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dutiful_o obey_v they_o though_o they_o can_v have_v forsake_v thou_o or_o kill_v thou_o every_o hour_n thou_o do_v never_o fear_v it_o thou_o have_v trust_v physician_n to_o give_v thou_o even_o ungrateful_a medicine_n without_o inquire_v after_o every_o ingredient_n or_o fear_v lest_o they_o shall_v wilful_o give_v thou_o poison_n i_o trust_v a_o barber_n with_o my_o throat_n i_o trust_v a_o boatman_n or_o shipmaster_n with_o my_o life_n yea_o my_o horse_n that_o may_v cast_v i_o because_o i_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o distrust_v they_o save_v their_o insufficiency_n and_o uncertainty_n as_o creature_n if_o a_o pilot_n undertake_v to_o bring_v thou_o to_o the_o indies_n thou_o can_v trust_v his_o conduct_n though_o thou_o know_v thyself_o neither_o the_o ship_n nor_o how_o to_o govern_v it_o neither_o the_o way_n nor_o the_o place_n to_o which_o thou_o be_v convey_v and_o must_v not_o thy_o god_n and_o saviour_n be_v trust_v to_o bring_v thou_o safe_a to_o heaven_n unless_o he_o will_v satisfy_v all_o thy_o inquiry_n of_o the_o individuation_n and_o operation_n of_o spirit_n leave_v unsearchable_a and_o useless_a question_n to_o he_o that_o can_v easy_o resolve_v they_o and_o to_o those_o to_o who_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o do_v belong_v thou_o do_v but_o entangle_v thyself_o in_o sin_n and_o self-vexation_n while_o thou_o will_v take_v god_n work_n upon_o thou_o and_o will_v know_v that_o for_o thyself_o which_o he_o must_v know_v for_o thou_o thy_o knowledge_n and_o care_n for_o it_o do_v not_o precede_v nor_o prepare_v for_o thy_o generation_n nor_o for_o the_o motion_n of_o one_o pulse_n or_o breath_n or_o for_o the_o concoction_n of_o one_o bit_n of_o all_o thy_o food_n or_o the_o continuance_n of_o thy_o life_n one_o hour_n suppose_v but_o thy_o care_n to_o use_v the_o mean_n which_o god_n appoint_v thou_o and_o to_o avoid_v thing_n hurtful_a and_o to_o beg_v his_o blessing_n the_o command_n of_o be_v careful_a for_o nothing_o and_o cast_v all_o thy_o care_n on_o god_n who_o care_v for_o we_o oblige_v we_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v god_n part_n and_o for_o our_o soul_n as_o well_o as_o for_o our_o body_n yea_o to_o trust_v he_o with_o the_o great_a of_o our_o concern_v be_v our_o great_a duty_n suppose_v we_o be_v careful_a about_o our_o own_o part_n viz._n to_o use_v the_o mean_n and_o obey_v his_o precept_n to_o dispose_v of_o a_o depart_a soul_n be_v god_n part_n and_o not_o we_o o_o how_o much_o evil_n be_v in_o this_o distrustful_a self-providing_a care_n if_o i_o do_v but_o know_v what_o i_o will_v know_v about_o my_o soul_n and_o myself_o and_o if_o i_o may_v but_o choose_v what_o condition_n it_o shall_v be_v in_o and_o be_v the_o final_a disposer_n of_o it_o myself_o o_o what_o satisfaction_n and_o joy_n will_v it_o afford_v i_o and_o be_v not_o this_o to_o be_v partly_o a_o god_n to_o myself_o be_v he_o not_o fit_a to_o know_v and_o choose_v and_o dispose_v of_o i_o than_o i_o be_o i_o can_v trust_v myself_o easy_o even_o my_o wit_n and_o will_n in_o such_o a_o choice_n if_o i_o have_v but_o power_n and_o can_v i_o trust_v god_n and_o my_o redeemer_n without_o all_o this_o care_n and_o fear_v and_o trouble_v and_o all_o these_o particular_a inquiry_n if_o you_o be_v convoy_v your_o child_n in_o a_o boat_n or_o coach_n by_o water_n or_o by_o land_n and_o at_o every_o turn_n he_o be_v cry_v out_o o_n father_n whither_o do_v we_o go_v or_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v or_o i_o shall_v be_v drown_v or_o fall_v be_v it_o not_o rather_o his_o trust_n in_o you_o than_o the_o particular_a satisfaction_n of_o his_o ignorant_a doubt_n that_o must_v quiet_a and_o silence_v he_o be_v not_o then_o foolish_o distrustful_a and_o inquisitive_a make_v not_o thyself_o thy_o own_o disquiet_a or_o tormentor_n by_o a_o inordinate_a care_n of_o thy_o own_o security_n be_v not_o cast_v down_o o_o depart_a soul_n nor_o by_o unbelief_n disquiet_v within_o i_o trust_v in_o god_n for_o thou_o shall_v quick_o by_o experience_n be_v teach_v to_o give_v he_o thanks_o and_o praise_n who_o be_v the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n §_o 14._o o_o what_o clear_a reason_n what_o great_a experience_n do_v command_v i_o to_o trust_v he_o absolute_o and_o implicit_o to_o trust_v he_o and_o to_o distrust_v myself_o 1._o he_o be_v essential_a infinite_a perfection_n power_n wisdom_n and_o love_n there_o be_v in_o he_o all_o that_o shall_v invite_v and_o encourage_v rational_a trust_n and_o nothing_o that_o shall_v discourage_v it_o 2._o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o any_o creature_n to_o be_v trust_v but_o god_n in_o that_o creature_n or_o god_n work_v in_o and_o by_o it_o distrust_v he_o and_o there_o be_v nothing_o to_o be_v trust_v not_o the_o earth_n to_o bear_v i_o nor_o the_o air_n to_o breath_n in_o much_o less_o any_o mutable_a friend_n 3._o i_o be_o altogether_o his_o own_o his_o own_o by_o right_n and_o his_o own_o by_o devotion_n and_o consent_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o trust_v he_o with_o his_o own_o 4._o he_o be_v the_o great_a benefactor_n of_o all_o the_o world_n that_o give_v all_o good_a to_o every_o creature_n not_o by_o constraint_n nor_o by_o commutation_n but_o as_o free_o as_o the_o sun_n give_v forth_o its_o light_n and_o shall_v we_o not_o trust_v the_o sun_n to_o shine_v 5._o he_o be_v my_o father_n and_o special_a benefactor_n and_o have_v take_v i_o into_o his_o family_n as_o his_o child_n and_o shall_v i_o not_o trust_v my_o heavenly_a father_n 6._o he_o have_v give_v i_o his_o son_n as_o the_o great_a pledge_n of_o his_o love_n and_o what_o then_o will_v he_o think_v too_o dear_a for_o i_o will_v he_o not_o with_o he_o give_v i_o all_o thing_n rom._n 8._o 7._o his_o son_n come_v purposely_o to_o reveal_v the_o father_n unspeakable_a love_n and_o purpose_n to_o save_v we_o and_o shall_v i_o not_o trust_v he_o that_o have_v proclaim_v his_o love_n and_o reconciliation_n by_o such_o a_o messenger_n from_o heaven_n 8._o he_o have_v give_v i_o the_o spirit_n of_o his_o son_n even_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n which_o be_v the_o sure_a character_n of_o his_o child_n the_o witness_n pledge_v and_o earnest_a of_o heaven_n the_o name_n and_o mark_v of_o god_n upon_o i_o holiness_n to_o the_o lord_n and_o yet_o shall_v i_o not_o believe_v his_o love_n and_o trust_v he_o 9_o he_o have_v make_v i_o a_o member_n of_o his_o son_n and_o so_o far_o already_o unite_v i_o to_o he_o and_o will_v he_o not_o take_v care_n of_o the_o member_n of_o his_o son_n will_v he_o lose_v those_o that_o be_v give_v he_o be_v not_o christ_n to_o be_v trust_v with_o his_o member_n 10._o i_o be_o his_o interest_n and_o the_o interest_n of_o his_o son_n free_o belove_v dear_o buy_v for_o who_o so_o much_o be_v suffer_v and_o do_v that_o he_o be_v please_v to_o call_v we_o his_o peculiar_a treasure_n and_o may_v i_o not_o trust_v he_o with_o his_o dear_a buy_a treasure_n 11._o he_o have_v state_v i_o in_o a_o relation_n to_o angel_n who_o rejoice_v at_o my_o repentance_n and_o to_o the_o heavenly_a society_n which_o shall_v not_o miss_v the_o small_a part_n angel_n shall_v not_o lose_v their_o joy_n nor_o ministration_n 12._o he_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o i_o even_o the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n he_o have_v give_v i_o many_o great_a and_o precious_a promise_n and_o shall_v i_o fear_v lest_o he_o will_v break_v his_o word_n or_o covenant_n 13._o my_o saviour_n be_v the_o forerunner_n enter_v into_o the_o holy_a and_o there_o appear_v and_o intercede_v for_o i_o and_o this_o after_o he_o have_v conquer_v death_n and_o rise_v again_o to_o assure_v i_o of_o a_o future_a life_n and_o ascend_v into_o heaven_n to_o