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any_o habit_n of_o faith_n the_o habit_n of_o this_o precious_a grace_n be_v invisible_a thus_o have_v i_o give_v thou_o some_o consideration_n which_o due_o weigh_v and_o consider_v may_v comfort_v thy_o soul_n under_o this_o perplexity_n i_o have_v only_o one_o thing_n more_o to_o do_v and_o that_o be_v to_o speak_v a_o word_n or_o two_o of_o direction_n to_o such_o soul_n to_o show_v they_o what_o to_o do_v that_o they_o may_v be_v comfort_v in_o which_o i_o will_v be_v brief_a first_o then_o by_o way_n of_o direction_n find_v out_o the_o cause_n and_o remove_v it_o the_o cause_n may_v be_v various_a i_o can_v name_v they_o all_o but_o the_o great_a and_o ordinary_a cause_n may_v be_v first_o god_n will_v second_o thy_o own_o temper_n 1._o god_n will_v he_o will_v not_o please_v perhaps_o to_o lead_v thou_o with_o so_o strong_a a_o arm_n at_o one_o time_n as_o at_o another_o he_o will_v try_v how_o thou_o will_v live_v by_o faith_n sense_n be_v bread_n he_o will_v have_v thou_o not_o to_o live_v by_o bread_n only_o but_o by_o every_o word_n that_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o god_n now_o sense_n and_o feeling_n that_o be_v bread_n if_o this_o be_v the_o cause_n as_o it_o be_v in_o peter_n thou_o must_v not_o dispute_v but_o submit_v to_o it_o 2._o the_o cause_n may_v be_v in_o thyself_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o be_v under_o some_o violent_a temptation_n of_o satan_n or_o under_o the_o cloud_n and_o darkness_n of_o some_o sin_n or_o corruption_n or_o thy_o expectation_n of_o feeling_n or_o sense_n may_v be_v too_o high_a or_o thou_o may_v be_v wilful_a and_o not_o feel_v when_o thou_o may_v these_o cause_n must_v be_v remove_v by_o faith_n repentance_n endeavour_n obedience_n etc._n etc._n have_v sin_n benumb_v thou_o be_v humble_v for_o this_o sin_n and_o thou_o shall_v feel_v be_v thou_o in_o desertion_n believe_v and_o hope_v and_o thou_o shall_v feel_v again_o it_o be_v a_o know_a maxim_n take_v away_o the_o cause_n and_o the_o effect_n will_v cease_v but_o second_o wait_v for_o feeling_n this_o be_v be_v a_o part_n of_o thy_o duty_n in_o relation_n to_o this_o want_n especial_o cause_v by_o god_n will_n be_v 40._o 31._o they_o that_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n shall_v renew_v their_o strength_n like_o the_o eagle_n psal_n 27._o 14._o wait_v on_o the_o lord_n be_v of_o good_a courage_n and_o he_o shall_v strengthen_v thy_o heart_n wait_v i_o say_v on_o the_o lord_n wait_v with_o faith_n and_o hope_n and_o patience_n three_o learn_v to_o live_v upon_o god_n word_n man_n shall_v not_o live_v by_o bread_n only_o but_o upon_o every_o word_n that_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o
and_o strong_a immediate_o after_o a_o desertion_n in_o desertion_n ordinary_o it_o be_v none_o or_o but_o weak_a p._n 217_o 2._o ordinary_o it_o be_v very_o high_a when_o his_o saint_n be_v in_o great_a distress_n call_v to_o suffer_v martyrdom_n etc._n etc._n p._n 218_o 219_o 3d._n concl._n thou_o may_v have_v have_v and_o again_o have_v a_o true_a assurance_n and_o full_a persuasion_n though_o thou_o for_o the_o present_a haste_n none_o at_o all_o p._n 219_o 220_o serm._n xiii_o chap._n xiii_o how_o to_o comfort_v that_o soul_n that_o conceive_v it_o have_v not_o true_a faith_n because_o it_o do_v not_o feel_v god_n strength_n carry_v it_o out_o to_o those_o duty_n and_o act_n of_o grace_n which_o it_o ought_v to_o act_v a_o distinction_n of_o feeling_n it_o may_v be_v 1._o of_o peace_n 221_o 2._o of_o strength_n ib._n something_o speak_v by_o way_n of_o consolation_n to_o poor_a soul_n under_o this_o scruple_n of_o spirit_n 223_o 224_o 225_o 226_o 227_o 228_o 229_o etc._n etc._n 1._o consid_fw-la not-feeling_a do_v not_o argue_v a_o not-being_a p._n 223_o 2d_o consid_fw-la the_o truth_n of_o god_n love_n to_o we_o be_v not_o so_o easy_o to_o be_v discern_v in_o the_o very_a act_n and_o work_v of_o god_n as_o in_o the_o effect_n of_o such_o act_n and_o operation_n p._n 235_o 236_o 237_o 3d._n consid_fw-la feel_v at_o the_o best_a be_v but_o a_o deceivable_a or_o a_o disputable_a evidence_n p._n 237_o 238_o 4._o consid_fw-la no_o christian_n feel_v strength_n always_o alike_o nor_o have_v cause_n to_o do_v it_o p._n 239_o that_o of_o god_n to_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v not_o see_v be_v always_o alike_o that_o which_o be_v see_v not_o so_o ib._n cause_n why_o god_n be_v not_o feel_v always_o alike_o in_o the_o soul_n p._n 240_o 1._o cause_n his_o soft_a go_n sometime_o in_o the_o cause_n ib._n 2._o to_o try_v whether_o a_o christian_a can_v stand_v alone_o upon_o the_o true_a leg_n of_o faith_n without_o the_o wooden_a leg_n of_o sense_n ib._n 3._o the_o soul_n may_v be_v benumb_v and_o have_v lose_v its_o feel_n ib._n 5._o consid_fw-la god_n strength_n may_v then_o be_v see_v in_o thou_o when_o it_o be_v not_o see_v or_o feel_v by_o thou_o p._n 241_o 242_o 6._o consid_fw-la it_o be_v no_o argument_n to_o warrant_v thou_o not_o to_o believe_v because_o thou_o do_v not_o feel_v god_n carry_v thou_o out_o by_o his_o arm_n of_o strength_n in_o such_o a_o manner_n to_o spiritual_a duty_n and_o to_o the_o act_n of_o spiritual_a and_o save_a grace_n as_o thou_o desire_v and_o perhaps_o expect_v p._n 242_o 243_o we_o must_v believe_v for_o strength_n as_o well_o any_o thing_n else_o p._n 243_o this_o diâ—â—ers_n from_o the_o arminian_n doctrine_n of_o freewill_n ib._n 5_o direction_n teach_v christian_n what_o to_o do_v under_o this_o affliction_n p._n 244_o 1._o direct_v find_v out_o the_o cause_n and_o remove_v it_o ib._n 2._o cause_n may_v be_v 1._o god_n will_n ib._n then_o submit_v remove_v it_o ib._n 2._o thy_o own_o temper_n ib._n under_o temptation_n 2._o some_o know_a sin_n 3._o thy_o expectation_n may_v be_v too_o high_a ib_n 4._o thy_o wilfulness_n may_v be_v the_o cause_n these_o cause_n must_v be_v remove_v 1._o faith_n 2._o love_v expectation_n 3._o repentance_n etc._n etc._n 2._o direct_v wait_v forfeeling_a p._n 244_o 3_o direct_v learn_v to_o live_v without_o bread_n on_o god_n word_n p._n 245._o 4._o direct_v learn_v to_o acknowledge_v god_n little_a finger_n ib._n 5._o direct_v act_n contrary_a to_o thy_o mind_n sick_a man_n must_v eat_v against_o their_o stomach_n p._n 245_o 5_o reason_n of_o master_n rutherford_n why_o we_o ought_v to_o perform_v duty_n under_o a_o indisposition_n even_o against_o our_o mind_n p._n 245_o 246_o serm._n fourteen_o chap._n fourteen_o how_o to_o know_v whether_o our_o doubt_n be_v such_o as_o may_v consist_v with_o true_a faith_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n 5_o particular_n in_o which_o the_o doubt_n of_o believer_n differ_v from_o the_o doubt_n of_o unbeliever_n and_o reprobate_n p._n 248_o 249_o 250_o 251_o 1._o they_o differ_v in_o the_o principle_n unbelief_n be_v not_o the_o principle_n of_o doubt_v in_o the_o believer_n but_o infirmity_n p._n 249_o 250_o 251_o the_o exposition_n of_o that_o place_n rom._n 4._o 19_o 20._o p._n 250_o 251_o 252_o 2._o they_o differ_v in_o the_o occasion_n from_o whence_o they_o arise_v p._n 253_o several_a occasion_n of_o doubt_v in_o god_n people_n different_a from_o the_o occasion_n of_o unbeliever_n doubt_n p._n 253_o 254_o 3._o they_o differ_v in_o the_o object_n the_o object_n of_o the_o christian_n doubt_v be_v something_o in_o himself_o the_o object_n of_o the_o unbeliever_n doubt_v be_v ordinary_o something_o in_o god_n p._n 254_o 255_o the_o reason_n of_o it_o p._n 255_o 256_o 257_o 4._o they_o differ_v in_o their_o duration_n and_o continuance_n p._n 257_o 258_o 5_o notes_n concern_v believer_n doubt_n p._n 259_o 260_o 261_o 1._o they_o be_v most_o and_o strong_a in_o the_o morning_n p._n 258_o 2._o they_o may_v be_v in_o the_o day_n time_n p._n 259_o 3._o if_o they_o be_v they_o be_v few_o and_o weak_a the_o reason_n of_o it_o p._n 259_o 260_o 4._o they_o be_v transient_a cloud_n that_o pass_v and_o return_v not_o p._n 260_o 5._o they_o have_v none_o but_o they_o conquer_v in_o fine_a p._n 261_o 5._o they_o differ_v in_o their_o effect_n p._n 262_o 263_o the_o effect_n of_o unbeliever_n doubt_v be_v a_o forsake_v and_o declination_n from_o god_n p._n 261_o 262_o they_o common_o produce_v in_o god_n servant_n these_o five_o effect_n 1._o a_o complain_v unto_o god_n p._n 263_o 2._o a_o crave_v satisfaction_n from_o god_n p._n 264_o 3._o a_o strive_v against_o they_o ib._n 4._o a_o wait_v for_o god_n ib._n 5._o a_o close_a walk_n with_o and_o adhere_v unto_o god_n p._n 264_o 265_o luke_n 17._o 5._o and_o the_o apostle_n say_v unto_o he_o lord_n increase_v our_o faith_n when_o the_o jailor_n fall_v down_o at_o the_o apostle_n foot_n act_n 16._o 30._o and_o say_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v the_o apostle_n answer_v believe_v in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v when_o ruler_n fear_v christ_n say_v be_v not_o afraid_a only_o believe_v mar._n 5._o 36._o when_o the_o poor_a man_n come_v for_o mercy_n for_o his_o son_n mark_v 9_o 32._o christ_n tell_v he_o if_o he_o can_v believe_v all_o thing_n be_v possible_a to_o he_o when_o we_o pray_v if_o we_o can_v but_o believe_v we_o shall_v receive_v we_o shall_v sure_o not_o fail_v many_o glorious_a thing_n be_v speak_v of_o this_o mother_n of_o grace_n that_o faith_n seem_v to_o be_v the_o whole_a duty_n of_o man_n demosthenes_n be_v ask_v how_o many_o thing_n be_v necessary_a for_o a_o orator_n he_o answer_v three_o first_o action_n second_o action_n three_o action_n meaning_n action_n be_v more_o than_o all_o and_o when_o a_o certain_a prince_n ask_v a_o great_a commander_n what_o be_v necessary_a for_o war_n he_o answer_v he_o three_o thing_n money_n money_z money_n meaning_n 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i_o be_o afraid_a that_o my_o doubt_n be_v not_o such_o a_o doubt_v as_o be_v incident_a to_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n but_o such_o as_o devil_n and_o reprobate_n have_v doubt_v of_o despair_n not_o opposite_a only_o but_o contradictory_n to_o faith_n etc._n etc._n how_o shall_v i_o know_v whither_o my_o doubt_n be_v such_o as_o may_v consist_v with_o faith_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n yea_o or_o no_o &_o c_o chap._n fourteen_o how_o to_o know_v whither_o our_o doubt_n be_v such_o as_o may_v consist_v with_o true_a faith_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n in_o regard_n of_o this_o it_o will_v be_v necessary_a that_o i_o shall_v difference_n doubt_n and_o show_v you_o wherein_o the_o christian_a may_v be_v comfort_v be_v assure_v his_o doubt_n be_v not_o such_o as_o be_v inconsistent_a with_o true_a faith_n for_o thy_o comfort_n therefore_o know_v that_o there_o be_v a_o vast_a difference_n betwixt_o the_o doubt_n of_o god_n people_n and_o the_o doubt_n of_o reprobate_n apparent_a in_o 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a_o hundred_o year_n old_a and_o shall_v sarah_n that_o be_v ninty_a year_n old_a bear_n i_o know_v st_n austin_n say_v abraham_n laugh_v be_v risus_fw-la exultantis_fw-la non_fw-la derisio_fw-la diffidentis_fw-la the_o laugh_v of_o one_o that_o rejoice_v and_o not_o the_o scorn_v of_o one_o that_o disinherit_v but_o with_o all_o due_a reverence_n to_o that_o learned_a and_o pious_a man_n i_o do_v not_o think_v that_o he_o have_v full_o solve_v the_o knot_n i_o do_v not_o think_v it_o be_v a_o mock_n of_o distrust_n nor_o yet_o that_o it_o be_v a_o bare_a laughter_n of_o rejoice_v i_o humble_o conceive_v there_o be_v a_o exult_a but_o yet_o mix_v with_o a_o little_a doubt_v or_o dispute_v he_o rejoice_v consider_v the_o faithfulness_n of_o the_o word_n but_o yet_o his_o sense_n through_o infirmity_n quarrel_v with_o his_o faith_n about_o it_o in_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o heart_n he_o say_v as_o mary_n upon_o the_o like_a tiding_n luk._n 1._o five_o 38._o behold_v the_o servant_n of_o the_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v now_o unto_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n and_o yet_o through_o infirmity_n he_o say_v how_o can_v these_o thing_n be_v and_o therefore_o in_o the_o very_a next_o word_n v._o 18._o he_o say_v unto_o god_n o_o that_o ishmael_n may_v live_v before_o thou_o which_o word_n as_o they_o plain_o express_v abraham_n good_a will_n and_o wish_v to_o ishmael_n yet_o under_o correction_n to_o better_a judgement_n i_o conceive_v also_o from_o a_o compare_v of_o the_o word_n before_o and_o immediate_o after_o that_o they_o intimate_v a_o kind_n of_o doubt_v of_o god_n fulfil_v his_o word_n as_o if_o abraham_n shall_v have_v say_v lord_n i_o be_o
promise_n make_v to_o we_o for_o sufficiency_n for_o this_o life_n ser._n x._o 17._o whether_o a_o believer_n may_v not_o hang_v tremble_o upon_o the_o promise_n and_o yet_o hang_v true_o upon_o they_o what_o thing_n may_v cause_v a_o tremble_a faith_n in_o the_o soul_n sometime_o 18._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v not_o true_o believe_v and_o yet_o not_o be_v able_a at_o all_o time_n full_o and_o true_o to_o appropriate_v the_o promise_n of_o jesus_n christ_n to_o himself_o in_o particular_a 19_o whether_o the_o true_a believer_n may_v apply_v particular_a promise_n 20._o whether_o the_o true_a believer_n at_o sometime_o may_v not_o be_v unable_a to_o apply_v temporal_a promise_n when_o and_o why_o 21._o whether_o a_o true_a believer_n at_o sometime_o may_v not_o be_v unable_a particular_o to_o apply_v spiritual_a promise_n if_o they_o be_v conditional_a 22._o whether_o the_o true_a believer_n at_o sometime_o may_v not_o be_v unable_a to_o apply_v spiritual_a promise_n though_o absolute_a ser._n xi_o 23._o what_o thing_n must_v be_v wrought_v in_o that_o soul_n that_o by_o a_o particular_a application_n of_o faith_n lay_v hold_v upon_o any_o promise_n 24._o whether_o and_o how_o a_o christian_a may_v and_o aught_o to_o apply_v all_o the_o promise_n so_o as_o to_o bring_v they_o as_o salve_n to_o his_o particular_a sore_n 25._o whether_o conditional_a promise_n suppose_v that_o i_o must_v fulfil_v the_o condition_n before_o i_o apply_v they_o ser._n xii_o 26._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v not_o have_v save_v faith_n yet_o no_o assurance_n 27._o whether_o and_o how_o persuasion_n come_v into_o justify_v faith_n and_o be_v necessary_a to_o every_o true_a faith_n 28._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v conclude_v he_o have_v have_v faith_n of_o assurance_n or_o have_v if_o it_o be_v weak_a and_o inconstant_a in_o degree_n *_o 29._o whether_o assurance_n when_o lose_v may_v be_v recover_v again_o ser._n xiii_o 30._o whether_o it_o be_v a_o sufficient_a ground_n for_o i_o to_o conclude_v i_o have_v no_o faith_n if_o i_o think_v i_o do_v not_o feel_v the_o strength_n of_o god_n carry_v i_o out_o to_o those_o duty_n which_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o grace_n which_o i_o shall_v act_v 31._o whether_o any_o christian_a feel_v strength_n always_o alike_o and_o what_o cause_v there_o may_v be_v of_o his_o not_o feel_v god_n strength_n always_o alike_o act_v in_o his_o soul_n 32._o what_o a_o christian_a ought_v to_o do_v when_o he_o do_v not_o feel_v the_o strength_n of_o god_n enliven_a he_o and_o enable_v he_o to_o act_v spiritual_a duty_n ser._n fourteen_o 33._o whether_o and_o how_o a_o christian_a may_v know_v whether_o those_o doubt_n which_o arise_v in_o his_o soul_n be_v such_o as_o a_o true_a believer_n have_v or_o no_o better_o than_o such_o as_o unbeliever_n and_o reprobate_n have_v 34._o whether_o the_o principle_n of_o doubt_v in_o the_o believer_n be_v unbelief_n or_o infirmity_n a_o index_n of_o the_o content_n of_o the_o follow_a treatise_n serm._n i._o chap._n i._n the_o coherence_n of_o the_o text_n division_n of_o it_o and_o 8._o doctrine_n raise_v from_o it_o p._n 1_o 2_o 3_o 4_o the_o doctrine_n insist_v upon_o viz._n that_o as_o the_o best_a of_o christian_n have_v weakness_n and_o imperfection_n in_o their_o faith_n so_o it_o be_v their_o nature_n and_o duty_n to_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o and_o to_o labour_n and_o strive_v against_o it_o p._n 4_o the_o doctrine_n prove_v in_o its_o 3._o branch_n by_o scripture_n p._n 5_o 3_o reason_n of_o the_o first_o branch_n why_o christian_n have_v weakness_n ib._n 1._o because_o the_o state_n of_o mortality_n be_v imperfect_a ib._n 2._o christian_n condition_n here_o be_v inconstant_a ib._n 3._o corruption_n renew_v daily_o ib._n 3._o reason_n of_o the_o 2._o branch_n why_o the_o true_a believer_n will_v be_v sensible_a of_o his_o weakness_n because_o 1._o he_o be_v always_o lay_v his_o heart_n to_o his_o eye_n p._n 6_o 2._o he_o be_v always_o lay_v the_o square_a to_o his_o heart_n ib._n 3._o he_o be_v not_o self-opinionated_a ib._n 3_o reason_n of_o the_o 3._o branch_n why_o the_o christian_a will_v strive_v against_o his_o weakness_n 1._o because_o the_o spirit_n work_v in_o he_o p._n 7_o 2._o because_o he_o level_v his_o arrow_n at_o perfection_n ib._n 3._o he_o know_v the_o more_o he_o have_v of_o faith_n the_o more_o he_o have_v of_o christ_n ib._n uses_n 1._o to_o comfort_v weak_a christian_n p._n 8_o 2._o to_o exhort_v all_o to_o labour_v to_o increase_v their_o faith_n p._n 9_o 1_o direction_n to_o remove_v those_o thing_n which_o hinder_v faith_n p._n 9_o 10_o 1._o scruple_n and_o doubt_n hinder_v faith_n 2._o note_n of_o a_o weak_a faith_n p._n 10_o what_o we_o must_v do_v to_o remove_v scruple_n that_o hinder_v faith_n p._n 11_o what_o be_v the_o cause_n why_o many_o conceive_v they_o ought_v not_o to_o believe_v ib._n 1._o cause_n the_o too_o irregular_a eye_v of_o preparatory_a qualification_n they_o think_v they_o be_v not_o enough_o humble_v ib._n the_o question_n dispute_v whether_o faith_n go_v before_o repentance_n or_o repentance_n before_o faith_n p._n 12_o 13_o 14_o 15_o etc._n etc._n the_o term_n open_v and_o the_o question_n right_o state_v p._n 12_o 13_o six_o thing_n grant_v to_o they_o that_o hold_v the_o negative_a and_o the_o question_n again_o right_o state_v p._n 14_o the_o affirmative_a prove_v by_o 3_o argument_n by_o scripture_n and_o experience_n p._n 15_o 16_o 17_o 18_o 7._o objection_n answer_v and_o the_o truth_n vindicate_v p._n 19_o 20_o 21_o 22_o 23_o 24_o a_o answer_n to_o the_o objection_n of_o the_o jailor_n and_o lydia_n example_n master_n shepherd_n answer_v to_o those_o example_n p._n 24_o 25_o serm._n ii_o chap._n ii_o how_o to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o that_o trouble_n i_o be_o not_o enough_o humble_v the_o complaint_n p._n 26_o something_n speak_v by_o way_n of_o premise_v p._n 27_o 28_o 29_o several_a consideration_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o this_o trouble_n p._n 29_o 30_o 1._o though_o god_n have_v call_v for_o humiliation_n yet_o he_o have_v not_o set_v a_o measure_n p._n 29_o 2._o no_o man_n be_v able_a to_o set_v a_o measure_n p._n 30_o 6_o note_n concern_v god_n various_a deal_n in_o humble_v soul_n ib._n what_o soul_n god_n ordinary_o humble_v deep_o and_o yet_o how_o various_a his_o deal_n with_o they_o be_v p._n 30_o 31_o 32_o 3._o consid_fw-la if_o the_o end_n be_v wrought_v we_o need_v not_o trouble_v ourselves_o about_o the_o mean_n p_o 33_o 2_o end_n of_o humiliation_n to_o make_v sin_n bitter_a and_o loathsome_a p._n 33_o 34_o to_o put_v the_o soul_n in_o a_o capacity_n of_o believe_v p._n 35_o 5_o note_n of_o doctor_n sibbs_n to_o know_v when_o humiliation_n be_v sufficient_a 34_o a_o 3d_o end_n of_o humiliation_n be_v to_o enhance_v the_o price_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o soul_n p._n 36_o 4._o consid_fw-la thou_o may_v misjudge_v thy_o humiliation_n ib._n 3._o note_n concern_v the_o measure_n of_o it_o p._n 36_o 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