Physitian So if we can well digest our troubles afflictions here for a little while and by vertue of them seasoned with Faith and perfect Patience euacuate our grosse and filthy corruptions that suffocate our hearts with sin wee shall feele a most wished renouation of the health of our mindes and finde our affections changed euen as a body distempred with a Feuer distasteth the most sauorie thinges as long as it possesseth the Body and afterwards becomes to it perfect taste So although as long as we be holden with the corrupt infirmitie of our naturall wills no good dutie or heauenly grace can be so toothsome vnto vs as pleasure and the sinnes wee delight in But being purged and dieted by the afflictions that our louing Physitian doth compound for vs we shall finde sin and pleasures and all carnall delights to become bitter and harsh vnto our hearts God many times sends vs troubles and afflictions that by easing vs of them againe we may knowe that as he can correcte vs so he can comforte vs He neuer maketh a wound but hee healeth it nay such is his mercie power and prouidence as hee cures the most deadly wounds that our selues doe make vpon our selues through our sinnes by his owne free mercie in his Sonne and the medicines he vseth are his fatherly chastisements Should we not therefore take his salutarie and gentle stripes with patience that doe not onely not hurt vs but heale vs If wee were indeed the first of Gods children that haue beene afflicted and troubled in this life we might stagger at our crosses and calamities that are so infinite But if we set before vs the worthy examples for our imitation which Saint Iames sets before vs euen our brethren the Prophets Apostles and such as were the most beloued of God for an example of suffering and their patience such as haue spoken and taught in the name of the Lord and his Christ who indured most ignominious tortors and most cruell afflictions for his sake of whom the world was not worthie being the Ambassadours of the eternall God wee could not but beare our light and momentanie afflictions with most resolute and godly patience and as we haue heard so if we beleeue the patience of Iob and what end the Lord made with him namely in not onely remouing his miseries but in restoring him to greater glorie euen here then he had before and which was greatest of all and the end of all the Crowne of life we should acknowledge with holy Saint Iames That we are blessed that endure here the chastisements of the Lord. If then it be a blessed thing to endure troubles he must needs be the childe of God that is here corrected and doth suffer it with patience though the fault be in our selues for which we are afflicted and therefore to impute it to no other cause but to our sinnes There is a kinde of suffering indeed couered with a kinde of counterfeit patience As when men are inforced to vndergoe the ineuitable torments of death for capitall crimes committed against the Lawes of Nations or suffering things they cannot auoide as there 〈…〉 to showe their impious and vaine-glorious valour and vngodly resolution at their vnauoidable executions vndergoe them as if they were nothing daunted therewith yet were their inward hearts seene they would appeare fraught and full of horrour But we are to learne of Saint Paul who had his tribulations and reioyced in them affirming that tribulation bringeth forth patience and patience experience and experience hope which hope maketh not ashamed for through the loue of God which is shed abroad in our hearts by the holy Ghost patience becoÌ„meth an assured testimonie that they that thus suffer are beloued of God We need not therefore thinke or conceiue that our afflictions here to be any disgrace vnto vs fâ—r they are the liuery and badge of Gods dearest children It is a glorious thing to be adorned with the note of the honour of any great mans seruice and shall wee thinke it a base thing to weare the cognisance of the King of Kings and which our Sauiour Iesus Christ himselfe hath worne before vs yet without sinne in himselfe but bare the curse for ours we suffer for our owne sinnes he endured all and more and more heauie crosses for vs then wee are able to beare for him What tormeÌ„ts endured he not he was poor though all the world were his hee had not a house to hide his head in hee had enemies more then wee all he was slaundered railed on buffered spet on crowned with thornes besides infinite and vnspeakable iniuries and finally put to a most cruell shamefull and ignominious death a death inuented for theeues and murtherers and hanged as so capitall a malefactor being altogether in himselfe innocent Lord and Creator of heauen and earth and shall we most wretched sinners guiltie of ten thousand impieties worthie for the least of them to be vtterly confounded repine at the good will of God in sending vs so fauourable tokens of his displeasure for our sinnes and loue of our saluation God forbid knowing and being so sufficiently instructed that nothing doth or can befall vs but by the meere prouidence of our most louing Father neither sicknesse nor pouertie nor enemies nor any whatsoeuer crosse which hee doth also so graciously temper in his mercie as they are neuer more heauy then he maketh vs able to beare them with his owne guifte of setled patience through the free guift of faith Wherefore let vs apply our hearts to wisedome and learne to know and to acknowledge that all the troubles and afflictions that fell so heauily vpon innocent Christ were not for sinne in him but for ours and were most heauily layde vpon him to make ours light And that whatsoeuer crosse affliction or trouble befalleth vs our sins procure them and yet there is no more required of vs for the mittigation of them or remouing them from vs but a full acknowledgement of our sinnes vnfained repentance for them faith in and obedience to God and patience for a little space to beare our corrections If these things be not in vs how can we thinke our selues or be thought in the least measure to haue our troubles remoued or mittigated but rather to acknowledge our selues worthie to be more seuerely punished in his Iustice Let vs therefore afore all thinges make our peace with God which by no other means can be but onely by the merits and mediation of Iesus Christ which we must apply vnto our selues through a liuely saith praying in the same with a godly feare and feeling of our sinnes for remission and pardon of them and that hee will so arme vs with his heauenly graces as wee may bee able to beat downe all impatience and to giue vs power to resist that armed enemy Sathan who endeauoureth to make vs to think that our crosses are the curses of
of my corrupt heart that though they may begin to worke sin in me Lord suppresse them before they come to execution Disperse Lord and dispell all the clouds of ignorance and errors that darken mine vnderstanding and giue me wisedome rightly to know thee and thy Sonne Christ and what he hath done for my soule and through thy grace restraine me this day from that thou hast commanded me to shun and let me doe nothing but what may please thee then whatsoeuer I shall thinke speake or determine shall be to thine owne glorie profitable to my selfe and others Preserue me from the secret and hidden snares of Satan who is restles to allure me to sinne inticing me to imbrace the vanities of the world and to yeeld to the lusts of mine owne corrupt nature But Lord as I haue by thy prouidence past the darkenesse of this night doe now enioy the joyfull benefit of the light of this day so let me this day auoide all the workes of darkenesse and as the day doth administer light vnto my corporall eyes the better to doe the works offices of my calling so let the light of thy Spirit O Lord shine in my soule that I may walke in the light of thy truth in true obedience to the good example of others Thou hast allotted me a calling in this life giue me power wisedome rightly to performe it my best endeuours can little preuaile without thy blessing and direction and therefore I humbly pray thee to prosper whatsoeuer I take in hand this day Blesse mine vnderstanding O Lord that I may rightly know and be able truely faithfully to performe what belongeth vnto my place and calling Blesse the health of my body the strength and continuall vse of my limbes senses which of them selues are weake and may soone decay without thy blessing Increase O Lord and confirme my faith grace wisedome and obedience euerie day more and more that I may euerie day more and more dye vnto sinne and be made stronger and more perfect in righteousnesse Heale O Lord all my corporall and spirituall infirmities and dispose my heart that I may be euerie day more and more mindfull that this my life is short and that this day may be my last day and let me so walke this day as if it should be the last day of this my mortall life that I may be assured of the immediate entrance into that life which is eternall with Christ my Redeemer And vntill that last day shall come O Lord I intreate thee in the name of Iesus Christ that this day and all the rest of my daies and nights may be prosperous and blessed vnto me the day for the performance of my calling the night for my rest vntill I come to my finall and perpetuall rest with thee and thy Sonne to whom with thy blessed Spirit I ascribe all honour praise and glory Amen Lord◠euermore increase my faith A Prayer to be said before a man goes to his nightly rest O Gracious Lord God heauenly Father the keeper and preseruer of all that come vnto thee for succour I haue been through thy great mercie and prouidence kept preserued defended fed sustained and relieued this day now come to an end and now as the night succeedeth the day and the darkenes the light so I knowe O Lord that death will succeede my life and the graue my bed Lord thou madest in the beginning light and darknes night day morning euening and all to thine own glorie to the vse of wretched man who in the beginning turned his light into darkenesse that darkenesse hath ouershadowed al that haue proceeded of his corrupt seed among whom O Lord I am so bemisted and blinded with that originall darkenes as I cannot see nor truely conceiue the light of thy most sacred word without that spirituall light shining from thine illuminating Spirit Thou madest two lights O Lord to endure for euer the Sun to gouerne the day and the Moone to giue light in the night yet doe not these lights O Lord direct our feete in the wayes of righteousnesse nor our pathes in obedience but rather lead vs to the occasions to sin but it is the supernaturall light O Lord that proceedeth from the brightnesse of thy louing countenance that directeth aright those that are thy children of the light By this light O Lord guide me that the night of ignorance ouer shadowe me not from beholding thy louing countenance which is more pretious more sweete vnto me then all earthly delights The day-light wherein I should onely followe with godly diligence in my calling to serue thee turneth into the darkenes of my minde without thy spirituall light how much more will the darkenesse of the night miscarrie my corrupt hart into idle and vngodly thoughts especially by the temptations of the Prince of darkenes when thy light faileth me For such O Lord is the nature of my polluted heart that it neuer resteth to infuse euill imaginations into my mind especially in my night wakings and in my sleepe to trouble me with sundrie euil vngodly dreames wicked phantasies showing thereby the fruites of my sinfull nature Therefore gracious Father I finding in my selfe thou knowing mine imperfections better then my selfe I come in all humblenesse praying thee to assist me with thy grace that I may conuert my heart from the euils whereunto it is enclined and onely incline and frame it to the sincere seruice of obedience to thee and to dedicate my mind will and affections in my night wakings either to meditate of thy word or in making my faithfull prayers vnto thee I cannot O Lord through the weakenesse of my corrupte nature subsist without cōpetent rest sleep yet I know thou slumbrest not nor sleepest but with thee the day and night are alike light and in thy prouidence and loue hast an eye ouer all that are thine whether they sleep or wake Giue therefore command O Lord vnto thy heauenly watchmen to keepe me and all that I haue from danger this night so will I lay mee downe vnder the shadowe of thy protecting winges to take my rest this night faithfully cōmending my soule and body and all that belong vnto me into thy most powerfull and fatherly tuition so shall I not feare what Satan or any malicious instrument of his shall practise or plot against me And in this assurance O Lord confirme my faith from night to day and from day to night that all the dayes and nights of my life may be rightly spent in a holy and sanctified conuersation to thy glorie and mine own comfort vnto the end of all my nights and dayes through Iesus Christ my Sauiour and Redeemer Amen Lord encrease and confirme my faith this night and euermore A PATH-VVAY TO GODLY PATIENCE IN all manner of Afflictions AFliction heere in this life is vnto the Godly as it were a Schoole to learne them Patience A most
it is decreed it must Thou must forgoe it all and giue account for all If thou voluntarily leaue them for Christes sake thou shalt finde a farre greater treasure in heauen If thou haue some beneficiall Office or place of dignitie in the world and for the profession of Christ thou bee thrust from it and lose thine honour and reputation among men what losest thou seeing thou art sure of a more high and excellent place and of farre greater honour in heauen If thy Parents thy friends contrarily minded disdaine thee discountenance thee and cast thee cleane out of their fauour and societie and seeme to be ashamed of thee vndergoe it with godly patience for Christ for whose sake thou endurest these things will not be ashamed of thee but will acknowledge thee to be his adopted brother and coheire with him of the Kingdome of his Father Thinke it therfore an honour and no shame vnto thee to be brought forth in the open view and vpon the publick stage of the world to be a witnesse of the truth of Christ and to suffer for the same Thou shalt be esteemed in the sight of good and godly men aboue those that onely preach it and barely professe it when there is no feare of troubles for it and in the time of persecution will not auowe vnto the world by their suffering what they haue taught and outwardly professed in the world for it is one thing to professe and publish the truth of Christ with the mouth in time of peace and another thing to auouch it boldly seeing trouble and euen death it selfe before their faces for the constant perseuerance in the same It is commonly reputed an ignominious thing to be imprisoned and a more reproachfull thing to be put to death after the manner of wicked men But let not this at all daunt thee for Christ at his death whose cause thou maintainest contented himselfe to be hanged as a Thiefe and a Murtherer for such were the companions of his death yet was the Crosse whereon he suffered a more triumphant Chariot of honour then the most pompous triumph of the greatest Monarch of the world for his greatest victories And be thou assured that if thy lot in the wisedome and loue of God be such towards thee as to number thee among his faithfull witnesses constantly suffering death for his sake thou shalt be crowned among the victorious Martyrs Remember the most honourable title that St. Paul giueth vnto that constant seruant of Christ Stephen stiling him the Martyr of Iesus Christ And of Antipas whom St. Iohn calleth a faithfull Martyr of Christ Then which there cannot be a more glorious remembrance of the dead Thinke not therefore that thou art the first that hath suffered for Christ but if thou look into the eleuenth of the Hebrewes thou shalt see such a cloude of like witnesses that haue professed and suffered as thou doest as will encourage thee to stand fast vnto the end And if thou consider the times not farre past thou mayst vnderstand of an infinite number of thine owne Country men and women euen the weakest sexe who haue gone the same way before thee with vnuanquishable patience euen to death and therefore with like patience runne the same race looking vnto Iesus Christ the Author and finisher of thy faith who for the ioy that was set before him endured the bitter death of the Crosse and despised the shame and is set at the right hand of the Throne of God where thou shalt behold him and his glory and be pertaker of it after thou hast endured a little speaking against of sinners persecution and death it selfe which is the most glorious liuerie of Gods dearest children whereby they are fashioned to the image of their Redeemer and which shall giue an end to all thy sorrowes and shame and bring thee to endlesse ioy and glory which not onely the Apostles of Christ but euen late Martyrs vnderstoode reiâ—yâ—ing that they were accounted wâ—rthy of the honour to suffer for their Masters sake What canst thou then less conceiue but that it is the meere loue of God in Christ towards thee to make choyse of thee among and aboue many others to afford thee this honour to be a maintainer of the glory and authority of the truth of Christ against the falshood and false authority assumed by Antichrist Therefore let it not trouble thee neither be thou the more fearefull to stand fast in thy profession because thou seest a million of Newters on euery side of thee who for the loue of their riches pleasures and carnall commodities the nicenesse of their owne dainty flesh their affection to father mother wife children and esteemed friends to be content to runne with the time and in steede of renouncing the things of this world for Christ rather to renounce Christ for the world In what a miserable case are these poore people poore be they neuer so rich that hold it a thing indifferent to follow God or Baal Christ or Antichrist forgetting that Christ dyed for them and that they shold acknowledge him whose bloud not Antichristian Bulls and Pardons must clense them from or to dye in their sinnes The reason of this their luke-warmenesse is for that the spirit of God by whom the faithfull haue power and strength to maintaine the truth to death dwelleth not in them who worketh mightily in the children of Saluation so that persecution for the same daunteth them not scourgings whippings scossings mockings stonings burning or whatsoeuer death cannot remoue their constancie in the profession of what they beleeue To conclude therefore with thee who art now vnder the crosse of persecution not knowing what end the Lord wil make with thee submit thy selfe to his will vndergoe with godly patience whatsoeuer the aduersaries of the Gospel of Christ shall lay vpon thy body thy soule they cannot touch and commend both thy body and thy soule into the hands and good pleasure of GOD thy heauenly Father in Christ in whom thou art blessed for whom thou sufferest and for whose sake thou shalt receiue a glorious reward In hope of which reward all the former Martyrs that haue beene content to spend their liues for Christ were willing to lay downe their liues desiring to be dissolued and to see the face of him for whom they suffered Feare not therefore if occasion so require to yeeld thy body to the mercilesse enemies of Christ they may kill the body the soule they cannot touch But if thou shouldest forsake him he will forsake thee and hee it is that can kill thy body and thy soule too and cast both into hell If a man take away thy life for Christ they doe thee a fauour against their willes they depriue thee of a mortall that thou maist immediatly receiue an immortall and a most glorious life from their tyrannie thou shalt be transported to the louing imbracements of thy
his sonne to goodnesse and to a godly course of life and cannot should be too much discouraged and cast downe through sorrow and griefe that hee should be the father of such a sonne let him but consider that his sonne though wicked is the creature of God knowne vnto him before hee was formed in the wombe his beginning course of life and end determined by God and the meanes and therefore when such a father hath done his vttermost godly endeauour to make his sonne good by counsell and findes contrarie effects of his hope let him onely praye for him The best and last dutie that a louing and well-wishing father can show for the good of his best beloued sonne If this worke not the reformation of his wicked childe hee may cast off all sorrowe and griefe for that he cannot reclaime him and before the world he may iustly disclaime him They therefore that will taxe and condeme such a father for hauing such an vngodly person to his sonne are vncharitable as long as the wickednesse of his sonne proceedes not of any neglect or knowne error of the father Doe we not vnderstand that most godly parents hauing two or more sonnes of equall education and equally instructed that the one proues tractable vertuous religious fearing God and another cleane contrarie Had not Izaak by his wife Rebecha two sonnes borne twinnes Esau and Iaakob the one wicked the other the Elect of God shall wee thinke that Kayne that Reprobate was not as well instructed in the feare of God by Adam his father as Abel was yet the one a murtherer and the other a godly religious and milde man Shall we thinke that Dauid instructed not his sonne Absolon in the feare of God though hee became a rebell against his owne father And what shall we thinke of Ismael the sonne of Abraham the father of the faithfull was it for want of diuine instruction that he became a fierce and cruell man whose hand was against euery man and euery mans hand against him Will any man be so iniurious or so vncharitable to iudge or condemne these godly parents for the wickednesse of their children doth it not hereby appeare that good men notwithstanding all their care diligence to make them good may haue wicked children neither doth it follow that wicked men haue alwayes vngodly children It is God who as hee formes the bodies of good and bad in the wombe so he frames the mindes of such as he intendeth to make the vessels of saluation and giueth them the meanes to become wise in him religious and faithfull in him yet yeeldeth he the libertie of his word equally alike to both but they haue not both equall grace to imbrace and to practise it alike Idolatrous Ahaz had religious Hezekiah good Hezekiah had wicked Manasses wicked Amon had godly Iosiah Iosiah idolatrous Iehoahaz Infinite are the examples in all ages showing that good men haue had wicked children and wicked fathers good sonnes that no man should presume vpon the towardnesse or dispaire of the vngodly beginning of his children but to commend both to the goodnes and prouidence of God in faithfull prayer vsing the meanes leauing the wicked to God in prayer for their reformation and the godly to him for continuance and perseuerance vnto the end in whose secret counsell it is determined what shall be the end of them that feare not God nor reuerence man A Prayer to bee vsed of godly parents for the reformation of vngodly and disobedient children and for patience not ouermuch to afflict themselues for the stubbornesse and disobedience of a wicked sonne O Gracious mercifull powerfull euermore louing Lord God the Creator of all man-kind to whom thou giuest and into whome thou infusest diuers and seuerall portions of vnderstanding wit wisedome and grace and none by nature can attaine vnto the least measure of these blessings but by thee Fathers thou hast ordained to beget and Mothers to conceiue and beare fruite to the increase and multiplication of humane kinde but it is not left vnto the power of parents to propagate grace in their seede Seeing then good Father that thou hast giuen vs power to propagate their earthly and carnall parts yet all formed by thee in the wombe and hast reserued vnto thy selfe the disposition of their mindes and affections So I humbly pray and beseech thee to dispose the inclination of them whome thou hast giuen me power to beget beget in them good and godly desires reforme the vngodly life and conuersation of that disobedient and vagodly son of mine whose behauiour is much grieuous vnto me and I doe confesse that mine owne sinnes haue prouoked thee to anger against me and thy displeasure appeareth in that hee whome I receiued in hope to be a comfort vnto me and the staffe of mine olde age is become not onely disobedient vnto me but as it were rebellious against thee and thy counsell Thou art a God righteous absolutely holy hating iniquitie it cannot be hid from thee how I haue neglected the training him vp in thy feare Yet thou also knowest O Lord that I haue laboured and endeuoured by my best counsell to winne him to the feare and seruice of thee if it haue beene in vaine thou hast wisedome and power to supply in him what is defectiue in me to giue him I haue endeuoured to make him to know thee and to walke in thy wayes but he hath contemned mine instructions and cast my counsell behinde his backe hee will not vnderstand that thou art a God of power to punish him or a God of mercie to comfort him if he returne from his sinnes to the obedience of thee Lord it is onely in thee to reclaime him as thou didst the prodigall sonne whome thou vouchsafedst to receiue vnto mercie after his long going astray whereby it appeareth that no man erreth so farre but thou canst recall him O recall this mine erronious sonne reduce him into the feare of thy great name and make him one of the sheepfolde of thy Saints He is the worke of thine owne hands O Lord though I wretched man begat him in corruption his mother conceiued him in sinne and bare him in miserie yet are these no hinderance to the worke of thy grace in him For what is or hath bin the man that hath not had the like corrupt beginning thine owne begotten Sonne excepted Enoch that walked vprightly before thee Abraham the father of the faithfull Eliah and Iohn Baptist and all thine Elect vessels came by nature of the same corrupt seed as hath this though my vngodly sonne Thou wert pleased to sanctifie these fore-fathers of ours whome if thou hadst left vnto themselues they had beene as this my sonne ready to lift vp their heeles against their parents and thee Lord giue thou grace wisedome faith and obedience vnto this my sonne these are thine and onely thine to giue I indeed haue
reforme thee to saue thee Ieremie the most famous amongst the Prophets confesseth that before the Lord touched him with affliction he was like a wilde and vntamed Colte and Dauid the worthiest among the Kings acknowledgeth that before he was afflicted he went awrye And Paul the chiefe among the Apostles thought it his greatest glory to suffer affliction for Christ and many they were that he suffered see 2. Cor. 6. Outward affliction or inward sorrow for thy sinnes hurt thee not the one argues the loue of God towards thee the other thy desire to obay him There is nothing more hurtfull to thee nor more offensiue to God then thine impatience thy murmuring and grudging at Gods gentle chastisements which are the euils of thy minde and most afflict thee whereas true patience in faith is as a brasen Bulworke against all the attemptes and assaults of sinne and Satan the workers of all the crosses troubles calamities in the world Imbrace therefore whatsoeuer befalleth thee with godly patience and the Lord assist thee Thine in Christian good will I. NORDEN The Table of the perticulars contained in this Booke A Prayer for the morning A Prayer before a man goes to his nightly rest 1 A preparation to godly patience page 1 2 Touching sinne the cause of all afflictions the confession and repentance of them and patience in troubles pag 20 3 Comfort for a man afflicted in conscience by reason of his sinnes pag. 47 4 A prayer for the forgiuenesse of most haynous sins that afflict the weake conscience of a sinner pag. 67 5 Comfort for the sick p. 77 6 A prayer to be often said of a sick man or woman 79 7 A prayer to be said for a sick man of faithfull friends that come to visite him 105 8 For such as are oppressed with pouerty and want not impertinent for the rich 112 9 A prayer to be said of such as are oppressed with necessity want of things necessary 133 10 A short prayer to be said of him that is in necessity and want 146 11 Generall counsell comfort for men imprisoned 153 12 Against Treason for which a man is worthily imprisoned 168 13 For such as are imprisoned as guilty or vehemently suspected of murther 173 14 A prayer for a man imprisoned guilty of murther 179 15 For such as are imprisoned for committing any offence against the Lawes of the Kingdome deseruing death 185 16 A prayer to be said of a prisoner accused and like to be condemned to death for some fact against the lawes or to any other corporall punishment 190 17 A prayer to be said of a penitent offender going to his execution or to any corporall punishment 200 18 For such as are imprisoned for debt 205 19 A prayer to be often said of a man imprisoned for debt pag. 216 20 A caueat for cruell creditors that keepe poore men in prison whom they know vnable to pay that for which they keepe them in prison 226 21 Encouragement for such as are enclosed and afflicted with enemies flatterers and their slaunders 241 22 A prayer for a man that hath vndeserued enemies and is subiect to slaunderous tongues flatterers and false friends 253 23 Counsell comfort for him that is persecuted for his constant profession of the Gospell of Christ. 263 24 A prayer for a man persecuted for his faith and profession of the Gospell of Iesus Christ. 281 25 Comfort and encouragement for such as are banished or enforced to liue out of their owne natiue Countrey either for feare of persecution for Gods word or of the furie of enemies that pursue them without iust cause 292 26 A prayer for a man banished frō his natiue Countrey for some crime committed or enforced to forsake it either for feare of persecution or of some mighty aduersary that doth vniustly oppresse him 304 27 Comfort encouragement for Parents that are crossed and grieued at the vngodlinesse and disobedience of their children fit for all Parents to reade pag. 314 28 A prayer to be vsed of godly Parents for the reformation of vngodly and disobedient children and for patience not ouermuch to afflict themselues for the stubbornnesse and disobedience of a wicked son 332 29 A perswasion to patience in the crosses that often fall out betweene man wife fit to be considered of married folkes for their mutuall comfort with counsell to such as intend to marrie 341 30 A prayer to be said by man and wife together or by either of them at any time in priuate 359 31 How the husband ought to behaue himselfe towards his discontented wife 367 32 A prayer to be said often of a man who hath a wife of refractarie conditions 374 33 How the wife ought to behaue her selfe towards her husband though hee be faultie and hard to be pleased 379 34 A prayer for the wife that is vnequally yoked with an vnkinde vnthrifty or an vngodly husband 385 35 A comfortable conclusion shewing the benefit of afflictions to the end we may beare them in what nature or kinde soeuer they befall vs with the more resolute and godly patience 401 37 A prayer for the forgiuenes of sins and for the neglect of our duties in seeking to know God by the hearing of his word and the practise of the same fit daily to be vsed 391 36 A necessary prayer for strength to beare whatsoeuer afflictions with patience and for faith to resist the tentations of Sathan 418 A PRAYER FOR the Morning O Lord GOD heauenlie Father when I doe consider how many wayes and by how many sortes of sinnes I haue offended thee night and day and doe duly call to minde how graciously thou hast kept mee this night how many blessings and fauours I haue receiued of thee without number I am euen astonished at my great ingratitude and doe vtterly condemne my selfe of highest rebellion against thee Many haue beene the dayes weekes months and yeares that thou hast here afforded me to liue and in all the time of my life hetherunto thou hast graciously preserued mee plentifully releiued me continually kept me vnder thy fatherly protection in all my nights and dayes and hast beene euermore watchfull ouer me that I haue from time to time from night to day and from day to night beene euer sustained through thy grace though I haue some times felt thy correcting rod by some crosses for my sinnes yet haue they beene euer easie in comparison of my deseruings and profitable vnto me Lord pardon and forgiue me my sinnes forgiue my manifold offences wash me throughly by the blood of Iesus Christ my Redeemer and clense me from all my pollutions for they are many and I am ashamed that euer I gaue way vnto them But now Lord now though late I pray thee to leade me by thy Spirit in more obedience stay me that I runne not this day into any vnseemely or vngodly actions withholde mine eyes from vanities keepe vnder the vngodly affections
worthie and diuine Vertue which adioyned with true liuely Faith in God doth so season the minde and the affections of the heart as it seemeth not to feele whatsoeuer trouble or affliction inflicted or iniury offered But in prosperitie and aduersitie loued or hated sicke or in health in fulnesse in want in riches pouerty it resteth in the worst part content and in the best euer thankfull neyther lifted vp for the one or cast downe for the other Tribulation may lye very heauily vpon a man endewed with this diuine vertue yet can it neuer presse him down to dispayre moue him to reuenge or cause him to seeke sinister meanes for ease For hee is strong when he seemeth most weake he goeth on most cheerfully and with ease when Carnal men obseruing his miseries thinke him most heauily and grieuously loaden It is such and so excellent a vertue as is not neither can it begotten by friendship or fauour It is freely giuen not of Nature but of Grace Not attained vnto by Humane learning but by Spirituall illumination And therefore neuer entreth into a froward vnfaithfull or repining heart But in a heart vpright and a conscience at peace with God and men humble and meeke men and women doe only and none else enioy her So precious a Iewell it is as neither golde nor siluer can purchase it It is also so victorious as nothing can ouercome it Seldome moued yet neuer without cause of being moued for one iniury trouble crosse or afflictioÌ„ or another wil daily nay euery houre set vpon it to try it It continually meeteth with one occasioÌ„ or another to exercise it And the more it is crossed the more it increaseth and the stronger and more perfect it waxeth Where this diuine vertue Patience dwelleth and hath her perfect working it is an especiall marke and note that he or she that truely possesseth it or is possessed by it is the true Childe of God yet neuer seene nor obserued but by iniuries wrongs afflictions abuses and troubles the things whereupon it worketh and without which it were of no vse For as Physicke needes not where no disease is nor Medicine where no Maladie is So needes there no Patience where no tryall is But it fareth not so with Gods Children they haue matter enough to trye and in-vre their Patience though worldly men that haue all thinges and all thinges succeed according to their owne hearts desires haue no seeming cause to vse though they often abuse this most worthie vertue The Godly and such as truely endeauour to liue religiously among the multitudes of men cannot be but many wayes tryed to proue their Faith and to exercise theÌ„ to beare their afflictions without murmuring or grudging Wayting on the Lord with perfect Patience For where no troubles are where and to whom no iniury abuse or wrong is offered and vpon whom no crosses befall how can Patience appeare where no Body is how can the shadow be seene And as the shadow appeareth by the Body so in the truely humbled Patience appeareth in affliction According to St. Paul who approueth that Tribulation in the Faithfull bringeth forth Patience and Patience experience of the mercies of God and that experience produceth Hope neuer to be forsaken in what trouble soeuer which Hope is so farre from making him ashamed that is endewed with these heauenly vertues that he findeth the end of his troubles to be timely deliuerance and finally glorie How can he but reioyce rather then to be too much deiected in his afflictions For seeing Hope grounded vpon Experience approueth that afflictions worke Patience through Faith why should afflictions seem so harsh as to make men miserable when the Patient suffring of theÌ„ bringeth not onely no shame but honour vnto the Saints of God that suffer whoÌ„ it pleaseth him to vse here as seruaÌ„ts intending hereafter to glorifie them as his Sonnes and Daughters he abaseth them here whom he meaneth to aduance hereafter His crosses here for a time carries vs to a Crowne of glory hereafter Let vs therefore with true perfect Patience vndergoe all our crosses afflictions knowing that through many troubles and trials we must enter into the kingdome of heauen Carnal men may think indeed that y e Patient man such a one as can contentedly beare troubles iniuries wrongs slaunders reproaches and afflictions to be but a Coward a Sot a Silly foole one that hath neither a manly spirit nor humane Pollicy to reuenge himselfe or to make sinister shifts in the world to right and releeue himselfe and thinke him mad or sencelesse that he sheweth no more passion or impatience in his wrongs and miseries as meere Carnall men doe But that seemingsilly Patient man feels farre lesse trouble of minde in his seeming greatest afflictions then these Politicks of the world doe who are both inwardly vexed and tormented and outwardly toyled in shuffling tossing their wits like Flies in a Spiders web or Birds in a Lime-bush to free themselues of small troubles and the more they struggle the more they entangle themselues As if they were not blinded with the vaine opinion of their owne carnall wisdome or carried away with the vaine hope of vncertaine successe they could not but acknowledge for dayly experience sheweth that the wisest and carnally Politickst men in the world seldom bring their euill enterprizes to passe but with charging their Consciences and finde at last that all their inuentions and practises either end with shame here or in horror when they goe hence For it is iust with God to leaue them to their owne wills and wiles that wilfully forsake him and his wisdome to direct them And experience likewise approueth that the truly patient and faithfull man depending onely vpon the Power Prouidence Wisdome and Loue of God in his greatest calamities findeth euer a most certaine comfortable issue of his hope and holy desires In his greatest dangers he passeth not the bounds of Gods holy directions So all his afflictions tend to his inward comfort neuer to his outward deserued shame or reproach He doth consider in true wisedome that the time of his suffring is heere but short but the time of his Triumphing shall be perpetuall And therefore whatsoeuer the malice of Sathan or his Instruments can practise or purpose against a man trulie indewed with this diuine Vertue Patience which through Faith hauing it perfect operation he daunâ—eth not Let Rabsach rayle and blaspheme Let Shemie curse and cast stones Let the world and all the wicked therein worke what they can let them vomit out their venemous Gall of malice and spew out their most enuious hearts in most ignominious slanders against him he will yet keepe silence in his heart to God who searcheth euery heart and tryeth the Reynes of euery man and will giue vnto euery man according to his wayes And it is he that sends vs troubles to keepe
vs in obedience And it is he that works Patience to beare them and nothing hindreth inward comfort in outward crosses but murmuring grudging and impatience in them Afflictions indeed though they doe proceed of Gods fauour seeme nothing pleasant to the fleshly minde yet as St. Paul saith they bring in the end the quiet and comfortable fruite of righteousnesse to them that are exercised with Patience to beare them They bring through faith eternall glory in the end not as the cause but through Faith in him that suffered for vs and before vs a testimonie that God so loueth vs in his Sonne as to make vs in some measure like him by suffering with him and for his sake And when we haue suffered as much as the malice of Sathan or his Instruments by the permission of God can inflict vpon vs yet cannot our suffrings amount to the thousandth part of the best mans euil deseruings And yet many complaine of the greatnesse of their troubles that neuer either examine the haynousnesse of their sinnes or that they are sent of God to make them to know that God is angry with their sinnes and by his corrections seeketh to draw them to repentance and amendment of life If we did truely consider and duely weigh that it is God alone that measures out all our afflictions the length breadth and depth of them by his owne hand in his absolute wisedome and that neither Sathan nor the malice of man hath any further share in inflicting them vpon vs then they are limited in his prouidence did consider as Iâ—b saith that afflictions spring not of the caâ—â—h though many times by earthly men yet all of God we could not but with a most liuely and firme Patience imbrace them as sent from him What are the afflictions which can befall vs in this life They are indeed of many and sundrie sortes yet may be all reduced into these heads The griefe of the minde for sinne sickenesse of the body enemies losse of goods slanders of our good name imprisonment banishmeÌ„t which is the most heauie yet most comfortable persecution for the constant acknowledgement and profession of the Gospell of Christ vngodly children not the least crosse and houshold disquietnesse betweene man and wise the most vngodly many other branches are dependant on euery of these But what and of what nature or kinde soeuer they be they are all determined by God so to befall vs as he hath limited and none of them but haue befallen Gods dearest children And therefore let no man attribute whatsoeuer befals him to Fortune Chance or Ill-lucke common vngodly phrases vsed not by the ignorant onely but too often by such as stand much vpon their diuine knowledge A haire falleth not from our head by chance but by the prouidence of God And shall we ascribe matters of farre more yea of greatest moment vnto a cause that is not for there is neither fortune chance or lucke as they are commonly taken that haue any share in these things and therefore can they not be the cause of our troubles to which there can be no certaine euent ascribed But the will wisedome power and prouidence of God worketh according to his owne good pleasure all things vnder the Sunne Therefore ought all men to reuerence him and to suffer themselues to be guided and gouerned by him and not onely not to murmure and grudge at his corrections but to imbrace with an humble heart and patient minde whatsoeuer hee in his wisedome shall thinke sit to be laid vpon them vsing no sinister violent or forbidden meanes to be eased and not to goe before the good pleasure of God to be eased for as hee layes them vpon vs he knowes the time and meanes to remoue them wherein wee are to followe the example of Noah who as hee was shut vp into the Arke by God so would he not come forth without him neither should we that are afflicted by him seeke to be eased but by him Affliction in it selfe and of it owne nature is indeed a heauie burthen euen to a minde well qualified as it is the punishment of sinne But as God changeth the nature of it in making it the medicine to cure the sinnes of his children they become light whose crosses and corrections he sanctifieth by his grace and maketh those bitter waters sweet So that through faithfull patience his dearest children canne with comfort digest them But contrarily they bring forth in the wicked the poysonous fruites of impatience murmuring grudging and many times very blasphemies In so much as to them euen good things become euill and they become worse by that whereby the children of God are made better and therefore saith God vnto the wicked that through punishment would not amend Wherefore should yee bee smitten any more for ye fall away more and more Whereby wee are taught not to repine at the continuall prosperitie of the wicked that suffer not like troubles as the godly doe here for God seemeth to wincke a while at their wickednesse and forbeares to punish them suffering them to enioy their profits their pleasures and carnall delights here that hee may giue them their iust recompence of condemnation hereafter that refuse his chastasements here Happie are they therefore that suffer here with faithfull and filiall patience though in showe it be ignominious and in the censures and opinions of carnall and worldly men base yet is it indeede the Crowne of their glorie here howsoeuer they seeme to be neglected and reiected in the world worldlings by their true faith perfect patience humilitie and prayer they are sustained supported and in their greatest troubles deepest dangers distresses and wantes comforted and releeued and obtainning at his hands whatsoeuer small comfort they atribute it wholy and altogether to his meere mercy goodnesse and prouidence not vnto selfe wisedome policie or fortune They acknowledge their owne wisedome to bee but foolishnesse their policies friuolous and fortune a meere heathenish inuention They see and feele their owne weakenes they obserue their owne blindnesse they finde they can doe nothing of themselues towards the remouing of their miseries nor supplying of their wants but repaire vnto and relie onely vpon God in faithful prayer and wayte with patience for and receiue timely supplie By troubles and afflictions they finde the worlds inconstancie humane ficklenesse and that in the world the dearest children of God haue least rest They are tossed hether and thether one trouble followes another as the drops of raine whereby also the pride of corrupt nature in the godly is humbled their confidence in worldly meanes abated their security abandoned They finde that fulnesse bred sinne and sinne procured Gods displeasure and in his displeasure hee punisheth the wicked and correcteth the godly and neither but for sinne yet the one in his Iustice the other in mercie And therefore saith Iob to encourage the godly to
contentions and from thence mutuall enmitie malice and reuenge make vse therefore of these backe-biting reports heare them with silence and bewray not a double faulte in thy selfe as first to commit vnseemely things and then to take them as thine enemies whome God vseth as his meanes to reclaime thee from thine errors thou oughtest rather to loue them and to doe them what good thou canst though they seeme to hate thee If they curse thee blesse them if they slaunder thee pray for them Thou canst not doe thine enemie a greater hurt nor thy selfe more good then to doe him good for the hurt he intendeth to thee for So shalt thou heape coales of fire on his head And therefore hast thou not onely no cause to grudge that God sendeth thee enemies to watch ouer thee to keepe thee humble and in obedience and vpon whome through thy patience thou maist worke much good in louing them and seeking to be reconciled to them if they then showe themselues so furious and desperatly bent against thee as they will not be reclaimed thou art not barred of thy remedie by the Lawes and the Magistrate beareth the sword to punish them and to defend thee and if thou finde no preuailing meanes thereby to bee freed from their danger bewray thy case vnto God in faithfull prayer who is a iust God to defend thee in thy iust cause and a powerfull God whome thy mightiest enemies are not able to resist Though thine enemies anger and furie be neuer so great and threaten thee with sundrie things which they will doe against thee and euen gnash their teeth vpon thee as if they would eate thee vp bee not affraid bee onely faithfull and patient and thou shalt either see thine enemies become thy friends their hatred come to an end or them selues to vanish and consume away onely liue thou godly pray faithfully and vse all ordinarie meanes lawfully then bee assured if thine enemies were more then they are more powerfull and more furious then they be they shall stumble and fall God in his prouidence can finde secret and vnexpected meanes to deliuer thee from most deadly enemies if thou call faithfully vpon him and therefore cast thy danger vpon the Lord and hee will defende thee It is not in thine owne power or policie that can saue thee vnlesse with it and aboue it thou craue and haue the power and wisedome of God and his blessing to second any other meanes thou canst vse for what is a sword a speare or armour of esteemed proofe or the strength of a horse to saue thee they are all vaine and of no force of themselues as appeared by that monster Goliah armed completely with a Helmet Brigandine and Bootes of brasse a speare like a Weauers beame and a sword did these things saue him trust in none of these outward meanes trust in the Lord he is a strong rocke a fortresse and defence in whome and in or by no other meanes canst thou bee safe It is hee that breaketh the hornes namely weakeneth the power of the wicked and strengthneth the godly he will guide thee by his counsell hee will protect thee by his power and prouide for thee in his prouidence and in the end receiue thee to glorie out of the reach of all thine enemies Brooke thou therefore with godly patience all reproaches disgraces and slaunders it is but a little while and a light burthen to beare and in the end thou shalt receiue for the ignominie and slaunders thou vniustly indurest here glorie for euermore And therefore commit the safetie of thy body and preseruation of thy soule vnto the Lord in well doing in continuall faithfull prayer and he will heare thee and deliuer thee A Prayer for a man that hath vndeserued enemies and is subiect to slaunderous tongues flatterers and false friends O Lord my God in Iesus Christ louing mercifull I beseech thee see and consider the malice and secret practises of such as are become mine enemies whereof I neither knowe the true cause nor haue wittingly deserued their hatred or malice thus against me They priuily backe-bite me and slaunder me behind my backe they vpbraide me and speake euill of me vnto my face vniustly giue mee patience O Lord to beare it and wisedome so to carry my selfe in my conuersation and vocation as they may haue no iust cause thus to afflicte me I knowe and doe acknowledge that the sins which I haue committed against thy Maiestie deserue corrections but Lord though I haue offended thee to these mine enemies I haue done nor neuer intended any hurt yet thou seest and knowest what they haue done and what they intende against me Preuent them of their purposes frustrate their deuices and turne their policies and practises they intend against me either to nothing or against them selues If they wilfully and maliciously perseuere let them fall into the danger they wish to me Thou knowest their former flatteries and dissimulations and how they falsely pretended friendship onely as it now appeareth to supplant me and to confonud me if thou permit them Lord who can auoide the oylie words of a false heart but shall be seduced by them vnlesse thou that knowest the inward thoughts discouer their deceite Lord make me to know the secret intentions of all those that flatter me to doe me hurt and giue me wisdome to auoide the furie and force of mine open enemies and graunt mee grace to walke euer in thy truth knit my heart vnto thee that I fearing thy name and depending faithfully vpon thee I may make mine enemies ashamed of their slaunders and malicious practises against me Rescue me O Lord and deliuer me in thy righteousnesse in line thine eare vnto me and saue me from them that hate me Be thou my strong rocke whereunto I may alwayes resort when mine enemies assaile me In slaunderous words or wicked deedes publickely or priuatly Deliuer mee O God out of all their dangers out of the hands of all vngodly and cruell men for in thee is my trust in thee is my strength and of and by thee are the meanes to preuent the mischiefes they pretend and practise against me O stay my feete that they slippe not least they reioyce at my fall and Set a watch before the dore of my lippes that I offend not with my tongue Though they speake euill of me though they lay wayte for mee and though they take counsell together against mee yet giue mee not ouer vnto their wills Though I heare their slanderous tonges though I know they detract mee and speake all manner euill against me giue me patience not to be moued to recompence euill for euill Preuent me of their laying wayte for me and frustrate all their combinations and practises against me And keepe me euer in thine obedience for I am of my selfe weake and may giue offence or at least offence may bee raken where no cause is giuen If they
Sauiour Christ and enioy the most amiable sight of him and the societie of the whole company of heauenly Angâ—ls and of thy fellow Martyrs gone before thee and be pertaker with him and them of that glorie that so farre passeth all humane apprehention here as cannot be conceiued or vttered O loose not this most blessed recompence for a little suffering but stand fast and Christ that before thee and for thee suffered infinite greater torments then thou canst suffer or that man can inflict vpon thee shall sende that comforter the holy Ghost to strengthen thee in thy greatest agonies and spirituall distractions he will stand by thee and will show thee his louing and amiable countenance as he did at the death of his faithfull Martyr St. Stephen Wherefore faint not flie not vnlesse thou without breach of thy faith maist auoide the daunger by the prouidence of God by flying from one place or Citie vnto another alwayes commending thy spirit vnto him that gaue it so where soeuer thou bee persecuted hee will receiue it and glorifie it and both thy soule and thy bodie shall be made eternally glorious when all men shall bee iudged according to their faith in Christ. This exhortation I doe confesse may be thought superfluous in this blessed time of peace and freedome of the Gospell for that Gods name be glorified there is neither seene felt or heard of any persecution among vs for the profession of the Gospell of Christ and let all men pray for the continuance of it and for the long life and preseruation of him a succeeding religious Dauid vnder whome by the mercy of God we at this day doe so freely enioy it They are the greatest blessings that God in earth can bestowe vpon vs the free vse of his word and a King so religiously inclined as it alreadie appeareth all his studie and endeauour is to further and to maintarne the true profession and preaching of the heauenly word which his most worthie and religious father left inuiolate Yet it may offende none that this exhortation which may seeme out of date is inserted among other troubles requiring patience for though our generall libertie be such that euery man at his libertie may freely professe the word and vse the meanes for the increase of his knowledge faith and zeale yet may there bee among so great a people of diuers opinions and practises of Religion some priuately oppressed scoffed at and mocked and it may be violently constrained to renounce the truth which in it selfe is a persecution who meclitating on this exhortation may peraduenture bee comforted nothing fearing but by the helpe and prouidence of God any alteration or change of that most holesome and heauenly doctrine which is here amongst vs freely taught and plentifully preached but shall be maintained and defended which God graunt it may be as long as the Sunne and Moone endureth A Prayer for a man persecuted for his faith and profession of the Gospell of Iesus Christ. OEternall mercifull powerfull and euer-louing Lord God in Iesus Christ the onely keeper Protector and maintainer of thy children that suffer here in the world for the true profession of the Gospell of Christ looke downe I humbly beseech thee and behold what man doth vnto me for thy name sake for thou hast assured those that sincerely professe that truth which thou hast taught in thy word in their sharpest and seuerest persecutions to bee either preserued and defended from their tyranny or to be so strengthened by thy grace that they shall be able to beare what soeuer they shall be inforced to suffer In hope and assurance of this thy mercie I reioyce that thou accountest me worthie to bee one though the simplest of the witnesses of the truth of thy word though I acknowledge my selfe to be weake and by mine owne strength vnable to beare what is laid vpon mee for thy sake But as thou hast promised Lord so let me feele the effectuall working of thy holy Spirit in giuing me wisedome to answere the aduersary patience and power constantly to vndergoe whatsoeuer thou shalt admit to bee laid vpon me for thou hast promised that no more shall bee imposed vpon me but by the strength of the same Spirit I shall be able to beare it euen vnto death for thy Christs sake If therefore deare father thou haue so determined that death shall be the end of my tryalls here giue me a willing minde to imbrace it and leaue mee not vnto mine owne power for the flesh is weake but thy Spirit shall ouercome the weakenesse of my carnall parts then shall my spirit and inward faith with patience passe ouer whatsoeuer torments of my outward body Thy presence shall be so sweet as shall swallow vp the sense of my bodies sufferings or so mitigate the same as I shall indure it with patience in hope and assurance of that future glorie promised in Christ prepared with thee in heauen My flesh is dust whereof all the limbes and lineaments of my body are made and as they are dust so I know in thine appointed time they shall againe returne to dust and that by the course of Nature but if thou haue decreed it vntimely to perish by suffering for the profession of thy name it shall bee but for a season and then be restored and my soule redeemed by his blood for whose sake through thy grace I shall bee ready to lay downe my life shall not perish but passe euen from the fire to felicitie from the Crosse to a Crowne from sorrow to ioye from the hands of malicious mortall men to the custodie of louing and eternall Angels O fortifie and strengthen me in the assurance of his merites for whose sake I suffer here which I confesse is nothing worthie of the glorie prepared for them that constantly suffer for the testimonie of a conscience cleare of vaine glorie in suffering yet is this suffering glorious to him whom thou makest truely godly for I confesse Lord it is not the suffering but the cause and mannet of suffering that make the man that suffers a true Martyr indeed The cause thou knowest O Lord is for that I truely and faithfully professe thy name graunt that I may suffer what thou hast determined in perfect patience and true humilitie and that I faint not at whatsoeuer punishment or affliction shall be presented to my weake heart to terrifie me from suffering for I know that thou art then neerest when all worldly comfort seemeth farthest off Let mee not therefore in thy cause bee affraid of the faces of men that set themselues against thee in me for it is not mee they persecute but Christ my Sauiour in me for what aduantage can they haue in taking from me a worme this my wretched life which if they spare it cannot long endure and what is my death O Lord vnto thee if they take it from mee but the weakest witnesse of thy truth the defence whereof
wherein as we haue both come short of our duties through our frailties so we both feele the bitternesse of the breach of our duties eche to other which thou hast commanded O take from mee Lord whatsoeuer iust cause shee may obiect against me in defence of her pretended discontentments and season her heart O Lord with meekenesse humblenesse patience peace and loue Let neither of our naturall infirmities O Lord nor Satans practise and malice moue or make any more contentions quarels or debates betwixt vs but as thou hast made vs by thine holy ordinance one so let our loues mindes and affections be one that wee may henceforth liue louingly peaceably and religiously in thy faith feare and obedience and truely seruing of thee as long as we both shall liue Amen Lord encrese my faith and send vs quietnesse peace and loue for euer more How the wife ought to behaue her selfe towards her husband though he be faultie and hard to be pleased THe complaintes of husbands of their discontents proceeding from the supposed euill of their wiues are not seene so common as are the clamours of wiues against their vnthriftie and vnkind husbands yet it may be if they were equally ballanced there would be no great difference in the weight but that commonly husbands haue more priuiledges ouer their wiues being become wise in thee and righteous before thee not trusting in a seeming and outward and verball holinesse but neuer to rest satisfied vntill I finde the effectuall working thereof in my soule through thy holy Spirit and an assurance through faith that my sinnes and my former neglect through the merits and mediation of my Sauiour Christ according to thy promises in him be freely pardoned and forgiuen me Thou hast taught mee O Lord to praye that I may doe thy will here in earth as thy will is done in heauen and yet such is the corruption of my will that it seemeth to striue to preferre it selfe before thy will by this vntamed and peruerse will of mine I haue done all that I haue hetherunto done as it were to crosse thy will although I haue verbally prayde as thou likewise hast taught mee Not to be led in temptation I haue not onely yeelded to euery temptation offered to moue me to sinne but haue sought many and many times occasions and opportunities to sinne in so much as I haue turned those blessed Petitions which thou hast taught me to make vnto thee for my reformation and consolation into meere wantonesse sinne O heauy is thy wrath and seuere are thy iudgements due vnto me for these my transgressions and wicked deseruings I could not auoyde thy seuere sentence of vtter condemnation were there not mercie with thee aboue thy displeasure and had I not a Mediator with thee and such a powerfull and preuailing Aduocate as can worke peace with thee for me when thou art angrie what should become of me In him therefore O my God worthily offended with me I fall downe before thy foot-stoole in his name for whose sake thou hast promised to heare most grieuous sinners and to pardon greatest offenders and the greater the sinnes are which thou forgiuest the greater appeareth thy mercie my sinnes are great yet farre greater are thy mercies yet Lord I haue not therefore the more presumed vpon thy mercie to commit sinne or to omit my dutie in walking more religiously and vprightly before thee then I haue done Consider Lord that corruption hath seduced me and Satan deluded me and now I finde that I haue gone astray and gladly would I now returne vnto thee neuer to fall backe againe assisted by thy grace and therefore Lord extend the Scepter of thy louing fauour towards me in token of thy reconciliation with me so shall my heart within me now cast down for feare of thy iudgements reioyce and be glad in thee my soule shall cleaue vnto thee and therefore Lord cast the cancelled Bill of my sins out of thy hands into my heart as an acquittance for all my sinnes purged through the blood of that immaculate Lambe Christ Iesus to whom with thee and the holy Ghost be all honor and prayse for euer Lord euermore increase my faith A comfortable conclusion showing the benefit of afflictions to the end wee may beare them in what nature or kinde soeuer they befall vs with the more resolute and godly patience IT is before obserued that God exerciseth all his children with one crosse or affliction or another not all and euerie one alike neither in weight measure or number which to expresse in perticular is impossible for they are without number yet the greatest and most principall are before remembred as a preparatiue for euerie child of God to looke for them and to settle them selues to vndergoe them with patience when they come for euerie child of God may be assured sooner or later to taste of some of them and that when one trouble is past to prepare himselfe for another for commonly when one crosse is gone another comes God will not leaue his children idle and to liue in carnall securitie here lest they should forget him and so turne his fauour into wantonnesse Therefore saith Dauid As one deepe calleth another deepe by the noyse of the waters so one affliction calles for another Sinne calles for sicknesse sickenesse for pouertie pouertie for enemies enemies for contempt vexation and slaunder If thou haue neither sickenesse pouertie enemies nor contempt yet sinne thou hast which calles also for disobedience in thy children disquietnes in thy wife falsehood in thy seruants losse of goods death of thy vertuous children or thy louing wife these are commonly reputed crosses and who is free from them all Be assured if thou be the true child of God one or some or all these will visite thee by turnes Innumerable troubles saith Dauid haue compassed me about on all sides and that is the condition of Gods deerest Saints here to suffer affliction on all sides and to be exercised with temptations of diuers sortes The seruant is not aboue his Lord if they haue persecuted me saith Christ they will also persecute you if Christ had trouble here so must we As Christ through many troubles and persecutions came to glorie so must euery of his Elect drinke of the same cup Through many troubles they must enter into the Kingdome of heauen Hee that will liue religiously and in the feare of God must looke for tryals and troubles in the world and continuall temptations of Satan to drawe him to sinne that by his sinnes he may offend God that if it were possible God might forsake him The most godly haue many sinnes and sinne is the cause of all troubles as appeareth by that which is said before and if we sinne shall we thinke we shall not be punished though not as the meerely wicked in Gods hote dipleasure but in loue and the punishments may seeme alike with