humiliation_n and_o humiliatiâ—…_n dispose_v a_o man_n to_o partake_v of_o the_o secret_n of_o god_n counsel_n and_o especial_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o particular_a assurance_n isai_n 57_o 15._o caution_n caution_n yet_o be_v not_o this_o help_n so_o absolute_o necessary_a as_o that_o i_o shall_v put_v it_o in_o practice_n under_o every_o condition_n of_o body_n if_o i_o be_o not_o able_a without_o prejudice_n to_o my_o health_n to_o bear_v fast_v i_o shall_v thereby_o more_o distemper_n my_o body_n and_o consequent_o more_o weaken_v my_o spirit_n then_o be_v convenient_a or_o indeed_o lawful_a and_o thereby_o give_v great_a advantage_n to_o satan_n to_o trouble_v my_o tire_a mind_n than_o he_o have_v before_o in_o such_o a_o case_n commend_v thy_o condition_n to_o the_o public_a prayer_n of_o the_o church_n especial_o upon_o day_n of_o solemn_a seek_v god_n if_o person_n be_v sick_a and_o in_o danger_n of_o death_n than_o a_o minister_n shall_v have_v a_o bill_n hand_v to_o he_o to_o 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so_o have_v eat_v out_o the_o heart_n of_o their_o love_n to_o and_o zeal_n in_o follow_v god_n in_o they_o while_o their_o prejudices_fw-la to_o their_o former_a baptism_n have_v cause_v prejudices_fw-la against_o the_o minister_n that_o dispense_v it_o and_o the_o church_n wherein_o they_o receive_v it_o and_o so_o they_o have_v proceed_v by_o degree_n as_o find_v no_o person_n or_o administration_n free_a from_o exception_n to_o throw_v off_o all_o way_n of_o worship_n and_o duty_n altogether_o which_o when_o they_o have_v be_v make_v to_o see_v the_o evil_n of_o their_o way_n as_o it_o may_v by_o god_n goodness_n come_v to_o pass_v though_o seldom_o it_o do_v they_o find_v all_o the_o peace_n they_o get_v in_o those_o way_n be_v but_o mere_a imposture_n but_o i_o mean_v the_o renew_a meditation_n of_o the_o spiritual_a signification_n and_o end_n of_o that_o seal_n of_o the_o covenant_n which_o have_v be_v apply_v to_o thou_o in_o thy_o infancy_n become_v of_o force_n to_o thou_o 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wet_a seed_n time_n but_o it_o may_v be_v a_o dry_a summer_n and_o so_o the_o hazard_n be_v not_o over_o therefore_o have_v have_v a_o wet_a seed_n time_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d he_o expect_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o latter_a rain_n too_o to_o perfect_v the_o harvest_n so_o thou_o have_v sow_o in_o tear_n god_n have_v blessed_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o word_n so_o far_o to_o thou_o expect_v the_o perfect_a his_o work_n in_o thou_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o continue_a trouble_n be_v the_o latter_a rain_n it_o be_v well_o when_o god_n follow_v thou_o with_o such_o shower_n keep_v the_o ground_n thy_o heart_n tender_a fear_v not_o man_n this_o make_v for_o the_o improvement_n of_o it_o to_o a_o joyful_a harvest_n they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v though_o long_o first_o yet_o at_o last_o reap_v in_o joy_n ps_n 126._o 5._o and_o their_o precious_a seed_n will_v yield_v sheaf_n at_o the_o last_o obj._n but_o i_o can_v wait_v i_o have_v such_o a_o impatient_a fretful_a spirit_n and_o i_o have_v so_o long_o wait_v to_o so_o little_a purpose_n that_o i_o be_o even_o quite_o weary_v though_o my_o spirit_n be_v willing_a yet_o my_o flesh_n be_v weak_a answ_n 1_o it_o be_v not_o less_o a_o duty_n because_o thou_o can_v not_o do_v it_o 2._o pray_v against_o this_o distemper_n lord_n i_o have_v a_o evil_a impatient_a overhasty_a heart_n that_o must_v be_v relieve_v present_o or_o it_o will_v be_v go_v from_o thy_o door_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n willing_a to_o stay_v thy_o leisure_n indeed_o the_o thing_n i_o will_v have_v be_v precious_a necessary_a my_o endeavour_n have_v be_v frequent_a my_o prayer_n urgent_a and_o importunate_a and_o therefore_o my_o froward_a spirit_n seem_v to_o take_v it_o ill_o to_o be_v so_o long_o disappoint_v in_o its_o expectation_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o wait_a depend_v endure_a spirit_n 3_o fetch_v in_o strength_n from_o a_o promise_n to_o this_o purpose_n there_o be_v abundance_n of_o promise_n make_v of_o and_o to_o wait_v of_o it_o see_v in_o special_a psa_n 27._o ult_n wait_v on_o the_o lord_n and_o be_v of_o good_a courage_n etc._n etc._n but_o what_o if_o i_o can_v he_o shall_v strengthen_v thy_o heart_n fortify_v thy_o heart_n against_o all_o temptation_n to_o weariness_n and_o impatience_n see_v also_o isa_n 40._o 29_o 30_o 31._o it_o be_v a_o very_a full_a promise_n so_o promise_v to_o wait_a isa_n 30._o 18._o bless_v all_o that_o wait_v for_o he_o chap._n 49._o 23._o they_o shall_v not_o be_v ashamed_a that_o wait_v for_o he_o 4._o yet_o wait_v in_o the_o use_n of_o mean_n such_o as_o 1._o the_o word_n god_n have_v appoint_v the_o word_n as_o the_o mean_n will_v have_v we_o attend_v it_o the_o word_n must_v be_v wait_v on_o for_o grace_n it_o be_v the_o word_n of_o grace_n act._n 20._o 32._o and_o the_o apostle_n say_v that_o there_o be_v no_o grace_n to_o be_v have_v i._o e._n ordinary_o without_o it_o and_o that_o not_o only_o the_o word_n read_v but_o the_o word_n hear_v and_o that_o not_o from_o every_o one_o that_o can_v talk_v of_o scripture_n but_o from_o a_o lawful_a preacher_n rom._n 10._o 14._o see_v the_o connexion_n between_o call_v and_o preach_v and_o hear_v and_o faith_n see_v joh._n 17._o 17._o and_o the_o promise_n that_o wisdom_n make_v be_v to_o those_o that_o wait_v at_o her_o gate_n and_o the_o post_n of_o her_o door_n and_o constant_o do_v so_o he_o that_o wait_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d day_n by_o day_n ie_fw-fr upon_o all_o opportunity_n pro._n 8._o 34_o 35._o and_o the_o word_n must_v be_v wait_v on_o for_o peace_n too_o it_o be_v the_o gospel_n of_o peace_n too_o as_o follows_z loco_fw-la dicto_fw-la rom._n 10._o 15._o and_o that_o in_o the_o mouth_n of_o preacher_n and_o eph._n 6._o 15._o and_o isa_n 57_o 19_o i_o create_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o lip_n peace_n 2_o prayer_n ezek._n 36_o 37._o i_o will_v yet_o be_v inquire_v of_o etc._n etc._n and_o acts._n 9_o 11._o the_o same_o spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_z supplication_z 5._o jam._n 1._o 5._o zech._n 12._o 10._o obj._n but_o why_o shall_v i_o pray_v my_o prayer_n while_o i_o be_o out_o of_o christ_n be_v a_o abomination_n to_o the_o lord_n and_o i_o sin_n while_o i_o pray_v answ_n upon_o this_o account_n the_o devil_n drive_v off_o many_o from_o grace_n and_o christ_n but_o consider_v 1._o it_o be_v a_o great_a sin_n to_o neglect_v it_o it_o be_v the_o worst_a thing_n that_o can_v be_v say_v of_o any_o man_n that_o he_o restrain_v prayer_n before_o the_o lord_n job_n 15._o 4._o it_o be_v join_v with_o cast_v away_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n i._n e._n with_o profess_a atheism_n and_o profaneness_n see_v jer._n 10._o 25._o heathen_n and_o family_n that_o call_v not_o upon_o god_n name_n be_v put_v together_o prayer_n be_v sin_n to_o thou_o but_o by_o accident_n vitio_fw-la personae_fw-la but_o to_o neglect_v it_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o its_o self_n 2._o the_o lord_n require_v even_o such_o person_n to_o pray_v act._n 8._o 22._o 3._o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o supplication_n be_v usual_o pour_v out_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o duty_n luke_n 11._o 13._o 3._o conference_n the_o great_a reason_n why_o person_n go_v heat_v and_o warm_v from_o sermon_n and_o within_o a_o few_o minute_n become_v key-cold_a again_o be_v the_o want_n of_o this_o holy_a help_n how_o do_v our_o heart_n burn_v within_o we_o say_v the_o disciple_n luke_n 24._o 32._o when_o he_o talk_v with_o we_o 4._o meditation_n beast_n that_o chew_v the_o cud_n be_v the_o only_a clean_a beast_n because_o they_o best_o turn_v their_o food_n into_o nourishment_n it_o be_v a_o special_a advantage_n that_o a_o man_n have_v in_o memory_n see_v it_o be_v that_o bag_n whence_o a_o man_n octava_fw-la vid._n infrà _fw-la n._n octava_fw-la by_o meditation_n fetch_v back_o truth_n and_o chew_n on_o they_o see_v psal_n 40._o 3._o 5_o seek_v in_o they_o conversion_n rather_o than_o comfort_n and_o grace_n then_o peace_n the_o reason_n of_o this_o advice_n be_v that_o which_o i_o have_v before_o tell_v you_o that_o grace_n be_v offer_v and_o we_o be_v invite_v to_o receive_v it_o without_o any_o qualification_n but_o our_o want_n of_o it_o but_o peace_n and_o comfort_n presuppose_v grace_n rom._n 5._o 1._o real_a and_o actual_a peace_n by_o which_o we_o be_v make_v of_o enemy_n as_o we_o be_v bear_v friend_n to_o god_n and_o apparent_a or_o apprehend_v peace_n peace_n in_o the_o conscience_n the_o evidence_n whereof_o be_v joy_n and_o comfort_n be_v the_o fruit_n of_o justification_n beside_o if_o we_o desire_v peace_n principal_o and_o not_o grace_n we_o give_v a_o great_a advantage_n to_o satan_n to_o delude_v we_o with_o a_o false_a peace_n without_o grace_n as_o he_o do_v many_o a_o thousand_o we_o often_o fail_v in_o this_o we_o be_v earnest_a for_o pardon_n and_o peace_n but_o not_o so_o importunate_a for_o grace_n 6._o follow_v those_o mean_n most_o constant_o which_o 1._o caeteris_fw-la paribus_fw-la be_v appoint_v to_o thou_o 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