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create_v but_o only_o that_o i_o shall_v reverence_v and_o praise_v he_o that_o i_o shall_v love_v and_o obey_v he_o in_o this_o mortal_a life_n and_o afterwards_o obtain_v life_n everlasting_a and_o although_o it_o have_v be_v sufficient_a to_o give_v i_o for_o my_o end_n that_o which_o my_o nature_n require_v yet_o god_n be_v not_o herewith_o content_v but_o of_o his_o mere_a mercy_n he_o ordain_v and_o raise_v i_o to_o another_o more_o high_a and_o sovereign_a end_n which_o be_v to_o see_v he_o manifest_o to_o enjoy_v he_o and_o to_o be_v happy_a and_o bless_v as_o be_v the_o angel_n or_o as_o god_n be_v himself_o according_a to_o that_o of_o s._n john_n colloquy_n 1._o joan._n 3_o 〈◊〉_d colloquy_n we_o shall_v be_v in_o glory_n like_o unto_o god_n because_o we_o shall_v see_v he_o as_o he_o be_v o_o immense_a charity_n of_o our_o sovereign_a god_n what_o be_v this_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o do_v a_o creature_n so_o miserable_a as_o this_o little_a silly_a worm_n man_n do_v thou_o 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live_v as_o if_o i_o have_v be_v create_v not_o to_o serve_v god_n but_o to_o serve_v my_o own_o lust_n and_o to_o seek_v honour_n delicacy_n and_o riches_n commit_v for_o this_o cause_n innumerable_a sin_n 5.13_o 1._o thesal_n 4.3_o galat._n 5.13_o as_o if_o the_o end_n of_o my_o vocation_n have_v not_o be_v sanctification_n but_o uncleanness_n not_o liberty_n of_o the_o spirit_n but_o liberty_n of_o the_o flesh_n o_o wretched_a ay_o how_o blind_o have_v i_o go_v astray_o in_o that_o which_o it_o most_o import_v i_o to_o know_v o_o how_o ingrateful_a have_v i_o be_v to_o he_o that_o create_v i_o to_o so_o high_a a_o end_n and_o how_o evil_o have_v i_o repay_v he_o that_o do_v i_o so_o much_o good_a o_o my_o creator_n that_o i_o have_v never_o offend_v thou_o pardon_v o_o lord_n my_o transgression_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n and_o help_v i_o to_o get_v out_o of_o they_o that_o i_o may_v lead_v the_o remainder_n of_o my_o life_n conformable_o to_o the_o end_n for_o which_o thou_o have_v 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this_o then_o be_v so_o as_o it_o be_v animate_v they_o self_n o_o my_o soul_n to_o seek_v the_o end_n for_o which_o thou_o be_v create_v by_o god_n and_o herein_o employ_v all_o thy_o care_n for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o more_o import_v thou_o ascensione_n exit_fw-la d._n cypr._n ferm_n de_fw-fr ascensione_n convert_v thyself_o to_o god_n who_o be_v thy_o rest_n for_o beside_o he_o all_z whatsoever_o be_v torment_n if_o thou_o serve_v god_n what_o will_v thou_o more_o if_o thou_o have_v god_n what_o seek_v thou_o more_o if_o god_n be_v thy_o possession_n what_o want_v thou_o give_v he_o pleasure_n in_o pretend_v he_o and_o be_v confident_a to_o obtain_v he_o for_o he_o love_v his_o creature_n and_o be_v delight_v that_o they_o shall_v obtain_v the_o end_n for_o which_o he_o create_v they_o 1._o exit_fw-la d._n aug._n lib._n 1._o confess_v cap._n 1._o o_o infinite_a god_n centre_n of_o my_o soul_n convert_v i_o to_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v take_v rest_n for_o thou_o make_v i_o for_o thou_o and_o my_o heart_n be_v unquiet_a until_o it_o come_v near_o thou_o o_o eternal_a father_n see_v thou_o createde_v i_o that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o as_o a_o son_n give_v i_o grace_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o as_o a_o father_n o_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o the_o father_n and_o redeemer_n of_o the_o world_n see_v thou_o creat_v i_o and_o redeem_v i_o that_o i_o may_v obey_v and_o imitate_v thou_o aid_v i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o obey_v thou_o &_o imitate_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n o_o most_o holy_a ghost_n see_v that_o of_o thy_o goodness_n thou_o do_v create_v i_o
we_o be_v in_o o_o who_o beguile_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o unto_o we_o final_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strip_v naked_a of_o those_o moral_n 7._o d._n th._n in_o addit_fw-la q._n 98._o be_v 1._o ad_fw-la 3._o ibid._n art_n 7._o and_o politic_a virtue_n which_o it_o acquire_v in_o this_o life_n it_o shall_v remain_v without_o prudence_n or_o fortitude_n or_o justice_n or_o any_o other_o and_o if_o any_o science_n be_v leave_v it_o that_o it_o get_v with_o its_o industry_n it_o shall_v be_v to_o its_o great_a pain_n for_o not_o have_v negotiate_v therewith_o the_o science_n that_o may_v have_v redeem_v it_o from_o all_o this_o misery_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v be_v accomplish_v therein_o that_o dreadefull_a sentence_n of_o holy_a job_n colloquy_n job._n 20.14_o colloquy_n his_o bread_n in_o his_o belly_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n the_o riches_n which_o he_o have_v devour_v he_o shall_v vomit_v out_o and_o god_n shall_v draw_v they_o forth_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n o_o my_o soul_n look_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o vomit_v with_o thy_o will_n the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o charity_n that_o thou_o receive_v for_o afterward_n they_o will_v make_v thou_o vomit_v perforce_o faith_n and_o the_o virtue_n that_o thou_o have_v gain_v and_o those_o science_n which_o now_o thou_o gain_v with_o delight_n shall_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o aspicke_n to_o torment_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o principal_a fruit_n which_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v endeavour_v to_o negotiate_v with_o those_o talent_n that_o god_n have_v give_v i_o 26._o matt._n 25_o 26._o jest_n at_o the_o reckon_a day_n god_n take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o from_o the_o slothefull_a servant_n leave_v i_o only_o those_o which_o like_a aspicke_n &_o dragon_n shall_v most_o cruel_o gnaw_v my_o heart_n because_o i_o proffit_v myself_o so_o evil_o with_o they_o the_o five_o point_n 1._o fiftly_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o final_a sentence_n which_o in_o that_o very_a instant_a of_o death_n christ_n our_o lord_n pronounce_v against_o the_o sinner_n intimate_v it_o unto_o he_o with_o a_o interior_a and_o terrible_a voice_n say_v to_o he_o alone_o the_o same_o word_n that_o he_o will_v afterwards_o say_v to_o all_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o general_n judgement_n 41._o matt._n 25_o 41._o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o accurse_a of_o my_o father_n into_o that_o eternal_a fire_n that_o be_v prepare_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o angel_n that_o be_v to_o say_v get_v thou_o from_o hence_o abominable_a sinner_n that_o merit_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o my_o presence_n nor_o to_o enter_v into_o my_o glory_n go_v into_o eternal_a fire_n which_o thy_o sin_n do_v deserve_v in_o company_n of_o satan_n to_o who_o infernal_a power_n i_o remit_v thou_o that_o he_o may_v carry_v thou_o with_o he_o 2._o this_o sentence_n be_v give_v in_o the_o very_a same_o instant_a god_n forsake_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n abandon_v it_o say_v to_o it_o as_o to_o babylon_n 51.9_o jerem._n 51.9_o i_o do_v enough_o to_o cure_v thou_o labour_v thy_o salvation_n and_o thou_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o the_o power_n of_o he_o who_o shall_v take_v that_o vengeance_n of_o thou_o which_o thy_o rebellion_n deserve_v and_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n the_o devil_n shall_v attach_v the_o wretched_a soul_n without_o either_o admit_v or_o hear_v supplication_n or_o prayer_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o hell_n so_o that_o the_o sinner_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n from_o his_o bed_n where_o he_o lie_v very_o delicate_o inviron_v with_o many_o friend_n and_o kinsman_n 21.23_o job._n 21.23_o die_v as_o job_n saithe_v in_o a_o moment_n with_o a_o death_n to_o appearance_n happy_a and_o peaceable_a but_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n he_o descend_v to_o hell_n pass_v from_o one_o extreme_a of_o temporal_a good_a to_o another_o extreme_a of_o eternal_a evil_n o_o what_o will_v the_o unhappy_a soul_n feel_v in_o that_o first_o entrance_n into_o hell_n when_o it_o see_v what_o it_o leave_v and_o what_o it_o find_v 14.11_o isai_n 14.11_o when_o it_o see_v and_o feel_v a_o bed_n of_o fire_n the_o matress_n of_o worm_n the_o company_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o torment_n from_o which_o she_o have_v no_o hope_n ever_o to_o escape_v o_o just_a judge_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n et_fw-la cum_fw-la veneris_fw-la judicare_fw-la noli_fw-la i_o condemnare_fw-la and_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o judge_n do_v not_o condemn_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v this_o sentence_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n and_o live_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v meritte_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o the_o sixth_o point_n sixth_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o the_o just_a christ_n our_o redeemer_n say_v invisible_o to_o he_o with_o a_o amiable_a voice_n 21._o matt._n 25_o 34._o matt._n 25_o 21._o come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n well_o fare_v thou_o good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v faithful_a over_o a_o few_o thing_n i_o will_v place_v thou_o over_o many_o thing_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o at_o that_o very_a instant_a the_o devil_n depart_v affront_v and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n receive_v the_o soul_n other_o angel_n as_o they_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o poor_a lazarus_n come_v to_o accompanye_n it_o 16.22_o luc._n 16.22_o and_o all_o with_o great_a joy_n carry_v it_o to_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v that_o eternal_a good_a when_o it_o have_v nothing_o to_o be_v purge_v in_o purgatory_n o_o what_o joy_n shall_v the_o soul_n have_v in_o that_o her_o first_o and_o so_o much_o desire_v entrance_n that_o which_o be_v before_o full_a of_o dolour_n humble_v with_o contempt_n and_o trouble_v with_o fear_n in_o a_o moment_n shall_v see_v herself_o far_o otherwise_o all_o her_o pain_n turn_v into_o glory_n and_o her_o mourning_n into_o rejoice_v in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n in_o a_o place_n of_o repose_n and_o ingulf_v in_o the_o view_n of_o she_o god_n 2._o these_o thing_n consider_v i_o will_v make_v comparison_n between_o the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v see_v as_o david_n saithe_v the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a most_o vile_a 15._o psal_n 33.22_o psal_n 115_o 15._o and_o abominable_a the_o end_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o begin_v of_o their_o torment_n and_o contrary_o the_o end_n of_o the_o good_a be_v precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o end_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o beginning_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o herewith_o i_o will_v animate_v myself_o to_o procure_v a_o good_a death_n wherein_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o good_a sentence_n encourage_v myself_o to_o penance_n and_o to_o the_o exercize_n of_o virtue_n trust_v in_o the_o benignity_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o will_v sentence_v i_o with_o mercy_n if_o in_o my_o life_n i_o make_v profit_n thereof_o 3._o i_o will_v conclude_v with_o a_o speech_n to_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o that_o hour_n interpose_v not_o herself_o in_o this_o judgement_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n depart_v the_o body_n the_o door_n of_o intercession_n and_o pardon_n be_v lock_v up_o and_o that_o of_o rigorous_a justice_n be_v open_v beseech_v she_o that_o now_o present_o she_o willbee_n my_o aduocatrice_n &_o intercessor_n negotiate_v for_o i_o this_o good_a sentence_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o work_v worthy_a thereof_o to_o which_o end_n it_o will_v aid_v i_o to_o say_v with_o spirit_n those_o last_o word_n which_o the_o church_n put_v in_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o aue_fw-la maria_n and_o those_o which_o it_o use_v in_o another_o hymn_n say_v maria_fw-la mater_fw-la gratiae_fw-la mater_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tu_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la host_n protege_n &_o hora_n mortis_fw-la suscipe_fw-la marry_o mother_n of_o grace_n mother_n of_o mercy_n defend_v we_o from_o the_o enemy_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n receive_v us._n o_o sovereign_a virgin_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o aduocatrice_n of_o sinner_n be_v my_o aduocatrice_n before_o thy_o son_n appease_v with_o thy_o intercession_n his_o wrath_n obtain_v for_o i_o time_n of_o true_a repentance_n before_o the_o time_n be_v past_a wherein_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o see_v the_o sentence_n give_v in_o death_n be_v irrevocable_a negotiate_v for_o i_o o_o most_o benign_a mother_n that_o it_o may_v be_v favourable_a towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o bless_a fruit_n of_o thy_o womb_n jesus_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o thy_o company_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n to_o the_o intention_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n that_o which_o in_o the_o three_o part_n shall_v
and_o humble_o to_o subject_v i_o to_o undergo_v what_o penance_n soever_o that_o reason_n shall_v dictate_v and_o the_o confessor_n shall_v impose_v upon_o i_o and_o dolour_n as_o a_o executioner_n be_v to_o torment_v i_o break_v 4.5_o psal_n 4.5_o and_o shiver_v my_o heart_n for_o the_o offence_n i_o have_v do_v to_o my_o creator_n these_o four_o judicial_a act_n be_o â—to_z do_v within_o the_o hall_n of_o my_o heart_n quicken_a they_o with_o the_o consideration_n which_o to_o this_o end_n be_v ordain_v 43.26_o job._n 23.4_o &_o 35.14_o isai_n 43.26_o and_o much_o more_o with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n the_o judge_n of_o the_o quick_a &_o of_o the_o dead_a who_o i_o be_o to_o behold_v seat_v in_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o majesty_n as_o in_o the_o 9_o meditation_n have_v be_v declare_v for_o that_o the_o view_n of_o this_o most_o righteous_a judge_n will_v be_v a_o cause_n to_o make_v i_o do_v it_o with_o great_a diligence_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v 2._o d._n tho._n 3._o p._n q._n 90._o act_n 2._o that_o our_o lord_n christ_n will_v that_o our_o own_o act_n shall_v be_v part_n of_o this_o sacrament_n to_o wit_n contrition_n confession_n and_o satisfaction_n which_o answer_n to_o the_o three_o sort_n of_o sin_v by_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n that_o i_o myself_o may_v concur_v to_o the_o grace_n of_o my_o justification_n and_o that_o see_v i_o sin_v with_o my_o act_n with_o the_o same_o i_o may_v dispose_v myself_o to_o receive_v my_o pardon_n and_o now_o that_o it_o have_v be_v the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o our_o lord_n to_o ennoble_v my_o act_n make_v they_o the_o instrument_n of_o his_o grace_n it_o be_v reason_n that_o i_o shall_v exercise_v they_o with_o the_o great_a excellency_n that_o i_o may_v 23._o eccles_n 33_o 23._o labour_v as_o the_o wiseman_n saithe_v to_o be_v in_o they_o superexcellent_a require_v of_o the_o three_o person_n of_o the_o godheade_n particular_a favour_n for_o every_o one_o 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obtain_v complete_a remission_n of_o they_o amen_n then_o be_o i_o to_o consider_v all_o that_o be_v necessary_a to_o exercise_v these_o three_o act_n with_o great_a perfection_n discourse_v of_o every_o one_o of_o they_o the_o second_o point_n 1._o as_o concern_v the_o first_o act_n contrition_n of_o contrition_n which_o be_v sorrow_n for_o sin_n i_o be_o to_o procure_v to_o have_v it_o the_o most_o perfect_a that_o may_v be_v not_o content_v myself_o with_o a_o imperfect_a sorrow_n which_o they_o call_v attrition_n proceed_v from_o fear_n of_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n but_o procure_v the_o perfect_a sorrow_n which_o they_o call_v contrition_n and_o procee_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n as_o before_o have_v be_v say_v and_o this_o sorrow_n must_v be_v the_o great_a that_o possible_o may_v be_v because_o it_o be_v the_o measure_n of_o the_o grace_n that_o be_v give_v in_o this_o sacrament_n so_o that_o if_o the_o sorrow_n be_v imperfect_a and_o little_a the_o 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much_o to_o be_v love_v yet_o i_o myself_o have_v cruel_o slay_v she_o by_o sin_n and_o subject_v she_o to_o death_n everlasting_a and_o see_v i_o have_v so_o great_a a_o feel_n of_o the_o loss_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o i_o love_v a_o much_o great_a feeling_n be_o i_o to_o have_v of_o this_o because_o it_o be_v the_o great_a of_o all_o and_o herein_o tear_n be_v well_o employ_v for_o a_o mother_n let_v she_o weep_v never_o so_o much_o she_o shall_v not_o give_v life_n to_o her_o son_n that_o be_v dead_a but_o i_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o contrition_n shall_v obtain_v life_n for_o my_o dead_a soul_n o_o infinite_a god_n colloquy_n colloquy_n i_o be_o very_o much_o greave_v for_o the_o injury_n i_o hune_v do_v thou_o by_o kill_v with_o sin_n the_o soul_n that_o thou_o give_v i_o and_o see_v it_o be_v more_o thou_o then_o i_o have_v mercy_n upon_o it_o deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o sword_n of_o death_n 21.21_o psalm_n 21.21_o &_o my_o only_a one_o from_o the_o dog_n of_o hell_n that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o and_o confess_v thy_o holy_a name_n amen_n 2_o i_o will_v likewise_o weep_v for_o my_o sin_n because_o with_o they_o i_o have_v kill_v the_o only_o beget_v son_n 6.6_o zacha._n 12.10_o ad_fw-la heb._n 6.6_o who_o through_o excellency_n merit_v this_o name_n christ_n jesus_n my_o lord_n who_o within_o myself_o i_o have_v crucify_v again_o and_o have_v as_o much_o as_o lie_v in_o i_o give_v occasion_n that_o he_o shall_v die_v o_o only_o beget_v son_n of_o the_o father_n i_o be_o exceed_o sorroufull_a for_o my_o sin_n colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o have_v be_v thereby_o a_o cause_n of_o thy_o death_n return_v a_o lord_n to_o live_v in_o my_o soul_n with_o thy_o grace_n see_v thou_o do_v die_v to_o give_v it_o life_n 3_o othersometimes_o it_o tell_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v weep_v like_o a_o bride_n that_o have_v by_o death_n lose_v her_o belove_a spouse_n upon_o who_o depend_v her_o whole_a remedy_n and_o relief_n thereby_o remain_v a_o widow_n poor_a and_o 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may_v quickne_v i_o and_o open_v the_o door_n to_o love_v excitetur_fw-la ut_fw-la excitet_fw-la let_v fear_n be_v awake_v that_o it_o may_v awake_v i_o fear_v o_o my_o soul_n the_o face_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o the_o power_n of_o heaven_n do_v fear_n the_o wrath_n of_o the_o omnipotent_a the_o face_n of_o his_o fury_n the_o noise_n of_o the_o world_n that_o shall_v perish_v the_o fire_n that_o shall_v burn_v it_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o archangel_n and_o the_o most_o rigorous_a word_n of_o the_o final_a sentence_n fear_v the_o tooth_n of_o the_o dragon_n the_o belly_n of_o hell_n the_o roat_z of_o fierce_a beast_n that_o stand_v ready_a to_o
be_v replenish_v with_o god_n utter_v with_o her_o mouth_n this_o sovereign_a canticle_n full_a of_o affection_n of_o god_n which_o canticle_n have_v ten_o verse_n and_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o psalterion_n or_o harp_n of_o ten_o string_n like_v to_o those_o 143.9_o psal_n 42.4_o 91_o 4._o &_o 143.9_o which_o david_n command_v we_o to_o touch_v for_o to_o glorifye_v god_n and_o therefore_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v amiss_o to_o meditate_v all_o her_o word_n that_o we_o may_v know_v how_o spiritual_o to_o rehearse_v they_o to_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o virgin_n join_v to_o every_o word_n or_o verse_n some_o holy_a affection_n or_o joy_n of_o the_o virtue_n of_o this_o our_o lady_n with_o the_o petition_n and_o colloquye_v belong_v unto_o it_o my_o soul_n do_v magnify_v our_o lord_n in_o this_o first_o verse_n the_o sacred_a virgin_n teach_v we_o the_o spirit_n of_o praise_v god_n think_v high_o and_o magnificent_o of_o he_o &_o magnify_v that_o which_o be_v he_o in_o all_o that_o be_v possible_a that_o be_v his_o bounty_n and_o mercy_n his_o wisdom_n and_o charitye_n &_o the_o excellency_n of_o his_o government_n and_o this_o not_o only_o with_o corporal_a word_n but_o with_o the_o soul_n and_o all_o her_o interior_a faculty_n invite_v they_o with_o david_n to_o praise_v our_o lord_n 103.1.33_o psal_n 102.1_o &_o 103.1.33_o and_o she_o say_v not_o my_o soul_n do_v magnifye_v or_o will_v magnifye_v but_o do_v magnifye_v to_o signify_v that_o her_o principal_a office_n and_o perpetual_a occupation_n be_v to_o magnifye_v god_n do_v on_o earth_n that_o which_o the_o angel_n do_v in_o heaven_n o_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v always_o magnifye_v our_o lord_n 43.30_o colloquy_n eccl._n 43.30_o o_o lord_n of_o infinite_a greatness_n little_o can_v i_o magnifye_v thou_o with_o my_o praise_n but_o as_o i_o may_v i_o praise_v and_o magnifye_v thou_o and_o confess_v that_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o say_v or_o to_o think_v o_o sovereign_a virgin_n 33.4_o 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in_o this_o sort_n he_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o spiritual_a alacritye_n which_o be_v found_v upon_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n sanctify_v by_o god_n grace_n and_o this_o loye_n be_v principal_o to_o consist_v in_o the_o spirit_n or_o superior_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v be_v the_o more_o pure_a from_o all_o that_o taste_v of_o flesh_n as_o the_o sensual_a joy_n of_o the_o body_n use_v to_o do_v allbeeit_v sometime_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o spirit_n redound_v likewise_o into_o the_o flesh_n 15.9_o psal_n 83.3_o &_o 15.9_o according_a to_o that_o of_o david_n my_o heart_n and_o my_o flesh_n rejoice_v in_o the_o live_a god_n final_o our_o spirit_n be_v not_o to_o rejoice_v in_o itself_o as_o if_o it_o have_v through_o it_o own_o merit_v those_o gift_n for_o which_o it_o rejoice_v but_o our_o joy_n be_v to_o be_v in_o god_n our_o saviour_n who_o give_v they_o unto_o we_o and_o upon_o who_o our_o joy_n be_v to_o rest_n as_o saithe_v the_o prophet_n david_n my_o soul_n shall_v rejoice_v in_o our_o lord_n 34.9_o psal_n 34.9_o and_o shall_v be_v delight_v in_o our_o saviour_n such_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o this_o instant_n behold_v our_o saviour_n who_o she_o bear_v in_o her_o womb_n and_o rapt_v with_o his_o exceed_a love_n she_o say_v my_o spirit_n have_v rejoice_v in_o god_n my_o saviour_n o_o my_o soul_n exalt_v thyself_o above_o thyself_o in_o spirit_n like_o the_o virgin_n and_o rejoice_v pure_o in_o christ_n thy_o saviour_n place_v in_o he_o only_o all_o thy_o alacritye_n 25.21.23_o psal_n 36.4_o joan._n 16.32.24_o matt._n 25.21.23_o if_o thou_o desire_v joy_n rejoice_v in_o god_n and_o he_o shall_v fulfil_v the_o desire_n and_o petition_n of_o thy_o heart_n that_o thy_o joy_n may_v be_v full_a and_o that_o none_o may_v deprive_v thou_o of_o it_o until_o at_o last_o thou_o may_v enter_v into_o the_o eternal_a joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n because_o he_o have_v regard_v the_o humility_n of_o his_o handmaid_n in_o this_o verse_n and_o in_o those_o follow_v the_o b._n virgin_n declare_v ten_o sovereign_a benefit_n three_o special_a and_o seven_o general_n which_o be_v the_o principal_a cause_n and_o respect_n that_o she_o have_v to_o magnifye_v god_n to_o rejoice_v in_o he_o and_o to_o show_v herself_o so_o thankful_a the_o first_o be_v for_o that_o he_o regard_v the_o humillitye_n and_o lowliness_n of_o his_o handmaid_n in_o which_o word_n the_o virgin_n point_v at_o two_o root_n of_o the_o divine_a benefit_n the_o one_o principal_a of_o god_n part_n and_o the_o other_o of_o our_o part_n it_o be_v of_o almighty_a god_n part_n that_o he_o daign_v to_o regard_v we_o with_o a_o good_a eye_n and_o to_o be_v mindful_a of_o we_o to_o do_v we_o good_a for_o allbeeit_v it_o be_v truth_n that_o he_o see_v all_o thing_n yet_o he_o be_v not_o say_v to_o regard_n nor_o make_v account_n of_o those_o which_o he_o leave_v in_o the_o abysm_n of_o nothing_o or_o in_o the_o profunditye_n of_o their_o misery_n but_o of_o those_o which_o he_o regard_v to_o use_v towards_o they_o his_o great_a mercy_n the_o root_n of_o our_o part_n be_v the_o acknowledgement_n of_o our_o lowelinesse_n by_o the_o which_o we_o may_v dispose_v ourselves_o to_o receive_v the_o gift_n of_o his_o divine_a liberallitye_n and_o so_o the_o bless_a virgin_n as_o illuminate_v by_o god_n join_v both_o these_o together_o magnify_v god_n for_o that_o he_o daign_v to_o regard_v the_o humillitye_n of_o his_o handmaid_n by_o the_o which_o word_n she_o confess_v not_o so_o much_o of_o herself_o that_o she_o have_v the_o virtue_n of_o humillitye_n as_o she_o exercize_v it_o for_o as_o a_o true_a humble_a one_o either_o she_o esteem_v not_o so_o herself_o or_o she_o will_v have_v conceal_v it_o but_o with_o humillitye_n she_o confess_v that_o she_o be_v lowly_a base_a and_o contemptible_a as_o a_o slave_n or_o a_o handmaid_n and_o that_o notwithstanding_o all_o this_o almighty_a god_n disdain_v not_o to_o regard_v she_o whereby_o she_o teach_v we_o that_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n and_o of_o thanksgiving_n for_o the_o benefit_n he_o do_v we_o be_v to_o be_v the_o acknowledge_v of_o our_o own_o baseness_n and_o indignity_n for_o in_o this_o sort_n there_o will_v be_v no_o peril_n of_o mix_v vain_a self-pleasing_a as_o it_o happen_v to_o the_o proud_a pharisee_fw-mi 18.14_o luc._n 18.14_o rather_o this_o lowliness_n be_v to_o be_v the_o respect_n why_o to_o beseech_v almighty_a god_n to_o regard_v i_o with_o a_o good_a eye_n and_o to_o do_v i_o great_a favour_n 6_o psa_fw-la 112_o 6_o for_o his_o condition_n as_o david_n say_v be_v to_o behold_v the_o low_o thing_n in_o heaven_n and_o on_o earth_n and_o to_o do_v they_o great_a mercy_n 30.8_o psal_n 30.8_o and_o this_o the_o say_a david_n have_v experience_n of_o say_v of_o himself_o because_o god_n regard_v my_o humillitye_n and_o lowelinesse_n he_o deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o all_o her_o misery_n o_o high_a god_n who_o habitation_n be_v in_o the_o high_a heaven_n 112.5_o colloquy_n psa_fw-la 112.5_o behold_v the_o lowelinesse_n of_o this_o thy_o vile_a slave_n and_o use_v towards_o he_o thy_o accustom_a mercy_n raise_v this_o beggar_n from_o the_o dust_n and_o this_o poor_a wretched_a one_o from_o the_o dunghill_n to_o place_v he_o with_o prince_n and_o to_o sanctify_v he_o aswell_o as_o they_o amen_n behold_v from_o henceforth_o all_o generation_n shall_v call_v i_o bless_v and_o this_o be_v the_o second_o respect_n that_o the_o b._n virgin_n have_v to_o magnifye_v god_n for_o that_o from_o that_o moment_n that_o he_o behold_v her_o humillitye_n and_o that_o he_o regard_v she_o all_o the_o nation_n of_o man_n that_o believe_v in_o christ_n aswell_o the_o present_a as_o those_o to_o
and_o of_o s._n joseph_n which_o be_v very_o puntuall_a and_o prompt_a to_o accomplish_v this_o precept_n though_o they_o know_v that_o the_o execution_n thereof_o will_v be_v very_o dolorous_a and_o painful_a to_o the_o child_n who_o they_o so_o much_o love_v yet_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v before_o all_o which_o the_o bless_a virgin_n esteem_v so_o much_o that_o if_o need_n have_v be_v she_o herself_o like_o another_o se_fw-la hora_fw-la will_v have_v take_v the_o knife_n 4.25_o exod._n 4.25_o and_o will_v have_v circumcise_v the_o child_n some_o say_v that_o she_o herself_o do_v circumcize_v he_o some_o other_o that_o s._n joseph_n do_v it_o but_o howsoever_o certain_a it_o be_v they_o be_v prepare_v to_o put_v in_o execution_n whatsoever_o they_o shall_v esteem_v to_o be_v most_o agreeable_a to_o the_o will_n of_o almighty_a god_n second_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o charitye_n and_o devotion_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n who_o doubtless_o will_v be_v present_a at_o this_o spectacle_n both_o to_o cherish_v her_o son_n &_o to_o cure_v he_o his_o wound_n be_v one_o who_o she_o so_o much_o love_v as_o also_o to_o gather_v up_o the_o most_o precious_a blood_n that_o he_o there_o shed_v and_o to_o keep_v that_o little_a piece_n of_o flesh_n that_o be_v cut_v of_o for_o she_o know_v it_o to_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o god_n and_o to_o be_v of_o infinite_a value_n o_o with_o what_o devotion_n do_v she_o kiss_v it_o with_o her_o mouth_n and_o keep_v it_o in_o her_o breast_n o_o what_o loveact_v use_v she_o with_o that_o precious_a blood_n and_o how_o do_v she_o beseech_v the_o eternal_a father_n that_o for_o it_o he_o will_v pardon_v the_o world_n beseech_v he_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a he_o will_v content_v himself_o with_o this_o alone_o it_o be_v so_o infinite_o worth_a she_o likewise_o direct_v her_o speech_n to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o spouse_n she_o be_v say_v unto_o he_o as_o sephora_n say_v to_o moses_n be_v in_o a_o inn_n with_o her_o son_n 4.25_o exod._n 4.25_o o_o most_o holy_a ghost_n though_o thou_o be_v to_o i_o a_o spouse_n of_o blood_n desire_v that_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o son_n shall_v be_v shed_v bathe_v therewith_o his_o sacred_a foot_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o i_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o as_o sephora_n leave_v moses_n for_o i_o esteem_v more_o thy_o will_n than_o my_o own_o though_o it_o be_v needful_a to_o shed_v my_o own_o blood_n to_o fulfil_v it_o on_o the_o other_o side_n the_o bless_a virgin_n be_v transperce_v with_o compassion_n and_o dolour_n for_o the_o suffering_n of_o her_o son_n she_o weep_v with_o he_o to_o see_v he_o weep_v and_o for_o the_o cause_n for_o which_o he_o weep_v say_v o_o original_a sin_n how_o dear_a do_v thou_o cost_v my_o son_n o_o sin_n of_o the_o terrestrial_a adam_n how_o bitter_a be_v thou_o to_o this_o celestial_a adam_n o_o most_o b._n colloquy_n colloquy_n virgin_n that_o i_o may_v accompanye_n thou_o in_o this_o lamentation_n bewail_v my_o sin_n to_o obtain_v the_o remedy_n of_o they_o by_o the_o virtue_n of_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o thy_o son_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o will_v consider_v the_o heroical_a act_n of_o virtue_n which_o our_o saviour_n christ_n exercise_v in_o his_o circumcision_n which_o in_o he_o be_v not_o alone_o a_o exercise_n of_o suffer_v as_o in_o other_o child_n which_o want_v the_o use_n of_o reason_n but_o it_o be_v a_o work_n of_o most_o excellent_a virtue_n first_o it_o be_v obedience_n to_o the_o law_n for_o albeit_o that_o as_o he_o be_v god_n and_o the_o supreme_a lawgiver_n he_o may_v have_v dispense_v with_o himself_o herein_o and_o have_v sufficient_a cause_n therefore_o be_v not_o oblige_v by_o the_o rigour_n of_o the_o law_n for_o that_o he_o be_v not_o conceive_v by_o the_o work_n of_o man_n nor_o with_o the_o debt_n of_o contract_v original_a sin_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o he_o will_v of_o his_o own_o will_v obey_v this_o painful_a and_o rigorous_a precept_n protest_v therewithal_o that_o he_o will_v ohserue_v all_o the_o old_a law_n for_o as_o s._n 5.3_o gal._n 5.3_o paul_n say_v every_o man_n circumcide_v himself_o be_v a_o debtor_n oblige_v to_o accomplish_v the_o whole_a law_n how_o burdensome_a soever_o it_o be_v and_o therefore_o this_o bless_a child_n offer_v himself_o at_o that_o time_n to_o undergo_v this_o heavy_a burden_n 39.9_o psal_n 39.9_o set_v this_o whole_a law_n as_o himself_o say_v by_o the_o prophet_n david_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o heart_n to_o the_o end_n to_o give_v unto_o we_o a_o perfect_a pattern_n of_o obedience_n o_o my_o soul_n colloquy_n colloquy_n why_o do_v not_o thou_o offer_v thyself_o to_o bear_v the_o burden_n and_o sweet_a yoke_n of_o the_o new_a law_n when_o thy_o saviour_n offer_v himself_o to_o bear_v for_o thou_o the_o most_o heavy_a burden_n and_o insupportable_a yoke_n of_o the_o old_a law_n if_o he_o for_o thy_o example_n obey_v in_o hard_a thing_n whereunto_o he_o be_v not_o oblige_v why_o do_v thou_o deny_v to_o obey_v he_o in_o those_o easy_a thing_n that_o he_o have_v command_v thou_o pardon_v o_o lord_n my_o disobedience_n and_o aid_v i_o to_o follow_v the_o example_n which_o thou_o give_v i_o obferue_v thy_o law_n in_o such_o sort_n as_o thou_o always_o obserue_v it_o the_o second_o virtue_n be_v humillitye_n for_o albeit_o this_o our_o lord_n can_v not_o account_n himself_o as_o a_o sinner_n see_v he_o neither_o be_v nor_o can_v be_v so_o yet_o he_o will_v be_v hold_v so_o to_o be_v subject_v himself_o to_o circumcision_n which_o be_v the_o sign_n of_o sinful_a child_n so_o that_o such_o as_o see_v he_o circumcise_v may_v have_v say_v that_o he_o be_v a_o sinner_n which_o he_o ordain_v for_o the_o confusion_n of_o we_o who_o be_v sinner_n will_v not_o seem_v so_o to_o be_v but_o take_v upon_o we_o the_o mask_n of_o be_v righteous_a therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n see_v thou_o be_v humble_v by_o truth_n cant._n exit_fw-la d._n ber._n ser_n 42._o in_o cant._n be_v humble_v also_o by_o charitye_n &_o see_v thou_o know_v thyself_o to_o be_v worthy_a of_o humilliation_n for_o thy_o sin_n desire_v with_o thy_o lord_n to_o be_v humble_v though_o thou_o be_v without_o sinne._n the_o three_o virtue_n be_v patience_n for_o other_o child_n want_v the_o use_n of_o reason_n fear_v neither_o circumcision_n nor_o the_o knife_n nor_o the_o wound_n and_o till_o the_o blow_n light_n upon_o they_o they_o feel_v it_o not_o but_o this_o bless_a child_n as_o a_o perfect_a man_n know_v what_o be_v in_o hand_n and_o natural_o fear_v the_o blow_n and_o the_o wound_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o he_o be_v as_o quiet_a without_o move_v himself_o as_o if_o he_o have_v not_o know_v it_o and_o though_o when_o he_o feel_v the_o wound_n he_o weep_v like_o a_o child_n and_o great_o lament_v through_o the_o delicacye_n of_o his_o complexion_n yet_o in_o his_o heart_n he_o be_v merry_a for_o shed_v his_o blood_n with_o such_o dolour_n delight_v in_o this_o affliction_n to_o accomplish_v the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n for_o our_o good_a the_o four_o virtue_n be_v most_o fervent_a charitye_n shed_v that_o little_a blood_n with_o so_o great_a love_n that_o if_o need_n have_v be_v to_o shed_v all_o present_o he_o will_v have_v effect_v it_o and_o if_o it_o have_v be_v convenient_a to_o receive_v forthwith_o many_o other_o and_o much_o great_a wound_n he_o will_v have_v offer_v himself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o his_o father_n and_o for_o our_o good_a o_o immense_a charitye_n o_o invincible_a patience_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o profound_a humillitye_n and_o perfect_a obedience_n of_o my_o redeemer_n 39.1_o exo._n 29.8_o exo._n 39.1_o o_o sovereign_a virtue_n wherewith_o be_v weave_v the_o preistlike_a garment_n of_o our_o high_a preiste_n jesus_n much_o more_o precious_a than_o grain_n or_o purple_a then_o hyacinthe_n and_o wreathe_a holland_n o_o high_a preiste_n that_o on_o this_o day_n do_v clothe_v thyself_o with_o this_o garment_n to_o offer_v this_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o morning_n and_o 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