and deceits that old subtill serpent Sathan that first wrought our ruine he now steals away our time and hearts only to make us lose our souls also But deare Lord though I have too long gone astray yet while I am going towards my God Lord let it be thy worke of grace and mercie to make me see and understand when I am out of the right way before I goe too far to fall into irrecoverable danger from which I cannot returne Oh shew me the paths of life and lead mee into the true way to heaven that I may first turne to thee in true faith with a contrite spirit and a broken heart for my lost time past which I have mispent that so I may obtaine pardon for all my sinnes formerly committed before thee and then I know thou wilt receive me as one of thine and in mercie bring me to thy salvation Now Lord although our times are only knowne to thee yet I cannot have long to live for the life of man is but short and old age laden with infirmities and sicknesse is a sure messenger and forerunner of death and then draweth near the first appearance when my breath ceaseth of my poore soule before the tribunall seat of thy great Majesty O God and before all thy holy Angels there to bee called to give an account of all my life and time mispent Alas how can I answer one thing of a thousand now what should I doe if I had not there in heaven an All-sufficient Saviour who is also my blessed advocate to mediate for me in whom is all my trust comfort and confidence therefore gracious Lord Jesus helpe me now while I am here and assist me to make my peace as thou dost advise while I am in the way before the grim and cruell Sergeants of sicknesse and death lay hold upon me to prevent me of the freedome and ability of my senses and spirit being aided with thy power strength and grace by unfaigned repentance and true faith to obtaine through Christ my release and pardon of those grievous debts and trespasses that I stand guilty of before God which I am no waies able to satisfie but only by thee my Saviour Jesus or else I shall be throwne into that dreadfull dungeon from whence there is no escaping Therefore now I doe most humbly beg and pray thee that I may finde such favour in thy sight knowing my owne disabilities that thou Lord wouldest knit and prepare my heart and soule for thine owne mercifull acceptance before thou call and ceise upon me by death to take me out of this life and make me continually mindfull of my last end while I live in health and of that strict reckoning which then I must make unto thee the great God of heaven and earth who seeth and knoweth all things of all my life past even to my very words And let me still remember that thou Lord searchest the hearts and triest the reines and beholdest all our waies and will bring each worke to judgement with every secret thing whether it be good or evill Therefore I most humbly beseech thee while I am in this world give me the grace of daily and unfaigned repentance for all my sinnes past with care to amend all my former faults in the rest of my life and narrowly to examine my own heart soule and conscience of all the evills I have done before thee hating and severely judging and condemning my selfe for them that so I may escape thy great wrath and not be judged and condemned by thee O Lord in thy heavy displeasure which I am not able to beare for who can stand in the sight of thy great Majesty when thou art angry Therefore gracious God let me here obtain thy mercifull pardon for all my offences past with grace to reforme my former misdeeds and by thy blessed assistance become a new creature all my daies that so I may gaine a blessed end through my Saviour to dye in him and make my peace with God here before I goe hence and be no more To which purpose I humbly pray thee while I live to make me a true and faithfull member of thy right Church Kingdom of grace here to professe and practice true Religion and all holinesse of life to my last end but chiefly Lord give me a blessed part in the first resurrection that I may not lye dead in trespasses and sinnes but may by thy holy Spirit be daily raised from the grave of sinne and enabled to live the life of grace that so the second death may have no power to hurt me and at the last when it shall please thee to appoint a stop to my daies and to set a period unto my time grant that my death be neither suddaine nor unexpected neither my paines violent whereby I should be unable faithfully earnestly and constantly to cry unto thee my God and call upon thy holy Name for reliefe and comfort in that great and dreadfull day and time of death and danger when my soules enemies will seek my utter destruction then Lord depart not from me but pray that my faith in thee faile not and strengthen my weaknesse by thy power and supply my soule with all saving graces and defend me from the malice and subtill temptation of my spirituall adversaries that they may never be able to prevaile against me in any thing But I humbly pray thee sweet Saviour to grant that in the day of thy great visitation my poore name through thy unspeakable goodnesse may be then found written in thy blessed booke of life so that my sinnes nor my soules enemies may not be able to blot it out but that by thy infinite mercy and favour sweet Jesus unto me I may then be accounted in thee worthy to escape thy just wrath and by thy power and clemency who didst vouchsafe to be borne of a woman and shalt bee judge of the whole world grant through thy mercies merits and manifold sufferings that I poore sinfull creature may be made able to stand before thee the blessed Son of God and man in that great and dreadfull day of judgement when all our secret wickednesses shall be made manifest and thou Lord to whom all judgement is given by the Father art to give our finall sentence Oh then dear Jesus in whom only I trust receive me into thy gracious favour as one of thine that my sinnes may be covered with thy righteousnesse that so I may be preserved from thy wrath and that wofull doom Go ye cursed into hell fire appointed for the Divell and his Angells but Lord in the fulnesse of thy mercy make me one of that happy chosen number to whom that joyfull call shall belong Come ye blessed of my Father inherit and enter into that Kingdome which he hath prepared for you before the beginning of the world and also thou our Saviour hast purchased for us then Lord in thy infinite love grant me a part in that
Christ THat he will draw near by grace unto Knowledge of God and our selves thy soul to strengthen thee with knowledge true faith unfeigned repentance and perfect charity that thou maiest rightly reverently and faithfully receive this holy Sacrament to Gods Ps 14. 22. 1 Jo 1. 8. glory and thine owne comfort and salvation Now when thou commest to communicate and receive this blessed Col. 3. 2. Rom. 12. 1. 2. 1. 15. Sacrament of the Lords Supper First banish all vaine and earthly thoughts and recollect thy heart to the serious meditations of that which is the life of the 1 Tim. 2. 4 Humility 1 Pet. 5. 6. 1 Jo. 2. 2. 4. 14. Sacrament even the death of thy Saviour and humbly and devoutly present thy selfe and service to the Redeemer of thy soule and Lord of the feast the only saviour of mankinde Jesus Christ our righteous Lord. Then apply thy minde to these contemplations First remember with great reverence the infinite Majesty of God his mercy True repentance 1 Jo. 9. Prov. 28. 13. goodnesse and justice in whose presence we are Secondly consider thine owne vilenesse misery and unworthinesse being wholly corrupt both in soul and body Thirdly confesse all thy sins True faith 1 Pet. 1. 18. 19 21. 2. 14. 1. 3. 21. plainly for in hiding our sins this work will not prosper but with most hearty and unfeigned sorrow in all humility cast thy self at Jesus feet earnestly begging for pardon with hatred to all sin and purpose of amendment For who 1 Pet. 3. 22 Heb. 12. 24. 1 Jo. 2. 3. so confesseth and forsaketh their sins shall finde mercy Fourthly trie and acknowledge thy faith and stedfast beliefe in Christ Jesus the blessed Son of God the Creator to be the only Saviour 1 Tim. 21 5. Jam. 1. 17. and Redeemer of the world who dyed for thy sins and rose againe for thy justification and is ascended up to heaven for thy salvation where sitting at Gods right hand he maketh intercession for 1 Tim. 21 5. thee and powreth downe all graces and blessings upon thee who giveth himself with all his merits unto thee in this Sacrament covering all thy offences with Jam. 1. 17. his perfect obedience So making thee righteous and leaving thee a pledge and Sanctification 1 Jo. 17. 19. Heb. 13. 12. seale of thy future and eternall happinesse this his holy institution which the divine word hath sanctified to that end and purpose Now call to minde the exceeding love of God and Christ towards thee the one in sending his only deare Sonne to become man and suffer death The fifth in giving his most pretious body and bloud to bee crucified Gods love to us and shed upon the crosse to satisfie the just wrath of God due for thy sins of which this bread broken wine powred out that we see is a remembrance which we ought often to celebrate and set our hearts and soules duly and truly Our love to God to love and honour this gracious God and Lord who hath loved us first and done such great things as to give himself for us 6. Ponder well in thine heart 1 Ja. 4. 9. 10. all the divine mysteries of this holy Sacrament to which heavenly banquet Jesus thy Saviour now inviteth thee taking away thine hatefull iniquities and Jam. 2. 8. cloathing thee with his innocencie so Jo. 15. 12. Charity to our neighbours 1 Jo. 4. 21. to make thee acceptable in the sight of God the Father and by the gracious operation of the Holy Ghost joyning thee unto himselfe as thy head and all of us in true love one to another as members of one body to walke in newnesse of life the rest of our dayes 7. And Amendment 1 Jo. 33. 10. 1 Pet. 4. 2. lastly forget not to be ever truly thankfull for these inestimable benefits of God the Father of the blessed Trinity and of Jesus Christ our Lord towards us who hath laid downe his own life to redeem us such vile and miserable sinners all which the Holy Ghost applieth unto us Thankfulnesse 1 Jo. 5. 7. Eph. 5. 20. 1 Thess 5. 18. Infinite mercies we are never able sufficiently to acknowledge and admire Prepare not thy belly but thy soule believe and thou hast eaten this saith St. Augustine 14. A thanksgiving after the holy communion of the Lords Supper OH blessed and praised for ever be the Name of the Lord my God who hath done great and many things for me and holy is thy gracious and glorious name and let thy mercy and thy truth O Lord never forsake me but vouchsafe to continue thy goodnesse and loving kindnesse towards me for ever and say unto my soule thou art my God my helpe and my salvation for evermore And now especially O Lord as I am infinitely bound I render unto thy divine Majesty all humble and possible praise and thanks for this present and particular favour shewed unto me thy unworthy servant in feeding my soule to eternall lfe with the most pretious food of thine owne sacred body and bloud blotting out all my sinnes and sanctifying mee by thy holy Spirit imputing to me thy righteousnesse and admitting mee so unworthy to be a happy partaker of this blessed Sacrament The benefit whereof is unspeakable and the mercy therein unexpressable only I admire thy goodnesse towards mankind and magnifie thy great mercy beseeching thee my God as thou hast vouchsafed to accept mee at this holy Table so good Lord let mee not depart without a blessing but be pleased to receive me into thy gracious care and favour that I may live and die therein and give mee grace to spend the rest of my time in a carefull reformation of all evills past a diligent performance of thy most holy will in all things and true obedience to all thy Commandements with a faithfull and right application of all thy mercies and merits so that I may feele thy bitter passion O Lord sweet unto my soule and by the assistance of thy Spirit bring forth the fruits of amendment of life and most hearty thankfulnesse all my daies that at the end of this life I may obtaine a blessed roome in the Kingdome of glory there to praise thy holy name for evermore Amen 15. A short Prayer for conclusion to any prayer O God the Father blesse and governe my soule and body in all things to thy service O Lord the Sonne my Saviour Jesus protect me and direct me at all times to doe thy will O holy Ghost blessed Spirit preserve mee from falling into any sinne or evill but instruct sanctifie and lead me into the waies of truth and righteousnesse that I may live in thy feare and dye in thy favour and may continue in thy right Church and true faith unto my end So that in the houre of my death and in the dreadfull day of judgement I may finde grace in thy sight that thou
preservation this night and formerly and safe approach by thy providence to this light I humbly beseech thee vouchsafe this day and alwaies to bee my present helpe in all dangers and my mercifull God to pardon all my sinnes and wickednesse that I have done heretofore and to prevent and to protect mee by thy grace and favour from falling into any sin or evill to offend thee hereafter and direct me by thy holy Spirit in all things I goe about to doe that which is acceptable in thy sight through Christ and to the best for my owne soule Deare Lord give me thy sinfull servant thy grace whereby I may be able rightly and faithfully to seeke serve and please thee my God as I ought to doe this day and at all times throughout my whole life These great blessings I beg of thee O God the Father by thy gracious assistance in and through and for the sake of thine owne deare Sonne and my only Saviour Jesus Christ the righteous So bee it 23. A Prayer for Thursday morning to God the Father MOst mighty God and my mercifull Father the giver of all good gifts grant mee thy grace and the light of thy countenance to guide mee this day and ever to walke in thy paths of truth and righteousnesse all my life and to runne in the way of thy Commandements unto my end for thy beloved Sonne hath taught us before all things to seek that which is most needfull even the Kingdome of God and the rightousnesse thereof and then our heavenly Father will supply all things else which he knoweth to be necessary for us Good Lord make me with Mary to choose the better part to seek heare and follow our Saviour Jesus and let that never bee taken from mee thy poore servant To which end I humbly pray thee O God to weane and withdraw my heart and soule from the cares love or liking of this vilde world and all the vanities thereof all which like a dream and shadow fade away And Lord drive all wicked thoughts out of my minde and banish covetous desires the root of all evill from my heart and make me ever consider what it would advantage me if I could win the whole world and should lose my owne soule Therefore I beseech thee O Lord by thy holy Spirit to settle my heart and soul my desires affections and delight only upon thee my God thy glory thy Kingdome thy righteousnesse and make me to account all earthly things but drosse and dirt so that I may win Christ and attaine to the excellent knowledge of Jesus my Saviour who is the Lord of life him chiefly O God let me finde and obtaine to be mine with whom I shall have all other good things by thy infinite mercie I beseech thee that so I may be able rightly and faithfully to serve and please thee as I ought while I live heare that after death thou of thy unspeakable goodnesse maiest make mee partaker of thy heavenly Kingdome of glory And now deare God vouchsafe unto me thy most unworthy servant the grace of daily and unfeigned sorrow and repentance for all my sins with a sound sense and feeling of them in a contrite spirit with care to reforme all my former faults in the rest of my life and make me strictly to examine my owne heart soule knowledge and conscience of all the evills I have done before thee and severely to judge hate and condemne my selfe for them that so I may escape thy great wrath and may not bee judged and condemned by thee in thy heavy displeasure which I am not able to beare for who can stand in the sight of thy great Majesty when thou art angry therefore I most humbly pray thee good God in the multitude of thy mercies to forgive and grant me thy grace and pardon of all my sins and offences past that I am guilty of for thy beloved Sonnes sake that so my iniquities may never be imputed unto me but Lord give me true faith to lay fast hold upon thy mercies and all thy gracious promises and the merits and sufferings of Ghrist with grace rightly to apply them to my owne salvation through Jesus my Saviour that so I may be quit through him and freed of my account with thee before I die and grant that I may daily die unto the world and hate all the vaine pressures thereof and may live more and more unto thee in all righteousnesse and true holinesse of living before thee as becommeth thy Saints that so when thy appointed time is come for me to enter into my long sleep of death that thou wilt be pleased by thy holy Spirit to fit and prepare me and to give me a happy and blessed departure out of this life to die in the Lord that I may rest in peace and safety and be raised up by my Saviour to grace and glory that thou pardoning all my sinnes and receiving me to mercie thou maiest wipe all teares from mine eies and remove all sorrow from my soule and for Jesus sake to admit me into thy glorious presence and there to enjoy eternall felicitie and be a happy member of thy blessed Church triumphant to praise thee there for evermore Amen And the blessing of God Almighty the eternall Father the beloved Son and the Holy Ghost be ever with mee to sanctifie blesse and preserve my soule and body in thy feare and favour and true faith stedfast hope and perfect charity unto my lifes end Amen 24. A Prayer to God the Father for Thursday night HAve mercy upon me O Lord and hearken unto my prayer for I know thou Lord wilt blesse the righteous and with thy favour wilt compasse him as with a shield Lord thou lovest not wickednesse neither shall evill dwell with thee thou shalt destroy them that speake lies for thou abhorrest all them that worke iniquity yet thou desirest not the death of a sinner but that he should returne and live therefore deare Lord deliver my soule and save me in thy manifold mercies for I have grievously sinned before thee and my iniquities are gone over my head into thy presence and are too heavy for mee to beare But I most humbly beseech thee for thy beloved Son Jesus sake to give me unfaigned sorrow and repentance for all my sinnes past which are great and many and grant me thy gracious pardon and remission for all my offences committed this day or heretofore against thee and Lord indue me with true faith to lay hold of all thy mercies and my Saviours merits and sufferings with grace to amend reforme my life according to thy most holy word and Commandements all the rest of my daies to come to which end Lord give me a soft a penitent upright and contrite heart with a tender conscience and a true and sound sense and feeling of all my sinnes infirmities and spirituall wants with grace earnestly and faithfully to cry and pray unto thee for mercie and reliefe
in all my necessities and chiefly for all spirituall graces to my soule And as I trust thou wilt awake mee from the dulnesse of this nights sleep in safety to the morning light so dear Lord by thy holy Spirit daily quicken my soule from the deadnesse of sinne to newnesse of life and raise me up in mercie hereafter from the darknesse of death unto light and life eternall to live with thee my God for evermore Now gracious Lord receive mee with all that doth belong unto me into thy mercifull protection now and alwaies to keep and deliver us from all sinne and evill giving us this night quiet sleep health and rest if it be thy will and grant whether I sleep or wake live or dye I may be wholly thine and doe all to thy honour and glory that so both in life and death Christ may be to me an advantage through thy infinite mercie O my blessed Lord God Now I humbly pray thee so to inlighten the darknesse of my soul and understanding with thy grace that I may see clearly the right way to heavenly happinesse and by thy assistance follow hard after it untill I have attained to it and also for thy holy Names sake defend mee from all perills and dangers of this night either to my soule or body to me or any of mine for the love of thy only Son my deare Saviour Jesus Christ for whose sake grant me also the guard of thy holy and good Angells now and ever that they may pitch their tents about mee to preserve mee from all my enemies bodily and ghostly and commit mee Lord to the custody of thy blessed Spirit to keep me from falling into any sinne or evill and to guide my waies into the paths of truth and righteousnesse that I may live in thy holy feare and dye in thy faith and favour and good God grant that in the howre of my death and in the day of judgement thy dear Son and my sweet Jesus may bee my mercifull judge and Saviour to pardon and pasle by all my sinnes and cover them with his righteousnesse that after death I may bee received and accepted into thy grace and favour to live and remaine in joy and blisse eternally with thee my God Father Son and Holy Ghost Now O God who canst doe abundantly more then I can aske or thinke to thee be all praise honour and glory for ever and ever Amen 25. The conclusion for Thursday night in bed O Lord my God I thanke thee for all thy mercies vouchsafed unto mee this present day and formerly and now be pleased O Lord by thy holy Spirit to sanctifie me thy poor unworthy servant in soule body and spirit throughout to thy right faithfull and constant service all my daies and assist me with thy grace that I may daily confesse lament hate leave and amend all my former misdeeds and may become faithfully and unfainedly thine in all true obedience and sincere and perfect love toward thy Majesty both living and dying and for ever that through thy mercy and Christs merits I may be found blamelesse at the appearance of my Lord Jesus by whom I trust to obtaine to live in heaven with thee and to bee presented by my Saviour unto thy gracious acceptance in that great day of the Lord to remain with thee my God for ever Amen 26. A Prayer for Friday at first awaking to God the Son DEare Saviour Jesus have mercy upon mee a miserable sinner Thou immaculate Lambe of God that knewest no sinne but diedst for our transgressions and shed thine owne most pretious bloud to cleanse us from sinne I most humbly praise and magnifie thy holy Name for all thy mercies who hast done and suffered great and many things for mee but especially I blesse thee for those spirituall blessings thou hast bestowed upon me before I was borne and hitherto Now sweet Jesus who knowest my frailty I doe most humbly pray thee never to leave me to my self nor to my soules enemies neither while I live at my death nor in the great and dreadfull day of judgement when all things shall bee made manifest before thee and it will be wholly in thy power to save or to condemne then Lord Jesus looke in mercie on me as one of thine whom thou lovest to the end to pardon and cover all my sinnes and receive me into thy grace and favour for by thee only commeth my salvation and in thee O Lord is my whole trust Therefore vouchsafe Lord to continue thy goodnesse thy favour and thy loving kindnesse towards me this day and for ever in forgiving all my iniquities that I have committed in my whole life past and also my sinfull omission of those duties and good workes which thou hast commanded and I have wickedly neglected But I most humbly beseech thee my Saviour to indue mee thy most unworthy servant with thy grace and holy Spirit to direct my heart and all my waies aright before thee and preserve me at all times in the sincere and perfect love of thy divine Majesty and in thy feare and favour with unfaigned repentance and amendment of life that I may obtaine thy gracious pardon for all my offences and Lord give me true faith stedfast hope and perfect charity unto my liâ—â—â— end These great mercies I aske at thy gracious hands deare Jesus Christ who art my only Saviour Redeemer Mediator and Advocate to whom be all praise and glory for ever Amen 27. A morning Prayer for Friday to God the Sonne SWeet Saviour none can come to the Father but by thee and whosoever commeth unto thee thou castest not away but wilt raise him up at the last day unto eternall life Now deare Jesus thou blessed Son and innocent Lambe of God that takest away the sinnes of the sinnes of the world who graciously callest unto thee all heavy laden and penitent sinners that thou maiest ease and refresh them have pity on me and vouchsafe to sanctifie and cleanse my soule and body from all sinne and evill by thy holy Spirit and make mee pure and upright in thy sight and be pleased to protect and direct my heart and soule and all my waies before thee and to indue me with thy blessed Spirit to preserve mee from falling into any sin or offence towards thee but assist me with thy grace in all things I goe about to doe that I may doe that which may be most acceptable and best pleasing in thy fight Now Lord I confesse that I was conceived and borne in sinne and I am a miserable and wretched sinner above all others and unto whom should I come but to thee the Saviour of mankinde who camest into the world to save sinners by thy grace of whom I am chiefe O fountaine of mercy who didst vouchsafe to bee borne of the blessed and pure Virgin Mary to become man and tookest our wretched nature upon thee therein to suffer death to reassume us from eternall death sinne
zeale true faith humility and repentance Sweet Lord make me heartily thankfull unto thee for all thy blessings and let all my petitions tend to thy glory so as I may finde favour with thee that thou wilt be graciously pleased to heare and accept of me and my prayers that they may enter into thy presence and obtaine pardon of all my sins past with grace to frame my life in true obedience to all thy Commandements the rest of my daies to come that so my last end may be happy and after death I may enjoy the felicity to live with thee my Lord for evermore through the merits and passion of my only Saviour Jesus Christ So be it 4. A confession of sins with a prayer for remission taken partly out of the prayer of Manasses ALmighty Lord God of our fathers who hast made heaven and earth with all the ornaments thereof who hast bound the sea by the word of thy commandement whose terrible and glorious Name all men doe feare and tremble before thy powerfull judgements for the displeasure of thy great Majesty cannot be borne and thy angry threatnings against sinners is importable and who can stand in thy presence when thou art offended But yet O Lord thy mercifull promises to penitent sinners are unmeasureable and unspeakable for thou art the most gracious Lord full of mercy and great compassion and of long suffering that desires not the death of a sinner but that he should repent and live who of thy great goodnesse hast promised to give repentance and forgivenesse to them that sinne against thee that they may be saved Now thou therefore most dear Lord who camest not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance of whom I am the chiefe thou of thy infinite mercy I trust hast appointed repentance and remission unto me whose sins are in number above the sands of the sea or the haires of my head I have committed much evill and have omitted to doe the good I ought for I have neglected all my duty and service towards thee and am not worthy to be called thy servant nor to behold the height of heaven or to looke up unto the place where thine honour dwelleth for the multitude of mine iniquities have bowed me downe and as a weighty burden are too heavy for me I am depressed with the load of my sinnes and oppressed with the feare of due punishment for them for I have justly provoked thy wrath O God and multiplied my transgressions before thee I have not done thy will neither thy holy Commandements have I obeyed Now therefore O my Redeemer to thee I humbly bow the knee of my heart imploring thy mercy and beseeching thee of grace I will confesse my sins against my selfe and will not hide my unrighteousnesse from thee I have sinned O Lord I have grievously sinned I acknowledge my manifold offences for which I have nothing to answer but like the Publican Lord be mercifull unto me a miserable sinner Wherefore I most humbly intreat thee to forgive me my sweet Saviour forgive me and destroy me not with mine iniquities be not angry with me for ever neither condemne me in thy displeasure to the lower part of the earth and reserve not evill for me hereafter But deare Father make me of that blessed number to whom thou imputest not their faults and whose sinnes by my Saviours righteousnesse are covered for thou art the God of the just and the God of them that will repent and in poore me thou wilt shew all thy goodnesse and pity for thou wilt pardon and save me that am so vilde and unworthy even of thine owne great grace and mercy Therefore I will turn my steps into thy waies and will seeke thy will and obey thee with my whole heart I will praise thee all the daies of my life and for ever And let the heavens and the earth praise thy eternall Majesty for thine is all glory for ever Amen 5. A Prayer for the Lords day before we goe to Church O Eternall God most high Creator preserver and disposer of all things to thee is due all praise honour and worship for thou art our gracious Lord the only author of all our good by whom we live move and have our being O with what humble reverence and devotion ought we to prepare our ears and hearts to hear receive and performe any thing which concerneth thy most sacred Majesty and even to take heed unto our feet when we enter into the house of God that our waies may not offend thee Neither ought we to presume to take thy holy Name into our mouths except we endeavoured our selves to be reformed by thy lawes Thou O God art Lord God of Sabbath and hast inobled this day by the glorious resurrection of thy Son our Lord Jesus and by the guidance of the Holy Ghost in thy blessed Apostles and Catholicke Church hast ordained it for thy publicke service honour and worship so make me to serve thee therein with due feare and reverence I most humbly beseech thee to sanctifie my heart and soule to the true performance of thy blessed will in rightly observing the same and leave me not unto my owne weaknesse and disability who can of my selfe neither thinke well nor doe any thing that is good for all my strength and righteousnesse is in Christ my Redeemer Assist me therefore sweet Saviour with thy Spirit of grace to cease from sin and all worldly workes or earthly cogitations this day that may withdraw me from thy fear and service And give me an attentive eare to hearken diligently to thy divine word Open my heart as thou didst the heart of Lydia that with true understanding I may receive and faithfully keep the same with a conscionable care to practise what I shall learne thereby devoutly calling upon thy most holy Name and using due reverence in all my actions before thee And good Lord blesse thy servant whom thou hast appointed this day to instruct and direct us in thy word and will open to him the doore of utterance and give him the true understanding of thy holy word that according to thy gracious pleasure all may be saved that come unto the knowledge of thy truth and that he may be faithfull in thy service rightly to dispose thy divine mysteries and to teach in faith and verity And grant that I may heare with due attention and resolve to follow and practice all good instructions with true intention to thy glory and the furtherance of my salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen 6. An entrance to Prayer O God of mercy thou wilt not the death of a sinner but rather that he should turne from his wicked waies and live Vouchsafe to knit deare Lord my soule unto thee that I may truly fear thee and unfeignedly love thee dedicating my selfe unto thy service and setting mine affections and desires in all true obedience to seeke above all things thy glory thy Kingdome and thy
patience to wait thy leasure untill thou please to have mercy on us to our release and comfort and to thy owne praise and glory who never failest those that depend upon thee Now I most humbly acknowledge with all possible praise and thanks which I am bound ever to render unto thee that thou hast formerly delivered me out of many sorrowes eares troubles and vexations both in body and minde and also I blesse and magnifie thy holy Name for all thy great and manifold blessings which thou hast bestowed upon me thy most unworthy servant and I pray thee Lord of thy infinite goodnesse not to let my sinnes and wickednesse hinder thy mercies towards me but pardon and cast all my offences out of thy sight through Jesus Christ my Saviour and vouchsafe alwaies to continue thy grace and favour to mee and especially in daily renewing all spirituall graces in me that so when or how soone soever thou hast appointed an end unto my daies here I may then obtaine the end of my faith and hope even thy glory and my owne salvation through thy beloved Son and my only Saviour Jesus for whose sake Lord heare me and grant these my humble requests with all things else which thou best knowest necessary either for my soule or body for this life or for the life to come in which deare God make mee in thy manifold mercies partaker of eternall happinesse for evermore Amen 3. A Prayer for due preparation before the holy Communion of the Lords Supper O Most gracious God and our heavenly and mercifull Father in Jesus Christ who hatest nothing thou hast made and desirest not the death of sinners but that we should return to thee and live thou absolvest all those that truly repent and beleeve thy holy Gospell and didst send thine only and beloved Son Jesus into the world to seek those that were lost and to save sinners by thy grace of whom I am chiefe O sweet Jesus thou callest to thee those that are heavy laden and truly penitent and weary of their burthensome sinnes that thou maiest mercifully ease and refresh them thou camest to call sinners to repentance and restore us that were lost by sinne and to lay downe thine owne life to redeeme mankinde from eternall death and hast left us a gracious remembrance thereof in thy most holy Supper of that unspeakable worke of our redemption which we are exceedingly bound often to celebrate in acknowledgement of thy unexpressible mercy and favour towards us But oh my Lord I tremble and feare knowing that I am a wretched and wicked sinner and my offences have made me abominable in thy sight being wholy corrupt both in soule and body from the crowne of my head to the soal of the foot the worst deserving of all thy servants and if thou shouldest strictly marke what I have done amisse or enter into judgement with me how should I dare to come into thy presence having nothing to answer for my selfe but to cry with the Publican I have grievously offended Lord be mercifull to mee a sinner and as another saith of himselfe how should I presume to appeare in the presence of God can the Lord be mercifull to so miserable a sinner as I am But Lord I have learned and do beleeve that there is mercy with thee and plentifull redemption therefore we are infinitly bound to love and feare thee but I doe humbly confesse that I am altogether unworthy of my selfe to approach unto thy blessed table but thou Lord that givest both the will and the deed in all good workes so Lord I pray thee to worke in me a due preparation for thy acceptance and then inable me to performe my duty herein in a right and faithfull manner for there at thy heavenly banquet thou Lord Father Son and Holy Ghost art present in thy great Majesty beholding our unperfect devotions wants in preparation and manifold infirmities but thou Lord by thy powerfull grace cleansest us from sin and changest us into new creatures and in thy highest bounty giving thy selfe really unto us to be received spiritually by faith and by the working of the Holy Ghost thou art the heavenly food of our soules unto eternall life powring such great and wonderfull treasure into poore earthen vessels as we are and and so making us partakers of all the benefits of thy unspeakable merits and bitter passions and sufferings Oh Lord who invitest me thither continue thy mercy to perfect the good worke thou hast begun for my salvation and heale thou my corrupt soule converting my straying and deceitfull heart and knit it unto thee my God and by thy grace prepare and fit me rightly reverently faithfully and worthily to receive that high and divine mystery in all humility contrition true faith and charity with such devotion as I ought to doe Now deare Lord give me grace rightly to understand and duly to consider and ponder of thy greatnesse to feare thee of thy goodnesse to love thee of thy power and manifold mercies towards me ever to beleeve and trust in thee And also to looke into my owne rebellious disobedience and shamefull ingratitude towards thee and my most miserable estate who am in danger of everlasting damnation by my innumerable transgressions committed against thee Lord touch my hardened heart with the oyle of thy grace that it may be fastened to receive a sound and sensible feeling and sight of all my grievious sinnes past both in committing the evill I was forbidden and omitting the good I am commanded with a true sense of thy just wrath against me for the same which may worke in mee by thy assistance such unfaigned sorrow and penitencie even to breake my stony heart with hatred of my self and all sinne for so offending thee with such true contrition and repentance unto salvation as I may obtaine thy mercifull pardon sweet Jesus that by thy wounds I may bee healed and all my offences hidden never to bee imputed unto me hereafter and by thy grace heartily purposing constantly to endeavour the amendment of all my misdeeds for the time to come and by thy helpe to lead a holy and a sanctified life so long as I live Now I humbly beseech thee oh dear Lord to indue me also with the blessed gift of true faith which is the only hand to lay hold of thee and all thy mercies whereby thou maiest dwell in me and I in thee for ever I beleeve Lord helpe my unbeleefe and strengthen and increase in me a right hope and lively faith stedfastly to beleeve and rightly to apply to my owne soule all thy gracious promises benefits merits and sufferings for me to my salvation Oh my God Holy Ghost vouchsafe to inspire my heart with true and perfect charity towards all my brethren and neighbours yea even to my very enemies for thy sake that I may forgive them as thou dost pardon me And thou Lord preserver of mankinde by thy gracious operation in this blessed
Sacrament joyne me an unworthy member unseparably unto thy blessed head Christ Jesus especially at this time grant that through thy holy working and assistance I may bee a happy partaker not only of the outward signes but also of the inward and inestimable graces bestowed upon our soules by the reall body broken and pretious bloud shed of our deare Saviour Jesus which was crucified for us to be the pretious food of our soules all which Lord rightly apply unto my soule with all other benefits thereby signified and assured unto us and through his righteousnesse and merits that I may be reconciled and accepted by God our heavenly Father to my eternall comfort and happinesse that so I may devoutly and everlastingly love and honour magnifie and admire the infinite mercy love and favour of God the Father our deare Saviour Jesus and of the Holy Ghost to whom be all praise and glory for ever Now Almighty God grant me thy poore servant grace to live in true faith ready obedience and continuall thankfullnesse all the rest of my daies here that I may live hereafter in heaven with thee in joy and blisse for evermore Amen 4. An humble thanksgiving after the receiving of the Sacrament of the Lords Supper I Yeeld unto thee my mercifull Lord God Father Son and Holy Ghost all humble and possible praise and thanks for all thy great benefits and loving favours vouchsafed unto me thy poor sinfull creature both spirituall and temporall all my life hitherto and deare Lord the fountaine of all mercie thou hast been exceeding good and gracious towards mee which I humbly acknowledge especially in vouchsafing so great and manifold blessings to me thy most unworthy servant in this thy present favour which thou hast been pleased to make me partaker of amongst thy children Now deare Lord make me ever truly thankfull with all my heart and soule unto thee for all thy mercies bestowed on mee who with shame and sorrow doe confesse I have deserved no good but all evill at thy hands by my manifold offences committed against thee therefore in all humility I doe beseech thee to cast all my sinnes and wickednesse out of thy sight and let them be no hindrance to thy grace and mercy towards me but Lord still continue and increase thy fatherly care and loving kindnesse both to my soule and body to prevent and preserve me from falling into any sin or evill and vouchsafe to bestow all spirituall graces on mee that may inable me to live a more holy and acceptable life before thee ever hereafter and seale thou my pardon for all my sinnes past for Christ Jesus sake who dyed for me and with his owne unvaluable bloud paid my ransome and fully satisfied thy great and just wrath against me But gracious God how unspeakable is thy goodnesse and infinite favour towards mankinde that instead of powring down punishments upon us for our great offences against thee thou didst thy selfe in thy tender love ordaine the meanes for our redemption justification and eternall salvation through Christ thine owne deare Son praised be thy glorious Name for ever and chiefly at this time I magnifie thee sweet Jesus the mirrour of mercy who before thou hadst finished the great worke of our redemption didst also institute the blessed Sacrament of thy holy Supper that inestimable benefit to all thy servants which rightly receive the same it being a pledge of thy love a remembrance of thy mercy a renuing of grace in us a testimony of thy favours a confirmation of our faith a uniting of us by thy Holy Ghost to our blessed Lord and head Christ Jesus and all our fellow members in perfect charity one towards another with assurance thereby of the pardon of all our sinnes and eternall salvation to our soules the great benefit thereof is beyond my expression of which this day thou hast graciously vouchsafed to make mee though unworthy of my selfe yet by thy favour a happy partaker Now deare Lord enlarge thy goodnesse further toward me thy poor servant to give me daily the spirituall gifts of sound repentance encrease of true faith to beleeve all thy gracious promises with grace rightly to apply them to my owne soule and all the infinite benefits which thou my deare Saviour hast purchased for me that so this Sacrament may worke those good effects in me which thou hast therein offered unto us and that I may by thy assistance bring forth the fruits of righteousnesse obedience and true holinesse of life all the rest of my daies and to make such thankfull and constant acknowledgement and right use of all thy mercies as I may glorifie thy blessed Name reforme my waies and frame my heart in all things to be faithfully and constantly thine and then I know that thou wilt ever be my gracious God to thy honour and my endlesse felicity through my Lord Jesus Christ the righteous Amen 1. A meditation concerning death O Lord God Holy Ghost our sanctifier preserver and comforter who best knowes my corrupt nature that cannot of my selfe performe any true service towards God being inclined to all evill and unapt to any goodnesse I humbly beseecb thee that understandest my manifold infirmities be pleased to indue me with all saving graces in the performance of all holy duties towards God And I humbly pray thee sweet Jesus to call and draw me daily unto thee and vouchsafe Lord by thy holy Spirit to possesse my heart and soule to make mee wholly and constantly thine truly to feare and love thee to serve and obey thee in all things that so thou in thy infinite mercy maiest never leave me but be my gracious Lord and mercifull God for ever And I humbly pray thee Lord Holy Ghost to sanctifie and assist me thy poore sinfull servant with all spirituall graces for my salvation in Christ both living and dying that I may strive to become what I ought to be and to doe thy holy will in all things while I live Now O good God Father Son and Holy Ghost thou knowest that many and evill have been my daies in this world and by thy providence I have attained to a great age but have not performed the ends for which I came into the world who being made only to serve God in holinesse and righteousnesse all the daies of our lives to his glory and our salvation which is the chief thing needfull but alas for the most part it is the least regarded or thought upon where I confesse with sorrow that I have been too much neglectfull having sometimes been drawne by the cares and troubles of this life which necessity brought upon me to set my heart ever carefully upon earthly things and likewise too often have I been carried away with the vanity of my owne heart in following after the preferments or vanity of my owne heart in following after the preferments or delighting in the pleasures of this vile world all which perish in the using by which delusions
my heart the store-house of all thy divine precepts that by thy grace I may bring forth good fruit in my life and make mee able rightly and reverently to read and heare thy holy word and heavenly will daily as I ought to doe and by thy grace to frame my life thereafter and direct thou me thy poor servant in all I goe about to doe that which is best and most to thy glory that howsoever all the powers and â—â—culties of my soule or the members or senses of â—â—y body may be decayed or lost by age griefe or â—â—cknesse for the occasions of this life yet so Lord all that is needfull for thy constant service I beseech thee continue to my last breath And also be pleased to grant that my death be neither sudden nor unexpected nor my pains violent whereby to be made unable earnestly and faithfully to pray and call upon thy holy name but if it be thy will give mee knowledge of my death when thy time is come to call mee out of this world and assist me fervently to crie unto thee for grace and mercie in the needfull time of dread and danger then deare Lord fit and prepare me for thy selfe and give me a blessed departure hence to dye in thee my Lord and so I shall remaine safe and ever happy and sweet Iesus make me pray unto thee with my last breath and yeeld up my spirit to God that gave it with praises in my mouth unto my gracious God the Father Son and Holy Ghost Now vouchsafe good Lord while I live to indue me thy most unworthy servant with thy grace and holy Spirit whereby devout love and feare of thy Majesty with true faith stedfast hope perfect charity and unfained repentance with all other saving graces may be daily renued and increased in mee towards thee to thy glory and the furtherance of my salvation through Christ O sweet Saviour who hast performed and suffered great and many things for mee deare Jesus continue thy infinite favour and finish thy worke of mercy towards me the least of thy servants still to call and draw me daily unto thee and make me faithfull constantly and wholly thine in all humble obedience and true humility to serve thee in uprightnesse of life and a holy conversation towards all so long as I live and wilt assure my soule that thou art my mercifull God and after death make me a happy partaker of thy everlasting Kingdome of glory So be it Amen 19. A Prayer of three petitions to the blessed Trinity the Father Son and Holy Ghost for the spirit of prayer for repentance and remission of sins and grace to amend and lead a new life O My Lord Holy Ghost our sanctifier and comforter and preserver the giver of all heavenly gifts and graces and the directer and assister of us to all goodnesse I most humbly pray thee to indue me thy poore sinfull servant with thy true spirit of grace and prayer to helpe and teach me how to pray as I ought and to drive away and banish from me in the performance of this my duty all evill temptations and wicked hindrances that seek to pervert and withdraw my heart and soule from the true service of my God and suffer not the world the divell nor any his agents to have power over me or part in mee to prevaile against me and to cause God to turn his eare and face of mercy from hearing and receiving my prayers and supplications but Lord by thy grace make my petitions now and alwaies right faithfull and acceptable to Almighty God through Iesus Christ my blessed Saviour But O my God heavenly Father the originall of all goodnesse and mercy who graciously commandest us to call upon thee in the time of trouble that thou delivering us we may glorifie thee what greater misery and danger then a heavy load of sins that will not easily be cast off and a wounded spirit who can beare it for I confesse I have most grievously sinned against thee and my iniquities are multiplied before thee as the starres which cannot be numbred O Lord whose compassion never faileth those that seek and trust in thee as thy mercy exceedeth all thy great workes so let that through thy deare Son move thee to release mee of this intolerable burthen which else will throw mee out of thy presence and favour wherein is the fulnesse of joy and presse me down to hell into everlasting torments amongst the enemies of God and man Now mercifull God who hast pity on thy poore creatures and delightest not in the death of a sinner Lord turne me from all my evill waies that I may be converted unto thee to feare love and obey thee unto my end And vouchsafe to pardon all my transgressions past and remove my sins from me as farre as the East is from the West and bury them in oblivion that they may not be able to separate my God from mee as far as heaven from hell but Gracious Lord be pleased to give me thy unworthy servant the blessed gift of true sorrow and repentance to salvation to fit me for thy mercy and prepare me with grace by the amendment of all my misdeeds for thy loving acceptance of me in thy favour againe and say to my lost soule I am thy God and thy salvation for ever and so thou working in me both the will and the deed the praise honour and glory be only thine for evermore Now swet Jesus the fountaine of mercy and Saviour of all that trust and believe in thee who graciously callest all heavy laden and penitent sinners to come to thee that thou maiest ease them have mercy on me and heale my sinfull soul with thy most pretious bloud and thy righteousnesse I know is alsufficient to cover a world of sinnes if thou please to impute it unto mee O shrowd mee under thy innocent wing that the great wrath I have deserved may never fall upon mee but vouchsafe dear Lord to receive mee sinfull creature into thy favour as thou didst Mary to become wholly thine and be thy faithfull disciple so long as I live and stretch forth thy hand of mercy as thou didst to Peter from sinking in the sea so Lord save me thy unworthy servant from perishing in my sins and by thy assistance according to thy blessed advice that I may make my peace here where I have transgressed before I goe where the utmost farthing must bee paid O Lord by thy grace make me a new creature daily to worke out my salvation with sorrow for my time lost feare to offend again and trembling at the heavy judgements due unto me and striving to make my calling and election sure by a holy life and godly conversation both towards God and man all the rest of my dayes And make mee cast utterly off all love of this deceitfull world which is but lost and my owne vaine desires that hang so fast on and only apply my heart
and soule to seek after thee and thy Kingdome with the righteousnesse thereof and then I shall obtain the end of my faith and hope even thy glory and my owne salvation through thee only dear Jesus my blessed Lord and alone Saviour To whom with God the Father and the Holy Ghost three Persons one eternall God and glorious Trinity be rendred as is due all praise honour and glory for ever and ever Amen 20. The conclusion to this booke A short Prayer so to performe our duties here towards God that we may obtaine heaven hereafter OH most mercifull Lord God thou knowest my unaptnesse to any good I humbly pray thee to give me thy poor unworthy servant grace so truly to feare thee as not to offend thee so constantly to beleeve in thee and confidently to relye upon all thy gracious promises in all my troubles and necessities and so entirely and sincerely to love and honour thee above all things that nothing in this world may withdraw my minde from thee nor any vaine hopes or earthly desires make mee neglect my service to thee but that I may daily study and strive rightly and carefully to obey thee my Lord at all times diligently to seek thee and know thy will and faithfully to serve and please thee as I ought to doe as long as I live For thou O God the Father lovedst us first and sent thy deare Son out of thy bosome to redeeme us and our sweet Saviour Jesus in his love gave himselfe and laid downe his owne life to save us from eternall death greater love cannot bee found then for one to dye for a friend but thou Lord diedst for thine enemies much more having now reconciled us to the father and to thy selfe I trust being united to thee also by the Holy Ghost by sanctification and true faith wrought in me by that blessed Spirit I shall obtaine mercy through the merits and sufferings of my deare Jesus to live with thee in heaven hereafter to glorifie the great Name of God the eternall Father Son and Holy Ghost to whom bee all praise and honour for ever and let heaven and earth Saints and Angells and all creatures give glory to him for evermore Amen Here is one Prayer more which I joyne to these because it concerned one of my daughters to whom this Booke belonged though it was lately penned upon a very strange accident 21. A thanksgiving to Almighty God for his most mercifull preservation of my noble kinswoman the Lady Eliz. Feelding and of my owne daughter the Lady Eliz. Cornwalleis from drowning under the Bridge and was long under water and one worthy Gentlewoman in the company could not bee recovered This may serve upon any such fearfull accident MOst Mighty God Creator of heaven and earth and the only disposer of all things therein thou art the defender and protecter of all thy children and servants and the gracious preserver of all those that depend upon thee thy power ruleth both by sea and land and thy all-guiding providence directeth all things in the world according to thy own high will and good pleasure and for the good of all them that trust in thee Whereof thou hast given many and mee the unworthiest of thy servants an especiall testimony of thy infinite mercy towards my deare daughter and kinswoman in that great and miraculous deliverance lately of them in the dreadfull danger of sudden death by drowning in the Thames for thou didst mercifully provide and take care to save their lives when they were past sense to take care of themselves or to call upon thee for helpe yet beyond all hope thou didst bring them backe from the gates of death praised for ever be thy most glorious Name and let neither us nor any of our generation forget this thy great mercy Now Lord make us duly to acknowledge all thy benefits and let us not passe them out of our mindes without true thankfulnesse for all thy favours continually vouchsafed unto us undeserved for all which we poor creatures have nothing to returne to thee but devout love faithfull service and carefull obedience with the humble sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving which by thy assistance I will performe towards thee with a gratefull heart so long as I live and for ever Amen 22. A Petition of the Author for herselfe O Lord as Paul said he would readily performe the duty in his charge that lay upon him lest while he preached to save others himself should become a cast-away so dearest Lord I having taken pains to compose many Prayers for the use of others under my care to further them in the constant performance of this duty of prayer which being rightly used will draw many blessings from thee Almighty God I most humbly beseech thee to heare and receive their supplications that call upon thee by these Prayers So Gracious Lord suffer not me to neglect my duty and daily service herein towards thy Majesty but make me carefully rightly and reverently to offer up due praises and prayers daily unto thee in a faithfull and acceptable manner all the daies of my life And give me thy poor servant the assistance of thy grace and holy Spirit to reform all my waies before thee to suppresse and overcome the corruption of my heart the vanity of my mind and to forsake and abandon the love of this vile world with all the deceitfull vanities thereof and to cast off those great superfluous cares and desires after the things of this mutable life which passe away like a shadow or dream Wise Solomon that had the plenty and triall of all things under the Sun tells us what it will prove only vanity of vanities and vexation of spirit Wherefore let me learne with Paul in what estate soever I am therewith to be content and to submit with humble patience to thy pleasure in all things thou sendest who knowest what is best and fittest for me and keep me for repining and despairing in thy chastisements for thou canst heale as well as wound when thou pleasest Therefore I will dedicate my heart and soule and all my endeavours unto thy faithfull service striving to make my calling and election sure by looking after thee my God thy Kingdome and thy righteousnesse which is the only thing needfull This grace grant unto mee O God for Jesus Christs sake Amen The end of the first Book BOOK II. THis Book I began to write at my house at Barking in Essex where I retired my selfe in solitarinesse after the death of my worthy and dear husband Sir Thomas Richardson Knight Lord chiefe Justice of the Kings Bench who dyed at Candlemas 1634. Where shortly after I finished these Prayers following for my owne private use being the fittest imployment for my time who was then in so much heavinesse I call this Book a weekly exercise of Prayer either for a private person or in their owne family To which there are added some other necessary Prayers very