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be_v go_v he_o may_v buzz_v about_o our_o ear_n as_o a_o drove_n bee_n and_o haply_o fright_v we_o but_o can_v hurt_v we_o he_o may_v strike_v we_o but_o can_v sting_v we_o he_o may_v like_z sampson_z when_o his_o lock_n be_v shear_v go_v forth_o as_o at_o other_o time_n and_o shake_v himself_o but_o his_o strength_n be_v go_v the_o worst_a he_o can_v do_v be_v but_o to_o send_v we_o to_o our_o father_n house_n the_o soon_o sin_n in_o sting_a christ_n lose_v his_o sting_n christ_n overcome_v he_o and_o take_v from_o he_o the_o weapon_n he_o trust_v in_o and_o now_o we_o may_v hug_v the_o serpent_n in_o our_o bosom_n sin_n when_o it_o be_v alive_a set_v a_o bar_n in_o heaven-gate_n against_o we_o and_o make_v it_o impossible_a for_o we_o to_o enter_v for_o no_o unrighteous_a person_n nor_o unclean_a thing_n nothing_o that_o defile_v or_o work_v abomination_n shall_v ever_o enter_v rev._n 21.27_o no_o dirty_a dog_n shall_v ever_o tread_v upon_o the_o pavement_n and_o as_o it_o shut_v 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will_v make_v no_o peace_n or_o truce_n with_o it_o it_o be_v his_o great_a trouble_n he_o meet_v with_o in_o the_o world_n that_o he_o can_v be_v quite_o rid_v of_o it_o that_o he_o can_v give_v it_o a_o bill_n of_o divorce_n and_o put_v it_o away_o he_o deal_v with_o it_o as_o amnon_n do_v by_o tamar_n who_o before_o he_o so_o lustful_o love_v yet_o after_o hate_v she_o much_o more_o so_o deal_v he_o by_o sin_n what_o he_o have_v lustful_o wicked_o love_v now_o he_o unfeigned_o hate_v he_o hate_v sin_n in_o all_o but_o especial_o in_o himself_o and_o flee_v the_o very_a appearance_n of_o evil_a and_o resist_v it_o in_o the_o first_o motion_n and_o as_o the_o babylon_n child_n while_o they_o be_v young_a and_o the_o cockatrice_n egg_n ere_o it_o be_v hatch_v resist_v the_o temptation_n and_o first_o notion_n of_o sin_n and_o if_o the_o devil_n foist_v in_o a_o temptation_n he_o like_v the_o ravish_a virgin_n cry_v out_o for_o help_n suppress_v sin_n in_o the_o thought_n before_o ever_o it_o appear_v in_o the_o word_n or_o action_n as_o joseph_n that_o will_v not_o hearken_v to_o his_o mistress_n nor_o he_o in_o the_o house_n with_o she_o now_o this_o be_v the_o course_n that_o we_o must_v take_v if_o we_o will_v kill_v sin_n and_o we_o must_v be_v sure_a to_o begin_v reformation_n at_o the_o right_a end_n purge_v the_o fountain_n that_o the_o stream_n may_v be_v clear_a stock_n up_o the_o root_n of_o sin_n that_o the_o tree_n may_v die_v make_v clean_o the_o inside_n that_o the_o outside_n may_v be_v clean_o also_o mat._n 15.19_o &_o 12.34_o the_o heart_n be_v the_o source_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o folly_n and_o swarm_n with_o lust_n as_o a_o carrion_n with_o vermin_n inward_a bleed_v will_v kill_v as_o well_o as_o outward_a and_o from_o within_o wickedness_n proceed_v but_o a_o man_n be_v never_o fit_a to_o die_v till_o sin_n be_v kill_v and_o the_o heart_n cleanse_v 3_o dir._n the_o world_n also_o be_v a_o enemy_n that_o must_v be_v subdue_v 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he_o to_o the_o world_n it_o care_v not_o a_o pin_n for_o i_o and_o i_o care_v not_o a_o rush_n for_o it_o there_o be_v no_o more_o delight_n in_o it_o in_o my_o account_n than_o there_o be_v in_o a_o dead_a carcase_n have_v it_o we_o may_v use_v it_o we_o must_v but_o love_v it_o we_o may_v not_o it_o hang_v out_o her_o two_o breast_n strumpet_n like_a of_o profit_n and_o pleasure_n but_o the_o apostle_n have_v no_o mind_n to_o suck_v at_o these_o botch_n and_o if_o we_o will_v die_v well_o let_v we_o imitate_v he_o that_o have_v learn_v to_o die_v daily_o and_o get_v our_o affection_n as_o much_o wean_v from_o the_o world_n as_o possible_o may_v be_v and_o set_v upon_o heavenly_a thing_n or_o it_o be_v ten_o to_o one_o it_o will_v speak_v to_o we_o in_o the_o word_n of_o peter_n to_o christ_n save_v thyself_o whenever_o we_o shall_v come_v to_o suffer_v any_o thing_n for_o christ_n we_o may_v find_v what_o a_o snare_n it_o will_v be_v to_o we_o as_o to_o the_o young_a man_n mat._n 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