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to_o bear_v or_o her_o patience_n to_o endure_v o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o cry_v 38.8_o ps_n 38.8_o i_o rear_v for_o the_o very_a disquietness_n of_o my_o heart_n but_o have_v not_o god_n promise_v to_o bear_v my_o cry_n and_o to_o help_v i_o have_v he_o not_o command_v i_o to_o call_v upon_o he_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n 50.15_o ps_n 50.15_o and_o then_o promise_v that_o he_o will_v deliver_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v glorify_v he_o now_o o_o now_o be_v the_o time_n for_o the_o fulfil_n of_o his_o promise_n this_o this_o be_v the_o day_n of_o my_o trouble_n 143.7_o ps_n 143.7_o my_o spirit_n be_v wax_v faint_a my_o friend_n be_v disturb_v all_o eye_n here_o pity_v i_o and_o weep_v for_o my_o sufferance_n and_o grieve_v that_o they_o can_v ease_v i_o but_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v shall_v i_o despair_v of_o his_o mercy_n who_o have_v promise_v i_o deliverance_n o_o no_o i_o may_v not_o i_o dare_v not_o i_o dare_v not_o i_o will_v not_o 6._o ps_n 71.5_o vers_fw-la 6._o the_o lord_n god_n shall_v be_v my_o hope_n he_o who_o have_v be_v my_o trust_n from_o my_o youth_n by_o he_o have_v i_o be_v hold_v up_o from_o the_o womb_n he_o it_o be_v who_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n bowel_n and_o may_v deliver_v i_o of_o my_o infant_n my_o praise_n shall_v therefore_o be_v ever_o of_o he_o i_o can_v choose_v but_o think_v that_o tamar_n have_v pang_n as_o great_a as_o i_o can_v be_v when_o she_o labour_v of_o the_o twin_n 27._o gen_n 38_o 27._o i_o can_v choose_v but_o imagine_v that_o rebekah_n suffer_v as_o much_o as_o i_o do_v 25.22_o c_o 25.22_o when_o esau_n and_o jacob_n struggle_v in_o her_o womb_n if_o these_o be_v free_v from_o their_o pain_n &_o deliver_v of_o their_o child_n why_o shall_v i_o complain_v so_o much_o of_o my_o torment_n and_o forget_v what_o great_a i_o have_v just_o merit_v shall_v i_o live_v a_o thousand_o year_n in_o one_o continue_a and_o most_o bitter_a throw_v yet_o will_v it_o not_o be_v comparable_a to_o a_o minuit_fw-la of_o sufferance_n in_o the_o infernal_a flame_n and_o yet_o eternity_n of_o those_o have_v i_o wicked_o merit_v although_o i_o feel_v they_o not_o see_v then_o that_o my_o god_n be_v so_o good_a as_o not_o only_o to_o send_v i_o here_o less_o torment_n than_o i_o deserve_v but_o also_o to_o assure_v i_o of_o a_o escape_n from_o those_o infernal_a horror_n why_o shall_v i_o repine_v at_o these_o lesser_a sufferance_n sometime_o i_o find_v a_o comfortable_a intermission_n my_o pang_n be_v not_o constant_a and_o continue_v i_o have_v time_n to_o breath_n and_o provide_v for_o the_o next_o sure_o he_o who_o sometime_o refresh_v i_o with_o respite_n and_o cessation_n do_v intend_v that_o in_o my_o pain_n i_o shall_v rely_v upon_o his_o mercy_n 9_o be_v 66.5_o vers_fw-la 9_o let_v he_o therefore_o be_v glorify_v and_o he_o shall_v appear_v to_o my_o joy_n shall_v he_o bring_v to_o the_o birth_n and_o not_o cause_n to_o bring_v forth_o shall_v i_o cause_v to_o bring_v forth_o and_o shut_v the_o womb_n say_v the_o lord_n god_n there_o be_v comfort_n in_o his_o promise_n there_o be_v ease_n in_o his_o mercy_n i_o must_v wait_v the_o time_n of_o his_o pleasure_n and_o then_o shall_v i_o have_v the_o content_n which_o he_o have_v promise_v his_o choose_a my_o pang_n may_v endure_v for_o a_o while_n but_o they_o shall_v not_o continue_v long_o 2.14_o 1._o tim._n 2.14_o this_o chastisement_n be_v send_v to_o put_v i_o in_o mind_n that_o adani_fw-la be_v not_o deceive_v but_o the_o woman_n be_v deceive_v be_v in_o transgression_n yet_o to_o my_o comfort_n let_v i_o likewise_o remember_v that_o the_o apostle_n add_v notwithstanding_o she_o shall_v be_v save_v in_o child_n bear_v 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o if_o they_o continue_v in_o faith_n and_o charity_n and_o holiness_n with_o sobriety_n by_o childbearing_n be_v mean_v the_o plunge_n which_o i_o be_o in_o as_o well_o as_o the_o care_n of_o education_n &_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o duty_n to_o which_o we_o be_v oblige_v do_v thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n strengthen_v my_o faith_n in_o the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o merit_n renew_v my_o love_n and_o my_o charity_n both_o to_o my_o maker_n and_o my_o neighbour_n sanctify_v i_o o_o bless_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v continue_v in_o holiness_n and_o give_v i_o patience_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v with_o sobriety_n and_o peace_n what_o i_o must_v go_v through_o the_o time_n may_v come_v that_o this_o child_n may_v bless_v the_o womb_n that_o bear_v it_o 27._o lue_fw-fr 11_o 27._o and_o these_o pap_n which_o my_o god_n may_v spare_v to_o give_v suck_v unto_o it_o his_o will_n must_v be_v fullfil_v and_o my_o will_n must_v submit_v if_o he_o spare_v i_o life_n i_o will_v render_v he_o thanks_o if_o he_o give_v i_o my_o child_n i_o will_v dedicate_v it_o to_o his_o service_n but_o if_o it_o be_v his_o pleasure_n through_o this_o tribulation_n to_o end_v my_o day_n then_o i_o know_v and_o be_o assure_v that_o he_o will_v wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o my_o eye_n 21.4_o reu._n 21.4_o then_o he_o will_v bring_v i_o to_o his_o heavenly_a throne_n where_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o death_n neither_o sorrow_n nor_o cry_v neither_o shall_v there_o be_v any_o more_o pain_n for_o the_o former_a thing_n shall_v be_v pass_v away_o the_o prayer_n o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n my_o heavenly_a father_n my_o merciful_a jesus_n thou_o who_o have_v fill_v my_o belly_n with_o thy_o hide_a treasure_n 17.14_o ps_n 17.14_o and_o now_o have_v bring_v i_o to_o hope_n and_o depend_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o anguish_n upon_o thy_o wont_a mercy_n bow_v down_o thy_o ear_n and_o hearken_v to_o the_o cry_n of_o a_o pain_a woman_n unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o cry_v 5._o ps_n 142_o 5._o thou_o be_v my_o refuge_n and_o my_o portion_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n attend_v therefore_o unto_o my_o cry_n 69.29_o vers_fw-la 6._o ps_n 119_o 153._o ps_n 69.29_o for_o i_o be_o bring_v very_o low_o consider_v my_o affliction_n and_o deliver_v i_o for_o i_o do_v not_o forget_v thy_o law_n i_o be_o poor_a and_o sorrowful_a let_v thy_o salvation_n o_o god_n set_v i_o up_o on_o high_a 38.8_o ps_n 38.8_o i_o be_o feeble_a and_o sore_o smite_v i_o roar_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o disquietness_n of_o my_o heart_n 2._o vers_fw-la 9_o 1._o tim._n 4.10_o ps_n 18.1_o vers_fw-la 2._o all_o my_o desire_n be_v before_o thou_o and_o my_o groan_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o in_o thou_o i_o trust_v who_o be_v the_o live_a god_n who_o be_v the_o saviour_n of_o all_o especial_o of_o they_o that_o believe_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o strength_n thou_o be_v my_o rock_n and_o my_o fortress_n my_o strength_n in_o who_o i_o trust_v my_o buckler_n the_o horn_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o high_a tower_n 20.1_o ps_n 7.1_o ps_n 20.1_o o_o save_v i_o now_o in_o this_o heavy_a visitation_n and_o deliver_v thy_o servant_n hear_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o this_o day_n of_o trouble_n thy_o name_n o_o god_n of_o jacob_n 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o defend_v i_o send_v i_o help_v from_o thy_o sanctuary_n 25.16_o ps_n 25.16_o &_o strengthen_v i_o out_o of_o zion_n turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o i_o be_o desolate_a 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o and_o afflict_a the_o trouble_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v o_o bring_v thou_o i_o out_o of_o my_o distress_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n 20_o vers_fw-la 20_o and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n o_o keep_v my_o soul_n &_o deliver_v i_o let_v i_o not_o be_v confound_v for_o i_o put_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o 71.1_o ps_n 71.1_o in_o thou_o alone_o do_v i_o put_v my_o trust_n 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o let_v i_o never_o be_v put_v to_o confusion_n but_o deliver_v i_o in_o thy_o righteousness_n and_o cause_v i_o to_o escape_v incline_v thy_o ear_n unto_o i_o and_o save_v i_o 40.13_o ps_n 40.13_o be_v please_v o_o lord_n to_o deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n make_v haste_n to_o help_v i_o give_v a_o happy_a end_n to_o these_o my_o torment_n that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v the_o fruit_n of_o my_o womb_n for_o which_o i_o suffer_v they_o o_o lord_n in_o mercy_n if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o thy_o eternal_a decree_n preserve_v both_o my_o life_n and_o the_o life_n of_o my_o issue_n arm_v i_o with_o patience_n to_o undergo_v these_o pang_n and_o in_o the_o â—nd_n give_v i_o comfort_v in_o what_o thou_o shall_v send_v i_o if_o otherwise_o thou_o have_v determine_v to_o end_v my_o life_n by_o these_o heavy_a torment_n o_o my_o sweet_a and_o merciful_a jesus_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bosom_n that_o i_o
learn_v to_o depend_v upon_o god_n some_o thing_n we_o think_v we_o can_v certain_o foresee_v consult_v with_o reason_n about_o those_o cause_n and_o effect_n which_o be_v mere_o natural_a but_o yet_o we_o often_o fail_v in_o our_o expectation_n either_o through_o the_o defect_n of_o reason_n or_o the_o indisposition_n and_o weakness_n of_o the_o second_o cause_n or_o else_o yea_o and_o most_o chief_o by_o the_o order_n of_o the_o most_o high_a yet_o some_o be_v so_o fond_a as_o to_o magnify_v their_o reason_n and_o thereupon_o ground_n a_o necessity_n of_o event_n not_o well_o consider_v that_o although_o this_o reason_n oblige_v man_n yet_o it_o ty_v not_o he_o who_o be_v far_o above_o both_o reason_n and_o nature_n some_o again_o in_o their_o curiosity_n pry_v too_o near_o into_o thing_n to_o come_v borrow_v their_o assistance_n from_o the_o prince_n of_o the_o air_n account_v their_o knowledge_n a_o excellency_n not_o tie_v to_o the_o law_n of_o religion_n thus_o do_v that_o 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that_o i_o shall_v find_v this_o death_n too_o ready_a for_o i_o but_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o die_v be_o i_o not_o disturb_v with_o heat_n and_o cold_n with_o weakness_n and_o feebleness_n be_o i_o not_o in_o a_o world_n that_o give_v no_o content_n that_o can_v neither_o bound_v my_o desire_n nor_o yet_o afford_v what_o i_o seek_v while_o i_o be_o here_o i_o be_o subject_a to_o misery_n every_o moment_n when_o i_o shall_v be_v go_v this_o faintness_n and_o weakness_n these_o trouble_n and_o perturbation_n shall_v forsake_v my_o weak_a and_o infirm_a body_n but_o what_o then_o when_o my_o body_n shall_v sleep_v in_o the_o silent_a grave_n shall_v it_o continue_v there_o for_o ever_o or_o shall_v the_o soul_n have_v a_o decay_n and_o yield_v to_o corruption_n together_o with_o my_o body_n of_o clay_n and_o earth_n no_o no_o nothing_o less_o the_o body_n shall_v indeed_o lie_v down_o in_o the_o dust_n but_o yet_o it_o shall_v one_o day_n be_v summon_v to_o rise_v again_o but_o the_o soul_n be_v eternal_a it_o shall_v continue_v for_o ever_o for_o ever_o it_o shall_v rest_v in_o continual_a peace_n or_o for_o ever_o it_o shall_v be_v torment_v in_o everlasting_a flame_n no_o merveile_n then_o o_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n that_o thou_o be_v unwilling_a to_o leave_v this_o tabernacle_n of_o flesh_n since_o thou_o know_v not_o whither_o thou_o shall_v fly_v at_o thy_o departure_n but_o why_o shall_v not_o i_o as_o well_o hope_v for_o felicity_n as_o dread_v those_o torment_n when_o my_o life_n shall_v end_v do_v i_o ask_v why_o the_o reason_n be_v too_o plain_a what_o good_a can_v i_o expect_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o who_o i_o have_v never_o love_v who_o i_o have_v never_o obey_v those_o who_o he_o crow_v with_o heavenly_a bliss_n be_v they_o who_o seek_v for_o it_o in_o a_o miserable_a life_n but_o i_o have_v so_o live_v upon_o earth_n as_o if_o earth_n shall_v continue_v and_o i_o have_v make_v choice_n of_o this_o world_n for_o the_o seat_n of_o my_o happiness_n but_o now_o alas_o to_o my_o woe_n i_o find_v that_o earth_n can_v neither_o afford_v any_o true_a content_n nor_o yet_o a_o continuance_n of_o that_o which_o i_o account_v good_a what_o now_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o whither_o shall_v i_o betake_v myself_o that_o i_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o those_o joy_n which_o be_v the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o godly_a 23.10_o num._n 23.10_o fain_o i_o will_v die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a and_o i_o wish_v that_o my_o last_o end_n may_v be_v like_a unto_o he_o but_o be_v this_o a_o desire_n easy_a to_o be_v grant_v alas_o have_v i_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a i_o may_v then_o have_v be_v sure_o i_o shall_v have_v dye_v the_o death_n of_o they_o but_o that_o o_o that_o be_v it_o which_o prick_v i_o at_o the_o heart_n i_o have_v live_v in_o sensuality_n and_o this_o evil_a day_n have_v be_v out_o of_o my_o remembrance_n so_o that_o i_o can_v comfort_v myself_o with_o the_o small_a hope_n of_o what_o i_o so_o 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