vnder the crosse will boast of his perseuerance in time of aduersity but when one deepe calleth another Psal. 42.7 by the noyse of the water-spâ—uts and all the waues floudâ— of God are gone ouer him then falleth all his courage then is heauen out of his way and the earth is sunke vnder him there is no attention to comfort but hee beginnes to sing Gedeons song with impatiency Iudg. 6.13 Ah my Lord if the Lord bee with vs why then is all this come vpon vs. But the faithfull and Christian heart maketh account that not by prosperitie and wealth but by much aduersitie and many crosses Act. 14.22 he must enter into the Kingdom of heauen therfore if it be well with him he thanketh God for his bountie towards him is no way secure but serueth the Lord in feare reioyceth in trembling Psal. 2.11 And when as it is otherwise with him then hee saith with holy Iob shall wee receiue good at the hand of God anâ— not receiue euill and layeth stedfast hold on the crosse and hath Dauids melodie in his mouth My souleâ— waiteth oâ— the Lord Psal 130. 6.7 more than the morning watch watcheth for the morning I will wait on the Lord for with the Lord is mercy with him is great redemption And if it shall be very heauy yet notwithstanding hee will say with faithfull Paul 1 Cor. 10.13 God is faithfull will not suffâ—r mee to bee tempted aboue that I am able but will euen giue the issue with the tentation that I may bee able to beare it And if flesh and bloud bee timorous and would not willingly vndergoe the crosse yet he beleeueth and is perswaded that neither life nor death Rom. 8.38.39 c. nor any other creature shall beâ— able to separate him from the loue of God which is in Christ Iesus our Lord for to him that feareth God all things worke togâ—ther for the bâ—st Fourthly the chîldren of this world remembring that death shall separate them from their goods honours wiues children lands and possessions and that they shall goe naked out of this world crie out O death how bitter is thy remembranâ—e to a man that liueth at rest in his possessions Eccl. 41.1 vnto the man that hath nothing to vex him and that hath prosperity in all things and say with the Emperour Sâ—uerus I haue beene great and now it profiteth nothing but contrarily the Christian Soule doth chuse the good part which shall not bee taken away from it and euery minute iâ— ready to let slip these transitorie things and saith with that holy King Lord lift vp the light of thy countenance vpon me thou hast giuen me more ioy of hart Psal. 4 6.7 then they haue had when their wheat and wine did abound The vnprepared Hipâ—crâ—te when hee falleth ficke bethinkes him of nothing else than how his sicknesse came to him what vnâ—holesâ—me foode he had eate by what meanes he got this drunken surfeit Mat. 10.30 where he catched that cold or too much heat is vnquiet and impatiâ—nt that such mischance should betide him But the faithfull man knoweth that all the haires of his head are numbred and that the pretious gift of his health cannot be taken away without the Lords speciall pleasure and therefore imputeth all vnto Sin My owne wickednesse hath corrected mee Ierem. 2.19 and my turnings backe haue reproued mee I know therefore and behold it that it is an euill thing and bitter that I haue forsaken the Lord my God and that his feare was not in mee And he beginneth with Paule to say Fâ—r this cause am I weake and sicke 1. Cor. 11.30.31.32 for if I would iudge my selfe I should not bee iudged of thee but when I am iudged of thee I am chastised of the Lord because I should not be condemned with the world whereby hee is taught repentance and amendment of Life The Wicked and Infidells doe neuer worke vpon their Soules vntill they be sicke then first begin they to bee holie and before that time all their dayes they haue beene enemies to the Word and Ministerie But now must the Preacher be sent for and with sugred speeches must be entreated for consolation c. But the faithfull Christian is euerie minute in preparation to a blessed death and neuer suffereth himselfe to fall into that condition and behauior of life wherin he would not die and therefore can say with constant magnanimitie Come Lord Iesus my Ioy and Comforter euery houre I attend thee come when thou â—i't I am readie And when neuer so little sicknesse ouertakes him then saith hee with mirth of heart Now let Thou thie Seruant depart in peace 2. Luk. The Infidel and Reprobate whenas he lacketh counsell and helpe in sicknsse hath recourse to Sathan Witches and to vnlawfull meanes and saith most desperately If God will not helpe then helpe Deuill But the Christian beleeuer knoweth that the Lord hath forbidden all such inconuenient meanes and vnderstandeth Sathans policie and craft Exod. 20.3 that it is not for his good but that his soule should separate it selfe from the true SAVIOVR Yea 1 Sam. 28.8 hee is assured it is an hundred times better to die in constant inuocation on Gods name then to liue vnder protection of Sathan and therefore vseth such meanes as the Lord hath appoynted hee will not tempt the Lord his God he will not seeke after the ministerie of such as God hath not promised a blessing vnto but wil say Mat. 8.2 Here am I Lord Iesus let it be vnto me according to thy will if thou wilt thou canst make me clean but Psal. 40.8 if not Loe here I am thy will be done I desire to do thy good wil O God yea thy lawe is within my heart And to be short the children of this world neuer haue memorie on Gods word for they haue not learned and cannot comfort themselues by their baptisme nor that excellent Sacrament of the Lords Supper but cause some scurrilous History and false fable to be read vnto them with such foolishnesse whereby they may dispossesse the thoughts of death and quiet their hearts but the faithful one is acquainted and exercised in gods word diuideth that word of truth puts a difference betwixt Law and Gospell reioyceth in the couenant of mercie in his baptisme seeketh comfort in the other Sacrament wherewith he was fed and refreshed and so obtaineth new trust and ioye from time to time momentanie hee esteemeth but as they are heâ— counteth nothâ—ng of any iâ—y or pleasure but that which is in Christ his redâ—emer that heauenly life and is glad of that blessed houre Sâ—condly how different is their acceptation and entertainment of death for the wicked seeing it by euident experience that he must dye as others do complaineth of mans great miserie and of the shortnesse of this sweet and pleasant life but maketh not preparation
at euery occasion and minute I may bee ready to take my leaue of this world and raigne with thee my Lord and Sauiour eternally in the world to come Amen Meditation of the fourth the manner Concerning the fourth thou art ignorant deare soule by what kinde of disease the Lord will call thee from hence whether it shall happen by pestilence maladie in the head ague c. by shipwracke or fire and it may bee God hath appointed thee to be ouertaken by robbers wilde beasts or some such casualtie yea O soule many neuer intend repentance in all the time and space they haue health and prosperitie vntill some languishment and sicknes seize vpon them but who knoweth whether at any time hee shall haue sicknesse and leisure together Haue wee not daily examples how many decease by palsie by sword and sudden death through sundry other maladies of body and before they were euer sicke or diseased or that God suffered them to haue the benefit of their bed and rest A praier to forsake the world and follow Christ. O God how foolish are wee miserable and fond creatures how smal heed and attention giue wee to daily occurrences The fowle is an vnreasonable creature yet when it seeth another to bee killed beside it shee presently swingeth and flieth away and when it spieth a man to bend his bow aime at it there is no longer staying but quickly conueieth it selfe thither where it may bee secure and safe Euen so O soule death breakes in all places many mens hearts and they do fall on euery side then feare O soule and flie from sinne to righteousnesse from hell to heauen from this damnable and deceitfull world to Iesus Christ that then thou maist boldly say Now shoot death when thou wilt for although thou bereaue mee of this transitorie and momentanie life Heb. 13. yet by a strong and constant faith I possesse the kingdome of heauen which shall giue mee infinitely more then thou canst take from mee Meditation of the soule not to delay repentance Delay not O soule thy repentance vntil thou be sicke Eccl. 12. but worke thy conuersion euen now with-all diligence put not off from day to day thy amendment of life neither continue in wickednesse vntill deaths vncertaine houre approach A praier when first we fall sicke O Iesus Christ my Redeemer preserue me from a painfull sicknesse violent and hastie death ouertake mee not in my sinnes and suffer mee not to die without repentance and giue vnto mee if it be thy pleasure a quiet and patient departure that without great paine and griefe I may in my right wits attaine a blessed end confessing thy most holy name vntill the last gaspe and so to commend my soule and spirit with my whole heart carefully into thy mercifull hands my most gratious and louing Sauiour and Redeemer to whom with God the Father and the holy spirit be rendred from the bottome of my heart all honour power might maiestie and dominion now and for euer Amen CHAP. II. Wherein is comprehended the true and right art to die well and first of Christian repentance Flesh. BEcause wee neuer are vnpursued by death it is very needfull therefore that both Young and Old Great and Small Rich and Poore should learne the art of dying blessedly Spirit Yes truely daily examples may teach vs so for consider thy neighbour like as he is dead so shalt thou bee yesterday was his this day for thee Eccl 38. to day a King to morrow dead yea ô Soule death is like a Mower Eccl. 10. which walkes in a greene meadowe cutting with his Sithe all he commeth at and maketh no account whether it be grasse thistle or rose neither considereth hee how old how beautifull or how pretious the hearbes bee there are none too strong for him none too young no castle for height nor bulwarke for securitie can hold him backe he wil not be corrupted with siluer and gold yea if it were possible that thou couldest giue him the whole kingdomes and riches of the world hee would not hold off a minute to abide thy time nor waite a moment for the performance of thy pleasure and will now this should be our daily meditation diligently to marke and carefully learne the day both to liue in Gods feare and dye in his faour The young mans prayer O my God how is man verely as nothing how goeth all beautie away as a shadowe and wretched man knoweth not whether he shall dye old or young neither can any by his riches strength and powre Ps. 144.4 deliuer himselfe or his brother helpe mee my God that from my youth vpward I may constantly giue heed to walke vpright in my wayes Ps. 119.1.9 according to thy word gouerne me by thy holie Spirit that my heart goe not a whoring from thee that my youth neuer puffe mee vppe to bragge thereof Ps. 73.27 and that I put not my trust in health strength honour riches or beautie graunt that I may in my inward mind heare the end of all which is to serue thee and keepe thy commaundements Eccles. 22.13.14 for this is the whole duetie of man for thou wilt bring euerie man vnto iudgement with euery secret thing whether it bee good or euill Lord write this same in my heart and giue me thy grace not onely to vnderstand the same but also to rectifie my life and conuersation thereby vnto my last end and graunt that I may die vnto sin and liue vnto righteousnesse to the glorie of thy holy name through Iesus Christ my sauiour Amen Flesh. How may I then prepare my selfe to die blessedly Spirit The right preparation to a happy death is in the cōstant leading of a Christian and righteous life A Meditation of the Soule for earnest repentance Wouldst thou then dye blessedly beloued Soule make earnest and serious repentance and continue stedfast therin to thy last for God accepteth well conuersion from sin Wis. 12. Ma◠24. and who so abideth to the end he shall be saued A Prayer for speedie Repentance Praysed bee thou my God who hast no pleasure in our death and destruction but rather that wee should turne from our sinfull waies and liue Ezek. 18. Ezek. 33. helpe me Lord Iesus that I delay not my conuersion to thee and shift not ouer my repentance from day to day for thou hast promised me thy mercie but that I might deferre my repentance vntil the morrow second or third day thou hast not promised vouchsafe therefore thy mercie on mee this verie day Ps 95. Tit. 3. that I may redeeme the time lost by an earnest repentance and not bee taken in my sins and trespasses the day following graunt this for the glorie of thy blessed name through Iesus Christ my Lord and Sauior Amen Flesh. What is then true and Christian repentance Spirit Repentance is nothing else then that a man rise from his sinne and turne with all his
shal not bee quenched night nor day yea their plagues shall ascend in all eternitie Reuel 14. and shall haue no end day nor night Consider deare Soule that if one should lie in a costly bed or well-gaâ—nished hall and there be delicately entertained with nourishment if hee were notwithstanding tyed to his bed and should neuer come from it truely hee would not desire to liue in that condition But the damned as they haue no pleasure but swimme in the euerlasting fire of hell in eternall anguish and woe in terrible stincke and darkenesse in the which they shall not receaue one drop wherby they might coole or refresh themselues O then hearken thou poore miserable childe of the world meditate hereupon thou louest the world and pleasures therof and sayest it is good to bee heare behold the time commeth and truely is not farre off when thou shalt say with the rich man Oh I am greatly tormented in this flame yea thou shalt lament and say with a blasphemous mouth It is not good to bee here but there yet must thou stay and that euermore euer burning neuer consumed from the which God of his infinite mercie deliuer vs. A Prayer for a safe deliuerance from the paines of hell and to liue with Christ for euer O Lord Iesus Christ giue me eares to heare an heart to vnderstand that I diligently hearken vnto thy true seruants messengers to the rectifying and bettering of my life and alwaies separate my selfe from the children of darkenesse Helpe me that I conforme not my selfe to this wicked world so be cast downe to the lowest hels torment gouerne teach and lead mee by thy holy spirit that I may learne christianly to liue and when it shall please thee to dye blessedly that I come not in the place of euerlasting paine and torment but with thee Lord my Redeemer thy Angels and all thy Saints may enioy and possesse that endlesse and euerlasting life purchased by the bloud of thy Son our Lord Iesus Christ as of a Lambe vnspotted and vndefiled to whom with thee and the holy spirit in the Church be euerlasting glorie praise and dominion for euermore Amen FINIS ¶ A Morning Prayer for Christian families O Lord God deare Father in Christ we do acknowledge that this night we haue receaued one of the greatest temporall blessings that can bee bestowed vpon Mankinde the fast sleepe sound rest of our bodies entreating thee this day and euermore our mindes do not sleepe in sinne and darknesse of the world from that second sleepe in the graue Restore vs wee beseech thee to euerlasting life that both body and soule may be together partners of blessednesse O thou true light which enlightenest euerie man which commeth into the world shine in vs that wee may see thee and walke as the children of life in all our wayes that as thou hast raised these our heauy and burdensome bodies so lift vp our minds to thy knowledge that wee may liue the rest of our liues in all lowlines meeknes chastity charity patience godlines warines and circumspection as to render an acâ—ount vnto theâ— who shall iudge the quicke and the dead and the world with fire Strip vs therfore out of the olde corrupt Adam cloath our soules with thy righteousnesse make our â—yes to be fixed setled on that thy great and free mercie in electing vs to be thy children before the foundation of the world when others as good as we by nature are reiected in that thy hidden counsell which is made knowne vnto our spirits by thy holy spirit working faith in our hearts to beleeue and so to be iustified before thee O thou our life Iesus Christ worke more and more the death of sinne in vs and giue vs freedome of conscience that we may labour to serue thâ—e with perfect heart and willing mind casting aside carelesnesse and vnfeeling of our sinnes dulnesse and deadnes of soule we may see and sigh for our offences with a continuall remembrance and effectuall conâ—â—deration we shall not alwaies liue heere in this wretched world but must appeare before thy tribunall seate of iudgement and receaue according to our deeds good or bad giue vs feeling of that vnspeakeable and eternall waight of glory which shal follow our seruing of thee heare Yea set before our faces the dreadful and fearfull torments of the pit of hell which the disobedient and wicked shall fall into To the end we may haue a true hatred of sinne and loue to righteousnes this day and all the dayes of our liues Blesse thy word with fruite vnto our soules and send out faithfull labourers into thy haruâ—st grant that wee may bee prepared when hearts with open consciences there to giue an account of whatsoeuer we haue thought done or sayd when the faithfull and obedient shall possesse the kingdome prepared for them but the sinfull and carelesse liuers shall drink of the Wine of the wrath of thee the God who is a consuming fire and the smoake of their torment shal ascend for euermâ—râ— Father of heauen knit our hearts fast vnto Thee anâ— while we haue time giue vs grace rightly to meditate and thinke thereon continue the word of thy gracâ— among vs and make it bring for t fruit according to this pleasure that we may striue to reforme our wicked liues thereby Keepe vs from hardnesse of heart security and hypocrisie stay our inordinate affections and peruerse perturbations and renue vs more more againe to thy image lost in Adam Oppresse vs not deare Father with the vnspeakable and infinite weight of our sins in the time of ignorance willing and knowne offences Preserue thy Church vniuersall the great and mâ—ine member therein our deare and dread Soueraigne K. IAMES the Queeneâ— Maiestie Prince and thâ—ir Royall progeny blesse the nobles and magistrates cloath them with righteousnesse as with a garment increase in this thy Israel true Leuites giue them wisdome and discretion to cut thiâ— word aright bring the remnants which are thine to thy fold bee gratious to our friends kindred in the flesh lighten them with the knowledge of Thee and thy Son that they may glorifiâ— thee all the dayes of their liues Comfort thy afflicted members wheresoâ—uer and in whatsoeuer crosse Grant peace in 〈◊〉 dayes if it bee thy pleasuâ—e And because gratious God the night â—s now vpon vs which thou hast appointed 〈◊〉 rest in let the bed strike iâ— our hearts that the graue is almost readie for vs which of vs can tell whether these eyes of ours once closed vp shall euer open any more Now therefore into thy hands we commend and bequeath our bodies and soules and bee thou present with vs before vs by the insight of our minds that we may not be absent from thee no euen in our sleepe with all puritie and cleannesse that nothing disquiet or disturbe this rest but all things may bee still and calme through that peace of
thâ—e to his glory and these to thy vse Octob. 16. 1617. The table and order of of the speciall heads and doctrines with the meditations and prayers contained in the Crowne of Life CHAP. I. WHerein is contained that men are not only mortall but also altogether ignoraÌ„t when how â—r in what place God will call them out of this present life 1 That a Christian may learne only out of Gods Word to liue well and die blessedly pag. 1. A meditation of the Soule to liue foreuer pag 2. 2 What a Christian life is p 2. The Christians godly prayer p. 4. 3 What is called a Christian death p. 5. A prâ—yer for a happy departure p. 5 4 That euery man must die p. 6. A meditation of the Soule that we must but once die temporally pag. 6. A prayer vnto God that he would seriously put into our hearts that the time of our death is vncertaine p. 8. 5 That God hath not manifested vnto vs the houre of death that we might prepare vs euer to die pag. 9. A praier for a blessed preparation pag. 10. Foure meditations concerning the vncertainty of our death First the time when pa. 11. A prayer of mans vanitie pa. 13. The second meditation the place where pag. 15. A praier that we may ioyfully meet death pag 16. The third meditation the state in what pag. 17. A short praier to forsake the world pag. â—8 The fourth the manner how p 19 A prayer of the misery of sinne and to follow Christ. p. â—0 A meditation of the Soule not to delay repentance p. 22. A prayer when first wee fall sicke pag. 23. CHAP. II. WHerein is comprehended the true and right art to die well And first of Christian repentance p. 24. 1 Because we cannot bee exempted from death wee should learne that Science and Art to die happily p. 25. The young mans prayer p. 27. 2 How a man by sound and true repentance preâ—are himselfe to die blessedly p. 2â— A meditation of the Soule for earnest repentance p. 29. Another prayer for speeâ—y repentance p. 30 3 What true repentance is in three heads p. 31. Another praier for repeÌ„tance p 32 4 An instruction of the first part of true repentance p. 33. A prayâ—r bewailing the corruptition of nature p. 34. A meditation of the Soule vpon the acknowledgement of sin pag. 36. A prayer for the confession of our sinnes p. 37. 5 A declaration of the second part of true repentance p. 44. A meditation of the Soule of faith in Christ p. 51. The sinners prayer to relie on Christ. p. 59. 6 Declaring the third part of true repentance p. 61. A most excellent prayer to be vsed at all times p. 62. 7 That our whole life ought and should be a continuall repentance A prayer for true repentance pag. 73. CHAP. III. COntaining six points belonging to a Christian life p. 76. The Christians prayer for a holy life and blessed death p. 79. 1 Point diligently to heare the Word of God learne to vnderstand it and to diuide and conueniently vse and practise it pag. 81. A prayer to the same effect p. 93. 2 Point daily to comfort himselfe in his Baptisme p. 96. A Meditation of thy Baptisme pag. 97. A prayer for a new life and faith in Christ. p. 99. 3 Point often to repaire to the Lordâ— Supper with due examination p. 102. A Meditation of the Soule for the receiuing of the holy Communion p. 10â— A Prayer when thou hast receiued the holy Communion p. 108 Another meditation of receiuing the holy Communion p. 109 Another prayer after the receiuing the holy Communion p. 115. 4 Wisely to behaue himselfe in all crosses and aduersities handled in seuen rules p. 120. 1 Rule concerning the crosse pag. 123. A prayer willingly to follow Christ in all crosses and afflictions p. 126. 2 Rule of bearing the crosse pag. 127. A prayer for obedience in the crosse of Christ. p. 128. 3 Rule how to beare the crosse of Christ patiently p. 129. A meditation of the Soule concerning the comfort which Christ doth giue vnto all those that suffer for his sake p. 130. A Prayer for stedfast faith in all afflictions p. 131. 4 Rule concerning the crosse of Christ. p. 132. 5 Rule concerning the crosse of Christ. p. 135. A prayer when we haue obtained faith in Christ. p. 138. 6 Rule concerning the crosse of Christ and the crosses of this life p. 139. A prayer for a true and liuely faith in Christ. p. 143 And last rule concerning the crosse of Christ p. 145 A meditation of the crosse of Christ. p. 146 A prayer for continuance in Faith p. 148 5 Poynt of a godlie and Christian life is to abide in his calling and vocation p. 149 A meditation of the frailtie of this Life p. 152 6 And last is the Soules meditation diligently to call on Gods name by earnest and feruent prayer p. 158 A most comfortable prayer to God for the gifts of the Spirit of prayer and accepting of our prayers p 163 CHAP. IIII. COntayneth how a Christian should behaue himselfe when God sendeth sicknesse vpon him p. 167 A prayer against sudden death p. 171 1 He mâ—st learne the true cause of his sicknâ—sse which is â—inne p. 173 A meditatiâ—n of the Soule learning to know the cause of sicknesse p. 175 A comfortable prayer in time of sicknesse p. 178 2 Diligently to feâ—ke for remission of sinne and to be reconciled vnto God p. 180 The sicke persons prayer and confession p. 181 3 To call on Gods name himseâ—fe and to cause the Saints aâ—d Congregation to doe the same p. 183 The siâ—kâ— persons prayer and protestâ—tion p. 186 4 Not to contemne the ordinarie meanâ—s of physicke the Lord hath appointed p 188 Another praâ—er for the patient p. 190 5 To bee pâ—tient if thy sicknesse continue p. 192 The sicke persons praier for patience p. 195 6 To comfort himselfe in his greatest extremitie that he is the Lords deare and adopted Sonne p. 196 The sicke persons prayer for comfort in affliction p. 200 7 To resist Sathans assaults by a liuely faith p. 204 The sicke persons prayer for consolation and victorie ouer all temptatious of Sathan p. 212 8 To render and submit himselfe to Gods good will and pleasure when the houre of death shall approach and to offer vp praises and thankes-giuing from thy very heart if thou beest restored to thy former health againe p. 214 A thanks-giuing after sicknesse p. 216 CHAP. V. COntayning a spirituall confutation of all worldly and fleshly thoughts which molest men when as they intend the art to die blessedly 1 How a man should be strengthened against the feare of death p. 220 A prayer against the feare of death p. 222 2 That manie for diuers causes doe long for death p. 224 A prayer for patience in trouble p. 227 3 If a man with a good conscience may pray for long life p 229 A meditation of the Soule
faithfull and godly affaires yea and as thy mother was left a widdow so wast thou also fatherlesse for Ioseph liued not long with thee therefore thou knowest both estates yea what is hid from thee ô thou searcher of hearts yea ô Lord Iesus thou becamest fatherlesse for all the poore orphans sakes I deliuer vnto thee now my fatherlesse children there receiue thou them it may well be that both I they shall praise and thanke thee therfore vpon that last day Blesse and replenish their hearts with true godlinesse their bodies with soundnesse according to thy will their life with Christian education and grant them whatsoeuer may comfort them in this world or in the world to come Satiate them with a long life and shew them thy saluation ô thou horne of my saluation Thou gouernest thy children maruellously Psal. 91.16 thou teachest and rulest them euermore they know thy voice and follow it grant them patience and mercie that they neuer separate themselues from thee and neuer desist from obedience and true loue to thee and their neighbours vntill thou shalt receiue them into those eternall and euerlasting habitations to be with my Sauiour in heauen for euermore Luk. 16.9 Amen CHAP. VI. Declaring how a Christian man shall willingly giue himselfe to die ouercome the bitternesse thereof and how in constant perseuerance hee may continue to the end Flesh. I Pray you shew mee how I may quiet the feare of death to the end I may willingly adayes which speech iâ— had of death Tush saâ— they a stout heart will ouercome death A Meditation of the Soulâ— against the feare of Death But deare Soule these are nothing else but fleshly and miserable cogitations for our owne courage shall neuer carrie coÌ„fort to the hart nor hope of eternall life For these wicked mens hearts are notwithstanding replenished with perplexitie and griefe for they know not to whom they should come to render their Soules O but the children of God haue a farre more forcible and pithie physicke against the feare of death yea a notable secret reuealed vnto them from aboue which is in true faith and cheerefull confidence in our Lord Iesus Christ which whosoeuer hath and thereby shall lay hold on him hath a preseruatiue and antidote against all the terrors and feares of death And why wilt thou O my Soule be afraid of death knowest thou whose thou art and what thou art thou art â—arth and must returne to earth but Iesus Christ is thy Life Col. 3.3 why mistrustest thou Death is thy Life knowest thou whither thou shalt goe Col. 3 3. Iohn 14.6 Behold Christ is the Way and Ladder to Heauen attend therefore thou must and kisse his Sonne and thou shalt not perish from the way Ps. 2.12 for blessed are they that put their trust in him for hauing him thou hast all things and without him all other things are naught The Sick-mans prayer and faith in Christ. Yea my Lord Iesus Christ thou diedst for my sinnes thou hast reconciled mee with thy father thou hast ouerthrowne death and meriâ—ted eternall life for them that constantly beleeue and hold out vnto the end Now therefore there ariseth mirth and joy in my heart and rest and peace and I count nothing of death for by thee Iesus Christ I haue remission of all my sinnes and am pure and righteous before God O he is a good mercifull father vnto mee I am his deare child and heauenlie heyre and now Lord Iesus I am thine own peculiar whom thou hast redeemed not with corruptible things as siluer and gold but with thy precious bloud as of a lambe without blemish and without spot And hast deliuered mee from hell yea I am thy brother and fellow heire and all that thou hast is mine yea I am thy beloued deere bride thy pleasure and thy joy thy treasure which thou hast dearely bought I am likewise the temple and habitation of thy holie spirit by whom I am sealed vnto the day of redemption yea Lord Iesus thou hast so reconciled and vnited mee that I am Bone of thy Bone and Flesh of thy Flesh yea all thy creatures should rather come to naught thaÌ„ that I should bee seperated from thy loue what then can death worke vpon mee surely nothing else but that I may more nearely approach vnto thee my God Therefore respect I not death but haue life in my thoughts and mind and speake of nothing else but life for Christ is vnto mee both in life and death againe yea I will sing and say with faithfull Iob Iob. 19.25.26.27 I know that my Redeemer liueth and that he shall stand at the later day vpon the earth and though after my skinne be perished wormes destroy this bodie yet in my flesh shall I see thee whom I shall see for my selfe and mine eyes shall behold and not an others Though my raynes bee consumed within mee Lord Iesus Christ thou knowest that I both beleeue in thee and by my faith remaine with thee eternally yea and I also know that I beleeue in thee and feele the sweetenesse of my faith taste of euerlasting life in my heart Thou art mine and I am thine and I am possessor of all that thou hast as life with euerlasting peace and joy what account I then these transitorie things Hauing thee I haue all things I could wish both earthly and heauenly A way with this temporall pleasure and beautie of this life and all other fading and perishing things for thou Lord Iesus art my comfort alone my goods and wealth my honour delight and euerlasting riches I haue trusted in thy mercie my heart shall rejoyce in thy Saluation O how dearely loue I thee Ps. 13.5 Ps. 18.1 Ps. 28.7 ô Lord my strength ô Lord my rocke my sheild the horne of my saluation and strong defence Such faith such loue burneth in my heart to thee Lord Iesus the which hath so possessed mee and incouraged mee that I am affraid neither of death nor distresse for I am sure that death it selfe and all things shall worke together for my best Now come Lord when thou wilt come I say I am certainely and surely persuaded that in thee and by thee I shall haue life and euerlasting contentment then come Lord Iesus â—hoâ— true God conclude this life destroy thou the last enemie which is death place me in my fathers inheritance whereof I haue thy bloud sprinckled on my heart an vndoubted pawne I am far from home heere and a forrâ—iner in a strange countrey take me home to mine owne that there I may sit at thy table with Abraham Isaak and Iacob that as Iohn enclined on thy bosome at the last Supper so I may rest my wearied soule on thee my God for euer Amen Flesh. I haue truely conceiued comfort and and life in mine heart if I could constantly keepe it but I am afraid my faith will decay in time of triall Spirit Thou hast thine owne
sustayning it the more Sathan winneth thee the more effectuall is my intercession that thy Faith fayle not the feebler thy faith is in appreheÌ„ding mee the more powerfull is my Spirit in apprehending thee and in ioyning thee inseperably with mee I wil not condemne the least measure of my grace bestowed vpon thee neyther take it away after it is once bestowed but rather to him that hath will I giue Mat. â—5 29 vntill he haue aboundance Hee that hath one taleÌ„t shall haue it double I doe reproue for small faith but neuer for weake faith no not him who in the sence of his weaknesse sayd vnto mee Mar 9.24 Lord I beleeue helpe my vnbeliefe The SOVLE O Lord increase my faith Luk. 1.68 Blessed be thou Lord God of Israel because thou hast visited and redeemed my Soule and hast raysed vp the horne of saluation vnto mee that beeing deliuered from my enemies and the hands of all that hate mee I should serue thee without feare all the dayes of my life in holinesse and righteousnesse before thee O how great is that peace of conscience and ioy in the Holie Ghost which may be tasted but cannot be vttered Now will I not dispute against my selfe longer for my actions for beeing displeased with my person I cannot be pleased with my doings The body of sinne shall neuer be from me while I liue the skum thereof is euer boyling in mee foming out stinking sauour in my mind I am wearie of my sinne yet there is no time too late to repent I will not count what I haue beene but what I would bee My workes will do nothing in the matter of my iustification which from thee in thee is freely giuen mee I cannot resist Sathan it is not possible I canne encounter him but in thee I am more than a Conqueror ouer them all Neuer one fulfilled the Law but thou and that thou hast giuen mee My conscience seruing the Lawe of Grace is a glorious Prince to triumph ouer sinne CHRIST O How faire art thou now my Loue Cant. 1.15 how fayre arâ— thou Thou hast Doues-eyes Thou hast seene thy shadow in the Water of Life I haue brought thee â—o the banquetting-house and my Banner ouer thee is Loue Ibid. 2.4 So much right haue thie sins against thee as how much they could doe against mee thou art in me and I in thee I haue become sinne for thee and Death like a Humming-Bee hath lost it sting I will tell thee deare soule the Wife is not suable but the Husband I haue made all thy enemies sufficient answer who shall iudge thee I am Iudge and acquite thee Loe heare my sentence I will not thy death To excuse thee I am better than the best man of Lawe euer was I was accursed for thee I am thy Law and libertie for sin I am thie Righteousnesse against Sathan thie Sauiour against Death thy Life Lay downe thy head in my lap with my beloued Iohn and take thy rest The SOVLE MEe-thinkes I heare â—he voyce of my beloued behold he commeth leaping ouer the Mountaines of my sinnes Cant. 2.8 skipping vpon the Hillâ— of my griefes Haue mercie vpon mee heale my soule for I haue sinned against thee forgiue all my iâ—iquities and heale all my infirmities yea thou healest those that are broken in heart and bindest vp their sores Why art thou cast downe oh my Soule and why art thou disquieted within mee Wait still on God for I will yet giue him thankes hee is my present helpe and my God Yet my Soule keep thou silence before God of him commeth thy saluation He is thy strength therfore shalt thou not much bee moued Henceforth sweet Iesus I will not measure thy loue by my sence humor neyther can any temptation ouer-take mee but such as hath fallen in the nature of man which haue all found mercie at thie hands that thou mightest bee feared Auoyd Sathan I am not vnder the Law but vnder grace My sinnes are not only pardonable but pardoned and from this time my conuersation is in Heauen But alas I doe yet dailie hourâ—lie and eâ—uerie minute sinne against thee Gen. 6.5 yea and euerie imagiâ—nation of the thoughts of my heart are onelie euill continually Because of my corrupâ—ion I am vnworthie and vnfit for the kingdome of heauen And where is then that weake faith which thoâ— earst requiredst in mee CHRIST I haue fulfilled the law that thou by mee 2. Co. 5.21 might be made my Righteousnesse for I did alwaies the things that pleased my father to abolish thy corâ—ruption Haue I not Ioh. 8.21 for thy sake sanctified my selfe In me are all the promises of God are 2. Cor. 1. yea and Amen vnto the glorie of God by thee For it pleased the Father that in mee all fulnesse should dwell in whom thou also art perfected for there is no condemnation to them that are in Mee I am thy Aduocate to pleade thie cause yea rather my own cause The question is not of thie worthinesse which thou renouncest but of the merit of my obedience and value of my death vnto thy saluation thy faith dependeth not vpon thy aduersaries testimonie It is enough that thou feelest by my grace that thou beleeuest yea that thou mayest the rather persuade thy selfe of Faith because he saith Thou hast none knowing that Sathan is not only a Murtherer from the beginning Ioh 8 44. and abode not in the truth but also a Lyer and the Father of it He is a notorious Deceiuer vnwoâ—thie of credit so ofâ— silâ—nced by mee and my seruants Mar 2.24 Act. 16. â—â— Content thee to haue a competent knowledge of the Mysterie of thy Saluation by Mee And whereas thou afflicted Soule desirest nothing more than to beleeue though thou feele not a present operation of comfort by faith yet that desire argueth a secret sence which thou now canst not easily discerne with assurance of better estate in time to come Esa. 65.13 Mat 5.6 Luk. 15.3 for thou art blessed that hungeredst for righteousnes I will surely fil such with good things This secret seed of faith nourished by my Spirit in thee witnesseth Sathans ejection out of thee by thy resistance which is a part of a former worke in thee Disquiet not thy heart for that thou wantest make vse of that thou hast which though it seeme little to thee yet is more thaÌ„ Sathan is able to ouercome Hee that fighteth is not yetcaptiue he â—hat staÌ„deth against his enemies face is not vanquished yea thy holding out in so great weakenesse argueth that thou standest by a greater strength than thy owne and shalt in the end triumph Rom. 8.10 For though the bodie bee deade in respâ—ct of Sinne yet the Spirit is Life for righteousnesse sake The Sinnes tâ—erefore proceeding from thie Corruption Rom. 7.17 are not thine but Workes of the Flesh wounded vnto death by My Death and shall bee abolished