I have enough if I save my soul and in deserting faith and a good conscience if I lose my soul I have nothing though I save all things else But further O keep my soul yet not so properly mine as in a more peculiar right of propriety thine thine O blessed Jesu by right of donation from thy Father who hath made thee Lord and Christ and hath given me to thee Act 2.36 Eph. 1.22 as thou art Head over all things unto thy Church Thine by right of purchase thou having bought us with a price and given thy self 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Ransom yea 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Ransom in kind 2 Tim. 2.6 even thine own soul and body to redeem unto thy self the souls and bodies of the faithful § 18. Further thine by right of conquest in which thou hast made us free from the law of sin and of death having for our sake Rom 8.2 and in our name spoil'd principalities and powers Col. 2 1◠triumphing over them Further yet thine by right of Covenant in which thou hast promised thy self to be our God and we to be thy people Lastly Heb. 8.10 thine by right of Communion for that all we are and all we have are from thy fulness our life our love our joy our holiness our happiness all is in thee and from thee Thus I am thine my body thine my soul thine thine in the nearest relation in the strictest union and in the dearest affection True it is all is thine the Devils are thine thy vassals the wicked are thine thy prisoners the Angels are thine thy subjects the Creatures are thine thy servants But only the sanctified are thine thy brethren thy members yea the faithful are thy treasure thy jewels thy jewels of ornament and delight Thus oh thus keep my soul as one of thy jewels a part of thy treasure § 19. 3. Deliver me The propriety Christ hath in us is a strong engagement of his care over us as it is with his children in general 1 Tim. 3.15 Cant. 4.8 so with each of his chosen in particular Though Christs Church be full of enemies yet seeing it is his own house he will raise and repair it though it be black yet seeing it is his own Spouse he will pitty and cherish it Isa 5.4 though it bring forth wild grapes yet being his own Vine he will fence and prune it though it wander from his truth 1 Pet. 5.2 yet because it is his own Flock he will watch and gather it This then is the argument of faith which the devout soul makes unto Christ Because I am thy purchase O do thou Lord preserve me because I am of thy houshold do thou provide for me Ps 119.94 because I am one of thine whom thou ownest O keep my soul and deliver me Deliver me not only from the conquest but also from the conflict of sin For that Conflictus licet non fit damnabilis quia non perficit iniquitatem miserabilis tamen quia non habet pacem Aug. de nupt concupisc l. 2. c. 2. Though our conflict with our lusts is not damnable because the act of sin is not perfected yet is it miserable because the peace of the soul is disturbed § 20. This very conflict with sin it was which put S. Paul to his exclamation Rom. 17.24 Wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Which complaint he answers with this profession I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord for that the grace of Christ doth weaken the strength the blood of Christ doth pardon the guilt and the glory of Christ shall annihilate the being of sin In renascentibus remittitur S. Aug. contra Jul. l. 6. c. 16. in proficientibus minuitur in resurgentibus tollitur Sin in justification through Christ is remitted in sanctification by Christ is weakened and in glorification with Christ shall be destroyed in which glorification the deliverance of Christs Church and chosen is perfected and till that perfecting be accomplish'd this will be the continued complaint and mournful prayer of Gods holiest Saints Consider mine enemies for they are many and they hate me with a cruel hatred O keep my soul and deliver me § 21. Thus being in conflict then with our lusts how may we best order our lives as to the safety and peace of our souls I answer in several rules of direction 1. Be we the more fervent the more importunate in our prayers by how much our lusts are the more eager the more vehement in their desires For this we have S. Pauls example for our imitation 2 Cor. 12.9 when he proportions the vehemencie of his devotion to the violence of his temptation and by how much the Messenger of Satan doth the more furiously reiterate his buffetings by so much the Apostle of the Gentiles doth the more zealously renew his prayers and at length he receives this comfortable answer to his sorrowful complaint My grace is sufficient for thee sufficient to pardon thy guilt sufficient to cure thy wound sufficient to strengthen thy weakness sufficient to perfect thy deliverance § 22. 2. Entertain we no parley no treaty with our lusts have no commerce or company with them silence their suggestions or if they will needs be suggesting give them not the ear lest they make that the passage to the heart Qui deliberant desciverunt so Tacit. We betray our selves to sin whensoever we treat with our lusts conference with them is the way to be ensnared by them We must flie sin as a serpent not let in the head lest it draw in its body not yield to the first motion lest we be engaged in its full commission § 23. 3. Set we up the Law of the Spirit and life in our hearts Rom. 8.2 and by how much the Law of Sin will be stirring in our thoughts by so much the more let this royal law of Christs spirit life bear sway in our souls And to that end especially now in the solemnity of the blessed Eucharist renew we our purposes our vows our covenants renew we our self-denial our total resignation thereby to obtain a further quickening in grace a further strengthening of the inward man Joh. 1.16 and all by a nearer communion with Christ in his fulness Thus this holy Sacrament shall seal unto our hearts the comfort of this assurance that God so considers our enemies which are many and hate us with a cruel hatred that He will keep our souls and deliver us Vers 20. part and v. 21. Let me not be ashamed for I put my trust in thee Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 1. THE Creatures were made subject to change by the law of their creation which mutability hath been much improved by the sin of man whose guilt
that I trust in thee not in my self not in mine own righteousness who am not worthy thou shouldest come under my roof Luk 7.6 or that I should crawl-under thy table not worthy to gather the crums not to pick up the scraps much less to partake of the riches the fulness of thy bounty thy love § 4. It is not that I trust in mine own faith but in thy faithfulness not in mine own repentance but in thy pardon not in mine own preparation but in thine acceptance in thee and in thy merits in thy mercies do I trust Let me not then be ashamed let me not be disappointed of my hope deprived of thy blessing I trust in thee by this Sacrament to be filled with good things Oh let me not then be ashamed of my trust in being sent empty away I trust in thee as the rock of my salvation even a firm rock Oh let me not be ashamed of my trust as if I had leaned upon a deceitful reed or rested upon a broken staff as if I had followed mine own devices and not attended thine Ordinance § 5. Thou my God hast promised that whosoever trusteth in thee shall not be confounded 1 Pet. 2.6 Be it then unto me according to thy Word and seeing thou O God mayst as soon not be as be unfaithful make my trust as firm as thy promise is sure and so shall I not be confounded not confounded as if I had taken a wrong course to be saved when I run to thee for salvation or as if I had done foolishly in seeking thy grace by trusting to thy promise and attending thy Sacraments for the obtaining thy blessing Let me not thus be ashamed § 6. Neither let mine enemies triumph ' over me my homebred Enemies my lusts my passions when I return from thine Ordinance let them not thus triumph over me saying Vain man what hast thou gotten by all thy fastings and prayers what hast thou profited by all thy siftings and winnowings thy confessions and humiliations what hast thou benefitted by all thy vows thy resolutions and renewed resignations we are not yet abandoned we are not yet cast out we still live and are as mighty in power yea as many in number as ever we were and thou as feeble and as impotent to resist and quell us as ever thou wast O let not mine Enemies my lusts my passions thus triumph over me rather let thy cross be to me what thou hast made it to thy self a Triumphant Chariot by the efficacie of thy death 2 Cor 10.5 ◠mortifying all my corrupt affections and bringing into captivity every imagination that exalts it self against the power of thy grace § 7. Yea not onely I but many others also with me here wait on thee at thine Ordinance in obedience to thy command and confidence of thy blessing let not Oh let not me nor them who thus wait on thee have so ill success and fruitless labour as if we came to gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles knock at the wrong door for mercy We come and at thy call we come Matth. 11.28 as heavy laden to obtain rest as spiritually sick to recover health as secretly mournful to receive comfort we come and at thine invitation we come as thirsty to be refreshed as hungring to be satisfied as poor to be enriched We come and at thy Command we come as weak to be strengthened as fainting to be revived as wavering to be established For this for this it is we come to thine ordinance we wait at thy table Oh let none that thus come unto thee that thus wait upon thee let none of them be ashamed let none frustrate of their hope return from thy Sacrament as empty and as dry as sorrowful and as fainting as poor and as weak as when they came § 8. Rather let them be ashamed which transgress without cause even they who not prizing thy love despise thine ordinance and causelesly absent themselves from thy table as if a morsel of bread and a sup of wine were all the bounty and blessing of thy Sacrament Yea let them be ashamed who carelesly presume or causelesly despair at thy table They who carelesly presume as if all Sinners were welcome though ne'r so unprepared or causelesly despair as if no Sinners were accepted though ne'r so penitent This the Explicatory Application of what David hath put up in prayer by way of Deprecation saying O my God I trust in thee let me not be ashamed let not mine enemies triumph over me yea let none that wait on thee be ashamed let them be ashamed which transgress without cause Vers 4 5. Shew me thy waies O Lord teach me thy paths lead me in thy truth and teach me for thou art the God of my salvation on thee do I wait all the day § 1. OBserve how the devout Communicant thus bespeaks his God his Saviour O my Lord what is my hope what is the blessing I long and pray for by this holy Sacrament what is it but the blessing and hope of a Pilgrim of a waifaring man I have left Egypt but am not yet in Canaan I am still in the wilderness and whilst my face is towards Jerusalem the heavenly habitation of thy Saints this is the object of my hope this is the subject of my prayer that thou wilt shew me thy waies teach me thy paths and lead me in thy truth § 2. There are the waies of men and the waies of God the paths of sin Psal 23 3. and the paths of righteousness There are thy waies and there are my waies thine the waies of truth mine the waies of error thine which are good in thine eies and mine which are good in mine eies thine which lead to heaven mine which lead to hell Wherefore shew me thy waies O Lord teach me thy paths lest I mistake mine own waies for thine yea lead me in thy truth and teach me lest I turn out of thy waies into mine own shew me thy waies by the ministry of thy word teach me thy paths in the guidance of thy Spirit lead me in thy truth by the assistance of thy grace § 3. Oh how have I been blinded in my Judgment not discerning the light of thy truth through the thick mist of mine own wilfulness and pride But now thou hast convinc'd me of my wanderings shew me thy waies now Lord especially shew me thy waies now so many and so diverse yea so cross and contrary are the waies of men and of the world though all pretending the paths of God and leading to the heavenly Jerusalem of peace and life Psal 139.1 2 23. Thou Lord who searchest the heart and tryest the reins who understandest our thoughts afar off thou even thou knowest the secret trouble of my Closet-thoughts the private anguish of my souls distractions in that viewing the waies of men and of the world I see thy holy Name made to mask the face
his wisdom or puzzle his power to effect a deliverance but as his counsel is unsearchable Deut. 33.27 2 Cor. 12.9 so his strength is everlasting and this strength is made perfect in weakness Wherefore when we pray if God does not answer it is not because he does not hear but that we should farther â—mportune Ostium coeli propterea clausum ut tu fortiùs pulses The gate of heaven is shut not that entrance is denied but that thou shouldst knock the harder even with more faith and more servor more patience and more importunity praying again and again Deliver Israel O God out of all his troubles § 15. 3 The extent of Israels deliverance out of all trouble Deliver Israel O God out of all his troubles Many there are whose seared consciences have made them obdurate hearts they are become 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 men void of all relenting affections wholly insensible of the Churches sufferings So they can raise themselves upon her ruines and enrich themselves with her spoils they care not to see her lie in the dust yea wallow in her blood torne with Schism and defiled with profanenesses But most certain it is the Good Heart can never be without trouble whilst the Church continues in her distress still preferring Jerusalems peace before its chief joy Ps 137.6 § 16. Yea our sad experience we know will subscribe the acknowledgment of this truth that the present waters of the Churches affliction like the former oil of her sacred unction it hath run down from the crown of the head to the skirts of the garments Ps 133.2 from the highest Prince to the lowest Peasant And now then let Compassion be the mother of devotion and by how much our sense of her sorrows is the more deep by so much let the fervor of our prayers be the more zealous that God would deliver her out of all her troubles Exod. 4.22 Exod. 19.5 6. But what deliver Israel out of all his troubles Israel Gods first-born his peculiar treasure his chosen nation is he in trouble and in many troubles too Yes it is so Let not then any place plead priviledge nor any person no not the most Sacred on earth any prerogative to exempt or acquit them from the chastising scourge of the most high God Gen. 6.12 § 17. All flesh saith God have corrupted themselves before me And if all flesh be corrupted all flesh must suffer the Chyrurgions hand either ad sanandum or ad excindendum either for the curing or for the cutting off Even he who was the Son of God taking upon him the flesh of man though he was without sin yet was he not without suffering Wonder not then that Gods first-born Israel whilst the onely-begotten of the Father Christ Jesus suffers affliction for Non decet sub spinoso capite corpus esse delicatum It is not comely that the head being crown'd with pricking thorns the body be clothed with delicate purple The Spouse must share in her Husbands lot the Church have fellowship with Christ in his sufferings And it is his promise Phil 3.10 2 Tim 2.12 if we suffer with him we shall also reign with him in which triumphant estate alone it is that the Church shall have her full freedom from all miseries her full deliverance out of all troubles § 18. Here to represent the Troubles of our Israel and then to mind us of the fit season and service to pray for Israels deliverance even the celebration of the blessed Eucharist 1. To represent us the troubles of out Israel A sum whereof we have so exactly set down by S. Paul in 2 Tim. 3. that he seems not only to have aim'd at our times but also to have pointed at our Land For what was his sure prophesie hath been our sad experience and it is but changing the tense to make his Prophetical prediction an historical narration even that as v. 2. Men are become lovers of their own selves from which unclean fountain of self love do issue those filthy streams of all the following impâ—eties which give so fit a character of our Apostate times in which men are become through self-love covetous boasters proud blasphemers disobedient to parents unthankful unholy All which evils they are set down by the Apostle and are plainly to be discerned by us to be the adulterate bâ—ood and bastard brats of Heresie and Schism § 19. By whose venom and fury see oh see the Tragical Scene of tumults and wars of rapines and spoils of treachery and violence See a Nation sick and fainting a Church ruin'd and in the dust a People in fatuated and divided Oh see Justice despised and Truth rejected yea see the Ministry ordinances and worship of God violated invaded Priests being made of the lowest of the people and who will 1 King 13.33 putting himself into the Sacred function the least fitted being best accepted and most approved Men women and boys step from the shop from the stall from the kirchin almost from the cradle to the Pulpit and these undertake the dispensing of the Word and the administring of the Ordinances as if the Church were another Capitol or our days those of Jereboam to worship Calves § 20. Indeed Zeal and the Spirit is pretended yet we know well enough it is the Clusters of grapes which invite the Foxes into the vinâ—yard the Revenues of the Church that draws Faction into the Ministry And by these intruders see oh see how the greatest testimonies of Christs presence and the dearest pledges of his love his blessed Sacraments they are either quite removed or impiously prosan'd Yea see weak men and silly women suffer their precious souls to be vainly seduc'd and through fond pretences of piety yea some in open professions of blasphemy make shipwrack of their faith 1 Tim. 1.19 O God! in what a maze of perplexities and labyrinth of miseries are we involv'd such as no hand save that of thine extraordinary providence can lead us out § 21. And oh the hainousness of our sins through our impenitence which stand as a thick cloud betwixt us and our God that our prayer Lam 3.44 cannot pass through And thus our continuing in sin is the prolonging of his Judgments and whilst we thus lie wallowing in our lusts restless in our malice and helpless in our misery God he hides his face in anger end our enemies look on with scorn God he goes on in his wrath farther to afflict us and our Enemies continue in their hatred still to deride and mock us Lam. 2.16 This say they this is the day we looked for now Gods vengeance hath overtaken them and his fury seizd upon them In the thoughts of these sad troubles and deep distresses quis temperet à lachrymis who can refrain from tears of mourning who can refrain his sorrows of compassion And who is' t that feelingly compassionates the troubles of our Israel that will not servently
greatest then do they vanish and come to nothing 1 King 13.4 The arm of flesh like Jeroboams hand shall suddenly wither Deut. 33.27 but the arms of the Almighty are everlasting stretcht out to all eternity for the defence of his chosen Water then of the River may be more ready but that of the Fountain is the more pure We may look upon mans help as nearest at hand but it is Gods succor which brings safety in the end Wherefore the patient expectation of Gods people must be for Gods help being assured The Lord will not cast off his people Ps 94.14 15. neither will he for sake his inheritance but judgment shall return unto righteousness and all the upright in heart shall follow it Know afflictions they have their set time and deliverance its appointed season Thus Israels bondage in Egypt the Jews Captivity in Babylon both were determined and our Saviour when laid hold on to be carried away to his passion he tells the Jews Luk. 22 53. that was their hour and power of darkness And as thus afflictions have their appointed time so hath deliverance its appointed season Ps 102.13 So the Psalmist Thou O Lord shalt arise and have mercy upon Sion for the time to favour her yea the set time is come Ps 110.3 And again Thy people shall be willing in the day of thy power Which is spoken prophetically of Christ who notwithstanding his enemies hour and power of darkness yet hath he his prefixed and determined time for victory and conquest Every thing is beautiful in its season The husbandman will not expect his harvest in the Spring nor mow down his Corn in the blade but doth wait the appointed time of the year for the precious fruit of the earth Jam. 5.7 as is S. Iames's Simile Thus be it so that the people of God opprest with misery seem to be laid dead in their graves yet are they but as seed cast in the furrows Light is then sown for the righteous Ps 97.11 and they must wait till harvest the set time of their restauration and deliverance Yea shall we not allow that in God we approve in men Does humane authority constitute the appointed seasons of Civil Judicature so that the greatest injuries and most violent oppressions must wait their legal process and men may not prescribe their own times of hearing or of sentence And what Isa 34 8. shall not God then much rather appoint his day or year his time and season of recompences for the controversies of Sion We must therefore wait not prescribe the time of being heard in our suit and eas'd of our trouble Ps 102.13 seeing God hath his day of visitation a set time wherein he will have mercy upon Sion To close then if afflictions have their set time and deliverance its appointed season seeing our Saviour hath told us Act. 1.7 That times and seasons are in Gods hand let this be a sure Rule of direction to all Gods children even a patient expectation of Gods help 5 To the patient expectatoin of Gods help join a firm resolution of enduring unto the end And when the expectation of help does fail this resolution to endure will hold good knowing the premonition and promise too of our Saviour who having premonisht us that in these latter days Brother should betray brother to death and the father the son and the children should rise up against their parents and cause them to be put to death Mâ—â— â—3 12 13. and that the faithful should be hated of all men for his name sake our Saviour presently subjoins to this premonition this promise He that shall endure unto the end the same shall be saved Finis coronat opus the evening crowns the day Constancie it is that gives the garland to all vertuous actions A Believer is not conquered till his spirit be subdued whilst he retains a calm conscience and a resolute mind even in the loss of goods liberty and life it self he conquers through patience his cause prevails in his constancie and grace in his perseverance Let this then be the confident resolution of thy soul O distressed Saint and servant of Christ That neither death nor life nor Angels Rom. 8.38 39. nor principalities nor powers nor things present nor things to come nor height nor depth nor any other creature shall be able to separate thee from the love of God which is in Christ Iesus our Lord. What though afflictions be great yet is this life but short and the more we do sow the more we shall reap the more we here sow in tears Ps 126.5 the more we shall hereafter reap in joy for that the more excellent is our grace of patience the more abundant shall be our reward of glory A patient suffering of afflictions it is the right way-mark in our passage and pilgrimage to heaven And who will not the better pass the dirt and mire that knows his way is right Yea Gal. 2.14 he that will according to S. Pauls phrase 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 walk with a right foot it must be in this strait path He that will walk with a right foot according to the truth of the Gospel it must be in this strait path of suffering afflictions the way of Gods chosen hedg'd with thorns Wherefore Hos 2.6 Jam. 5.8 Rev. 22.12 be patient and stablish your hearts O ye afflicted souls for the coming of the Lord draweth nighâ— yea Behold says Christ behold I come quickly and my reward is with me Now then Mat 24.42.46 as our Saviour bids watch and pray for blessed is that servant whom his Lord when he cometh shall find so doing So again Be patient and endure for blessed is that servant whom his Lord when he cometh shall find so suffering as doing of his will so suffering for his name Imitate we David who neither murmurs against God nor inveighs against his enemies nor cryes out of his troubles Ps 42.11 but chides and complains of himself to himself Why art thou so troubled O my soul and why art thou so disquieted within me I can bear all sorrows but thine all afflictions but thine O be not thou cast down and I shall stand firm be not thou dejected and I shall be comforted do not thou shrink and I shall prevail See O see a crown attends thy constancie and songs of deliverance thy faithfulness and perseverance 2. The Grounds of Comfort as to the Prosperity of the Wicked 1. Wicked men are in a certain instability notwithstanding their present prosperity For that dignity pomp and peace cannot stand firm which is founded upon sin though ne'r so successful True it is though men generally regard not Religion indeed yet they all plead Religion in pretence and Piety is still made a drudge to base ends and the Lacquey to attend all politique designs But as there is nothing more reproachful to Gods name so is