and_o for_o all_o that_o ever_o they_o can_v do_v you_o may_v be_v strengthen_v yourselves_o in_o your_o love_n to_o god_n lower_v yourselves_o in_o humility_n bow_v your_o soul_n to_o patience_n and_o persuade_v your_o heart_n to_o love_v they_o that_o use_v you_o most_o unkind_o and_o injurious_o while_o man_n be_v act_v their_o enmity_n against_o you_o you_o may_v be_v confirm_v your_o love_n to_o they_o which_o will_v be_v no_o small_a advantage_n to_o you_o against_o these_o there_o be_v no_o law_n gal._n 5.22_o second_o use_v the_o second_o use_n show_v the_o unsoundness_n of_o their_o religion_n who_o rest_n in_o external_a reformation_n christian_n indeed_o begin_v there_o but_o they_o can_v rest_v there_o nor_o suffice_v themselves_o with_o it_o it_o be_v that_o which_o our_o saviour_n charge_v on_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharisee_n that_o they_o make_v clean_o the_o outside_n only_o you_o be_v temperate_a and_o abstain_v from_o excess_n just_a and_o honest_a in_o your_o deal_n 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with_o discouraging-trouble_n arise_v from_o the_o sense_n of_o indwelling_a sin_n which_o as_o it_o be_v the_o main_a subject_n of_o the_o latter_a part_n of_o this_o chapter_n so_o be_v most_o emphatical_o express_v in_o these_o word_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n or_o as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o margin_n from_o this_o body_n of_o death_n i_o confess_v i_o can_v well_o say_v how_o long_o paul_n have_v be_v convert_v when_o he_o write_v this_o epistle_n the_o time_n of_o his_o write_n it_o be_v uncertain_a but_o it_o be_v certain_o evident_a first_o 1._o that_o he_o speak_v of_o himself_o as_o a_o convert_a person_n and_o in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n renew_v and_o sanctify_v in_o some_o good_a degree_n his_o will_n be_v habitual_o determine_v against_o the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o to_o the_o good_a which_o he_o do_v not_o as_o verses_z 15_o 16._o and_o verse_n 18_o 19_o he_o speak_v of_o himself_o of_o his_o inner_a man_n delight_v in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n verse_n 22._o which_o be_v the_o very_a practice_n of_o a_o godly_a man_n as_o david_n speak_v in_o psal_n 40.8_o i_o delight_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o my_o god_n yea_o thy_o law_n be_v within_o my_o heart_n the_o law_n be_v always_o grievous_a to_o a_o wicked_a man_n though_o he_o may_v like_v well_o of_o some_o duty_n require_v by_o it_o yet_o the_o law_n itself_o be_v a_o burden_n to_o he_o which_o he_o be_v not_o willing_a to_o bear_v etc._n etc._n all_o this_o that_o he_o profess_v of_o himself_o to_o wit_n that_o he_o have_v such_o a_o will_n to_o good_a against_o evil_n and_o delight_v in_o the_o law_n be_v high_o good_a and_o that_o for_o which_o he_o be_v thankful_a verse_n 25._o i_o thank_v god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n but_o he_o utter_o deny_v any_o good_a to_o dwell_v in_o he_o as_o carnal_a verse_n 18._o for_o i_o know_v that_o in_o i_o that_o be_v in_o my_o flesh_n dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n so_o that_o if_o he_o have_v now_o be_v altogether_o fleshly_a and_o carnal_a thus_o much_o good_a can_v not_o have_v be_v in_o he_o nor_o any_o at_o all_o two_o that_o he_o speak_v of_o himself_o as_o labour_v to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o a_o course_n of_o obedience_n he_o do_v some_o good_a and_o intend_a and_o be_v desirous_a to_o do_v all_o the_o rest_n even_o that_o he_o do_v not_o and_o though_o he_o do_v many_o evil_a action_n yet_o his_o intention_n and_o endeavour_n be_v against_o they_o all_o which_o be_v manifest_o the_o case_n of_o a_o man_n apply_v himself_o to_o holiness_n of_o life_n three_o that_o in_o his_o endeavour_v thus_o to_o obey_v god_n in_o all_o his_o action_n he_o find_v a_o strong_a and_o vigorous_a inclination_n in_o his_o heart_n to_o sin_n and_o against_o holiness_n as_o appear_v verse_n 21._o i_o find_v then_o a_o law_n that_o when_o i_o will_v do_v good_a evil_a be_v present_a with_o i_o and_o ver_fw-la 23._o i_o see_v another_o law_n 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the_o victory_n and_o therefore_o cry_v out_o as_o a_o distress_a man_n in_o these_o word_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o no_o man_n will_v so_o bewail_v his_o case_n that_o find_v it_o in_o the_o power_n of_o his_o hand_n to_o keep_v himself_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o its_o the_o same_o word_n that_o be_v translate_v misery_n rom._n 3.16_o destruction_n and_o misery_n be_v in_o their_o way_n and_o jam._n 5.1_o go_v to_o now_o you_o rich_a man_n weep_v and_o howl_v for_o your_o misery_n that_o shall_v come_v upon_o you_o o_o miserable_a man_n i_o it_o be_v make_v of_o two_o greek_a word_n which_o signify_v suffer_v and_o lamentation_n that_o be_v to_o say_v i_o be_o a_o lamentable_a sufferer_n hence_o we_o observe_v this_o doctrine_n doctr._n that_o christian_n hearty_o endeavour_v and_o labour_v against_o indwelling_a sin_n be_v subject_a to_o much_o discourage_a and_o afflict_v trouble_n about_o it_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o the_o very_a phrase_n of_o 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and_o observe_v it_o be_v usual_a with_o god_n to_o make_v their_o great_a and_o gross_a wickedness_n occasional_a to_o their_o conviction_n and_o conversion_n according_a to_o that_o in_o matth._n 21.31_o publican_n and_o harlot_n go_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n before_o you_o and_o therefore_o have_v hold_n on_o man_n in_o a_o natural_a estate_n he_o be_v not_o so_o zealous_a to_o excite_v they_o to_o sin_n lest_o he_o shall_v overdo_v and_o suffer_v loss_n therefore_o i_o say_v he_o solicit_v some_o less_o for_o there_o be_v who_o he_o drive_v on_o to_o much_o outrageous_a wickedness_n as_o the_o publican_n and_o harlot_n two_o to_o stir_v up_o man_n convert_v as_o much_o as_o he_o can_v to_o sin_n that_o he_o may_v make_v apostate_n of_o they_o if_o they_o be_v not_o sincere_a which_o he_o know_v not_o or_o make_v they_o shame_v their_o profession_n by_o gross_a act_n of_o wickedness_n or_o at_o least_o cause_n they_o to_o go_v on_o with_o the_o more_o trouble_n and_o 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