sprinkle_v from_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o hold_v fast_o the_o profession_n of_o my_o faith_n without_o waver_v i_o do_v here_o o_o lord_n in_o all_o humility_n offer_v up_o myself_o to_o be_v a_o live_a sacrifice_n holy_a and_o acceptable_a unto_o thou_o in_o virtue_n of_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n desire_v to_o glorify_v thou_o with_o my_o body_n and_o spirit_n which_o be_v thou_o confirm_v i_o beseech_v thou_o now_o unto_o my_o soul_n and_o to_o all_o here_o present_a the_o covenant_n seal_v in_o his_o blood_n enable_n we_o to_o continue_v steadfast_a therein_o for_o â—ver_v lord_n make_v all_o that_o profess_v thy_o name_n zealous_a of_o good_a work_n unite_v we_o in_o the_o same_o faith_n and_o love_n and_o let_v we_o keep_v the_o unity_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o bond_n of_o peace_n let_v we_o never_o forsake_v the_o assemble_v of_o ourselves_o together_o to_o celebrate_v the_o memorial_n of_o thy_o lovingkindness_n 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the_o pretend_a reason_n for_o neglect_v this_o sacrament_n brief_o answer_v no_o good_a man_n will_v seek_v a_o excuse_n no_o wicked_a man_n can_v find_v one_o for_o not_o endeavour_v to_o do_v his_o duty_n and_o a_o duty_n it_o be_v to_o do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o christ._n the_o benefit_n be_v such_o as_o can_v be_v slight_v by_o a_o wise_a man_n the_o necessity_n be_v such_o as_o can_v be_v dispense_v with_o by_o any_o man_n yet_o because_o man_n be_v too_o apt_a to_o deceive_v themselves_o out_o of_o their_o duty_n and_o happiness_n at_o once_o by_o something_o that_o they_o call_v reason_n and_o where_o they_o have_v no_o good_a excuse_n be_v ready_a to_o make_v a_o bad_a one_o in_o charity_n to_o their_o soul_n their_o vanity_n herein_o be_v to_o be_v show_v they_o obj._n 1_o we_o eat_v the_o flesh_n and_o drink_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n spiritual_o by_o faith_n out_o of_o this_o sacrament_n what_o need_v therefore_o can_v there_o be_v of_o this_o sacrament_n see_v 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nothing_o and_o so_o deceive_v ourselves_o let_v every_o man_n prove_v his_o own_o work_n and_o then_o shall_v he_o have_v rejoice_v in_o himself_o gal._n 6._o 4._o in_o short_a we_o be_v to_o examine_v what_o grace_n god_n have_v give_v we_o and_o be_v true_o thankful_a what_o be_v yet_o amiss_o in_o we_o and_o amend_v it_o what_o we_o yet_o want_v and_o endeavour_v to_o obtain_v it_o the_o difficulty_n of_o this_o duty_n affright_v many_o from_o this_o sacrament_n and_o indeed_o consider_v how_o most_o of_o we_o live_v it_o be_v no_o wonder_n that_o it_o seem_v difficult_a but_o we_o shall_v remember_v first_o that_o this_o self-examination_n be_v a_o duty_n necessary_a not_o only_o now_o and_o then_o before_o a_o sacrament_n but_o at_o all_o time_n that_o we_o may_v understand_v how_o far_o we_o be_v christian_n indeed_o and_o therefore_o the_o difficulty_n may_v as_o well_o affright_v we_o from_o be_v christian_n as_o from_o this_o sacrament_n and_o so_o i_o fear_v it_o do_v too_o 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we_o shall_v soon_o find_v all_o the_o difficulty_n over_o especial_o if_o we_o will_v as_o often_o as_o we_o find_v cause_n to_o doubt_v of_o any_o thing_n open_v our_o soul_n free_o to_o our_o spiritual_a guide_n god_n minister_n for_o their_o assistance_n which_o course_n till_o i_o be_v take_v we_o shall_v every_o where_o find_v too_o few_o christian_n but_o if_o we_o will_v do_v thus_o we_o shall_v learn_v to_o know_v ourselves_o so_o well_o that_o it_o will_v be_v a_o very_a easy_a matter_n to_o examine_v our_o selveâ—_n against_o a_o communion_n now_o that_o we_o may_v be_v worthy_a communicant_n we_o must_v examine_v our_o self_n both_o whether_o we_o be_v sound_a christianâ—_n or_o no_o and_o whether_o we_o be_v right_o dispose_v for_o this_o particular_a christian_a duty_n 1._o we_o must_v be_v of_o christ_n family_n as_o christian_n before_o we_o may_v feast_v at_o christ_n table_n as_o communicant_n wâ—_n be_v solemn_o admit_v into_o the_o family_n or_o church_n of_o 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good_a christian_n want_v it_o and_o be_v but_o work_v out_o their_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a to_o labour_v after_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o have_v it_o be_v our_o great_a comfort_n but_o no_o condition_n of_o salvation_n do_v you_o believe_v the_o gospel_n that_o he_o that_o believe_v and_o be_v baptize_v shall_v be_v save_v that_o jesus_n christ_n be_v the_o saviour_n of_o all_o they_o that_o repent_v of_o their_o sin_n trust_v in_o his_o merit_n and_o live_v in_o obedience_n to_o his_o government_n and_o law_n do_v you_o according_o consent_a to_o be_v save_v by_o he_o upon_o these_o term_n and_o strive_v against_o sin_n earnest_o desire_v and_o endeavour_v to_o live_v according_a to_o his_o gospel_n and_o trust_v to_o he_o for_o salvation_n this_o be_v save_v faith_n whether_o you_o have_v full_a assurance_n or_o no_o and_o you_o be_v to_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n for_o the_o strengthen_n of_o your_o faith_n obj._n 6._o faith_n work_v by_o love_n gal._n 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for_o my_o sin_n ans._n can_v you_o hate_v they_o and_o avoid_v they_o and_o do_v you_o in_o obedienee_n to_o god_n and_o of_o love_n to_o he_o shun_v all_o temptation_n and_o watch_v against_o they_o if_o so_o though_o your_o eye_n be_v dry_a god_n will_v not_o despise_v a_o break_a heart_n obj._n 8._o but_o i_o feel_v lust_n and_o evil_a inclination_n stir_v in_o i_o ans._n so_o you_o shall_v whilst_o you_o live_v more_o or_o less_o but_o do_v you_o not_o feed_v and_o cherish_v they_o do_v not_o you_o delight_v in_o they_o nor_o obey_v and_o fulfil_v they_o do_v you_o on_o the_o contrary_a check_n and_o restrain_v they_o and_o use_v all_o the_o mean_n of_o subdue_a and_o mortify_v they_o if_o you_o find_v it_o thus_o come_v to_o this_o sacrament_n with_o comfort_n let_v not_o sin_n reign_v in_o you_o to_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n thereof_o and_o all_o will_v be_v well_o obj._n 9_o i_o be_o not_o in_o charity_n with_o my_o neighbour_n therefore_o i_o dare_v not_o come_v ans._n that_o be_v you_o dare_v sin_n and_o perish_v but_o you_o dare_v not_o leave_v off_o sin_v and_o do_v your_o duty_n and_o be_v save_v if_o you_o be_v not_o in_o charity_n how_o dare_v you_o pray_v for_o the_o forgiveness_n of_o your_o sin_n as_o you_o forgive_v other_o how_o dare_v you_o sleep_v lest_o you_o die_v out_o of_o charity_n plead_v not_o sin_n as_o a_o excuse_n for_o not_o do_v your_o duty_n but_o leave_v your_o sin_n and_o do_v it_o obj._n 10._o but_o i_o be_o engage_v in_o law_n suit_n and_o dare_v not_o come_v till_o they_o be_v end_v ans._n that_o be_v you_o will_v have_v your_o right_n first_o if_o you_o can_v get_v it_o and_o let_v god_n stay_v your_o leisure_n for_o he_o when_o you_o have_v get_v your_o will_n of_o your_o neighbour_n you_o will_v do_v your_o duty_n to_o god_n but_o can_v you_o manage_v your_o law_n suit_v just_o and_o charitable_o can_v you_o not_o defend_v or_o recover_v your_o right_n without_o do_v wrong_a or_o bear_v ill_a will_n to_o your_o neighbour_n then_o doâ—_n you_o take_v a_o sad_a course_n to_o damn_v 〈◊〉_d own_o soul_n to_o do_v your_o neighbour_n a_o ill-turn_a do_v nothing_o but_o your_o duty_n in_o go_v to_o law_n and_o you_o need_v not_o be_v keep_v from_o your_o duty_n in_o this_o sacrament_n of_o christ._n obj._n 11._o i_o have_v so_o much_o business_n that_o i_o can_v prepare_v myself_o ans._n be_v it_o honest_a and_o profitable_a business_n which_o you_o may_v do_v to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n then_o need_v it_o not_o hinder_v you_o from_o do_v this_o great_a business_n of_o your_o soul_n do_v it_o afford_v you_o time_n to_o eat_v and_o drink_v to_o sleep_v yea_o and_o perhaps_o give_v and_o receive_v impertinent_a visit_n and_o will_v it_o allow_v no_o time_n to_o prepare_v yourself_o for_o this_o sacrament_n see_v that_o you_o make_v no_o more_o business_n than_o be_v needful_a examine_v yourself_o daily_o and_o stir_v up_o your_o affection_n to_o god_n and_o renew_v your_o vow_n and_o use_v only_o honest_a 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which_o be_v apt_a to_o hinder_v or_o affright_v you_o nothing_o can_v be_v want_v but_o a_o will_n in_o you_o to_o be_v christian_n and_o to_o live_v so_o now_o as_o that_o you_o may_v live_v eternal_o this_o be_v that_o which_o i_o can_v give_v you_o but_o must_v not_o cease_v to_o beg_v it_o for_o you_o of_o the_o only_a giver_n of_o all_o good_a gift_n nor_o to_o beseech_v you_o by_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n that_o you_o will_v by_o all_o mean_n endeavour_v after_o it_o to_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o do_v moâ—â—_n hearty_o commend_v you_o in_o my_o prayer_n beseech_v he_o to_o bless_v this_o poor_a endeavour_n to_o the_o eternal_a good_a of_o your_o soul_n the_o content_n chap._n i._n the_o necessity_n of_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n ii_o the_o necessity_n and_o way_n of_o receive_v it_o worthy_o iii_o how_o to_o examine_v ourselves_o about_o our_o baptismal_a covenant_n iv._o a_o help_n for_o the_o examination_n of_o our_o faith_n v._o a_o help_n for_o the_o examination_n 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this_o sacrament_n he_o offer_v we_o himself_o crucify_a for_o 16._o we_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n the_o most_o choice_a token_n of_o his_o wonderful_a love_n can_v we_o refuse_v it_o and_o not_o renounce_v his_o love_n and_o friendship_n thereby_o thus_o will_v he_o have_v we_o declare_v our_o fellowship_n with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n 3._o and_o with_o the_o holy_a apostle_n and_o all_o saint_n as_o joint_a member_n of_o his_o one_o body_n the_o church_n 17._o by_o feast_v together_o at_o his_o table_n on_o this_o one_o bread_n can_v we_o refuse_v to_o do_v this_o and_o not_o renounce_v all_o fellowship_n with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n and_o the_o communion_n of_o saint_n two_o solemn_a rite_n he_o have_v institute_v as_o peculiar_a to_o his_o religion_n baptism_n and_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lord_n whereby_o we_o be_v to_o own_v he_o open_o before_o the_o world_n and_o profess_v ourselves_o in_o covenant_n with_o he_o as_o he_o than_o that_o refuse_v to_o 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bless_a name_n and_o perfect_a prayer_n i_o here_o commend_v unto_o thou_o all_o the_o desire_n and_o need_v of_o my_o poor_a soul_n and_o of_o thy_o whole_a church_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n a_o prayer_n before_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n o_o most_o merciful_a god_n and_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n who_o of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n and_o goodness_n to_o our_o poor_a perish_a soul_n have_v provide_v for_o we_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v needful_a to_o we_o in_o our_o pollute_a and_o miserable_a condition_n whereinto_o we_o have_v bring_v ourselves_o by_o sin_n and_o show_v mercy_n unto_o we_o even_o when_o we_o will_v have_v no_o mercy_n on_o ourselves_o i_o be_o here_o o_o lord_n prostrate_v at_o thy_o footstool_n a_o vile_a wretch_n that_o have_v again_o and_o again_o deserve_v to_o be_v punish_v with_o everlasting_a destruction_n from_o thy_o presence_n and_o will_v the_o great_a god_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n vouchsafe_v to_o look_v upon_o such_o a_o dog_n as_o i_o shall_v the_o so_o often_o offend_v dishonour_a provoke_v majesty_n of_o the_o glorious_a god_n condescend_v even_o to_o invite_v and_o beseech_v so_o traitorous_a a_o rebel_n as_o i_o have_v be_v to_o accept_v of_o pardon_n and_o salvation_n and_o shall_v i_o yet_o despise_v thy_o lovingkindness_n o_o my_o gracious_a god_n and_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n as_o this_o that_o thou_o daily_o tender_v unto_o we_o in_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o our_o bless_a saviour_n jesus_n christ_n when_o we_o be_v go_v astray_o from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o our_o life_n and_o be_v go_v headlong_o to_o destruction_n thou_o be_v please_v to_o open_v unto_o we_o a_o new_a and_o live_a way_n by_o the_o death_n of_o thy_o only_o beget_v