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himself_o in_o the_o deadness_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n and_o by_o other_o also_o in_o the_o barrenness_n of_o his_o discourse_n and_o in_o these_o thing_n stand_v the_o analogy_n and_o agreement_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n with_o meat_n and_o drink_n 2._o query_n the_o next_o thing_n be_v to_o open_v the_o transcendent_a excellency_n of_o christ_n flesh_n query_n and_o blood_n above_o all_o other_o food_n in_o the_o world_n and_o this_o appear_v in_o four_o particular_n first_o this_o flesh_n and_o blood_n be_v assume_v into_o the_o near_a union_n with_o the_o second_o person_n in_o the_o bless_a trinity_n and_o so_o be_v not_o only_o dignify_v above_o all_o other_o create_v being_n but_o become_v the_o first_o receptacle_n of_o all_o grace_n intend_v to_o be_v communicate_v through_o it_o to_o the_o child_n of_o man_n joh._n 1._o 14._o second_o this_o flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n be_v offer_v up_o to_o god_n as_o the_o great_a sacrifice_n for_o our_o 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the_o delicious_a sweetness_n of_o meat_n and_o drink_n oh_o reader_n be_v thy_o heart_n more_o spiritual_a more_o deep_o sanctify_v and_o heavenly_a it_o will_v be_v no_o more_o pain_n to_o thou_o to_o pray_v hear_v or_o meditate_v on_o the_o thing_n of_o god_n than_o it_o be_v to_o a_o bird_n to_o carry_v and_o use_v his_o own_o wing_n or_o to_o a_o man_n to_o eat_v the_o most_o pleasant_a food_n when_o he_o be_v a_o hungry_a i_o have_v rejoice_v say_v david_n in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n as_o much_o as_o in_o all_o riches_n psal._n 119._o 14._o and_o as_o to_o suffering_n for_o christ_n they_o shall_v not_o be_v grievous_a to_o