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away_o to_o thy_o blesful_a tabernacle_n do_v thou_o not_o see_v o_o lord_n that_o there_o be_v nothing_o under_o the_o sun_n wherein_o i_o can_v take_v delight_n do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o i_o do_v love_n no_o creature_n in_o this_o world_n but_o only_o in_o thou_o or_o for_o thou_o do_v thou_o not_o see_v o_o eye_n of_o heaven_n which_o see_v all_o thing_n that_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o i_o unsightly_a and_o yrckesome_a the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n only_o except_v whereon_o my_o hart_n be_v fix_v wherefore_o then_o do_v thou_o suffer_v this_o my_o wretched_a body_n to_o be_v so_o long_a a_o let_v and_o stay_v that_o i_o can_v not_o come_v and_o have_v the_o joyful_a fruition_n of_o that_o most_o excellent_a beauty_n that_o i_o so_o much_o desire_v o_o my_o most_o gracious_a and_o amiable_a lord_n o_o most_o sweet_a love_n of_o my_o hart_n suffer_v i_o no_o long_o to_o dwell_v in_o this_o earthy_a and_o foul_a prison_n but_o take_v i_o out_o and_o call_v i_o to_o 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