seized Zech. 12.2 how doth the Churches portion prove a cup of poison making them to vomit up not only the meat they have swallowed but their own bowels also even bring ruine upon themselves and their posterities § 2. And now Oh what shame and confusion shall be upon the soul when this guilt flies in the face and men find by sad experience Obad. 4. that though with Edom they have made their nest among the stars Ezek. 28.14 and become in the language of the Prophet speaking of Tyre tanquam Cherub extentus protegens as a Cherub spreading their wing and enlarging their power and protection over People and Nations yet having Tyres guilt they meet with Tyres doom their great glory does consume to ashes and their ruine's sealed with a non eris in perpetuum Vers 19. Thou shalt not be any more for ever Wherefore when we behold Riches heaped up by oppression and sacriledge Honor founded upon usurpation and violence worldly glory built upon the sandy foundation of a successful impiety then say we with Jacob Gen. 49 6. Psal 141.4 My soul come not thou into their secret And with David Let me not eat of their dainties lest partaking of their sin and guilt we partake with them in their shame and punishment Yea as the best guard of the soul against the suggestions of Satan and seductions of men make we Davids prayer our petition invocating God in all fervor of devotion as the Psalmist here does Let me not be ashamed for I put my trust in thee Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 3. This the second part of Davids petition Let integrity and uprightness preserve me Integrity of heart like Elisha's salt it purgeth the spring and purifieth the streams it seasons our duties and keeps the soul sound under all its infirmities and failings The least grace sincere and saving it is like seed of a growing and an increasing nature and though hid under a heap of corruptions yet does it spring up to everlasting life Joh. 4.14 Take we a view of this uprightness and integrity as to its subject its end and its object 1. The subject the inward man without which all outward performances they are Pharisaical obedience for God is a Spirit Joh 4.23 and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth And thus the Apostle I delight in the law of God after the inward man Rom. 7.22 In religious services then the integrity is that of the heart so that in what the heart does not act God does not accept Isa 29 13 14. the performance of the outward duty without the concurrence of the inward man being as a body without a soul and meet formal professors though they wear Christs livery yet do they serve themselves § 4. 2. The end the principal and ultimate is Gods glory to which there are many subordinate and subservient as the good of his Church the salvation of our souls the welfare of our Country the benefit of our families and the like But now we must observe it is too low a judgment of integrity to take its measure from the more near and immediate ends of actions we must eye therefore the principal and ultimate end the glory of God 1 Cor. 10.31 A sincere aim at which sacred end does lay the soul level and eaven in its desires which otherwise would warp and bend according to the sway of some base lusts and vile affections But notwithstanding this pure aim at Gods glory Heb. 11.26 seeing Moses hath a respect to the recompense of reward Heb. 12.2 and our Saviour himself had an eye to the joy that was set before him It will be no hypoâ—ritical affection but a devout encouragement to quicken our pace in the way of holiness from this Scripture-motive our own salvation and happiness I call it a Scripture-motive then which nothing is more frequently urged in sacred Scripture § 5. And indeed whether Gods glory or Mans happiness be considered as co-ordinate one with another or as subordinate one to another sure I am they are inseparable one from another no man can rightly aim at his own happiness without a respect to Gods glory nor yet aim at Gods glory without a respect to his own happiness For what is it to attain happiness but fully to enjoy God Psal 36.6 Psal 17.16 Psal 16.11 and what is it fully to enjoy God but to attain happiness So then Gods glory is mans felicity and mans felicity is Gods glory true it is some pious souls and learned pens have made it a note of integrity to love God though theâ—e were no heaven But besides the nicety of the Metaphysical abstraction if rightly considered it implies a contradiction 1 Joh. 4 8. for seeing God is love what is there in heaven which is not contained in the love of God And whereas hereby they think to cleer pure love from the stain of being mercenary it is but a needless attempt for that omnis amor mercedis non est mercinarius Ps 16.5 Lam. 3.24 Gen. 17.1 all love of reward is not mercenary love for that God who is our portion is our reward and if so to love our reward is to love God § 6. 3 The object whatsoever God commands which is to be done ut mandavit quia mandavit according to his will and because of his soveraignty To do what but not as God commands is disobedience 1 Sam. 15.19 as with Saul in the case of Amalek Again to do as God commands but not because he commands is hypocrisie as with Jehu in the case of Baal Jehu 2 King 10.30 31. he is zealous in reforming yet not to advance Gods glory but his own greatness But further of those things which God hath commanded Integrity respects the credenda as well as the agenda the doctrines of faith as well as the duties of obedience For it is easie to observe how the Apostles in their several Epistles are as zealous in their reproofs and as hot in their zeal against evil doctrines as against evil lives against false Teachers as against lewd Livers yea and accordingly in their exhortations and instructions they join the necessity of a true faith with that of a good conscience § 7. To practise holiness and profess heresie and to profess truth but practise prophaneness are both opposite to Davids integrity and uprightness for sincere faith can no more dispense with any doctrines revealed then holy life with any precepts declared in Gods word Yea Gal. 5.19.20 2 Pet. 2 1. ask the Apostles and they will tell us Heresies as well as Prophanenesses they are works of the flesh they are damnable yea bring swift damnation False teachers as well as lewd livers they deny the Lord that bought them Jud. 4. and are prepared of old to destruction Wherefore a holding fast the true
us belongeth confusion of f ce to our Kings to our Princes and to our Fathers because we have sinned against thee Yea humility prompteth the soul in the midst of Gods judgments to an advancement of his mercy Thus the Psalmist Psal 1â—3 10 He hath not dealt with us according to our sins neither hath he rewarded us according to our iniquities and it is the humble acknowledgment of Gods Church in her lamentations of sorrow saying Lam. 3.22 It is of the Lords mercy that we are not consumed § 15. 2. Faith the Apostle calls faith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as the substance Heb. 11 1. so the subsistence of things hoped for the subsistence makeing that glory and blessedness that salvation and deliverance to have a present subsistence with us which we look upon through hope as in their future existence to us Wherefore then is it that the conscientious confessoâ—s of Christs truth so calmly so patiently yea so chearfully suffer the disgrace of the world and the violence of the wicked is it not because they see by faith that to suffer for righteousness truely makes them what Turtullian elegantly stiles them Coelestis gloriae candidatos Candidates of the celestial glory haveing received the earnest of the spirit the seal of their redemption 2 Cor. 1.22 Ephes 4.30 Rom 8.23 the first fruits of glory they see by faith that whilst men load them with injuries they heap up their rewards whilst they spoil their earthly goods they encrease their heavenly treasure yea each scornful reproach they see by faith it does but add a flower to their garland each violent act a jewel to their Crown 2 Cor 4 17. all their light affliction which is but for a moment they see by faith how it works for them a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory § 16. 3. Hope such as that of Davids which he commends unto the Church upon his own experience of good success Psal 130.7 Let Israel hope in the Lord for with the Lord there is mercy and with him is plentious redempteon Wherefore when the Church mourneth and the gates of Zion languish this the hope which strengthens the patience and comforts the souls of Gods Saints that he will either vouchsafe them a temporal deliverance or crown their sufferings with an eternal salvation this that hope of which saith the Apostle Rom. â— 5 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 non confundit so the vulg it brings no shame of face no confusion of soul it fears no deficiency on Gods part and preserves from Apostacy on mans part and so becomes a right what the Apostle stiles it the Anchor of the soul Heâ— 6 â— both sure and stedfast § 17. 3. What the best duties of devotion Answ Solemn humiliation fervent prayer and a worthy receiving the blessed Eucharist 1. solemn humiliation solemn for time for measure and the manner of performance for time some day in the week or at least in the moneth set apart and dedicated to this service For measure not the dropping of a tear the breathing of a sigh and so away Psal 51 1â— no we must offer unto God the Sacrifice of a broken heart and a contrite spirit the sorrows of our contrition must be like that of one mourning for the dead a funeral sorrow the deepest of mournings yea Zech. 12.10 like that of one mourning for her onely Son the saddest of Funerals Indeed the Church by our sins is laid in the depth of calamities fit it is that we for our sin lie down in the deepest of humiliations For manner of performance confessing the guilt of sin bewailing the bitterness of distress deprecating Gods wrath and imploring his mercy § 18. To affect our souls with the greater relentings of contrition and meltings of compassion see oh see we how this Church our Mother Lam. 1.1 sits as a disconsolate widow mourning in her distress her hair dishevel'd her beauty defac'd her garments rent her body wounded her blood flowing her spirits fainting yea see see a flood of tears overtakes her streams of blood her sorrow accompanies her pain and her mourning her affliction And yet how do too too many who boast themselves her Sons Oh! how do they by their oaths their drunkenness their whoredoms and other their abominable pollutions how do they even drag this their Mother by that hair which sorrow hath dishevel'd How do they trample upon her whilst she sits in the dust how do they widen her wounds sharpen her pains imbitter her sorrows and every way aggravate her misery Wherefore as many as are affected with the Churches deep affliction and wait upon God for her gracious restauration let them thus wait even in this sacred duty of holy devotion Solemn humiliation Iam. 5.13 § 19. 2. Fervent prayer this is St. James's Catholicon his general remedy for all spiritual distempers If any man among you be afflicted let let him pray the Original is very emphatical 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 where the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 taken in the large sence as here most proper we may thus paraphrase the words of the Apostle Doth any among you suffer any evill of body or of mind as the readiest means of his redress and succour let him pray and in our prayers do we prescribe to our selves some solemn service of devotion more peculiarly appropriate to this sacred blessing Nehem. 1. Dan. 9. the Churches restauration and peace Thus did Nehemiah thus did Daniel and Psal 137. the faithful are so zealous for Jerusalem the type of the Church that they seal the resolution of earnest prayer with this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 this dreadful imprecation Psal 137.6 that if they remember her not their tongues may cleave to the roof of their mouthes intimating this zealous wâ—sh that they may never have tongues to pray for themselves if they forget to pray for Jerusalem § 20. 3. The blessed Eucharist here we have an unmoveable center to rest on God our portion Christ our fulness an object larger then the heavens Oh that our faith were now suitable to its object the firmness of our trust to the fulness of our God our Jesus had the widow of Sarepta prepared more vessels she had received more oil 1 King 17.14 and that we receive less in the supplies of grace and the bounties of love from God and Christ it is because we are straitned in our faith not God or Christ straitned in his bounty we less capable to receive not he less willing or able to give the Widows vessels were all filled and here each humble soul shall be replenish'd according to the measure of their capacity not the riches of Christs fulness who as the Sea can fill the vessels though never so large and therefore where the measure is but little there the vessels are but small Enlarge we then the thirsting desires of our soul that the fountain of Christs
our iniquity and with S. Paul 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the sin which doth so easily beset us Ay! not only facilè but also undique it besets us not only easily but also on every part in every place in every imployment yea it doth not more easily then closely beset us with which sin some of the most eminent of Gods Saints have had a continued contest even to the end of their lives Here then O thou afflicted soul know this shall speak the sincerity of thy repentance Rom. 6 12.14 7.24 25. if from an hatred of sin and a striving against sin thou find'st it weakened in its power though not quite rooted out in its being thou retaining an irreconcileable enmity against sin in judgment and will in affection and resolution in endeavour and humiliation making good thy contest till Christ send forth judgment unto victory Mat. 12.20 either by a spiritual mortification or a temporal dissolution 2. Distrusting the sincerity of thy Repentance apply thy self to those duties which do assuredly evidence our Repentance to be sincere even confession of sin contrition of heart accompanied with fasting and prayer and confirm'd by an amendment of life Which amendment of life cannot presently arrive at a perfection of holiness but does Phil. 3 2. Ps 84.7 2 Pet. 3.8 Obj. affectu conatu in desire and endeavour tend towards perfection Here thou wilt say Ay! Contrition of heart that were a good testimony indeed to assure the sincerity of my repentance Could I lie down in sorrow and with floods of tears bewail my transgressions I should be much satisfied in this gracious evidence of being a sincere Penitent But alas I find my sin is increased but not my sorrow I would fain weep but cannot I have the Prophets wish indeed Oh that my head were waters Jer 9.1 and mine eyes a fountain of tears But oh mine hard heart it will not relent it will not melt in sorrows of contrition Answ Strike the Rock with Moses rod Answ Exod 17.5 6. the Curse of the Law upon thy guilt of sin happily this will make the waters gush out if not wound thy heart with Christs spear the meditation of his Passion in his sufferings for thy sins happily this may pierce deeper and fetch out blood and water both secret languishments and floods of tears To thy devout meditations join humble supplications imploring Gods Spirit to work upon thy spirit and the Searcher of hearts to fashion and frame thy heart to become a Sacrifice of penitence made acceptable through the blood of Jesus Ps 51.17 And now if after all this thy dryness continues know it doth arise either from the natural constitution of thy bodily temper or some present indisposition of thy clouded mind If it be the former as with many it is know thou mayst break thine heart in sorrows of contrition and yet not melt thy sorrows into tears of compunction If the latter no doubt in time the cloud will dissolve into a shower and by how much the waters are the more kept in by so much the more will the streams flow forth when the flood-gates are open In the mean time take notice that the Close-Mourners we count deepest in the sorrow though least to be seen Indeed to be grieved because we do not grieve to mourn secretly because we cannot mourn sufficiently is the sincerest of contrition Again observe It is not our tears but Christs blood which expiates the guilt 1 Joh. 1.7 and cleanseth the filth of our iniquities And therefore what is wanting in tears make thou up with sighs what is wanting in sensible contrition make up with an irreconcileable indignation and that devout indignation heightned to an holy revenge in mortifying thy lusts 2 Cor. 7.11 which holy revenge the Apostle gives us as the full height of a sincere Repentance CHAP. VI. The Souls Conflict from the sense of Barrenness in holy Duties Ps 119.32 Cant 1.4 Joh 3.8 THe actual assistance of Gods Spirit is more powerfully more sensibly quickening at one time then at another The Spirit bloweth where and when it listeth as where and in what place so when and at what time yea how and in what manner it listeth The same sanctified soul is sometimes enlarg'd and sometimes straitned sometimes rais'd and sometimes dejected sometimes lively and active Joh. 5 35. Mat. 12.20 sometimes heavy and flat sometimes as a burning lamp and sometimes as smoaking flax As fire though it be of an active nature yet in green and wet wood it will need continual blowing Thus Grace also though it be of an operative quality yet in a damp heart and indisposed soul it will need its 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 it s exciting its stirring up 2 Tim. 1.6 So that to habitual grace infused there must be inciting grace to awaken and assisting grace to enable otherwise the heart and soul of the devoutest Saint will be heavy and dull drowsie and dead Cant. 5 2. unapt and unable for holy duties and spiritual enlargements The womb then of all holy duties is Grace inherent but the Midwife to bring them forth yea the Nurse to bring them up is Grace assistant Wherefore that God oft-times leaving his Saints to themselves withholds his assistance it is for the Trial of their grace as the Mother setting down the Child to go withdraws her hand it is for the Trial of its strength Thus God he oftentimes withholds his assisting he does not withdraw his inherent grace He does not take away what he hath infused by regenerating but what he was wont to give by assisting Hence it is though when the Cloud of divine presence fills the Tabernacle of the heart Num. 40.34 35 Cant. 2.4 5 6. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrys hom 3. de incomp Dei nat then the soul hath its sweet converses with God the soul becomes exercised with heavenly contemplations yet this lasts not always sometimes the Cloud is taken up the divine power and presence is withheld and then the Eagles wings are flagg'd the souls devotion is clogg'd with the weight of earthly and carnal affections And in this damp of Devotion hear the words of Complaint The Words of Complaint Oh the deadness of mine heart and the dryness of my devotion Whereas Gods worship should be my delight and an heavenly communion mine happy contentment ah when I come unto God it is with unwillingness and when I stay it is with wearisomness My Contritions of Repentance should melt in tears but alas mine eyes are dry and mine heart hard My Prayers should have their fervor of devotion in an humble confidence of faith and sweet enlargement of love but alas my spirits are chill'd mine heart is straitned mine whole man distemper'd and discomposed My Services are neither so frequent in their act nor so vigorous in their activity What I do is from a compulsory judgment of conscience as a task rather then