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the_o printer_n play_v his_o part_n so_o shameful_o that_o the_o book_n be_v scarce_o to_o be_v understand_v §_o 192._o 36._o be_v great_o apprehensive_a of_o the_o commonness_n and_o danger_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o selfishness_n as_o the_o sum_n and_o root_n of_o all_o positive_a evil_n i_o preach_v many_o sermon_n against_o it_o and_o at_o the_o request_n of_o some_o friend_n i_o publish_v they_o entitle_v a._n treatise_n of_o self-denial_n which_o find_v better_a acceptance_n than_o most_o of_o my_o other_o but_o yet_o prevent_v not_o the_o ruin_n of_o church_n and_o state_n and_o million_o of_o soul_n by_o that_o sin_n §_o 193._o 37._o after_o that_o i_o publish_v five_o disputation_n about_o church-government_n in_o order_n to_o the_o reconciliation_n of_o the_o differ_a party_n in_o the_o first_o i_o prove_v that_o the_o english_a diocesance_n prelacy_n be_v intolerable_a which_o none_o have_v answer_v in_o the_o second_o i_o have_v prove_v the_o validity_n of_o the_o ordination_n 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counsel_v he_o to_o call_v in_o the_o king_n of_o which_o when_o i_o have_v give_v he_o satisfaction_n he_o send_v he_o against_o with_o more_o letter_n and_o book_n to_o convince_v i_o of_o the_o unlawfulness_n of_o the_o parliament_n war_n and_o other_o attempt_v the_o same_o at_o the_o same_o time_n and_o the_o confusion_n which_o the_o army_n have_v bring_v upon_o we_o be_v such_o as_o make_v i_o very_o much_o dispose_v to_o think_v ill_o of_o those_o beginning_n which_o have_v no_o better_o a_o end_n i_o think_v it_o best_a to_o publish_v my_o detestation_n and_o lamentation_n for_o those_o rebellious_a proceed_n of_o the_o army_n which_o i_o do_v as_o plain_o as_o can_v be_v bear_v both_o in_o a_o epistle_n to_o they_o and_o in_o a_o meditation_n in_o the_o end_n and_o withal_o to_o declare_v the_o very_a truth_n that_o hereby_o i_o be_v make_v suspicious_a and_o doubtful_a of_o the_o beginning_n or_o first_o cause_n but_o yet_o be_v not_o able_a to_o answer_v the_o argument_n 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question_n it_o be_v publish_v when_o richard_n cromwell_n be_v pull_v down_o and_o sir_n h._n vane_n new_a commonwealth_n be_v form_v §_o 196._o 40._o about_o the_o same_o time_n one_o that_o call_v himself_o w._n johnson_n but_o i_o hear_v his_o name_n be_v mr._n terret_n a_o papist_n engage_v i_o in_o a_o controversy_n about_o the_o perpetual_a visibility_n of_o the_o church_n which_o afterward_o i_o publish_v the_o story_n of_o which_o you_o have_v more_o at_o large_a in_o the_o follow_a part_n of_o this_o book_n in_o the_o latter_a i_o insert_v a_o letter_n of_o one_o thomas_n smyth_n a_o papist_n with_o my_o answer_n to_o it_o which_o it_o seem_v occasion_v his_o recovery_n from_o they_o as_o be_v manifest_a in_o a_o letter_n of_o mr._n thomas_n stanley_n his_o kinsman_n a_o sober_a godly_a man_n in_o breadstreet_n which_o i_o by_o his_o own_o consent_n subjoin_v to_o this_o book_n mr._n johnson_n have_v at_o last_o reply_v and_o i_o have_v since_o return_v a_o answer_n to_o he_o 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etc._n after_o baptism_n put_v see_v this_o child_n be_v sacramental_o regenerate_v and_o in_o the_o prayer_n follow_v put_v it_o that_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o sacramental_o to_o regenerate_v and_o adopt_v this_o infant_n and_o to_o incorporate_v he_o into_o thy_o holy_a church_n instead_o of_o the_o new_a rubric_n it_n be_v certain_a by_o god_n word_n etc._n etc._n put_v true_a christian_a parent_n have_v no_o cause_n to_o doubt_v of_o the_o salvation_n of_o their_o child_n dedicate_v to_o god_n in_o baptism_n and_o die_v before_o they_o commit_v any_o actual_a sin_n in_o the_o exhortation_n put_v it_o thus_o doubt_v not_o therefore_o but_o earnest_o believe_v that_o if_o this_o infant_n be_v sincere_o dedicate_v to_o god_n by_o those_o who_o have_v that_o power_n and_o trust_v god_n will_v likewise_o favourable_o receive_v he_o etc._n etc._n let_v not_o baptism_n be_v private_o administer_v but_o by_o a_o lawful_a minister_n and_o before_o sufficient_a witness_n and_o when_o 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father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n and_o enter_v into_o his_o holy_a covenant_n and_o engage_v to_o take_v he_o for_o my_o only_a god_n my_o reconcile_a father_n my_o saviour_n and_o my_o sanctifier_n and_o to_o believe_v the_o article_n of_o the_o christian_a faith_n and_o keep_v god_n commandment_n sincere_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n renounce_v the_o devil_n and_o all_o his_o work_n the_o pomp_n and_o vanity_n of_o this_o wicked_a world_n and_o all_o the_o sinful_a lust_n of_o the_o flesh._n q._n what_o mercy_n do_v you_o receive_v from_o god_n in_o this_o covenant_n of_o baptism_n a._n god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n as_o my_o reconcile_a father_n my_o saviour_n and_o my_o sanctifier_n do_v forgive_v my_o original_a sin_n and_o receive_v i_o as_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o of_o his_o church_n and_o as_o his_o adopt_a child_n and_o heir_n of_o heaven_n q._n do_v you_o think_v that_o you_o be_v now_o bind_v to_o keep_v this_o covenant_n and_o to_o believe_v and_o live_v according_a to_o it_o a._n yes_o very_o etc._n etc._n q._n rehcarse_o etc._n etc._n a._n i_o believe_v etc._n etc._n q._n what_o etc._n etc._n a._n first_o etc._n etc._n q._n what_o be_v the_o commandment_n of_o god_n which_o you_o have_v covenant_v to_o observe_v a._n the_o ten_o commandment_n write_v by_o god_n in_o stone_n beside_o christ_n precept_n in_o the_o gospel_n q._n which_o be_v the_o ten_o commandment_n after_o the_o answer_n to_o what_o be_v thy_o duty_n towards_o god_n add_v and_o to_o keep_v holy_a the_o day_n which_o he_o separate_v for_o his_o worship_n in_o the_o next_o let_v to_o bear_v no_o malice_n etc._n etc._n be_n put_v before_o to_o be_v true_a and_o just_a in_o the_o answ._n to_o the_o quest._n after_o the_o lord_n prayer_n after_o all_o people_n put_v that_o we_o may_v honour_v and_o love_v he_o as_o our_o god_n that_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o our_o soul_n and_o throughout_o the_o world_n and_o his_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n may_v come_v and_o that_o god_n law_n and_o not_o man_n sinful_a lust_n and_o will_n may_v be_v obey_v and_o earth_n may_v be_v like_a unto_o heaven_n and_o i_o pray_v etc._n etc._n q._n how_o many_o sacrament_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n have_v christ_n ordain_v in_o his_o church_n a._n two_o only_a baptism_n and_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lord_n q._n what_o mean_v thou_o etc._n etc._n a._n i_o mean_v that_o solemn_a covenant_v with_o god_n wherein_o there_o be_v a_o outward_a visible_a sign_n of_o our_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o he_o and_o of_o his_o give_v his_o grace_n in_o christ_n to_o we_o be_v ordain_v by_o christ_n himself_o as_o a_o mean_n whereby_o we_o receive_v that_o grace_n and_o a_o pledge_n to_o assure_v we_o of_o it_o to_o q._n what_o be_v the_o inward_a spiritual_a grace_n a._n the_o pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n who_o member_n we_o be_v make_v and_o a_o death_n unto_o sin_n etc._n etc._n q._n why_o be_v infant_n baptise_a a._n because_o they_o be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o faithful_a to_o who_o god_n promise_n be_v make_v and_o be_v by_o they_o devote_v unto_o god_n to_o be_v enter_v into_o covenant_n with_o he_o by_o his_o own_o appointment_n which_o when_o they_o come_v to_o age_n themselves_o be_v bind_v to_o perform_v after_o the_o next_o answer_n add_v and_o for_o our_o communion_n with_o he_o and_o with_o his_o church_n to_o q._n what_o be_v the_o benefit_n etc._n etc._n a._n the_o renew_a pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o our_o communion_n with_o christ_n and_o his_o church_n by_o faith_n and_o love_n and_o the_o strengthen_n etc._n etc._n in_o the_o visitation_n of_o the_o sick_a let_v the_o minister_n have_v leave_v to_o vary_v his_o prayer_n as_o occasion_n shall_v require_v and_o let_v the_o absolution_n be_v conditional_a if_o thou_o true_o believe_v in_o god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n and_o true_o repente_v of_o thy_o sin_n i_o pronounce_v thou_o absolve_v through_o the_o sacrifice_n and_o merit_n of_o jesus_n christ._n if_o any_o who_o be_v to_o keep_v from_o the_o communion_n for_o atheism_n infidelity_n heresy_n or_o impenitency_n in_o gross_a sin_n shall_v in_o sickness_n desire_v absolution_n or_o the_o communion_n and_o if_o any_o minister_n entrust_v with_o the_o power_n of_o the_o key_n do_v perceive_v no_o probable_a sign_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o therefore_o dare_v not_o in_o conscience_n absolve_v he_o or_o give_v he_o the_o sacrament_n leave_v he_o profane_a god_n ordinance_n and_o harden_v the_o wicked_a in_o presumption_n and_o impenitency_n let_v not_o that_o minister_n be_v force_v to_o that_o office_n against_o his_o conscience_n but_o let_v the_o sick_a choose_v some_o other_o as_o he_o please_v and_o at_o the_o burial_n of_o any_o who_o be_v lawful_o keep_v from_o the_o communion_n for_o the_o same_o cause_n and_o not_o absolve_v let_v the_o minister_n be_v at_o liberty_n to_o change_v the_o word_n thus_o for_o asmuch_o as_o it_o have_v please_v almighty_a god_n to_o take_v out_o of_o this_o world_n the_o soul_n of_o this_o decease_a person_n we_o commit_v his_o body_n etc._n etc._n believe_v a_o resurrection_n of_o the_o just_a and_o unjust_a some_o to_o joy_n and_o some_o to_o punishment_n and_o to_o leave_v out_o in_o the_o prayer_n we_o give_v thou_o hearty_a thanks_o for_o that_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o to_o deliver_v this_o our_o brother_n out_o of_o the_o misery_n of_o this_o sinful_a world_n and_o instead_o of_o it_o put_v and_o the_o soul_n of_o tne_n wicked_a to_o woe_n and_o misery_n we_o beseech_v thou_o to_o convert_v we_o all_o from_o sin_n by_o true_a and_o speedy_a repentance_n and_o teach_v we_o to_o spend_v this_o little_a time_n in_o a_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a conversation_n that_o we_o may_v be_v always_o prepare_v for_o death_n and_o judgement_n and_o and_o in_o the_o next_o collect_v to_o leave_v out_o as_o our_o hope_n be_v this_o our_o brother_n do_v but_o in_o 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conversation_n among_o all_o protestant_n and_o upon_o avoid_v division_n among_o christ_n follower_n as_o that_o whatever_o obstruct_v these_o concern_v he_o be_v impatient_a of_o and_o warm_a against_o truth_n peace_n and_o love_n be_v he_o a_o votary_n to_o and_o martyr_n for_o and_o hereunto_o do_v he_o devote_v most_o of_o his_o life_n and_o labour_n dicam_fw-la quod_fw-la res_fw-la est_fw-la it_o be_v scandalous_a that_o there_o shall_v be_v division_n distance_n animosity_n and_o contention_n among_o christian_n protestant_n dissenter_n against_o each_o other_o and_o in_o the_o bowel_n of_o each_o party_n but_o much_o hereof_o arise_v from_o unhappy_a temper_n self-ignorance_n confidence_n and_o inobservance_n want_v of_o frequent_a patient_a and_o calm_a conference_n and_o impartial_a debate_n about_o thing_n controvert_v addictedness_n to_o self-interest_n and_o reputation_n with_o our_o respective_a party_n impatience_n of_o severe_a thought_n and_o study_n and_o of_o 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and_o covenant_n as_o influence_v we_o into_o a_o holy_a life_n and_o heavenly_a hope_n and_o joy_n i_o think_v once_o to_o have_v give_v the_o world_n a_o faithful_a abstract_n of_o mr_n baxter_n doctrine_n or_o judgement_n contain_v the_o sense_n of_o what_o he_o hold_v about_o justification_n faith_n work_n etc._n etc._n and_o yet_o lay_v aside_o his_o term_n of_o art_n that_o hereby_o the_o reader_n may_v discern_v the_o consonancy_n of_o it_o to_o the_o sacred_a text_n and_o to_o the_o doctrinal_a confession_n of_o the_o reform_a church_n his_o consistence_n with_o himself_o and_o his_o near_a approach_n in_o judgement_n to_o those_o from_o who_o he_o seem_v to_o differ_v much_o than_o the_o prejudice_v adversary_n be_v aware_a of_o but_o this_o must_v be_v a_o work_n of_o time_n if_o not_o a_o enterprise_n too_o great_a for_o i_o as_o i_o just_o fear_v it_o be_v but_o i_o will_v do_v by_o he_o as_o i_o will_v do_v by_o other_o and_o have_v they_o do_v by_o i_o viz._n give_v he_o 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i_o value_v all_o thing_n according_a to_o their_o use_n and_o end_n and_o i_o find_v in_o the_o daily_a practice_n and_o experience_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o the_o truth_n of_o scripture_n and_o the_o life_n to_o come_v and_o of_o a_o holy_a life_n be_v of_o more_o use_n to_o i_o than_o all_o the_o most_o curious_a speculation_n 2._o i_o know_v that_o every_o man_n must_v grow_v as_o tree_n do_v downward_o and_o upward_o both_o at_o once_o and_o that_o the_o root_n increase_v as_o the_o bulk_n and_o branch_n do_v 3._o be_v near_o death_n and_o another_o world_n i_o be_o the_o more_o regardful_a of_o those_o thing_n which_o my_o everlasting_a life_n or_o death_n depend_v on_o 4._o have_v most_o to_o do_v with_o ignorant_a miserable_a people_n i_o be_o command_v by_o my_o charity_n and_o reason_n to_o treat_v with_o they_o of_o that_o which_o their_o salvation_n lie_v on_o and_o not_o to_o dispute_v with_o they_o of_o formality_n and_o necety_n when_o the_o question_n be_v present_o to_o be_v determine_v whether_o they_o shall_v dwell_v for_o ever_o in_o heaven_n or_o in_o hell_n in_o a_o word_n my_o meditation_n must_v be_v most_o upon_o the_o matter_n of_o my_o practice_n and_o my_o interest_n and_o as_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o seek_n of_o everlasting_a life_n be_v the_o matter_n of_o my_o practice_n and_o my_o interest_n so_o must_v it_o be_v of_o my_o meditation_n that_o be_v the_o best_a doctrine_n and_o study_n which_o make_v man_n better_a and_o tend_v to_o make_v they_o happy_a i_o abhor_v the_o folly_n of_o those_o unlearned_a person_n who_o revile_v or_o despise_v learning_n because_o they_o know_v not_o what_o it_o be_v and_o i_o take_v not_o any_o piece_n of_o true_a learning_n to_o be_v useless_a and_o yet_o my_o soul_n approve_v of_o the_o resolution_n of_o holy_a paul_n who_o determine_v to_o know_v nothing_o among_o his_o hearer_n that_o be_v comparative_o to_o value_v and_o make_v ostentation_n of_o no_o other_o wisdom_n but_o that_o knowledge_n of_o a_o cruchfied_a christ_n to_o know_v god_n in_o christ_n be_v life_n eternal_a as_o the_o stock_n of_o the_o tree_n afford_v timber_n to_o build_v house_n and_o city_n when_o the_o small_a though_o high_a multiâ—arious_a branch_n be_v but_o to_o make_v a_o crown_n nest_n or_o a_o blaze_n so_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o of_o jesus_n christ_n of_o heaven_n and_o holiness_n do_v build_v up_o the_o soul_n to_o endless_a blessedness_n and_o afford_v it_o solid_a peace_n and_o comfort_n when_o a_o multitude_n of_o schoolâ—niceties_n serve_v but_o for_o vain_a jangle_n and_o hurtful_a diversion_n and_o contention_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v not_o dissuade_v my_o reader_n from_o the_o perusal_n of_o aquinas_n scotus_n ockam_n arminiensis_n durandus_fw-la or_o any_o such_o writer_n for_o much_o good_a may_v be_v get_v from_o they_o but_o i_o will_v persuade_v he_o to_o study_v and_o live_v upon_o the_o essential_a doctrine_n of_o christianity_n and_o godliness_n incomparable_o above_o they_o all_o and_o that_o he_o may_v know_v that_o my_o testimony_n be_v somewhat_o regardable_a i_o presume_v to_o say_v that_o in_o this_o i_o as_o much_o gainsay_v my_o natural_a inclination_n to_o subtlety_n and_o accurateness_n in_o know_v as_o he_o be_v like_a to_o do_v by_o he_o if_o he_o obey_v my_o counsel_n and_o i_o think_v if_o he_o live_v among_o infidel_n and_o enemy_n of_o christ_n he_o will_v find_v that_o to_o make_v good_a the_o doctrine_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o life_n eternal_a be_v not_o only_o his_o noble_a and_o most_o useful_a study_n but_o also_o that_o which_o will_v require_v the_o height_n of_o all_o his_o part_n and_o the_o utmost_a of_o his_o diligence_n to_o manage_v it_o skilful_o to_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o himself_o and_o other_o 4._o i_o add_v therefore_o that_o this_o be_v another_o thing_n which_o i_o be_o change_v in_o that_o whereas_o in_o my_o young_a day_n i_o never_o be_v tempt_v to_o doubt_v of_o the_o truth_n of_o scripture_n or_o christianity_n but_o all_o my_o doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v exercise_v at_o home_n about_o my_o own_o sincerity_n and_o interest_n in_o christ_n and_o this_o be_v it_o which_o i_o call_v unbelief_n since_o than_o my_o soreft_a assault_n have_v be_v on_o the_o other_o side_n and_o such_o they_o be_v that_o have_v i_o be_v void_a of_o internal_a experience_n and_o the_o adhesion_n of_o love_n and_o the_o special_a help_n of_o god_n and_o have_v not_o discern_v more_o reason_n for_o my_o religion_n than_o i_o do_v when_o i_o be_v young_a i_o have_v certain_o apostatise_v to_o infidelity_n though_o for_o atheism_n or_o ungodliness_n my_o reason_n see_v no_o strong_a argument_n than_o may_v be_v bring_v to_o prove_v that_o there_o be_v no_o earth_n or_o air_n or_o sun_n i_o be_o now_o therefore_o much_o more_o apprehensive_a than_o heretofore_o of_o the_o necessity_n of_o well_o ground_v man_n in_o their_o religion_n and_o especial_o of_o the_o witness_n of_o the_o indwelling_a spirit_n for_o i_o more_o sensible_o perceive_v that_o the_o spirit_n be_v the_o great_a witness_n of_o christ_n and_o christianity_n to_o the_o world_n and_o though_o the_o folly_n of_o fanatic_n tempt_v i_o long_o to_o overlook_a the_o strength_n of_o this_o testimony_n of_o the_o spirit_n while_o they_o place_v it_o in_o a_o certain_a internal_a assertion_n or_o enthusiastic_a inspiration_n yet_o now_o i_o see_v that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o another_o manner_n be_v the_o witness_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o agent_n in_o the_o world_n the_o spirit_n in_o the_o prophet_n be_v his_o first_o witness_n and_o the_o spirit_n by_o miracle_n be_v the_o second_o and_o the_o spirit_n by_o renovation_n sanctification_n illumination_n and_o consolation_n assimilate_v the_o soul_n to_o christ_n and_o heaven_n be_v the_o continue_a witness_n to_o all_o true_a believer_n and_o if_o any_o man_n have_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n the_o same_o be_v none_o of_o he_o rom._n 8._o 9_o even_o as_o the_o rational_a soul_n in_o the_o child_n be_v the_o inherent_a witness_n or_o evidence_n that_o he_o be_v the_o child_n of_o rational_a parent_n and_o therefore_o ungodly_a person_n have_v a_o great_a disadvantage_n in_o their_o resist_a temptation_n to_o unbelief_n and_o it_o be_v no_o wonder_n if_o christ_n be_v a_o stumble_a block_n to_o the_o jew_n and_o to_o the_o gentile_n foolishness_n there_o be_v many_o a_o one_o that_o hide_v his_o temptation_n to_o infidelity_n because_o he_o think_v it_o a_o shame_n to_o open_v they_o and_o because_o it_o may_v generate_v doubt_n in_o other_o but_o i_o doubt_v the_o imperfection_n of_o most_o man_n care_n of_o their_o salvation_n and_o of_o their_o diligence_n and_o resolution_n in_o a_o holy_a life_n do_v come_v from_o the_o imperfection_n of_o their_o belief_n of_o christianity_n and_o the_o life_n to_o come_v for_o my_o part_n i_o must_v profess_v that_o when_o my_o belief_n of_o thing_n eternal_a and_o of_o the_o scripture_n be_v most_o clear_a and_o firm_a all_o go_v according_o in_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o temptation_n to_o sinful_a compliance_n worldliness_n or_o flesh-pleasing_a do_v signify_v worse_o to_o i_o than_o a_o invitation_n to_o the_o stock_n or_o bedlam_n and_o no_o petition_n seem_v more_o necessary_a to_o i_o than_o lord_n increase_v our_o faith_n i_o believe_v help_v thou_o my_o unbelief_n 5._o among_o truth_n certain_a in_o themselves_o all_o be_v not_o equal_o certain_a unto_o i_o and_o even_o of_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o gospel_n i_o must_v needs_o say_v with_o mr._n richard_n hooker_n eccl._n polit._n that_o whatever_o man_n may_v pretend_v the_o subjective_a certainty_n can_v go_v beyond_o the_o objective_a evidence_n for_o it_o be_v cause_v thereby_o as_o the_o print_n
suggest_v nor_o do_v we_o ever_o hear_v any_o just_a reason_n give_v for_o their_o diâ—ient_n from_o the_o ecclesiastical_a hierarchy_n or_o prelacy_n as_o it_o be_v state_v and_o establish_v in_o this_o kingdom_n which_o we_o believe_v to_o be_v for_o the_o main_a the_o true_a ancient_a primitive_a episcopacy_n and_o that_o to_o be_v more_o than_o a_o mere_a presidency_n of_o order_n neither_o do_v we_o find_v that_o the_o same_o be_v in_o any_o time_n balance_v or_o manage_v by_o any_o authoritative_a commixtion_n of_o presbyter_n therewith_o though_o it_o have_v be_v then_o and_o in_o all_o time_n since_o usual_o exercise_v with_o the_o assistance_n and_o counsel_n of_o presbyter_n in_o subordination_n to_o the_o bishop_n §_o 8._o and_o we_o can_v but_o wonder_v that_o the_o administration_n of_o government_n by_o one_o single_a person_n shall_v by_o they_o be_v affirm_v to_o be_v so_o liable_a to_o corruption_n partiality_n tyranny_n and_o other_o evil_n that_o for_o the_o avoid_v thereof_o it_o shall_v be_v needful_a to_o have_v other_o join_v with_o he_o in_o the_o power_n of_o government_n which_o if_o apply_v to_o the_o civil_a state_n be_v a_o most_o dangerous_a insinuation_n and_o we_o very_o believe_v what_o experience_n and_o the_o constitution_n of_o kingdom_n army_n and_o even_o private_a family_n sufficient_o confirm_v in_o all_o which_o the_o government_n be_v administer_v by_o the_o authority_n of_o one_o single_a person_n although_o the_o advice_n of_o other_o may_v be_v requisite_a also_o but_o without_o any_o share_n in_o the_o government_n that_o the_o government_n of_o many_o be_v not_o only_o most_o subject_a to_o all_o the_o aforesaid_a evil_n and_o inconvenience_n but_o more_o likely_a also_o to_o breed_v and_o soment_n perpetual_a faction_n both_o in_o church_n and_o state_n than_o the_o government_n by_o one_o be_v or_o can_v be_v and_o since_o no_o government_n can_v certain_o prevent_v all_o evil_n that_o which_o be_v liable_a to_o the_o least_o and_o sew_a be_v certain_o to_o be_v prefer_v as_o to_o the_o four_o particular_a instance_n of_o thing_n amiss_o etc._n etc._n §_o 9_o 1._o we_o can_v grant_v that_o the_o extent_n of_o any_o diocese_n be_v so_o great_a but_o that_o the_o bishop_n may_v well_o perform_v that_o wherein_o the_o proper_a office_n and_o duty_n of_o a_o bishop_n do_v consist_v which_o be_v not_o the_o personal_a inspection_n of_o every_o man_n soul_n under_o his_o government_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o every_o parochial_a minister_n in_o his_o cure_n but_o the_o pastoral_n charge_n of_o overseeing_a direct_v and_o take_v care_n that_o the_o minister_n and_o other_o ecclesiastical_a officer_n within_o his_o diocese_n do_v their_o several_a respective_a duty_n in_o their_o several_a station_n as_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v and_o if_o some_o diocese_n shall_v be_v think_v of_o too_o large_a extent_n the_o bishop_n may_v have_v suffragan_n bishop_n to_o assist_v they_o as_o the_o law_n allow_v it_o be_v a_o great_a mistake_n that_o the_o personal_a inspection_n of_o the_o bishop_n be_v in_o all_o place_n of_o his_o diocese_n at_o all_o time_n necessary_a for_o by_o the_o same_o reason_n neither_o prince_n nor_o governor_n of_o province_n nor_o general_n of_o army_n nor_o mayor_n of_o great_a city_n nor_o minister_n of_o great_a parish_n can_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o discharge_v their_o duty_n in_o their_o several_a place_n and_o charge_n §_o 10._o 2._o we_o confess_v the_o bishop_n do_v as_o by_o the_o law_n they_o be_v enable_v depute_v part_n of_o the_o administration_n of_o their_o ecclesiastical_a jurisdiction_n to_o chancellor_n commissary_n and_o official_o as_o man_n better_a skilled_a in_o the_o civil_a and_o canon_n law_n but_o as_o for_o matter_n of_o more_o spiritual_a concernment_n viz._n the_o sentence_n of_o excommunication_n and_o absolution_n with_o other_o censure_n of_o the_o church_n we_o conceive_v they_o belong_v proper_o to_o the_o bishop_n to_o decree_v 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over_o and_o over_o which_o psalm_n also_o be_v a_o great_a mean_n of_o comfort_n to_o old_a beza_n even_o against_o his_o death_n §_o 68_o soon_o after_o die_v jane_n matthews_n aged_a seventy_o six_o my_o housekeeper_n fourteen_o year_n though_o mean_a of_o quality_n very_o eminent_a in_o kiderminster_n and_o the_o part_n about_o for_o wisdom_n piety_n and_o a_o holy_a sober_a righteous_a exemplary_a life_n and_o many_o of_o my_o old_a hearer_n and_o flock_n at_o kiderminster_n die_v not_o long_o before_o among_o who_o a_o mean_a freeholder_n james_n butcher_n of_o wanmerton_n have_v leave_v few_o equal_a to_o he_o for_o all_o that_o seem_v to_o approach_v perfection_n in_o a_o plain_a man_n o_o how_o many_o holy_a soul_n be_v go_v to_o christ_n out_o of_o that_o one_o parish_n of_o kiderminster_n in_o a_o few_o year_n and_o yet_o the_o number_n seem_v to_o increase_v §_o 69._o the_o book_n which_o i_o publish_v call_v the_o poor_a man_n family_n book_n be_v so_o well_o accept_v 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play_n game_n whore_v rob_v their_o master_n etc._n etc._n i_o write_v therefore_o a_o small_a tractate_n for_o such_o call_v compassionate_a counsel_n to_o young_a man_n sir_n robert_n atkins_n contribute_v towards_o the_o charge_n of_o print_v it_o and_o i_o give_v of_o they_o in_o city_n and_o country_n one_o thousand_o five_o hundred_o beside_o what_o the_o bookseller_n sell_v but_o few_o will_v read_v it_o that_o most_o need_n §_o 73._o about_o this_o time_n die_v my_o dear_a friend_n mr._n thomas_n gouge_n of_o who_o life_n you_o may_v see_v a_o little_a in_o mr._n clark_n last_o book_n of_o life_n a_o wonder_n of_o sincere_a industry_n in_o work_n of_o charity_n it_o will_v make_v a_o volume_n to_o recite_v at_o large_a the_o charity_n he_o use_v to_o his_o poor_a parishioner_n at_o sepulcher_n before_o he_o be_v eject_v and_o silence_v for_o nonconformity_n his_o conjunction_n with_o alderman_n ashurst_n and_o some_o such_o other_o in_o a_o weekly_a meeting_n to_o take_v account_n of_o the_o honest_a poor_a samille_n in_o the_o city_n that_o be_v in_o great_a want_n he_o be_v the_o treasure_n and_o visitor_n his_o voluntary_a catechise_v the_o christ_n church_n boy_n when_o he_o may_v not_o preach_v the_o many_o thousand_o bibles_n print_v in_o welsh_a that_o he_o disperse_v in_o wales_n the_o practice_n of_o piety_n the_o whole_a duty_n of_o man_n my_o call_n and_o many_o thousand_o of_o his_o own_o write_n give_v free_o all_o over_o wales_n his_o set_n up_o about_o three_o hundred_o or_o four_o hundred_o school_n in_o wales_n to_o teach_v child_n only_o to_o read_v and_o the_o catechise_v his_o industry_n to_o beg_v money_n for_o all_o this_o beside_o most_o of_o his_o own_o estate_n lay_v out_o on_o it_o his_o travel_n over_o wales_n once_o or_o twice_o a_o year_n to_o visit_v his_o school_n and_o see_v to_o the_o execution_n this_o be_v true_a episcopacy_n of_o a_o silence_a minister_n who_o yet_o go_v constant_o to_o the_o parish_n church_n and_o 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