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4.6_o 12.10_o 5_o pour_v into_o his_o heart_n the_o gift_n of_o sanctify_a prayer_n 6_o persuade_v he_o that_o both_o he_o and_o his_o prayer_n be_v accept_v and_o hear_v of_o god_n 8.16.27_o for_o christ_n his_o mediator_n sake_n 7_o fill_v he_o with_o 1_o peace_n of_o conscience_n 14.17_o 2_o joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o comparison_n whereof_o all_o earthly_a joy_n seem_v vilâ—_n &_o vain_a unto_o he_o 6_o he_o have_v a_o recovery_n of_o his_o 2.7.8_o sovereignty_n over_o the_o creature_n which_o he_o lose_v by_o adam_n fall_n &_o from_o thence_o free_a etc._n liberty_n of_o use_v all_o thing_n which_o god_n have_v not_o 21_o restrain_v so_o that_o he_o may_v use_v they_o with_o a_o good_a 2.7_o conscience_n for_o to_o all_o thing_n in_o heaven_n and_o
recompense_v i_o according_a to_o my_o desert_n 106.17_o the_o earth_n as_o weary_a of_o such_o a_o sinful_a burden_n shall_v open_v her_o mouth_n and_o swallow_v i_o up_o like_o one_o of_o dathans_n family_n 2.4_o into_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n of_o hell_n for_o if_o thou_o do_v not_o spare_v the_o natural_a branch_n those_o angel_n of_o glorious_a excellency_n but_o hurl_v they_o down_o from_o the_o heavenly_a habitation_n into_o the_o pain_n of_o hellish_a darkness_n to_o be_v keep_v unto_o damnation_n when_o they_o sin_v but_o once_o against_o thy_o majesty_n and_o do_v expel_v our_o first_o parent_n out_o of_o paradise_n 3.23_o when_o they_o do_v but_o transgress_v one_o of_o thy_o law_n alas_o what_o vengeance_n may_v i_o expect_v who_o have_v not_o offend_v in_o one_o sin_n only_o 2.5_o heap_v daily_a sin_n upon_o sin_n without_o any_o true_a repentance_n drink_v iniquity_n as_o it_o be_v water_n 15.16_o ever_o pour_v in_o but_o never_o pour_v out_o any_o filthynesse_n and_o have_v trangress_v not_o one_o but_o all_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o commandment_n yea_o this_o present_a day_n which_o thou_o have_v straight_o command_v i_o to_o keep_v holy_a to_o thy_o praise_n and_o worship_n i_o have_v not_o so_o religious_o keep_v and_o observe_v nor_o prepare_v my_o soul_n in_o that_o holiness_n and_o chastity_n of_o heart_n as_o be_v fit_a to_o meet_v thy_o bless_a majesty_n in_o the_o holy_a assembly_n of_o thy_o saint_n i_o have_v not_o attend_v to_o the_o preach_n of_o thy_o word_n nor_o to_o the_o administration_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n with_o that_o humility_n reverence_n and_o devotion_n that_o i_o shall_v for_o though_o i_o be_v present_a at_o those_o holy_a exercise_n in_o my_o body_n yet_o lord_n i_o be_v overtake_v with_o much_o drowsiness_n and_o when_o i_o be_v awake_a my_o mind_n be_v so_o distract_v and_o carry_v away_o with_o vain_a and_o worldly_a thought_n that_o my_o soul_n seem_v to_o be_v absent_a and_o out_o of_o the_o church_n i_o have_v not_o so_o due_o as_o i_o shall_v meditate_a with_o myself_o nor_o confer_v with_o my_o family_n upon_o those_o good_a instruction_n which_o we_o have_v hear_v and_o receive_v out_o of_o thy_o holy_a word_n by_o the_o public_a ministry_n for_o default_v whereof_o satan_n have_v steal_v the_o most_o part_n of_o these_o instruction_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n and_o i_o wretched_a creature_n have_v forget_v they_o as_o though_o they_o have_v never_o be_v hear_v and_o my_o family_n do_v not_o thrive_v in_o knowledge_n and_o sanctification_n under_o my_o government_n as_o they_o shall_v though_o i_o know_v where_o many_o of_o my_o poor_a brethren_n live_v in_o want_n and_o necessity_n and_o some_o in_o pain_n and_o comfortless_a yet_o i_o have_v not_o remember_v to_o relieve_v the_o one_o with_o my_o alm_n nor_o the_o other_o with_o consolation_n but_o i_o have_v feast_v myself_o and_o satisfy_v i_o own_o lust_n i_o have_v spend_v the_o most_o part_n of_o the_o day_n in_o idle_a talk_n vain_a sport_n and_o exercise_n yea_o lord_n i_o have_v etc._n etc._n say_v and_o for_o all_o these_o my_o sin_n my_o conscience_n cry_v guilty_a thy_o law_n condemn_v i_o and_o i_o be_o in_o thy_o hand_n to_o receive_v the_o sentence_n and_o curse_v that_o be_v due_a to_o the_o wilful_a breach_n of_o so_o holy_a a_o commandment_n but_o what_o if_o i_o be_o by_o thy_o law_n condemn_v yet_o lord_n thy_o gospel_n assure_v i_o that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o thy_o work_n 2.13_o that_o thy_o grace_n transcend_v thy_o law_n and_o thy_o goodness_n delight_v there_o to_o reign_v where_o sin_n do_v most_o abound_v 5.20_o in_o the_o multitude_n therefore_o of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o merit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n my_o saviour_n i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o despise_v not_o the_o sigh_v of_o a_o contrite_a heart_n nor_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o a_o penitent_a sinner_n to_o pardon_v and_o forgive_v i_o all_o those_o my_o sin_n and_o all_o the_o error_n of_o this_o day_n 33.11_o and_o of_o my_o whole_a life_n and_o free_a my_o soul_n from_o that_o curse_n and_o judgement_n which_o be_v due_a unto_o i_o for_o they_o thou_o that_o do_v justify_v the_o contrite_a publican_n for_o four_o word_n of_o confession_n etc._n and_o receive_v the_o prodigal_a child_n when_o he_o have_v spend_v all_o the_o stock_n of_o thy_o grace_n into_o favour_n upon_o his_o repentance_n pardon_v my_o sin_n likewise_o o_o lord_n and_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o perish_v for_o my_o transgression_n oh_o spare_v i_o and_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o favour_n again_o will_v thou_o o_o lord_n reject_v i_o who_o have_v receive_v all_o publican_n harlot_n and_o sinner_n 21.31.32_o that_o upon_o repentance_n sue_v to_o thou_o for_o grace_n shall_v i_o alone_o be_v exclude_v from_o thy_o mercy_n far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o to_o think_v so_o for_o thou_o be_v the_o same_o god_n of_o mercy_n unto_o i_o that_o thou_o be_v unto_o they_o and_o thy_o compassion_n never_o fail_v 3.22_o wherefore_o o_o lord_n deal_v not_o with_o i_o after_o my_o merit_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n execute_v not_o thy_o severe_a justice_n against_o i_o a_o sinner_n but_o exercise_v thy_o long_a sufferance_n in_o forbear_v thy_o own_o creature_n i_o have_v nothing_o to_o present_v unto_o thou_o for_o a_o satisfaction_n but_o only_o the_o bloody_a wound_n and_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n which_o thy_o bless_a son_n my_o only_a saviour_n have_v suffer_v for_o i_o he_o in_o who_o only_o thou_o be_v well_o please_v i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o for_o all_o my_o sin_n wherewith_o thou_o be_v displease_v he_o be_v my_o mediator_n the_o request_n of_o who_o blood_n speak_v better_a thing_n then_o that_o of_o abel_n 12.24_o thy_o mercy_n can_v never_o gainsay_v illuminate_v my_o understanding_n and_o sanctify_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o may_v bring_v to_o my_o remembrance_n all_o those_o good_a and_o profitable_a lesson_n which_o this_o day_n and_o at_o other_o time_n have_v be_v teach_v i_o out_o of_o thy_o holy_a word_n that_o i_o may_v remember_v thy_o commandment_n to_o keep_v they_o thy_o judgement_n to_o avoid_v they_o and_o thy_o sweet_a promise_n to_o rely_v upon_o they_o in_o time_n of_o misery_n and_o distress_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n i_o resign_v myself_o to_o thy_o most_o holy_a will_n oh_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o favour_n and_o so_o draw_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n unto_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v as_o well_o be_v thou_o by_o love_n and_o imitation_n as_o by_o call_v and_o creation_n and_o give_v i_o grace_v so_o to_o keep_v holy_a thy_o sabbaths_n in_o this_o life_n as_o that_o when_o this_o life_n be_v end_v i_o may_v with_o all_o thy_o saint_n and_o angel_n celebrate_v a_o eternal_a sabbath_n of_o joy_n and_o praise_n to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o most_o glorious_a name_n in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n for_o evermore_o amen_n and_o then_o call_v thy_o family_n together_o shut_v up_o the_o sabbath_n with_o the_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n before_o prescribe_v for_o thy_o family_n and_o the_o lord_n will_v give_v thou_o that_o night_n a_o more_o sweet_a and_o quiet_a rest_n then_o ordinary_a and_o prosper_v thou_o the_o better_a in_o all_o the_o labour_n of_o the_o week_n follow_v thus_o far_o of_o the_o ordinary_a practice_n of_o piety_n both_o in_o private_a and_o public_a now_o follow_v the_o extraordinary_a practice_n of_o piety_n whereby_o god_n be_v glorify_v in_o our_o life_n the_o extraordinary_a practice_n of_o piety_n consist_v either_o in_o fast_v or_o in_o feast_v 1_o of_o the_o practice_n of_o piety_n in_o fast_v jeiunium_fw-la there_o be_v diverse_a kind_n of_o fast_v first_o coactum_fw-la a_o constrain_v fast_o as_o when_o man_n either_o have_v not_o food_n to_o eat_v as_o in_o the_o 6.26_o famine_n of_o samaria_n or_o have_v food_n can_v eat_v it_o for_o heaviness_n or_o sickness_n as_o it_o befall_v they_o who_o be_v in_o the_o 27.33_o ship_n with_o saint_n paul_n this_o be_v rather_o famine_n then_o fast_v second_o a_o natural_a fast_o 1._o which_o we_o under-take_v physical_o for_o the_o health_n of_o our_o body_n three_o politicum_fw-la a_o civil_a fast_o which_o the_o magistrate_n enjoin_v for_o the_o better_a maintenance_n of_o the_o commonwealth_n that_o by_o use_v fish_n as_o well_o as_o flesh_n there_o may_v be_v great_a plenty_n of_o both_o miraculosum_fw-la four_o a_o miraculous_a fast_o as_o the_o forty_o day_n fast_o of_o moses_n and_o elias_n the_o type_n and_o of_o christ_n the_o substance_n this_o be_v rather_o to_o be_v admire_v then_o imitate_v quotidianum_fw-la five_o a_o daily_a fast_a when_o a_o man_n be_v careful_a to_o use_v the_o creature_n of_o god_n with_o such_o moderation_n that_o he_o be_v not_o make_v heavy_a but_o more_o cheerful_a to_o serve_v god_n and_o
but_o thou_o 14.4_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o helper_n of_o the_o helpless_a and_o in_o thou_o the_o fatherless_a find_v mercy_n for_o though_o my_o sin_n be_v exceed_o great_a yet_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n far_o exceed_v they_o all_o neither_o can_v i_o commit_v so_o many_o as_o thy_o grace_n can_v remit_v and_o pardon_v wash_v therefore_o o_o christ_n my_o sin_n with_o the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n especial_o those_o sin_n which_o from_o a_o penitent_a heart_n i_o have_v confess_v unto_o thou_o but_o chief_o o_o lord_n for_o christ_n his_o sake_n forgive_v i_o conscience_n and_o see_v that_o of_o thy_o love_n thou_o do_v lay_v down_o thy_o life_n for_o my_o ransom_n when_o i_o be_v thy_o enemy_n oh_o save_v now_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n when_o it_o shall_v cost_v thou_o but_o a_o smile_n upon_o i_o or_o a_o gracious_a appearance_n in_o thy_o father_n sight_n in_o my_o behalf_n reconcile_v i_o once_o again_o o_o merciful_a mediator_n unto_o thy_o father_n for_o though_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o can_v please_v he_o yet_o i_o know_v that_o in_o thou_o and_o for_o thy_o sake_n 3.17_o he_o be_v well_o please_v with_o all_o who_o thou_o accepte_v and_o love_v and_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n remove_v this_o sickness_n from_o i_o and_o restore_v i_o to_o my_o former_a health_n again_o that_o i_o may_v live_v long_o to_o set_v forth_o thy_o glory_n and_o to_o be_v a_o comfort_n to_o my_o friend_n which_o depend_v upon_o i_o and_o procure_v to_o myself_o a_o more_o settle_a assurance_n of_o that_o heavenly_a inheritance_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o i_o and_o then_o lord_n thou_o shall_v see_v how_o religious_o and_o wise_o i_o shall_v redeem_v the_o time_n 5.16_o which_o heretofore_o i_o have_v so_o lewd_o and_o profane_o spend_v and_o to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v the_o soon_o and_o the_o easy_a be_v deliver_v from_o this_o pain_n and_o sickness_n direct_v i_o o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o thy_o divine_a providence_n to_o such_o a_o physician_n and_o helper_n as_o that_o by_o thy_o blessing_n upon_o thy_o mean_n i_o may_v recover_v my_o former_a health_n and_o welfare_n again_o and_o good_a lord_n vouchsafe_v that_o as_o thou_o have_v send_v this_o sickness_n unto_o i_o so_o thou_o will_v likewise_o be_v please_v to_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n into_o my_o heart_n whereby_o this_o present_a sickness_n may_v be_v sanctify_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v use_v it_o as_o thy_o school_n wherein_o i_o may_v learn_v to_o know_v the_o greatness_n of_o my_o misery_n and_o the_o riches_n of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o humble_v at_o the_o one_o that_o i_o despair_v not_o of_o the_o other_o and_o that_o i_o may_v so_o renounce_v all_o confidence_n of_o help_n in_o myself_o or_o in_o any_o other_o creature_n that_o i_o may_v only_o put_v the_o whole_a rest_n of_o my_o salvation_n in_o thy_o all_o sufficient_a merit_n and_o forasmuch_o as_o thou_o know_v lord_n how_o weak_a a_o vessel_n i_o be_o full_a of_o frailty_n and_o imperfection_n and_o that_o by_o nature_n i_o be_o angry_a and_o froward_a under_o every_o cross_n and_o affliction_n o_o lord_n 3.27_o who_o be_v the_o giver_n of_o all_o good_a gift_n arm_v i_o with_o patience_n to_o endure_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o pleasure_n and_o of_o thy_o mercy_n lie_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o 10.13_o than_o i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o endure_v and_o suffer_v give_v i_o grace_n to_o behave_v myself_o in_o all_o patience_n love_n and_o meekness_n unto_o those_o that_o shall_v come_v and_o visit_v i_o that_o i_o may_v thankful_o receive_v and_o willing_o embrace_v all_o good_a counsel_n &_o consolation_n from_o they_o and_o that_o they_o may_v likewise_o see_v in_o i_o such_o good_a example_n of_o patience_n and_o hear_v from_o i_o such_o godly_a lesson_n of_o comfort_n as_o may_v be_v argument_n of_o my_o christian_a faith_n and_o profession_n and_o instruction_n unto_o they_o how_o to_o behave_v themselves_o when_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o to_o visit_v they_o with_o the_o like_a affliction_n or_o sickness_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deserve_v to_o die_v and_o i_o desire_v not_o long_o to_o live_v then_o to_o amend_v my_o wicked_a life_n and_o in_o some_o better_a measure_n to_o set_v forth_o thy_o glory_n therefore_o o_o father_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n restore_v i_o to_o health_n again_o and_o grant_v i_o a_o long_a life_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v according_a to_o thy_o eternal_a decree_n appoint_v by_o this_o sickness_n to_o call_v for_o i_o out_o of_o this_o transitory_a life_n i_o resign_v myself_o into_o thy_o hand_n and_o holy_a pleasure_n thy_o bless_a will_n be_v do_v 31.5_o whether_o it_o be_v by_o life_n or_o by_o death_n only_o i_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o mercy_n forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o prepare_v my_o poor_a soul_n that_o by_o a_o true_a faith_n and_o unfeigned_a repentance_n shâ—e_v may_v be_v ready_a against_o the_o time_n that_o thou_o shall_v call_v for_o she_o out_o of_o my_o sick_a and_o sinful_a body_n o_o heavenly_a father_n who_o be_v the_o hearer_n of_o prayer_n hear_v thou_o in_o heaven_n this_o my_o prayer_n 39.8_o and_o in_o this_o extremity_n grant_v i_o these_o request_n not_o for_o any_o worthiness_n that_o be_v in_o i_o but_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o belove_a son_n jesus_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o mediator_n for_o who_o sake_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o hear_v we_o 16.23_o and_o to_o grant_v whatsoever_o we_o shall_v ask_v of_o thou_o in_o his_o name_n in_o his_o name_n therefore_o and_o in_o his_o own_o word_n i_o conclude_v this_o my_o unperfect_a prayer_n say_v our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n have_v thus_o reconcile_v thyself_o with_o god_n in_o christ_n 1_o let_v thy_o next_o care_n be_v to_o set_v thy_o house_n in_o order_n as_o isaiah_n advise_v king_n ezechias_n 38.1_o make_v thy_o last_o will_n and_o testament_n if_o it_o be_v not_o already_o make_v if_o it_o 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death_n and_o not_o thou_o for_o the_o portion_n that_o thou_o leave_v they_o if_o thou_o have_v no_o child_n and_o the_o lord_n have_v bless_v thou_o with_o a_o great_a portion_n of_o the_o good_n of_o this_o world_n and_o if_o thou_o mean_v to_o bestow_v they_o upon_o any_o charitable_a or_o pious_a use_n put_v not_o over_o that_o good_a work_n to_o the_o trust_n of_o other_o seeing_z thou_o see_v how_o most_o of_o other_o man_n executor_n prove_v almost_o executioner_n and_o if_o friend_n be_v so_o unfaithful_a in_o a_o man_n life_n how_o much_o great_a cause_n have_v thou_o to_o distrust_v their_o fidelity_n after_o thy_o death_n lamentable_a experience_n show_v how_o many_o deadmen_n will_n have_v
be_v in_o distress_n and_o misery_n whereby_o we_o learn_v to_o have_v a_o fellow-feeling_n of_o their_o calamity_n and_o to_o condole_v their_o estate_n 13.3_o as_o if_o we_o suffer_v with_o they_o and_o for_o this_o cause_n christ_n himself_o will_v suffer_v and_o be_v tempt_v in_o all_o thing_n like_v unto_o we_o sin_n only_o except_v 5.8.9_o that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o merciful_a high_a priest_n touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o our_o infirmity_n for_o none_o can_v so_o hearty_o bemoan_v the_o misery_n of_o another_o as_o he_o who_o first_o suffer_v himself_o the_o same_o affliction_n hereupon_o a_o sinner_n in_o misery_n may_v bold_o say_v unto_o christ_n non_fw-la ignare_fw-la mali_fw-la miseris_fw-la succurrito_fw-la christ_n our_o frailty_n since_o o_o christ_n thou_o do_v perceive_v condole_v our_o state_n who_o still_o in_o frailty_n cleave_v 8_o god_n use_v our_o sickness_n and_o affliction_n as_o mean_n and_o example_n both_o to_o 29._o manifest_v unto_o other_o the_o faith_n and_o virtue_n which_o he_o have_v bestow_v upon_o we_o as_o also_o to_o strengthen_v those_o who_o have_v not_o receive_v so_o great_a a_o measure_n of_o faith_n as_o we_o for_o there_o can_v be_v no_o great_a encouragement_n to_o a_o weak_a christian_a then_o to_o behold_v a_o true_a professor_n in_o the_o extreme_a sickness_n of_o his_o body_n support_v with_o great_a patience_n and_o consolation_n in_o his_o soul_n and_o the_o comfortable_a and_o bless_a departure_n of_o such_o a_o man_n will_v arm_v he_o against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o assure_v he_o that_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o godly_a be_v a_o far_o more_o precious_a thing_n than_o that_o flesh_n and_o blood_n can_v understand_v or_o mortal_a eye_n behold_v in_o this_o vale_n of_o misery_n and_o be_v it_o not_o that_o we_o do_v see_v many_o of_o those_o who_o we_o know_v to_o be_v the_o undoubted_a child_n of_o god_n to_o have_v endure_v such_o affliction_n and_o calamity_n before_o us._n the_o greatness_n of_o the_o misery_n and_o cross_n which_o oft_o time_n we_o endure_v will_v make_v we_o doubt_v whether_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n or_o no._n and_o to_o this_o purpose_n saint_n james_n say_v god_n make_v job_n and_o the_o prophet_n a_o example_n of_o suffer_a adversity_n and_o of_o long_a patience_n 9_o by_o affliction_n god_n make_v we_o conformable_a to_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n his_o son_n 24._o who_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o our_o salvation_n be_v make_v perfect_a through_o suffering_n and_o therefore_o he_o first_o bear_v the_o cross_n in_o shame_n before_o he_o be_v crown_v with_o glory_n and_o do_v first_o taste_v gall_n before_o he_o do_v eat_v the_o honey_n comb_n and_o be_v first_o deride_v king_n of_o the_o jew_n by_o the_o soldier_n in_o the_o high_a priest_n hall_n 24.7_o before_o he_o be_v salute_v king_n of_o glory_n by_o the_o angle_n in_o his_o father_n court_n and_o the_o more_o lively_a our_o heavenly_a father_n shall_v perceive_v the_o image_n of_o his_o 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31._o not_o always_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o child_n respect_v their_o sin_n but_o sometime_o lay_v affliction_n and_o cross_n upon_o they_o for_o his_o glory_n sake_n thus_o our_o saviour_n christ_n tell_v his_o disciple_n that_o the_o man_n be_v not_o bear_v blind_a for_o his_o own_o 9.3_o or_o his_o parent_n sin_n but_o that_o the_o work_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v show_v on_o he_o so_o he_o tell_v they_o likewise_o 11.4_o that_o lazarus_n sickness_n be_v not_o unto_o the_o death_n but_o for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n o_o the_o unspeakable_a goodness_n of_o god_n which_o turn_v those_o affliction_n which_o be_v the_o shame_n and_o punishment_n due_a to_o our_o sin_n to_o be_v the_o subject_n of_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n these_o be_v the_o bless_a and_o profitable_a end_n wherefore_o god_n send_v sickness_n and_o affliction_n upon_o his_o child_n whereby_o it_o may_v plain_o appear_v juda_n that_o affliction_n be_v not_o sign_n either_o of_o god_n hatred_n or_o of_o our_o reprobation_n but_o rather_o token_n and_o pledge_n of_o his_o fatherly_a love_n unto_o his_o child_n who_o he_o love_v and_o therefore_o chasten_v they_o in_o this_o life_n where_o upon_o repentance_n there_o remain_v hope_n of_o pardon_n rather_o than_o to_o refer_v the_o punishment_n to_o that_o life_n where_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o pardon_n nor_o end_n of_o punishment_n for_o this_o cause_n the_o christian_n in_o the_o 23._o primitive_a church_n be_v wont_a to_o give_v god_n great_a thanks_n for_o afflict_v they_o in_o this_o life_n so_o the_o apostle_n rejoice_v that_o they_o be_v count_v worthy_a to_o suffer_v for_o christ_n name_n act._n 5.41_o and_o the_o christian_a hebrew_n suffer_v with_o joy_n the_o spoil_n of_o their_o good_n know_v that_o they_o have_v in_o heaven_n a_o better_a and_o a_o endure_a substance_n heb._n 10.34_o and_o in_o respect_n of_o these_o holy_a end_n the_o apostle_n say_v that_o though_o no_o affliction_n for_o the_o present_a seem_v 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the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n stream_v with_o five_o bloody_a wound_n not_o of_o a_o trouble_v angel_n but_o of_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n presence_n 14.33_o trouble_v with_o the_o wrath_n due_a to_o thy_o sin_n who_o descend_v into_o hell_n to_o restore_v thou_o to_o save_v health_n and_o heaven_n return_v not_o now_o with_o the_o dog_n to_o thy_o own_o vomit_n nor_o like_o the_o wash_a sow_n to_o wallow_v again_o in_o the_o mire_n of_o thy_o former_a sin_n and_o uncleanness_n lest_o be_v entangle_v and_o overcome_v again_o with_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n which_o now_o thou_o have_v escape_v thy_o latter_a end_n prove_v worse_o than_o thy_o first_o beginning_n 2.20.22_o twice_o therefore_o do_v our_o saviour_n christ_n give_v the_o same_o cautionary_a warning_n to_o heal_v sinner_n first_o to_o the_o man_n cure_v of_o his_o 38_o year_n disease_n behold_v 5.14_o thou_o be_v make_v whole_a sin_n no_o more_o lest_o a_o worse_a thing_n fall_v unto_o thou_o second_o to_o the_o woman_n 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my_o hand_n and_o see_v that_o i_o can_v never_o be_v able_a to_o repay_v thy_o goodness_n with_o acceptable_a workâ—_n oh_o that_o i_o can_v with_o mary_n magdalen_n testify_v the_o â—ove_n and_o thankfulness_n of_o my_o heart_n with_o abound_a tear_n oh_o what_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o render_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n for_o all_o these_o benefit_n which_o thou_o have_v bestow_v upon_o my_o soul_n sure_o as_o in_o my_o sickness_n when_o i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v unto_o thou_o i_o offer_v christ_n and_o his_o merit_n unto_o thou_o as_o a_o ransom_n for_o my_o sin_n so_o be_v now_o restore_v by_o thy_o grace_n unto_o my_o health_n and_o strength_n and_o have_v no_o better_a thing_n to_o give_v behold_v o_o lord_n i_o do_v here_o offer_v up_o my_o self_n unto_o thou_o 12.1_o beseech_v thou_o so_o to_o assist_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o the_o remainder_n of_o my_o life_n may_v whole_o be_v spend_v in_o set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n and_o glory_n o_o lord_n 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health_n renew_v in_o i_o o_o lord_n a_o right_a spirit_n which_o may_v free_v i_o from_o the_o slavery_n of_o sin_n and_o establish_v my_o heart_n in_o the_o service_n of_o grace_n work_v in_o i_o a_o great_a detestation_n of_o all_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o anger_n and_o my_o sickness_n and_o increase_v my_o faith_n in_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v the_o author_n of_o my_o health_n and_o salvation_n let_v thy_o good_a spirit_n lead_v i_o in_o the_o way_n 2.12_o that_o i_o shall_v walk_v and_o teach_v i_o to_o deny_v all_o ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n &_o to_o live_v sober_o righteous_o and_o godly_a in_o this_o world_n that_o other_o by_o my_o example_n may_v think_v better_o of_o thy_o truth_n and_o since_o this_o time_n which_o i_o have_v yet_o to_o live_v be_v but_o a_o little_a respite_n and_o small_a remnant_n of_o day_n which_o can_v long_o continue_v teach_v i_o 1â—_n o_o my_o god_n so_o to_o number_v my_o day_n that_o i_o may_v apply_v my_o heart_n to_o that_o spiritual_a wisdom_n which_o direct_v to_o salvation_n and_o to_o this_o end_n make_v i_o more_o zealous_a than_o i_o have_v be_v in_o religion_n more_o devout_a in_o prayer_n more_o fervent_a in_o spirit_n more_o careful_a to_o hear_v and_o profit_v by_o the_o preach_n of_o thy_o gospel_n more_o helpefull_a to_o my_o poor_a brethren_n more_o watchful_a over_o my_o way_n more_o faithful_a in_o my_o call_n and_o every_o way_n more_o abundant_a in_o all_o good_a work_n let_v i_o in_o the_o joyful_a time_n of_o prosperity_n fear_v the_o evil_a day_n of_o affliction_n in_o the_o time_n of_o health_n think_v of_o sickness_n in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n make_v myself_o ready_a for_o death_n and_o when_o death_n approach_v prepare_v myself_o for_o judgement_n let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o express_a thankfulness_n unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o therefore_o o_o lord_n i_o do_v here_o from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n together_o with_o the_o thousand_o thousand_o of_o angel_n the_o four_o beast_n and_o twenty_o four_o elder_n etc._n and_o all_o the_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o on_o the_o earth_n acknowledge_v to_o be_v due_a unto_o thou_o o_o father_n which_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n thy_o son_n who_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o to_o the_o holy_a spirit_n which_o proceed_v from_o both_o the_o holy_a trinity_n of_o person_n in_o unity_n of_o substance_n all_o praise_n honour_n glory_n and_o power_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n meditation_n for_o one_o that_o be_v like_a to_o die_v if_o thy_o sickness_n be_v like_a to_o increase_v unto_o death_n
heaven_n rest_n and_o how_o many_o stripe_n do_v you_o esteem_v heaven_n worth_n as_o your_o life_n have_v be_v a_o comfort_n to_o other_o so_o give_v your_o friend_n a_o christian_a example_n to_o die_v and_o deceive_v the_o devil_n as_o job_n do_v it_o be_v but_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n send_v before_o to_o crucify_v the_o love_n of_o this_o world_n in_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v go_v eternal_o to_o live_v with_o christ_n who_o be_v crucify_v for_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v therefore_o a_o true_a christian_a take_v up_o like_o simon_n of_o cyrene_n with_o both_o thy_o arm_n his_o holy_a cross_n carry_v it_o after_o he_o unto_o he_o thy_o pain_n will_v short_o pass_v thy_o joy_n shall_v never_o pass_v away_o consolation_n against_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n if_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o sickness_n thou_o find_v thyself_o fearful_a to_o die_v meditate_v 1_o that_o it_o argue_v a_o dastardly_a mind_n to_o fear_v that_o which_o be_v not_o for_o in_o the_o church_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v no_o death_n isaiah_n 25.7.8_o and_o whosoever_o live_v and_o believe_v in_o christ_n shall_v never_o die_v john_n 11.26_o let_v they_o fear_v death_n who_o live_v without_o christ_n christian_n die_v not_o but_o when_o they_o please_v god_n they_o be_v like_o enoch_n translate_v unto_o god_n 5.24_o their_o pain_n be_v but_o eliahs_n fiery_a chariot_n to_o carry_v they_o up_o to_o heaven_n 12._o 26.23_o or_o like_o lazarus_n sore_n send_v they_o to_o abraham_n bosom_n in_o a_o word_n if_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o they_o that_o like_o lazarus_n love_v jesus_n 11._o thy_o sickness_n be_v not_o unto_o thou_o death_n but_o for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n who_o of_o his_o love_n change_v thy_o live_a death_n to_o a_o everlasting_a life_n 14._o and_o if_o many_o heathen_a man_n as_o socrates_n curtius_n seneca_n etc._n etc._n die_v willing_o when_o they_o may_v have_v live_v in_o hope_n of_o the_o immortality_n of_o the_o soul_n will_v thou_o be_v train_v so_o long_o in_o christ_n school_n and_o now_o call_v to_o the_o marriage_n supper_n of_o the_o bless_a lamb_n apoc._n 10.7_o be_v one_o of_o those_o guest_n that_o refuse_v to_o go_v to_o that_o joyful_a banquet_n god_n forbid_v 2_o remember_v that_o thy_o abode_n here_o be_v but_o the_o second_o degree_n of_o thy_o life_n for_o after_o thou_o have_v first_o live_v nine_o month_n in_o thy_o mother_n womb_n thou_o be_v of_o necessity_n drive_v thence_o to_o live_v here_o in_o a_o second_o degree_n of_o life_n and_o when_o that_o number_n of_o month_n which_o god_n have_v determine_v for_o this_o life_n be_v expire_v thou_o must_v likewise_o leave_v this_o and_o and_o pass_v to_o a_o three_o degree_n in_o the_o other_o world_n which_o never_o end_v which_o to_o they_o that_o live_v and_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n surpass_v as_o far_o this_o kind_n of_o life_n as_o this_o do_v that_o which_o one_o life_n in_o his_o mother_n womb_n to_o this_o last_o and_o excellent_a degree_n of_o life_n through_o this_o door_n pass_v christ_n himself_o and_o all_o his_o saint_n that_o be_v before_o thou_o and_o so_o shall_v all_o the_o rest_n after_o they_o and_o thou_o why_o shall_v thou_o fear_v that_o which_o be_v common_a to_o all_o god_n elect_n why_o shall_v that_o be_v uncouth_a to_o thou_o which_o be_v so_o welcome_a to_o all_o they_o fear_v not_o death_n rom._n for_o it_o be_v the_o exodus_fw-la of_o a_o bad_a but_o the_o genesis_n of_o a_o better_a world_n the_o end_n of_o a_o temporal_a but_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o eternal_a life_n 3_o consider_v that_o there_o be_v but_o three_o thing_n that_o can_v make_v death_n so_o fearful_a unto_o thou_o first_o the_o loss_n thou_o have_v thereby_o second_o the_o pain_n that_o be_v therein_o three_o the_o terrible_a effect_n which_o follow_v after_o all_o these_o be_v but_o false_a fire_n and_o causeless_a fear_n for_o the_o first_o if_o thou_o leave_v here_o uncertain_a good_n which_o thief_n may_v rob_v thou_o shall_v find_v in_o heaven_n a_o true_a treasure_n that_o can_v never_o be_v take_v away_o 6.19.20_o these_o be_v but_o lend_v thou_o as_o a_o steward_n upon_o account_n those_o shall_v be_v give_v thou_o as_o thy_o reward_n for_o ever_o if_o thou_o leave_v a_o love_a wife_n thou_o shall_v be_v marry_v to_o christ_n which_o be_v more_o lovely_a if_o thou_o leave_v child_n and_o friend_n thou_o shall_v there_o find_v all_o thy_o religious_o ancestor_n and_o child_n depart_v yea_o christ_n and_o all_o his_o bless_a saint_n and_o angel_n and_o as_o many_o of_o thy_o child_n as_o be_v god_n child_n shall_v thither_o follow_v after_o thou_o thou_o leave_v a_o earthly_a possession_n 14.1_o &_o a_o house_n of_o clay_n and_o thou_o shall_v enjoy_v a_o heavenly_a inheritance_n and_o mansion_n of_o glory_n 5.1_o which_o be_v purchase_v prepare_v and_o reserve_v for_o thou_o what_o haste_n thou_o lose_v nay_o be_v not_o death_n unto_o thou_o gain_v go_v home_o go_v home_o and_o we_o will_v follow_v after_o thou_o peior_fw-la second_o for_o the_o pain_n in_o death_n the_o fear_n of_o death_n more_o painâ—s_v many_o than_o the_o very_a pang_n of_o death_n for_o many_o a_o christian_n die_v without_o any_o great_a pang_n or_o pain_n pitch_n the_o anchor_n of_o thy_o hope_n on_o the_o firm_a grouâ—â—_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n who_o have_v promise_v in_o thy_o weakness_n to_o perfect_v his_o strength_n 10.13_o and_o not_o to_o suffer_v thou_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o that_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v and_o christ_n will_v short_o turn_v all_o thy_o tempâ—rall_a pain_n to_o his_o eternal_a joy_n last_o as_o for_o the_o terrible_a effect_n which_o follow_v after_o death_n they_o belong_v not_o unto_o thou_o be_v a_o member_n of_o christ_n for_o christ_n by_o his_o death_n have_v take_v away_o the_o sting_n of_o death_n to_o the_o faithful_a so_o that_o now_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n 8.1_o and_o christ_n have_v protest_v that_o he_o that_o believe_v in_o he_o have_v everlasting_a life_n 5.24_o and_o shall_v not_o come_v into_o condemnation_n but_o have_v pass_v from_o death_n unto_o life_n hereupon_o the_o holy_a spirit_n from_o heaven_n say_v bless_a be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o that_o from_o thenceforth_o they_o rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o their_o work_n do_v follow_v they_o in_o respect_n therefore_o of_o the_o faithful_a 〈◊〉_d death_n be_v swallow_v up_o into_o victory_n and_o his_o sting_n which_o be_v sin_n and_o the_o punishment_n thereof_o be_v take_v away_o by_o christ._n hence_o death_n be_v call_v in_o respect_n of_o our_o body_n a_o sleep_n and_o rest_n in_o respect_n of_o our_o soul_n a_o go_v to_o our_o heavenly_a father_n a_o depart_v in_o peace_n a_o remove_n from_o this_o body_n to_o go_v to_o the_o lord_n bernar._n a_o dissolution_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n to_o be_v with_o christ._n what_o shall_v i_o say_v precious_a in_o the_o signet_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v the_o death_n of_o his_o saint_n these_o pain_n be_v but_o thy_o throw_n and_o travel_n to_o bring_v forth_o eternal_a life_n and_o who_o will_v not_o pass_v through_o hell_n to_o go_v to_o paradise_n much_o more_o through_o death_n there_o be_v nothing_o after_o death_n that_o thou_o need_v fear_n not_o thy_o sin_n because_o christ_n have_v pay_v thy_o ransom_n not_o the_o judge_n for_o he_o be_v thy_o love_a brother_n not_o the_o grave_n for_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n bed_n not_o hell_n for_o thy_o redeemer_n keep_v the_o key_n not_o the_o devil_n for_o god_n holy_a angel_n pitch_v their_o tent_n about_o thou_o and_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o till_o they_o bring_v thou_o to_o heaven_n thou_o be_v never_o near_a eternal_a life_n glorify_v therefore_o christ_n by_o a_o bless_a death_n say_v cheerful_o come_v lord_n jesu_n for_o thy_o servant_n come_v unto_o thou_o i_o be_o willing_a lord_n help_v my_o weakness_n seven_o sanctify_a thought_n and_o mournful_a sigh_n of_o a_o sick_a man_n ready_a to_o die_v now_o for_o as_o much_o as_o god_n of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n do_v so_o temper_v our_o pain_n and_o sickness_n that_o we_o be_v not_o always_o oppress_v with_o extremity_n but_o give_v we_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o our_o extremity_n some_o respite_n to_o ease_v and_o refresh_v ourselves_o thou_o must_v have_v a_o especial_a care_n consider_v how_o short_a a_o time_n thou_o have_v either_o for_o ever_o to_o lose_v or_o to_o obtain_v heaven_n to_o make_v use_n of_o every_o breathing-time_n which_o god_n do_v afford_v thou_o and_o during_o that_o little_a time_n of_o ease_n to_o gather_v strength_n against_o the_o fit_n of_o great_a anguish_n therefore_o in_o these_o time_n of_o relaxation_n &_o ease_n use_v some_o of_o these_o short_a
prison_n of_o utter_a darkness_n 22.13_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v forsake_v of_o all_o thy_o disciple_n 26.56_o c._n that_o i_o may_v reconcile_v thou_o unto_o god_n of_o who_o thou_o be_v forsake_v for_o thy_o sin_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o stand_v to_o be_v apprehend_v alone_o 18.8_o c._n to_o show_v thou_o that_o my_o love_n of_o thy_o salvation_n be_v more_o than_o the_o love_n of_o all_o my_o disciple_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v the_o young_a man_n catch_v by_o the_o soldier_n 14.51.52_o and_o onstript_v of_o his_o linen_n who_o come_v out_o of_o his_o bed_n hear_v the_o stir_n at_o thy_o apprehension_n and_o lead_v to_o the_o high_a priest_n c._n to_o show_v their_o outrage_n in_o apprehend_v i_o and_o my_o power_n in_o preserve_v out_o of_o their_o outrageous_a hand_n all_o my_o disciple_n who_o otherwise_o have_v be_v worse_o handle_v by_o they_o than_o be_v that_o young_a man_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v bind_v 27.2_o c._n that_o i_o may_v lose_v the_o cord_n of_o thy_o iniquity_n s._n lord_n 22.57_o why_o be_v thou_o deny_v of_o peter_n c._n that_o i_o may_v confess_v thou_o before_o my_o father_n and_o thou_o may_v learn_v that_o there_o be_v no_o trust_n in_o man_n and_o that_o salvation_n proceed_v of_o my_o mere_a mercy_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o bring_v peter_n to_o repentance_n by_o the_o crow_n of_o a_o cock_n 22.60_o c._n that_o none_o shall_v despise_v the_o mean_n which_o god_n have_v appoint_v for_o their_o conversion_n though_o they_o seem_v never_o so_o mean_a s._n lord_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o at_o the_o cock-crowing_a turn_n and_o look_v upon_o peter_n 22.61_o c._n because_o thou_o may_v know_v that_o without_o the_o help_n of_o my_o grace_n no_o mean_n can_v turn_v a_o sinner_n unto_o god_n when_o he_o be_v once_o fall_v from_o he_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v thou_o cover_v with_o a_o purple_a robe_n 19.5_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v perceive_v that_o it_o be_v i_o that_o do_v away_o thy_o scarlet_a sin_n 18._o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v crown_v with_o thorn_n 27.29_o c._n that_o by_o wear_v thorn_n the_o first_o fruit_n of_o the_o curse_n it_o may_v appear_v that_o it_o be_v i_o which_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n and_o curse_n of_o the_o world_n 2.10_o and_o crown_v thou_o with_o the_o crown_n of_o life_n and_o glory_n s._n lord_n why_o be_v a_o reed_n put_v into_o thy_o hand_n 27.29_o c._n that_o it_o may_v appear_v that_o i_o come_v not_o to_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n 12.20_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v thou_o mock_v of_o the_o jew_n 27.29_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v insult_v over_o devil_n who_o otherwise_o will_v have_v mock_v thou_o as_o the_o philistines_n do_v samson_n 16.25_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o have_v thy_o bless_a face_n defile_v with_o spittle_n 26.27_o c._n that_o i_o may_v cleanse_v thy_o face_n from_o the_o shame_n of_o sin_n s._n wherefore_o lord_n be_v thy_o eye_n hoodwinked_a with_o a_o veil_n 14.65_o c._n that_o thy_o spiritual_a blindness_n be_v remove_v thou_o may_v behold_v the_o face_n of_o my_o father_n in_o heaven_n 18.20_o s._n 27.30_o lord_n wherefore_o do_v they_o buffet_v thou_o with_o fist_n and_o beat_v thou_o with_o staff_n c._n that_o thou_o may_v be_v free_v from_o the_o stroke_n and_o tearing_n of_o infernal_a fiend_n s._n 27.39_o lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v revile_v c._n that_o god_n may_v speak_v peace_n unto_o thou_o by_o his_o word_n and_o spirit_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v thy_o face_n disfigure_v with_o blow_n and_o blood_n 53.2_o c._n that_o thy_o face_n may_v shine_v glorious_a as_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n 22.30_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o cruel_o scourge_v 19.1_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v be_v free_v from_o the_o sting_n of_o conscience_n and_o whip_n of_o everlasting_a torment_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v arraign_v at_o pilat_n bar_n 14.53_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v at_o the_o last_o day_n be_v acquit_v before_o my_o judgement_n seat_n s._n lord_n 23.2_o wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v false_o accuse_v c._n that_o thou_o shall_v not_o he_o just_o condemn_v s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v thou_o turn_v over_o to_o be_v condemn_v by_o a_o strâ—nge_a judge_n 27.2_o c._n that_o thou_o be_v redeem_v from_o the_o captivity_n of_o a_o hellish_a tyrant_n may_v be_v restore_v to_o god_n who_o own_o thou_o arâ—_n by_o right_n s._n wherefore_o o_o christ_n 19.11_o do_v thou_o acknowledge_v that_o pilate_n have_v power_n over_o thou_o from_o above_o c._n that_o antichrist_n under_o pretence_n of_o be_v my_o vicar_n 2.13.14_o shall_v not_o exalt_v himself_o above_o all_o principality_n and_o power_n s._n lord_n why_o will_v thou_o suffer_v thy_o passion_n under_o pontius_n pilate_n be_v a_o roman_a etc._n precedent_n to_o caesar_n of_o rome_n c._n to_o show_v that_o the_o caesarian_a and_o pontifician_n policy_n of_o rome_n shall_v chief_o persecute_v my_o church_n and_o crucify_v i_o in_o my_o member_n 17.5.6.24_o s._n but_o why_o o_o lord_n will_v thou_o be_v condemn_v 19.16_o c._n that_o the_o law_n be_v condemn_v in_o i_o 8.3_o thou_o may_v not_o be_v condemn_v by_o it_o s._n but_o why_o be_v thou_o condemn_v 19.6_o see_v nothing_o can_v be_v proâ—ed_v against_o thou_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v know_v that_o it_o be_v not_o for_o my_o fault_n but_o for_o thou_o that_o i_o suffer_v s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v thou_o lead_v to_o suffer_v out_o of_o the_o city_n 13.12_o c._n that_o i_o may_v bring_v thou_o to_o rest_n in_o the_o heavenly_a city_n s._n lord_n why_o do_v the_o jew_n compel_v simon_n of_o cyrene_n 27.32_o come_v out_o of_o the_o field_n to_o carry_v thy_o crosse._n c._n to_o show_v the_o weakness_n whereunto_o the_o burden_n of_o thy_o sin_n bring_v i_o and_o what_o must_v be_v every_o christians_n case_n which_o go_v out_o of_o the_o field_n of_o this_o world_n towards_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n s._n lord_n why_o be_v thou_o unstrip_v of_o thy_o garment_n 19.23_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v see_v how_o i_o forsake_v all_o to_o redeem_v thou_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o be_v lift_v up_o upon_o a_o cross_n 23._o c._n that_o i_o may_v lift_v thou_o up_o with_o i_o to_o heaven_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o hang_v upon_o a_o curse_a tree_n 23.33_o c._n that_o i_o may_v satisfy_v for_o the_o sin_n commit_v in_o eat_v the_o forbid_a fruit_n of_o a_o tree_n 2.17_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o will_v thou_o hang_v between_o two_o thief_n 23.33_o c._n that_o thou_o my_o dear_a soul_n may_v have_v place_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o heavenly_a angel_n s._n 20.25_o lord_n wherefore_o be_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n nail_v to_o the_o cross_n c._n to_o enlarge_v thy_o hand_n to_o do_v the_o work_n of_o righteousness_n and_o to_o set_v thy_o foot_n at_o liberty_n to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o do_v they_o crucify_v thou_o in_o golgotha_n 27.33_o the_o place_n of_o dead_a man_n soul_n c._n to_o assure_v thou_o that_o my_o death_n be_v life_n unto_o the_o dead_a s._n lord_n why_o do_v 〈◊〉_d the_o soldier_n divide_v thy_o seamelesse_a coat_n 19.24_o c._n to_o show_v that_o my_o church_n be_v one_o without_o rent_n of_o schism_n s._n lord_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o taste_v vinegar_n and_o gall_n 27.34_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v eat_v the_o bread_n of_o angel_n and_o drink_v the_o water_n of_o life_n s._n lord_n why_o say_v thou_o upon_o the_o cross_n it_o be_v finish_v 19.30_o c._n that_o thou_o may_v know_v that_o by_o my_o death_n 10.4_o the_o law_n be_v fulfil_v 3.13_o and_o thy_o redemption_n effect_v s._n lord_n why_o do_v thou_o cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n 19.34_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o c._n lest_o thou_o be_v forsake_v of_o god_n shall_v have_v be_v drive_v to_o cry_v in_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n woe_n and_o alas_o for_o evermore_o s._n lord_n wherefore_o be_v there_o such_o a_o 〈◊〉_d darkness_n 27.45_o when_o thou_o do_v suffer_v and_o cry_v out_o â—n_o the_o cross_n c._n that_o thou_o may_v see_v a_o image_n of_o those_o hellish_a pâ—inâ—â—_n which_o i_o 〈…〉_z deliver_v thou_o from_o 〈◊〉_d less_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o everlasting_a chain_n of_o darkness_n 6._o s._n lord_n why_o will_v thou_o have_v thinâ—_n 〈…〉_z bread_n 19.23_o c._n that_o i_o may_v embrace_v thou_o more_o love_o my_o sweet_a soul_n s._n loâ—d_v how_o 〈◊〉_d thâ—_n thief_n that_o never_o wrought_v good_a before_o 23.43_o obtain_v paradise_n upon_o so_o short_a repentance_n c._n that_o thou_o may_v see_v the_o power_n of_o my_o death_n to_o forgive_v they_o that_o repent_v that_o no_o sinner_n needs_o despair_v s._n lord_n 23.39_o why_o do_v not_o the_o other_o