lodge within them 2. As there are outward duties to be performed as praying hearing works of mercy c. so there are spiritual duties purely spiritual as the internal acting of faith and love and hope and the fear of God the souls choosing of God cleaving to God rejoycing delighting in God meditating of him c. Exact Christians have a special respect to those spiritual duties in the exercise whereof stands chiefly their living in a holy fellowship communion and acquaintance with God and for outward duties their care is to perform them spiritually they pray with the mouth and pray with the spirit they praise the Lord with their lips and offer up their hearts as a spiritual sacrifice they hear with their ears and with their understanding also they labour to bring their souls under the Word to pour forth their souls in prayer to draw forth their souls in their very alms Isa 58. If thou draw forth thy soul to the hungry Psal 69. 10. I chastened my soul with fasting Oh Brethren if this be to walk exactly then how much loosenesse doth this â—iscover in us loosenesse in our very Duties men do not only 〈…〉 like Libertines and swear like Libertines aud neglect duties like Libertines but perform duties like Libertines thou that usest to pray in thy Closet or in thy Family or in the Congregation in an outward formal way and dost not pour out thy Soul in prayer thou prayest like a Libertine thou that fastest and doth not chasten thy Soul with fasting thou fastest like a Libertine thou that hearest and dost not bring thy soul under the word thou hearest like a Libertine this is loose praying and loose hearing loose from the Rule which requires the exercising of the inner man as well as the outward 3. In observing the command to the utmost and here I shall give a fourfold further description of them 1. They endeavour to get up their hearts to the highest pitch of affection care and activity They would be the best Christians the most humble the most mortified the most patient the most exemplary and active Christians not slothful in businesse but fervent in spirit serving the Lord Rom. 12. 11. 2 Cor. 7. Yea what care yea without clearing of your selves yea what indignation yea what vehement desire yea what zeal c. A sincere Christian would be a zealous Christian in his sincerity stands the height of it Zeal is not a distinct grace but the height of every grace Love in the height of it Desire in the height of it Care and Resolution to follow God in the height of it A zealous Christian exercises every grace performs every Duty and doth it with all his might he is not willing to spare or to favour himself but will spend and be spent in the work of the Lord the flesh will be pleading for a little ease for moderation it will be solliciting the Sobl as Peter did Christ Pitty thy self favour thy self thou wilt never hold out at this rate thou wilt pull all the Country about thine ears if thou beest thus hot and forward but the Soul returns the same answer as Christ did to him Get thee behind me Satan hold thy peace slothful heart let me alone for I will speak for God while I have a tongue to speak while I have an heart while I have an hand while I have an eye while I have a soul while I have a being I will follow on after the Lord I will serve him I will praise him I will sacrifice all I am and have to him and then come on me what will 2. They are studying and seeking out opportunities for service Such Christians are of strict lives but of large hearts of strict consciences but of large desires and aims Grace sets limits to their consciences but none to their holy affections they never do so much for God but they are studying how they may do more Isa 32. 8. A liberal Man deviseth liberal things a merciful man deviseth merciful things a righteous man deviseth righteous things he doth not only exercise Liberality and Mercy and work Righteousness when he hath an opportunity put into his hands but he sits down and considers what great things the Lord hath done for him what marvellous loving kindnesse the Lord hath shewed to him and thereupon studies and casts about what greater things then yet he hath done he may do for the Name of God as it is said of the wicked Proverbs 6. 14. He deviseth mischief continually And Psalm 64. 6. They search out iniquity they accomplish a diligent search search out for every opportunity to work wickednesse to satisfie their lust So Righteous men search out and make a diligent seach after opportunities to work Righteousnesse 2 Sam. 9. 3. Is there not yet a man left of the house of Saul saith David to whom I might shew the kindness of God Is there not yet a poer Sool in distresse to whom I might shew kindness for the Name of God Is there not yet a poor Family in misery to whom I might shew mercy Is there not yet a poor sinner to whom I might give counsel Is there not yet a poor Saint to whom I might administer comfort for the sake of my God As it is said of the Devil He goeth up and down seeking whom he may devour So may it be said of such they go up and down seeking whom they might save and recover out of the snares of the Devil other men what good soever they do it is as little as may be their consciences will not let them be quiet but something must be done when they have done so much as will but keep conscience quiet thy have done A sincere Christian hath his love to satisfie his desires to satisfie as well as his conscience he loves much and it is not a little duty that will satisfie strong love 3. They shun occasions and temptations to sin they would keep at as great a distance from sin as possible they are careful to keep far enough within their line they dare not venture to their utmost border lest they go beyond it ere they are aware A wary Christian having observed what things have proved snares and temptations to him and have drawn him aside to iniquity formerly will take heed how he comes nigh them again If carnal society hath cool'd and damp'd his heart and left a fleshly savour upon his Spirit he will take heed how he comes into such company again If going to his utmost liberty in the use of the Creatures either Meat Drink or Apparel hath inticed him beyond his bounds he will be wary how he allows himself the like liberty and will deny himself the freedom he might use rather than again run himself upon danger he is sensible of his weaknesse to stand against a temptation and thereupon is the more watchful that he run not into temptation men that are bold to venture into temptation to venture into
fear no reprover but conscience let us be tender not only of committing sin but of any omissions or neglects not only of our neglects of duties but our negligences in duties and that deadness formality cursoriness coldness hypocrisie distractions which hence arise of the neglects or negligent performances of our duty to God of our duty to men to our families to our friends to our enemies our not pittying them nor praying for them nor wishing them well not doing them good for their evil endeavouring by our soft meek inoffensive and loving carriage towards them to win and gain upon their hearts Oh Brethren we have much 〈◊〉 blame our selves for though evil men have little or if they have more they are so unhappy as not to hit upon the right judging us condemning us not for our faults but for the good that is found in us But however we have much to blame our selves for the Lord help us we have many haltings and many failings Oh it were well for us if our hearts had no more to say against us then men can say what unevenness and inequality is there in our goings what intermissions of our care and watchfulness what ever our aims and desires are what an universal regard soever we have to the will of God yet when we come to practice in how many things do we go awry It may be we dare not wholly neglect a duty not a praying season not a hearing season but our hearts will presently be upon us and smite us for it but are we not often remiss and negligent in our duties and go out with it without any trouble may be we take some care in the matters of our own souls but what do we for our families our friends and acquistance may be we dare not conform to evil men nor have fellowship with them in their evil wayes but do we not coâ—nive at them may be we do not render evil for evil railing for railing but do we good foâ— evil do we pitty them pray for them labour by all lawful means to gain upon their hearts may be we dare not be unrighteous or unjust in our dealings but are we not unmerciful unpeaceable unquiet we dare not lye nor sweaâ— or curse but are we so watchful as we should be against idle and vain talkings frothy unsavoury discourses may be we cannot suffer any rooted malice to abide in our hearts but are there not many sudden and furious fits of passion anger breaking forth much bitter provoking language are we not fretful and impatient without eâ—er laying it much to heart doth conscience check us for and make resistance against every evil Let us be universally tender universally careful Oh that our consciences were but as tender as our lusts our pride will not bear any thing that reflects upon our reputation our covetousness will not bear any thing that is an hindrance to our gains our passions will hardly bear the least cross or unpleasing word how touchy are we at every little thing that does offend us Oh if conscience were in every thing as tenderas lust what Christians should we be but woe to us whatever we should be how short do we fall how unequal are our goings how unsteady are our tempers sometimes tender sometimes hard sometimes watchful sometimes heedless in some things careful in some things carelâ—ss how do we too much justifie the wicked harden them in their reproaches of us Let us press on with so much earnestness to this evenness exactness in all our ways that it may be seen that however we have not yet attained yet we are following after though we have not reached to yet we are reaching towards it though through infirmity we fall into many iniquities yet we allow not to our selves a liberty in any such a conscience as this such a course as this will plead for its self against all the calumnies of the World 2. By belying your integrity that is the sence in which Job speaks in the fore-mentioned Scripture I will not remove my integrity that is I will never belye my integrity call you me an hypocrite or what else you please God forbid that I should justifie you by belying my self saying as you say Brethren do not out of any base fear or to make your peace with sinners do not say of your tenderness watchful walking this was my pride or my hypocrisie or my bumor or self-will but stand upon your own uprightness Till I dye I will hold fast my righteousness will not let it go mine heart shall not reproach me while I live v. 6. 2. They give great heed to conscience they will hearken to follow conscience the voice of a well instructed conscience is the voice of God to this voice they will hearken without turning aside in any thing either to the right hand or the left By turning aside to the right hand I mean the same which Solomon does by being righteous overmuch Eccles 7. 16. Be not righteous overmuch the imposing upon ourselves such strictness and those severities which God hath not imposed the making those things to be sins which God hath not made to be sins and hereby making the narrow way narrower than the Lord hath made it and this may be done 1. By putting Religion in such things in which Cod hath put none laying other bonds and burthens on our necks then those which the Holy Ghost hath laid on us the abridging and cutting our selves short of that Christian liberty which the Lord hath not only allowed but commanded us to maintain and stand fast in 2. By putting more Religion in any thing then God hath put in it by laying a greater weight and stress upon the lesser and smaller thingsâ— of Religion than God hath layed on them By the lesser duties of Religion I mean not any moral duties the lowest of these the lowest duties of mercy justice charity truth c. are to be reckoned among the weighty matters of the law wherein we â—annot erre by being too strict we cannot be too just or too true or too merciful nor too zealous for truth justice and mercy Mat. 5. 19. He that breaketh the least of these Commandments and teacheth them so shall be called the least in the Kingdom â—f Heaven but by the lesser things of Religion I mean the circumstantials of the worship of God the outward forms of worship the gestures c. to be used in it This is a being righteous overmuch to put more in these circumstantials then the Scripture hath put to be so zealous for or against them as if Religion stood or fell with them 1 Cor 7. 19. Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing but the keeping the Commandments of God some there were that did hotly contend for Circumcision and did put much of their Religion in that others were as hot against it this was much of their Religion both these the
compassionately that I might the better win upon them 3. Concerning Providences Q. 1. Have I diligently observed all the remarkable Providences of God towards me especially such as have come in as the returns of Prayer 2. Have I been thankful for my daily mercies 3. Have I born this dayes crosses 14. Concerning the use of your Liberty Q. Have I kept my self far enough within my bounds In Sum Q. 1. What have I done for God or my Soul this day have I not lost one day more 2. Have I led this day A Diligent Watchful Self-denying Life Directions for the Morning 1. If through necessity or carelesness you have omitted the reading and weighing these Questions in the Evening be sure to do it now 2. Ask thy self What Sins have I committed What duties have I omitted Against which of these Rules have I offended the day fore-going And renew thy repentance and double thy watch 3. Examine whether God were first and last in thy Thoughts Morning and Evening 4. Be careful to set thine ends right for all the day An Advertisement If you want time to make daily enquiry upon every one of the fore-mentioned particulars they being so many set a mark upon or write out such of them as most especially concern your case and let not them be forgotten Think not thy self excused from this course because 't is too long when if need be thou mayst thus make it shorter Better cut short than wholly give out For the help of the weaker I shall gather out these few of the chief Interrogatories which when they are straitned for time they may only use and to which they may add more as they have occasion and opportunity Q. 1. Was I serious and had I any sensible Communion with God this day in my secret and Family Duties 2. Hath it been my care to keep mine heart in an holy Frame from Duty to Duty 3. Have I been much in holy Ejaculations 4. Have I not given liberty to the working of Pride sinful Anger Discontent or Impatience nor so much as to vain thoughts 5. Have I not inordinately minded earthly things 6. Have I kept me from Mine iniquity and not lived in any known sin 7. Have I wronged no man in word nor deed 8. Have I been temperate and self-denying in the use of the Creatures 9. Hath the Law of the Lord been much in my mouth 10. Have I not sent Christ away without an Alms when I had it by me 11. Have I not lost an opportunity of doing or receiving good 12. Have I not neglected nor done any thing against my duty to my Relation 13. What have I done for God or my Soul this day have I not lost one day more 14. Have I been diligent and watchful Christian here is a course prescribed which by the ordinary assistance which the Lord doth not deny you may take up if you will and which if you conscientiously observe will be without doubt through the blessing of God attended with great success And those that do not take up this course or some other equivalent to it let them never think to ease their hearts by idle complaints I can't attain to such a holy even fruitful heavenly life as I desire I would but I cannot God will abhor such lazy complaints and look upon them as they are a meer device to keep you quiet under a slothful heart Set your whole Duty daily before your eyes charge it upon your hearts take an account of your selves how you discharge it set upon it as that which is no other than you have vowed to the Lord commit your selves and your wayes to him for success and if this doth not mightily conduce to advance you in point of holiness and establish you in point of peace then say that both the Precepts and Promises of the Gospel have deceived you And thus I have set before you that holy conversation which becometh the Gospel Take up this holy course let this be your Life you mean to lead and let it be carried on In an holy Union In an United Contention In an Holy Boldness 1. In an holy Union So the Apostle there adds stand fast in one spirit with one mind Never look to thrive in Grace if you do not live in peace The decays of Christianityly much upon the score of the divisions of Christians The Devil hath also taken up that Maxim Divide Impera Rent them and ruine them The reason why our Love is so cold is because our Differences are so hot The reason of so little zeal against sin hath been the great strife among Brethren The combinations of Sinners have not so much prejudiced the power of holiness as the contentions of Saints There are not a few who go under the name of Saints that have maintained disputes about Religion so long till they have disputed themselves out of all Religion their searching for truth hath been the loss of both love and life Christians if ever you would be any thing be one be of one heart of one mind holding the unity of the spirit in the bond of Peace It were greatly to be desired that the people of God were both of one heart and of one way But if this may not be if there cannot be Vniformity yet let there be Vnity betwixt all that fear the Lord in truth A few words I shall leave with you for your direâ—â—on herein 1. Divide not from the Head to unite with any pretended Members hold not with them that hold not with the Head Sell not Truth clear fundamental Truth to buy Peace 2. Divide not from real Members lest you hereby prove your division from the Head Christ hath but one body if you be not in union with the body you are divided from the Head 3. See the Head in every Member see Christ in every Saint 4. Prize Christ where-ever you see him Love Christ and love his Image if you will not slight Christ slight not any Saint See'st thou an humble mâ—â—â— patient broken-hearted self-denying mortified Christian in whatsoever unpleasing form as to matters circumstantial he appears despise him not reject him not 5. Prize Peace and Union aâ— the strength and honour of the body 6. Pursue Peace and Union with the utmost strength of thy soul And that you may obtain it 1. Let all parties that are named of Christ be humbled under former Divisions What peace so long as God is angry Oh how have we provoked the Lord by provoking one another Let him only who hath been without sin in this matter be without sorrow and shame Sure they are hard hearts who are not broken under such breaches Let us not mistake our selves nor mis-call that zeal for God which God will call pride and peevishness I speak not against our being offended either with errour or iniquity we may not call evil good or darkness light for peace sake but at our unreasonable passions against whom we suppose erring Brethren If
serious Question But what am I all this while Let this thought sawce thy sweet Morsel spice thy pleasant Cups be the Burthen of thy merry Songs After this Hell Snares Fire and Brimstone the Vengeance of Eternal Fire Oh an Heaven a Paradise oh my dear pleasures oh my sweet Laughter oh merry dayes what Mortal can part with you I but what comes after What is there at the bottom Look a little before thee and if that sight turn not thy stomack sure thou art sufficiently hardy Study thy case and tremble and when thou tremblest there 's hope thou wilt turn Think not of Repentance or escaping from thy sinful staâ—e till thou see and fear it We read Isa 42. 7. that Christ was sent to open the blind eyes and to bring out the Prisoners out of Prison If the Prisoners eyes be shut 't is to little purpose that the Prison doors be open Their Eyes must be first open'd not only that they may see their way out but that they may see themselves in Prison Open thine Eyes Sinner if ever thou wilt escape open thine Eyes and see where thou art Thy Fools Paradise wherein thou blessest thy self is thy Souls Prison where thou art like to be held under Eternal Bondage 2. Give a present Bill of Divorce to every sin hug not Death one minute longer in thy Bosom If thou lovest thy Life say not of any one sin Nothing but Death shall part thee and me No not so much as this Yet a little while and I will let thee go Today to day if your will hear his voice hearden not your hearts 4. Dread it as Hell that thy hope in Christ should lessen thy fear of sin Let not thy hope of a Saviour be thy damnation Make not Christ the Pandor of sin continue not in sin because Grace hath abounded 4. Break off from thy Companions in sin wilt thou love them to the death Christ and thy Soul can never be married till thy Soul and Sinners be parted Escape for thy life get thee up from the Tents of these men linger not Thou art held under the power of the Devil by cords and by knots by the cords of thy sinnes and by the knots of thy Companions There 's no hope that the cords of sin will be broken till the knots of evil Companions be loosed Sinner these binding Cords will if thou look not to it become whip cords to torment thee Oh take heed thou never come to be lashed with such knotted cords Thy Companions in sin as they now heighten thy pleasures so will they hereafter sharpen thy plagues Sinners comfort their hearts with this thought That if they be damned they shall have store of company but let them know That the fire of Hell will burn just so much the cooler for the multitudes that are there as the fire of their Chimney does for the store of fewel When thou art charmed with the roaring of thy Companionâ— in the Ale-house think what musick their roaring with thee will make when you shall all meet in your eternal Prison Away from evil company you will remember hereafter when â—is too late how much and with how little success I have laboured with you in this thing 5. Baffle not Conscience once more Awakened Sinner Charm not thy Conscience into silence nor dash it out of countenance Thy Conscience is the only Friend that God or the Soul hath left within thee Thy will and thy affections and thine appetite are all gone the Devil hath stoln them away and hired them all against thee thou hast nothing but poor Conscience left Thy Conscience hath been often upon the pleading with thee for God and for pity to thy Soul It hath warned thee reproved thee and often whisper'd thee in thine Ear What dost thou mean whither art thou going when wilt thou return Away with thy sins have done with thy Companions no more of this drunkenness this riot this covetousness Thou art a lost man thy Soul is lost if thou go on Thus Conscience hath warned thee and thou hast sometimes hearkned to it and spoken it fair The throbs and the pangs and the wounds thou hast felt and received from it have wrung from thee now and then a promise Well through the Grace of God I 'le hearken to Conscience I 'le be a new man Away from me ye sinners I will keep the Commandments of my God And yet shortly after when thy Temptations return thy Companions come all 's forgotten and along thou goest as a fool to the Stocks or an Ox to the slaughter and this hath been thy way and thy mannâ—r from time to time Now and then Conscience draws a sigh or a â—ear from thee and by and by receives a kick or a stab Beware Sinner Conscience will not alwayes be thus us'd If ever it speak again say it not Nay It 's next word may be it's last if ever thou weariest it into perpetual silence then farewel all for ever Conscience is the only Friend thou hast left Convinced Soul How wilt thou bear the revenges of an awakened abused Conscience all thy bâ—fflings of it here will be repeated over in eternity How will all this look when it shall meet thee before thy Judge Save thy self from that hour Baffle nor Conscience once more 6. Let not the gâ—eatness of thy sins nor the difficulty of Christs terms hinder or discourage thee from making a present close with Christ Say not his Yoke is too heavy his Cross is too grievous for me to bear or my sins are too great for him to bear Set the Throne against the Yoke the Crown against the Câ—oss infinite Merit and Mercy against mighty sins and go unto Jesus cast thy self on his bloud and bowels and put thy self under his Yoke and Scepter If he will give Life to thee be content that he give Laws to thee and as ever thou expectest to live by him be resolved to live to him and no longer to thy self Go to Jesus and when thou goest take with thee these two Scriptures Mat. 11. 28. Come unto me all ye that are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest Take my yoke upon you and learn of me and you shall find rest unto your Souls Joh. 6. 37. Him that cometh unto me I will in no wise cast out 7. Fall close to Duties and keep close to Ordinances 1. Let secret and Family Prayer be thy daily exercise Count not thy self a Christian till thou give thy self to prayer 2. Let not reading the Word Catechising c. be strangers in thy house 3. Prize improve and sanctifie the Sabbaths The Lord on those dayes comes down upon his Mount to meet thy Soul to commune with thee to bless thee to feed thee and fill thee with whatsoever thy Soul desireth or wanteth Get thee up to meet thy God But remember when thou goest leave thy staff behind thee 4. View often and take an account of thy self of the
in-come and success of all thy Duties What is all my praying reading hearing c. come to What is brought forth Is the work done for which all these are Are my Sins and my Soul parted Are my Companions in sin abandoned Is Christ and my Soul united Beware you never make Praying and Hearing to serve you instead of believing and Repenâ—ing But to help you on to it Remember these seaven Words when I am gone 1. Get a sense of thy dreadful state 2. Abandon presently every sin 3. Let not thy hope in Christ lessen thy fear of sin 4. Shake off every sinful Companion 5. Baffle not Conscience once more 6. Make a present close with Christ 7. Fall close to Duties and keep close to Ordinances These things do and the God of peace shall be with you But remember There 's no peace saith my God to the wicked 2. There are others that are near the Kingdome of God Thou art not far from the Kingdome of God There are some that are like Ephraâ—m Hosea 7 8. Cakes half baked like Agrippa almost Christians Acts 26. 29. Almost thou perswadest me to be a Christian 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Thou hast brought me within a little of Christianity They are come to the threshold of saving Faith within a step of sincere Godliness They have been professing and praying and hoping and wishing themselves in and yet are short of it They have been enlightned in the knowledge of Christ have tasted of the heavenly gift have felt somthing of the sweetness of Christ have been made partakers of the Holy Ghost of many excellent and useful gifts have tasted of the good Word of God and the powers of the World to come They have set out after Christ have left the blind and prophane VVorld much behind them have escaped much of the pollutions of this VVorld left many sins taken up with many duties have a name among the Saints have suffered many things for the Name of Christ and notwithstanding all this here they stick they cannot give themselves up fully to Christ somthing or other either the VVorld or their Companions or their pleasures or their ease or their sloth hath such hold on them that they cannot unreservedly resolvedly give themselvs up to the dominion of Jesus Christ nay it may be they cannot tell why yet they cannot do it Though they can say I would be yet they cannot say I will be the Lord's These are near the Kingdome of God but yet short of it He that cannot say I will be can less say I am the Lords But here I must distinguish of two sorts of almost Christians 1. There are some that have reached to almost and are still reaching forwards the state of such is hopeful though it be not safe Oh that we could see more such almost Christians 2. There are others that have reached to and rest in almost who mistaking almost for altogether do there take up their stand These are far from the Kingdome of God Brethren I much fear that among the number of Professors there are more of these almost Christians than we are aware of Oh it would make our hearts shake to consider how far many go to what degree of resignation resolution affection action submission to sufferings they attain and yet fall off at last and thereby shew they were still short of Christ They went out from us because they were not of us I particularly pityâ— many of the more sober Gentry who have a good will to Religion and a faiâ— respect for the Professors of it countenancing holiness doing many worthy things for the Name and Servants of God refraining from the viciousness and vanity of many of their Rank and Quality who yet dwelling in temptations being entangled in carnal correspondencies entertained with an affluence of carnal delights and pleasures and finding hereby a strict self-denying and mortified life to be of greater difficulty to them than to men of lower rank are apt to think it not of such necessity who may possibly upon a narrow enquiry discern after all their good hopes of themselves and the great opinions of others concerning them that they are yet short of that simplicity and godly sincerity which alone will prove them Christians indeed Blessed be God there are amongst us such those who have broken through all temptations have adventured upon the disobliging all the World have laid down their honours pleasures friends and all their carnal interests whatsoever at the feet of Christ and preferring a close Communion with God the peace of a good Conscience the joyes of Religion yea the very reproach of Christ above all their worldly Honours and fleshly pleasures have given themselves up to the power of the Gospel and an exemplary Spiritual and Heavenly life But it is to be feared lest there be also such who have deservedly gam'd great respect among the Saints and gone far along with them who yet are come but to the threshold of Christianity and being afraid to put in there they are in danger to perish everlastingly Quod fere fit non fit He that is but almost saved is damned for altogether Oh Friends what do you mean will you lose all the ground you have gotten all the things you have wrought shall all your sufferings for the name of Christ be lost and in vain after you have tasted the bitterness of the Croâ—s will you not go one step farther and take the joyes of the Cross Is the work of Regeneration brought to the Birth and shall it at last miscarry and prove an abortion would one step more land your Soules in the Kingdom of God are you gotten so near a shore and will you perish in the Harbour Are you gotten off from the tents of the Edomites and gotten even to the borders of Canaan and will you not enter Are you gotten to Pisgah and have a view of the Land of Promise and see that it is a good Land are you come so near as to see that true holiness is such a beautiful State such a blessed State and do you wish your selves in and will you yet die on the other side Jordan you have prayed put on a little more prayer may do it you have laboured and reasoned with and perswaded your hearts give not over a little more labour may prevail Oh that I knew what to say more that might bring you on Oh that the Lord would yet put one word or other in my mouth that might overcome you thâ—t I might shoot one Arrow more that might strike home use one Argument more that might be cogent and gain your full consent to Christ that I might see you safely landed ere I be parted from you Oh think think what a dreadful disappointment this will be for you that are come so near to godliness as that you verily think you have attained it if after all the joys pleasures and hopes the little Religion you have had hath fed you withal you should
at last have a TEKEL written for your doom and hear that cutting word pronounced upon you Thou art weighâ—d in the ballance and art found wanting With you also would I leave a few words 1. Lose not both Worlds this World thou hast lost already by leaving them so much behind thee lose not that which is before for want of coming on a little farther think not of hanging always betwixt Heaven and Hell In the other World there 's no middle either go back or come on turn thee to the right hand or to the left 2. Mistake not almost for altogether such a mistake may be mortal Do not too â—â—ily conclude thou hast already attained if thou takest something of Christianity to be all thy all is nothing 'T is a wonderful thing to see how easily men satisfie themselves in a matter of such weight and intricacy Thine heart is deceitful try it thoroughly before thou trust it One grain too light and thou art undone God Glory Soul Eternity all lie at stake one tittle short of sincerity and all lost Be jealous of thy self never give over suspecting thy State till thou hast put it past suspition Conclude not till thou hast thoroughly disputed the case give not over the dispute till the matter be no longer disputable Canst thou be too sure the least mistake is as wide as Heaven and Hell the bottomless Gulf reaches home to the Threshold of glory thy tantum non will be as much as the Devil looks for only not in though never so near will be thy eternal perdition 3. Beware that this thought one time or other I shall have more power slacken not thy present care and labour Let not thy hopes undo thee Lose not a present opportunity in hopes of future ability Labour each day to bring the matter to a present Issue and that with no less earnestness than if this day were to give a final determination and thou wert sure that thou wert just come to thy now or never 4. Let not a small matter part Christ and thee Heaven may not cost thee half so much more as it hath cost thee already Art thou come within one peny of thy Lords price and shall that break the bargain 5. Let not thy Oyl thou hast gotten serve only for fewel for thy fire Let not thy common grace thou hast obtained here be of no other use but to add to thy confusion hereafter every beam of light that hath shined to thee here will add to the horrour of thine everlasting darkness Every drop of Honey thou hast tasted in Religion will be thy Gall and Worm-wood in the day of thy condemnation Be not more miserable hereafter for that thou hast been less wicked here the remembrance how fair thou wert once for Glory will be one of the sharpest Teeth of thine everlasting Worm 6. Lastly Be all or nothing come up hither or get thee down to thy lot particularly 1. Be all unto Christ 2. Let Christ be all to thee 3. Let all Christ be accepted and improved by thee 1. Be all unto Christ have none to please but Christ and for Christ have nothing to seek but Christ and for Christ resolve against Reserves and limits give up all and keep back nothing say not thus much I can spare and no more hitherâ—o I wiâ— go and no farther Divide not thy self thy love thy care thy aims betwixt Christ and any thing else Let thy whole Soul run in one Channel Rest not short of a full resignation and when thou hast resigned repent not 2. Let Christ be all to thee say not I must have an Estate too my Friends too my pleasures and my ease too let Christ be enough and all to thee Father Mother House â—â—nds Portion say conâ—â—ing all thou hast else Be thou mine Lord and let these go their way 3. Let all of Christ be accepted and improved by thee Divide not thy self and divide not Christ leave not any thing of thy self for any but Christ refuse not any thing of Christ for thy self Think not thy all too much for thee to give nor Christ's all too much for thee to embrace Thy half will not satisfie Christ nor will half of Christ suffice thee Thou must give and have and therefore resolve to give and take all or none Let all Christ be accepted and improved by thee 1. The merit of his blood 2. The light and Authority of his Law 3. The Power of his Spirit 1. Accept the merit of his blood renounce thinâ— own and rely on his righteousness as God hath so do thou lay on him all thine iniquities Think not of Sanctification without satisfaction Think not to satisfie in the least by ought that thou canst do let that lye upon him Judg thy self but seek to be justified alone through Faith in his blood Say unto the Lord what I owe to thee put it upon his account my Christ must answer for me 2. Accept and submit to the light and authority of his Law Think not he is thy Priest unless he â—e thy Prophet and thy King If he must answer for thee let him instruct thee and be thou willing to learn of him since he hath bought thee let him govern thee say not of any thing he requires this is too much to do since he said not to thee 't is too much to dye Count not thy self Christian whilst thou art unwilling to receive the utmost light or to submit to the utmost of thy duty say not of any one thing of all that Christ requires This I must have abated and then I will be his 3. Accept and exert the power of his Spirit the Spirit of the Lord is a Spirit of Power The same Argument which the Apostle uses to prove himself a Minister of Christ is necessary to prove thee a Christian 2 Cor. 13. 3 4. Since ye seck a proof of Christ speaking in me which to you ward is not weak but is mighty in you Though he was crucified through weakness yet he liveth by the power of God for we also are weak in him but we shall live with him by the power of God Ye seek a proof of Christ speaking in me ye put me to prove that I am a Minister of Christ why here 's the proof of it My preaching hath not been weak but mighty in you It hath been followed and attested by the power of Christ which hath wrought mighâ—â—ly in you as weak as we are yet the power of Christ hath been manifested and magnified in us Doest thou seek a proof of thy Christianity why here must be the proof that though thou art weak of thy self yet thou livest in the power of God which is mighty in thee Though thou canst do nothing of thy self yet thou art able to do all things through Christ which strengthens thee Thou sayst thou art willing but thou art weak thou desirest to be and to do what God would have thee but thou canst not perform
This may comfort and support thee much under thy failings and miscarriages in some particular duties but if this be thy case in ordinary in the main of thy life that to will is all thou hast thou art not a Christian He that hath not the Spirit of Christ is none of his And he that hath the Spirit of Christ it is in him as the living power of God actually carrying him on in an holy life Ezek. 36. 27. I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in my Statutes and ye shall keep my judgements and do them I will not only command perswade incline you but cause you It shall be done my Spirit shall bring you on and help you through Yâ— shall keep my Staâ—utes and do them Where-ever the Spirit of God hath breathed in the life of grace there are more than breathings out after a gracious life Sincere grace hath more in it than wishings and wouldings than attempts and overtures Life is a power to act Phil. 2. 12 13. Work out your salvation for it is God that workeâ—h in you to will and â—o do Where-ever God worketh the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 velle he works also the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 operari Where-ever God works in he gives us a power to work out the works of Christiâ—nity Oh rest not till thou find thy self endued with this power from on high inabled to go through with thy work They are not thy Attempts but thy Atchievements they are not thy Offers at an holy life but thy acting it that must prove thee a Christian He that doth rightâ—ousness is righteous Be it thus with thee be all to Christ let Christ be all to thee let all Christ be accepted and improved by thee heartily accept the merit of Chrisâ— Righteousness submit to the light and authority of his Law get thy self possest with and live in the power of his Spirit be it thus with thee come up hither and then thou art safe Thy almost is now come to altogether and if I must now leave thee thou wilt be the better able to spare me These things do and the God of peace shall be with thee Thou art gotten into Sanctuary and now what-ever Tossings and Tumblings whatsoever unpleasing or afflicting changes may be thy lot in this World thou may'st sing that Requiem to thy self Return unto thy rest O my Soul for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee Gothy way eat thy Bread with joy and drink thy Wine with amerry heart for God now accepteth thee Though thou walkest through the shadow of Death thou may'st now sit thee down under the shadow of thy Lord with great delight and with great security whose fruit shall be ever sweet to thy taste Though thou dwellest in Mesech and hast thy Habitation among the Tents of Kedar yet thou may'st lay thee down in peace and take thy rest for the Lord doth the Lord will make thee to dwell in safety 2. To the Godly Happy Souls The God of Peace is with you all things shall work for good to you only that he may continue with you continue you with him in the obedience of that Gospel to which you have delivered up your selves My Exhortation to you shall be 1. General Respecting the whole course of your Lives 2. Particular Respecting your daily Walk My general Exhortation shall be bottomed on that of the Apostle Phil. 1. 27 28. Let your Conversation be as it becometh the Gospel of Christ that whether I come and see you or else be absent I may hear of your Affaires that you stand fast in one Spirit with one Mind striving together for the Faith of the Gospel In nothing terrified by your adversaries which is to them an evident token of perdition but to you of Salvation and that of God Let your conversation be as it becometh the Gospel Walk worthy of the Gospel let your lives be suitable and answerable to the Holy Gospel which yoâ— profess 1. Let your lives answer the ends of the Gospel the exaltation of the Name and glorious Grace of God in Christ live an humble self-denying self-abasing this is a Christ exalting life 2. Let your life answer â—he Dignities and Honours the Gospel invests you with You are the children of God the Heirs of Glory the Spouse of Christ the Bride the Lambs Wife You are a Royal Priesthood an holy Nation a peculiar people know your priviledges and do not live below your selves defile not your glory by stooping to a Carnal and Earthly Life a Jewel is not more unbecoming a Swines snout than fleshly Husks a Saints Palate 'T is below you who are peculiar people to your God to live in common with the Men of â—his World humble your selves into the least of Saints but do not humble your selves into Bruits a Live in the Spirit converse with God be dealing for Glory Honour and Immortality 3. Let your Lives answer the Names which the Gospel puts upon you Doves Lambs Lillies be harmless peaceable gentle beautiful fragant sending forth a precious savour in the World 4. Let your Lives answer the Riches the Reward the Crown the Kingdom which the Gospel sets before you Live a contented life be satisfied be well pleased with what you have here be it little or much disgrace not your portioâ— the Gospel allots you as if it â—re a poor insufficient portion Let your souls â—â—y How small an handful soever you have of this Earth it is enough Christ is mine A discontented Christian says Christ is not enough Heaven is not enough Let the Contentation of thy Spirit declare before the World that the Lines are fallen to thee in 〈◊〉 pleasant place and that thou hast a goodly heritage Do not put this Scorn upon God and Glory that thou must be beholding to the Devil to mend thy portion Christian either thou art within the Promise or a stranger from it Either thou hast the God of Peace with thee or not If not me-thinks thou shouldst find other matter to take up thy thoughts and not have leasure to perplex thy self with every trivial want that thy meat or thy drink or thine house or the carriage of thy friends towards thee are not according to thy mind thy Soul thy Soul man thy life is in danger Oh what an Eternity art thou like to have of it Canst thou want a God a Christ an Heaven and thine heart never stir at it And is the dissatisfaction of thy vain mind or appetite such a Burthen Is the Devil in thy heart and it never moves thee and shall an ill neighbour be a vexation to thee Canst thou feel a Feather when thou hast a Talent upon thee The Curse the Curse of God is upon thee I cannot wonder thou shouldst be discontent but me-thinks these small matters by a man in thy case should not be minded If Christ and the Promise be thine is not that enough Are not all things enough God is all