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master_n why_o shall_v they_o be_v still_o languish_v and_o complain_v see_v then_o that_o you_o do_v offend_v in_o this_o case_n by_o not_o acknowledge_v the_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o tender_a compassion_n of_o your_o god_n for_o in_o not_o comfort_v yourselves_o you_o do_v actual_o deny_v he_o to_o be_v merciful_a for_o if_o he_o be_v merciful_a why_o do_v we_o not_o taste_v and_o feel_v how_o good_a he_o be_v §_o 3._o and_o take_v notice_n that_o in_o not_o comfort_v yourselves_o you_o be_v also_o injurious_a to_o your_o own_o soul_n you_o make_v yourselves_o unfit_a to_o serve_v god_n in_o any_o good_a duty_n unfit_a to_o pray_v unfit_a to_o hear_v unfit_a to_o live_v unfit_a to_o die_v by_o be_v still_o heavy_a and_o discourage_v when_o the_o soul_n go_v mourning_n and_o bow_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n still_o in_o fear_n that_o god_n will_v not_o accept_v and_o will_v not_o pardon_v it_o lie_v open_a to_o manifold_a temptation_n to_o murmur_v to_o weariness_n of_o well-doing_n to_o impatiency_n to_o frowardness_n and_o can_v set_v itself_o resolute_o to_o do_v the_o work_n of_o holiness_n which_o god_n require_v thou_o hinder_v the_o growth_n of_o grace_n in_o thyself_o for_o want_v of_o fair_a weather_n as_o it_o be_v thou_o make_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o be_v far_o less_o and_o few_o than_o they_o will_v be_v because_o they_o have_v not_o warmth_n enough_o to_o bring_v they_o up_o wherefore_o thou_o be_v to_o reprehend_v thyself_o and_o to_o say_v this_o be_v my_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n this_o be_v my_o fault_n very_o which_o i_o must_v not_o excuse_v but_o acknowledge_v and_o blame_v in_o myself_o §_o 4._o object_n object_n if_o any_o say_v alas_o i_o will_v comfort_v myself_o if_o i_o can_v i_o do_v not_o desire_v to_o go_v languish_v but_o oh_o i_o can_v choose_v the_o burden_n of_o sin_n be_v so_o press_v &_o lie_v so_o hard_a upon_o my_o soul_n answ_n answ_n i_o answer_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o must_v be_v blame_v for_o be_v not_o because_o thou_o be_v not_o actual_o comfort_v for_o therein_o thou_o must_v be_v a_o patient_a and_o take_v it_o when_o it_o come_v even_o when_o god_n will_v give_v it_o but_o because_o thou_o do_v not_o set_v thyself_o to_o enjoy_v comfort_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o offer_v to_o thy_o mind_n the_o consolation_n of_o god_n and_o do_v not_o take_v pain_n to_o bind_v up_o thy_o break_a and_o rend_v heart_n i_o say_v thou_o do_v not_o take_v pain_n to_o get_v comfort_n but_o yield_a unto_o sorrow_n and_o hang_v down_o thy_o hand_n and_o suffer_v thy_o knee_n to_o be_v feeble_a thou_o do_v not_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o promise_n of_o god_n thou_o do_v not_o ponder_v upon_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n thou_o do_v not_o entertain_v such_o thought_n as_o be_v fit_a to_o bring_v comfort_n to_o thy_o soul_n but_o selle_v over_o thyself_o to_o sad_a and_o fearful_a &_o discourage_a thought_n still_o still_o look_v to_o the_o greatness_n and_o multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o not_o 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