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themselves_o according_a to_o god_n spirit_n therefore_o every_o one_o must_v strive_v to_o know_v his_o own_o natural_a inclination_n and_o then_o employ_v all_o his_o force_n and_o apply_v all_o his_o prayer_n and_o spiritual_a exercise_n to_o quell_v they_o o_o that_o i_o can_v tame_v these_o cruel_a beast_n my_o natural_a passion_n how_o soon_o shall_v i_o be_v master_n of_o all_o moral_a virtue_n o_o that_o i_o can_v so_o till_o this_o vineyard_n so_o delve_v this_o garden_n so_o purge_v it_o from_o all_o ill_a weed_n of_o affection_n and_o prune_v all_o superfluous_a surgeon_n and_o shoot_n of_o passion_n that_o the_o seed_n of_o thy_o grace_n o_o heavenly_a husbandman_n may_v only_o there_o take_v root_n increase_n and_o fructify_v 5._o the_o same_o resolution_n of_o mortify_v our_o interior_a man_n i_o will_v also_o mortify_v my_o superior_a and_o rational_a part_n with_o all_o the_o curious_a and_o fruitless_a speculation_n of_o my_o understanding_n all_o conceit_n of_o self-wisdome_n natural_a prudence_n proper_a judgement_n and_o good_a like_n of_o my_o own_o proceed_n all_o vain_a and_o foolish_a reflection_n of_o my_o memory_n and_o all_o petty_a desire_n and_o affection_n of_o my_o will_n which_o relate_v not_o to_o thou_o the_o only_a object_n and_o lord_n of_o my_o love_n i_o be_o resolve_v o_o my_o lord_n to_o nip_v off_o each_o bud_a passion_n as_o soon_o as_o it_o peep_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n to_o trouble_v it_o in_o its_o true_a repose_n and_o to_o hinder_v its_o liberty_n and_o tendency_n to_o thy_o love_n i_o will_v by_o thy_o gracious_a assistance_n proceed_v faithful_o and_o sincere_o in_o the_o hatred_n denial_n and_o mortification_n of_o my_o self_n and_o in_o the_o prosecution_n of_o thy_o divin_fw-fr love_n and_o in_o order_n to_o this_o only_a end_n &_o aim_n i_o make_v in_o thy_o presence_n and_o from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n these_o particular_a act_n follow_v i_o renounce_v o_o my_o lord_n for_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o thou_o all_o affection_n to_o worldly_a thing_n give_v they_o unto_o i_o o_o gracious_a god_n or_o take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o best_o like_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o resign_v up_o all_o my_o interest_n in_o any_o thing_n though_o never_o so_o near_o and_o dear_a unto_o i_o behold_v o_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n i_o unclothe_v my_o soul_n from_o all_o affection_n whatsoever_o to_o creature_n and_o desire_v nothing_o but_o thyself_o alone_o o_o happy_a nakedness_n o_o rich_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n o_o pure_a obedience_n to_o the_o divin_fw-fr will_n in_o all_o thing_n be_v you_o my_o heart_n delight_n my_o whole_a pleasure_n and_o patrimony_n 6._o a_o absolute_a renunciation_n of_o all_o selfishness_n i_o renounce_v all_o self-seeking_a ah_o my_o corrupt_a nature_n i_o abhor_v thou_o adien_n all_o private_a interest_n profit_n praise_n and_o preferment_n i_o will_v henceforth_o perform_v all_o my_o action_n and_o exercise_n o_o my_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o only_a pure_a and_o perfect_a love_n i_o will_v seek_v to_o please_v and_o praise_v thou_o with_o a_o inward_a ardent_a and_o amorous_a affection_n for_o thyself_o only_o and_o not_o for_o thy_o gift_n or_o grace_n i_o renounce_v all_o sensuality_n whether_o it_o be_v in_o meat_n drink_v sleep_v apparel_n curiosity_n of_o my_o five_o sense_n or_o any_o thing_n else_o whatsoever_o o_o my_o lord_n i_o will_v make_v no_o other_o use_n of_o any_o thy_o creature_n than_o i_o be_o absolute_o compel_v to_o by_o necessity_n of_o nature_n i_o look_v for_o no_o solace_n but_o from_o thou_o alone_o my_o only_a comfort_n and_o content_n i_o renounce_v all_o disorder_a love_n to_o any_o worldly_a person_n no_o favour_n or_o friendship_n o_o my_o only_a amiable_a lord_n god_n no_o greatness_n or_o goodness_n of_o any_o one_o shall_v make_v i_o swerve_v from_o my_o exact_a duty_n to_o thee-ward_n no_o carnal_a affection_n to_o kindred_n no_o tenderness_n of_o amity_n no_o private_a or_o public_a respect_n no_o connivency_n or_o correspondency_n shall_v make_v i_o partial_a in_o the_o reproof_n of_o vice_n or_o praise_v of_o virtue_n o_o take_v up_o my_o whole_a heart_n with_o thy_o holy_a love_n that_o thy_o image_n and_o perpetual_a memory_n may_v blot_v out_o all_o species_n of_o foreign_a object_n i_o renounce_v all_o vain_a vicious_a idle_a and_o unprofitable_a thought_n fancy_n and_o imagination_n o_o let_v my_o mind_n not_o only_o yield_v no_o consent_n but_o no_o entrance_n unto_o they_o o_o let_v i_o never_o more_o contristate_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n with_o these_o vanity_n nor_o hinder_v my_o soul_n advancement_n and_o union_n with_o thou_o by_o these_o divertisement_n i_o will_v henceforth_o compel_v my_o heart_n to_o some_o good_a employment_n i_o will_v no_o long_o permit_v it_o to_o wander_v and_o waste_v itself_o in_o any_o idle_a and_o superfluous_a curiosity_n no_o my_o lord_n and_o saviour_n thy_o bitter_a and_o bless_a passion_n thy_o blessing_n and_o benefit_n shall_v be_v the_o continual_a occupation_n of_o my_o interior_a o_o what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o transitory_a thing_n who_o be_o make_v for_o eternity_n i_o renounce_v all_o care_n and_o solicitude_n which_o necessity_n obedience_n &_o charity_n do_v not_o oblige_v i_o to_o no_o natural_a passion_n of_o joy_n sorrow_n hope_v fear_v love_n hatred_n anger_n or_o shamefacedness_n shall_v make_v any_o impression_n in_o this_o heart_n of_o i_o which_o be_v pre-ingaged_a in_o thy_o affection_n seal_v up_o and_o settle_v in_o thy_o contemplation_n no_o pretext_n of_o lawfulness_n nor_o show_v of_o fittingness_n nor_o conceit_n of_o compassion_n nor_o excuse_v of_o necessity_n shall_v procure_v the_o admittance_n of_o such_o passion_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o may_v any_o way_n distract_v darken_v or_o dull_a the_o point_n of_o my_o affection_n and_o devotion_n towards_o thou_o my_o only_a lord_n and_o love_n i_o renounce_v all_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n against_o any_o one_o be_v he_o good_a be_v thou_o eternal_o praise_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o o_o bountiful_a bestower_n of_o all_o blessing_n be_v he_o wicked_a correct_v he_o o_o merciful_a creator_n comfort_n encourage_v and_o raise_v he_o to_o amendment_n have_v he_o offend_v affront_v injure_v or_o slight_v i_o i_o deserve_v o_o great_a god_n to_o be_v tread_v on_o by_o all_o creature_n and_o therefore_o i_o free_o forgive_v he_o for_o the_o past_a and_o give_v he_o free_a leave_n to_o add_v stripe_n to_o his_o injury_n for_o the_o future_a be_o i_o deny_v the_o grant_n of_o my_o most_o lawful_a and_o just_a demand_n thou_o best_a know_v o_o eternal_a wisdom_n what_o be_v best_a for_o my_o state_n and_o condition_n o_o deny_v not_o thy_o love_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o let_v i_o be_v refuse_v in_o all_o other_o my_o request_n whatsoever_o i_o renounce_v all_o vainglory_n all_o self-liking_a and_o pride_n which_o may_v arise_v from_o worldly_a praise_n all_o delight_n spring_v from_o any_o gift_n of_o nature_n or_o grace_n which_o be_v in_o i_o not_o unto_o i_o lord_n but_o to_o thy_o holy_a name_n be_v give_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n alas_o what_o be_o i_o what_o have_v i_o what_o can_v i_o all_o be_v thou_o o_o bountiful_a lord_n god_n nothing_o be_v i_o but_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o deserve_v only_a shame_n and_o confusion_n 7._o more_o act_n of_o renunciation_n of_o our_o own_o will_n even_o in_o the_o most_o spiritual_a matter_n i_o renounce_v all_o desire_n of_o delight_n in_o my_o devotion_n all_o sensible_a gust_n of_o grace_n and_o all_o sweetness_n and_o solace_n in_o the_o inferior_a faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n ah_o my_o heart_n what_o be_v this_o to_o thou_o follow_v thou_o thy_o saviour_n thou_o seek_v thy_o crucify_a jesus_n this_o be_v not_o he_o but_o his_o gift_n o_o my_o lord_n it_o be_v thyself_o i_o seek_v and_o sigh_v after_o if_o thou_o send_v i_o comfort_n for_o the_o encouragemnnt_n of_o my_o weakness_n be_v thou_o ever_o praise_v for_o thou_o do_v like_o a_o most_o benign_a and_o bountiful_a god_n if_o thou_o withdrawe_v they_o still_o bless_v be_v thy_o providence_n which_o have_v secret_a and_o several_a way_n of_o conduct_a soul_n to_o thyself_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v make_v trial_n of_o my_o fidelity_n by_o permit_v i_o to_o be_v dull_a dry_a and_o desolate_a in_o my_o devotion_n be_v thou_o equal_o and_o eternal_o bless_v i_o renounce_v all_o scrupulosity_n of_o conscience_n which_o reflect_v any_o way_n upon_o the_o least_o diffidence_n or_o distrust_n in_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o a_o sinner_n o_o jesus_n but_o thou_o be_v a_o saviour_n i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o dread_v thy_o justice_n but_o great_a to_o hope_v in_o thy_o goodness_n heaven_n and_o earth_n shall_v soon_o fail_v than_o my_o confidence_n in_o thou_o my_o merciful_a maker_n if_o thou_o kill_v i_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o thou_o and_o
custody_n of_o myself_o from_o future_a fall_n a_o heroic_a contempt_n of_o the_o world_n a_o complete_a conquest_n of_o my_o passion_n a_o zealous_a imitation_n of_o thy_o exemplary_a life_n and_o conversation_n an_o entire_a accomplishment_n of_o my_o vow_n a_o absolute_a mortification_n of_o my_o self-will_n a_o willing_a readiness_n to_o die_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o honour_n a_o final_a perseverance_n in_o grace_n and_o good_a work_n a_o happy_a departure_n of_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o world_n with_o my_o perfect_a sense_n about_o i_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o strengthen_v i_o thyself_o o_o dear_a jesus_n to_o comfort_v i_o thy_o sacred_a virgin-mother_n with_o the_o saint_n my_o particular_a patron_n to_o pray_v for_o i_o and_o my_o good_a angel_n to_o conduct_v i_o to_o eternal_a rest_n eternal_a life_n eternal_a happiness_n 17._o a_o prayer_n to_o our_o good_a angel_n o_o holy_a and_o happy_a spirit_n who_o by_o our_o merciful_a creator_n appointment_n have_v be_v my_o faithful_a keeper_n my_o friendly_a comforter_n and_o my_o charitable_a protector_n since_o the_o first_o instant_n of_o my_o birth_n until_o this_o present_a moment_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o continue_v thy_o care_n and_o custody_n over_o i_o in_o all_o place_n in_o all_o company_n upon_o all_o occasion_n preserve_v i_o o_o my_o good_a angel_n defend_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o both_o whilst_o i_o sleep_v and_o when_o i_o be_o awake_a from_o all_o diabolical_a incursion_n from_o all_o evil_a temptation_n from_o all_o danger_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o from_o a_o sudden_a and_o unprovided_a death_n be_v thou_o gracious_o please_v to_o represent_v my_o wound_n my_o want_n and_o my_o wish_n to_o our_o common_a lord_n and_o master_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o thy_o poor_a pupil_n courage_n to_o overcome_v myself_o and_o strength_n to_o get_v a_o complete_a victor_n over_o sin_n satan_n and_o sensuality_n especial_o if_o there_o lurk_v any_o secret_a crime_n in_o my_o 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to_o forsake_v i_o during_o this_o transitory_a life_n nor_o to_o forget_v i_o when_o all_o the_o world_n will_v leave_v i_o that_o through_o thy_o safe_a and_o secure_a conduct_n i_o may_v so_o pass_v through_o the_o wearisome_a trouble_n of_o this_o earthly_a pilgrimage_n as_o that_o i_o may_v find_v eternal_a rest_n in_o the_o heavenly_a paradise_n amen_n the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o whole_a work_n be_v a_o epithalamium_n or_o nuptial_a entertainment_n of_o the_o amorous_a soul_n ravish_v in_o comtemptation_n of_o the_o reciporcal_a affection_n mercy_n and_o benefit_n of_o her_o bridegroom_n upon_o those_o word_n of_o the_o canticle_n dilectus_fw-la meus_fw-la mihi_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la illi_fw-la my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o 1._o o_o lord_n of_o my_o love_n love_v of_o my_o life_n and_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n how_o amiable_a be_v thou_o remain_v in_o thyself_o within_o the_o boundless_a limit_n of_o thy_o own_o essential_a perfection_n and_o how_o admirable_a be_v thou_o issue_v forth_o of_o thyself_o to_o diffuse_v abroad_o thy_o goodness_n and_o communicate_v it_o to_o thy_o creature_n witness_v this_o large_a and_o lovely_a univers_n frame_v of_o norhing_n by_o thy_o omnipotent_a finger_n who_o beauty_n and_o excellency_n more_o appear_v in_o man_n alone_o than_o in_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o its_o unite_a wonder_n and_o prodigy_n man_n that_o miracle_n of_o the_o world_n and_o masterpiece_n of_o nature_n in_o who_o creation_n thy_o love_n goodness_n and_o mercy_n can_v never_o be_v suffcient_o admire_v and_o magnify_v 2._o and_o when_o this_o prime_a creature_n have_v alas_o soon_o after_o its_o first_o production_n lose_v its_o original_a perfection_n by_o violate_v thy_o precept_n thou_o be_v gracious_o please_v o_o great_a and_o glorious_a sovereign_n out_o of_o the_o tenderness_n of_o thy_o compassion_n towards_o man_n this_o poor_a criminal_a to_o give_v he_o as_o it_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n a_o new_a be_v a_o new_a creation_n in_o a_o manner_n far_o different_a in_o a_o way_n much_o more_o admirable_a with_o a_o affection_n infinite_o exceed_v the_o former_a for_o thyself_o o_o prodigy_n of_o goodness_n become_v man_v for_o his_o love_n and_o enchargedst_a thy_o own_o shoulder_n with_o all_o his_o sin_n pain_n and_o misery_n to_o set_v he_o at_o his_o ease_n freedom_n and_o liberty_n yes_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n thou_o become_v man_n even_o like_o i_o in_o all_o thing_n sin_n only_a and_o ignorance_n except_v which_o be_v incompatible_a with_o thy_o goodness_n and_o wisdom_n and_o which_o thou_o come_v to_o destroy_v and_o cancel_v thus_o ennoble_v my_o nature_n by_o unite_n it_o to_o thy_o divinity_n sanctify_v it_o with_o thy_o justice_n enrich_v it_o with_o thy_o grace_n instruct_v it_o with_o thy_o doctrine_n strengthen_v it_o with_o thy_o example_n rescue_v it_o from_o servitude_n restore_v it_o to_o its_o lose_a title_n of_o god_n child_n and_o render_v it_o capable_a of_o eternal_a glory_n 3._o o_o my_o god_n how_o great_o do_v i_o feel_v myself_o oblige_v to_o love_v thou_o in_o consequence_n of_o this_o large_a liberal_a and_o signal_n favour_n it_o be_v a_o chain_n which_o so_o strict_o tie_v i_o to_o a_o reciprocal_a affection_n that_o it_o infinite_o exceed_v all_o the_o expression_n of_o my_o ravish_a tongue_n &_o heart_n for_o what_o have_v i_o poor_a wretch_n alas_o what_o have_v i_o o_o my_o glorious_a creator_n and_o gracious_a redeemer_n whereby_o to_o help_v myself_o and_o what_o have_v i_o yet_o whereby_o to_o prevail_v against_o my_o potent_a adversary_n the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n but_o only_o thyself_o and_o what_o thou_o have_v free_o give_v i_o who_o be_v my_o only_a strength_n support_n and_o succour_v 4._o when_o therefore_o i_o look_v into_o the_o furnace_n of_o thy_o love_n o_o my_o lord_n jesus_n and_o behold_v thy_o personal_a descent_n from_o the_o eternal_a father_n bosom_n to_o clothe_v thyself_o upon_o earth_n with_o a_o parcel_n of_o our_o poor_a humanity_n for_o the_o redemption_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n sure_o this_o only_a contemplation_n fill_v my_o ecstasy_v heart_n with_o unspeakable_a admiration_n and_o not_o only_o excite_v but_o enforce_v it_o to_o love_v thou_o most_o ardent_o and_o be_v it_o capable_a even_o infinite_o and_o eternal_o 5._o but_o if_o for_o one_o only_a effect_n of_o your_o amorous_a bounty_n i_o feel_v myself_o thus_o powerful_o oblige_v to_o expand_v my_o soul_n before_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o do_v it_o in_o contemplation_n of_o all_o thy_o unite_a gift_n grace_n and_o benefit_n abundant_o contain_v in_o thy_o bless_a humanity_n whereby_o thou_o becam_v our_o temporal_a redemption_n and_o my_o eternal_a salvation_n shall_v i_o not_o much_o more_o ardent_o pour_v forth_o myself_o before_o thou_o in_o respect_n of_o so_o many_o ravish_a motive_n and_o yet_o much_o more_o and_o more_o in_o respect_n of_o thyself_o o_o my_o sweet_a lord_n and_o lover_n than_o of_o all_o these_o amorous_a effect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o be_v now_o my_o all_o &_o be_v to_o be_v my_o all_o in_o all_o for_o all_o eternity_n in_o thy_o accomplish_a and_o consummate_v beatitude_n when_o after_o the_o painful_a assault_n &_o languor_n of_o this_o life_n i_o shall_v remain_v in_o thou_o by_o thou_o for_o thou_o a_o happy_a and_o triumphant_a conqueror_n over_o myself_o and_o all_o my_o enemy_n 6._o whence_o be_v it_o then_o o_o my_o love_n and_o my_o life_n that_o my_o soul_n melt_v not_o away_o in_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o sweet_a affection_n how_o come_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o my_o whole_a pleasure_n be_v not_o in_o love_v thou_o entire_o ardent_o indeficient_o why_o be_v not_o my_o uninterrupted_a thought_n song_n and_o say_v my_o belove_a to_o i_o and_o i_o to_o he_o since_o thou_o thus_o forcible_o constrive_v as_o it_o be_v and_o enchaine_v