ruines of Kingdomes Empires inferred in times past in the Christian world by the Hunes Gothes and Vandales testifie no lesse The twelfth and last priuiledge of vertue is the pleasing and glorious death of the Saints For what is more glorious then the death of the iust Precious sayth the Psalmist is the death of the Saints in the sight of our Lord. And Ecclesiasticus In extreamity all thinges shal be well to those that feare God and in the day of his death hee shall be blessed VVhat greater hope and confidence may bee wished for then that of blessed Saint Martine Who vppon the instant of death espying the enemie of mankinde Cruell beast sayeth hee why standest thou nigh mee Cruell as thou art thou shalt finde nothing in me for the bosome of Abraham shall receaue me in peace So the iust feare not death nay rather they reioyce in theyr departure prayse God and in as much as in them lyeth giue hâm thanks for their end for by the benefit of death they are deliuered from all theyr labours and begin to tast the first fruites of theyr felicitie Of these sayeth Saint Augustine Hee that desireth to be dissolued and to be with Christ dyeth not patiently but lyueth patiently and dyeth delightfully The iust man therefore hath no cause to lament or feare death nay rather it is to be sayd of him that likâ the Swanne hee dyeth singing gyuing glory to GOD that calletâ him But the death of sinners is most wretched sayth the Prophet for it is euill in the loosing of the worlde woorse in the seperation from the flesh and woorst of all in the double contrition of the woorme and fire layeth Saint Bernard This is the last and not the least euill as vvell of the boddie as of the soule For it is harde to leaue the worlde harder to forsake the body hardest to be tormented in hell fire These and other such like infinite euills doe torment sinners in the houre of their death which make theyr end troublesome disquiet âeuere and cruell ¶ Of all these thinges the Author entreateth very largely lib. 1 Guide of a sinner chap. 19 20 21 22 23 truly most worthy the reading and obseruation ¶ The conclusion of all those thinges which hetherto haue beene spoken of the priuiledges of vertues CHAP. 16. THou hast heard therfore my brother which and of what kind those twelue priuiledges be which are graunted to vertue in this life which are as it were twelue excellent and woorthy fruites of that tree which S. Iohn saw in the Apocalips which was so planted by a flood bearing twelue fruites euery moneth yeelding his seuerall fruite For what other thing may this tree be next the sonne of God then vertue it selfe which yeeldeth the fruite of holines and life And what other fruites thereof are there then those which wee haue reckoned vp in all this part For what fruite is more pleasant to the sight then the fatherly prouidence whereby GOD preserueth his the deuine grace the light of wisedome the consolation of the holy Spirit the ioy of a good conscience a good euent of hope the true liberty of the soule the interiour peace of the hart to be heard in our prayers to be helpt in tribulations to be prouided for in our necessities Finally to be assisted and to receaue ghostly consolation in death Euery one of these priuiledges is truly so great in it selfe that if it were plainely knowne it should suffice man to loue and embrace vertue and amende his life and it should also bring to passe that a man should truly vnderstand how wel it is said by our Sauior Whosoeuer forsaketh the worlde for Gods sake shall receaue a hundreth fold in this lyfe and possesse lyfe eternall Beholde therefore my brother what a benefit it is that heeretofore I haue declared vnto thee see whervnto I inuite thee Consider if any man will say thou art deceaued if for the loue thereof thou shalt leaue the worlde and all that is therein One onely inconuenient hath this good if it may be termed an inconuenient by reason it is vnsauorie to the reprobate namely because it is vnknowne vnto him For this cause sayth our Sauiour the Kingdome of heauen is like vnto a treasure that is hidden For this good is a very treasure in deede but hidden not to those that possesse it but to others The Prophet very well acknowledged the price of this treasure who said My secret to my selfe my secret to my selfe Little cared he whether other men knew his treasure or no. For this good is not as other goods are which are not goods vnlesse they be knowne by others for which cause they are not goods of themselues but only in the opinion of the world therfore it is necessary that they be known of him that by that meanes they may be called goods But this good maketh his possessour good blessed and no lesse warmeth his hart when ãâã only knoweth it himselfe then if all the world knew it But my tong is not the key of this secret deske much lesse of all those things which hetherto haue been spoken for what so euer may be spoken by humane tongue is much lesse abiect then the truth of the thing it selfe The key is the diuine light and the experience vse of vertues This will I that thou ask at Gods hands thou shalt find this treasure yea God him selfe in whoÌ thou shalt find al things thou shalt see with how great reason the Prophet said Blessed is the people whose God is our Lord For what can he want that is in possession of this good It is written in the book of the kings that Helcanah the father of Samuel said vnto his wife that bewailed her selfe because shee was barren had no children Anna why weepest thou and why doost thou not eate and wherfore is thy hart troubled am not I better vnto thee then ten sonnes well then if a good husband which is to day tomorrow is not is better to his wife then ten sonnes what thinkest thou of God what shall hee be to thaâ soule that possesseth him what doâ you meane whether looke you whatintend you why leaue you the fountaine of Paradise and drinke you of the troubled cesternes of thiâ worlde why followe you not the good counsaile which the Propheâ giueth saying Tast and see howe sweet our Lord is why doe we not often passe this Ford why doe weâ not once tast this banquet Trust the wordes of our Lord and begin and hee afterward will deliuer you out of all doubt In times past that Serpent into which Moses rod was transformed seemed a farre off terrible and fearefull but being neerâ and handled by the hand it returned into his former state Not without reason sayth Salomon It ãâã naught it is naught saith euery buiâer but when he is gone he glorieth The like
are such and so admirable that ãâã man do but attentiuely wey the ãâã of them and vvith an vnderââânding voyde of all perturbation of the minde examine the same hââ shall haue sufficient cause enougâ of amazednes and reason to induââ him to the correction of his erroâ Beeing moued therefore in espââciall by this reason I thought ãâã should doe a worke worthy the lââbour if I proposed some fewe ãâã those thinges before their eyes thââ wil either read or write accordinâ to the imitation of Ieremy that vââderstanding not onely the ãâã which God hath prepared for ãâã loose and wicked sort but also ãâã good which he hath decreed to bââstowe on the godly and iust thââ might forsake the way of iniquitââ that God might receiue them gââuing them pardon of al their sinne and deliuering them from all the punishments which in the book of holy Scripture hee threatneth inflict vpon them The Argument Christian must thinke that hee is a man and a Christian and therfore subiâct to death bound to yeeld a reason of his life past in another world For which cause he shall doe aduisedly if he wey without intermission the horrible and intollerable griefes which are wont to encomber the sinner at the howre of death and the feares and amazements that presently ouerwhelme him vppon the entrance of the lyfe to come At which time neyther the goods of the body nor the goods of Forâune nor any fauour of this world may appease the iust and incensed wrath of God against sinners CHAP. 2. THat therefore wee may begin from matters most apparant and which daily we behold with our eyes goe to my brother remember ââou art a Christian and a man because thou art a Christian be asââred thou shalt yeelde account of thy lyfe when thou art dead Thâ fayth which wee hold and profesââ excludeth all doubt and that it is ãâã experience offering herselfe daiââ to our eyes trulie teacheth vs. ãâã that no man is free from this Chââlice but all must drinke thereoâ whether he be Pope whether Kiââ eyther any other what-soeuer The day shall once come wheââ in at morning thou shalt liue ãâã night thou shalt be dead The ãâã shall one day bee but whether shall happen to day or to morroâ it is altogether vncertaine in whiââ thou thy selfe which nowe readâ these thinges which wee reckon ãâã whole and strong measuring ãâã life by the length of thy desires anâ the dayes by the multitude of thinâ affaires shalt see thy selfe lying ãâã thy bedde full of greefe and sicâânesse expecting euery moment thâ stroake and terrible sentence ãâã death pronouncâd against all manâkinde from which thou canst noâ appeale to any other Iudge But especially it is to be consideâred howe vncertaine that howre iâ for euen then it is wont to fall vpoâ ãâã when it is least expected and ââen a man wholy secure thinkes ãâã of it but rather intending the ââsinesses and occupations of this ãâã complots in his hart howe to âând his longer hoped life in more âââicitie and worldlie pleasures For ââich câuse it is often sayde in the âââlie Scripture that it shall come in ãâã night like a theefe who euen ãâã is vvont to breake in vvhen ãâã slâepe soundest are most secuââ thinke of nothing lesse then ãâã imminent theft perrill which ãâã the suddaine happeneth vnto ãâã Before death himselfe commeth a âreeuous sicknesse dooth vsher ãâã which is to be considered of ãâã all his accidents greefes trouâââs abhorrings angers sirrups deââctions suffumigations pylls garâârismes and sundry other mediâââes The long nights likewise ââich at this time are most vncomâââtable wearisome and full of teâââusnes all which dispose and preââre the way to death For euen as the Captaine that ââill conquer a Fort first maketh a breach with his greater ordinanceâ then assaileth inuadeth and poââsesseth the same So before death grieuous infirmitie beginnes thâ charge which so weakeneth dââcayeth the naturall strength of thâ bodie that it vouchsafeth man nâââther daily nor nightly rest but shââketh all the principall members ãâã his body without intermission ãâã thât the soule is vnable to defenâ her fort any longer or conserue hâââsâlfe in the same for which ãâã shee leaueth her habitation in ãâã body and hauing escaped flyeââ and departeth to another place But when the infirmitie hath prââuailed so much as eyther the sicâ man himselfe or the Phisition bââginnes to doubt despaire of lifâ ô good GOD what perplexitieâ what anguishes what agonies ãâã at that time excruciate teare ãâã hart Foâ then the course or raceâ his fore-passed life is called to minâ then all the images of leauing the representations of those thingâ which hee heere loued his wife ãâã children his friendes his parenââ his riches his honours his titles ãâã âffices and all other thinges which âre wont to bee extinct together âith life represent themselues vnto âim After these the last accidents âhich are coÌnexed with death himââlfe doe assâult which are far greaââr then the precedent The browe ãâã bent and the skin is distent wherââon a cold sweat breaketh foorth ãâã balls of the eyes waxe dimme ââde and through the intollerable ââhemencie of paine are rowled ââcertainly the eares waxe deafe ãâã nose sharpe the nostrills are replete with excrement the face waxeth blew the mouth is contracted the tongue is doubled and can no more performe his office tast perâisheth the lyppes waxe pale the bâeath reinforcing it selfe from the âânter of the breast growes difficiââât and short the hands wax cold ãâã nayles blacke the pulse feeble ãâã faint but of speedy motion ãâã we intermitteth now antlie creeââth the feete die and loose theyr ââturall heate What neede many âordes the whole flesh is turned ãâã corruption and all the members and sences are troubled through thââ hastie separation In this manneâ must a man departing out of thyâ world satisfie for the labours doâlors of others by whom hee camâ into this world suffering in his decease those griefes which his moâther suffered when shee bare him And thus most signal is the propoââtion of mans egresse and ingreâââ into the worlde for both of theâ are full of dolors but that his enâtrance causeth others griefes his ââsue his owne Whilst a man floteth and is toââsed in these perplexities suddainlââ the agony of death is at hand thâ end of life the horror of the graue the infelicity of the body which shaâ shortly be wormes meate are represented to the memory but especiâally of the soule which as yet abiâdeth in the body but after an hourâ or two must be seperated from itâ Then shalt thou thinke the iudgement of God to be present then before thee shalt thou see all thy sinns which shall accuse thee before the tribunall of diuine iustice Then ãâã the length but too late shalt thoâ ââknowledge how loathsome those âimes were which thou so easely âommittedst then with many due ââecrations shalt thou
but of eternall And if ãâã yeelding thy account thou shalt ãâã found to be much indebted alas ãâã horrible shall the anxieties and âârows of thy soule be ô how conââsed shalt thou be and full of vnââiâfull penitence how voide of all ââunsell and destitute of all solace Trulie the perturbation amongst the Princes of Iuda was very greaâ wheÌ as the victorious sword of Caââsar King of Egypt did tyranniâ thorow all the streetes of Ierusaleâ when as thorowe the present payâ and punishment they acknowleââged theyr fore-passed crymes ãâã olde errours But there is no coââparison betwixt that confusion anâ this whereof we now intreate ãâã in that houre what shal sinners doâ whether shal they turne themselueâ who shall defend them teares the are of no force there all repentanââ is vnprofitable in that houre neââther shall prayers be heard nor ãâã promises preuaile or any suretââ be accepted When as the last moâment of life is past there is no moââ time of repent And if the forââsaid finde no place much lesse rââches nobility and honours of thâ world shall helpe for the wise ãâã saith Riches shall not helpe in thâ day of reuenge But iustice shâââ deliuer from death But when the vnhappie soule shalâ see her selfe enuironed with so manie calamities what shall shee doe ãâã what shall shee say in what otheâ âârdes shall shee lament her lamenâââle case then those which in times ãâã the Prophet vsed when he said ãâã paynes of death haue compasâââ mee rounde about and the ââods of iniquitie haue troubled ââee The dolours of hell haue enââoned me and the snares of death ãâã entrapped mee VVoe is me ââetch that I am what circle is this ãâã which my sinnes haue enclosed âee Howe suddainly and when I ãâã suspected doth this houre enâââgle mee howe presseth it vpân mee when I least thought of ãâã VVhat auayle mee myne hoââurs nowe What helpe me my ââgnities What all my friendes âhat profitte will my Seruauntes ââvve bring mee VVhat fruite ââall I receaue of all those ritches ãâã goods which I was woont to ââssesse For nowe a small fielde ãâã seauen foote long must suffice âee and I must be content with the âarrowe roome of a Sepulcher and base winding sheete But that which is worst of all the âches which with so many sweats âauailes I haue grated from others shall remaine heere behind othââ men shall enioy them and consuâââ them in pleasures onely the sinââ which I haue committed in gathâring them shall accompany me thââ I may sustaine condigne punishmeââ for them What shall I doe with ãâã my pleasures and delights when they are past away and naughtâ them remaines but the dreggs in ãâã bottome which are the scruples ãâã remorce of conscience which ãâã thornes prick and teare my miserââble hart and shall crucifie the saââ with perpetuall torments O dulââ not to be indured ô my slouthâââ negligence worthy a thousand mââseries how could it be that forgeââfull of this time I haue not preparâ my selfe to auoid these present calâmities How often was I warned ãâã this day yet haue I shutte vp miââ eares to all counsailes Wretch thââ I am why receaued I not discipline vvhy obayed I not my Maisters vvhy neglected I the wordes whicâ they taught me I liued wickedly ãâã the midst of the church amongââ the people of God defiled my selfe with all sorts of impiety In thesâ ãâã such like lamentable expostulaââs shall sinners deplore their vnââpy fortunes these shall be their ââditations these their consideratiâââ these their confessions âut why trauaile I in vaine who ãâã wise who so eloquent that ãâã sufficiently expresse or describe ãâã sâuerity and rigour of that iudgâânt Wee reade of a certaine deâââed that after his death appeared his friend greeuouslie afflicted ãâã oppressed with great dolours ãâã a dreadfull and lamentable ââce exclaiming thus No man beâââeth no man beleeueth no man âeeueth His friend amazed with ãâã demaunded of him what hee âant by that lamentation to whoÌââre aunswered thus No man beââueth howe strictly God iudgeth ãâã how seuerely he punisheth In âââfirmation of which matter I âââke it not vnprofitable to report âhis place an example of wonderâââ admiration which Iohn Climaâââ reporteth to haue happened in ãâã time to a certaine Monke For saith I will not omit also to relate ãâã History of a certaine solitarie votary which dwelt in Coreb. ãâã when hee had liued negligently long time without any care at all ãâã his soule at length ceazed by a siââânes was brought to the last gasâ And when the soule had wholy fâââsaken the body after an houres ãâã he was restored againe to life ãâã vpon hee besought euery one ãâã that wee should from thence ãâã immediatly depart from him ãâã closing vp the dore of his cell ãâã stones he remained there encloââ for twelue yeeres space speaking no man nor tasting any other ãâã but bread and water There sittâââ hee onely amazedly meditated ãâã that which he had seene during ãâã seperation from the body and ãâã fixed were his thoughts vppon ãâã same as that he neuer changed ãâã countenance but alwayes remâââning in that amazement he silenâââ poured foorth a streame of feruââ teares And when hee grew ãâã vnto his death breaking open ãâã dore of his cell wee entred in ãâã him And when wee humbly ãâã sought him to giue vs one word ãâã ghostly instruction at last we onââ âââorted this froÌ him Pardon mee ãâã man that hath truly the memoââ of death may euer commit sin ãâã wee were strooken with wonâârfull admiration beholding him ãâã first had beene so negligent to ãâã so suddainly changed and by a ââst blessed transformation to be ââde another man Hetherto Cliââchus who was an eye-witnesse of ãâã this who testâfieth that which ãâã sawe in his writings So that no ãâã although it may seeme increââââle to som ought to doubt hereââ especially sith hee is both a true ãâã a faithfull witnes Nowe in this storie there are ãâã thinges which deseruedly vvee ââght to feare considering the lyfe ââich this holy man led and much ãâã the vision which hee sawe ââence sprung that his manner of ãâã which euer after during his ââole life he obserued These therâââe sufficiently approoue that to be ãâã which is spoken by the Wiseâan Remember thy end thou ãâã not sinne for euer Least thereââre my brother thou shouldest ãâã into the like calamities I beseech thee with great attention of mindâ to discusse examine often repâââ these things aforesaid alwaies ãâã euery where present theÌ to thy mââmory But amongst all the rest ãâã graue coÌsideration attentiue mââmory these three things in especiâââ The first whereof is that thou coââsider the greatnes of the punishââââ which thou shalt feele in the hoâââ of death for the multitude of ãâã sinnes wherwith thou hast offendââ the Diuine bounty Secondly ãâã thou diligently wey with what âââsire thou shalt then wish that ãâã
reward one and common to all the elect For there shall be perfect charity and God shall be all in all For that cause it shall be the common exercise of all to loue and praise God without end or intermission CHAP. 4. BVT in that we haue already aboundantly discoursed of the condemnation and sentence which attendeth impious and sinfull men it consequently foloweth that we speake som-whââ also of the beatitude and reward of good men Now this blessednes iâ that desired and holy Kingdome of heauen and that happy life which God from the beginning of the created world prepared for those who loue and follow him There is no tongue eyther humaine or angelicall that can worthily expresse what that reward shall be or what that life will be But that thou mayst haue some tast and receaue some knowledge of the same I will by the way report that which Saint Augustine wrote of it in certaine of his Meditations O thou life saiâh âe that God hath prepared for those âhat loue him liuing life blessed âife amiable life cleane life chast âife holy life life ignorant of death deuoyd of sorrow life without blot without greefe without anxietie without corruption without perâurbation without varietie and muâation lyfe full of all elegancie and dignitie where there is no aduersaâie to impugne where there is no âllurement of sinne where there is âerfect loue and no feare where âhe day is eternall and one spirit of âll Where GOD is beheld face to âace and with this foode of life the minde is satiate and satisfied without defect It dooth mee good to intende to âhy cleerenes thy beauties delight my greedy hart the more power I haue to consider with my selfe the more doe I languish with the loue of thee with the vehement desire of thee and I am greatly delighted with thy sweete memory O thou most happy life ô thou truly blessed kingdome wanting death void of end to which no times succeede by âge where as the continuall day without night cannot haue time where as the conquering Souldiour accompanying those hymne-singing quires of Angels singeth vnto God without ceasing a song of the songs of Sion hauing his noble heade inuironed with a perpetualâ crowne Would to God the pardon of my finnes were graunted mee and that presently laying aside this burthen of my flesh I might enter into the true rest of thy ioyes and that possessing the most beautifull admirable walls of thy citty I might receiue the crowne of life from the handes of our Lorde that I might accompany these holy quires that with those blessed spirits I might asist the glory of the Creator that face to face I might behold Christ that I might alwayes looke vppon that high ineffable and vncircumscribed light Happy is that soule which deliuered froÌ this earthly body may freely ascend to heauen that secure and peaceable neither feareth the deuil nor death Happy eternally happie my soule if after this corporall death it may be counted worthy to behold thy glory thy maiesty thy beautie thy gates walls streetes thy many mansions thy noble cittizens and thy most mightie kingdome in thy comlines For thy vvalls are of precious stone and thy gates of the purest Margarites thy streetes are of burnisht golde wherein without intermission Alleluia is sunge thy mansions are many founded on squared stones builded with Saphires couered with golden tile into which no man entreth except he be cleane wherein no one inhabiteth that is defiled Mother Ierusalem thou art made faire and sweet in thy delights there is no such thing in thee as we suffer heere and behold in this miserable life They differ very far from those thinges which are daily present before our eyes in this life full of calamitie There is no darknes in thee neither night or any change of time The light of the candle shyneth not in thee or the bright Moone or the beamy starres but God of gods the light of lights the sunne of iustice alwaies illuminateth thee The white and immaculate Lambe is thy cleere delightfull light The King of Kings is in the midst of thee his children round about him There the quires of hymne-tuning Angels there the societie of the supernall Cittizens there the sweete solemnitie of all those that returne from this wofull pilgrimage vnto thy ioyes There the prouident company of the prophets there the twelue number of the Apostles There the victorious host of innumerable Martyrs there the sacred couent of the saints Confessors there the true and perfect Monks there the holy women that haue ouercome the pleasures of the world and the infirmities of theyr sexe There the young men maidens that flying the snares of thys world with sacred manners haue past theyr time in all vertues there are the sheepe and lambes which haue already escaped the snares and pleasures of thys life All reioyce in theyr peculier mansions The glory of euery one is different yet is the ioy of them all common Full and perfect charitie raigneth there because God is there all in all whom they beholde without ende and seeing him alwaies burne in his loue loue laude him They praise and loue All theyr labour is the prayse of God wiâhout end without defect without labor Happie were I and truly happy for euerlasting if after the resolution of thys body of mine I shall deserue to hear those canticles of celestiall melody which are sung in praise of the eternall King by those cittizens of the celestiall country troopes of blessed spirits Fortunate were I and incredibly blessed if I likewise might deserue to sing them and assist my King my God my guide and see him in his glory euen as hee hath dayned to promise saying Father I will that those whoÌ thou hast giuen me be with me that they may beholde my beauty and maiestie which I had with thee before the beginning of the world Tell me I pray thee brother what a day shal that be which shal knock at thy gate the course of this thy pilgrimage beeing ended that if thou hast liued in the feare of God may from death transferre thee to immortality wherein others were wont to feare thou shalt beginne to lyft vp thy heade because thy râdemption is at hand Come out I pray thee a little while sayth S. Ierosme writing to Eustochia the Virgine froÌ the prison and depaint before thine eyes the rich reward of thy present labor which neyther eye hath seene nor eare heard neyther hath the hart of man conceiued the like VVhat day shall that be when as the Virgine Mary shall meete thee attended by all the troopes of Virgins who on the otherside of the Redde-sea the host of Pharao being drowned who bearing a tymbrel shal sing to those that aunswere Let vs sing to our Lord for he hath gloriously honored vs he hath cast down the horse and the ryder into the sea TheÌ shal the Spouse himselfe meete her
be then those which the other possessed Redoubled are those which thou receauest from God if thou compare them with that which Ioseph receaued from that man Tell mee I pray thee what faculties what riches hath GOD which hee hath not communicated with thee Heauen earth moone starres seas floods fowles fishes trees liuing creatures to conclude all that that is found vnder heauen is in thy hands What not only those things which are vnder heauen are in thy power but also those things that are aboue the heauens namely the glory of them and eternall goodnes All thinges are yours sayth the Apostle whether it be Paule or Apollo or Cephas or the worlde or life or death or thinges present or things to come for all thinges are yours that is ordained for your saluation But what if I say that thou hast not onely those things which are aboue the heauens but that the very Lord also of all heauens is endowed to thee after a thousand manners Hee is giuen thee as a Father as a Tutor as a Sauiour as a Maister He is thy Phisition he is the reward of thy redemption he is thy example thy helpe thy remedy and thy keeper To conclude the Father hath gâuen vs his Sonne the Sonne hath deserued for vs the holy ghost whom the Father the Sonne sendeth from whom all good gyfts proceede VVhen therefore it is more trueâ then truth that God hath deliuered all that he hath into thy hands how can it bee that thou shouldst haue handes to prouoake him VVhat thinkest thou it may bee suffered that thou shouldst be ingrate to such a gracious Father and a Benefactor so liberall Truly this seemeth to be a most haynous offence but if to this ingratitude thou annex contempt of thy Benefactour and iniurie or contempt howe inexpiable a crime wil that be held If that yong man of whom I spake before thought himselfe so bound that he had no power to offende him that had committed all the substance of his house into his bands How shalt thou finde any force in thy selfe to offend him who gaue thee heauen earth and himselfe The Argument ¶ The benefit of Predestination is the first and greatest of all benefits and which is meerely giuen gratis without any precedent merrit The greatnes therefore of this benefit and all those things which pertaine therevnto greatly prouoke a man to serue God and to be dutifull vnto him CHAP. 9. AMongst the diuine benefites also Predestination or Election is to be nuÌbred which as it is the first so also it is the most excellentest and altogether necessary for our saluation But this benefite is onely theyrs whom God hath chosen from the beginning to take possession of the eternall beatitude and the heauenly kingdome For which benefite the Apostle as well for himselfe as for all the elect giueth him thanks in these wordes Blessed bee God and the Father of our Lord Iesus Christ c. who hath predestinated vs in the adoption of his sonnes through Iesus Christ. The kingly prophet coÌmendeth that benefit likewise when he saith Blessed is he whoÌ thou hast chosen ô lord and hast taken to inhabite in thy Courts Deseruedly therefore may this benefite be called the benefit of benefits and the grace of graces It is the grace of graces because it is giuen before all merrite of Gods onely infinite goodnes and liberalitie who setting a part iniuries nay rather giuing to euery one suâfâcient helpe to saluation imparteth more aboundantly to some the greatnes of his mercy like an absolute liberall Lorde of his riches And it is the benefit of benefits not only because it is greater then the rest but for that it is the cause and foundation of all other benefits also For when as a man is chosen to glorie by meanes of this benefite GOD presently imparteth to him other benefites also which are required towards the attaynment of this glorie euen as he testifieth by his prophet saying In perpetuall charitie haue I loued thee therefore in mercie haue I drawne thee vnto mee That is thou oughtest not to bee ignorant that I called thee to my grace that by the same thou mightest attayne my glory But the Apostle speaketh of this benefit more plainely when hee sayth Because those whom hee fore-knew those likewise hee predestinated to bee made conformable to the image of his Sonne that hee might bee the first begotten among many Bretheren Those therefore whom he hath predestinated those also hee hath called and whom hee hath called them also hath hee iustified and those whom hee hath iustified them also hath he glorified The reason thereof is that our Lord disposing all things sweetly orderly after he hath vouchsafed to choose any one to his glory for that grace he conferreth diuers others for he giueth all those things which are pertinent toward the attainment of that first grace Euen as the Father that bringeth vp his Sonne eyther to make him a Priest or a doctor causeth him from his infancie to be exercised in Ecclesiastical affaires or brought vp in diuiner studdies directeth all the course of his life to that intended and purposed end So likewise that eteânall Father after hee hath chosen any man to the communion of his glory hee directeth him by his fatherly care to the way of iustice which bringeth him to that glory and in the same doth faithfully conduct his elected till he attaine the desired end For this so great and excellent benefite they ought to yeelde our Lord thankes who acknowledge any notable fruit of this benefite in themselues For let vs grant that this secrete is hidden from mortall eyes yet whereas certaine signes of iustification are known there also the signes of predestination or election may be had For as amongst the signes of iustification amendement of life is not the least so amongst the signes of election the greatest is perseuerance in good life Which beeing thus wey I pray thee with thy selfe ô man vnder howe great an assurance our Lorde holdeth thee bound vnto him for this immesurable benefite namely to bee registred in that booke of which our Redeemer sayde to his Apostles Doe not reioyce in thys that spirits are subiected vnto you but reioyce because your names are written in the booke of life Howe immesurable therefore is this benefite to be beloued and from eternitie elected from which God was God to rest in his most sweet bosome euen from the yeeres of eternitie to be accounted the adoptiue Sonne of God then whân as his naturall Sonne was begotten in the brightnes of his Saints who were present in his diuine vnderstanding Attentiuely therfore consider all the circumstances of this election and thou shalt finde euery one of them to be singuler benefites yea that great ones also and such as tye thee vnder newe couenaunts Consider first of all his dignitie who choase thee who is God himselfe blessed and infinitely rich who neither needeth thine
their profit now watch for their perdition as God saith by the Prophet I will fixe mine eyes vppon them in euill and not in good Neither is there place wherein a man may hide himselfe from these eyes as God testifieth at large in the same chapter And how perilous it is to haue God incensed against vs many examples doe teach vs. To this prouidence it appertayneth to prouide men of all those necessary meanes to the attainment of the finall end which is beatitude helping them in all their necessities and creating in their soules dispositions vertues and infused habites which are all required to that ende Of this number the first is the grace of the holy spirit next after that prouidence the beginning of all other priuiledges and celestiall gifts Now this grace is the participation of the diuine nature that is of goodnes purity and nobility of God himselfe by whose helpe and meanes a man casteth away from himselfe all vilenes abiectnes inciuilitie which hee receaued from Adam and is made pertaker of the diuine nobilitie putting off himselfe and putting on Iesus Christ. Grace is the spirituall ornament of the soule made by the handes of the holy Ghost which maketh the soule so faire and gracious in Gods eyes that hee receaueth the same for his daughter and his spouse Of this ornament Esay boasteth Reioycing saith he I will reioyce in our Lord c. The principall effect of grace is to make the soule so gratefull and faire in Gods eyes that hee chooseth the same for his daughter his spouse his temple his house in which he delighteth himselfe with the sonnes of men Another effect thereof is not onely to adorne the soule but also to strengthen it by the meanes of those vertues which proceede from the same which are like Sampsons haires in which conâisted not onely his beauty but his strength Grace therfore armeth the whole man and maketh him so strong as S. Thomas saith That the least grace is sufficient to bind and ouercome all deuils and all sinnes It maketh also all actions yea euen those that are indifferent gratefull vnto God It maketh vs the sonnes of God by adoption and heires of the celestial Kingdome worthy also to be registred in the booke of life And to speake many things in a few words Grace is that which maketh a man apt to all goodnes that smootheth the way to heauen that lightneth and maketh our Lords yoake easie vnto vs that healeth our infirme nature enflâmeth our will comforteth our memory strengthneth our wit moderateth the sensuâl part least it ouer-flow with offences confirmeth the irefull least it be slack and sluggish to doe well Finally it maketh God dwell in our soules that dwelling in the same he might gouerne defend and direct the same towards heauen God therefore âitteth in our soules like a King in his Kingdome a Generall in his Army a Master in his Schoole and a Shepheard in his Flocke that hee may there exercise and execute all spirituall offices and all prouidence Goe too therefore if this so goodly a Margarite from which so many benefites doe flowe be a perpetuall companion of vertue who would not willingly imitate that prudent Merchaunt in the Gospell who solde all that hee hadde that hee might get this one and onely treasure This grace doe they all want that are entangled and perseuer in sinne The thirde priuiledge is a certaine speciall light and supernaturall wisedome which GOD bestoweth on those who are iust and which is deriued from grace For the office therof is to heale our weak nature Euen as therefore hee healeth our will weakened by sinne so also ought it to cure our vnderstanding wholy obscured by the same sinne That the vnderstanding may know what to doe and the will may haue power to doe that which hee now knoweth needfull to be done Therefore the Prophet saiâe Our Lord is mââightning against ignoâance and my âaâuation against my weakenes To this âriuiledge appertaine the foure gifts of the holy Spirit as are the gift of wisedome wâich is giuen for the knowledge of diuine things The gift of science which is giuen that wee may vnderstand inferiour thinges The gift of vnderstanding by which we attaine the knowledge of the misteries of God And the gift of counâaile by meanes whereof wee conceaue the actions of this life and in them how to gouerne what so euer shall encounter vs. But this knowledge is not so much speculatiue as actiue not so much contemplatiue as practiue neither is it giuen vs that we should vnderstand but that wee should worke not that wee should be subtill ingenious in disputing but that wee should be studious in enduring And therefore it remayneth not only in the vnderstanding aâ Sciences which are acquired in Schooles but by the vertue thereof it mooueth the will enclining the same to follow vertue Of this Science Christ speaketh in the Gospell The holy Ghost which my Father sendeth in my name he shall teach you in all truth and it is written in the Prophets They shall bee all taught of God They that pertake this celestiall gift are not puffed vp with vaine glory in prosperity nor amated in aduersity For by the benefit of this light they see of how small moment it is which the world can giue or take away if it be compared with those thinges which are in Gods power The wise-man testifieth this when he saith A man setled in his wisedome abideth as the Sunne The foole is changed like the Moone This is that wisedome which the children of light enioy but on the contrary side the wicked liue in those horrible darks of Egipt which may be felt with the handes Of which thing the figure was where it is said That in the land of Goshen where the children of Israell dwelt there was light and in Egipt for three dayes space so thick darknes that it might be felt which represented that obscure night in which âinners liue as they themselues confesse in Esay saâing We haue exspected the light and behold darknes the cleare day and beholde we haue walked in obscurity We haue felt for the wall like blind men and as it were without eyes wee haue groped about wee haue stumbled at noone-dayes as it were in darknes and in misty as it were the dead For what greater blindnes can it be then to sell the right of first birth that is the heritage of the celestiall Kingdome for a little pleasure of this worlde then not to feare hell not to aspire to heauen not to hate sinne not to remember the latter iudgement to set light by the promises and threatnings of our Lord not to remeÌber death which euery moment is imminent not to prepare himselfe to yeeld an account not to thinke that it is a momentarie thing which delighteth and an eternall which dooth excruciate They knewe not sayth the Prophet neyther vnderstand they walk ãâã darknes and
excuse themselues saying that the way of our Lord is straite difficult because in the same there are diuers difficult precepts and such as are contrarie to humane affection and appetite This is one of the most principall excuses which sluggish and slothfull men infer in this affayre But they that say so although they be Christians and liue in the law of grace notwithstanding they knowe not âhis mistery neither haue they learned the first letter of this lawe O wretch that thou art thou that sayst âhou art a Christian tell mee Why âame Christ into the world Why âhed he his blood Why instituted hee his Sacraments Why sent heâ the holy Ghost What meaneth the voyce of the Gospell What the Worde of grace What includeth that most sacred name of IESVâ If thou knowest it not aske of the Euangelist and hee will tell thee Thou shalt call his Name IESVS for hee shall redeeme his people froÌ theyr sinnes What other thing is included in thys name of Sauiour and Deliuerer what other thing is it to bee saued and deliuered from sinnes then to obtayne remission of sinnes past and obtaine grace to estewe the same in time to come For vvhat other cause came our Sauiour into the world but to helpe thee and to further thy saluation Why would hee die vppon the Crosse but thât hee might kill thy sinne Why riââ from death except to rayse thee and make thee walke in newnes of life Why shedde he his most precious blood except to make a medicine or plaister to cure and heale thâ wounds For what other cause instituted hee the Sacraments of the Church but for the remedy of thy sinnes What other fruit is there of his most bitter pââsion and comming into thys woâld but that he might plaine and prepare the way which before was horred full of thornes straite and tedious Thys is that which the Prophet Esay fore-tolde that in the dayes of the Messias euery valley should be exalted and euery mountaine and hill humbled and all the euill indirect and tedious pathes should bee made plaine Finally why besides all these thinges sent hee the holie Ghost from heauen but that thy flesh should be conuerted into Spyâât and why sent he him in the semblance of fire but that like fire hee should enflame illuminate transforme thee into himselfe should lyft it vp from whence at first it had descended Whereto serueth grace with infused vertues which are begotten thereof but to lighten and make the yoake of our Lord tolleâable to make vertue easie that men might reioyce in tribulations âhat they might hope in peârils that âhey may ouercom in temptations This is the beginning this the middle and this the end of the gospell It is needful also that we know that euen as one eârthly man a sinner namely Adam made all men earthly and sinners So also that another man celestiall iust to wit Christ came to make all men that will receiue him celestiall and iust What other thing haue the Euangelâsts written what other are the promises deliuered vnto vs by the Prophets what other things preached the Aâostles This is the summe of ãâã Christian Theoâogy thys is the ãâ¦ã word which our Lorde ãâã vppon the earth Thys is that conâummation and abbreuiation which Esay sayde hee heard of our Lord which so many ritches of vertues and iustice did consequenthe follow Imagine thy selfe my brother that first thou commest as a young scholler to Christian religion demaundest of a certaine wise Diuine what it is that this new religion prescribeth Hee will aunswere thee that nothing else it requireth at thy handes but that thou bee a good man and that thou mayst endeuor in this study with fruit that the same religion giueth thee assistance For commaunding that a carnall man should be made a spiritual it giueth the holy Spirit and by the benefite thereof he is made spirituall Truly it is to bee lamented that so manie yeeres thou hast borne the name of Christ warfared vnder Christ yet art ignorant of the difference which is betweene a Christian and a Iewe betweene the law of the letter and the lawe of grace Thys difference heerein consisteth for since thou knowest it not I will teach it thee that the law of the letter commandeth a man to be good and yeeldeth not strength to performe that which is commaunded but the law of grace both commaundeth this and giueth grace and helpe to thee to be good and that thou mayst forsake thy sinnes That commanded thee to fight but gaue thee no wepons whereby thou shouldst ouercome it commaunded thee to ââcende ânto heauen but shewed âhee no ladder commaunded men âo be spirituall but gaue them not the holy Ghost But now all other thinges are farre otherwise That former lawe being repealed and other succeeded farre diffârent from the other and that by the merrit and bloode of the onely bâgotten sonne of GOD. Wherefore doost thou as if that olde lawe were not yet taken away nor Christ had come into this worlde play the Iewe as yet and trustest to thine ovvne strength supposing by thine owne fortitude that the lawe may be âulfilled and thou iustified in that sort Not onâly grace but charity also make this law light and easie for this is one of the chiefest effects of diuine charity For which cause S. Augustine saith that the lâbours of louers are no wayes burthânsome but delightsome vnto them as are those of Hunters Faulknârs and Fishers For in that which is bâloued saith he eyther there is no labour or the labour is beloued For this is the cause why Saint Paule saith with so much constancie that nothing may seperate him from the loue of Christ. And if we diligently consider likewise what Christ and all the Saints haue suffered it shall not be troublesome vnto vs to suffâr persecution for iustice and what so euer difficulty encombereth vs in the way of our Lorde will seeme light vnto vs. By all which it may bee eaâily gathered how the Scriptures are to be recoÌciled the one with the other whereof some say that the way of our Lorde is difficult other say it is easie So Dauid For the wordes of thy lipps I kept hard wayes And in another place I haue delighted in the way of thy testimonies as in all ritches For this way hath two thingâs in it difficulty and sweetenes one by reason of nature the other by grace so that what is difficult by reason of the one in respect of the other is made delicious and sweete Both of them our Lorde spââketh of when hee saith that his yoake is sweet and his burthen light For whân he saith yoke he signifieth grauâty which is in the way of the Lord but when he saith sweet he insinuateth facility which is by meanes of grace which is giuen But if you shall aske mee howe it may be a yoake and sweet when as
parables after the most profound misteries he wrote in the Canticles lying prostrate before Idolls and reprooued by God Let vs behold one of those seauen Deacons of the Primatiue Church fulfilled with the light power of the holy Ghost made not only an Heretique but an arch Heretique and an Author and Father of heresies We see daily many stars of the heauen fall to the earth with a miserable ruine to wallow in the durt to eate the huskes of the Hoggs who a little before sitting at Gods table were nourished with the bread of Angells And if the iust for some hidden pride negligence ingratitude were in that man nere cast out of Gods fauour hauing many yeres faithâully serued him what must thou exspect who hast done naught else in thy life but offend God instantly Let vs see therfore now thou that hast liued thus is it not ââquisitâ that at length thou giue ouer to heape sin on sinne or conioine dâbts with debts Is it not needfull that now thou begin to âpââase God disburthen thy soule doth not reason require that thou hold thy selfe content that the remainder of that thou hast bestowed on the worlde the flesh and the deuill bee giuen to him that gaue thee all things Is it not rightfull that after so long a time so many iniuries done vnto GOD thou at last feare the diuine iustice which by howe much the more greater patience it tollerateth thy sinnes by so much the more greeuous torments and greater iustice dooth he chastise sinners Is it not woorthily to be feared that so long a time thou hast continued in sinne so long liued in the disfauour of God to haue so mighty an aduersary who of a gracious Father is made a iudge and an enemy Is it not to be feared least that the violence of euill custome be turned into another nature and there-from arise a necessity of sinne and somewhat more Is it not to bee suspected least thou fall by little and little into greater offences and that thou be deliuered into a reprobate sence into which when a man is falne hee hath not then any reason of any thing how great soeuer it be Iacob the Patriarch sayde to his Father in lawe Laban Fourteene yeeres haue I serued thee all thy possession was in my hands I haue hetherto administred all thy domesticall affaires it is requisite therfore that at last I prouide for mine owne house And thou if thou hast serued the worlde so many yeeres were it not conuenient that now at length thou shouldest beginne to prouide for thy soule and somewhat more circumspectly then heeretofore regard the happinesse of the life to com There is not any thing more short and fraile then mans life And if thou so carefully studiest for things necessary in this so fraile lyfe why doost thou not also imploy some labour in those things which shall perpetually endure The Argument It is necessary that a man coÌsider him selfe and remember that hee is a Christian and firmely assent to all thinges which our fayth setteth downe whereto eyther loue or feare ought to mooue him What thing so euer is created inuiteth vs to the loue seruice of God Let a man therefore seeke wisedome and hee shall heare all the words of Christ who was crucified for his saluation CHAP. 23. ALl these beeing thus I pray thee now my brother and intreate thee by the blood of Christ to call thy selfe to account and remember that thou art a Christian and beleeue all those things which our fayth preacheth vnto thee Thys fayth sayth that thou hast an appointed Iudge before whose eyes all thy steps and moments of thy life are present bee assured that the time will one day come wherein he will call thee to account for euery act yea to the least idle word This fayth teacheth a man that when he dieth he doth not altogether perrish but that after this temporall lyfe there remaineth an eternall that our soules die not wâth our bodies but that our bodies buried in the earth our soules seâke out another region a newe worlde where they shall haue a lot and societie aunswerable to theyr life and manners in this world Thys fayth auoweth the reward of vertue and the punishment of sinne to bee âo high mighty that if the world were full of bookes all creatures were writers first should the Wryters be wearied and first should all âhe bookes be replenished before eyther matter wanted to discourse of them both or sufficient might be written what they containe in them âccording to theyr greatnes That âayâh certifieth that so great are our debts which we owe vnto God and âo worthâ the benefites we receaue ât his handes that if a man shoulde ãâã so many yeres as there are sands ân the Ocean shoares they shoulde âeeme of small continuance if they âeâe all of them consumed in the ânely seruice of God Finally the âame fayth testifieth vnto thee that vertue is a thing so precious that all the treasures of this world al that which mans hart can either desire or âmagine is not any wayes to bee compared therewith If therefore such and so manie things inuite thee to vertue howe commeth it to passe that there are found so rare and few louers followers of the same If men be moued by profit what greater profit then eternall life If by feare of punishment what torture more terrible then that of hell If by reason of the debt obligation or benefits what greater debt then that wherein wee are bound vnto God as well by reason of him that is himselfe in himselfe as for those things we haue receiued of him If feare of danger moue vs what greater perrill then death whose houre is so vncertaine and reason so strict If peace libertie tranquilitie of spirit and sweetnesse of life be desired of the whole world it is manifest that all these are more aboundantly found in the life which is led according to the prescript of vertue then that which ãâã past ouer according to a mans ãâã and humane passion for a man is created reasonable not a brute beast and without reason But if all these seeme to haue but small moment to perswade vertue shall it not suffice to see God descend from heauen vpon the earth and made man and whereas in sixe dayes hee had created the whole world he consumed thirty yeeres and lost his life in reforming and redeeming man God dieth that sinne may die and we will that that liue in our harts to depriue thee of life for which the very sonne of God suffered death and what shall I say more There are many reasons in this one for I say not that Christ is to be behelde hanging on the Crosse but whether so euer we turne our eyes wee shall finde that all thinges exclaime and call vs to this goodnes for there is not a creature in this world if it be well considered that doth
not inuite vs to the loue seruice of our Lord. So that as many creatures as there are in this world so many Preachers are they books reasons and voyces which excite and inuite vs to that office How is it therefore possible that so many voyces so many promises so many threatnings suffice not to worke the same in vs vvhat could God doe more then he did and promise more liberally then he promised and threaten moâe seuerely then hee threatned that hee might draw vs to him and driue vs from sinnes And is the arrogance of men as yet so great or to speake more aptly are men in such sort inchanted that hauing faith they feare not to rest all their life time in sins to goe to bed in sinne to rise and awake from sleepe in sinne I and that with such security and without any scruple as that neither for the same sleepe flieth from their eyes neyther their appetite to eate perisheth in no other sort then if all they beleeue were dreames or that the Euangelists did write were lies Tell me thou traytour tell mee thou Titius that art to burne in perpetuall flames of hell what morâ couldst thou doe although that alâ that thou beleeuest were lies For â see thee for feare of temporall iustice refraine thy appetites in somâ sort but for the feare of God I see thee not abstaine from any thing to which thy voluptuousnes draweth thee neyther estewest thou the reuenge neither doest thou that which he commaundeth neither art thou ashamed to doe all that which thou desirest if thou hast power to performe it Tell me thou blind man tell me thou foole in such security what doth the worme of thy conscience where is thy faith where is thy braine where thy iudgment where thy reason which as thou art a man is onely remaining vnto thee How canst thou but feare so great assured and true perrils And if a man should sette meate before âhee another though a lyer shold âay they were infected with venom durst thou either prooue or tast theÌ although they were most delicate ând sweet and not beleeue the lyer âhat told thee this And if the Proâhets Apostles Euangelists yea and God himselfe should affirme say ânto thee Death is in that pot c. âeath is in this meate ô wretched âan death is in this little pleasure âhich the deuil presenteth thee with âow can it be but that thou shoulâââ be afraid to take Death with thine owne hands and drink thine owne perdition what doth that faith doe âeere in thy hart what the iudgement what the reason that thou hast where is thy light when as none of these can stay the streame of thy sinnes O wretch franticke sencelesse strooken with astonishment by the enemy condemned to perpetuall darknes interiour exteriour for from this to these is a short cut blind to see thine owne misery ignorant to vnderstand thine owne harmes and harder then adamant that feelest not the mallet of the diuine worde O a thousand times miserable worthy whom all men should bemoane not in other teares theÌ he shed for thy perdition who said O if thou likewise hadst known yea euen in this thy day thâ things that belonged to thy peaceâ what to thy tranquility what to thâ riches which God hath prepared foâ thee but now they are hidden froâ thine eyes O wretched day of thâ natiuity but more wretched the ãâã of thy death which shall be the beâginning of thy perdition Alas ãâã farre more better had it beene that thou hadst neuer beene borne then perpetually to be damned Howe far better had it beene if thou hadst not beene baptized nor professour of the faith for because thou hast abused them thy damnation shall be the greater For if the light of reason suffice to make the Philosophers inexcusable because wheÌ they knew God they glorified him not neither thanked him as God as saith the Apostle How lesse excusable are they who hauing receaued the light of faith and the water of baptisme so often times come to his supper to receaue God himselfe and daily heare his diuine doctrine if they doe no more then those Philosophers What other thing is to be concluded of all these which are hetherto said then that there is not any either vnderstanding wisedome or counsaile in the world then that forsaking the occupations and impediments of this life we folow the only and certaine path that leadeth vs to true peace and eternall life To this reason equity and the law inuite vs to this heauen earth hell life death iustice and Gods mercy To this especially the holy ghost exhorteth vs by the mouth of Ecclesiasticus saying My sonne receaue learning froÌ thy youth and thou shalt find wisedom in thine olde age Euen as he that ploweth and hee that soweth come vnto her sustaine or expect the fruits therof with patience For in the work thereof thou shalt labor but a little and quickly shalt thou eate of the generations thereof Heare my sonne take the counsaile of vnderstanding despise not my precepts Thrust thy feete into her fetters and into her chaines thy neck subiect thy shoulders beare the same thou shalt not be wearie of her bonds Search her out and she wil appeare vnto thee being made continent leaue her not for in the later times shalt thou find rest in the same and it shall turne thee vnto ioy And her fetters shal be vnto thee a protection of strength and foundations of vertue and the garments thereof a stoole of glory for the ornament of life is in her and her bonds a healthfull thraldome Hetherto Ecclesiasticus By which words in some sort is vnderstoode howe great the beauty howe great the delights how much the liberty how many the ritches of true wisedom is which is vertue it selfe and the knowledge of God of which we now speake And if all these are not sufficient to conquer thy hurt lift vp thine eyes on high doe not thou regard the waters of this world which perish and vanish away But behold the Lord that hangeth on the Crosse dying and satisfying for thy sinns He hangeth there in that forme thou seest exspecting thee with his feete fastned with rough nailes his armes opened to receaue thee his head bowed that like to a prodigall sonne he may giue thee the kisse of new peace And from the Crosse hee calleth thee if perhaps thou heare him with so many voyces hee crieth vnto thee as he hath wounds in his body Imagine this most blessed Sauior speaking to thy hart saying Returne returne thou Sunamite returne returne I will receaue thee I know thou hast committed fornication with many louers yet returne to me and I will forgiue thee Returne to mee because I am thy Father thy God thy Creator thy Sauiour thy true friend thy only benefactor thy absolute felicity and thy last end In me shalt thou finde