its particular proper Lusts this appropriation cuts off young ones from all vain Excuses that ordinarily are made when they sin O such a one provoked me or Satan tempted me Alas these Lusts are from thy self they are inherent in thee if it be enquired Whence are all these heaps of filthy Lusts in young ones the Answer is easie Out of the Heart proceed evil Thoughts Murders Adulteries Fornication Theft false Witness Blasphemies 15. Matth. 19. This is that Dunghil in which the whole Serpentine blood of all actual Sins is conceived and brought forth here is that hoâ— Aetna which is within you young ones that never ceaseth from sending forth continual steams and fumes of vile Lusts It true the Devil and the World are greaâ— enticers to Sin but not like your inherenâ— Lusts 1 James 14. 15. But every man â— tempted when he is drawn away of his owâ— Lust and enticed That when Lust hath conceived it bringeth forth Sin and Sin when iâ— is finished brings forth Death Satan and thâ— World can only tempt and entice you Objectively and Externally but your youthful Lust tempts internally and thereforâ— more dangerous Now see the strength â—â— this 1st Reason viz. that that gives me moâ—â— danger that must put me on more labouâ— and diligence to shun and escape Besides whatever any of our spiritual Enemies shoulâ— attempt to draw you to Sin it would be altogether ineffectual were it not for these Lusts within These most endanger the Soul and according to your mortifying and fleeing these you may estimate the true estate of your Soul to be a state of Grace 18. Psalm 23. I was also upright before him and have kept my self from mine Iniquity Alas young ones the propriety and inherence of your Lusts is such as necessitates your continual Watchings Strivings in Prayer at the Throne of Grace if a man had a Thief in his House a Fire in his Chamber he had need to bestir himself or he will be rob'd and burn'd Young man thou carriest Gunpowder about thy very Nature O had thou not need to flee them or that which carries Fire It 's dangerous yielding to thy youthful lust It 's like putting Fire to the Powder It was the saying of a German Divine when his Friends were commending him recounting his usefulness and serviceableness Auferte ignem adhuc enim paleas habeo Take away the Fire for there is yet Chaff in me O what Guards do you young ones need to keep you from being ruin'd by so near domestick an Enemy What sharp Winters of Frost and Snow i. e. Fasting Weeping or Suffering dost thou need to kill these rank Weeds i. e. thy youthful Lusts in the Garden of thy Soul the consideration of this Inherency of thy Lust young man calls for both inward and outward Exercises Assistance internal as Checks of Conscience solicitousness of Thoughts earnestness of Desires actings of Faith in Christ the strivings teachings strengthenings quicknings of the blessed Spirit External as denying your Senses that dangerous tho' extreamly delightful Flesh and Blood liberty of a guardless careless and needless converse with the world's Trinity Honours Pleasures Profits and allowing your sinful and needy Soul a due proportion of time in constant attendance upon God in all outward Ordinances both publick and private which he hath appointed and instituted for thy help and assistance to mortifie and abandon thy youthful lusts It 's upon this account and consideration namely that propriety of Sins inherence in thee that renders this duty of fleeing thy youthful Sins so very difficult hence it 's called 18. Matth. 9. a cutting off a righâ— Hand a plucking out a right Eye hence it is that the Gate of entrance into Life iâ— by our blessed Saviour called a strait Gate hence it is that if there were no Devil in the world to tempt you or wicked Instruments to entice you yet would you be carried out to commit all Evil with greediness iâ— you close not with the Counsel here given you Were it not for this propriety of your Lusts inherence you might no more feaâ— that roaring Lyon that goeth about seeking whom he may devour than the Lyon of the Tribe of Judah who said The Prince of this World cometh unto me and finds nothing in me 14. John 30. But alas your Lusts are within you as the Canaanite in the Land of Israel and they easily beset you there is a naturality of Sin now since the Fall as blackness to the Aethiopian and like a fretting Leprosie adheres to our Natures with so much pertinacy that even after conversion Sin remains while on this side the Grave which truth is verified by the sad experience of all believers in the world that so they may never put off their Christian Armour till they put off this earthly Tabernacle but be continually kept watching fighting runing wrestling praying c. after millions of Tears and Prayers still they are fain to send up their Cries and Groans to Heaven for the abating and destroying the remains of Pride Atheism Unbelief c. And what hope can be left O young ones that ever you will obtain a Victory when your Enemy is so near you nay dwells in you if you lie idle nay how sure is it that you will be carried a miserable Captive by your Lusts to Hell if you take not this Advice to flee your youthful Lusts especially if you consider how the Devil night and day is watching to set Fire to thy Lusts thou hast a combustible Nature and Constitution and he is cunning and filled with Malice and with all sorts of Wiles Depths Baits Snares for all tempers and above all he desires to have young ones so that to be secure and indifferent here is in a sense equivalent to yield your Souls to Sin and Satan which brings me to the second Reason of this Doctrine Second Reason That therefore it is a duty of special concernment to Youth to flee youthful Lusts because of the malignity of their influence this I shall evidence to you more generally and then more particularly 1. More generally Your youthful Lusts so far as they prevail they destroy your Souls 8. Rom. 13. If you live after the Flesh you shall dye Mark it I pray upon what unalterable terms it runs O the malignity of these Lusts 7. Rom. 21. and the 23. What Fruit had you then in those things whereof yoâ— are now ashamed for the end of those things is Death v. 23. The wages of Sin is Death But to be more particular there is a threefold evil influence these youthful Lusts if noâ— abandon'd will certainly have upon you 1. They will hinder your Conversion oâ— render it exceeding difficult 2. They will hurry you into most grievous Temptations and Perplexiâ—ies 3. They will hasten your utter Ruin anâ— Destruction 1. They will hinder your Conversion or render it exceeding difficult and this they will do these two ways 1. As they wofully indispose the Soul
live after â—â— Flesh you must dye O young ones your Delays must neeâ— provoke and highly affront the blessed Spâ—rit they cast a Scorn upon him to see â—â— his melting Perswasions and Motions set â—â— naught and at the same time the charms and hissings of Satan that hellish Charmer and Serpent entertained O how cutting and bitterly provoking would it be to a compassionate Father to see a rebellious Son stopping his Ear to all his loving and good Advice and Counsel and opening it to the vile inticements and seducements of base fellows How was Jacob troubled when his Sons Simeon and Levi rebelled Gen. 34. 30. Ye have troubled me saith their Father and made me stink among the Inhabitants of the Land the Canaanites c. O young man when the two Spirits that of Heaven and that of Hell come to thy Soul and knock for entrance and thou openest to Satan and shuttest out the Spirit of God by delays this cannot be done without an high hand of rebellion there is abundance of impiety in it for herein thou castest a contempt on the Spirit if it be a deprecating thing to set one person lower and in a meaner place in my House than another of meaner quality how much more to shut the door against a person that is a Friend while an Enemy is let in surely comparisons are too short in the present case the good and gracious Spirit of God cometh wooing and arguing Be intreated O young man to open Christ's yoke is easie one day of a repenting Sinner's Spirit in strict watching and holy walking is better than a thousand days elsewhere c. And Sinners delay and neglect attendance hereunto making the urgings of Sin and Satan an excuse for their present put-offâ— these do not only rob the Spirit of thaâ— honour and glory due to him but highly expose him to contempt And it is very remarkable that ordinarily such persons are left of God to run into such heights oâ— wickedness that deservedly bringeth them to some shameful and despicable end â—â— must be confessed sometimes God hath overcome such by his Grace after much ado if I may so express it striving on his paâ—â— and rebelling on theirs but then it must be granted also that such have usually been exceedingly wounded and wofully distressed in their Souls for their so long standing and stouting it out but where it endâ— not in Conversion there not only thâ— blackness of darkness is reserved for them in the other world after that direful Sentence of Go ye Cursed but even in thâ—â— Life they become notorious to all for theiâ— Ungodliness and Impiety O let this consideration young ones prevail with youâ— no longer to delay your Repentance anâ— turning to God viz. the Impiety of iâ— which I might farther shew you from thâ— direct opposition that delays carry againsâ— your Baptismal Covenant and all those holy Institutions of Christ in the Gospel usually stiled the means of Grace whereby you are obliged everlastingly to the earliest Conversion and Repentance all which I might have easily formed up into Arguments to set forth the impiety of Delays but I shall not insist on these only shall sum up the strength of what hath been offered that Delays are impious and wicked as they trespass against the bowel-mercy of God the Father the bleeding wounds of God the Son the blessed Inspirations of God the holy Ghost which Sin is enough to break our Hearts and Eyes with grief and tears It is a Sin of such a Scarlet tincture as that it must needs make us ashamed if there be any shame in us for the mercies of God are all as so many messages of Love and Kindness and every drop of the Blood of Christ is as a Sermon of Love and Grace and every illapse of that sweet and heavenly Dove is as a sacred Band and Cord of Love and Mercy and all to win us to draw us to save us Rom. 12. 1. 2 Cor 7. 1. O wonderful love of God who ever heard of such kindness that the offended Majesty of Heaven and Earth who hath all Power and Might in himself and is infinitely removed from all possibility of want that he should condescend to us Rebels to send his own dear Son in the likeness of sinful Flesh deliver him up to the accursed Death of the Cross open an everlasting Fountain of Grace enter his Protestations yea his Oath that he has no pleasure in a Sinner's death and for as much as our Sin had procured a malediction and heavy wrath upon us and a woful seperation of our Souls from the blessed God That it should ever enter into the Heart of God to the end that such as we might go free and be delivered from that Curse and Wrath and be restored to the favour of God to bruise his own Son and put his Soul and Body to grief and make him an Offering for Sin and O how wonderful was the Love of Christ thaâ— he should be content and willing to come under the obligation to this Oblation to the bearing of this Curse and Wrath in ouâ— stead was there ever Love lâ—ke to this that when we were Enemies spitting oâ—â— our venom and enmity against God hâ— should dye for us pay our Debts have hiâ— Hands and Feet nailed for us c. And â— how wonderous is the Grace and Condescention of the third Glorious Person the blessed Spirit that ever he should strive with Sinners in order to their Conversion wheâ— he might have stood at an everlasting distance from them O the rare humility â—â— the whole Trinity expressed in these Mysteries of Love and Grâ—ce Now for any of Adam's undoue posterity condemned Creatures poor Worms Hell-deservinâ— Sinners to abuse all this Grace and rich Mercy how impious and monstrously vile a thing this is I have largely proved to you and shewed you in particular that this Sin of Delays is an high affront and indignity offer'd to all this Mercy and Grace the consideration whereof should make you lift up your Voice and weep bitterly A stubborn Saul wept upon the reflection of his abuse and ill requital of poor David's kindness in 1 Sam. 24. 16 17 18. The Lord open your Eyes and Hearts this day young ones that you may with grief and shame flee from this Sin that carrieth such transcendent wickedness in it It 's a known rule corruptio optimi est pessima The best things abused prove the worst of all O remember it young ones Delays under these Circumstances put very great aggravations upon all your Sins O think of it what melting Arguments these three Names have in them Creator Redeemer Sanctifier to a present Conversion and then think what a Soul confounding thing it is to contradict oppose the Power and Authority and to abuse and contemn the Grace and Mercy of each Person See that in Isa 1. 2. Hear O Heavens and give Far O Earth I have nourished and brought up Children but they
very few that are saved pray examine carefully what such a Repentance is made up of usually it consists in the passionate awakenings of natural Conscience upon the Sinner's Alarm to appear before that God to whom he has been a long time estranged and against whom he has maintain'd a long and old Enmity hereupon there springs up in his Breast a servile fear and dread of this holy and just God hence the Sinner being stript of all Creature comforts and help flies and cryes to God for pardon of his Sins and deliverance from Hell in great affrightment of Spirit and O if God will spare what manner of person he will be and the like Now pray judge righteous Judgment and make a true estimate herein many ignorant Wretches call this true Repentance whereas all this is but nature in misery crying for ease which the veriest Reprobate in the World may do nay can't but do if Conscience be awakened here is no change of their hearts from darkness to light and the power and love of sin to God and holiness Alas let but these Men be put into their former state of health and temptation again and they would be the very same a Balaam may come thus far to cry out O that I might dye the death of the Righteous and my last end be like his There is the same love of Sin and hatred of strict Godliness within as ever which would soon appear if they might but still enjoy their former Vanities but alas all is under a force they are launching out into the eternal World and judgment seems to them just at hand now they cry aloud for mercy and desire pardon bewail their abuse of time make large offers of Reformation and yet all this is but as an Iron in the Fire or a Mariner in a Storm Well said * Quale bonum hoc â—st quod melius est poenâ c. Tertull. Tertullian What a mean sort of good is this that only excels punishment It is good to repent and be saved because who can dwell with everlasting burning All this is good just when a Man 's a dying O young man is this consistent with Reason to venture thy All to all Eternity upon so rotten a foundation thou wouldst not venture to put out to Sea in a leakâ— Vessel and wilt thou be so mad as to venture thy Soul upon such a bold Presumption as this What if O Youth after your mad and long Rambles in the ways of Sin after thou hast try'd these desperate Conclusions and thou at last begins to come to thy self and attempts to come to Christ what if he should remand thee and send thee back again to find Relief among the Husks and Swine thou so lately left if when you in your distress and calamity supplicate with the most mournful Note his mercy and compassion he shall return you back with this greeting and ungrateful answer It is now too late thou shouldst have remembred me in the days of thy youth depart my patience and compassions are at an end because you refused when I called I will now reject you O what if God should conclude his day of grace and mercy just as thy time of Religion commenceth If he end his Patience as thou beginnest thy Repentance If his Ear be stop'd just as thy cry for mercy is opening pray what then will you do what say you young ones will you enquire return and come now or no to allude to that of the Prophet Isa 21. 11 12. Watchman what of the night what of the night if you will enquire enquire return and come How many expressions are here to shew the vehemency of the Call What say you Youth wilt thou dare to run the venture of the loss of God's acceptance of Heaven and eternal glory for a year a month a week a day shall the blessed Trinity stay till your Lust will release you Why then be it known to you and remember hereafter that I this day give you notice of it that as you sowe so you shall reap If you sowe a deaf Ear to God's call to day while it 's called to day you shall reap a deaf Ear to your calls and cryes for mercy when your calamity and desolation cometh as a whirlwind upon you O young Men I beseech you and O that God would persuade you by his Spirit this day to practise this advice here exhibited to you Flee this youthful Sin of delaying The sooner you come in the more acceptable it will be to God the more comfortable to your own Souls and the more useful and beneficial to others I might enlarge upon all these but I have been long already in other Considerations against this Sin of delaying and therefore I shall only tell you That no Tongue can relate no Pen can describe all the advantages of an early Conversion One days sweet communion that you will have with a reconciled God in a state of grace will be more comfortable than a thousand years of impenitent Sinners who are or may be in continual fears of death and judgment But O the blessed state of an early Convert that is aâ— peace with God his Soul may dwell at ease let what will come that can in life or death Sin is pardoned the sting of all is removed Christ's yoke is easie there is no condemnation to such an one O the sweet peace and tranquility of such a Life what should trouble or disturb him that hath good grounds to believe That he shall be for ever with the Lord when he shall go bence and be seen no more Young People are apt to thâ—nk that there is no contentment in the ways of God but they must lead sad and uncomfortable Lives whereas it 's most manifest that there is nothing tends to free them from discontent and uncomfortableness like an early conversion to God The Kingdom of God consists in joy and peace and there is a day at hand when the proudest despiser of an holy life shall be convinc'd of it O therefore make a tryal of it and if you do not find it so take your own course I have no more to say but to pray that God would circumcise your hearts and give you wisdom to take the present opportunity and to admire his mercy that it is not too late The next Sin that I shall direct Young Ones to flee is An eager pursuit of sensual and sinful Pleasures their loving these more than God c. I Have shewed you already how strongly Youth is bent upon Pleasures Sports Games Feasts Pastimes O! Young Men love these as their Lives and some will as soon part with their Lives as with their youthful Pleasures they have had Threatnings Promises Commands Intreaties Mercies Afflictions yet nothing to this day could prevail with them What Solomon saith of the Fool Prov. 27. 22. Tho' thou bray a Fool in a Mortar yet will not his foolishness depart from him may be applied here to