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repentance_n arm_v i_o with_o strong_a confidence_n in_o thy_o mercy_n against_o desperation_n amen_o a_o meditation_n how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n med_n xi_o like_o a_o offender_n jesus_n christ_n be_v 27.2_o be_v mat._n 27.2_o bind_v and_o 15.1_o and_o mark_n 15.1_o send_v to_o pilate_n pilate_n do_v confess_v that_o christ_n be_v 27.24_o be_v math._n 27.24_o guiltless_a nothing_o can_v be_v find_v to_o prove_v that_o christ_n their_o 23.14_o their_o luk._n 23.14_o law_n do_v ere_o transgress_v now_o let_v we_o return_v from_o weep_a peter_n to_o meditate_v upon_o my_o love_a jesus_n who_o remain_v all_o night_n in_o the_o house_n of_o cayphas_n where_o he_o be_v scorn_v with_o opprobrious_a word_n and_o buffet_v and_o beat_v with_o cruel_a blow_n no_o man_n speak_v in_o his_o cause_n no_o man_n plead_v his_o case_n he_o sustain_v their_o injury_n with_o meekness_n he_o do_v bear_v their_o intolerable_a reproach_n with_o mildness_n now_o in_o the_o morning_n my_o 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wretch_n how_o malicious_o how_o unjust_o how_o spiteful_o how_o impudent_o do_v you_o accuse_v my_o lord_n you_o rail_v upon_o he_o as_o if_o he_o be_v a_o most_o damnable_a traitor_n you_o revile_v and_o curse_v he_o as_o if_o he_o have_v complot_v some_o horrible_a treason_n or_o invent_v some_o notable_a mischief_n when_o as_o his_o hand_n be_v never_o stain_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n nor_o his_o heart_n taint_v with_o any_o wicked_a cogitation_n his_o word_n be_v nothing_o but_o verity_n and_o truth_n and_o there_o be_v no_o guile_n to_o be_v find_v in_o his_o mouth_n who_o alone_o be_v good_a the_o author_n of_o goodness_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o everlasting_a happiness_n tell_v i_o you_o deceitful_a and_o spiteful_a accuser_n what_o evil_a have_v he_o do_v what_o wicked_a deed_n have_v he_o commit_v inquire_v of_o they_o who_o he_o deliver_v from_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n wherewith_o they_o be_v miserable_o torment_v ask_v the_o blind_a who_o he_o have_v make_v to_o see_v demand_v of_o the_o deaf_a who_o he_o make_v to_o hear_v ask_v the_o leper_n who_o he_o cleanse_v and_o the_o dead_a person_n who_o he_o reviue_v let_v they_o answer_v your_o false_a accusation_n and_o overthrow_v the_o forge_a testimony_n of_o your_o criminal_a objection_n be_v you_o so_o wilful_a that_o you_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v his_o mercy_n be_v you_o so_o blind_a that_o you_o can_v see_v his_o miracle_n if_o a_o ungodly_a man_n can_v perform_v such_o merciful_a deed_n than_o you_o may_v just_o accuse_v he_o as_o a_o wicked_a doer_n and_o condemn_v he_o as_o a_o dangerous_a malefactor_n thou_o see_v my_o soul_n what_o cause_n thou_o have_v to_o water_n thy_o cheek_n with_o continual_a tear_n and_o to_o overwhelm_v thy_o hart_n in_o deep_a stream_n of_o woeful_a sorrow_n when_o thou_o do_v think_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o bless_a saviour_n and_o meditate_v on_o the_o curse_a torment_n execute_v by_o the_o cruel_a jew_n against_o thy_o innocent_a jesus_n be_v 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unspeakable_a mercy_n the_o sovereign_a medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o misery_n therefore_o grant_v i_o my_o humble_a and_o lowly_a jesus_n which_o be_o thy_o poor_a and_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v any_o contempt_n with_o humility_n for_o thy_o cause_n &_o endure_v any_o vile_a reproach_n with_o alacrity_n for_o thy_o sake_n esteem_v it_o my_o chief_a honour_n to_o be_v scorn_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o account_v myself_o most_o happy_a when_o i_o suffer_v any_o persecution_n for_o thy_o holy_a name_n possess_v my_o heart_n with_o true_a humility_n that_o my_o thought_n may_v not_o thirst_v after_o vain_a glory_n nor_o my_o affection_n hunt_v after_o worldly_a honour_n for_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o thou_o do_v resist_v the_o proud_a and_o that_o thou_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a james._n 4.6_o pro._n 15.25_o and_o i_o know_v oh_o lord_n that_o he_o which_o desire_v to_o ascend_v to_o the_o place_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n must_v ascend_v unto_o it_o by_o the_o step_n of_o humility_n therefore_o thou_o which_o art_n only_o able_a teach_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v true_o humble_v so_o that_o my_o mind_n may_v not_o swell_v with_o pride_n in_o time_n of_o my_o prosperity_n nor_o any_o ambitious_a thought_n find_v any_o harbour_n in_o my_o heart_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o peaceable_a tranquillity_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v with_o the_o sweet_a singer_n david_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v more_o easy_o learn_v to_o level_v my_o thought_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o humility_n inflame_v my_o heart_n with_o thy_o love_n for_o if_o my_o heart_n be_v incense_v and_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n my_o desire_n will_v be_v ready_a to_o perform_v thy_o will_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v cheerful_a to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n which_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o be_v lowly_a in_o mind_n and_o humble_a in_o heart_n a_o meditation_n how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o how_o afterward_o he_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o med_n xii_o though_o pilate_n mouth_n do_v jesus_n 21.4.14_o jesus_n luke_n 21.4.14_o justify_v and_o pilate_n 27.19_o pilate_n mat._n 27.19_o wife_n the_o like_a do_v testify_v yet_o 15.15_o yet_o mat._n 15.15_o scourge_v he_o be_v therewith_o not_o please_v they_o cry_v his_o blood_n on_o 27.25_o on_o mat._n 27.25_o we_o and_o we_o he_o crucify_v when_o pilate_n have_v strict_o examine_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n why_o the_o cruel_a jew_n shall_v so_o grievous_o accuse_v he_o but_o know_v that_o they_o have_v deliver_v he_o for_o envy_n and_o do_v spite_v he_o for_o malice_n he_o be_v willing_a to_o have_v set_v jesus_n at_o liberty_n but_o the_o furious_a jew_n do_v so_o greedy_o thirst_v after_o his_o
bounty_n that_o thou_o may_v show_v unto_o he_o all_o token_n of_o thy_o accustom_a favour_n which_o may_v mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o his_o wicked_a heart_n and_o quail_v the_o malice_n of_o his_o covetous_a mind_n for_o thou_o not_o forgetful_a that_o once_o he_o be_v sort_v among_o thy_o friend_n &_o have_v taste_v of_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o thy_o former_a love_n admit_v into_o the_o holy_a society_n of_o thy_o faithful_a disciple_n do_v kind_o admonish_v he_o say_v friend_n wherefore_o come_v thou_o mat._n 26.50_o and_o thou_o will_v have_v smite_v the_o guilty_a conscience_n and_o wound_v the_o harden_a heart_n of_o that_o odious_a dissembler_n and_o damnable_a traitor_n with_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o hellish_a deed_n and_o detestation_n of_o his_o execrable_a fact_n when_o thou_o speak_v to_o he_o say_v judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luk._n 22.48_o and_o behold_v the_o philistine_n be_v upon_o thou_o samson_n section_n xii_o it_o do_v nothing_o mitigate_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n nor_o stay_v the_o audacious_a attempt_n of_o their_o bloody_a hand_n when_o in_o the_o hour_n of_o thy_o apprehension_n thou_o do_v throw_v they_o flat_a on_o the_o ground_n with_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n and_o make_v they_o to_o fall_v backward_o with_o the_o breath_n of_o thy_o mouth_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o do_v to_o defend_v thyself_o from_o the_o edge_n of_o their_o malice_n or_o to_o make_v a_o escape_n out_o of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n but_o that_o humane_a presumption_n may_v know_v that_o it_o can_v devise_v nothing_o nor_o act_v any_o thing_n against_o thou_o but_o whatsoever_o be_v permit_v by_o thou_o and_o who_o can_v restrain_v his_o eye_n from_o shower_n of_o tear_n and_o his_o heart_n from_o the_o overflow_a wave_n of_o sorrow_n when_o he_o hear_v how_o violent_o they_o be_v carry_v against_o thou_o and_o how_o furious_o they_o lay_v their_o murder_a hand_n upon_o thou_o and_o how_o quick_o bind_v thy_o tender_a and_o innocent_a hand_n they_o currish_o hale_v thou_o a_o most_o meek_a lamb_n not_o once_o open_v thy_o mouth_n against_o they_o to_o bring_v thou_o who_o never_o have_v offend_v to_o a_o most_o bloody_a slaughter_n as_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o innocent_a and_o love_a jesus_n a_o cruel_a thief_n a_o curse_a traitor_n or_o a_o bloody_a murderer_n their_o outrageous_a usage_n towards_o thou_o be_v so_o far_o out_o of_o measure_n and_o their_o mischievous_a deed_n so_o far_o void_a of_o reason_n and_o then_o oh_o christ_n thou_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o pour_v down_o shower_n of_o mercy_n and_o to_o let_v the_o honey-deaw_n of_o thy_o abundant_a sweetness_n to_o distil_v upon_o the_o head_n of_o thy_o cruel_a enemy_n when_o thou_o do_v with_o mild_a word_n and_o gentle_a speech_n calm_v the_o burn_a zeal_n of_o thy_o forward_a disciple_n who_o draw_v forth_o his_o sword_n and_o begin_v to_o lay_v about_o he_o in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o love_a master_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 49.50_o for_o he_o have_v no_o soon_o give_v a_o wound_n but_o thou_o do_v miraculous_o heal_v the_o hurt_n luke_n 22._o verse_n 51._o willing_a he_o to_o put_v up_o his_o sword_n keep_v the_o peace_n and_o make_v no_o resistance_n but_o such_o curse_a fury_n have_v blind_v their_o eye_n such_o stubborn_a grossness_n overclouded_n their_o understanding_n and_o such_o stony_a hardness_n have_v overgrow_v their_o heart_n that_o neither_o the_o majesty_n of_o the_o miracle_n nor_o mercy_n of_o the_o benefit_n can_v chase_v away_o the_o hellish_a vapour_n of_o their_o frantic_a fury_n or_o soften_v the_o extreme_a hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n that_o see_v their_o bedlam_n folly_n they_o may_v have_v relent_v with_o pity_n section_n xiii_o thou_o be_v bring_v before_o the_o high-priest_n john_n 18.24_o who_o malice_v and_o hate_v thy_o unblameable_a life_n wicked_o imagine_v and_o cruel_o seek_v thy_o bloody_a death_n when_o thou_o be_v churlish_o examine_v and_o false_o accuse_v thy_o modest_a reply_n be_v void_a of_o bitterness_n and_o thou_o do_v confess_v the_o truth_n with_o much_o humility_n and_o mildness_n yet_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o their_o rage_a madness_n he_o speak_v blasphemous_a word_n what_o need_v we_o stand_v upon_o further_a trial_n he_o be_v worthy_a of_o a_o shameful_a death_n oh_o most_o love_a lord_n how_o shameful_o be_v thou_o handle_v how_o despiteful_o be_v thou_o scorn_v how_o cruel_o be_v thou_o abuse_v of_o thy_o own_o people_n they_o pollute_v thy_o amiable_a face_n with_o their_o noisome_a spittle_n mat._n 26.67_o which_o the_o angel_n do_v always_o desire_v to_o behold_v and_o which_o have_v fill_v the_o heaven_n with_o joy_n and_o shall_v be_v desire_v of_o the_o most_o rich_a &_o noble_a of_o the_o people_n and_o which_o not_o long_o before_o shine_v more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n &_o appear_v most_o beautiful_a in_o glory_n they_o do_v beat_v and_o strike_v it_o with_o their_o sacrilegious_a hand_n they_o cover_v it_o with_o a_o veil_n to_o flout_v and_o deride_v thou_o and_o do_v cruel_o buffet_v thou_o with_o their_o fist_n be_v lord_n of_o every_o creature_n like_o a_o base_a and_o contemptible_a servant_n yea_o they_o deliver_v thou_o to_o be_v swallow_v up_o and_o devour_v of_o the_o uncircumcised_a section_n xiiii_o for_o after_o they_o have_v rail_v upon_o thou_o with_o revile_v word_n and_o buffet_v thou_o with_o store_n of_o blow_n they_o bring_v thou_o bind_v like_o a_o thief_n before_o the_o face_n of_o pilate_n mark_n 15.1_o require_v in_o their_o frantic_a fit_n and_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n that_o he_o will_v pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o thou_o and_o they_o will_v never_o cease_v their_o clamorous_a voice_n neither_o be_v their_o outrageous_a out-cry_n appease_v before_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a and_o curse_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o never_o know_v sin_n or_o think_v any_o evil_n and_o although_o that_o wicked_a judge_n have_v certain_a knowledge_n and_o his_o own_o conscience_n do_v testify_v unto_o he_o that_o thou_o be_v false_o accuse_v bring_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v forge_v of_o envy_n against_o thou_o when_o those_o hard-hearted_a jew_n earnest_o desire_v that_o a_o murderer_n may_v be_v give_v they_o and_o have_v pardon_n for_o his_o bloody_a offence_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v unjust_o be_v condemn_v to_o suffer_v a_o most_o cruel_a death_n prefer_v a_o devour_a wolf_n before_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n and_o dirty_a dross_n before_o pure_a gold_n yet_o his_o word_n towards_o thou_o be_v without_o any_o mildness_n and_o his_o deed_n quite_o without_o mercy_n fill_v thy_o soul_n with_o gall_n and_o bitterness_n when_o as_o he_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n or_o ferret_v out_o any_o occasion_n whereby_o he_o may_v just_o reprove_v thou_o luk._n 23.14_o he_o receive_v thou_o at_o their_o hand_n after_o they_o have_v taunt_o flout_v bitter_o deride_v and_o scornful_o disgrace_v thou_o and_o command_v thou_o to_o stand_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o malicious_a scoffer_n who_o have_v use_v thou_o for_o a_o fool_n to_o cause_v their_o mirth_n and_o to_o increase_v thy_o sorrow_n neither_o do_v he_o spare_v to_o tear_v thy_o undefiled_a flesh_n with_o most_o bitter_a blow_n multiply_v stripe_n upon_o stripe_n with_o excessive_a cruelty_n and_o bleed_a wound_n upon_o wound_n without_o any_o humane_a pity_n matth._n 26.67_o oh_o thou_o belove_a son_n of_o my_o god_n what_o have_v thou_o commit_v worthy_a of_o such_o barbarous_a immanitie_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v worthy_a of_o such_o woeful_a and_o bitter_a confusion_n in_o very_a deed_n nothing_o at_o all_o i_o wretched_a man_n i_o alone_o a_o most_o horrible_a sinner_n have_v be_v the_o sole_a cause_n of_o all_o thy_o painful_a suffering_n my_o grievous_a sin_n have_v harden_v their_o heart_n and_o arm_v their_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o i_o oh_o lord_n have_v eat_v a_o sour_a grape_n and_o thy_o tooth_n be_v set_v on_o edge_n because_o than_o thou_o do_v make_v satisfaction_n when_o thou_o have_v do_v no_o injury_n and_o pay_v my_o infinite_a debt_n with_o thy_o most_o innocent_a death_n but_o all_o these_o injurious_a deed_n proceed_v from_o malicious_a hate_n and_o act_v with_o cruel_a hand_n can_v not_o satisfy_v the_o unsatiable_a impiety_n of_o the_o perfidious_a &_o unfaithful_a jew_n against_o thou_o most_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n who_o do_v never_o cease_v to_o do_v they_o good_a but_o evermore_o heal_v their_o incurable_a disease_n make_v the_o lame_a to_o walk_v the_o blind_a to_o see_v the_o dumb_a to_o speak_v and_o the_o deaf_a to_o hear_v thou_o do_v cleanse_v loathsome_a leper_n cure_v dead_a palsy_n and_o raise_v from_o death_n to_o life_n mat._n 4.24_o john_n 7.23_o
jesus_n be_v lead_v to_o annas_n and_o how_o he_o be_v there_o beat_v and_o buffet_v etc._n etc._n page_n 152_o med._n 9_o how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o annas_n to_o caiphas_n and_o of_o his_o scourge_v there_o etc._n etc._n page_n 172_o med._n 10._o how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o &_o of_o his_o repentant_a weep_n etc._n etc._n page_n 184_o med._n 11._o how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n &_o of_o his_o usage_n there_o pag._n 205_o med._n 12._o how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o then_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o pag._n 213_o med._n 13._o how_o christ_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v page_n 250_o med._n 14._o of_o the_o cruel_a and_o bitter_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n perform_v on_o mount-caluary_a page_n 285_o med._n 15._o of_o the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n page_n 319_o med._n 16._o concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 331_o med._n 17._o of_o the_o eclipse_n and_o obscuration_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o christ_n use_v upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 343_o med._n 18._o of_o the_o five_o &_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v page_n 355_o med._n 19_o how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n &_o of_o the_o wonder_n then_o wrought_v and_o his_o death_n page_n 369_o med._n 20._o of_o jesus_n christ_n his_o burial_n and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n page_n 381_o med._n 21._o of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n his_o resurrection_n of_o his_o appearance_n to_o his_o disciple_n of_o his_o ascension_n into_o heaven_n and_o of_o his_o come_n to_o judgement_n page_n 397_o finis_fw-la o_o my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o he_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v but_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n he_o pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v like_o drop_n of_o blood_n trikle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luke_n 22.44_o sit_v you_o here_o whil_n i_o go_v and_o pray_v yonder_o most_o devout_n meditation_n upon_o the_o most_o holy_a and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n med_n i._o a_o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n into_o jerusalem_n ride_v upon_o a_o ass_n and_o the_o bring_n in_o of_o he_o into_o the_o city_n with_o song_n and_o praise_n and_o of_o his_o return_n into_o bethany_n the_o same_o day_n into_o 21.5_o into_o mat._n 21.5_o jerusalem_n our_o saviour_n ride_v upon_o a_o 21.7_o a_o mat._n 21.7_o ass_n a_o simple_a harmless_a beast_n the_o people_n spread_v their_o 21.8_o their_o mat._n 21.8_o clothes_n and_o bough_n beside_o cry_v 21.9_o cry_v mat._n 21.9_o hosanna_n thou_o in_o heaven_n high_a the_o time_n approach_v which_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v from_o eternity_n prefix_v in_o which_o my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a jesus_n shall_v come_v to_o his_o preordain_a passion_n &_o cruel_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o he_o willing_o come_v to_o undergo_v be_v the_o only_o beget_v of_o god_n incarnate_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o virgin_n as_o through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n he_o show_v exceed_v great_a humility_n so_o towards_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o passion_n come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o he_o shall_v endure_v the_o torment_n of_o a_o most_o shameful_a &_o cruel_a death_n he_o take_v his_o entrance_n from_o humility_n when_o ride_v meek_o upon_o a_o ass_n he_o come_v to_o the_o city_n where_o he_o shall_v sustain_v the_o undeserued_a punishment_n of_o the_o cross_n therefore_o when_o the_o lord_n jesus_n six_o day_n before_o the_o passeover_n have_v make_v his_o supper_n with_o his_o disciple_n in_o bethanie_n the_o town_n of_o marie_n and_o martha_n in_o the_o house_n of_o simon_n the_o leper_n which_o be_v a_o friend_n to_o the_o say_v mary_n and_o martha_n where_o mary_n also_o have_v pour_v a_o alabaster_n box_n of_o precious_a ointment_n upon_o his_o head_n the_o morning_n follow_v very_o early_o most_o kind_a jesus_n call_v two_o of_o his_o disciple_n say_v go_v into_o the_o town_n which_o be_v over_o against_o you_o where_o you_o shall_v find_v a_o she-asse_n tie_v and_o her_o colt_n lose_v they_o and_o bring_v they_o unto_o i_o and_o if_o any_o man_n shall_v say_v any_o thing_n against_o you_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v need_v of_o they_o and_o straightway_o they_o will_v let_v they_o go_v the_o lowly_a and_o love_a disciple_n obey_v the_o commandment_n of_o their_o master_n license_v be_v free_o grant_v to_o they_o by_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o creature_n they_o present_v the_o shee-asse_n and_o her_o colt_n to_o their_o belove_a redeemer_n then_o jesus_n ride_v upon_o the_o ass_n direct_v his_o journey_n towards_o jerusalem_n and_o when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o go_v down_o of_o the_o mount_n olive_n many_o people_n which_o be_v come_v thither_o have_v hear_v of_o the_o strange_a miracle_n of_o lazarus_n who_o jesus_n raise_v out_o of_o his_o grave_n go_v forth_o to_o meet_v he_o and_o that_o they_o may_v do_v he_o the_o great_a honour_n some_o spread_v their_o garment_n upon_o the_o ground_n other_o cut_v down_o bough_n from_o the_o tree_n and_o strew_v they_o upon_o the_o earth_n and_o all_o of_o they_o some_o go_v before_o and_o some_o come_n behind_o cry_v hosanna_n to_o the_o son_n of_o david_n bless_a be_v he_o which_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o with_o these_o praise_n and_o jubily_n they_o bring_v love_v jesus_n even_o to_o the_o gate_n of_o jerusalem_n follow_v after_o he_o with_o his_o disciple_n and_o after_o jesus_n behold_v the_o city_n he_o now_o foreknowing_a the_o destruction_n of_o it_o to_o come_v move_v with_o compassion_n pour_v forth_o tear_n over_o it_o but_o the_o pharise_n and_o scribe_n inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o envy_n see_v jesus_n to_o be_v extol_v with_o admiration_n and_o honour_n rebuke_v sole_a redemption_n to_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o the_o bondage_n of_o eternal_a death_n and_o from_o the_o intolerable_a pain_n of_o everlasting_a damnation_n to_o be_v make_v coheire_n with_o he_o of_o a_o most_o bless_a life_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n learn_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o imitate_v thy_o bless_a saviour_n who_o abstain_v from_o meat_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n by_o seek_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o win_v their_o soul_n who_o be_v void_a of_o all_o humanity_n send_v he_o fast_v out_o of_o their_o city_n oh_o hard-hearted_a jew_n to_o give_v such_o unkind_a entertainment_n to_o my_o bountiful_a lord_n and_o love_a jesus_n but_o be_v thou_o kind_a oh_o my_o soul_n like_o lazarus_n and_o ready_a like_o mary_n and_o martha_n to_o receive_v thy_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v give_v thou_o everlasting_a bread_n for_o thy_o food_n and_o water_n of_o eternal_a life_n for_o thy_o drink_n come_v and_o sup_v with_o i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n vouchsafe_v to_o enter_v into_o my_o simple_a cottage_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o unworthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v always_o willing_a to_o come_v where_o thou_o be_v kind_o and_o friendly_o invite_v open_v thou_o the_o door_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v enter_v and_o dwell_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o then_o salvation_n shall_v come_v to_o my_o whole_a house_n than_o i_o shall_v lie_v down_o to_o sleep_v in_o peace_n and_o rise_v again_o without_o any_o dread_n of_o danger_n for_o i_o shall_v be_v safe_o cover_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n and_o remain_v in_o peaceable_a security_n under_o thy_o mighty_a protection_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o meditate_v often_o in_o thy_o inward_a thought_n of_o the_o strange_a ingratitude_n of_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n who_o will_v not_o afford_v he_o so_o much_o as_o a_o meal_n meat_n at_o night_n for_o his_o great_a pain_n he_o take_v with_o they_o all_o the_o day_n but_o he_o be_v constrain_v to_o return_v hungry_a with_o his_o disciple_n from_o so_o oppulent_a and_o populous_a a_o city_n to_o bethanie_n a_o poor_a and_o small_a village_n there_o to_o refresh_v his_o weary_a and_o weak_a body_n where_o he_o make_v so_o small_a a_o supper_n that_o he_o return_v hungry_a to_o jerusalem_n the_o next_o morning_n and_o spy_v a_o figtree_n which_o have_v only_o fair_a leaf_n hypocrisy_n beware_v of_o hypocrisy_n but_o no_o fruit_n to_o slake_v his_o hunger_n or_o to_o
disciple_n which_o follow_v he_o have_v their_o face_n pale_a with_o fear_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o doubt_n and_o their_o heart_n drown_v with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n oh_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v so_o happy_a as_o to_o have_v a_o little_a taste_n of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o his_o word_n and_o to_o have_v some_o relish_n of_o his_o comfortable_a admonition_n which_o he_o make_v by_o the_o way_n to_o his_o sorrowful_a disciple_n to_o refresh_v their_o faint_a spirit_n and_o to_o establish_v their_o doubtful_a mind_n what_o plenty_n of_o bitter_a tear_n do_v the_o apostle_n pour_v down_o by_o their_o cheek_n when_o they_o see_v and_o hear_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n speak_v so_o gentle_o unto_o they_o he_o propound_v unto_o they_o as_o i_o suppose_v all_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v do_v with_o they_o at_o his_o last_o supper_n and_o the_o word_n he_o have_v speak_v unto_o they_o and_o also_o after_o what_o manner_n he_o shall_v be_v deliver_v to_o death_n that_o night_n behold_v his_o disciple_n amaze_v at_o his_o woeful_a word_n and_o hear_v with_o attentive_a ear_n the_o sweet_a admonition_n of_o their_o careful_a master_n they_o all_o give_v heedy_a attention_n to_o every_o word_n that_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o their_o belove_a lord_n communicate_v so_o gentle_o with_o they_o oh_o woeful_a separation_n oh_o lamentable_a departure_n now_o a_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n shall_v be_v separate_v from_o his_o belove_a disciple_n a_o wakeful_a shepherd_n from_o his_o harmless_a sheep_n yea_o a_o love_a father_n from_o his_o belove_a child_n what_o marvel_n be_v it_o then_o if_o their_o mirth_n be_v change_v into_o mourning_n their_o joy_n into_o sadness_n and_o their_o solace_n into_o sorrow_n they_o know_v well_o by_o experience_n how_o joyful_a how_o pleasant_a it_o be_v to_o remain_v with_o their_o belove_a jesus_n and_o to_o enjoy_v his_o bless_a society_n therefore_o they_o have_v good_a cause_n to_o be_v amaze_v with_o sadness_n and_o to_o be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o love_a redeemer_n oh_o what_o pitiful_a word_n as_o i_o suppose_v what_o lamentable_a voice_n do_v they_o utter_v say_v will_v thou_o leave_v we_o our_o most_o gracious_a master_n like_o silly_a orphan_n deprive_v of_o comfort_n will_v thou_o leave_v we_o in_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n without_o a_o pilot_n where_o shall_v we_o hope_v for_o consolation_n where_o shall_v we_o seek_v for_o help_v in_o thy_o absence_n and_o as_o they_o can_v not_o refrain_v themselves_o from_o sorrow_n so_o he_o their_o most_o love_a shepherd_n be_v ready_a to_o give_v they_o sweet_a comfort_n cheer_v up_o their_o droop_a mind_n with_o assure_a hope_n of_o his_o powerful_a help_n and_o comfort_v their_o sorrowful_a heart_n with_o his_o never-failing_a promise_n of_o his_o everlasting_a love_n tell_v they_o that_o although_o he_o be_v absent_a from_o they_o in_o body_n yet_o he_o will_v always_o be_v present_a with_o they_o by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n i_o think_v our_o most_o merciful_a lord_n can_v not_o contain_v his_o tear_n he_o have_v such_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o his_o sorrowful_a disciple_n so_o kind_n be_v his_o affection_n towards_o they_o so_o great_a be_v their_o reciprocal_a love_n towards_o he_o cleave_z thou_o also_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o this_o most_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a company_n and_o follow_v thy_o lord_n weep_v and_o sigh_v sorrow_a and_o lament_v for_o he_o which_o go_v to_o die_v for_o thy_o transgression_n and_o to_o be_v sacrifice_v for_o thy_o sin_n say_v unto_o he_o faithful_o lord_n i_o will_v follow_v thou_o wheresoever_o thou_o go_v i_o be_o ready_a to_o go_v with_o thou_o into_o prison_n and_o to_o death_n now_o alas_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n thou_o do_v arm_v thy_o belove_a disciple_n with_o spiritual_a weapon_n and_o do_v labour_n by_o comfortable_a exhortation_n to_o expel_v cowardly_a fear_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n and_o to_o settle_v a_o constant_a courage_n in_o their_o doubtful_a mind_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v dismay_v in_o the_o day_n of_o peril_n nor_o falsify_v their_o faith_n for_o dread_n of_o any_o worldly_a affliction_n but_o most_o wicked_a judas_n be_v busy_v to_o furnish_v the_o jew_n with_o deadly_a weapon_n that_o they_o may_v wrongful_o apprehend_v thou_o and_o cruel_o condemn_v thou_o to_o a_o shameful_a death_n what_o damnable_a deed_n have_v thou_o do_v thou_o detestable_a traitor_n what_o infernal_a frenzy_n possess_v thy_o mind_n what_o hellish_a fury_n pervert_v thy_o understanding_n thou_o do_v leave_v a_o most_o gentle_a master_n sit_v at_o the_o table_n with_o his_o disciple_n friendly_a eat_n and_o familiar_o talk_v with_o they_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n who_o be_v able_a to_o have_v make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o his_o eternal_a kingdom_n where_o thou_o may_v have_v live_v in_o happiness_n without_o measure_n and_o joy_n without_o end_n and_o thou_o do_v follow_v the_o devil_n who_o lead_v thou_o to_o the_o jew_n to_o bargain_n with_o they_o to_o betray_v into_o their_o hand_n thy_o gracious_a lord_n and_o bounteous_a master_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v be_v obedient_a to_o his_o will_n so_o shall_v thou_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o reward_n who_o abide_v in_o the_o prison_n of_o everlasting_a darkness_n torment_v in_o the_o fire_n who_o flame_n be_v never_o slake_v nor_o shall_v ever_o be_v extinguish_v but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o leave_v damn_v judas_n a_o fearful_a spectacle_n for_o all_o horrible_a traitor_n and_o let_v we_o return_v to_o innocent_a jesus_n enter_v into_o the_o garden_n with_o his_o disciple_n where_o he_o exhort_v they_o to_o watch_v careful_o and_o to_o pray_v earnest_o that_o they_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n nor_o run_v into_o danger_n here_o my_o saviour_n begin_v to_o taste_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o sorrow_n and_o to_o feel_v the_o pang_n of_o humane_a affliction_n his_o spirit_n weary_v with_o heaviness_n and_o his_o mind_n tire_v with_o sadness_n so_o that_o he_o crave_v comfort_n of_o his_o disciple_n say_v can_v you_o not_o watch_v with_o i_o one_o hour_n stay_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n strain_v forth_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o throng_v forth_o sigh_n from_o thy_o heart_n draw_v near_o and_o express_v thy_o compassion_n towards_o thy_o afflict_a jesus_n behold_v how_o his_o countenance_n be_v change_v &_o his_o face_n cover_v with_o paleness_n he_o be_v scant_o able_a to_o utter_v in_o word_n the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o heavy_a heart_n and_o what_o do_v he_o say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n thy_o word_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n do_v not_o a_o little_a amaze_n my_o mind_n and_o affright_v my_o perplex_a thought_n for_o what_o do_v thou_o fear_v why_o be_v thou_o touch_v with_o sorrow_n why_o be_v thou_o press_v with_o heaviness_n from_o whence_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n do_v arise_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o sadness_n do_v thou_o fear_v any_o imminent_a danger_n do_v thou_o dread_v the_o punishment_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o suffer_v but_o for_o what_o other_o thing_n oh_o sweet_a lord_n do_v thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n for_o what_o other_o end_n most_o bless_a saviour_n do_v thou_o assume_v flesh_n unto_o thou_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n but_o that_o by_o thy_o death_n thou_o shall_v destroy_v our_o death_n and_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v what_o benefit_n have_v we_o reap_v by_o thy_o birth_n how_o can_v we_o have_v rejoice_v for_o the_o happy_a day_n of_o thy_o bless_a nativity_n if_o our_o condemn_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v redeem_v to_o life_n by_o thy_o most_o precious_a death_n if_o thou_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v refuse_v to_o die_v for_o i_o who_o shall_v have_v satisfy_v for_o my_o sin_n what_o can_v have_v cure_v my_o loathsome_a leprosy_n but_o the_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n what_o can_v restore_v i_o to_o life_n but_o thy_o innocent_a death_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o die_v for_o i_o but_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n whereas_o my_o loving_a saviour_n thou_o be_v subject_a to_o fear_v and_o heavy_a with_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n there_o appear_v unto_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o thy_o humanity_n not_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o nature_n yet_o always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n and_o clear_a from_o the_o spot_n of_o iniquity_n wherefore_o we_o may_v the_o more_o bold_o be_v most_o earnest_a suitor_n unto_o thou_o to_o obtain_v thy_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o necessity_n and_o to_o call_v for_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n in_o our_o bitter_a misery_n because_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o humanity_n have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o suffering_n behold_v also_o now_o my_o soul_n his_o faithful_a
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v consonable_a and_o our_o action_n conformable_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n show_v we_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o then_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o gladness_n and_o we_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o everlasting_a goodness_n for_o to_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o chief_a felicity_n and_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o endless_a misery_n therefore_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a for_o if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v yea_o but_o a_o little_a bless_v be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o psal_n 2.12_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o traitorous_a judas_n betray_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o one_o wonder_v at_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o other_o oh_o that_o all_o treacherous_a person_n and_o bloody_a mind_a traitor_n may_v have_v a_o view_n of_o desperate_a judas_n strangle_v himself_o with_o a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o 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life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
mollify_v those_o heart_n which_o be_v full_o fraught_v with_o cruelty_n think_v oh_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v hear_v pilate_n that_o unjust_a and_o wrongful_a judge_n utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n unto_o the_o mutter_a jew_n behold_v i_o bring_v he_o forth_o unto_o you_o that_o you_o may_v know_v i_o can_v find_v no_o cause_n to_o pronounce_v judgement_n against_o he_o but_o because_o you_o pretend_v some_o matter_n behold_v how_o i_o have_v punish_v the_o man_n to_o calm_v the_o tumult_n of_o your_o enrage_a mind_n look_v upon_o he_o with_o your_o eye_n see_v how_o miserable_a woeful_a base_a and_o contemptible_a he_o appear_v in_o your_o sight_n you_o need_v not_o stand_v in_o fear_n that_o he_o will_v seek_v to_o rule_v over_o you_o as_o a_o king_n you_o may_v see_v his_o power_n be_v too_o weak_a to_o compass_v a_o kingdom_n you_o may_v see_v how_o bitter_o he_o have_v be_v scourge_v scoff_v at_o by_o the_o people_n scorn_v of_o the_o multitude_n rude_o hale_v and_o 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viperous_a generation_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o have_v stop_v your_o clamorous_a mouth_n to_o have_v mollify_v your_o flinty_a heart_n and_o to_o have_v stay_v your_o bloody_a hand_n when_o you_o see_v my_o meek_a and_o kind_a saviour_n so_o cruel_o scourge_v currish_o scorn_v and_o pitiful_o torment_v as_o though_o he_o have_v be_v a_o man_n dangerous_a to_o your_o state_n and_o a_o pernicious_a foe_n to_o your_o country_n but_o although_o all_o those_o insupportable_a injury_n and_o opprobrious_a indignity_n be_v contrary_a to_o all_o piety_n and_o without_o any_o pity_n inflict_v upon_o he_o when_o as_o by_o the_o testimony_n of_o pilate_n a_o stern_a &_o severe_a judge_n he_o be_v pronounce_v to_o be_v innocent_a and_o clear_a from_o all_o offence_n joh._n 19.6_o yet_o you_o suppose_v that_o all_o those_o torment_n be_v too_o little_a and_o nothing_o too_o much_o which_o be_v unjust_o do_v to_o that_o innocent_a lamb_n who_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n once_o to_o murmur_n or_o mutter_v against_o his_o cruel_a persecutor_n here_o have_v thou_o cause_n oh_o my_o soul_n to_o admire_v the_o unspeakable_a mildness_n of_o my_o jesus_n and_o to_o stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o implacable_a cruelty_n of_o the_o jew_n when_o pilate_n perceive_v that_o his_o word_n can_v not_o prevail_v to_o slake_v the_o flame_n of_o their_o envious_a mind_n but_o rather_o add_v more_o fuel_n to_o their_o boil_a fury_n and_o that_o delay_n of_o his_o death_n do_v so_o mad_a &_o vex_v their_o confuse_a thought_n that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v quiet_v before_o they_o have_v shed_v his_o innocent_a blood_n then_o he_o willing_a to_o satisfy_v their_o frantic_a humour_n and_o to_o show_v himself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n presume_v against_o the_o contradiction_n and_o care_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n to_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n yea_o of_o a_o most_o vile_a and_o shameful_a death_n against_o the_o innocent_a lamb_n my_o love_a lord_n jesus_n nevertheless_o he_o will_v make_v a_o fair_a show_n to_o the_o world_n that_o he_o do_v acquit_v he_o in_o his_o heart_n although_o he_o condemn_v he_o with_o his_o mouth_n and_o take_v water_n he_o wash_v his_o hand_n before_o the_o people_n say_v i_o be_o innocent_a from_o the_o blood_n of_o this_o just_a man_n look_v you_o unto_o it_o mat_n 27.24_o then_o all_o the_o people_n cry_v out_o aloud_o with_o open_a mouth_n and_o bloody_a mind_n his_o blood_n be_v upon_o we_o and_o our_o child_n mat._n 27.25_o and_o indeed_o at_o last_o they_o find_v the_o woeful_a effect_n of_o their_o bloody_a wish_v they_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o their_o bloody_a desire_n though_o then_o in_o the_o heat_n of_o their_o fury_n they_o dread_v no_o danger_n nor_o dream_v on_o the_o day_n of_o their_o sorrow_n wherein_o their_o city_n be_v fill_v with_o slaughter_a body_n and_o the_o channel_n of_o their_o street_n stream_v with_o blood_n although_o my_o tender_a heart_a saviour_n have_v foretold_v they_o of_o their_o woeful_a desolation_n and_o with_o weep_a tear_n forewarn_v they_o of_o their_o doleful_a destruction_n but_o they_o stop_v their_o ear_n and_o will_v not_o hear_v his_o voice_n flatter_v themselves_o in_o their_o deceitful_a security_n and_o laugh_v at_o his_o word_n in_o the_o fair_a day_n of_o their_o prosperity_n but_o here_o cease_v a_o while_n my_o sorrowful_a soul_n to_o meditate_v on_o the_o malicious_a madness_n of_o the_o bloodthirsty_a jew_n who_o clamorous_a voice_n can_v not_o be_v pacify_v before_o the_o corrupt_a judge_n curse_a pilate_n have_v condemn_v my_o dear_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o consider_v the_o heinous_a and_o hateful_a condition_n of_o pilate_n sin_n and_o view_v the_o woeful_a horror_n of_o his_o wretched_a soul_n who_o for_o fear_n of_o caesar_n and_o favour_n of_o the_o people_n do_v contrary_a to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o his_o conscience_n and_o custom_n of_o law_n pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o my_o poor_a jesus_n who_o never_o mean_v hurt_v nor_o think_v any_o evil_n tell_v i_o thou_o wicked_a judge_n how_o can_v thou_o pretend_v any_o shadow_n to_o cover_v thy_o sin_n where_o can_v thou_o think_v to_o find_v a_o place_n of_o refuge_n for_o thy_o guilty_a soul_n do_v thou_o more_o dread_a the_o displeasure_n of_o the_o people_n than_o the_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v thou_o stand_v in_o more_o awe_n of_o mortal_a man_n then_o of_o the_o eternal_a god_n do_v thou_o more_o regard_n to_o protest_v thyself_o a_o friend_n unto_o caesar_n who_o although_o he_o be_v a_o great_a king_n be_v but_o a_o feeble_a creature_n than_o thou_o have_v care_v to_o discharge_v thy_o office_n to_o god_n thy_o omnipotent_a creator_n tell_v i_o do_v not_o thy_o heart_n ache_v and_o all_o thy_o body_n tremble_v so_o soon_o as_o wrongful_a judgement_n have_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o lip_n against_o my_o innocent_a saviour_n be_v thou_o not_o torment_v with_o the_o sting_n of_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n or_o be_v thou_o deprive_v of_o all_o thy_o sense_n so_o soon_o as_o thou_o have_v utter_v that_o wrongful_a sentence_n thou_o do_v know_v that_o the_o jew_n have_v deliver_v he_o of_o envy_n matth._n 27.28_o and_o will_v thou_o be_v a_o instrument_n to_o satisfy_v their_o wicked_a malice_n thou_o be_v ordain_v a_o judge_n to_o execute_v justice_n and_o to_o give_v righteous_a judgement_n wherefore_o how_o horrible_a be_v thy_o sin_n how_o woeful_a be_v the_o state_n of_o thy_o guilty_a soul_n when_o thou_o have_v condemn_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n bitter_a and_o sweet_a water_n do_v not_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o selfsame_o fountain_n yet_o thou_o with_o the_o selfsame_o mouth_n do_v justify_v my_o saviour_n as_o a_o innocent_a person_n and_o by_o and_o by_o with_o the_o selfsame_o mouth_n condemn_v he_o as_o a_o heinous_a malefactor_n how_o odious_a
prepare_v for_o they_o from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n oh_o let_v my_o prayer_n come_v before_o thy_o presence_n let_v the_o zeal_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o lift_v up_o of_o my_o hand_n towards_o thy_o throne_n of_o mercy_n move_v thou_o to_o grant_v the_o request_n of_o my_o humble_a petition_n amen_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n carry_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v and_o of_o those_o thing_n which_o happen_v by_o the_o way_n med_n xiii_o our_o bless_a saviour_n christ_n the_o perfect_a 19.17_o perfect_a john_n 19.17_o gain_n do_v 27.32_o do_v matth._n 27.32_o bear_v the_o cross_n whereon_o himself_o must_v die_v simon_n of_o 23.26_o of_o luk._n 23.26_o cyrene_n sometime_o they_o constrain_v to_o do_v 15.21_o do_v mark_n 15.21_o it_o so_o say_v the_o truth_n that_o can_v lie_v he_o which_o will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n and_o follow_v i_o matth._n 16.24_o run_v and_o make_v haste_n oh_o my_o soul_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o our_o most_o sweet_a redeemer_n who_o bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n joh._n 19.16.17_o do_v invite_v thou_o to_o carry_v thy_o cross_n if_o thou_o desire_v to_o follow_v his_o step_n oh_o how_o sweet_a how_o delectable_a how_o delightful_a be_v it_o to_o carry_v the_o cross_n after_o my_o jesus_n his_o happiness_n can_v be_v utter_v his_o blessedness_n can_v be_v imagine_v which_o do_v follow_v thou_o my_o lord_n jesu_n in_o thy_o bless_a path_n he_o walk_v not_o in_o darkness_n he_o come_v not_o near_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n but_o shall_v have_v the_o light_n of_o life_n come_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o follow_v our_o jesus_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o own_o shoulder_n let_v we_o leave_v all_o and_o follow_v he_o with_o alacrity_n let_v nothing_o stop_v our_o passage_n let_v not_o any_o thing_n hinder_v we_o in_o our_o course_n look_v upon_o thy_o lord_n thy_o 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to_o inspire_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o so_o to_o kindle_v thy_o love_n in_o my_o breast_n that_o i_o may_v be_v content_v to_o be_v crucify_v with_o thou_o here_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v be_v receive_v by_o thou_o into_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v so_o true_o lament_v for_o my_o trespass_n and_o shed_v such_o bitter_a tear_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v faithful_o say_v with_o this_o penitent_a thief_n lord_n remember_v i_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o i_o confess_v o_fw-fr lord_n i_o have_v be_v no_o better_o than_o a_o thief_n for_o i_o have_v rob_v thou_o of_o thy_o honour_n i_o have_v be_v untrue_a unto_o thou_o concern_v thy_o glory_n my_o lip_n be_v defile_v with_o lie_v my_o hand_n have_v wrought_v the_o work_n of_o deceit_n i_o have_v often_o beguile_v the_o widow_n and_o defraud_v the_o orphan_n i_o have_v seek_v to_o make_v myself_o rich_a by_o oppression_n i_o have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o my_o governor_n and_o will_v not_o live_v under_o their_o lawful_a subjection_n oh_o lord_n remember_v not_o my_o great_a and_o grievous_a offence_n let_v thy_o mercy_n blot_v they_o out_o of_o thy_o memory_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v lay_v against_o i_o when_o i_o shall_v be_v summon_v to_o appear_v before_o thou_o remember_v i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n as_o thou_o do_v this_o late-repenting_a malefactor_n who_o thou_o have_v leave_v unto_o i_o as_o one_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o despair_v in_o regard_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o presume_v to_o sin_n in_o respect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o let_v i_o remember_v this_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a goodness_n so_o that_o i_o may_v
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the_o light_n of_o thy_o eye_n be_v obscure_v with_o weep_v and_o thy_o heart_n ache_v with_o groan_v as_o outward_a sign_n of_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n as_o faithful_a witness_n of_o thy_o serious_a and_o true_a repentance_n so_o that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o the_o comfortable_a love_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n may_v still_o enlighten_v thy_o heart_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o cheerful_a countenance_n evermore_o shine_v upon_o thou_o oh_o let_v not_o the_o misty_a vapour_n of_o my_o gross_a offence_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n so_o obscure_a the_o beam_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o that_o their_o gracious_a influence_n may_v still_o have_v their_o powerful_a operation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o revive_v my_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o lively_a motion_n of_o fervent_a and_o true_a devotion_n let_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o spirit_n so_o dispel_v and_o dispierce_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cherish_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o see_v the_o brightness_n of_o thy_o glory_n but_o now_o cease_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o behold_v the_o darken_a sun_n with_o thy_o amaze_a eye_n and_o attend_v to_o thy_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_a saviour_n with_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n what_o mournful_a tongue_n can_v utter_v the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o agony_n what_o thought_n can_v conceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o pain_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pang_n which_o make_v he_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n and_o his_o earnest_n and_o loud_a voice_n unto_o his_o celestial_a father_n cry_v out_o in_o this_o woeful_a manner_n eli_n eli_n lammazabatani_fw-la my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o oh_o how_o vehement_a be_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o angry_a father_n against_o thou_o my_o merciful_a jesu_n my_o love_a saviour_n how_o violent_a be_v the_o torment_n that_o vex_v thy_o body_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o affliction_n that_o press_v and_o perplex_v thy_o mind_n groan_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o sin_n impose_v upon_o thy_o innocent_a shoulder_n indeed_o our_o heinous_a sin_n our_o horrible_a transgression_n move_v false-hearted_a judas_n to_o betray_v thou_o and_o induce_v the_o stubborne-minded_n jew_n to_o reject_v thou_o they_o make_v thy_o disciple_n to_o fly_v for_o fear_n and_o to_o leave_v their_o love_a master_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n they_o compel_v thy_o head_n to_o be_v crown_v with_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o face_n to_o be_v defile_v with_o spittle_n thy_o body_n to_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o nail_v thy_o foot_n they_o be_v the_o hammer_n and_o nail_n that_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n these_o cause_v thy_o father_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o the_o severity_n of_o his_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v innocent_a may_v make_v satisfaction_n for_o our_o trespass_n suffer_v a_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o to_o deliver_v our_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a destruction_n these_o make_v thy_o love_a father_n seem_v to_o withdraw_v his_o cheerful_a countenance_n from_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v appear_v so_o deform_v to_o his_o eye_n and_o ugly_a in_o his_o sight_n have_v put_v on_o the_o filthy_a rag_n of_o our_o iniquity_n although_o he_o do_v always_o love_v thou_o and_o can_v never_o leave_v thou_o be_v always_o beautiful_a with_o the_o true_a ornament_n of_o thy_o own_o integrity_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n water_v my_o bed_n with_o flow_a tear_n and_o my_o heart_n labour_n with_o continual_a groan_n to_o weep_v for_o the_o cruelty_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o lament_v for_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o be_v such_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o
torture_v thy_o body_n and_o such_o furious_a tyrant_n to_o vex_v thy_o soul_n how_o great_a oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n be_v the_o torture_n which_o thou_o do_v patient_o endure_v for_o my_o sake_n how_o painful_a how_o shameful_a and_o curse_a be_v the_o death_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n the_o punishment_n be_v great_a wherewith_o thy_o body_n be_v afflict_v the_o anguish_n be_v grievous_a wherewith_o thy_o soul_n be_v affect_v the_o thorn_n be_v sharp_a that_o wound_v thy_o sacred_a head_n the_o whip_n be_v terrible_a that_o scourge_v thy_o naked_a body_n the_o nail_n be_v painful_a that_o enter_v through_o thy_o hand_n and_o pierce_v thy_o foot_n nothing_o but_o mark_n of_o cruelty_n appear_v to_o thy_o eye_n nothing_o but_o scornful_a reproach_n of_o thy_o enemy_n sound_v in_o thy_o ear_n but_o as_o thy_o outward_a affliction_n be_v unspeakable_a so_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n be_v more_o intolerable_a when_o thou_o do_v think_v how_o forgetful_a we_o will_v be_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o how_o unthankful_a we_o will_v be_v for_o thy_o benefit_n and_o as_o thou_o my_o most_o dear_a jesu_n in_o the_o fierce_a fit_n of_o thy_o agony_n and_o sore_a pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n do_v call_v and_o cry_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n for_o succour_n so_o teach_v i_o to_o lift_v up_o my_o devout_a heart_n pure_a hand_n and_o a_o loud_a voice_n towards_o the_o seat_n of_o mercy_n when_o any_o outward_a affliction_n do_v pinch_v my_o body_n or_o any_o inward_a tribulation_n press_v my_o soul_n teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n in_o the_o stormy_a day_n of_o my_o great_a persecution_n to_o meditate_v on_o thy_o wont_a goodness_n and_o when_o my_o soul_n be_v most_o perplex_a with_o the_o horror_n of_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n to_o think_v on_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o forsake_v i_o not_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n when_o my_o strength_n fail_v uphold_v i_o when_o my_o foot_n begin_v to_o slide_v and_o raise_v i_o up_o when_o i_o begin_v to_o fall_v thou_o do_v never_o leave_v they_o without_o comfort_n in_o time_n of_o their_o trouble_n who_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o confidence_n of_o thy_o promise_n and_o faithful_o crave_v thy_o succour_n oh_o suffer_v not_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v cast_v down_o with_o immoderate_a mourning_n or_o my_o mouth_n to_o be_v fill_v with_o murmur_v when_o thy_o hand_n lie_v heavy_a upon_o i_o comfort_v my_o droop_a heart_n with_o some_o taste_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a consolation_n when_o either_o the_o sword_n of_o persecution_n do_v wound_n my_o body_n or_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n do_v afflict_v my_o mind_n let_v i_o remember_v that_o thy_o child_n be_v in_o this_o world_n as_o the_o israelite_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n they_o shall_v have_v many_o cruel_a foe_n abide_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n run_v through_o many_o danger_n and_o drink_v of_o the_o bitter_a water_n of_o mara_n before_o they_o can_v come_v into_o heavenly_a canaan_n and_o chaw_v the_o wormwood_n of_o affliction_n before_o they_o can_v eat_v of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n more_o sweet_a than_o milk_n and_o more_o delicate_a than_o honey_n let_v i_o remember_v that_o abraham_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a be_v often_o afflict_v that_o jacob_n thy_o belove_a be_v constrain_v to_o fly_v for_o fear_n of_o esau_n his_o rough-handed_n and_o hard-hearted_a brother_n and_o then_o ungentle_o entreat_v and_o unjust_o reward_v for_o his_o faithful_a service_n by_o laban_n his_o churlish_a uncle_n that_o david_n thy_o choose_a be_v often_o in_o danger_n of_o his_o life_n pursue_v and_o persecute_v by_o furious_a saul_n before_o he_o be_v advance_v to_o his_o kingdom_n oh_o let_v i_o not_o forget_v the_o many_o misery_n and_o bitter_a affliction_n which_o tumble_v in_o heap_n upon_o job_n thy_o faithful_a servant_n let_v their_o patience_n calm_v the_o turbulent_a motion_n of_o my_o repine_a mind_n and_o let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o their_o deliverance_n arm_v my_o hart_n with_o a_o confident_a and_o steadfast_a resolution_n that_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o careful_a providence_n never_o sleep_v nor_o slumber_v but_o continual_o watch_v over_o thy_o faithful_a and_o belove_a and_o that_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n be_v then_o stretch_v out_o to_o rid_v they_o out_o of_o peril_n when_o they_o seem_v to_o be_v in_o a_o desperate_a case_n past_o all_o hope_n and_o far_a from_o succour_n and_o let_v i_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o best_a hope_n that_o thy_o child_n may_v expect_v in_o this_o worldly_a lottery_n but_o yet_o let_v the_o anchor_n of_o my_o hope_n take_v such_o sure_a hold_n on_o thy_o promise_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o misery_n that_o i_o may_v always_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o be_v able_a and_o never_o unwilling_a to_o cure_v my_o malady_n if_o i_o call_v faithful_o upon_o thy_o name_n and_o wait_v thy_o appoint_a time_n with_o patience_n abide_v constant_a in_o thy_o love_n and_o confident_a in_o thy_o word_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o lord_n jesus_n to_o cry_v out_o unto_o thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o trouble_n &_o to_o crave_v thy_o strong_a aid_n in_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o tribulation_n o_o let_v i_o drink_v a_o deep_a draught_n of_o the_o fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n when_o my_o poor_a heart_n be_v parch_v with_o thirst_n in_o this_o world_n of_o misery_n hear_v i_o from_o heaven_n and_o let_v my_o voice_n sound_n in_o thy_o ear_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v comfort_n when_o i_o be_o distress_v help_v i_o when_o i_o be_o oppress_v and_o peace_n of_o conscience_n when_o my_o soul_n be_v afflict_v that_o when_o i_o feel_v the_o sweet_a taste_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o lip_n may_v show_v thy_o praise_n and_o my_o tongue_n declare_v thy_o glory_n say_v with_o my_o voice_n i_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n with_o my_o voice_n i_o pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o hear_v i_o a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o five_o and_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v on_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v med_n xviii_o when_o christ_n our_o lord_n the_o 13.1_o the_o zach._n 13.1_o fountain_n of_o all_o bliss_n have_v say_v i_o 19.28_o i_o joh._n 19.28_o thirst_v and_o that_o the_o hour_n be_v come_v that_o he_o to_o death_n must_v yield_v for_o our_o 4.25_o our_o rom._n 4.25_o amiss_o he_o say_v it_o be_v 19.30_o be_v joh._n 19.30_o finish_v now_o and_o all_o be_v do_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n consider_v not_o only_o the_o woe_n but_o mark_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o die_a jesus_n thou_o do_v hear_v he_o cry_v unto_o his_o heavenly_a father_n with_o fervency_n of_o his_o affection_n utter_v the_o vehemency_n of_o his_o affliction_n and_o now_o hear_v thy_o woeful_a jesus_n speak_v unto_o the_o wilful_a deafe-eard_a and_o dead-hearted_n jew_n say_v i_o thirst_v and_o although_o envy_n have_v so_o parch_v up_o their_o heart_n that_o they_o have_v no_o sap_n of_o relent_a pity_n yet_o let_v his_o word_n pierce_v so_o deep_a into_o thy_o tender_a heart_n that_o it_o may_v be_v wound_v with_o true_a compunction_n and_o stir_v up_o active_a and_o lively_a motion_n of_o compassion_n within_o thy_o bowel_n so_o often_o as_o thou_o do_v think_v on_o his_o necessity_n and_o so_o often_o as_o thou_o do_v meditate_v on_o his_o calamity_n but_o alas_o thou_o do_v seldom_o or_o never_o meditate_v on_o his_o humane_a misery_n oh_o what_o grievous_a infirmity_n misery_n distress_n and_o calamity_n do_v our_o frail_a assume_v nature_n bring_v upon_o thou_o my_o love_a sweet_a and_o merciful_a jesu_n how_o many_o great_a and_o unsupportable_a torment_n do_v our_o sin_n yea_o my_o sin_n make_v thou_o by_o imputation_n compel_v thou_o to_o suffer_v what_o do_v cause_v thou_o to_o do_v it_o my_o bless_a saviour_n but_o the_o ardent_a fervour_n of_o thy_o exceed_a love_n what_o worthiness_n of_o merit_n be_v there_o in_o we_o as_o a_o motive_n to_o move_v thou_o it_o be_v thy_o unspeakable_a mercy_n and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o inestimable_a mercy_n which_o do_v induce_v thou_o but_o can_v thou_o oh_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n contain_v thy_o tear_n within_o the_o little_a cave_n of_o thy_o eye_n and_o suppress_v thy_o groan_n and_o repress_v thy_o sigh_n within_o the_o hollow_a corner_n and_o cavern_n of_o thy_o heart_n when_o thou_o do_v think_v on_o the_o extreme_a thirst_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n and_o of_o the_o small_a compassion_n that_o be_v show_v unto_o he_o by_o the_o unmerciful_a jew_n wherefore_o cry_v out_o with_o the_o voice_n of_o mourning_n and_o lament_v in_o thy_o cry_n &_o say_v unto_o thy_o belove_a jesus_n oh_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a reconciler_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a redeemer_n how_o shall_v my_o sad_a &_o sorrowful_a soul_n be_v afflict_v with_o heaviness_n how_o
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n of_o persecution_n shake_v the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o faith_n and_o let_v no_o wave_n of_o affliction_n quench_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n but_o let_v the_o oil_n of_o his_o sufficient_a grace_n so_o strengthen_v the_o sinew_n of_o thy_o faith_n when_o it_o wax_v feeble_a that_o thy_o heart_n never_o fail_v nor_o thy_o courage_n quail_v when_o thou_o be_v molest_v with_o any_o sickness_n or_o affliction_n of_o body_n or_o move_v with_o any_o malady_n of_o thy_o mind_n be_v faithful_o persuade_v that_o no_o calamity_n can_v betide_v thou_o without_o his_o will_n nor_o no_o danger_n can_v come_v near_o thy_o dwell_n without_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o that_o no_o tyrant_n although_o they_o be_v never_o so_o mighty_a can_v do_v but_o so_o much_o and_o no_o more_o against_o thou_o than_o he_o in_o his_o wisdom_n know_v to_o be_v profitable_a for_o thou_o for_o neither_o the_o profane_a gentile_n nor_o the_o superstitious_a jew_n can_v do_v any_o more_o unto_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n than_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v who_o come_v to_o die_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n they_o can_v not_o do_v one_o jot_n more_o than_o be_v enact_v in_o the_o high_a court_n of_o the_o celestial_a parliament_n determine_v by_o the_o secret_a counsel_n of_o the_o trinity_n &_o confirm_v by_o the_o everlasting_a statute_n of_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n confirm_v my_o mind_n oh_o lord_n with_o a_o steadfast_a persuasion_n of_o thy_o power_n and_o comfort_v my_o weak_a nature_n with_o a_o resolute_a confidence_n in_o thy_o word_n that_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o adversity_n and_o day_n of_o my_o tribulation_n yea_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n i_o may_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n as_o thou_o do_v thy_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n oh_o what_o a_o consolation_n &_o comfort_n may_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o in_o my_o great_a misery_n to_o commend_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o custody_n for_o there_o it_o shall_v remain_v in_o the_o safe_a harbour_n of_o eternal_a tranquillity_n no_o more_o subject_a to_o misery_n no_o more_o obnoxious_a to_o vanity_n the_o joy_n that_o it_o shall_v possess_v be_v unspeakable_a the_o felicity_n incomparable_a the_o continuance_n of_o it_o never_o decay_v but_o always_o durable_a without_o any_o change_n or_o end_v receive_v my_o soul_n oh_o my_o love_a saviour_n into_o thy_o hand_n that_o it_o may_v be_v safe_a under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o it_o come_v from_o thou_o and_o therefore_o let_v it_o return_v unto_o thou_o receive_v my_o gift_n my_o bountiful_a giver_n but_o because_o oh_o lord_n nothing_o that_o be_v impure_a may_v appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n neither_o can_v thou_o behold_v any_o unclean_a thing_n with_o thy_o eye_n purge_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o wash_v away_o the_o spot_n of_o it_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o be_v beautify_v with_o the_o pure_a white_a robe_n of_o thy_o mercy_n reu._n 12.18_o it_o may_v confident_o approach_v unto_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o majesty_n oh_o let_v the_o affection_n of_o my_o love_n be_v never_o defective_a towards_o thou_o and_o infuse_v that_o into_o i_o by_o the_o gift_n of_o thy_o grace_n which_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o obtain_v by_o my_o own_o strength_n captivate_v all_o my_o sense_n that_o they_o may_v be_v obsequious_a to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o frame_v all_o the_o member_n of_o my_o body_n to_o perform_v thy_o law_n that_o be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o death_n by_o true_a mortification_n of_o my_o flesh_n i_o may_v also_o be_v make_v partaker_n with_o thou_o of_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n by_o the_o vivification_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v bury_v and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n med_n xx._n within_o a_o 15.46_o a_o mar._n 15.46_o tomb_n which_o in_o a_o rock_n be_v wrought_v joseph_n 27.90_o joseph_n mar._n 27.90_o enshrine_v the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n wrap_v in_o a_o 15.46_o a_o luk._n 23.53_o mark_n 15.46_o cloth_n which_o he_o of_o purpose_n buy_v oh_o happy_a man_n that_o do_v such_o love_n afford_v as_o there_o be_v a_o wicked_a and_o covetous_a judas_n oh_o my_o soul_n among_o the_o faithful_a disciple_n of_o thy_o love_a jesus_n to_o betray_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a death_n so_o there_o be_v a_o kind_a joseph_n find_v among_o the_o jew_n who_o bring_v he_o honourable_o to_o his_o grave_n oh_o who_o be_v able_a to_o relate_v the_o lamentation_n to_o express_v the_o sorrow_n and_o utter_v the_o grief_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n mourn_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o other_o woman_n who_o do_v behold_v he_o with_o their_o compassionate_a eye_n when_o like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o bewail_v his_o departure_n from_o they_o with_o flood_n of_o tear_n now_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v hear_v the_o virgin_n marie_n discover_v the_o inward_a sorrow_n of_o her_o heart_n of_o her_o grieve_a and_o wound_a heart_n utter_v out_o of_o her_o doleful_a mouth_n passionate_z as_o she_o be_v a_o tender_a heart_a woman_n and_o more_o compassionate_a as_o she_o be_v a_o love_a mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o wound_a and_o breathless_a body_n of_o her_o son_n take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n let_v she_o sorrowful_a word_n penetrate_v thy_o ear_n and_o pierce_v thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v bewail_v the_o debt_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o she_o lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a son_n what_o be_v my_o felicity_n which_o i_o have_v by_o thou_o in_o thy_o life_n be_v it_o any_o thing_n else_o but_o extreme_a misery_n at_o thy_o death_n how_o be_v my_o chief_a joy_n change_v into_o sorrow_n my_o mirth_n into_o mourning_n how_o be_v my_o rejoice_v turn_v into_o lament_v my_o cheerfulness_n turn_v into_o heaviness_n nothing_o can_v mitigate_v my_o calamity_n nothing_o can_v ease_v my_o malady_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v oh_o my_o most_o dear_a son_n what_o heinous_a crime_n have_v thou_o commit_v what_o odious_a treason_n have_v thou_o perpetrate_v that_o thou_o be_v condemn_v to_o die_v such_o a_o shameful_a and_o bitter_a death_n thy_o pure_a hand_n be_v never_o defile_v with_o any_o evil_a action_n and_o thy_o harmless_a heart_n do_v never_o harbour_v any_o wicked_a cogitation_n thy_o eye_n be_v never_o bewitch_v with_o worldly_a vanity_n nor_o thy_o ear_n delight_v with_o lewd_a discourse_n thy_o mouth_n do_v utter_v forth_o wisdom_n and_o thy_o tongue_n speak_v nothing_o but_o the_o truth_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o mirror_n of_o piety_n thy_o word_n deserve_v no_o reprehension_n thy_o deed_n be_v without_o all_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o want_n of_o he_o who_o be_v her_o love_a master_n and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n can_v thou_o be_v so_o stonie-hearted_n that_o thou_o be_v move_v with_o no_o feel_a compassion_n be_v thy_o heart_n so_o hard_o that_o it_o can_v give_v a_o groan_n be_v thy_o eye_n so_o dry_a that_o they_o will_v not_o yield_v a_o tear_n at_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o death_n and_o burial_n of_o thy_o saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o sin_n and_o be_v slay_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o thou_o may_v mollify_v and_o moisten_v my_o hard_a and_o dry_a heart_n with_o plentiful_a shower_n of_o thy_o grace_n turn_v my_o head_n into_o a_o spring_n of_o water_n and_o change_v my_o eye_n into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o excuse_v myself_o because_o i_o have_v be_v so_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n so_o forgetful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o so_o unkind_a unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o love_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o woe_n and_o alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a and_o wicked_a sinner_n who_o can_v measure_v the_o quantity_n of_o my_o infelicity_n who_o can_v describe_v the_o horror_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o can_v quiet_v the_o trouble_n of_o my_o mind_n who_o can_v pacify_v my_o trouble_a conscience_n because_o my_o hard_a heart_n have_v not_o be_v touch_v with_o any_o compunction_n nor_o my_o bowel_n move_v with_o any_o compassion_n when_o i_o do_v think_v on_o thy_o cruel_a death_n and_o meditate_v on_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o oh_o miserable_a creature_n for_o when_o other_o do_v mourn_v at_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o passion_n shed_v tear_n and_o send_v forth_o sigh_n at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o death_n my_o hart_n be_v so_o overgrow_v with_o hardness_n that_o it_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n be_v so_o dry_a without_o moisture_n that_o they_o will_v not_o send_v forth_o a_o tear_n oh_o why_o do_v i_o not_o sigh_v sob_n and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o
thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n blind_v they_o malicious_o despise_v proud_o contemn_v and_o careless_o reject_v thy_o bless_a word_n behind_o they_o neither_o do_v they_o oh_o lord_n admire_v no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o regard_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n thou_o have_v powerful_o wrought_v among_o they_o except_o a_o few_o noble_a champion_n which_o thou_o do_v choose_v among_o the_o weak_a and_o abject_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o may_v batter_v down_o strong_a hold_n &_o throw_v down_o high_a tower_n that_o thy_o invincible_a power_n may_v appear_v in_o their_o weakness_n &_o so_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n may_v shine_v the_o bright_a neither_o be_v they_o only_o unthankful_a to_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n and_o great_a kindness_n but_o they_o do_v very_o spiteful_o reproach_v thou_o oh_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o spit_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o their_o malice_n against_o thou_o plot_v in_o their_o devilish_a mind_n and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v