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world_n and_o the_o world_n love_n let_v i_o die_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o all_o thing_n in_o it_o that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o ah_o take_v i_o from_o the_o world_n ere_o thou_o take_v the_o world_n from_o i_o fit_v i_o for_o thyself_o ere_o thou_o take_v i_o to_o thyself_o let_v my_o last_o day_n be_v my_o best_a day_n and_o my_o last_o thought_n my_o best_a thought_n let_v i_o not_o live_v one_o moment_n long_o than_o to_o do_v thou_o service_n and_o let_v that_o only_o be_v my_o aim_n and_o my_o end_n let_v thy_o work_n be_v my_o wage_n and_o thy_o wage_n my_o work_n o_o lord_n god_n in_o jesus_n christ_n i_o most_o humble_o
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name_n let_v o_o lord_n the_o meditation_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n be_v ever_o acceptable_a in_o thy_o sight_n who_o be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o redeemer_n spiritual_a meditation_n be_v the_o gift_n and_o dictate_v of_o god_n spirit_n or_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o language_n that_o desire_v to_o be_v make_v spiritual_a and_o to_o live_v spiritual_o 1._o o_o god_n my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o thing_n and_o give_v all_o thing_n free_o willing_o abundant_o and_o continual_o therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o hony-comb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v â—or_a it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o preâ—ious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_v â—ut_v contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_n my_o god_n always_o than_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_o heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ_n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o methinks_v be_v ever_o afflict_v than_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o k_o 〈…〉_o the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n leaâ—_n i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v
nothing_o in_o comparison_n oâ—_n thou_o but_o all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o thou_o 24._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o in_o it_o i_o see_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o myself_o in_o thou_o 25._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o i_o see_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o 26._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o teach_v i_o to_o love_v thy_o statute_n to_o choose_v they_o embrace_v they_o and_o delight_n in_o they_o 27._o and_o i_o will_v love_v affliction_n because_o it_o will_v keep_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n 28._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o they_o be_v lovely_a and_o send_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o love_n to_o i_o in_o love_n 29._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v they_o to_o i_o and_o i_o by_o they_o 30._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o since_o that_o i_o be_v deep_o afflict_v for_o sin_n i_o have_v not_o be_v afflict_v with_o sin_n triumph_v nor_o with_o reign_n 31._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o o_o god_n unto_o i_o lovely_a 32._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v ever_o sweeten_v they_o unto_o i_o by_o sanctification_n 33._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o â—hou_a have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n 34._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o â—hou_a have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o afflict_v myself_o â—hat_n be_v my_o flesh_n for_o sin_n affliction_n 35._o o_o my_o god_n give_v i_o what_o affliction_n â—hou_v will_v so_o by_o they_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o afflict_v thou_o who_o i_o know_v never_o take_v pleasure_v to_o afflict_v i_o 36._o if_o i_o have_v not_o know_v affliction_n methink_v i_o have_v never_o seek_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v â—hee_o nor_o thy_o knowledge_n 37._o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v undo_v i_o may_v just_o â—ear_v i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v 38._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o many_o sanctify_a affliction_n as_o thou_o please_v for_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v please_v thou_o 39_o o_o lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o affliction_n to_o afflict_v i_o with_o murmur_n or_o repine_n which_o i_o be_o sure_a will_v afflict_v thou_o 40._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n â—or_a that_o i_o never_o have_v affliction_n in_o the_o flesh_n to_o â—y_a remembrance_n but_o it_o bring_v i_o comâ—ort_n in_o the_o spirit_n 41._o so_o that_o i_o may_v say_v through_o grace_n â—y_a affliction_n have_v be_v my_o best_a and_o choice_a â—enedictions_n 42._o so_o esteem_v they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n his_o grace_n to_o esteem_v they_o as_o token_n and_o â—gns_n of_o grace_n 43._o o_o lord_n make_v i_o ever_o thankful_a fâ—â—_n all_o these_o thy_o affliction_n which_o deserve_v much_o thanks_o 44._o o_o lord_n i_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o for_o thâ—_n thou_o have_v make_v my_o heart_n such_o as_o it_o do_v true_o thank_v thou_o for_o they_o 45._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o will_v thâ—_n will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o all_o thy_o will_n will_n 46._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o knoâ—_n thy_o will_n &_o a_o will_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thy_o gracâ—_n 47._o thy_o glory_n be_v my_o glory_n end_v thâ—_n end_n be_v my_o glory_n aim_v 48._o i_o desire_v no_o other_o honour_n o_o lord_n than_o to_o have_v the_o honour_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n 49._o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o any_o condition_n sâ—_n may_v be_v in_o the_o condition_n of_o thy_o servant_n 50._o o_o lord_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o do_v any_o woâ—â—_n so_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o work_n 51._o thy_o glory_n o_o lord_n be_v my_o only_a loâ—ing_n my_o only_a joy_n delight_n desire_v aim_v and_o enâ—_n 52._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a do_v thy_o work_n though_o never_o so_o mean_a in_o eye_n of_o man_n let_v it_o be_v always_o beautify_v honourable_a and_o glorious_a to_o my_o eye_n heâ—_n will_n and_o affection_n 53._o give_v i_o christ_n o_o god_n on_o any_o terâ—_n and_o condition_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v they_o be_v honourable_a term_n and_o condition_n aduâ—tagious_a and_o glorious_a 54._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v communâ—_n with_o christ_n in_o a_o dungeon_n than_o be_v adorn_v and_o ever_o possess_v all_o solomon_n outward_a glory_n in_o a_o palace_n 55._o communion_n with_o christ_n will_v i_o be_o sure_a make_v i_o content_a in_o all_o place_n and_o condition_n 56._o in_o christ_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o all_o true_a peace_n and_o comfort_n though_o without_o any_o of_o all_o the_o world_n comfort_n 57_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v all_o pleasure_n though_o in_o the_o world_n frown_v disgrace_n and_o displeasure_n 58._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v true_a light_n though_o in_o the_o world_n dark_a dungeon_n 59_o thy_o smile_n o_o christ_n my_o christ_n be_v my_o heaven_n and_o thy_o frown_n let_v i_o never_o know_v for_o i_o fear_v they_o as_o the_o worst_a of_o hell_n 60._o let_v i_o enjoy_v that_o heaven_n and_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o other_o hell_n 61._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n that_o my_o will_n may_v be_v always_o according_a to_o thy_o will_n 62._o let_v nothing_o o_o lord_n satisfy_v i_o but_o my_o assurance_n of_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o 63._o let_v i_o always_o o_o lord_n meditate_v on_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o love_v i_o 64._o ah_o suffer_v not_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n to_o content_v or_o delight_v i_o unless_o thou_o be_v in_o it_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 65._o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o do_v sin_n i_o may_v sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o sin_n no_o more_o 66._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v set_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o love_n on_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n glory_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 67._o grant_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o good_a that_o in_o all_o condition_n may_v abundant_o rejoice_v with_o true_a contentment_n and_o not_o at_o all_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v aâ—_n thy_o hand_n though_o heavy_a on_o i_o 68_o ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n all_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o only_a and_o alâ—_n the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n 69._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v always_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n more_o than_o my_o life_n yea_o thaâ—_n the_o life_n that_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n 70._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o labour_n for_o the_o joy_n oâ—_n heaven_n to_o myself_o as_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n or_o earth_n in_o love_n only_o to_o thyself_o 71._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o all_o my_o solace_n may_v be_v in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n to_o serve_v thou_o 72._o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n that_o whilst_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v labour_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 73._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n yea_o all_o the_o day_n long_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n my_o sole_a comforteâ—_n and_o only_a comfort_n 74._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v will_v nothing_o but_o thâ—_n will_v o_o thou_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 75._o i_o have_v rather_o have_v thy_o smile_n in_o hell_n my_o sweet_a and_o dear_a jesus_n if_o it_o can_v be_v â—en_z thy_o frown_n in_o heaven_n 76._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o if_o it_o can_v be_v be_v hell_n and_o obey_v god_n then_o in_o heaven_n and_o against_o he_o 77._o o_o god_n give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n those_o â—ings_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o both_o for_o soul_n â—d_a body_n on_o earth_n that_o may_v prepare_v i_o â—d_a make_v i_o fit_a for_o heaven_n 78._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o choose_v death_n â—en_o choose_v to_o sin_n 79._o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n â—re_n yet_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o â—od_a at_o any_o time_n to_o consent_v unto_o sin_n 80._o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v my_o jeâ—â—s_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o make_v interâ—ssion_n for_o i_o every_o moment_n and_o ever_o will_v â—en_o to_o my_o very_a last_o moment_n 81._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o enjoy_v affliction_n â—ith_n enjoy_v thou_o o_o my_o saviour_n than_o all_o â—anner_n of_o prosperity_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o proser_v it_o 82._o as_o long_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o give_v i_o â—ead_a water_n and_o grace_n i_o will_v acknowledge_v â—t_a i_o have_v sufficient_a meat_n drink_n and_o raiment_n yea_o
word_n of_o eternal_a life_n thou_o be_v the_o word_n and_o the_o life_n yea_o eternal_a life_n he_o that_o have_v thou_o have_v life_n and_o shall_v not_o see_v death_n nor_o taste_v of_o death_n because_o he_o be_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n but_o he_o that_o have_v not_o thou_o o_o lord_n christ_n be_v dead_a already_o because_o he_o live_v in_o sin_n for_o he_o that_o live_v in_o sin_n be_v dead_a though_o he_o live_v ah_o lord_n i_o confess_v that_o the_o well_o of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v much_o deep_a than_o jacob_n well_o and_o yet_o sure_o i_o be_o that_o such_o child_n yea_o such_o infant_n as_o i_o be_o can_v draw_v water_n from_o thence_o even_o the_o water_n of_o life_n even_o such_o water_n as_o give_v another_o life_n a_o better_a life_n which_o be_v a_o immortal_a and_o eternal_a life_n a_o life_n that_o shall_v never_o see_v death_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v i_o have_v thou_o in_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v much_o better_a than_o to_o have_v thou_o as_o simeon_n have_v in_o his_o arm_n my_o arm_n may_v let_v thou_o fall_v out_o of_o they_o but_o my_o heart_n can_v i_o have_v rather_o yea_o much_o rather_o see_v thou_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o true_a save_a faith_n then_o of_o sense_n or_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o thy_o enemy_n o_o lord_n see_v thou_o with_o fleshly_a eye_n and_o yet_o hate_v thou_o spit_v on_o thou_o revile_v and_o mock_v thou_o whip_v thou_o persecute_v thou_o and_o crucify_v thou_o bear_v false_a witness_n against_o thou_o and_o believe_v not_o in_o thou_o notwithstanding_o all_o the_o miracle_n that_o thou_o do_v but_o all_o those_o that_o see_v thou_o o_o lord_n by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n will_v believe_v in_o thou_o and_o say_v of_o thou_o unto_o thou_o as_o thomas_n do_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n they_o will_v so_o love_v thou_o as_o they_o will_v crucify_v themselves_o and_o their_o bosom_n sin_n hate_v themselves_o and_o their_o own_o way_n persecute_v themselves_o and_o crucify_v all_o their_o own_o sinful_a fleshly_a worldly_a devilish_a lust_n and_o affection_n and_o live_v as_o new_a creature_n in_o the_o world_n as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n use_v the_o world_n as_o if_o they_o use_v it_o not_o ah_o happy_a yea_o thrice_o happy_a be_v they_o that_o be_v in_o such_o a_o case_n for_o they_o have_v the_o lord_n for_o their_o god_n ah_o poor_a lose_v i_o poor_a forget_v i_o poor_a forsake_v i_o poor_a undo_v i_o poor_a miserable_a i_o poor_a nothing_o i_o despicable_a poor_a i_o until_o thou_o o_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n do_v come_v to_o my_o help_n to_o my_o succour_n to_o find_v i_o to_o save_v i_o to_o comfort_v i_o to_o enrich_v i_o to_o deliver_v i_o to_o set_v i_o free_a and_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o the_o chain_n of_o sin_n hell_n and_o death_n by_o which_o i_o be_v hold_v and_o lead_v captive_a and_o do_v most_o gracious_o bring_v i_o into_o thyself_o and_o give_v i_o thyself_o and_o loved'_v i_o as_o thyself_o do_v for_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o can_v do_v make_v i_o like_o thyself_o ah_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n i_o well_o know_v thou_o know_v my_o heart_n and_o what_o more_o can_v my_o heart_n say_v unto_o thou_o thou_o only_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o searcher_n the_o tryer_n and_o the_o knower_n of_o all_o heart_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o know_v well_o that_o thou_o know_v how_o much_o my_o heart_n rejoice_v because_o thou_o know_v it_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beg_v and_o beseech_v the_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o search_v and_o try_v i_o even_o all_o the_o corner_n and_o cranny_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o what_o evil_a be_v still_o in_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o entreat_v thou_o to_o destroy_v with_o a_o utter_a and_o total_a destruction_n that_o it_o may_v be_v say_v of_o it_o it_o be_v not_o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n as_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n grow_v every_o day_n weak_a and_o weak_a and_o grace_n as_o the_o house_n of_o david_n every_o day_n strong_a and_o strong_a o_o lord_n perfect_a that_o good_a work_n of_o grace_n which_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n begin_v in_o i_o until_o thou_o have_v in_o love_n make_v it_o and_o bring_v i_o into_o perfect_a glory_n and_o all_o this_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o what_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n in_o life_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n for_o christ_n i_o shall_v ever_o bless_v thou_o and_o to_o he_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o comforter_n and_o sanctifier_n do_v i_o render_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n unfeigned_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 1._o if_o our_o comfort_n and_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v the_o company_n of_o one_o imperfect_a saint_n on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o comfort_n be_v to_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o that_o innumerable_a company_n of_o perfect_v saint_n in_o heaven_n but_o how_o much_o more_o and_o more_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v and_o to_o our_o eternal_a comfort_n to_o enjoy_v god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n that_o make_v they_o thus_o perfect_a and_o saint_n 2._o if_o we_o rejoice_v so_o much_o here_o on_o earth_n to_o see_v one_o or_o some_o few_o friend_n in_o the_o flesh_n that_o we_o think_v love_n god_n ah_o how_o shall_v we_o rejoice_v when_o in_o heaven_n to_o see_v so_o many_o million_o of_o million_o in_o the_o body_n and_o spirit_n who_o we_o shall_v know_v indeed_o that_o they_o love_v he_o in_o deed_n and_o in_o death_n 3._o if_o man_n then_o on_o earth_n delight_v our_o sense_n ah_o how_o shall_v god_n in_o heaven_n with_o delight_n ravish_v our_o heart_n 4._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o then_o still_o so_o have_v thou_o within_o i_o though_o on_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v say_v with_o jacob_n i_o have_v all_o 5._o if_o man_n on_o earth_n be_v able_a to_o give_v great_a gift_n and_o their_o gift_n be_v so_o great_o esteem_v though_o but_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_o shall_v we_o esteem_v that_o great_a gift_n of_o that_o great_a god_n when_o he_o give_v we_o himself_o who_o be_v as_o good_a as_o great_a and_o as_o great_a as_o good_a 6._o if_o earthly_a joy_n do_v then_o sometime_o rejoice_v a_o heavenly_a heart_n ah_o lord_n how_o shall_v and_o how_o do_v that_o heart_n rejoice_v when_o it_o be_v fill_v with_o heavenly_a joy_n yea_o when_o he_o shall_v be_v involve_v take_v in_o and_o swallow_v up_o into_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n 7._o and_o if_o momentany_a and_o earthly_a joy_n can_v give_v we_o joy_v any_o moment_n sure_o eternal_a heavenly_a joy_n shall_v make_v we_o to_o rejoice_v evermore_o 8._o and_o if_o hope_v fill_v we_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a sure_o fruition_n shall_v make_v we_o flow_v over_o with_o fullness_n 9_o and_o if_o the_o thought_n of_o what_o we_o know_v not_o satisfy_v we_o so_o much_o sure_o when_o we_o shall_v know_v they_o to_o be_v sure_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 10._o and_o if_o faith_n in_o believe_v be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o bring_v salvation_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v that_o salvation_n be_v when_o it_o shall_v be_v above_o and_o beyond_o that_o be_v more_o than_o faith_n 11._o and_o if_o to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n on_o earth_n imperfect_o delight_v the_o soul_n so_o much_o that_o there_o be_v no_o delight_n to_o he_o like_o it_o he_o prefer_v it_o above_o his_o daily_a food_n and_o all_o other_o delight_n in_o the_o flesh_n ah_o what_o delight_n shall_v that_o soul_n have_v in_o heaven_n where_o he_o shall_v always_o and_o perfect_o do_v his_o whole_a and_o holy_a perfect_a will_n 12._o and_o if_o god_n be_v so_o well_o please_v with_o we_o here_o for_o our_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a desire_n after_o grace_n ah_o how_o well_o please_v will_v he_o be_v with_o we_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v our_o imperfect_a grace_n full_a and_o perfect_a glory_n 13._o and_o if_o god_n delight_v so_o much_o in_o we_o whilst_o we_o be_v here_o below_o imperfect_a and_o sinner_n ah_o how_o much_o and_o how_o great_o will_v he_o delight_v in_o we_o above_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v make_v we_o holy_a and_o perfect_a saint_n 14._o and_o if_o our_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o see_v god_n here_o and_o his_o glory_n dark_o as_o in_o a_o glass_n with_o fleshly_a eye_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v to_o see_v he_o glorious_o
love_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n unto_o thou_o when_o they_o know_v that_o they_o be_v belove_v by_o thou_o who_o they_o most_o love_n and_o must_v love_v most_o for_o thy_o love_n thy_o love_n be_v most_o worth_a worth_n most_o and_o therefore_o do_v they_o despise_v all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a in_o the_o creature_n to_o purchase_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n who_o be_v the_o creator_n of_o all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a they_o love_v thy_o love_n most_o o_o god_n because_o they_o know_v and_o feel_v that_o thy_o love_n only_o cause_v they_o to_o love_v thou_o more_o who_o notwithstanding_o they_o do_v already_o love_v most_o and_o for_o that_o nothing_o but_o thy_o love_n can_v satisfy_v they_o with_o sufficient_a love_n to_o love_v thou_o sufficient_o for_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v to_o live_v and_o they_o can_v not_o live_v if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o therefore_o be_v they_o ready_a and_o willing_a always_o to_o die_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o witness_v and_o show_v forth_o their_o love_n with_o which_o they_o love_v thou_o 38._o if_o then_o the_o love_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v so_o great_a for_o the_o creator_n that_o it_o be_v more_o above_z and_z beyond_o any_o love_n in_o the_o creature_n for_o the_o creature_n yea_o it_o be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o can_v be_v utter_v it_o be_v and_o proceed_v from_o the_o creator_n own_o love_n that_o the_o creature_n have_v this_o love_n and_o that_o he_o love_v thus_o his_o creator_n 36._o but_o ah_o then_o how_o incomprehensible_a and_o great_a be_v the_o love_n of_o the_o creator_n for_o and_o unto_o we_o his_o creature_n in_o that_o he_o give_v we_o so_o much_o of_o his_o love_n as_o to_o love_v he_o and_o such_o condescension_n be_v in_o he_o as_o he_o delight_v to_o be_v belove_v by_o they_o who_o out_o of_o his_o love_n do_v so_o much_o hate_v he_o and_o love_v only_o what_o he_o hate_v alas_o alas_o what_o can_v we_o poor_a we_o say_v of_o he_o who_o we_o know_v 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end_n of_o our_o aim_n be_v to_o live_v and_o love_v unto_o the_o end_n in_o this_o love_a love_n that_o be_v that_o our_o love_n may_v never_o know_v end_n as_o his_o never_o know_v no_o beginning_n nor_o never_o shall_v know_v end_n and_o this_o be_v and_o such_o be_v the_o great_a love_n of_o our_o god_n yea_o the_o incomprehensible_a love_n with_o which_o he_o love_v we_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o we_o can_v comprehend_v its_o greatness_n it_o can_v enter_v into_o we_o therefore_o we_o shall_v enter_v into_o it_o neither_o can_v we_o sufficient_o express_v we_o for_o he_o which_o flow_v only_o from_o he_o from_o himself_o who_o be_v only_o and_o alone_o in_o himself_o perfect_a love_n and_o he_o alone_o can_v only_o create_v and_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o none_o but_o himself_o from_o himself_o of_o himself_o can_v then_o thus_o love_v perfect_o or_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o thus_o 40._o it_o be_v then_o thy_o love_n in_o i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o cause_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o 41._o inflame_v then_o my_o cold_n benumb_v icy_a freeze_a heart_n with_o the_o fiery_a hot_a burn_a flame_n of_o this_o thy_o burn_a hot_a love_n o_o my_o god_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v continual_o as_o moses_n bush_n and_o the_o seraphim_n still_o flame_o burn_v but_o never_o consume_v for_o it_o be_v by_o this_o and_o from_o this_o divine_a fire_n that_o come_v from_o thy_o holy_a altar_n o_o lord_n that_o my_o soul_n live_v and_o out_o of_o it_o it_o can_v 42._o let_v i_o then_o o_o lord_n ever_o burn_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v for_o why_o ah_o if_o i_o shall_v not_o still_o burn_v thus_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v eft_o soon_o die_v 43._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n i_o desire_v to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o forgive_v i_o all_o but_o give_v i_o all_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o a_o pardon_n for_o all_o my_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n but_o have_v also_o forget_v that_o ever_o i_o sin_v 44._o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o such_o a_o pardon_n as_o never_o to_o remember_v my_o sin_n any_o more_o but_o with_o the_o pardon_n thou_o have_v o_o lord_n give_v i_o thy_o love_n and_o thyself_o so_o as_o i_o shall_v ever_o live_v in_o thyself_o to_o love_v thyself_o ever_o and_o to_o offend_v thou_o never_o 45._o thy_o love_n o_o my_o god_n and_o heavenly_a father_n be_v far_o great_a unto_o i_o than_o david_n be_v for_o his_o belove_a son_n absolom_n though_o he_o love_v he_o better_o than_o his_o life_n and_o willing_o will_v have_v die_v for_o he_o yet_o when_o he_o forgive_v he_o his_o murder_n he_o will_v not_o have_v he_o to_o see_v his_o face_n in_o jerusalem_n but_o thy_o pardon_n o_o king_n of_o king_n be_v with_o such_o abundance_n of_o love_n that_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v in_o love_n to_o come_v down_o thyself_o from_o thy_o throne_n and_o thy_o dwell_a place_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n unto_o i_o on_o this_o earthly_a geshur_n to_o show_v i_o thy_o most_o amiable_a most_o glorious_a and_o most_o bless_a face_n and_o to_o cause_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n to_o shine_v upon_o i_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v afflict_v because_o thou_o know_v right_a well_o that_o it_o be_v much_o better_o for_o i_o that_o thou_o shall_v take_v my_o life_n from_o i_o than_o hide_v thy_o face_n from_o i_o for_o what_o be_v or_o will_v be_v my_o life_n unto_o i_o if_o i_o do_v not_o o_o my_o father_n see_v thy_o face_n in_o jesus_n christ_n yea_o thou_o know_v that_o my_o life_n be_v nothing_o unto_o i_o if_o i_o see_v not_o always_o thy_o face_n for_o thy_o presence_n be_v my_o heaven_n on_o earth_n and_o thy_o absence_n my_o hell_n 46._o ah_o what_o love_n be_v this_o o_o my_o god_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v and_o do_v love_v i_o to_o pardon_v such_o a_o rebellious_a murderer_n as_o i_o be_o not_o for_o slay_v a_o incestuous_a amnon_n but_o a_o innocent_a jesus_n the_o son_n of_o thy_o love_n thy_o elder_a only_a son_n in_o who_o thy_o soul_n delight_v only_o 47._o thy_o love_n o_o god_n my_o god_n be_v such_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o banish_v i_o but_o bring_v i_o back_o and_o though_o i_o do_v fly_v from_o thou_o yet_o thou_o thyself_o do_v in_o love_n run_v after_o i_o and_o bring_v i_o back_o yea_o such_o be_v thy_o love_n that_o thou_o have_v not_o unthrone_v i_o but_o enthrone_v i_o and_o make_v i_o not_o only_o a_o heir_n but_o coheir_n with_o thy_o natural_a only_a son_n and_o my_o saviour_n not_o only_o of_o a_o crown_n and_o kingdom_n honourable_a and_o glorious_a but_o of_o a_o kingdom_n and_o crown_n of_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o not_o for_o a_o mortal_a life_n of_o time_n but_o for_o a_o immortal_a life_n out_o of_o time_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 48._o ah_o lord_n god_n how_o do_v thou_o love_v i_o when_o thou_o do_v deliver_v i_o take_v i_o off_o and_o free_v i_o from_o my_o own_o love_n from_o love_v myself_o with_o self-love_n that_o be_v love_v myself_o more_o than_o thou_o and_o be_v please_v in_o love_n and_o out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n which_o be_v incomprehensible_a and_o unconceivable_a to_o cause_v i_o to_o choose_v thy_o love_n to_o prize_v thy_o love_n to_o desire_v thy_o love_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o thy_o love_n esteem_v nothing_o else_o lovely_a or_o desirable_a 49._o they_o that_o love_v as_o they_o ought_v to_o love_v that_o be_v true_o true_a love_n in_o love_a
my_o most_o miserable_a and_o woeful_a condition_n but_o i_o praise_v thy_o glorious_a name_n thou_o have_v wash_v and_o cleanse_v and_o sanctify_v my_o soul_n ah_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o let_v they_o all_o taste_n of_o the_o same_o love_n and_o kindness_n let_v they_o drink_v all_o of_o the_o same_o cup_n and_o eat_v of_o the_o same_o meat_n and_o be_v clothe_v with_o the_o same_o robe_n and_o have_v a_o like_a ring_n of_o love_n put_v on_o their_o finger_n ah_o let_v they_o o_o father_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v thus_o welcome_v by_o thou_o and_o own_a by_o thou_o for_o thy_o own_o and_o adorn_v thus_o gracious_o with_o thy_o own_o glory_n that_o thou_o may_v delight_v in_o they_o and_o they_o may_v make_v thou_o only_o all_o their_o joy_n delight_n and_o rejoice_v ah_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v few_o servant_n and_o thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v all_o goodness_n have_v more_v that_o he_o be_v cast_v off_o by_o all_o and_o thy_o grace_n and_o favour_n accept_v of_o 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all_o spirit_n have_v heart_n so_o full_a of_o true_a love_n and_o charity_n as_o to_o long_o labour_n and_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o other_o thus_o bless_v with_o themselves_o and_o as_o themselves_o that_o be_v so_o full_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n as_o to_o love_v all_o other_o as_o they_o love_v themselves_o and_o will_v have_v all_o belove_a by_o he_o ah_o holy_a father_n increase_v this_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n here_o on_o earth_n that_o we_o may_v together_o go_v hand_n in_o hand_n witness_v that_o the_o love_n wherewith_o we_o love_v one_o another_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o we_o who_o be_v all_o love_n even_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o that_o it_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o the_o live_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n in_o we_o that_o we_o thus_o love_v or_o love_v thus_o 201._o ah_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o own_o great_a glorious_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n take_v not_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n the_o comforter_n from_o i_o but_o let_v it_o ever_o abide_v and_o dwell_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o go_v forth_o before_o thou_o rejoice_v as_o the_o bride_n rejoice_v in_o her_o bridegroom_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n know_v my_o many_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n and_o that_o i_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n well_o please_v unto_o thou_o without_o the_o assistance_n of_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n for_o that_o my_o heart_n be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a leave_v i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n this_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o lead_v in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n which_o may_v conduct_v i_o unto_o thy_o dwell_a place_n which_o be_v all_o peace_n rest_n holiness_n blessedness_n and_o eternal_a life_n and_o happiness_n 202._o here_o follow_v a_o short_a admonition_n exhortation_n or_o advice_n unto_o all_o 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maiden_n yet_o remember_v for_o all_o this_o thou_o shall_v die_v and_o come_v to_o judgement_n thy_o honour_n and_o thy_o riches_n shall_v not_o save_v thou_o but_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o distress_n they_o shall_v take_v themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v away_o from_o thou_o miserable_a comforter_n be_v all_o such_o comfort_n ah_o put_v not_o put_v not_o thy_o trust_n then_o on_o such_o thing_n as_o in_o a_o moment_n ere_o thou_o be_v aware_a shall_v be_v take_v from_o thou_o or_o thou_o from_o they_o 204._o awake_v awake_a from_o the_o dead_a thou_o careless_a man_n why_o sleep_v thou_o arise_v and_o christ_n shall_v give_v thou_o light_v and_o life_n why_o ah_o why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o obstinate_a as_o thus_o witting_o know_o and_o wilful_o to_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v thus_o idle_a all_o the_o day_n long_o do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o night_n be_v come_v wherein_o no_o man_n shall_v work_v and_o the_o day_n when_o thou_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o remember_v ah_o remember_v thou_o that_o sleep_v in_o security_n that_o drink_v in_o iniquity_n as_o water_n and_o vanity_n as_o with_o cart-rope_n that_o say_v to_o thy_o soul_n eat_v drink_v and_o take_v thy_o fill_n of_o pleasure_n and_o to_o morrow_n shall_v be_v as_o this_o day_n ah_o thou_o fool_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v wise_a may_v not_o thy_o soul_n this_o night_n be_v take_v from_o thou_o who_o then_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v and_o what_o ah_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o all_o those_o thy_o vain_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n thou_o can_v not_o carry_v any_o of_o they_o with_o thou_o but_o as_o thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n naked_a so_o thou_o shall_v naked_a return_v from_o earth_n thou_o come_v and_o to_o earth_n thou_o shall_v again_o return_v thy_o honour_n shall_v not_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n with_o thou_o nor_o thy_o money_n neither_o 205._o deceive_v not_o then_o ah_o deceive_v not_o then_o thyself_o any_o long_o with_o those_o vain_a thing_n which_o be_v not_o that_o be_v they_o be_v not_o what_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v what_o they_o promise_v to_o be_v nor_o what_o we_o take_v they_o to_o be_v serve_v no_o long_o ah_o be_v thou_o persuade_v to_o serve_v no_o long_o devil_n lust_n world_n lust_n or_o self_n lust_n but_o serve_v ah_o serve_v the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o sincerity_n and_o truth_n with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o endeavour_n of_o life_n that_o he_o may_v be_v still_o and_o still_o unto_o thou_o thy_o god_n and_o thy_o guide_n thy_o sun_n and_o thy_o shield_n thy_o peace_n and_o thy_o portion_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n neglect_v ah_o neglect_v no_o long_o nor_o put_v off_o no_o long_o so_o sweet_a so_o certain_a and_o so_o great_a salvation_n as_o those_o that_o be_v with_o god_n enjoy_v 206._o cast_v not_o ah_o cast_v not_o his_o holy_a and_o divine_a commandment_n behind_o thy_o back_n any_o more_o and_o trample_v not_o his_o precept_n under_o thy_o 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anger_n and_o break_v thou_o even_o as_o a_o potter_n vessel_n be_v break_v for_o none_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o out_o of_o his_o hand_n nay_o all_o shall_v be_v against_o thou_o good_a and_o bad_a angel_n saint_n and_o sinner_n vea_o thy_o own_o self_n shall_v have_v indignation_n against_o thyself_o thy_o own_o eye_n shall_v look_v evil_o on_o thou_o thou_o own_o hand_n shall_v tear_v thou_o in_o piece_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o foot_n shall_v carry_v thou_o to_o the_o place_n of_o execution_n thy_o own_o thou_o own_o conscience_n shall_v accuse_v and_o condemn_v thou_o and_o justify_v god_n righteous_a deal_n towards_o thou_o thus_o thus_o shall_v thou_o be_v there_o
a_o natural_a father_n a_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n be_v and_o must_v be_v still_o a_o father_n and_o a_o child_n a_o child_n so_o i_o think_v it_o be_v with_o god_n our_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a father_n he_o have_v once_o beget_v we_o and_o we_o be_v bear_v again_o and_o be_v become_v his_o child_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o adoption_n justification_n and_o sanctification_n he_o must_v be_v still_o our_o father_n and_o we_o his_o child_n unto_o eternal_a salvation_n though_o we_o do_v many_o time_n as_o fleshly_a child_n not_o always_o do_v the_o will_n of_o their_o father_n in_o the_o flesh_n nor_o please_v they_o always_o not_o satisfy_v or_o delight_v they_o nor_o give_v they_o content_a yet_o notwithstanding_o they_o be_v still_o child_n nor_o they_o can_v cease_v to_o be_v child_n nor_o their_o father_n to_o be_v their_o father_n even_o so_o though_o we_o do_v not_o always_o do_v what_o like_v god_n our_o heavenly_a father_n but_o that_o at_o time_n which_o dislike_v he_o and_o displease_v he_o he_o as_o a_o good_a father_n sometime_o punish_v we_o and_o sometime_o pass_v by_o our_o fail_n without_o punishment_n eye_v what_o be_v rest_n for_o we_o and_o as_o a_o father_n he_o never_o fail_v we_o neither_o will_v he_o suffer_v we_o to_o fail_v of_o be_v his_o child_n once_o his_o child_n and_o ever_o his_o he_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 31._o ah_o lord_n god_n that_o be_v so_o glorious_a here_o in_o grace_n how_o transcendent_o glorious_a art_n thou_o in_o glory_n if_o the_o earth_n be_v so_o full_a of_o thy_o glory_n how_o full_a be_v heaven_n o_o lord_n thy_o dwell_a place_n where_o thou_o manifeste_v thyself_o unto_o the_o saint_n and_o they_o behold_v thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n face_n to_o face_n 32._o if_o thy_o back_n part_n be_v so_o beautiful_a to_o our_o eye_n here_o in_o the_o flesh_n how_o beautiful_a ah_o how_o beautiful_a o_o lord_n will_v thy_o glorious_a countenance_n be_v unto_o we_o in_o glory_n where_o we_o shall_v see_v 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