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the_o death_n we_o shall_v be_v help_v to_o understand_v what_o our_o saviour_n sorrow_n be_v if_o the_o wise_a holy_a and_o patient_a man_n in_o the_o world_n who_o be_v not_o oppress_v or_o distemper_v at_o all_o by_o reason_n of_o any_o bodily_a distemper_n of_o mclancholly_a i_o say_v if_o such_o a_o man_n shall_v come_v to_o a_o intimate_a bosom_n friend_n and_o with_o a_o sad_a countenance_n shall_v fell_v he_o that_o he_o be_v even_o ready_a to_o die_v because_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o grief_n and_o sadness_n that_o lie_v upon_o his_o spirit_n will_v not_o this_o argue_v that_o his_o sorrow_n be_v exceed_o great_a especial_o when_o his_o friend_n never_o hear_v he_o to_o complain_v in_o all_o his_o life_n though_o the_o injury_n and_o suffering_n have_v be_v very_o great_a all_o along_o if_o he_o shall_v further_o say_v unto_o his_o friend_n i_o beseech_v you_o to_o watch_v with_o i_o sure_o it_o will_v argue_v a_o heart_n overwhelm_v with_o grief_n now_o i_o say_v for_o a_o 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a_o torture_a body_n and_o a_o wound_a conscience_n who_o can_v bear_v it_o beside_o all_o this_o none_o can_v help_v none_o will_v pity_v those_o that_o be_v in_o hell_n nay_o what_o be_v the_o height_n of_o misery_n that_o way_n god_n himself_o shall_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o their_o roar_n and_o torture_n laugh_v at_o their_o calamity_n when_o it_o come_v as_o desolaion_n and_o as_o a_o whirlwind_n upon_o they_o 4_o consider_v serious_o what_o eternity_n mean_v for_o ever_o ever_o ever_o to_o be_v torment_v be_v a_o overwhelm_a consideration_n to_o lie_v under_o the_o torture_n of_o the_o stone_n but_o one_o night_n how_o tedious_a be_v it_o but_o to_o be_v torment_v to_o all_o eternity_n o_o it_o be_v the_o hell_n of_o hell_n affection_n and_o resolution_n be_v aostnish_v and_o tremble_v at_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n alas_o o_o my_o soul_n why_o do_v thou_o not_o tremble_v as_o felix_n do_v when_o thou_o consider_v these_o thing_n why_o be_v not_o thou_o more_o 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