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and_o what_o will_v you_o now_o give_v for_o such_o a_o frame_n how_o glad_a will_v you_o be_v to_o feel_v a_o connaturality_n to_o divine_a employment_n how_o happy_a will_v you_o think_v yourselves_o if_o your_o heart_n be_v always_o as_o god_n will_v have_v it_o be_v it_o not_o for_o this_o that_o you_o fast_o and_o pray_v be_v it_o not_o for_o this_o that_o you_o hear_v read_v and_o meditate_v be_v not_o this_o the_o end_n of_o sacrament_n well_o be_v of_o good_a cheer_n in_o mount_n zion_n there_o shall_v be_v deliverance_n and_o holiness_n obed._n 17._o and_o be_v all_o this_o nothing_o seem_v it_o still_o a_o small_a privilege_n to_o be_v a_o child_n of_o god_n and_o like_o our_o father_n who_o that_o understand_v this_o will_v not_o bid_v death_n welcome_a and_o say_v now_o grave_a do_v thy_o worst_a ask_v paul_n and_o he_o will_v tell_v you_o that_o upon_o this_o account_n he_o groan_v inquire_v of_o david_n and_o he_o will_v let_v you_o understand_v that_o he_o never_o 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