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to_o do_v wherein_o although_o some_o thing_n be_v coincident_a with_o thing_n speak_v before_o the_o labour_n will_v not_o be_v unprofitable_a i._o the_o first_o mark_n of_o right_a humiliation_n and_o of_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o that_o respect_n be_v this_o to_o wit_n namely_o the_o right_a sight_n of_o sin_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n when_o he_o come_v first_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o christian_a work_v by_o the_o law_n or_o commandment_n give_v unto_o a_o man_n another_o sight_n of_o sin_n than_o any_o natural_a man_n how_o qualify_v soever_o he_o be_v with_o humane_a literature_n and_o natural_a wisdom_n can_v have_v this_o be_v clear_o understand_v by_o the_o doctrine_n and_o in_o the_o person_n of_o st._n paul_n rom._n 7._o i_o be_v alive_a without_o the_o law_n once_o that_o be_v in_o a_o good_a conceit_n of_o myself_o and_o of_o my_o own_o righteousness_n but_o when_o the_o commandment_n come_v that_o be_v the_o spirit_n with_o the_o commandment_n or_o law_n for_o he_o have_v the_o commandment_n or_o law_n in_o the_o letter_n before_o sin_v revive_v and_o i_o die_v i_o see_v another_o sight_n of_o my_o sinfulness_n then_o before_o to_o speak_v more_o plain_o and_o particular_o of_o this_o note_n when_o the_o spirit_n come_v and_o work_v this_o sight_n of_o sinfulness_n in_o he_o it_o work_v this_o threefold_a sight_n in_o he_o 1._o a_o sight_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o particular_a corruption_n 2._o of_o his_o gracelessness_n and_o want_n 3._o of_o his_o unrighteousness_n and_o imperfection_n of_o his_o best_a action_n now_o all_o these_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o natural_a man_n as_o be_v clear_a by_o example_n 1._o of_o the_o nation_n of_o the_o jew_n who_o go_v about_o to_o establish_v their_o own_o righteousness_n 2._o of_o the_o papist_n who_o take_v upon_o they_o for_o want_v of_o this_o sight_n to_o fulfil_v the_o law_n to_o merit_v to_o supererrogate_v 3._o of_o our_o own_o ignorance_n who_o till_o the_o point_n of_o death_n can_v be_v bring_v to_o this_o sight_n of_o their_o own_o sinfulness_n but_o ever_o be_v justify_v themselves_o thank_v god_n they_o never_o wrong_v any_o instead_o of_o confess_v and_o humble_v so_o that_o this_o be_v clear_o the_o case_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n but_o to_o the_o particular_n 1._o the_o spirit_n give_v to_o a_o man_n a_o sight_n of_o his_o sinfulness_n and_o corruption_n when_o the_o commandment_n come_v sin_n revive_v that_o be_v there_o be_v a_o further_a sight_n of_o sin_n hence_o be_v it_o that_o 1._o they_o be_v out_o of_o conceit_n of_o themselves_o think_v themselves_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n 2._o that_o they_o complain_v so_o heavy_o of_o their_o own_o corruption_n who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o death_n 3._o they_o feel_v the_o flesh_n lust_a against_o the_o spirit_n gal._n 5._o now_o the_o ungodly_a or_o natural_a man_n be_v not_o so_o for_o 1._o he_o have_v not_o so_o evil_a a_o conceit_n of_o himself_o as_o to_o think_v himself_o to_o be_v the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n or_o a_o great_a sinner_n but_o quite_o contrary_a i_o thank_v god_n i_o be_o not_o like_o that_o publican_n 2._o he_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o his_o sinfulness_n whether_o of_o the_o body_n of_o death_n or_o of_o his_o actual_a sin_n flow_v therefrom_o but_o on_o the_o contrary_a he_o flatter_v himself_o in_o his_o own_o eye_n until_o his_o iniquity_n be_v find_v to_o be_v hateful_a as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o 3._o psal_n he_o feel_v no_o such_o battle_n between_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n for_o why_o the_o strong_a man_n hold_v the_o house_n so_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v at_o peace_n hence_o the_o one_o sort_n be_v prepare_v for_o christ_n the_o other_o not_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a i_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n q._n but_o you_o will_v say_v have_v the_o wicked_a or_o natural_a man_n no_o sight_n of_o his_o sin_n a._n some_o sight_n of_o some_o grosser_n discernible_a sin_n by_o the_o light_n of_o nature_n but_o not_o such_o a_o sight_n of_o sin_n as_o the_o spirit_n give_v to_o the_o spiritual_a man_n they_o may_v see_v 1._o outward_a corruption_n of_o the_o flesh_n as_o theft_n fornication_n etc._n etc._n but_o not_o these_o more_o inward_a of_o the_o spirit_n pride_n spiritual_a idolatry_n unthankfulness_n infidelity_n impenitency_n 2._o they_o may_v see_v sin_n in_o the_o branch_n and_o stream_n that_o be_v actual_a sin_n but_o not_o in_o the_o root_n and_o fountain_n the_o body_n of_o death_n the_o sinfulness_n of_o their_o nature_n blindness_n of_o mind_n backwardness_n of_o will_n unholinesse_n and_o unheavenlinesse_n of_o affection_n hardness_n whore_v hypocrisy_n of_o their_o heart_n 3._o in_o
right_a stamp_n and_o especial_o if_o thou_o know_v the_o very_a particular_a passage_n and_o clause_n of_o the_o word_n which_o do_v first_o beget_v faith_n in_o thou_o which_o strengthen_v thou_o in_o thy_o weakness_n and_o whereunto_o thy_o faith_n retire_v in_o time_n of_o assault_n for_o this_o god_n child_n do_v but_o on_o the_o contrary_a 1._o know_v thou_o not_o remember_v thou_o not_o how_o or_o by_o what_o mean_v thy_o faith_n be_v beget_v 2._o find_v thou_o thy_o faith_n all_o alike_o when_o thou_o use_v the_o mean_n and_o when_o thou_o use_v they_o not_o or_o never_o use_v any_o at_o all_o and_o 3._o if_o thou_o shall_v be_v put_v to_o it_o have_v thou_o no_o other_o warrant_n for_o thy_o faith_n but_o thy_o own_o fantasy_n apprehension_n or_o imagination_n that_o sandy_a foundation_n but_o do_v want_v a_o particular_a warrant_n from_o god_n word_n then_o be_v sure_a thy_o faith_n be_v but_o counterfeit_n it_o can_v be_v well_o come_v that_o we_o can_v tell_v how_o it_o 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presumption_n he_o know_v it_o will_v not_o do_v the_o turn_n he_o let_v it_o alone_o when_o the_o strong_a man_n hold_v the_o house_n all_o thing_n be_v at_o peace_n second_o the_o lord_n will_v have_v his_o own_o exercise_v will_v a_o man_n plant_v a_o vineyard_n and_o not_o eat_v the_o fruit_n thereof_o the_o application_n be_v easy_a be_v thou_o or_o have_v thou_o be_v subject_a to_o doubt_v this_o be_v a_o token_n thy_o faith_n be_v true_a and_o otherwise_o satan_n will_v not_o trouble_v it_o but_o certain_o have_v thou_o never_o doubt_v thou_o have_v never_o believe_v iii_o a_o three_o mark_n be_v whereas_o faith_n or_o believe_a be_v a_o receive_n of_o christ_n joh._n 1._o to_o so_o many_o as_o receive_v he_o etc._n etc._n even_o to_o those_o who_o believe_v in_o his_o name_n true_a faith_n receive_v christ_n right_o upon_o the_o term_n that_o he_o offer_v himself_o that_o be_v as_o it_o cast_v over_o upon_o christ_n the_o burden_n of_o its_o sin_n so_o it_o be_v content_a to_o take_v up_o the_o easy_a yoke_n of_o his_o obedience_n in_o do_v or_o suffer_v to_o take_v up_o the_o cross_n and_o follow_v he_o for_o these_o be_v the_o term_n whereon_o christ_n offer_v himself_o matth._n 11._o now_o presumption_n make_v term_n of_o its_o own_o think_v to_o have_v christ_n to_o take_v the_o burden_n of_o their_o sin_n but_o never_o think_v upon_o the_o take_n on_o the_o yoke_n of_o his_o obedience_n the_o application_n here_o also_o be_v very_o easy_a have_v thou_o with_o thy_o cleave_v to_o christ_n for_o the_o remission_n of_o thy_o sin_n resolve_v to_o take_v on_o also_o the_o yoke_n of_o his_o obedience_n in_o do_v and_o suffer_v and_o do_v thou_o it_o in_o fight_v against_o thy_o most_o pleasant_a sin_n and_o cleave_v to_o the_o hard_a duty_n with_o deny_v thyself_o then_o be_v sure_a thou_o have_v right_o receive_v christ_n and_o consequent_o right_o believe_v thou_o have_v make_v he_o thy_o lord_n and_o he_o shall_v be_v thy_o saviour_n thou_o have_v make_v he_o thy_o king_n and_o he_o shall_v be_v thy_o priest_n thou_o make_v conscience_n of_o the_o precept_n of_o the_o word_n and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v interest_n and_o shall_v have_v thy_o comfort_n in_o the_o promise_n but_o on_o the_o contrary_a thou_o who_o ever_o thou_o be_v who_o think_v that_o thou_o believe_v in_o christ_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n live_v as_o thou_o please_v follow_v the_o broad_a and_o easy_a way_n of_o thy_o own_o heart_n and_o the_o custom_n of_o a_o evil_a world_n and_o not_o the_o strait_a way_n of_o christ_n obedience_n thy_o faith_n be_v but_o presumption_n go_v seek_v true_a faith_n seek_v it_o earnest_o and_o thou_o shall_v find_v it_o but_o it_o will_v not_o be_v easy_o get_v how_o thankful_a shall_v they_o be_v who_o have_v find_v the_o way_n unto_o it_o q._n which_o be_v the_o mark_n that_o follow_v faith_n a._n sundry_a though_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n insist_o upon_o two_o especial_o to_o wit_n the_o love_n of_o the_o brethren_n and_o obedience_n unto_o god_n commandment_n 1._o then_o obedience_n unto_o god_n commandment_n be_v set_v down_o most_o frequent_o in_o scripture_n for_o a_o mark_n of_o faith_n and_o regeneration_n this_o be_v the_o lord_n seal_v to_o depart_v from_o iniquity_n say_v paul_n show_v i_o thy_o faith_n by_o thy_o work_n say_v james_n and_o our_o saviour_n he_o that_o have_v my_o commandment_n and_o keep_v they_o etc._n etc._n and_o in_o john_n first_o epistle_n it_o be_v often_o inculcate_v chap._n 1._o if_o we_o walk_v in_o darkness_n and_o say_v we_o have_v fellowship_n with_o he_o we_o lie_v and_o do_v not_o the_o truth_n but_o if_o we_o walk_v in_o the_o light_n as_o he_o be_v in_o the_o light_n than_o we_o have_v fellowship_n one_o with_o another_o and_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n christ_n cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o sin_n now_o what_o be_v it_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o light_n but_o to_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o god_n word_n which_o the_o scripture_n call_v a_o lantern_n to_o our_o path_n and_o this_o be_v to_o obey_v god_n commandment_n so_o chap._n 2._o hereby_o we_o know_v that_o we_o know_v he_o if_o we_o keep_v his_o commandment_n obj._n but_o the_o natural_a man_n the_o hypocrite_n will_v go_v far_o in_o the_o point_n of_o obedience_n and_o every_o one_o have_v some_o measure_n of_o obedience_n a._n this_o be_v true_a and_o therefore_o we_o must_v be_v careful_a to_o see_v the_o soundness_n and_o rightnesse_n of_o our_o obedience_n by_o these_o mark_n which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v in_o the_o natural_a man_n obedience_n 1._o he_o who_o obedience_n be_v sound_a make_v conscience_n of_o secret_a sin_n and_o secret_a duty_n betwixt_o god_n and_o he_o as_o well_o as_o of_o public_a sin_n and_o of_o public_a duty_n he_o be_v as_o loath_a to_o entertain_v a_o sinful_a thought_n in_o his_o heart_n as_o to_o commit_v a_o sinful_a deed_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n be_v as_o well_o careful_a to_o discharge_v those_o duty_n which_o be_v 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regard_n of_o these_o great_a fail_n nevertheless_o that_o we_o have_v nothing_o but_o matter_n of_o sorrow_n in_o ourselves_o we_o rest_v repose_n rejoice_v in_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n believe_v in_o he_o who_o justify_v the_o ungodly_a be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ._n thus_o we_o glorify_v christ_n it_o be_v the_o fault_n of_o many_o christian_n that_o they_o be_v not_o as_o much_o affect_v with_o this_o joy_n as_o with_o that_o of_o sanctification_n but_o we_o be_v never_o right_a but_o when_o we_o feel_v something_o in_o ourselves_o sure_o it_o be_v a_o matter_n of_o great_a repentance_n and_o of_o godly_a sorrow_n for_o the_o offence_n of_o god_n when_o we_o be_v not_o right_a in_o ourselves_o but_o for_o the_o point_n of_o faith_n although_o we_o be_v destitute_a of_o the_o joy_n of_o sanctification_n yet_o shall_v we_o not_o cast_v away_o the_o joy_n of_o justification_n also_o but_o trust_v in_o he_o who_o 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sorrow_n do_v not_o chief_o and_o principal_o arise_v from_o worldly_a respect_n as_o the_o natural_a man_n joy_n and_o sorrow_n do_v but_o from_o the_o aforesaid_a respect_n when_o night_n be_v come_v and_o a_o view_n of_o the_o day_n be_v take_v the_o matter_n of_o his_o joy_n be_v according_a as_o he_o have_v find_v the_o spirit_n of_o sanctification_n keep_v he_o from_o tentation_n and_o sin_n or_o strengthen_v he_o to_o the_o discharge_n of_o any_o good_a duty_n or_o if_o there_o have_v be_v fail_n this_o way_n according_a as_o he_o find_v a_o rely_v and_o rest_v upon_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n for_o remission_n and_o reconciliation_n and_o acceptation_n moreover_o his_o joy_n be_v from_o his_o spiritual_a case_n and_o estate_n if_o this_o be_v cloud_v all_o the_o contentment_n in_o the_o world_n will_v not_o make_v he_o to_o rejoice_v and_o again_o if_o this_o be_v make_v sure_a and_o he_o sensible_a of_o that_o sureness_n he_o care_v the_o less_o how_o it_o fare_v 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3._o this_o of_o rejoice_v be_v a_o mark_n of_o a_o strong_a of_o a_o triumph_v of_o a_o victorious_a faith_n not_o to_o be_v always_o expect_v as_o we_o say_v of_o love_n in_o beginner_n who_o faith_n be_v weak_a and_o be_v ever_o weaken_v their_o own_o faith_n through_o satan_n subtlety_n the_o tree_n of_o faith_n in_o some_o measure_n must_v have_v cease_v from_o shog_a before_o it_o can_v bear_v this_o fruit_n of_o joy_n it_o may_v be_v well_o root_v not_o in_o the_o time_n of_o tentation_n desertion_n and_o weighty_a affliction_n 4._o the_o mind_n of_o man_n be_v narrow_a namely_o when_o it_o come_v to_o spiritual_a thing_n it_o can_v contain_v many_o thing_n at_o once_o special_o in_o weak_a christian_n before_o one_o impression_n be_v wrought_v another_o vanish_v when_o the_o impression_n of_o humiliation_n be_v wrought_v and_o one_o go_v on_o to_o get_v the_o impression_n of_o faith_n the_o other_o vanish_v but_o let_v the_o sense_n of_o humiliation_n and_o of_o the_o wage_n 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