of that comfortable provision and gracious strength which should support it in the day of sorrow and leaves it at last to the tempestuous winter-night of death and all those desperate terrours that attend it like a scorched heath-ground without so much as any drop of comfort either from Heaven or earth 2. A second sort worse then the former are such as are so farre from treasuring up in this time of light and mercifull visitation soundnesse of knowledge strength of saith purity of heart clearnesse of coÌ„science holinesse of life assurance of Gods favour contempt of the world many sanctified Sabbaths fervent prayers holy conferences heavenly meditations dayes of humiliation righteous dealings with their Brethren compassionate contributions to the necessities of the Saints workes of iustice mercy and truth a sincere respect to all Gods Commandements a carefull performance of all spirituall Duties a conscionable partaking of all Gods Ordinances a seasonable exercise of every grace hatred of all false wayes an hearty and invincible loue unto God and all things that He loues or any wayes belong unto Him His Word Sacraments Sabbaths Ministers Services Children Presence Corrections Comming c. which are the ordinary provision of Gods people against the evill Day I say they are so farre from prizing and preparing such spirituall store that they hoard up stings scourges and scorpions for their naked soules and guilty consciences against the Day of the Lords visitation I meane lies oathes blasphemies Adulteries whoredomes selfe-pollutions variety of strange fashions gaming 's revellings drunken matches good-fellow meetings wanton dancings usuries falshoods hypocrisies plurality of ill gotten goods Benefices Offices honours filthy iests much idle talke flanderous â—â—les scoffs raylings oppositions to the Holy way c. And that with a cursed greedinesse and delight For they cry One unto another out of a boysterous combination of good fellowship with much eagernesse and roaring Come on therefore Let us fill our selves with costly wine and ointments and let no flower of the Spring passe by us Let us crowne our selves with Rose buds before they be withered Let none of us goe without his part of our voluptuousnesse Let us leave tokens of our pleasure in every place For this is our portion and our lot is this Let us lie in waite for the righteous because hee is not for our turne and be is cleane contrary to our doings c. But alas what will bee the conclusion of all this or rather the horrible confusion Even all their ioviall revellings roaring Outrages and sinfull pleasures which are so sweete in their mouthes and they swallow downe so insatiably shall turne to gravell and the gall of Aspes in their bowels and to fiery enraged scorpions in their consciences Where lurking in the meane time in the mudde of sensuality and lust breede such a never dying worme which if God thinke fit to awake upon their last Bed is able to put them into Hell upon earth to damne them above ground to knaw upon their Soule and flesh with that unheard-of horrour which seizde upon Spir'as woefull heart Who protested being fully in his right minde that Hee would rather be in Cain's or Iudas his place in Hell then endure the present unspeakeable torment of His afflicted spirit To beate them from this bedlam desperate course of greedy hoarding up such horrible things unto themselves against their ending houre Let them consider 1. Besides the eternity of ioyes for the one and of torments to the other hereafter the vast and unvaluable difference in the meane time in respect of true sweetenesse and sound contentment betweene the life of a Saint and a Sensualist a Puritan as the World calls Him and a goodfellow as hee termes Himselfe Let us for the purpose peruse the different passages of one day as Chrysostome excellently delineats them and represents to the life Let us produce two men saith He the one drown'd in carnall loosenesse sensualities and riotous excesse the other crucified and starke dead to such sinfull courses and worldly delights Let us goe to their houses and behold their behaviour We shall find the One reading Scriptures and other good Bookes taking times for holy Duties and the service of God sober temperate abstemious diligent also in the necessary duties of His Calling having holy conference with God discoursing of Heavenly things bearing himselfe liker an Angell then a Man The other joviall a vassall of luxury and ease swaggering up and downe Ale-houses Tavernes or other such conventicles of good fellowship hunting after all the wayes meanes and men to passe the time merrily plying his pleasures with what variety hee can possibly all the day long rayling and roaring as tho He were enraged with a Devill tho He be starke dead while He is alive c. Which is accompanied with murmuring of the family discontent of the wife chiding of friends laughing to scorne of enemies c. Whether of these courses now doe you thinke were the more comfortable I know full well the former would bee cried downe by the greatest part as too precise and the latter would carry it by a world of men but heare the Puritane Fathers impartiall holy censure quite crosse to the common conceite and humour of flesh and blood It is excellent and emphaticall arguing His resolute abomination of the wayes of goodfellowship and infinite love and admiration of the holy Path. Having given to the Goodfellow His hearts desire all the day long in all kindes of voluptuousnesse and delight yet for all this Who is he saith He that is in his right minde and hath His braines in His head that would not chuse rather to die a thousand deaths then spend but one day so This peremptory passage would bee holden a strange Paradoxe from the mouth of any moderne Minister and so appeares to the carnall apprehension of all those miserable men who are blindfolded and baffled by the Devill to the eternal losse of their Soules But besides that it might bee made good many other wayes it is more then manifest by comparing that threefold sting that dogs every sinfull delight at the heeles c. See my Booke of Walking with God pag. 17â— with the comfortable contentment and secret sweetenesse which might and should attend all well-doing and every holy duty done with uprightnesse of heart The very Philosophers doe tell us of a congratulation a pleasing contentednesse and satisfaction in doing vertuously according to their morall Rules What true solid and singular comfort then doe you thinke may bee found in those godly actions which spring from faith are guided by Gods Word directed to his glory and whose bewailed defects and failings are most certainely pardoned by the bloud of his Son Now what an extreme madnesse is this for a Man to sell His salvation for a life of pleasures abhorring the wayes of Gods Childe as too precise and painefull whereas besides Hell for the one and Heaven for the
tempests raised by all the powers of Hell are presently calmed for ever doing him any deadly hurt All the creatures then pull in their hornes retire their stings bite in their poyson sâ—ib'd and awed by those divine impressions of their Creators blessed image stamped upon them by the Spirit of grace and dare no more offer any violence or vexation to him except upon particular dispensation for his spirituall good and quickening then to the Apple of Gods owne eye Heare the promise from Gods owne mouth And in that day I will make a covenant for them with the beasts of the field and with the fowles of Heaven and with thâ— creeping things of the ground and I will breake the bow and the sword and the battell out of the earth and will make them to lye downe safely Hos. 2.18 Nay they are so farre from charging their seuerall stings upon the Saints that they will change their very natures to doe them service They will rather become an astonishment and horror to the whole Creation then they be hurt How often have they suspended and put off their native power and properties for the protection and good of Gods people The very Sea that most raging and roaring creature must stay his course and current to give passage and preservation to a true Israelite The Starres must fight and the Sunne stand still for the ayde and advantage of Gods armies The Lions must leave their savage rage and trade of blood and become Lambes and loving unto a Daniel The Crowes will feed an Elijah The flames of fire must hold in their heate from burning a Shadrach Meshach or Abednego The devouring belly of a dreadfull fish must be turned into a Sanctuary of safty to a Ionah A popish Furnace heated with the very malice of Hell shall become a bed of doune and Roses to a Martyr of Iesus The very dead lines of an ordinary Letter must represent to a Royall conceite a meaning quite contrary to the naturall sense and all Grammaticall construction before a blessed Parliament be blowne up with Popish Gun-Powder A brittle Glasse must rebound unbroken from the hardest stone to helpe to bind up a broken heart bleeding with griefe for absence of her Spouse and wanâ— of the assurance of his love c. Nay the divell himselfe though hee walkes about like a roaring Lion seeking with restlesse rage and desiring infinitely to devoure the Lords inheritance yet cannot possibly adde one linke to the chaine in which by the mercifull and mighty hand of God he is hampered nor goe an haires bredth beyond his commission Though it bee utterly impossible that that damned Angell should so farre change his divellish nature as to doe any of Gods chosen directly any true good yet he is everlastingly musled by an Almighty arme from ever doing them any deadly hurt He may be suffered sometimes to shake his chaine at them and roare upon them hideously to drive them nearer unto God and fright them from sinne But he shall never either in this world or the world to come have his full swinge at them or fasten his hellish fangs upon their redeemed soules 3. Besides all that other excellent compleate impenetrable armour of proofe mentioned Ephes. 6. which is able to beate backe victoriously all earthly oppositions and the very Ordnance of Hell every one of Gods Favourites is also blessedly furnished with a mighty spirituall Engine which is able to batter downe all the Bulwarkes of the Divell to shake the whole kingdome of darkenesse and all hellish powers nay to offer an holy violence to the very Throne of God himselfe witnesse His most mercifull intreating Moses To let him alone Exod. 32.10 As though the mediation of a man could binde as it were I speake it with lowliest reverence to that highest Maiestie the hands of his Omnipotency from doing his people any hurt and were able to extingvish that unquenchable wrath in the conception which once on foote would burne unto the lowest Hell and set on fire the foundations of the Mountainâ—s I meane that most pretious and almost if not altogether omnipotent Grace of Prayer This great Master of miracles hath wrought from time to time many and very remarkeable wonders both in Heaven and Earth It made the Sun that mighty creature the Prince of all the Lights in Heaven to stay and stand still upon the suddaine in the heat of his swiftest course It landed Ionah safely upon the shore out of the bellie of the Whale and bowels of the Sea It drew refreshing streames out of a dry bone for the saving of Samsons life It turned the Heaven into brasse for three yeeres and a halfe and afterward turned the selfe-same brasse into fruitefull clouds and fountaines of raine It killed an hundred fourescore and five thousand of the enemies of Gods people in one night For the freeing of Elisha from a straite and dangerous siege It filled a mountaine in a moment as it were full of Horsâ—s and Charets of â—ire It turned the swords of a mighty Army into the Bowells of one another when Iehoshaphat knew not which way to turne himselfe but was so helpelesse and hopelesse that he cryed unto the Lord wee know not what to doe only our eyes are upon thee It loosed Peter out of prison shoke his chaines off from his hands and made an Iron gate to open of its owne accord It eâ—raged and inlarged the English Seas to swallow up the Spanish invincible Armado And which is none of the least wonders It brought Prince Charles out of Spaine But you instance may some say in extraordinary examples of extraordinary men endowed with an extraordinary spirit Yet sure I am they are registred by the holy Ghost to represent unto us and to all generations of the Church to the Worlds end the Almighty and wonder-working power of Prayer And I am as sure that the Petitioners were men subiect to like passions as we are Perhaps if thou be a true-hearted Nathanael since thy new birth thou wast never so extraordinarily passionate as Ionah was when out of a pang of strange distemper hee thus answered the mighty Lord of Heaven and Earth I doe well to bee angry even unto death Fourthly Gods Favourite is further furnished with an other spirituall weapon of impregnable temper and incredible might I meane Faith the very Power and Arme of God for all true ioy sound comfort and light somnesse at the heart-roote in this life This crowned Emperesse of all those Heavenly graces that dwell in the Soule of a sanctified man and which in a right sense may be said vertually to comprehend all the beautie strength excellency and power of Christ himselfe is truely victorious and triumphant over all the World over the very gates of Hell and all the powers of darkenesse over the Divels fieriest darts over the devouring
ever the Obiect Now what a miraculous mercy was this that passing by such an un-numbred variety of incomparably inferiour creatures He should make Thee an everlasting Soule like an Angell of God capable of grace and immortality of incorporation into Christ and fruition of Iehova Himselfe blessed for ever Nay and yet further tho thou wast to haue the Being of a reasonable creature yet there was not an houre from the first moment of time unto the worlds end but God might have allotted that to Thee for thy comming into this world And therefore Thy time might have bin within the compasse of all those foure thousand yeares or there abouts from the Creation untill the Comming of Christ in the flesh when as all without the Pale and Partition-wall were without the Oracles and Ordinances of God and all ordinary meanes of salvation Or since the Gospell revealed under the raigne of Anti-Christ And then a thousand to One thou hadst beene choakt and for ever perisht in the damned mists of his Devillish Doctrines What an high honour was this to have thy birth and abode here upon earth appointed from all eternity in the very best and blesseddest time upon the fairest Day of peace and which is infinitely more in the most glorious Light of Grace that ever shone from Heaven upon the Children of men And so of the place Bee it so that Thou must needes bee in this golden Age of the Gospell and gracious Day yet thy lot of living in the world at this time might have lited for any part of the earth might have received Thee where Thou couldest have set but thy two feete amongst Turkes Pagans Infidels a whole world to Christendome Or if thine appearing upon Earth must necessarily bee within the confines of Christendome yet Thou mightest have sprung up in the Popish parts of it or in the scismaticall or persecuted Places of the true Church in it It was a very singular favour That thou shouldest be borne and bred and brought up in this little neglected Nooke of the world yet very illustrious by the presence of Christ in a mighty Ministry where Thou hast or mightest have enioyed in many Parts thereof the glorious Gospell of our blessed God and all saving Truth with much purity and power Now put all these together and tell me in cold bloud and after a sensible and serious ponderation thereupon Doest thou thinke that all this adoe was about Thee all this honour done unto Thee and when all is done Thou art to doe nothing but seeke Thy selfe serve Thine owne turne and live sensually Camest Thou out of Nothing into this world to doe iust nothing but eate and drinke and sleepe to game goe in the fashion and play the good fellow to laugh and be merry to grow rich and leave tokens of thy pleasure in every place c. If any after so much illightning bee so prodigiously mad as to continue in such a conceite I have nothing to say to Him but leave Him as an everlasting Bedlam abandon'd to that folly which wants a name to expresse it Turne then thy course for shame nay as Thou hast any care to be saved and to see the glory of the new Ierusalem as Thou desirest to looke the Lord Iesus in the face with comfort at that great Day as Thou fearest to receive thy portion in Hell-fire with the Devill and His Angells even most intolerable and bitter torments for ever and ever at least in this thy day in this heate and height of Thy spirituall Harvest awake out of thy sensuall sleepe come to thy selfe with the Prodigall strik◠upon thy thigh and for the poore remainder of a few and evill dayes addresse thy selfe with resolution and constancy to pursue the One necessary Thing and to treasure up much heavenly strength and store against thine ending houre Get thee under conscionable Meanes and quickning Ministery and there gather grace as greedily as the most gryping Vsurer graspeth gould contend with an holy ambition as earnestly for the keeping of Gods favour and an humble familiarity with His heavenly Highnesse by keeping faith and a good conscience as the proudest Haman for an high Place and pleased face of an earthly Prince And why not infinitely more This was the end for which thou wast sent into this World This onely is the way to endlesse blisse And this alone will helpe us and hold out in the Euill day 2. That upon the little ynch of time in this life depends the length and breadth of all eternity in the World to come As we behave our selves here we shall fare everlastingly hereafter And therefore how ought we to ply this moment and prize that eternity To decline all entanglement in those inordinate affections to the possessions and pleasures of the Present which hinder a fruitfull improovement of it to the best advantage for the spirituall good of our Soules Let us be mooved with such reasons as these which may be collected from the words of a worthy Writer which run thus with very little variation 1. If we could afford our selues but so much leasure as to consider That he which hath most in the world hath in respect of the world nothing in it and that he which hath the longest time lent him to live in it hath yet no proportion at all therein setting it either by that which is past when we were not or by that time in which we shall abide for ever I say if both to wit our proportion in the world and our time in the world differ not much from that which is nothing it is not out of any excellency of understanding saith Hee but out of depth of folly say I that we so much prize the one which hath in effect no being and so much neglect the other which hath no ending coveting the mortall things of the world as if our Soules were therein immortall and neglecting those things which are immortall as if our selues after the world were but mortall 2. Let adversity seeme what it will to happy men ridiculous who make themselves merry with other mens miseries and to those under the crosse grievous yet this is true That for all that is past to the very instant the portions remaining are equall to either For be it that we have lived many yeeres and according to Salomon in thē all we have reioyced or be it that we have measured the same length of time and therein have ever-more sorrowed yet looking backe from our present being we finde both the one and the other to wit the joy and the woe sayled out of sight and death which doth pursue us and hold us in chace from our infancy hath gathered it Whatsoever of our age is past death holds it So as whosoever he be to whom Prosperitie hath bin a servant and the Time a friend let him but take the accompt of his memory for we haue no other keeper of our pleasures past
with the Divels painting and false luster carries away captive all carnall men and detaines in a Fooles-Paradise indeed an hellish prison a world of deluded Ones Yet those few illightened Soules whose eyes have been happily opened by spirituâ—ll Eye-salve to turne from darkenesse to light and from the power of Satan unto God behold a double deformity and ouglines in so foule a monster deceitfully dressâ—d in the Divels counterfeite colours and guilded over garishly in His personated Angelical glory 3. It is most filthy Farre filthier then the most stinking confluence of all the most filthy fulsome nasty loathsome things in the world And it must needs bee so For whatsoever a Man can conceive to bee most contrary distant and opposite to the infinite clearenes purity sweetnesse beauty and goodnesse of God all that and much more is sinne in the highest degree Hence it is that in the Scriptures it is compared to the filthiest myre in which a Sow will lie downe to coole and cover her selfe To the loathsome vomite not of a man but of a Dog To the unsavoury poysonfull dampe which rotten Carkases exhale out of opened graves To menstruous filth To the dirt under the nailes or the stinking sweat of the Body or the putrified matter of some pestilent ulcer To the very excrements which Nature having severed froÌ„ the purer part of the meate thrusts out of the stomack casts into the draught To the filthinesse pollutions and impurities of the world so called by a singularity for sin is the transcendent filth of the world To all the uncleannesses for which the Purifications cleansings washings and sprinklings were appointed in the Leviticall Law To abomination it selfe c. Nay and yet further which makes for the further detestation of sinne Whereas all outward filth defiles onely the Body this of sinne by the strength and contagion of it's insinuating poyson soakes thorow the flesh and the bone and enters and eates into the very minde and conscience Tit. 1.15 defiles the pure and immortall Soule of Man How long might wee cast dirt into the Aire before wee were able to infect the bright shining beames of the Sunne Yet so filthy is sinne that at once with a touch it infects the Soule a clearer and purer essence then it and that with such a crimsin and double-â—â—ed staine that the Flood of Noah when all the World was water could not wash it off Neither at that last and dreadfull Day when this great Vniversall shall bee turned into a Ball of fire for the purifying and renewing of the Heaven and the Earth yet shall it have no power to purge or cleanse the least sinne out of the impenitent Soule Nay the fire of Hell which burnes night and day even thorow all eternity shall never bee able to raze it out 4 It is most infectious Spits venome on all sides farre and wide corrupts every thing it comes neare By reason whereof it is fitly resembled to Leaven to a Gangreene to the Leprosie which filthy disease quickly over spreads the whole Body Numb 12.10 Infects the clothes the very Walles of the House Levit. 14.37 c. Posterity 2 King 5.27 The first sinne that eveâ— the Sunne saw was so pregnant with Soule-killing poyson that it hath already damnably polluted all the Sonnes and Daughters of Adam that were ever since and will still by the un-resistable strength of the same contagion empoysâ—n all their natures to the Worlds end Nay at the very first breaking out it suddenly blasted as it were both Heaven and Earth And so stained the beauty of the one the brightnesse of the other and the originall orient newly burnisht glory of the whole Creation that from that houre it hath groaned under the burden of that vanity and deformity to which this first sinne hath made it subject and will travaile in paine under the bondage of the same corruption untill it bee purged by fire in the great Day of the Lord. It but one sinne bee doted upon delightfully and impenitently like a lumpe of Leaven it soures all the Soule defiles the whole Man and every thing that proceeds from Him His thoughts desires affections words actions and that of all sorts naturall civill recreative religious It doth not onely unhallow his meate drinke carriage His buying selling giving lending and all His other dealings in the world even His plowing The plowing of the wicked is sinne Prov. 21.4 But also turnes all his spirituall services and divinest duties His prayer hearing reading receiving the Sacrament c. into abomination If but one raging corruption in a Minister Magistrate Master of a Family as lying swearing filthy-talking scoffing at Religion opposition to godlinesse Sabbath-breaking an humour of Good-fellowship or the like represent it selfe to the eye of the World in His ordinary carriage and hang out as a rotten fruite in the sight of the Sunne it is woont fearefully to infect or offend by a contagious insinuation and ill example all about Him to diffuse it's venome to His Family amongst His Sonnes and Servants over the Parish where Hee lives all companies where hee comes the whole Country round about especially if Hee bee a Man of eminency and Place 5. It is extremely ill A farre greater ill then the eternall damnation of a Man For when Hee hath Ilen many millions of yeeres in the Lake of fire and under the dominion of the second death He is never the nearer to satisfaction for sinne Not all those Hellish â—lames thorow all eternitie can possibly expiate the staine or extingvish the sting of the least sinne Nay the very destruction of all the creatures in the world of Men and Angels Heaven and Earth is a great deale lesse ill then to offend God with the least transgression of His lawes For all the creatures of ten thousand worlds were they all extant come infinitely short in excellency of worth of the Hearts-blood of Iesus Christ. And yet without the effusion of it no sinne could ever have been pardoned nor any Soule saved A man would thinke it a lesser ill to tell a lie then to lie in Hell But heare Chrysostome Altho many thinke Hell to bee the supreame and sorest of all evils yet I thinke thus and thus wil I daily preach That it is farre bitterer and more grievous to offend Christ then to bee tormented with the paines of Hell 6. It is full of most fearefull effects 1. It deprives every Impenitent 1. Of the fauour and love of God the onely Fountaine of all comfort peace and happinesse which is incomparably the most invalue-able losse that can be imagined 2. Of his portion in Christs blood of which tho the drops waight and quantity bee numbred finite and measurable yet the Person that shed it hath stampt upon it such height of price excellency of merit un-value-ablenes of worth that hee had infinitely better have his portion
thou wert able to doe Him all the honour service and worship which all the Saints both militant and triumphant doe it would come infinitely short of the merit of the least of all His mercies unto Thee in Iesus Christ. 2. How unkindelylie God takes the neglect of His extraordinary kindenesses unto vs. 2. Sam. 12.7 c. 1. Sam. 27.28.31 Ezech. 16. 16. Marke well and be amaz'd of thine owne fearefull and desperate folly when thou fallest deliberately into any sinne Thou lajest as it were in the one scale of the Balance the glory of Almighty God the endles ioies of Heaven the losse of thine immortall Soule the pretious blood of Christ c. And in the other some rotten pleasure earthly pelf worldly preferment fleshly lust sensuall vanity And suffers this prodigious madnes Bee astonished O yee Heavens at this and bee horribly afraid to out-weigh all those 17. Vpon the first assault of every sinne say thus unto thy self If I now yeeld and commit this sin I shall either repent or not repent If I doe not repent I am vndone If I doe repent it will cost mee incomparably more hearts-greife then the pleasure of the sinne is worth 18. Consider that for that very sinne to which thou art now tempted suppose lying lust ouer-reaching thy Brother c. many millions are already damned and even now burning in Hell And when thy foote is upon the brinke stay and thinke upon the wages And know for a truth that if thou falelst into that sinne thou art fallen into Hell if God helpe not out 19. Never bee the bolder to giue way unto any wickednes to exercise thine heart with covetousnesse cruelty ambition revenge adulterjes speculative wantonnesse selfe-uncleannesse or any other solitary sinfulnesse because thou art alone and no mortall eie lookes upon Thee For if thine heart condemne thee God is greater then thine heart and knoweth all things and will condemne thee much more If thy conscience bee as a thousand witnesses God who is the Lord of thy conscience will be more then a million of witnesses And thou mayst bee assured Howsoever thou blessest thy selfe in thy secrecy that what sin soever is now acted in the very retyredst corner of thine heart or any waies most solitarily by thy Selfe tho in the meane time it bee concealed and lie hid in as great darknesse as it was committed untill that last and great Day yet then it must most certainly out with a witnesse and bee as a legible on thy forehead as if it were writ with the brightest Sun-beame upon a Wall of Christall Thou shalt then in the face of Heaven and Earth bee laide out in thy colours and without confessing and forsaking while it is called to Day bee before Angels Men and Diuels vtterly universally and everlastingly shamed and confounded 20. Consider the resolute resistance and mortifyed resolutions against sinne and all entisements thereunto of many upon whom the Sun of the Gospell did not shine with such beauty and fullnesse as it doth upon vs neither were so many heavenly discoveries in the kingdome of Christ made knowne unto them as our daies have seene For vpon our times which makes our sins a great deale more sinfull hath happily fallen an admirable Confluence of the saving light and learning experience and excellency of all former Ages besides the extraordinary additions of the present which with a glorious Noonetide of united illuminations doth abundantly serve our turne for a continued further and fuller illustration of the great mystery of godlinesse and Secrets of sanctification Heare Chrysostome But I thinke thus and this will I ever preach that it is much bitterer to offend Christ then to bee tormented in the paines of Hell Hee that writes the life of Anselme saith thus of Him Hee feared nothing in the world more then to sinne My conscience bearing mee witnesse I lie not For we haue often heard Him professe That if on the onâ— hand He should see corporally the horrour of sinne on the other the paines of Hell and might necessarily bee plunged into the one Hee would chuse Hell rather then sinne And an other thing also no lesse perhaps wonderfull to some Hee was woont to say To wit That Hee would rather haue Hell beeing innocent and free from sinne then polluted with the filth thereof possesse the kingdome of Heaven It is reported of an other ancient holy Man that He was woont to say Hee would rather bee torne in peeces with wilde horses then wittingly and willingly commit any sin Ierome also in one of His Epistles tells a story of a young Man of most invincible courage and constancy in the Profession of Christ under some of the bloody Persecuting Emperours to this sense They had little hope as it seemes to conqver Him by torture and therfore they take this course with Him They brought Him into most fragrant Gardens flowing with all pleasure and delight there they laid Him upon a Bed of Downe softly enwrapped in a net of silke amongst the Lillies and the Roses the delicious murmure of the streames and the sweet whistling of the leaves they all depart and in comes a beautifull strumpet and vseth all the abominable tricks of Her impure Art and whoâ—sh villanies to draw Him to her desire Whereupon the yong Man fearing that Hee should now bee conqvered by folly who was Conqverer over fury out of an infinite detestation of sinne bites off a peece of His Tong with His owne teeth and spits it in the face of the whore And so hinders the hurt of sinne by the smart of his wound I might haue begun with Ioseph who did so bravely and blessedly beate backe and trample under His feete the sensuall solicitations of His wanton and wicked Mistris Hee had pleasure and preferment in His eye which were strongly offered in the temptation but Hee well knew that not all the offices and honours in Egypt could take off the guilt of that filth and therefore Hee resolved rather to lie in the dust then rise by sinne How can I doe this great wickednesse and sinne against God I might passe along to the Mothâ—â— and seven brethren 2. Mac. 7. who chose rather to passe thorow horrible tortures and a most cruell death then to eate swines â—lesh against the Law And so come downe along to that noble Army of Martyrs in Q. Maries time who were contented with much patience and resolution to part with all wife children liberty livelihood life it selfe even to lay it downe in the flames rather then to submit to that Man of sinne or to subscribe to any one Point of His Devillish Doctrine Thus as you haue heard I haue tendred many reasons to restraine from sinne which by the helpe of God may serve to take off the edge of the most eager temptation to coole the heat of the most furious entisement to embitter the sweetest baite that drawes to any sensuall delight Now my most
yet at last with everlasting kindnesse will Hee have mercy on Him And that Hee will never utterly and finally forsake any of His. Thus died those blessed Servants of God Mistris Bretergh Master Peacock c. Mistris Bretergh in the heate of temptatioÌ„ wished that she had never bin borne or that she had bin made any other creature rather then a woman But when that Hellish storme was over-blowne by the returne of the glorious beames of the Sun of righteousnesse into Her Soule She turnd her tune and triumphed thus Oh happy am I that ever I was borne to see this blessed Day I confesse before the Lord his loving kindnesse and his wonderfull workes before the sons of men For hee hath satisfied my Soule and filled my hungry Soule with goodnesse Master Peacocke in the height of His dreadfull Desertion told those about Him that hee converst with Hell-â—ounds That the Lord had cursed him That Hee had no grace That it was against the course of Gods proceeding to save Him c. But when that horrible tempest of spirituall terrours was happily disperst and the light of Gods comfortable countenance begun to shine againe upon His most heavy and afflicted spirit Hee dis-avowed all inconsiderate speeches as hee called them in his temptation and did humbly and heartily aske mercy of God for them all And did thus triumph What should I extoll the magnificence of God which is unspeakeable and more then any heart can conceive Nay rather let us with humble reverence acknowledge His great mercy What great cause have I to magnifie the great goodnesse of God that hath humbled Nay rather exalted such a wretched miscreant of so base condition to an estate so glorious and stately The Lord hath honored mee with his goodnesse I am sure hee hath provided a glorious Kingdome for mee The joy which I feele in my heart is uncredible 4. Some of Gods worthiest Champions and most zealous servants doe not answere the unreprooveable sanctity of their life and unspotted current of their former conversation with those proportionable extraordinary comforts and glorious Passages upon their beds of death which in ordinary congruity might be expected as a conuenient conclusion to the rare and remarkeable Christian cariages of such blessed Saints So bottomlesse and infinitely un-fathomable by the utmost of all created vnderstandings are the depths of Gods most holy waies and His inscrutable Counsells quite contrary many times to the probable conclusions of Man's best wisdome But every one of His sith he certainly passes thorow those pangs into pleasures and joyes endlesse and unspeakeable must be content to glorifie God to be seruiceable to His secret ends with what kinde of death Hee please whether it bee glorious and untempted or discomfortable because of Bodily distempers and consequently interpretable by undiscerning spirits or mingled of temptations and Triumphs or ordinary and without any great shew or remarkeable speeches after extraordinary singularities of an holy life which promised an end of speciall note and admiration Why may not some worthy heavenly-minded Christians sometimes by strong mortifying meditations and many conquering fore-conceits of death in their life time make it before-hand so familiar and easie unto them an by continuall conversing above and constant peace of conscience taste so deepely of spirituall ioyes that that dreadfull Passage out of this life as it may breede no great sense of alteration in themselves so no extraordinary matter of speciall observation to others Of the wicked and those who were ever strangers to the mystery of Christ and truth of godlinesse Some die desperately Tho thousands perish by presumption to One of these who despaire yet some there are to whom upon their beds of death all their sins are set in order before them and represented to the eie of their awaked consciences in such griesly formes and so terribly that at the very first and fearefull sight they are presently struck starke dead in soule and spirit utterly over-whelmed and quite swallowed up with guilty and desperate horrour So that afterward No counsell or comfort no consideration of the immeasurablenesse of Gods mercy of the unvaluablenesse and omnipotency that I may so speak of Christs bloud shed of the variety excellency of gracious promises of the losse of their owne immortall soules can possibly drive and divert from that infinitely false conceite and cursed Cry My sinnes are greater then can bee pardoned Whereupon most miserable and forlorne wretches they very wickedly and willfully throw themselves into Hell as it were upon earth and are damned above ground Thus the Lord sometimes for the terror of others glorifying his owne iustice bringing exemplary confusion upon impenitent obstinacy in sinne and willfull opposition to grace doth in greatest indignation by the hand of divine vengeance unclaspe unto them the Booke of their owne Conscience and of His owne holy Law In one of which they find now at length all their innumerable iniquities transgressions and sinnes engraven with the Point of a diamond enraged with Gods implacable wrath aggravated with the utmost malice of Satan And never to bee razed out or remitted but by the bloud of the Son of God in which they peremptorily professe themselves to have no part In the other they see the fiercenes and fulnesse of all the curses plagues and torments denounced there and due unto all impenitent sinners ready to bee poured upon their bodies and soules for ever And no possibility to prevent them no waies to decline them but by Gods infinite bounty thorow Iesus Christ in which they also utterly disclaime all right and interest And therefore they are now finally and desperately resolved to looke for no mercy But in their owne judgement and by their owne confession stand reprobates from Gods covenant and voide of all hope of His inheritance expecting with unspeakeable terrour and amazement of spirit the consummation of their miserie and fearefull sentence of eternall damnation They are commonly such as have been grosse Hypocrites like Iudas and lien in some secret abomination against the knowledge of their hearts all their life long that have followed still their owne sensuall wayes and course of the world against the light of the Ministry standing like an armed man in their consciences to the contrary who have been Scorners and Persecutours of the power of godlinesse and the good way who have abjured the Gospell of Iesus Christ and forsaken the Truth for honour wealth or worldly happinesse To whom the Lord in their life-time vouchsafed many mercies much prosperity great meanes of salvation long forbearance c. And yet they stood out still they still hated to bee reformed set as naught all His counsell and would 〈◊〉 of His â—â— proofe Wherefore the Day of gratious visitation beeing once expired a thousand Worlds will not purchase it againe Heaven and Earth cannot recall it No mercy no comfort no blessing can then bee had tho they seeke it with teares
and yelling They shall never more bee heard tho with much violence they throw their serikings into the Aire and cry with sighes and groanes as piercing as a sword Not but that the Gates of Heaven and armes of mercy may stand wide open untill their last breath But alas They have already so hardened their hearts that they cannot repent After thine hardnesse saith Paul and heart that cannot repent They now but howle upon their Beds they doe not cry unto God with their heart as the Prophet speakes Hos. 7.14 Their earnest and early crying in this last extremity is onely because Their feare is come upon them as desolution and their destruction as a whirlewinde When they cast out their considerations for comfort It is not the whole Creation can possibly help them for they must stand or fall to the Tribunall of the everlasting God mighty and terrible the Creator of the ends of the Earth If they looke up to God the Father that Prov. 1.24.26 comes presently into their heads with much horrour and quite kills their hearts Because Hee hath called all our life long and all that goodly time wee refused Hee will laugh now at our calamity and mocke when our feare is come Iesus Christ as they strongly conceive and un-mooveably conclude against themselves hath now to them for ever closed up His wounds as it were and will not afford them one drop of His blood because they have so often by comming unworthily spilt it in the Sacrament persecuted Him in His members and despised Him in the Ministry The blessed Spirit because in the Day of visitation they repelled all his inward warnings and holy motions preferring Satans impure suggestions before His sacred inspirations doth now in their own acknowledgement by the equity of a just proportion in this Day of vexation leave them to eat the fruit of their former wilfulnesse and reape the reward of their owne wayes Thus these forlorne wretches are disclaimed forsaken and abandoned of Heaven and Earth God and Man of all the comforts in this life and blessings of the World to come And so by finall despairing of Gods mercy the greatest of sinnes they most unhappily and cursedly follow Iudas the worst of men into the darkest and most damned nooke in Hell 2. Others die senselesly and blockishly They demeane themselues upon their dying Beds as tho there were no immortality of the Soule no Tribunall aboue no strict account to bee given up there for all things done in the flesh no everlasting estate in the world to come wherein every one must either lie in unspeakeable paines or live in un-utterable pleasures In their life time they were never woont to tremble at Gods judgments or rejoyce in his promises or much trouble themselves with the ministry of the Word or about the state of their soules All was one to them what Minister they had whether a Man taught to the kingdome of Christ or a generall Teacher or an ignorant Mangler of the word or a dissolute fellow or a Dawber with untempered morter or a dumbe Dog If they were neither Whores nor Thieves but well accounted of amongst their neighbours thriued in the world prospered in their outward state prouided for posterity slept in a whole skinne were not vexed on the Lords day with any of these precise Trouble-townes They were well enough and had all they looked for either in this world or in the world to come Wherefore at their death by reason of their former disacquaintance with spirituall things and God not opening their eies they are neither afflicted with any feare of Hell or affected with any hope of Heaven they are both un-apprehensive of their present danger and fearelesse of the fiery lake into which they are ready to fall In these regards they are utterly untouched die most quietly and without any trouble at all And it is their ordinary Answere when they are questioned about their spirituall state and How it stands with them betweene God and their owne Consciences I thanke God nothing troubles me Which tho they thinke it makes much for their owne credit yet alas It is small comfort to judicious By-standers and such as wish well to their Soules But rather a fearefull confirmation that they are finally giuen ouer to the spirit of slumber and sealed up by divine justice in the sottishnesse and security of their owne senselesse hearts for most deserved condemnation Thus these men as One speakes live like stocks and die like blocks And yet the ignorant people saith Greeneham will still commend such fearefull deaths saying He departed as meekely as a Lambe Hee went away as a bird in a shell when they might as well say but for their featherbed and their pillow hee dyed like a beast and perished like an Oxe in a ditch 3. Others die formally I meane they make very goodly shewes and representations of much confidence and comfort Having formerly beene formall Professours and so furnished with many formes of godly speeches and outward Christian behaviours And the spirit of delusion and spirituall Selfe-cousenage wich in their life time detained them in constancy of security and selfe-conceitednesse about the spirituall safty of their soules without any such doubts troubles feares temptations which are woont to haunt those who are true of heart for ordinarily such is the peace of unsound Professors continuing their imaginary groundlesse persvasion and presumption in the height and strength unto the end for their very last breath may bee spent in saying Lord Lord open unto us as wee see in the foolish Virgines and those Mat. 7. I say such men as these thus wofully deluded and fearefully deceiving others may cast out upon their last beds many glorious speeches intimating much seeming confidence of a good estate to God-ward contempt of the world willingnesse to die readinesse to forgiue all the world hope to bee saved desire to bee dissolved and goe to Heaven c. They may cry aloud with a great deale of formall confidence Lord Lord Mercy Mercy in the name of Christ Lord Iesus receive our spirits c. And yet all these goodly hopes and earnest eiaculations growing onely from a forme not from the power of godlines are but as I said somewhere before as so many catchings and scrablings of a Man over-head in water He strugles and strives for hold to save Himself but he graspes nothing but water it is still water which He catches and therefore sinkes and drownes They are all but as a spiders web Iob. 8. 14.15 Vpon which One falling from the top of an house laies hold by the way for stay and support Hee shall leaâ—e upon his house but it shall not stand Hâ—e shall hold it fast but it shall not endure O how many descend faitlâ— an ancient Father with this hope to eternall trauailes and torment How many saith an other worthy Doctour goe to Hell with a vaine hope of Heaven whose chiefest
INSTRVCTIONS FOR A RIGHT COMFORTING AFFLICTED CONSCIENCES with speciall Antidotes against some grievous temptations DELIVERED FOR THE MOST PART IN THE LECTVRE AT Kettering in North-hamptonshire By Robert Bolton Batchelor in Divinity and Preacher of Gods Word at Broughton in the same Countie LONDON Imprinted by Felix Kyngston for Thomas Weaver and are to be sold at his shop at the great North-dore of Saint Pauls Church 1631. TO THE HONOVRABLE AND WORTHY KNIGHT SIR ROBERT CARRE Gentleman of the Kings Bed-Chamber c. all holy Wisedome to walke in the Way to eternall Blisse SIR YOur extraordinary approbation and acceptance of my Directions for walking with God falling into your hands by Gods good providence I know not how accompanied with such noble circumstances and expressions of much undeserved respect to the Authour but especially of your affectionate love to the glorious Gospell of the blessed God farre dearer to every gracious heart which truely tastes the mysterie and mercies of Christ in it then it 's dearest blood or whatsoever is most deâ—â—re-able under the Sunne or admired most amongst the Sonnes of men hath encouraged me at this time to take the boldnesse to present this present Treatise more immediately and by speciall interest into your owne hand And I am the farre better pleased with my choise because I hold it a matter of singular comfort and speciall consequence to have an hand in diverting the eie of any that attends upon earthly Majesty from too much gazing upon the outward illustrious splendour which is woont to glister in the Courts of great Princes to the admiration and embracement of the glorious and ever-lasting beauty of the Lord Iesus In respect whereof all the fairest beames of felicity and joy which shine from the most orient Imperiall Diadems that crowne the face of the Earth are but a Moate of darkenesse and Lumpe of vanity And that for divers reasons 1. First Such as stand in the presence of mighty Kings are or ever should be men of greatest parts deepest understandings and most eminent abilities every Way Which being happily sanctifyed by a fruitfull influence from Heaven and by the helpe of the holy Ghost bent to the right end and spent upon the Objects they ought become gloriously serviceable to the King of Kings proportionably to their native excellency above ordinary gifts and the vulgar sort of sufficiencies Great endowments in what kinde soever gvided by a divine hand in their exercise and agitations doe ever a great deale of good To give Instance and not stirre from the Court The Lord of Heaven vouchsafed to King Iames of famous memory and One of the learnedest Princes that ever wore a Crowne upon Earth such a strong and enlarged understanding that wee should have magnified it as admirable even in a private man The same good hand of providence in great mercy directed it upon the right Object even the defense of the holy Truth of our blessedly reformed religion and destruction of Antichristianisme that accursed Hydra of all heresies and notoriously infamous both to this and the other World for horrible Massacres and murthering of Kings Whereupon besides that Hee hath by his Princely Pen given such a deadly wound to that Beast of Rome that Hee is never like to stand upon His foure legs againe Hee hath also left in His learned Labours such an immortall monument of Demonstrative light invincible Remonstrance against that bloody superstition that I am perswaded it will proove a most soveraigne preservative and a mighty Motive far stronger then a mountaine of Brasse to keepe all His Royall Posterity which shall hereafter successively sit upon His Regall Throne to the worlds end in a thorow universall and everlasting detestation of Popery Chamier that great glory of France and the whole Christian World was bountifully enriched from Heaven with singularity of learning and Polemicall Parts which being turned the right way have happily produced a Panstratia such victorious Volumes and so unanswerably triumphant over all Popish Sophistry that not all the Iesuites in Christendom tho they should rake Hell afresh for some new rotten distinctions to uphold their tottering Babell shall ever bee able to reply to any purpose Gnash the teeth they may with griefe and shame enough raile like the vassals of the great Whore impressioned with the impudency of her forehead and lie against Him voluminously But for any possibility of a sound Answer they must all let that alone for ever As on the contrary great parts empoisoned and mis-imploied plague extraordinarily The greater sufficiency without grace is but a sharper sword in a madder hand Hatred to goodnesse and height of Place attended with capacity and cunning worke a world of mischiefe Iulian the Apostate being an Emperour of admirable eloquence and exact learning What horrible worke What hurt and havocke did he make in the Primitive times amongst the people of God! The Iesuites at this day brought up in variety of literature and Machivellian mysteries become the grand Impostours and Impoisoners of innumerable Soules the most notorious Incendiaries and Assasins that ever the earth bore such murtherers of Princes Butcherers of people Firers of States and Blowers-up of Parliaments as former Histories never heard of Thus when men of Place and imploiment mighty and remarkeable in the World improove the utmost possibilites of their Wit and Art of all their naturall and acquired Parts to serve their own turnes and attaine their private ends to rise revenge grow rich or more immediately by some speciall service to advance the Kingdome of darknesse and dominion of Antichrist O the Luciferian pride the injustice the cruelty the Machiavellisme the putting of faire pretences upon pestilent plots the drowning of innocency in the Depths of State the crafty and mercilesse pressures of Gods people and those over whom they domineere It is then a work of great Waight and Worthinesse to winne a great man to the waies of God Hereby the common state of goodnesse is mightily strengthned and which is an equall happinesse the Divels side goes downe and Belials hang the head For according to the eminency of his Gifts and greatnesse of Place is the excellency of good or excesse of ill that Hee doth It were to bee wished therefore if God so pleased that all the incurable and implacable enemies to the grace of God good men and power of godlinesse were Dunces and Fooles that they might not bee able to manage their malice and power with such Depths and dexterity to the more dangerous under-mining of the kingdome of Christ and their owne more desperate ruine and greater damnation 2. Secondly Great men are subject to great temptations And therefore it is the harder Taske and more honorable triumph to turne them on Gods side Had not an All-mighty hand mastered the temptation steeled his Faith and represented to his eie the matchlesse glory of an immortall Crowne Moses had never been able to
an heavenly hoard of grace good conscience Gods favour c. happily treasured up while it is called Today hath the sole and sacred property and priviledge to hold up our hearts In times of horrour inabling us in the meane time patiently and profitably to master all miseries passe thorow all persecutions conquer all Commers and at length by the helpe of God to pull the very heart as it were out of Hell with confidence and triumph to looke even death and the Divell in the face and to stand with boldnesse before the terrour of the last Day like an unmooveable Rock when the Sonnes and daughters of confusion who have slept in harvest and mispent the gratious Day of their visitation shall intreate the mountaines and Rockes to fall upon them I say it being thus let every one of us like Sonnes and daughters of wisedome in this short Sommers Day of our abode upon earth and in this glorious Sun-shine of the Gospell and pretious seasons of grace imploy all meanes improove all oportunities to gather in with all holy greedinesse and treasure up abundantly much spirituall strength and lasting comfort against the evill Day To which let us be quickned by such considerations as these 1. This wise and happy treasuring up of heavenly hoards and comforts of holinesse afore hand will sweetely mollisie and allay the bitternesse and smart of that heavinesse and sorrow of those fearefull amazements and oppressions of spirit naturally incident to times of trouble and feare which ordinarily doe very grievously sting and strike thorow the hearts of carnall and secure Worldlings with full rage and the very slashes and fore-tastes of Hell Of all other passions of the Soule sadnesse and griefe grates most upon the vitall spirits dries up soonest the freshest marrow in the bones and most sensibly suckes out the purest and refinedst bloud in the heart All the Obiects of lightsomnesse and ioy are drowned in an heauy heart even as the beauty of a Pearle is dissolved in vineger Now the onely Cordiall and Counter-poyson against this dampe of light-heartednesse and Cut-throate of life is the secret sweetenesse and shining pleasure of that One pearls of great price three orient raies whereof are righteousnesse and peace and ioy in the holy Ghost treasur'd up in the Cabinet of a good conscience The glory pretiousnesse and power of which hidden treasure purchased with the sale of all sinne doth many times shine faireliest upon the Soule in the saddest times inspires for the most part into the hearts of the owners the greatest courage and constancy of spirit even in the dayes of adversity and vexation inables them to digest and beare without any great wound or passion those crosses and cruelties which would breake the backe and crush the heart of the stoutest Temporizer Was there not a great deale of difference thinke you betwixt the heart of Hezekiah who had walked before God in truth and with a perfect heart when He heard the newes of death from the mouth of the Prophet and the heart of Belshazzar when he saw the hand-writing upon the wall Giue me a great man who carries a way the credit and current of the times with all bravery and triumph wallowes and tumbles himselfe in the glory and pleasures of the present Throw Him from the transitory top of His heaven upon earth upon His last bed present unto His eye at once the terrible paÌ„gs of approaching death the ragefull malice of the powers of Hell the crying wounds of His bleding conscience the griesely fourmes of His innumerable sinnes His finall farewell with all worldly delights the pit of fire and brimstone into which He is ready to fall And I tell you true I would not endure an houres horrour of His wofull heart for His present Paradise to the worlds end But on the other side let me be the man whom the corruptions of the time confine to obscuritie who mournes in secret for the horrible abominations and crying sinnes that raigne amongst us who thinkes that day best spent wherein Hee hath gathered most spirituall strength against that last and sorest combate and by the mercies of God and humble dependance upon His omnipotent arme I will looke in the face the cruellest concurrence of all those former terrors with â—â—â—fidence and peace 2. Secondly By this spirituall hoarding of comfortable provision against the Evill day we may prevent a great deale of impatiency dependance upon the Arme of flesh base feares sinkings of heart un-manly deiections of spirit desperate resolutions and many passionate distempers of such raging and distracted nature which are woont to seize upon and surprise unholy and unprepared hearts when the Hand of God is heavy upon them How bravely and Heroically did patient Iob beare and breake thorow a matchlesse variety and extremity of calamities and conflicts The softest of whose sufferings would have strucke full cold to the heart of many a Carnalist and made it to dye within Him like a stone as Nabals did One of the least the losse of His goods I am perswaded would have caused many covetous worldlings to have laid violent and bloudy hands upon themselues For instance Ahitophel onely because the glory of his state-wisedome was obscur'd and overtopt at the counsell-Bord sadled His Asse gate Him Home put His houshold in order and hanged Himselfe The onely cause of His fainting in the day of disgrace and dis-acceptation was His false and rotten heart in matters of religion While the Crowne sate with security and safety upon Davids head He walked with Him as a companion unto the House of God But when the winde begun to blow a little another way and upon Absoloms side like a true Temporizer He followes the blast and turnes his sailes according to the weather And therefore His hollow heart having made the Arme of flesh His Anchor and a vanishing Blase of honour His chiefest blessednesse shrinkes at the very first sight and suspition of a tempest and sinkes this miserable Man into a Sea of horrour But now on the contrary what was the cause that Iobs heart was not crusht into pieces under the bitter concurrence of such a world of crosses of which any one severally was sufficient to have made a Man extreamely miserable The true reason of His patient resolution amid so many pressures was the spirituall riches He had hoarded up in the time of His happines Amongst which the divinest and dearest Iewel lay nearest unto His heart as a counterpoyson to the venome and sting of the Divels deadliest malice I meane a sound and strong faith in Iesus Christ the Lambe slaine from the beginning of the world which now began to shine the fairest in the darkest Midnight of His miseries and sweetly to dart out many heavenly sparkles of comfort and such glorious eiaculations as these Though he slay me yet will I trust in Him Cap. 13.15 And that cap. 19 23 c. Oh that my words were
That Heathenish Religion did inspire Her Worthies of Old with invincible victorious spirits But Christian Religion begets effeminatâ—nesse deiections and seare He speakes to this purpose which to me seemes strange That such a profound Professour of the depths or rather diuelishnesse of policy should dote so sottishly And yet it is no such strange thing for many times we may observe that deepest Policy by the curse of God upon it for opposition to goodnesse turnes into extremest folly And all counsels and politicke constitutions against Christ are but the brainelesse infatuations of Ahitophel For that which this fellow holds there holds strong contradiction both to common sense and a thousand experiences to the contrary For the first and in a word Let the great Master of mischiefe and of most abhorred atheisticall Principles of State tell me whether a reall assurance of a Crowne of life and endlesse ioyes in another world be not more powerfull to raise a Mans spirit to the highest pitch of undaunted noblenesse of spirit and unconquerable resolution then a vaine breath of immortall fame amongst miserable men after this life And in this lies the sinew of His proofe For the second Let the Acts of the ancient Iews be indiffereÌ„tly wayed from whose magnanimity in causes of most extreme hazard those strange and unwonted resolutions have growne which for all circumstances saith a great Divine no people under the roofe of heaven did ever hitherto match And that which did alwaies animate them was their meere Religion And let the Chronicles also say I of later times be searched and wee shall find from time to time many renowned Worthies to have for ever ennobled the matchlesse and incomparable courage of Christianity with in imitable impressions of valour and visible transcendency above all humane boldnesse and affected audacities of the most valiant Pagans To begin with great Constantine the first mighty Commander of a Christian Army with what victorious glory did He confound cut off many potent Heads of Paganisme Thrice was the whole world most famously fought for betweene Alexander and Zerxes Caesar and Pompey Constantine Licinius This last was most illustrious wherein Constantine the Great did mightily conquer and triumphantly carry all before him the heroicall and royall spirit of Christianity trampling victoriously upon the desperate rage of the most furious foole-hardy Pagan Tyrants I might here passe on to Theodosius and his miraculous conquests and so along but the disgression would bee too unseasonable Therefore I leave you for the prosecution of this point to Anti-Machiavel Even in later times wofully plagued under the reigne of Antichrist with a vast degeneration from primitive purity and power Christian Religion tho empoysoned with Popish superstition yet did so farre inspire it 's Warlike Professors with extraordinary spirits that in point of manhood they did wonders to the astonishment of the whole world and all succeeding Ages Godfrey of Bulloigne that famous Warriour with his followers conquered in lesse then foure yeeres all the goodliest Provinces of Asia and drave out the Turkes In that dreadfull and cruell conflict in Solomons Temple as himselfe reports in a letter to Bohâ—mund King of Antioch their men by the great slaughter of the enemy stood in blood above the ancles At that terrible and bloody battell at Ascalon as most report they slew an hundred thousand Infidels c. The valour and victories of Hunniades whose mighty spirit and incredible courage for any thing I know have no parallell in any precedent Story were so great and did like a violent tempest and impetuous torrent so batter and beate downe the enemies of Christ that Hee was rightly reputed the Bulwarke of Europe and thundring terrour of the Turkes amongst whom His name became so dreadfull that as the story reports they used the same to feare their crying children withall Hee fought five times with the Turkes upon one day and five times foyled and put them to flight with the losse of three thousand He killed that valiant Viceâ—oy of Asia Mesites Bassa with His sonne and twenty thousand Turkes moe at that famous battell of Vascape wherein he got the greatest victory that ever any Christian Prince before that time obtained against the Turkish Kings with fifteene thousand souldiers He overthrew Abedin Bassa sent against Him most ragingly by reason of a late shamefull losse according to Amuraths instructions by the slaughter of the Hungarians to sacrifice unto the Ghosts of their dead friends and companions with an Army of fourescore thousand fighting men Scanderbeg also was such a Mirrour of Manhood so terrible to the Turkes that nine yeares after His death passing thorow Lyssa where His Body lay buried they digged up His bones with great devotion reckoning it in some part of their happines if they might but see or touch the same and such as could get any part thereof were it never so little caused the same to be set some in silver some in gold to hang about their necks or weare upon their bodies thinking the very dead bones of that late invincible Champion would animate their spirits with strange and extraordinary elevation and vigour Besides an admirable variety of other rare exploits at one time with the losse of sixty Christians He slew Amesa with thirty as some say but at least twenty thousand Turks He kild with His owne hand above two thousand enimies When He entered into sight the Spirit of valour did so work within Him and the fiercenes of His courage so boyled in His brest that it was woont to make bloud burst out at His lips and did so steele His Arme that He cut off many overthwart by the middle But take notice by the way aâ— profession of Christian religion inspired these renowned Worthies with a marchles height of courage and might of spirit so the mixture with Popish Idolatry did then and doth to this day unhappily hinder all thorow successe and constant prevailing against that most mighty bloud-thirsty Turkish Tyrant the terrour of Christendome who drunke with the wine of perpetuall felicity holds all the rest of the world in scorne and is the greatest and cruellest scourge of it that ever the Earth bore And besides that the Idolatry of the Romish Church most principally and with speciall curse blasts and brings to naught all undertakings of the Christian world against that wicked Empire the practise also of some pestilent Principles proper to that Man of sin hath plagued the most hopefull enterprises in this kinde For instance The king of Hungary by the helpe of Hunmades was in a faire course and forwardnes to have tamed and taken downe nay to have for ever crusht and confounded the insolency and usurpations of that raging Nimrod but then comes in the Pope with a beastly tricke and utterly dashes and undoes all For He out of His Luciferian pride by the power or rather poison
of that Antichristian cut-throate Position Of keeping no oath nor faith with Infidells and Hereticks unhappily undertooke to absolve Vladisâ—aus the King the rest whom it did concerne from that solemne oath for confirmation of a concluded peace taken of Him upon the Holy Evangelists and of Amurath by His Ambassadors upon their Turkish Alcaron Whereupon they resolutely breake the league raise a great Army presently and against their oath and promise set upon the Turke with periury and perfidiousnes accompanied with Gods curse exposed the Christian party to a most horrible overthrow in that bloudy battaile of Varna and cast upon the Profession of Christ such an aspersion and shame that not all the bloud of that rope of Popes which constitute Antichrist could ever be able to expiate Looke upon the story and consider what a reproch and inexpiable staine doth rest upon the face of Christian religion by this wicked Stratagemme of Popish treachery and that even upon record to all posterity For Amurath the Turkish Emperour in the heate of the sight pluckt the writing out of His bosome wherein the late league was compris'de and holding it up in his hand with his eyes cast up to Heaven said thus Behold thou crucified Christ this is the league thy Christians in thy Name made with Me which they have without cause violated Now if Thou be a God as they say Thou art and as wee dreame reuenge the wrong now done unto Thy Name and Mee and shew thy power upon Thy periurious people who in their deeds deny Thee their God 2. Secondly Sith a stocke of grace and the comforts of a sound conscience be onely able to crush all crosses out-face all aduersaries take the sting out of all sorrowes and sufferings and serve in the evill Day as a soveraigne Antidote to save the Soule from sinking into the mouth of despaire and extremest horrour then three sorts of people here offer themselves to be censured and are to bee frighted and fir'd out of their damned security and cruell case 1. Those fooles Sonnes and daughters of confusion and sloth who having a price in their hands to get wisedome yet want hearts to lay it out for spirituall provision before hand They enioy by Gods rare and extraordinary indulgence and favour life strength wit health and many other outward happinesses nay the most glorious Day of a gracious visitation that did ever shine upon Earth many golden and goodly oportunities many blessed seasons and sermons to enrich their foules abundantly with all heavenly treasures and yet they are so farre from spending their abilities entertaining those mercifull Offers and apprehending such happy aduantages for their true and eternall good that they most unworthily and unthankfully abuse mispend and dis-imploy all their meanes time and manifold mercies to serve their own turnes attaine their sensuall ends and possesse the Present with all the carnall contentment they can possibly devise These vassals of selfe-love and slaves of lust are so lull'd upon the lap of pleasure by the Syren songs of Satans solicitors and so drunke with worldly prosperity by swimming down the current of these corruptest times with full saile of sensuality and ease that they fall asleepe for all the while of the happy Harvest in this life for Inning grace into the Soule under the Sun-shine of the Gospell wasting their pretious time of gathering spiritual Manna in grasping gold clasping about the Arme of flesh sâ—ruing themselves by all wajes and meanes into high roomes crowning themselves with Rose-buds tumbling voluptuously in the pleasures and glory of this false and flattering world But alas poore soules what will they doe in the evill Day When after the hot gleame of earthly glory and a short calme cut ouer the Sea of this world they are come into the Port of death to which all windes drive them and having there let fall that last Anchor which can never be weighed againe shall be set in the land of darkenes the dust whereof is brimstone and the riuers burning pitch where they shall meete with whole Armies of tempestuous and fiery plagues and the envenomed Arrowes of Gods unquenchable anger shall sticke fast for ever in their Soule flesh where they shall never more see the Light nor the Land of the living but be drowned in everlasting perdition in the Lake even a boyling Sea of fire and brimstone where they can see no banke nor feele no bottome What will these sleepers in Harvest say when they shall be awaked at that dreadfull Houre out of their golden dreames and in their hands shall finde nothing but the iudgement of God growing upon their thoughts as an impetuous storme death standing before them unresistable like an armed Man sin lying at the doore like a bloud-hound and a guilty conscience knawing at the heart like a Vulture When they shall lie upon their last Beds like wild Bulls in a net as the Prophet speakes full of the wrath of God saying in the morning would God it were Even and at Even would God it were morning for the feare of their heart wherewith they shal feare and for the sight of their eyes which they shall see I say in what case will they be then Then But my words doe faile mee here and so doth my conceit For as none knowes the sweetnesse of the Spouses kisse but the Soule that receives it so neither can any one conceive this damned horrour but He that suffers it The Lord of Heaven in mercy awake theÌ„ in the meane time with the peircing thunder of His sacred and saving Word that they may be happily frighted fired out of their amased Soule-murdring sloth before they feele in Hell those fearefull things wee so faithfully forewarne them of To rouse them out of this cruell carnall security let them entertaine into their most serious thoughts such considerations as these Consider 1. Why thou camest into this world There is not so much as one Age past since Thou layest hid in the loathed state of being nothing Above fiue thousand yeeres were gone after the Creation before there was any newes of Thee at all And thou mightst never have bin God had no neede of Thee He gave Thee a Beeing onely out of His owne meere bounty Infinite millions shall never bee which might have bin as well as Thouâ— Gods omnipotency is equally able and active to have prodâ—ced them as Thee And no parts of that vast Abysse of Nothing can possibly make any resistance to Almightinesse And besides being so that Thou must needs have a being there is not any Creature that ever issued out of the hands of God but thou mightest haue bin that either for the kinde or for the particular All is One to Him to make an Angell or an Ant To create the brightest Cherub or the most contemptible Flie For in every creation no lesse then Omnipotency must needes bee the Efficient and no more then Nothing is
and truely examine what it hath reserved either of beauty and youth or fore-gone delights what it hath saved that it might last of his dearest affections or of whatever else the joviall Spring-time gave his thoughts contentment then unvaluable and he shall finde that all the art which his elder yeeres have can draw no other vapour out of these dissolutions then heavy secret and sad sighs He shall finde nothing remaining but those sorrowes which grow up after our fast-springing youth â—vertake it when it is at a stand and overtop it utterly when it begins to wither in so much as looking backe from the very instant time and from our now being the poore diseased and captive creature hath as little sense of all his former miseries and paines as he that is most blest in common opinion hath of his forepassed pleasures and delights For whatsoever is cast behind us is just nothing To ponder also profitably upon eternity that we may apply our hearts unto wisedome and so improove this short moment upon earth that it may goe well with us for ever let us take notice of and sensibly to heart this one quickning passage confidently averred by a great Writer If God saith He should speake thus to a damned Soule Let the whole world be filled with sand from the earth to the Empyrean heauen and then let an Angell come euery thousandth yeere and fetch only one graine from that mighty sandy mountaine when that immeasurable Heape is so spent and so many thousand yeeres expired I will deliver Thee out of Hell and those extreamest horrours that most miserable forlorne wretch notwithstanding that he were to lie thorow that unconceiveable length of time in those intollerable Hellish torments yet upon such a promise would infinitely rejoyce and deeme himselfe not to be damned But alas when all those yeeres are gone there are thousands upon thousands moe to be endured euen thorow all eternitie and beyond How heavy and horrible is the waight of everlastingnesse in that burning Lake and those tormenting flames when a damned man would thinke himselfe in Heaven in the meane time if he might have but hope of comming out of them after so many infinite millions of yeeres in them 3. That it would not profit a man tho he should gaine the whole world if he lose his owne Soule and that a man can give nothing in exchange for his Soule Christ himselfe said so Suppose thy selfe crowned with the confluence of all worldly felicities to have purchased a Monopoly of all pleasures honours and riches upon the whole earth to be attended with all the pompe and state thy heart could desire Yet what were this momentany golden dreame to a reall glorious eternitie How stinging would the most exquisite delight be curiously extracted out of them all accompanied with this one conceite the Soule is lost everlastingly All these painted vanities might seeme perhaps a gaudy Paradise to a spirituall Foole who hath his portion in this life But what true pleasure can a Man in his right wits but morally and illightned no further then with Philosophy take in them sith setting other respects aside they are so fading and He so fraile For the first God hath purposely put a transitory and mortall nature into all things here below They spring and flourish and die Even the greatest kingdomes and strongest Monarchies that ever were haue had as it were their infancy youthfull strength Mans state old age and at last their grave See the end of the mightiest states that ever the Sun saw shadowed by Nebuchadnâ—zzars great Image Dan. 2. 35. There was never Empire upon earth were it never so flourishing or great was ever yet so assured but that in revolution of time after the manner of other worldly things it hath as a sicke body bin subject to many innovations and changes and at length come to nothing Much more then the pride and pompe of all other inferiour earthly glory hath fallen at last into the dust and lies now buried in the grave of endlesse forgetfulnesse For the second Imagine there were constancy and eternity in the forenamed earthly bables yet what Man of braine would prize them worth a button sith His life is but a bubble and the very next houre or day to come He may utterly be cut off from them all for ever To day hee is set up and to morrow he shall not be found for he is turned into dust and his purpose perisheth Take them both together thus Set upon the head of the Worthiest Man that the earth beares yet wanting grace in His Soule all the most orient imperiall Crownes that ever highest ambition aimed at or attain'd unto put upon Him the royallest roabes that ever enclosed the body of the proudest Lucifer fill Him with all the wisedome and largest comprehensions which fall within the wide compasse and capacitie of any depths of policy or mysteries of state furnish Him to the full with the exactnesse and excellency of all naturall morall and metaphysicall learning put Him into the sole possession and command of this and the other golden world In a word crowne Him with the concurrence of all created earthly excellencies to the utmost and highest straine And lay this Man thus qualifyed and endowed upon the one scale of the ballance and vanity upon the other and vanity will overweigh Him quite Men of high degree are a lye to be laid in the ballance they are altogether lighter then vanitie Psal. 62.9 The rich Foole in the Gospell teacheth us that there is no man so assured of his honour of his riches health or life but that he may be deprived of either or all the very next night Besides by a thousand other causes meanes and wayes He may also be suddainely snatched away from the face of the earth in anger for setting his heart and rest upon such rotten staves of reede transitory shadowes and indeed that which is nothing Wilt thou cast thine eyes upon it which is nothing for riches conceive the same of all other worldly comforts taketh her to her wings as an Eagle and flieth into the heaven Prov. 23.5 How truely then is that mad and miserable Man a Sonne of confusion who spends the short Span of his mortall life in wooing the world who was never true to those that trusted in her ever false-hearted to all Her Favorites and at length most certainely undoes spiritually and everlastingly every Wretch that is wedded unto Her who passeth thorow a few and evill daies in this vale of teares in following feathers pursuing shadowes raising bubbles and balls like those which Boies out of spittle and sope in their pastimes blowing up with their quills ere they be tossed three times burst of themselues I meane worldly vanities but in the meane time suffers His immortall Soule more worth then many mateâ—â—all worlds and for which He can give nothing in exchange to abide all naked destitute and empty utterly unfurnished
slender sigh I must bee assured that the Spirit of God is present and worketh His good worke Faith saith 〈◊〉 sin in the most holy men in this life is imperfect and weake yet neverthelesse whosoever feeles in his heart an earnest desire and a striving against his naturall doubtings both can and must assure Himselfe that Hee is indued with true Faith If thou shalt feele thy selfe saith Rolloc to beleeve in Christ and that for Christ or at lâ—ast if thou canst not forthwith attaine that If thou feele thy selfe willing to beleeve in Christ for Christ and willing to doe al things for Gods sake and syncerely Thou hast certainely a very excellent argument both of perseverance in Faith and of that faith which shall last for ever Our faith may bee so small and weake saith Tassin as it doth not yet bring forth fruits that may bee lively felt in us but if they which feele themselves in such estate desire to have these feelings namely of Gods favour and love if they aske them at Gods hands by prayer this desire and prayer are testimonies that the spirit of God is in them and that they have Faith already For is such a desire a fruit of the flesh or of the spirit It is of the holy Spirit who bringeth it forth onely in such as He dwells in c. Is it possible saith Hooker speaking of Valentinian the Emperour out of Ambrose that He which had purposely the Spirit given Him to desire grace should not receive the grace which that spirit did desire Where wee cannot doe what is inioyned us God accepteth our Will to doe in stead of the Deede it selfe I am troubled with feare that my sinnes are not pardoned saith Careles They are answered Bradford For God hath given thee a penitent and beleeving Heart that is an heart which desireth to repent and beleeve For such an One is taken of Him Hee accepting the Will for the Deede for a penitent and beleeving heart Before I come to the vse of this comfortable Point lest any coozen themselves by any mis-conceites about it As the notorious Sinner the meere Civill Man and the formall Professour may all doe very easily take notice of some Markes of this saving Desire It is 1. Supernaturall For it followes an effectuall conviction of sinne and co-operation of the spirit of bondage with the preaching and power of the Law for a thorow casting a Man downe in the sight of the Lord shewing and convincing Him to bee a Sinke of sinne abomination and curse to bee quite undone lost and damned in Himselfe Which preparative worke precedent to the desire I speake of is it selfe above nature Whereupon the Soule thus illightened convinced and terrified being happily lead unto and looking upon the glorious mystery of the Gospell the excellency and offer of Iesus Christ the sweetnesse and freenesse of the Promises the heavenly splendour and riches of the Pearle of great price c. doth conceive by the helpe of the holy Ghost this desire and vehement longing Which you may then know to bee saving when it is joyned with an hearty willingnesse and unfained resolution to sell all to part with all sinne to bid adiew for ever to our darling-delight c. It is not then an effect onely of selfe-love not an ordinary wish of naturall appetite like Baalams Numb 23.10 Of those who desire to bee happy but are unwilling to bee holy who would gladly bee saved but are loth to bee sanctified 2. It ever springs from an humble meeke and bruised spirit very sensible both of the horrour of sin and happinesse of pardon both of it 's owne emptinesse and of the fulnesse in Christ Never to bee found in the affections of a Self-ignorant Selfe-confident unhumbled Pharisie 3. It must be constant importunately greedy after supply and satisfaction Not out of a Pang or passion onely or begot by the tempest of some present extremity like a flash of lightning and then quite vanishing away when the storme of terrour and temptation is over For if a syncere thirst after Christ be once on foote and takes roote in an heart truly humbled it never determines or expires in this life or the life to come 4. It is ever enlinckt and enlived with a continued and conscionable use and exercise of the meanes and drawes from them by little and little spirituall strength and vigour much vitall efficacy and increase Not idle ignorant un-exercised It were very vaine and absurd to heare a Man talke of His desire to live and yet would neither eate nor drinke nor sleepe nor exercise nor take Physicke nor use those meanes which are ordinary and necessary for the maintenance of life It is as fruitlesse and foolish for any one to pretend a desire of grace after Christ and to bee saved and yet will not prize and ply the faithfull Ministry the Word preached and read prayer meditation conference vowes dayes of humiliation the use of good company and good bookes and all divine Ordinances and blessed meanes appointed and sanctified by God for the procuring and preserving a good spirituall state 5. It is not a lazy cold heartlesse indifferent desire but earnest eager vehement extremely thirsting as the parched earth for refreshing shewers or the hunted Hart for the Water-brookes Never was Ahab more sicke for a Vine-yard Rachel more ready to die for children Sisera or Samson for thirst then a truly humbled Soule after Iesus Christ after bathing in His blood and hiding it selfe in His blessed righteousnesse This desire deads the heart to all other desires after earthly things gold good-fellow-ship pleasures fashions even the delights of the bosome-sinne c. All other things are but drosse and dung vanity and vile in respect of that object it hath now found out and affects As Aarons Rod managed miraculously by the hand of divine power swallowed up all the other Rods of Pharaohs Sorcerers So this spirituall desire planted in the heart by the holy Ghost eates up and devoures as it were all other desires and over-eager affections after worldly contentments as worthlesse vaine transitory as empty Clouds Welles without water Comforters of no valew Wee that deale with afflicted consciences heare many times some expressions of this impatient violent desire in troubled minds I have borne nine children said One with as great paine I thinke as other women I would with all my heart beare them all over againe and passe againe thorow the same intolerable pangs every day as long as I live to bee assured of my part in Iesus Christ. Complaining another time that shee had no hold of Christ it was said unto Her But doth not your heart desire and long after Him Oh! sayes she I have an Husband and Children and many other comforts I would give them all and all the good I shall ever see in this World or in the World to come to have my poore thirsty Soule
confidence as it was woont So that for a time Thou mayst lie under the torture of an heavy heart uncheerfullnesse in all thy waies and some degree of horrour because thou canst get no better hold-fast But more is thy fault For never did dearest Father so lovingly entertaine into His greedy armes a penitent Sonne returning from going astray then our mercifull God upon thy renewed humiliation is willing to shine upon thee againe with the refreshing beames and blessings of his woonted favour Yet tell mee true deare Heart Tho for the present that precious and happy prayer of Paul for the Romanes The God of hope fill you with all ioy and peace in beleeving be not fulfilled upon thy Soule Tho thy former joyfull feelings bee turned into distrustfull feares yet doth not that heavy heart of thine desire farre more to bee re-comforted with the presence and pleased face of thy Beloved then crowned with the glory and pleasures of many worlds Wouldest thou not much rather feele the hand of thy Faith fastned againe with peace and full perswasion upon the Person Passion and promises of the Lord Iesus then graspe in thy bodily hand the richest Imperiall Crowne that ever sate upon any Caesars head If Satans spitefull craft taking a cruell advantage of thy present dejection of spirit doe not hinder thy trembling heart from telling the truth I know thou canst not deny this And then I must tell Thee These hearty longings and longing desires in the meane time untill God give more strength be right deare to that tender-hearted Father of thine which doth infinitely more esteeme one groane or sigh from a broken spirit then a thousand rammes or tenne thousand rivers of oyle and are most pretious and piercing to that compassionate heart that poured out it's warmest and dearest blood to purchase the salvation and refresh the sadnesse of every truly-humbled Soule Ground upon it then and bee of good cheere If thy troubled spirit fild with the sense of the want of it's former sweet and joyfull feelings finde in it selfe a true and hearty longing after the supply of that want a constant and conscionable pursuite of all holy meanes for the procurement of that supply I can assure Thee in the Word of life and truth in Gods season Thou shalt bee satisfyed Hee will fullfill the desires of them that feare Him Hee also will heare their cry and will save them And this blessed promise for the accomplishment of thy desire is as surely thine as the breath in thy Body Hee must sooner cease to bee God and deny Himselfe which is more then infinitely impossible and prodigious blasphemy to imagine then faile in the least circumstance or syllable of all His love and promises of life to any One that heartily loves Him All the sacred Sayings in His holy Booke and all those promises of salvation are signed with the hand of Truth it selfe and sealed with the blood of His beloved Sonne And so are farre surer then the Pillars of the Earth or Poles of Heaven For Heaven and Earth must passe away before any title of His Word fall unto the ground And therefore as Hee will most certainly poure upon the hairy Pate of every One which hates to bee reformed all the plagues and curses threatned there even to the least sparke of the flames of Hell and the last drop of the full vials of His infinite endlesse unquenchable wrath so will Hee abundantly make good to every upright Soule syncerely thirsting after Iesus Christ in the best time all the promised good in His blessed Booke and that aboue all expectation expression conceit 4. Fourthly Thou mayst bee diversly distressed upon thy Bed of death 1. Casting thine eye backe upon thy whole life all thy sinnes from Adam to that houre and willing as thou must now take thy farewell so to take thy fill of repentance They appeare to the eie of thy conscience farre moe in number and more ougly then ever before And no marvaile for beeing now sequestred for ever from all worldly comforts and company distractions and diversions and the cloudes of naturall feare raised by the dreadfull circumstances of approaching dissolution uniting as it were and collecting the sight of thy Soule which imploiments in the world commerce amongst men and Sunne-shine of outward prosperity did before too much disperse dazle and divert they are represented farre more to the life and in their true colours Whereupon comparing the poore weake nothingnesse as thou now apprehends of thy godly sorrow hatred and opposition against them with thy present apprehension of their hainousnesse hatefulnesse and horrible number Thou begins to bee dejected and knowest not well what to thinke of thy Selfe I say then for thy comfort consult with thy sanctified heart and thou shalt finde and feele an infinite hearty desire that thy repentance for them detestatiō of them and heart-rising against them had been and now were as thorow sound and resolute as ever was in any penitent Soule that breathed the life of grace upon earth 2. Secondly Revising now thy whole Christian conversation spending of Sabbaths pouring out prayers reading Scriptures hearing the Word love of the Brethren dayes of humiliation workes of mercy receiving the Sacrament godly conference living by Faith in all estates c. Thou mayst see them in this last impartiall cleare retired examination of thy conscience to have been pestered with so many failings imperfections deadnesse of spirit distractions distempers that thou begins to feare and conceive As well never a whit as never the better as they say c. In this case also reflect upon the holy habituall disposition of thy heart and thou shalt feele it thirsting and longing unfainedly that all the holy duties and good deeds that ever passed thorow thy heart and hands had been done in answerable exactnesse to the rules of divine Truth and if it had so pleased God with absolute freedome from all infirmities 3. Thirdly Thou mayst bee troubled at that time because beeing perhaps as yet but of little standing in Profession thou hast done God so little service and in that short time hast not stood on Gods side with that courage and life nor walked in his holy wayes with that watchfulnesse and Zeale as thou mightest And it cuts thy heart the more because thou spent so much of thy time in serving thy selfe and Satan and expectest now to enjoy immortall joyes and a Crowne of endlesse blisse But here is thy comfort It is the unfained desire and resolution of thine heart If the Lord would bee pleased to allow Thee a longer time in this life and adde many moe yeeres unto it Thou wouldest double thy diligence and improove all oportunities to doe thy God every way farre more glorious service then heretofore all the daies of thine appointed time Oh! then thou wouldest doe so and so c. Assure now thy selfe in these three cases and troubles upon thy last Bed this syncere desire of thine
suaviter moriuntur ut vixerant Ad felicitatem emmetiam mortis conditio requiritur Sic de illis diâ—it Psalm 73. Neque enim sunt vincula morti â—orum c. Merc. in Iob cap. 21. * Iob 21. f Id simpliciter hoc loco significat non quod alij volunt momento ad inferna descendunt quasi in locum supplicij Nihilenim de futurâ vitâ hîc Iob dicere voluit sed omni ex parte felicitatem impiorum adversum socios ostendere quibus ad cumulum solicitatis quâ vitam totam transegerunt hoc insuper accedit quòd suavissimè moriuntur Idem Ibid. Interim improbi exultant robusti sunt pleni vigoris quando verò ad mortem veniunt quasi ex votâ— videntur illam obire tum quasi cubitumire Calvin in Loc. * Heb. 12.6 g Deus unicum habet silium sine peccato nullum sine flagello Aug. Symbolum fidelibus datum Sivis regnare mecúm crucem meam porta tecum Gers. * Pag. 1886. e And yet I know some horribly afflicted in this kinde and yet in some respects as outwardly miserable as can bee imagined but then know that the mercifull power of God is mightily improoved for extraordinary support f Onerosas cogitationes in animá iusti ill as accipe quibus resistere vult tamen non potest sed velit nolit irruit in oculos mentis muscarum Aegyptipestilentia prestrepâ—nt ranâ—e in penetralibus cordis eius Bern. lib. de Consc. de multip variet cogit g Let none take this terme ill For our Church hath set this brand upon such Ale-house haunting companions in these words If wee lacke Christ that is to say the Saviour of our soules and bodies wee shall not finde him in the Market-place or in the Guild-hall much lesse in the Ale-house or Taverne amongst Good-fellowes as they call them c. Hom. Of the right use of the Church p. 1. pag. uli * 1. Cor. 9.16 h Vitâ verò deâ—unâ—iis quemnam quaeso in modumea à nobis forentur quae tum ferenda erunt quum nos videlicèt proâ—ijs sigillatìm omnibus qui nobis concrediti fuerint rationem reddere cogemur Neque enim dedecoris tantùm atque ignominiae poena sed etiam aeterni supplicij mulâ—ta nos illic expectat Illud enim parete ijs qui praesunt vobis concedite nam illi vigilant pro animis vestris tameâ—si priùs iam à me dictum est tamen ne nunc quidem reticebo Huius enim comminationis terror animum mihi concutit De Sacerdotio Lib. 6. princ i Rogatus quoque à nonnullis in corum temporalibus causis epistolas ad diversos dabat Sed hanc suam occupatio nem tanquam angariam deputabat svavem semper habens de ijs quae Dei sunt vel allocutionem vel collocutionem fraternae domesticae familiaritatis Possidonius de vitâ Augustini k Tentatio illa gravis turpis blasphemiae seu quaecunque alia quae in solà cogitatione adhuc versatur vincitur ut communiter meliùs eam contemnendo oblivioni tradendo se de eâ excutiendo et ad alia sortiter meâ—â—tem retrahendo quà m multùm cum ipsâ litigando repugnando disputando Gers. de modo hab contr Mal. immiss l Ratio efficax est huius De quanto enim nititur quis suffiando fortitèr extinguere magnum ignem ampliâ—ùs De tanto ignis instam mescit vehementiùs augetur citius c. Nihil ergò consultius nisi ut transeatur sacilitèr in his non nimis immobilâ—tèr quasi ex directo eis repugnotur sed quasi ex adversoper indirecturm alia videlicèt in cogitatu fortiter apprehendeâ—do Idem Ibid m Here if thou answer Yea but in the meane time it is better to spend the remainder of my few and evill dayes upon earth then in Hell he will reply But so thou shalt increase thy sinnes here and by consequent thy hellish paines hereafter to which if thou rejoyne But the hainousnesse of selfe-murder and horriblenesse of despaire may appeare more vile and execrable in the eyes of God then all the other sinnes I may commit to the last period of my naturall course He may then hideously roare But so thou mayst both go on to increase thy sinnes and make away thy selfe at last and where art thou then c. I know him to have thus throwne his fiery darts into trembling hearts one after another with extreme subtilnesse and cruelty And therefore in these Cases doe not admit of any dispute or conference with him But upon the very first assault for who would heare him talke that will tell never a true word and is thy sworne bloody enemy bee ever sure presently to lay hold upon the Word of God that weapon of proofe which serves like a sword not only for defence as all the other pieces of armour but also for offence Beate backe with undaunted resolution and confidence this Divelish daâ—t and stop for ever the mouth of the Tempter with the contrary charge of the most holy and all-powerfull God Thou shalt not kill Numb 35.33 o Non est aliqua cogitatio tam turpis tam abominabilis mala execranda quam non inveniat otiositas Nam cor vacantis otio est ad instâ—r Molendini quod cum non habet ad molendum bonum frumenâ—u quiaâ—n continuo motu est molit consumit seipsum etiam ad totalem sui consumptionem destructionem nisi prohibeatur alicuius diligentiâ Et aequè citò molit advolantes foedas muscas sicut granorum electorum adipes praesertì◠cum suum sit continuo molere non quiâ—scere nequaquam verò quod molat sive bonum sive malum discernere eligore potest nisi regentis providentia alitèr curet disponere Gers. De modo habendi se contrà mal immiss * Eccles. 4.10 Ioh. 8.44 a Articles of Religion Art 1. b Exod. 2â— 3 Deut. 6.4 Psal. 18 3â— Mal. 2.10 1. Cor. 8.4 c Psalm 84.2 2. Cor. 6.16 d 2. Chro. 15.3 Ier. 10 10. Ioh. 17.3 1. Thes. 1.9 e Psalm 102.24.26.27 Daâ— 6 26. f Psal. 104.1 c. Ioh. 4.24 2. Cor. 3.17 1. Sam. 15.29 Hos. 11.9 g Ezeck 10.5 2. Cor. 6.18 Revel 11.17 h 1. Tim. 1.17 Rom. 16.27 Psal. 147 5. i Psal. 106.1 107.1 k By his owne Word and by this visible World is God perceived of men which is also the vnderstood langvage of the Allmighty vouchsafed to all his Creatures whose Hieroglyphicall Characters are the un-numbred Starres the Sun and Moone written on these large Volumes of the Firmament written also on the Earth and the Seas by the letters of all those living Creatures and Plants which inhabit and â—eside therein Raw Hist. of the World Lib. 1. cap. 1. a Intendant quoque pusillanimes scrupulosi quòd inimicus humani generis cùm impugnat hominem stercoribus