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covenant_n prosperity_n oft_o â—â—ews_v more_o of_o the_o hypocrisy_n of_o the_o unsound_a 〈◊〉_d the_o infirmity_n of_o the_o upright_a then_o appear_v in_o adversity_n when_o we_o feel_v the_o 〈◊〉_d resolution_n of_o our_o heart_n to_o cast_v off_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n to_o walk_v more_o thankful_o and_o fruitful_o and_o accurate_o with_o god_n than_o 〈◊〉_d have_v do_v we_o can_v hardly_o believe_v that_o â—â—er_n those_o heart_n shoul_n lose_v so_o much_o of_o those_o affection_n and_o resolution_n as_o in_o a_o little_a time_n 〈◊〉_d find_v they_o do_v alas_o how_o quick_o and_o 〈◊〉_d sensible_o do_v we_o slide_v into_o our_o former_a insensibility_n and_o into_o our_o dull_a and_o heavy_a fruitless_a course_n when_o once_o the_o pain_n and_o â—â—ar_n be_v go_v and_o then_o when_o the_o next_o â—â—fliction_n come_v we_o be_v confound_v and_o coâ—â—ered_v with_o shame_n and_o have_v not_o the_o confidence_n with_o god_n in_o our_o prayer_n and_o cry_n â—s_v we_o have_v before_o because_o we_o 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what_o fear_n shall_v disquiet_v he_o that_o be_v sure_a to_o escape_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n what_o want_n shall_v trouble_v he_o that_o know_v he_o be_v a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n why_o shall_v the_o indignation_n or_o threaten_n of_o man_n be_v any_o temptation_n to_o turn_v he_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o duty_n or_o dismay_v his_o mind_n who_o know_v that_o they_o can_v but_o kill_v the_o body_n and_o dismiss_v the_o soul_n into_o his_o bless_a presence_n who_o it_o love_v and_o labour_v and_o belong_v to_o see_v what_o shall_v inordinate_o grieve_v that_o man_n that_o be_v certain_a of_o eternal_a joy_n what_o else_o shall_v he_o thirst_v for_o that_o have_v in_o he_o the_o well_o of_o live_a water_n spring_v up_o to_o everlasting_a life_n joh._n 4.14_o and_o what_o shall_v deprive_v that_o man_n of_o comfort_n that_o know_v he_o have_v the_o comforter_n within_o he_o and_o shall_v be_v for_o ever_o comfort_v with_o his_o master_n joy_n and_o what_o shall_v break_v the_o peace_n and_o patience_n of_o he_o that_o be_v assure_v of_o everlasting_a rest_n if_o the_o assurance_n of_o a_o happy_a death_n can_v make_v it_o welcome_n and_o can_v make_v affliction_n easy_a and_o fill_v our_o life_n with_o the_o joy_n of_o hope_n i_o know_v not_o what_o can_v do_v it_o but_o alas_o for_o those_o poor_a soul_n that_o know_v not_o whither_o death_n will_v send_v they_o or_o at_o least_o have_v not_o good_a ground_n of_o hope_n what_o wonder_v if_o through_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n they_o be_v all_o their_o life_n time_n subject_a unto_o bondage_n heb._n 2.14_o methinks_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o wealth_n and_o pleasure_n they_o shall_v not_o be_v so_o stupid_a as_o to_o forget_v the_o million_o that_o be_v go_v before_o they_o that_o late_o be_v as_o jovial_a and_o secure_a as_o they_o and_o how_o short_a their_o dream_a feast_n will_v be_v methinks_v all_o the_o beauty_n of_o their_o fleshly_a idol_n shall_v be_v blast_v with_o those_o nip_a frost_n and_o 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