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the_o spirit_n unwilling_a wilful_a weak_a and_o wicked_a john_n 3.5_o 6._o rom._n 5.6_o &_o 8.7_o eph._n 2.1_o 2_o etc._n etc._n yet_o sin_v against_o the_o light_n and_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o not_o worship_v god_n according_a to_o what_o be_v reveal_v of_o he_o by_o the_o work_n of_o creation_n they_o be_v leave_v inexcusable_a rom._n 1.20_o 21._o concern_v redemption_n from_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n all_o true_a believer_n be_v real_o and_o actual_o redeem_v from_o the_o curse_n and_o power_n or_o dominion_n of_o the_o law_n and_o be_v under_o grace_n or_o the_o blessing_n promise_n and_o privilege_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n both_o temporal_a and_o eternal_a rom._n 6.14_o &_o 7_o 4_o 6._o gal_n 3.13_o on_o the_o contrary_a all_o unbeliever_n and_o wicked_a person_n be_v and_o remain_v under_o the_o law_n and_o covenant_n of_o work_n gal._n 5.4_o concern_v the_o two_o covenant_n from_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o world_n there_o have_v be_v two_o covenant_n in_o be_v viz._n the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o work_n call_v the_o law_n and_o the_o gospel_n and_o all_o and_o every_o person_n in_o the_o world_n have_v be_v and_o be_v under_o one_o of_o they_o the_o first_o require_v the_o obedience_n of_o work_n the_o other_o the_o obedience_n of_o faith_n and_o these_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o two_o covenant_n rom._n 10.4_o 5_o 6_o 7_o 8_o 9_o 10_o 11._o heb._n 8.7_o 8._o etc._n etc._n &_o 10.15_o 16_o etc._n etc._n 22._o concern_v perseverance_n in_o grace_n those_o that_o do_v true_o believe_v and_o be_v once_o in_o and_o under_o the_o new_a covenant_n and_o in_o the_o true_a grace_n of_o god_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v rom._n 5.2_o can_v absolute_o fall_v and_o utter_o perish_v for_o they_o be_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n john_n 5.24_o they_o be_v in_o christ_n and_o god_n the_o father_n hand_n john_n 10.28_o 29._o they_o have_v the_o spirit_n abide_v in_o they_o unto_o eternal_a life_n 1_o john_n 3.24_o they_o sit_v together_o in_o heauâ—â—ly_a place_n in_o christ_n eph._n 2.5_o 6._o and_o he_o make_v intercession_n for_o they_o john_n 17.20_o and_o the_o decree_n oath_n and_o promise_v of_o god_n be_v sure_a to_o all_o the_o seed_n rom._n 4.16_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o depart_v from_o god_n jer._n 32.40_o 1_o john_n 3.9_o and_o that_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v nor_o forsake_v they_o heb._n 13-5_a 6._o and_o that_o he_o or_o every_o one_o that_o believe_v shall_v be_v save_v mark_v 16.16_o and_o shall_v not_o come_v into_o condemnation_n for_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n rom._n 8.1_o concern_v assurance_n of_o salvation_n i_o believer_n be_v to_o be_v exhort_v to_o make_v their_o call_n and_o election_n sure_a 2_o pet._n 1.10_o and_o this_o they_o may_v certain_o attain_v unto_o for_o god_n have_v promise_v it_o christ_n have_v pray_v for_o it_o and_o many_o of_o the_o saint_n have_v attain_v unto_o it_o 1_o john_n 2.3_o 5._o &_o 3.14_o etc._n etc._n 2._o though_o there_o be_v many_o sign_n and_o evidence_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o grace_n lay_v down_o in_o the_o scripture_n and_o such_o as_o believer_n may_v find_v in_o themselves_o as_o love_n to_o god_n and_o to_o his_o people_n respect_v to_o all_o god_n command_n and_o hatred_n to_o sorrow_n for_o and_o power_n against_o all_o inbred_a corruption_n etc._n etc._n yet_o the_o chief_a and_o most_o undoubted_a evidence_n be_v the_o spirit_n itself_o 1_o john_n 3.24_o &_o 4.13_o and_o the_o witness_n and_o seal_v of_o it_o rom._n 8.15_o eph._n 1.13_o which_o believer_n have_v most_o common_o after_o they_o believe_v and_o not_o at_o their_o first_o believe_v gal._n 3.14_o and_o there_o may_v be_v a_o true_a faith_n mingle_v with_o much_o doubt_v mat._n 14.31_o and_o many_o of_o the_o child_n of_o light_n may_v walk_v in_o darkness_n and_o be_v ignorant_a of_o their_o state_n isa_n 50.10_o yet_o such_o bruise_a reed_n god_n will_v not_o break_v nor_o quench_v such_o smoke_a flax_n i._n e._n such_o weak_a and_o doubt_v christian_n or_o their_o faith_n till_o he_o bring_v forth_o judgement_n into_o victory_n or_o help_v they_o to_o overcome_v mat._n 12.20_o 21._o 3._o it_o be_v possible_a also_o that_o such_o believer_n as_o have_v attain_v unto_o a_o full_a assurance_n may_v afterward_o either_o through_o the_o hide_v of_o god_n countenance_n for_o trial_n of_o they_o or_o by_o fall_v into_o some_o great_a sin_n or_o by_o some_o sore_a and_o violent_a temptation_n or_o through_o their_o remissness_n in_o religious_a duty_n or_o the_o like_a have_v their_o assurance_n darken_v shake_v and_o weaken_v and_o thereby_o their_o soul_n may_v be_v much_o trouble_v and_o discomfort_a psal_n 30.7_o cant_n 2.1_o 2._o &_o 5.2_o 3_o etc._n etc._n yet_o in_o their_o dark_a and_o most_o doubt_a condition_n they_o cleave_v unto_o the_o lord_n remember_v his_o former_a deal_n acknowledge_v these_o doubt_n to_o be_v their_o infirmity_n and_o they_o find_v and_o feel_v some_o working_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o grace_n within_o they_o and_o still_o continue_v in_o prayer_n and_o other_o ordinance_n wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n till_o he_o return_v unto_o they_o revive_v they_o restore_v the_o joy_n of_o his_o salvation_n and_o settle_v they_o in_o their_o old_a estate_n as_o he_o have_v promise_v for_o this_o read_v psal_n 22._o &_o 51._o &_o 77._o throughout_o lam._n 3._o isa_n 8.17_o &_o 50.10_o etc._n etc._n concern_v growth_n and_o perseverance_n in_o grace_n 1._o those_o that_o have_v true_a grace_n whether_o little_a or_o much_o they_o shall_v labour_v to_o grow_v therein_o and_o to_o add_v one_o grace_n to_o another_o go_v from_o strength_n to_o strength_n perfect_v holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o still_o
press_v after_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v before_o endeavour_v to_o be_v holy_a merciful_a and_o perfect_a as_o god_n be_v and_o to_o walk_v as_o christ_n walk_v 2_o pet._n 1.8_o &_o 3.18_o phil._n 3.11_o 14.2_o cor._n 7.1_o 1_o john_n 2.6_o etc._n etc._n 2._o though_o there_o be_v to_o be_v a_o press_v after_o perfection_n as_o also_o a_o attain_n unto_o it_o in_o some_o sense_n as_o perfection_n of_o justification_n and_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o sanctification_n and_o likewise_o comparative_o some_o attain_v to_o more_o grace_n than_o other_o who_o be_v call_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d or_o perfect_a by_o the_o apostle_n 1_o cor._n 2.6_o phil._n 3.15_o heb._n 5.14_o yet_o the_o best_a of_o god_n people_n while_o they_o be_v on_o earth_n have_v sin_n in_o they_o work_v in_o their_o member_n and_o they_o offend_v in_o many_o thing_n know_v also_o and_o do_v but_o in_o part_n as_o the_o apostle_n themselves_o acknowledge_v paul_n roman_n 7._o james_n jam._n 3.2_o john_n 1_o john_n 1_o and_o they_o that_o say_v they_o have_v no_o sin_n but_o be_v perfect_a or_o without_o sin_n they_o will_v be_v find_v perverse_a as_o job_n say_v c._n 9_o and_o they_o deceive_v themselves_o and_o the_o truth_n be_v not_o in_o they_o 1_o john_n 1.8_o 10._o 3._o as_o there_o be_v a_o grow_v in_o grace_n so_o there_o be_v a_o persevere_v and_o continue_v and_o hold_v on_o and_o out_o in_o the_o will_n way_n and_o profession_n of_o christ_n unto_o the_o end_n without_o turn_v to_o the_o right_a hand_n or_o to_o the_o left_a and_o without_o backslide_n or_o halt_v between_o opinion_n or_o be_v formal_a and_o lukewarm_a in_o religion_n but_o strive_v against_o sin_n and_o seek_v to_o overcome_v through_o many_o suffering_n and_o to_o run_v our_o spiritual_a race_n till_o we_o finish_v our_o course_n for_o to_o such_o do_v christ_n promise_v the_o crown_n of_o life_n and_o in_o his_o grace_n and_o strength_n alone_o we_o must_v overcome_v and_o therefore_o must_v always_o depend_v upon_o and_o humble_o implore_v his_o help_n who_o be_v the_o finisher_n as_o well_o as_o the_o author_n of_o our_o faith_n that_o we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o withstand_v all_o evil_n and_o to_o stand_v complete_a in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v not_o high_o mind_v but_o fear_v nor_o doubtful-minded_n but_o believe_v matthew_n 24.13_o revel_v 2.10_o &_o 3.11_o 15_o 16._o heb._n 12.1_o 4._o phil._n 4.13_o collos_n 4.12_o rom._n 11.20_o luke_n 12.29_o 32._o concern_v good_a work_n 1._o they_o that_o do_v believe_v and_o be_v god_n workmanship_n create_v thereunto_o be_v to_o be_v careful_a to_o maintain_v good_a work_n which_o tend_v to_o the_o praise_n and_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o the_o good_a and_o profit_n of_o man_n and_o be_v also_o as_o be_v intimate_v before_o evidence_n of_o a_o true_a and_o lively_a faith_n in_o god_n and_o of_o our_o love_n both_o to_o god_n and_o man_n mat._n 5.16_o eph._n 2.10_o tit._n 3.8_o 14._o jam._n 2.17_o 18_o 22._o john_n 14.21_o 1_o john_n 3_o â—7_n gal._n 5.6_o 2._o those_o work_v only_o be_v to_o be_v account_v good_a work_n which_o be_v command_v by_o god_n and_o agreeable_a to_o his_o word_n and_o not_o such_o as_o be_v devise_v and_o esteem_v by_o man_n only_o to_o be_v so_o and_o to_o offer_v unto_o god_n any_o thing_n in_o his_o service_n which_o he_o require_v not_o be_v abominable_a to_o he_o and_o unprofitable_a and_o sinful_a to_o they_o that_o do_v it_o 1_o kin._n 11.7_o jer._n 32.35_o mic._n 6.6_o 7_o 8._o mat._n 15_o 9_o col._n 2.20_o 24._o tit._n 1.14_o concern_v baptism_n 1._o outward_a baptism_n or_o water-baptism_n be_v a_o solemn_a significant_a dip_v into_o or_o wash_v with_o water_n the_o body_n in_o or_o into_o the_o name_n of_o the_o father_n the_o son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n only_o mat._n 28.19_o it_o signify_v the_o death_n burial_n and_o resâ—r_n ection_n of_o christ_n also_o the_o spiritual_a cleanse_n and_o wash_v of_o justification_n and_o regeneration_n or_o sanctification_n together_o with_o the_o baptism_n or_o pour_v forth_o of_o the_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n rom._n 6.3_o 4_o 5._o col._n 2.12_o heb_fw-mi 10.22_o 2._o though_o baptism_n be_v not_o absolute_o necessary_a to_o salvation_n yet_o be_v command_v by_o christ_n it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o all_o profess_v and_o visible_a believer_n and_o penitent_a person_n man_n and_o woman_n to_o be_v baptise_a once_o and_o that_o upon_o the_o first_o believe_v and_o conversion_n and_o before_o they_o enter_v into_o a_o particular_a visible_a church_n or_o partake_v of_o the_o lord_n supper_n act_v 2.41_o 42._o yet_o it_o be_v not_o baptism_n but_o a_o interest_n in_o christ_n that_o give_v any_o a_o right_a to_o either_o neither_o be_v it_o the_o proper_a work_n of_o baptism_n to_o confer_v or_o work_v grace_n but_o to_o seal_v confirm_v and_o increase_v it_o 1_o pet._n 3.21_o much_o less_o be_v all_o those_o that_o be_v baptise_a true_a believer_n and_o save_v john_n 3_o 3_o 5._o act_n 8.13_o 23_o 3._o but_o in_o this_o of_o baptism_n as_o in_o many_o other_o case_n difference_n in_o persuasion_n and_o practice_n may_v well_o consist_v with_o brotherly_a love_n and_o christian_a communion_n see_v phil_n 3.15_o rom._n 14_o etc._n etc._n concern_v church_n and_o church-assembly_n 1._o it_o be_v a_o gospel-ordinance_n for_o saint_n to_o gather_v themselves_o together_o into_o christian_a society_n or_o particular_a church_n that_o they_o may_v the_o better_o perform_v such_o duty_n as_o they_o owe_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o to_o one_o another_o and_o it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o all_o believer_n if_o possible_o and_o convenient_o they_o can_v to_o join_v themselves_o unto_o some_o such_o church_n and_o be_v join_v to_o continue_v member_n thereof_o unless_o some_o necessary_a and_o good_a reason_n occasion_n the_o contrary_a and_o then_o to_o depart_v with_o consent_n of_o the_o church_n of_o which_o they_o be_v member_n cant._n 1.7.8_o act_n 2.47_o &_o 9.26_o 27_o 28_o etc._n etc._n 2._o the_o particular_a visible_a church_n under_o the_o gospel_n do_v not_o consist_v of_o whole_a nation_n country_n or_o city_n nor_o of_o the_o generality_n and_o multitude_n of_o either_o but_o of_o such_o company_n many_a or_o few_o in_o they_o that_o do_v receive_v and_o profess_v the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v convert_v and_o call_v to_o be_v saint_n separate_v from_o the_o world_n both_o its_o sin_n and_o service_n and_o unite_a and_o give_v up_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o to_o one_o another_o to_o live_v according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o thing_n act_n 5.12_o 13_o 14._o &_o 17.4_o &_o 19.8_o 9_o 1_o cor._n 1.2_o etc._n etc._n 3._o such_o particular_a church_n have_v and_o still_o have_v distinct_a power_n each_z within_z itself_o of_o admit_v and_o eject_v member_n of_o choose_v their_o own_o officer_n and_o of_o order_v all_o other_o matter_n relate_v to_o the_o church_n and_o none_o of_o they_o nor_o their_o officer_n be_v charge_v with_o the_o error_n and_o evil_n of_o other_o unless_o they_o be_v among_o themselves_o guilty_a of_o the_o same_o neither_o have_v any_o of_o they_o or_o their_o officer_n any_o power_n over_o any_o other_o congregation_n or_o member_n yet_o as_o those_o particular_a church_n be_v part_n of_o the_o universal_a church_n or_o body_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v his_o fullness_n so_o they_o be_v all_o to_o be_v helpful_a to_o one_o another_o and_o to_o walk_v by_o one_o and_o the_o same_o rule_n act_v 6_o 5._o &_o 14_o 23._o 1_o cor._n 5.12_o rev._n 2._o &_o 3_o phil._n 3_o 15_o 16_o etc._n etc._n concern_v church-officer_n as_o christ_n have_v give_v extraordinary_a and_o ordinary_a officer_n as_o apostle_n prophet_n evangelist_n pastor_n and_o teacher_n for_o the_o perfect_a of_o the_o saint_n for_o the_o work_n of_o the_o ministry_n and_o for_o the_o edify_n of_o his_o body_n or_o church_n in_o general_a and_o this_o without_o any_o limitation_n of_o time_n eph._n 4.11_o 12._o 1_o cor._n 12.28_o 29_o so_o 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of_o hyppocrite_n and_o appostate_n in_o the_o latter_a day_n in_o the_o evening_n i_o be_v again_o assault_v with_o evil_a thought_n which_o necessitate_v i_o to_o fly_v to_o the_o lord_n in_o prayer_n and_o thence_o i_o learn_v this_o lesson_n that_o sometime_o the_o very_a sin_n of_o a_o christian_a drive_v he_o to_o his_o duty_n and_o service_n sometime_o by_o way_n of_o prevention_n either_o to_o the_o scripture_n for_o some_o word_n of_o promise_n or_o command_v against_o sin_n or_o to_o prayer_n and_o sometime_o after_o a_o soul_n have_v sin_v it_o see_v a_o necessity_n speedy_o and_o earnest_o to_o confess_v it_o repent_v for_o it_o resolve_v and_o watch_v against_o it_o this_o
i_o have_v my_o heart_n several_a time_n in_o a_o good_a frame_n of_o prayer_n five_o i_o learned_a f_o on_fw-we psal_n 149.2.4_o how_o it_o be_v mutual_o between_o god_n and_o his_o people_n they_o joy_v in_o he_o and_o he_o take_v pleasure_n in_o they_o i_o also_o be_v think_v of_o the_o ground_n of_o saint_n doubt_n about_o their_o salvation_n viz._n ignorance_n in_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n want_v of_o observe_v their_o heart_n of_o keep_v up_o holiness_n slothfulness_n and_o favour_v some_o secret_a sin_n and_o not_o profit_v by_o ordinance_n i_o be_v nothing_o that_o the_o wicked_a be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o profess_v that_o they_o endeavour_v hurt_v to_o the_o righteous_a without_o a_o cause_n prov._n 1.11_o and_o that_o the_o godly_a shall_v gâ—ow_v more_o bold_a by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o their_o affliction_n increase_n 1._o thess_n 2.2_o i_o have_v my_o heart_n this_o day_n so_o tn_v in_o pâ—â—yer_n i_o be_v this_o day_n convince_v of_o the_o negligence_n in_o that_o duty_n of_o desire_v to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o the_o saint_n as_o paul_n do_v 1._o thess_n 3.11_o i_o receive_v a_o special_a letter_n this_o day_n from_o our_o dear_a brother_n i._o b._n which_o suit_v much_o with_o my_o condition_n and_o judgement_n i_o learn_v a_o word_n from_o one_o that_o i_o can_v not_o expect_v such_o word_n viz._n i_o do_v not_o heretofore_o prize_v neither_o great_a thing_n that_o be_v temporal_a of_o spiritual_a but_o now_o i_o prize_v the_o least_o thing_n of_o either_o sort_n from_o 2._o cor._n 7._o chap._n 4_o 5_o 6._o i_o observe_v 1._o that_o in_o the_o great_a trouble_n god_n people_n may_v have_v the_o great_a comfort_n 2._o that_o their_o comfort_n be_v original_o from_o god_n 3._o that_o god_n may_v send_v in_o these_o comfort_n at_o such_o time_n and_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o they_o expect_v not_o this_o evening_n my_o soul_n be_v a_o little_a refresh_v by_o divers_a promise_n and_o soften_v in_o prayer_n be_v the_o lord_n day_n i_o observe_v from_o prov._n 3.16_o in_o all_o thy_o way_n acknowledge_v he_o that_o godliness_n be_v a_o eye_v of_o god_n own_v of_o god_n imitate_v of_o god_n and_o respect_v of_o god_n in_o all_o our_o way_n and_o upon_o the_o consideration_n of_o these_o two_o follow_a question_n i_o have_v many_o thought_n some_o of_o which_o be_v refresh_v and_o satisfy_v to_o i_o from_o the_o first_o question_n how_o we_o may_v know_v that_o we_o have_v receive_v real_a good_a &_o benefit_n by_o our_o affliction_n second_o how_o we_o may_v know_v when_o god_n do_v afflict_v in_o love_n and_o faithfulness_n psal_n 119.75.71_o also_o divers_a other_o meditation_n from_o rev._n 12.10_o they_o overcome_v by_o the_o word_n of_o their_o testimony_n and_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n etc._n etc._n and_o concern_v the_o spiritual_a race_n which_o a_o christian_a be_v to_o run_v i_o have_v some_o enlargedness_n and_o tenderness_n of_o heart_n god_n according_a to_o his_o usual_a way_n and_o deal_n with_o i_o foresee_v what_o i_o can_v not_o to_o wit_n more_o approach_a affliction_n do_v this_o day_n administer_v a_o antidote_n even_o comfort_n by_o letter_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o several_a special_a friend_n also_o those_o word_n keep_v sound_a wisdom_n keep_v my_o say_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o keep_v thy_o heart_n with_o all_o diligence_n be_v i_o adjudge_v word_n worthy_a of_o observation_n hear_v this_o evening_n of_o a_o gracious_a brother_n and_o preacher_n sickness_n my_o heart_n be_v move_v earnest_o to_o pray_v for_o he_o i_o observe_v in_o the_o morning_n a_o special_a exhortaion_n out_o of_o prov._n 5.1_o my_o son_n attend_v unto_o my_o wisdom_n and_o bow_v thy_o ear_n unto_o my_o understanding_n also_o verse_n the_o 23._o that_o sin_n be_v a_o great_a folly_n so_o chap._n 18.13_o judg._n 19.23_o this_o day_n i_o receive_v a_o sad_a letter_n from_o a_o brother_n t._n e._n that_o be_v turn_v quaker_n which_o add_v much_o â—o_o my_o affliction_n the_o good_a lord_n show_v he_o the_o eâ—or_n â—or_z of_o his_o way_n and_o humble_a and_o reclaim_v he_o this_o day_n i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o aptness_n to_o be_v angry_a and_o be_v put_v serious_o to_o inquire_v into_o the_o voice_n and_o will_v of_o god_n by_o these_o additional_a affliction_n and_o i_o find_v a_o need_n of_o the_o continuance_n of_o they_o and_o my_o heart_n bring_v into_o a_o more_o submissive_a frame_n to_o bear_v and_o suffer_v his_o rod._n this_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o lord_n be_v a_o good_a day_n to_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v enlargedness_n and_o much_o freeness_n with_o some_o measure_n of_o softness_n and_o earnestness_n in_o prayer_n especial_o for_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n and_o particular_o for_o my_o own_o country_n christian_n i_o have_v also_o a_o strong_a resolution_n to_o watch_v myself_o more_o careful_o and_o do_v my_o duty_n more_o diligent_o then_o former_o out_o of_o prov_n 7._o i_o observe_v several_a help_n or_o mean_n to_o prevent_v and_o preserve_v the_o soul_n from_o sin_n viz._n 1._o a_o lay_v up_o the_o commandment_n in_o the_o heart_n 2._o a_o look_v on_o they_o or_o eye_v of_o they_o 3._o get_v endear_v affection_n to_o christ_n 4._o by_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o occasion_n thereof_o this_o day_n be_v but_o a_o flat_a drowsy_a day_n to_o my_o soul_n nor_o great_a good_a gain_v but_o sin_n and_o grace_v not_o discernable_o active_a and_o affection_n unwarmed_a and_o unquicken_v yet_o convince_v of_o lose_a time_n and_o comfort_v a_o little_a from_o 1_o thess_n 4._o with_o thought_n of_o christ_n come_v i_o be_v this_o morning_n instruct_v from_o wisdom_n word_n prov._n 8.8_o all_o the_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n be_v in_o righteousness_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o froward_a in_o they_o that_o i_o shall_v take_v more_o heed_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v of_o a_o froward_a month_n and_o tongue_n this_o day_n also_o i_o hope_v i_o can_v humble_o say_v it_o i_o enjoy_v the_o lord_n both_o in_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n and_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o want_n of_o skill_n in_o believe_v and_o more_o diligence_n in_o sanctification_n and_o thereupon_o i_o be_o resolve_v through_o grace_n and_o hope_v to_o be_v enable_v to_o take_v more_o heed_n to_o my_o way_n and_o as_o the_o lord_n also_o present_v that_o scripture_n to_o i_o thess_n 5.15_o but_o ever_o follow_v that_o which_o be_v good_a this_o day_n i_o have_v a_o check_n in_o my_o spirit_n for_o lightness_n of_o heart_n and_o beside_o a_o outward_a special_a providence_n i_o observe_v i_o learn_v from_o the_o sin_n i_o see_v and_o hear_v of_o in_o other_o to_o loathe_v or_o at_o least_o desire_a to_o loath_a it_o in_o myself_o i_o also_o observe_v from_o prov._n 9.18_o that_o one_o main_a reason_n why_o people_n do_v not_o leave_v sin_n be_v because_o they_o do_v not_o know_v or_o consider_v the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n also_o what_o a_o commendable_a thing_n it_o be_v for_o christian_n to_o be_v patient_a and_o believe_v in_o all_o persecution_n and_o tribulation_n thess_n 2.1_o chap._n 4._o this_o day_n be_v the_o lord_n day_n through_o god_n grace_n i_o have_v my_o heart_n much_o soften_v and_o enlarge_v to_o call_v upon_o god_n especial_o one_o time_n i_o observe_v also_o that_o that_o want_v of_o the_o love_n to_o the_o truth_n and_o love_n to_o unrighteousness_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o man_n fall_v from_o the_o faith_n 2._o thess_n 2.10.12_o also_o another_o excellent_a lesson_n from_o that_o word_n 2._o thess_n 3_o 1â—_n where_o he_o speak_v of_o busy_a body_n which_o signify_v proper_o to_o be_v too_o intent_n about_o the_o work_n we_o shall_v not_o be_v this_o dâ—â—_n i_o have_v my_o heart_n set_v somewhat_o upon_o the_o consideration_n hâ—_n t_o uâ—_n p_o â—â—â—s_fw-fr pâ—ov_fw-mi 11.2_o 12_o 13._o the_o â—ust_z â—hall_v be_v deliver_v and_o the_o just_a shall_v be_v save_v on_o of_o trouble_n 〈◊〉_d dâ—_n i_o be_v note_v a_o great_a difference_n between_o have_v the_o light_n and_o the_o love_n of_o the_o truth_n this_o day_n i_o receive_v a_o answer_n from_o a_o christian_a friend_n of_o a_o brothers_n business_n of_o concernment_n which_o signify_v his_o love_n and_o care_n and_o increase_v my_o affection_n to_o he_o i_o be_v somewhat_o affect_v also_o with_o the_o sweet_a counsel_n of_o christ_n to_o the_o church_n of_o sardis_n i_o have_v my_o soul_n in_o some_o good_a frame_n especial_o in_o prayer_n and_o comfort_n from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o promise_n in_o psal_n 1.3_o that_o the_o good_a man_n shall_v bear_v fruit_n and_o that_o his_o fruit_n shall_v not_o wither_v and_o isa_n 49.25_o and_o jer._n 33.20_o from_o the_o stability_n of_o the_o covenant_n i_o likewise_o consider_v 1._o that_o there_o be_v that_o in_o christ_n which_o answer_v
she_o be_v nurse_v her_o whole_a time_n this_o day_n i_o observe_v from_o leu._n 26._o god_n way_n of_o deal_v outward_o with_o his_o people_n either_o in_o mercy_n or_o affliction_n according_a to_o their_o obedience_n or_o disobedience_n but_o though_o they_o have_v sin_v and_o bring_v punishment_n upon_o themselves_o yet_o upon_o their_o confession_n of_o sin_n humble_v of_o their_o heart_n and_o accept_v of_o their_o punishment_n god_n remit_v their_o sin_n and_o remove_v the_o punishment_n this_o day_n god_n in_o his_o providence_n order_v that_o i_o shall_v hurt_v and_o bruise_v my_o leg_n which_o may_v have_v be_v much_o worse_a i_o humble_o praise_v god_n for_o it_o and_o hope_v to_o profit_v by_o it_o this_o day_n my_o heart_n be_v very_o much_o enlarge_v soften_a and_o quicken_v in_o prayer_n twice_o but_o especial_o once_o and_o raise_v through_o the_o power_n of_o god_n exceed_o to_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v i_o learn_v 1._o to_o beware_v of_o sleight_n and_o short_a repentance_n a_o thing_n i_o often_o consider_v off_o 2._o to_o fear_v secret_a self_n conceitedness_n after_o the_o well_o perform_v of_o a_o duty_n 3._o to_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o corrupt_a fly_n of_o vain_a thought_n and_o idle_a word_n 4._o from_o pâ—ov_n 24.1_o not_o to_o desire_v the_o company_n of_o evil_a man_n 5._o to_o see_v consider_v look_v and_o receive_v instruction_n from_o the_o evil_a of_o other_o 6._o that_o such_o as_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n but_o not_o with_o a_o good_a end_n shall_v be_v punish_v hos_fw-la 1.4_o this_o day_n i_o be_v trouble_v with_o vain_a and_o wander_a thought_n in_o solemn_a duty_n yet_o be_v make_v sensible_a of_o they_o and_o in_o some_o measure_n resist_v they_o effectual_o i_o learned_a from_o prov._n 25.22_o how_o to_o perform_v my_o duty_n towards_o my_o enemy_n and_o from_o chap._n 26._o 26._o the_o danger_n of_o keep_v secret_a sin_n that_o god_n will_v discover_v they_o before_o the_o congregation_n god_n favour_v i_o this_o day_n with_o kindness_n from_o and_o affect_v i_o somewhat_o with_o the_o relation_n and_o read_n of_o god_n wonderful_a and_o strange_a work_n at_o which_o i_o desire_v to_o stand_v in_o admiration_n and_o to_o fear_v and_o tremble_v also_o to_o be_v affect_v with_o the_o suffering_n of_o other_o saint_n that_o differ_v from_o i_o i_o observe_v also_o from_o prov._n 26.23_o how_o a_o wicked_a have_fw-mi it_o may_v be_v cover_v and_o undiscerned_a as_o a_o potshe_n d_o cover_v with_o dross_n also_o from_o chap_n 27.12_o the_o character_n and_o care_n of_o a_o prudent_a man_n viz._n to_o foresee_v the_o evil_a and_o hide_v himself_o and_o from_o 2._o tim._n 1._o to_o learn_v to_o partake_v of_o suffering_n and_o not_o to_o be_v ashamed_a of_o sufferer_n this_o day_n though_o i_o rise_v early_o than_o ordinary_a yet_o through_o the_o multiplicity_n and_o continuance_n of_o company_n i_o make_v not_o such_o good_a improvement_n thereof_o i_o can_v say_v i_o profit_v much_o or_o gain_v or_o learn_v any_o thing_n unless_o it_o w_z re_z from_z p_o ov_n 27.12_o that_o a_o prudent_a man_n forsee_v the_o evil_a and_o hide_v himself_o also_o from_o 2._o tim._n 2.11.12_o iwyse_o â—â—se_z ve_v great_a encouragement_n to_o suffer_v for_o christ_n because_o we_o shall_v live_v and_o reign_v with_o he_o also_o to_o labour_v to_o be_v pure_a fit_a vessel_n for_o the_o lord_n to_o follow_v aâ—ter_a righteousness_n faith_n peace_n charity_n etc._n etc._n i_o be_v convince_v this_o day_n of_o four_o thing_n i_o be_v too_o negligent_a in_o viz._n study_v the_o scripture_n send_v to_o the_o christian_n especial_o those_o to_o who_o i_o relate_v finish_v somewhat_o i_o intend_v and_o begin_v and_o improve_n my_o talon_n in_o this_o place_n more_o to_o the_o benefit_n of_o other_o poor_a soul_n i_o have_v my_o heart_n soften_v and_o in_o some_o measure_n enlarge_v this_o day_n in_o prayer_n and_o true_o affect_v with_o some_o christian_n that_o come_v to_o see_v i_o i_o have_v some_o comfortable_a consideration_n from_o three_o promise_n prov._n 28.10_o 20_o 26._o the_o upright_a shall_v have_v good_a thing_n in_o possession_n who_o so_o walk_v â—prightly_a shall_v be_v save_v and_o who_o so_o walk_v wise_o shall_v be_v deliver_v i_o have_v also_o comfortable_a from_o host_n 3_o 4.5_o compare_v together_o and_o be_v put_v to_o consider_v those_o in_o 2._o tim._n 3.2_o etc._n etc._n this_o morning_n though_o too_o slothful_a i_o have_v some_o bâ—eathings_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o kindle_v affection_n in_o pâ—ayer_n those_o word_n in_o prov._n 29.25_o be_v some_o comfort_n and_o support_v to_o i_o the_o fear_n of_o man_n bring_v a_o sâ—aâ—e_n but_o who_o so_o put_v his_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v safe_a among_o other_o consideration_n i_o have_v this_o day_n 1._o i_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v the_o needful'st_a thing_n in_o a_o dangerous_a time_n to_o get_v assurance_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o salvation_n and_o to_o make_v haste_n to_o repent_v and_o return_v to_o the_o lord_n 2._o to_o consider_v our_o spiritual_a warfare_n and_o to_o qâ—iâ—_n ourselves_o like_a christian_n in_o strive_v for_o victory_n over_o our_o spiritual_a enemy_n i_o have_v comfort_n from_o that_o bless_a promise_n jer._n the_o 33.7_o 8._o thâ—s_n dâ—y_v i_o have_v no_o great_a benefit_n to_o my_o soul_n only_o from_o host_n 4_o 8.10_o 12._o i_o observe_v 1._o that_o to_o have_v the_o heart_n set_v on_o iniquity_n 2._o to_o leave_v off_o take_v need_n to_o the_o lord_n 3._o to_o lose_v the_o heart_n or_o have_v it_o indispose_v to_o good_a 4._o to_o go_v from_o under_o god_n 5._o to_o be_v leave_v â—o_o â—â—n_fw-la oâ—_n igno_fw-la ant_n of_o the_o mind_n of_o the_o loâ—d_n be_v most_o sad_a thing_n alâ—o_v from_o the_o 2._o tim._n 4._o 1._o to_z watch_z 〈◊〉_d all_o â—hiâ—g_n 2._o endure_v 3._o to_o be_v do_v our_o pâ—esâ—nâ—_n duty_n 4._o look_v for_o our_o cha_z ge_o and_o dâ—â—_n nâ—â—ng_v oâ—_n god_n to_o be_v keep_v â—â—om_o evil_a be_v mâ—â—â—asoâ—â—â—e_o preâ—â—nt_a lâ—ssons_n inound_v â—ound_z some_o softness_n &_o â—â—nâ—eâ—ity_n of_o heart_n thiâ—_n daâ—_n and_o h_z d_o tâ—re_o speâ—â—â—â—â—d_v 〈◊〉_d in_o thing_n in_o my_o hea_z t_z to_o deâ—iâ—e_v â—â—om_n coâ—â—_n 1_o 〈◊〉_d a_o the_o ough_a repentance_n 〈◊〉_d recovery_n 〈◊〉_d of_o foâ—mer_a sin_n 2._o to_o be_v perfect_o preserve_v â—o_o the_o â—â—â—e_a to_o come_v from_o evil_n 3._o to_o be_v 〈◊〉_d or_o my_o dissolution_n or_o suffering_n i_o receive_v much_o kindness_n from_o the_o lord_n this_o day_n the_o word_n in_o hos_n 5.15_o till_o they_o acknowledge_v their_o iniquity_n or_o be_v guilty_a i_o consider_v and_o think_v i_o câ—â—e_v short_a thereof_o yet_o those_o word_n prov._n 28.13_o he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n this_o day_n i_o enjoy_v some_o measure_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o soften_a and_o draw_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n in_o prayer_n and_o somewhat_o in_o believe_v and_o tenderness_n towards_o other_o and_o those_o word_n eccles_n 3_o 18._o of_o god_n manifest_v unto_o man_n that_o they_o be_v but_o beast_n i_o desire_v to_o apply_v and_o to_o take_v heed_n of_o be_v guilty_a of_o any_o of_o those_o sin_n mention_v hos_fw-la 4._o 1._o of_o set_v the_o heart_n upon_o any_o iniquity_n verse_n the_o 8._o 2._o of_o leave_v to_o take_v heed_n to_o the_o lord_n 3._o of_o lose_v the_o heart_n or_o grow_v heartless_a in_o good_a 4._o of_o go_v from_o under_o god_n also_o from_o titus_n the_o 1.14_o not_o to_o give_v heed_n to_o the_o commandment_n of_o man_n this_o be_v a_o day_n wherein_o god_n abound_v in_o kindness_n towards_o i_o yet_o i_o be_v convince_v that_o i_o be_v not_o guilty_a enough_o or_o sensible_a enough_o of_o my_o iniquity_n as_o god_n require_v hos_n 5.15_o and_o from_o titus_n 2._o i_o learn_v that_o a_o true_a christian_a especial_o a_o minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n shall_v be_v 1._o sound_v in_o doctrine_n 2._o sound_v in_o faith_n and_o sound_v in_o speech_n and_o concernine_v believe_v i_o have_v three_o thing_n 1._o to_o study_v more_o the_o ground_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o reason_n induce_v thereto_o 2._o not_o to_o give_v way_n to_o any_o thing_n against_o believe_v 3._o to_o maintain_v faith_n by_o holiness_n this_o day_n god_n be_v please_v to_o enlarge_v my_o heart_n in_o good_a and_o to_o weaken_v corruption_n make_v i_o sensible_a also_o of_o the_o present_a evil_n both_o of_o sin_n and_o suffering_n i_o learn_v from_o titus_n 3.8.9_o that_o regeneration_n justification_n and_o adoption_n be_v of_o god_n love_n pity_v mercy_n and_o mere_a grace_n also_o to_o be_v ready_a to_o diligent_a in_o and_o profit_v by_o every_o good_a work_n and_o to_o be_v angry_a with_o myself_o for_o sinful_a thing_n and_o deny_v myself_o in_o lawful_a thing_n oh_o my_o trouble_n
that_o i_o resolve_v some_o thing_n i_o have_v not_o power_n to_o do_v this_o day_n i_o learn_v in_o the_o morning_n three_o thing_n 1._o his_o come_n into_o the_o world_n 2._o his_o walk_v before_o and_o live_v in_o this_o world_n right_o 3._o his_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o world_n also_o this_o day_n in_o the_o evening_n the_o lord_n show_v i_o kindness_n in_o some_o degree_n and_o i_o have_v the_o consideration_n of_o the_o state_n to_o other_o upon_o my_o heart_n yet_o i_o be_v convince_v that_o i_o want_v more_o softness_n of_o heart_n though_o this_o day_n be_v somewhat_o painful_a to_o my_o body_n yet_o i_o have_v some_o refresh_n thereon_o to_o my_o soul_n for_o 1._o i_o observe_v out_o of_o heb._n 12.16_o encouragement_n to_o suffer_v also_o inquiry_n into_o beleiveâ—s_n build_v upon_o the_o true_a foundation_n from_o math._n 7.24_o withal_o many_o comfort_n from_o christ_n carriage_n between_o his_o resurrection_n and_o ascension_n from_o this_o day_n to_o the_o 29._o i_o observe_v not_o much_o save_v that_o my_o heart_n be_v in_o a_o ordinary_a frame_n not_o much_o elevate_v in_o good_a nor_o cast_v down_o with_o evil_n god_n move_v my_o heart_n to_o praise_v he_o for_o his_o mercy_n the_o night_n before_o and_o indeed_o it_o be_v worthy_a of_o praise_n and_o i_o find_v a_o very_a great_a encouragement_n in_o my_o spirit_n to_o the_o lord_n for_o it_o this_o day_n i_o receive_v divers_a letter_n from_o my_o friend_n in_o the_o country_n which_o be_v very_o refresh_v and_o the_o lord_n come_v very_o seasonable_a into_o my_o soul_n through_o many_o expression_n in_o psal_n 91._o it_o please_v the_o lord_n this_o day_n to_o draw_v forth_o and_o to_o enlarge_v my_o heart_n much_o in_o prayer_n with_o many_o tear_n and_o from_o the_o 1._o king_n and_o jer._n 50.20_o to_o comfort_v i_o much_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o pâ—â—â—â—n_n of_o sin_n also_o to_o consider_v four_o lesson_n 1._o to_o be_v think_v myself_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v commit_v 2._o to_o confess_v thâ—m_n more_o sensible_o 3._o to_o turn_v from_o they_o more_o effectual_o 4._o to_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o a_o work_n of_o christ_n a_o it_o be_v to_o the_o priest_n under_o the_o law_n to_o cleanse_v the_o sanctuary_n either_o the_o church_n of_o god_n of_o the_o heart_n oâ—_n his_o people_n 2._o chron._n 29.16_o this_o day_n do_v god_n tender_o afflict_v i_o in_o my_o head_n yet_o wonderful_o whilst_o i_o be_v at_o prayer_n remove_v it_o i_o perceive_v it_o in_o the_o middle_n of_o prâ—yer_n depart_v from_o i_o i_o hear_v also_o from_o christian_n in_o the_o country_n which_o much_o refresh_v i_o i_o observe_v two_o comfortable_a word_n from_o jer._n 50.33.34_o 51.53_o for_o the_o church_n of_o god_n and_o methinks_v according_a to_o that_o scripture_n psal_n 102.14_o i_o have_v some_o pleasure_n in_o the_o stone_n and_o do_v favour_v the_o dust_n of_o zâ—on_n and_o from_o hos_n 8._o i_o observe_v son_n lesson_n 1._o to_o take_v heed_n of_o leave_v to_o take_v heed_n to_o the_o lo_o d_o especial_o in_o a_o evil_a time_n 2._o of_o short_a repentance_n 3._o of_o be_v a_o vessel_n of_o no_o delight_n in_o go_v sight_n 4._o of_o be_v give_v up_o to_o sin_n be_v the_o lord_n day_n i_o think_v i_o may_v say_v it_o be_v a_o sweet_a day_n to_o my_o soul_n in_o â—ivers_a respect_n this_o day_n be_v good_a to_o the_o outward_a man_n but_o i_o sound_v a_o carnal_a rickle_a of_o self_n conceitedness_n in_o some_o thing_n i_o have_v do_v and_o be_v do_v and_o i_o be_v convince_v that_o my_o time_n steal_v away_o insensible_a i_o observe_v that_o the_o character_n of_o bad_a profession_n be_v out_o of_o hos_n 10._o be_v 1._o to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n unto_o themselves_o 2._o to_o have_v a_o divide_a heart_n 3._o to_o be_v worse_o by_o affliction_n 4._o to_o have_v the_o evil_n of_o evil_n verse_n 14._o this_o day_n i_o will_v ever_o remember_v because_o of_o my_o great_a folly_n in_o my_o great_a frowardness_n towards_o my_o wife_n and_o another_o my_o conscience_n reprove_v i_o for_o it_o and_o i_o be_v convince_v from_o prov._n 14.17.29_o what_o evil_a i_o do_v thereby_o be_v a_o day_n of_o prayer_n i_o find_v my_o heart_n by_o god_n goodness_n much_o enlarge_v sorrow_v much_o for_o the_o fault_n of_o the_o former_a day_n i_o learn_v from_o exek_n 10._o three_o duty_n 1._o to_o know_v the_o time_n 2._o to_o redeem_v it_o and_o 3._o to_o consider_v how_o soon_o it_o may_v be_v at_o a_o end_n be_v the_o day_n my_o wife_n go_v to_o w._n i_o find_v a_o inclination_n in_o i_o to_o â—owardness_n but_o god_n restrain_v it_o and_o i_o find_v that_o evening_n a_o continue_a sense_n and_o sorrow_n of_o and_o for_o my_o former_a evil_n i_o learn_v from_o eccles_n 11._o 1._o that_o a_o man_n shall_v hasten_v to_o do_v what_o good_a he_o can_v because_o of_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v come_v upon_o the_o earth_n 2._o put_v away_o evil_a from_o my_o flesh_n this_o day_n and_o night_n follow_v i_o be_v much_o trouble_v with_o temptation_n out_o of_o eccles_n 12._o i_o observe_v many_o thing_n that_o shall_v move_v to_o mind_v their_o mortality_n and_o that_o there_o be_v a_o time_n when_o the_o day_n will_v be_v so_o evil_a that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v desire_v also_o in_o the_o 9_o &_o 10._o it_o be_v say_v twice_o that_o the_o preacher_n seek_v out_o 1._o matter_n 2._o word_n this_o day_n i_o have_v power_n to_o repulse_v temptation_n also_o a_o consideration_n that_o the_o bless_a and_o righteous_a man_n 1._o do_v not_o go_v in_o sin_n presumptuos_o 2._o nor_o continue_v in_o sin_n careless_o nor_o 3._o give_v way_n to_o sin_n conâ—ivingly_o i_o also_o consider_v that_o god_n in_o affliction_n do_v no_o more_o to_o a_o child_n of_o his_o then_o the_o angel_n do_v to_o peter_n act_v the_o 5._o smite_v he_o to_o awake_v he_o out_o of_o sleep_n be_v the_o lord_n day_n i_o be_v refresh_v in_o the_o morning_n with_o the_o presence_n and_o spirit_n of_o god_n in_o prayer_n and_o from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o wisdom_n watchfulness_n and_o inweariedness_n of_o satan_n in_o deceive_v and_o tempt_v i_o shall_v learn_v to_o be_v watch_n ul_a and_o careful_a in_o keep_v from_o the_o same_o the_o follow_a week_n my_o book_n be_v from_o i_o i_o do_v not_o write_v my_o observation_n only_o i_o remember_v that_o upon_o the_o sâ—atch_n day_n i_o have_v comfort_n both_o by_o power_n i_o have_v against_o temptation_n and_o from_o a_o letter_n i_o have_v which_o come_v from_o several_a friend_n in_o wales_n also_o the_o last_o day_n of_o the_o week_n i_o find_v my_o heart_n much_o intent_n upon_o preach_v and_o with_o tear_n i_o do_v both_o study_v my_o sermon_n and_o pray_v for_o a_o blessing_n thereon_o yet_o have_v not_o liberty_n to_o preach_v it_o also_o the_o follow_a week_n wherein_o i_o be_v in_o ward_n i_o have_v not_o my_o book_n only_o i_o remember_v 1._o that_o i_o be_v well_o content_v with_o my_o condition_n 2._o very_o cheerful_a and_o comfortable_a 3._o have_v a_o great_a mind_n to_o do_v good_a 4._o free_a from_o temptation_n 5._o resolve_a to_o let_v the_o lord_n himself_o bring_v i_o out_o in_o his_o time_n and_o way_n 6._o when_o i_o come_v out_o be_v stir_v up_o to_o praise_v the_o lord_n yet_o be_v not_o without_o temptation_n afterward_o some_o lesson_n that_o i_o hope_v i_o have_v learn_v or_o gain_v more_o experience_n in_o since_o my_o imprisonment_n 1._o to_o be_v more_o sober_a and_o serious_a in_o my_o carriage_n and_o to_o shun_v and_o loathe_v more_a jest_v jeer_a and_o foolish_a laughter_n vain_a speak_v and_o unbeseeming_a behaviour_n 2._o to_o prize_v secrecy_n or_o be_v in_o secret_a for_o private_a meditation_n self-examination_n and_o prayer_n more_o than_o before_o 3._o i_o have_v gain_v more_o power_n against_o passion_n and_o anger_n beside_o some_o other_o corruption_n and_o more_o moderation_n in_o discourse_v with_o man_n of_o differ_v judgement_n 4._o a_o very_a great_a and_o earnest_a desire_n that_o there_o may_v be_v a_o general_a union_n between_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n at_o least_o a_o forbearance_n towards_o one_o and_o other_o wherein_o they_o can_v agree_v 5._o and_o especial_o a_o heart_n real_o to_o pray_v for_o and_o to_o pardon_v my_o worst_a and_o great_a persecutor_n 6._o to_o justify_v god_n willing_o and_o full_o in_o all_o that_o he_o have_v do_v and_o to_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o be_v not_o without_o cause_n nor_o so_o much_o as_o my_o iniquity_n have_v deserve_v god_n deal_v with_o i_o under_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n and_o as_o a_o father_n 7._o to_o look_v more_o at_o the_o good_a and_o gain_n i_o have_v receive_v from_o the_o lord_n in_o and_o by_o suffering_n then_o