which grant us O good Lord for the same thy sonne our Sauiour Jesus Christ his sake who with thee and the holy spirit liveth and reigneth one glorious God for ever and ever AMEN CHAP. XXXVI Meditations concerning death § 1. Seeing all must dye how to prepare that death may not be terrible § 2. Meanes to comfort in the death of deare friends § 3. Comforts against death THat needeth no proofe whereof all are examples to themselves such is that easiest and hardest lesson that All must dye that death is the undoubted issue of sinne that it is a separation of the soule from the body for a time But because it stealeth on as they that sleepe in a ship undersaile arrive at their port while they thinke not of going so goe wee with a restlesse pace to that same terra incognita the unknowne limit of our present life consuming while we are not sensible thereof and because it is terrible to flesh and blood the maine care must be to knowe 1 What preparation we are to make that neither life may be tedious nor death terrible 2 How to comfort our selves against it in case of sorrow for others 3 How we must be comforted against feare of death We must prepare for death because in the place where the tree falleth there it shall be as death leaveth us judgement shall finde us now as the passage to the promised rest which was a type of heaven to the Israël of God was terrible so is this to heaven we are presently ripe though not ready for death all are subject to this pale prince to whom we are going every moment this day wee now live wee divide with death that which is past thereof being unrecoverably gone rhe houre is uncertaine but they are certainly happy who are then provided thou wouldst watch against the comming of theeves who can take nothing from thee but only that which a little time must what a stupid security is it not to watch and provide against death which thou knowest will certainly and quickly come and take away body soule heaven and all to eternity from the secure sinner Thinkest thou of youth and strength Alas how many young and strong men have died before thee Doest thou in others funeralls thinke as the Pharise said I am not as other men What priviledge hast thou Let not Satan delude thee but prepare for the day that it may bee thy happiest To prepare so that thou maist not feare death it is necessary that thou 1 Put thy house in order so that when the houre is come that thou shalt be taken hence all secular cares falling off like Eliahs mantle thou maist quietly fix thy minde on those things which are above to which thou art going 2. That thou alwaies keepe innocency for so thy end shall be peace Psal. 37. 37. The sting of death is sinne 1. Cor. 15. 56. and more greivous then it into which when our first parents fell they became mortall and so death went over all for as much as all have sinned so that which was their punishment became naturall to all borne of them The best preparation against death is as much as we can to avoid the cause thereof but for which as it could never have prevailed so neither can it now be terrible what is the serpent when his venemous teeth are broken or his sting pulled out what is death to those who are fully assured of their sinnes remission death where is thy sting cryed Paul certaine of victory in Christ and insulting over death otherwise even Aristippus how excellently soever disputing of the contempt of death will looke pale in the storme at sea yea where some remaindes of the first Adam appeare and therein some degrees of unbeleefe the saints thinke of death as Jacob said of his Luz how dreadfull is this place this is the gate of heaven for the guilt of sin presenteth the conscience with apprehension and feare of Gods anger as faith doth with confidence of attonement in Christ hence is the conflict in the soule desiring to be with Christ and flesh and blood naturally fearing its owne destructiō look how Moses assured that the rod turn'd into a serpent should not sting him yet fled it with a kind of fearfull willingnesse tooke it up so is it here the guilt of sinne afflicting the conscience is the onely terrour of death therefore as the Philistins said of David we may say of it let him not goe downe into the battel with us lest he be an enemy to us sinne is the mother of unbeliefe feare and doubting it leaveth the conscience wounded and affrighted with feare of judgment whereof death is but the execution most embittred with present sorrow and apprehension of the future which maketh death evill that can be no evill death whith endeth a good life the heathen could say that they that will be immortall must live holily and justly if thou feare death so But why may some say is not death the punishment of sinne taken away from those who by the grace of regeneration are acquitted from the guilt of sinne We must know that if the bodies immortalitie should ever presently follow the sacrament of regeneration faith it selfe should be enervated which then hath being when it expecteth that in hope which is not yet actually seen also the feare of death must be overcome by the strength and conflict of faith in men of ripe yeares as it appeared in the Martyres wherein there could be neither victory nor glory if no conflict as there could not be if the Saints had present immunity from bodily death who would not then runne to the grace of Christ with infants to be baptised that they might not dye And so should faith not be tryed by an invisible reward nor indeed by faith in that it now sought and obtained reward But now by a greater and more admirable grace of our Savicur the punishment of sinne is converted to the use of righteousnesse for then it was said to man if thou sinne thou shalt dye but now it is said to the martyr dye that thou maist not sinne so by the unspeakable mercy of God the very punishment of sinne became the armour of vertue and so death which endeth this mortall and sinfull life becommeth a passage to the eternall in which shall be no sinne and so the punishment is turned into mercy and death become againe by which sinne and misery are cut off lest the evill should be immortall 3 It is necessary that thou strive to live an heavenly life in all godlinesse to set thy affections on things above to reckon that thou art here but a pilgrime and stranger not having in this world any continuing city that thou art a fellow citizen with the Saints and of the houshold of God that being here in this earthly
yesterday or are to day precipitate hours by their succeding moments pass with the flight of a thought quickly changing us from secure youth to solicitous age which stealeth on with so slie a foot that like the remoter lights of heaven in their vast orbes the speed of their motion is not so much perceived passing as passed away and so wee become old before wee have well composed our youth or thought of age like men sailing wee make our port sleeping and waking as the Prophet said of Ephraim Strangers have devoured his strength and hee knoweth it not yea gray haires are here and there upon him yet hee knoweth not Truely the age of man is but of a short date as the flowers beauty of few houres continuance will wee nill we wee grow old and that which David once said 1 Sam. 20. there is but a step between me and death the strongest in every age may truely There is some little difference between the yong and the old which as little time will take away the old decrepid man was a flourishing youth not long since and the young man must quickly be old the end evens all whether the last yeere of Methusalah's long-spun life or of the dying infant which like those water sourses rising neer the sea and by a short and speedy course rendring themselves into the bitter depths again whether the long lasting Patriarcks before the flood or the now epitomized lives of men in this worlds senio which like Winter's sunnes but rise shew themselves above the horizon creep a low course quickly set againe exchanging the short day for a long-some night all comes to one invariable conclusion at last hee dyed Vain and fraile life of man on which wee set so high a rate there 's nothing long in the longest life of man nothing lasting in which there is something last which being come that which was is eternally past that which wee call old age is but the circuites of a few yeeres surrendring to death 3. Death hath three messengers to arrest and Sub poena up to that high court whence there 's no appeale chance or accident infirmity and old age The first telleth of doubtfull things the second of grievous the last of certain No man is secure of one houre to come death cometh to the young man like Rechaâ— and Baana to Ishbosheth about the heat of the day to slay him insidiis but to the old man aperto marte there by ambush here with displayed banners flying colouâ—s so that it concerneth all the living to be prudent in not sleeping without oile in their lampes least the Bridegroom coming in an houre they dreame not of while they endeavour too late a preparation the door be shut and they knock in vain Being here to lay down some directions and comforts against the sorrowes and evils of age I shall consider 1. What must be done for prevention or where the foundation of an happy age must be layed 2. How the evils of age may be lessened 3. Or how more patiently born 4. How they may be used to the good of the aged 1. For the prevention of evils incident to age wee must lay the foundation in youth it is a good rule in thy youth study to live well and in thy age to dye well The vices and distempers of youth deliver up a surfeited body to age whereby they not only incommodate but dishonour it with the faults of youth making it not onely heare evill as wretched unhappy and contemptible a burthen continuall disease and worse then death but also to be so in respect of the decayes paines and aches and specially the conscience of an ill-spent life but for these age hath often a capacity of health sufficiency of strength and solidity of comfort as appeareth not only in Moses whose eye was not dim nor his naturall force abated at the age of 120 years Deut. 34. 7. but also Joshuah's defectlesse strength Josh. 14. 10 11. at 85. and in the cheerefull health of divers moderne examples of temperance wherein it is a more happy part of life then youth which at best is not far from if not in danger of mischievous incentives to sinne for what good man ever doubted but that an holy reformed age is incomparably better then a vitious youth and who seeth not the way in consideration hereof to make the age which greiveth them more blessed then that which did vainely delight them 2. Set the Lord ever before thee and remember thy Creator in the daies of thy youth then recken that thou maist quickly provide for it by the studies of young men you may probably conjecture what fruits they will beare in age if they be not blasted they that would make their provision by gathering Manna went out betimes the scorching sunne once rising all was gone happy are they as I noted that have a grave Lois and an holy Eunice to season their tender yeares with knowledge of God before the heat of corrupted youth which permitteth not the dew of heaven to lye upon the heart 3. Suspect thine own judgement many had been happily wise had they not by too early an opinion thereof anticipated that fruit and thought themselves such before they were so youth is the age of folly and precipitate errour which few discover untill they are past it it is the age of vaine hopes and overgrown confidence so dangerous that it hath not only subverted some persons and families but States and Kingdomes as Israël found in Rehoboams young Counsellors The Hebrews expresse a young man by a word which in the root importeth an â—eadlong falliâ—g into any thing the opinion of selfe ability and daring ambition to rule the day hath too often set the World on fire 4. Be thou as circumspect as a man considering the dangers he is to passe or perish in them the Prodigall had many dangerous companions power of himselfe his estate in his hand company of enticing harlots place farre from his fathers sight none but trustlesse strangers to advise him but the worst of all was his youth without which all the rest could not have hurt him youth is neere dangerous falls easy to be transported with pleasures then which there are no more dangerous Sirens or capitall mischiefes they are Lusts panders Treasons brokers universall incentives of all impiety which could never be hatched did they not bewitch the unhappy actors with some pleasure pleasures are unconsistent with vertues monarchy they blind reason and pervert the will they are counsailes enemies and the affections corrupters no wonder that M. Curius wished that the Samnites and their enemy Pyrrhus could have been given to pleasures that they might the easier have been overcome how pernicious a dreame is it of those who think young men may securely indulge to their genius walk
understanding there are many Concerning which we must hold First That the essentiall properties of God are all really the one essence of God for there is nothing in God which is not God there is no accident in him a man hath wisedome power justice but not of himselfe not ever not infinitely neither as his essence for the wisedome power justice c. of a man are not man but whatever is in God is of God and his eternall essence of himselfe subsisting independently inseparably neither are they after his essence but coeternall and coessentiall though they have not alwaies beene declared to the creatures so his wisedome and omnipotency was from all eternity though they were not manifested till that time he had appointed for the creation of the world wherein he made men and Angels witnesses thereof the same is to be understood of his other properties mercy justice patience c. Secondly That these properties are not parts of Gods essence for that which is infinite hath no parts and that which hath parts cannot be infinite but every essentiall property is the being of God who is indivisible and truly one Thirdly The essentiall properties of the deity are inseparable and incommunicable so that no creature can become a deity or have such an essence as is infinite omnipotent omnipresent c. Fourthly Some things absolutely spoken of God are in the abstract to intimate his selfe-being as when we say he is life wisedome goodnesse c. Some things in the concrete to import to us the reallity of his existence as when we say he is good just holy c. in both we understand that whatsoever is attributed to him herein is the essence of God Fifthly We are taught in Gods Word that he is an uncreated Spirit of selfe-being infinite perfect eternall immense immutable everlasting life it selfe infinitely blessed wise omniscient good gracious loving mercifull just true holy omnipotent freely and by his owne independent power doing whatsoever he will in heaven and in earth and all creatures of infinite glory and majesty 4. The foole hath said in his heart there is no God none but the foole can think so considering 1. What we reade in the booke of Nature where that which may be knowne of God is manifest Rom. 1. 19. the admirable forme masse making preservation of the world with the diversities and perpetuities of motions demonstrate a present God whence could all these things at first come who set that admirable order and constant lawes who reduced those vast and discordant seeds of this great fabricke of the world into the harmony which still preserveth it can any man thinke of an effect without a cause thou wilt say how shall we know that God made this who saw him creating why if thou seest an house thou canst easily conclude it had some builder if none but the builders were privy to it and wilt thou not believe Gods worke except thou see him that all see this none can Whatsoever thou canst see is not God Neither let this seeme strange that he is invisible thou feelest the stormy winds thou believest they are winds without the testimony of thine eies thou knowest thou canst not see them thou thinkest speakest movest and livest by thy soule didst thou ever see it if thou canst not see the creatures part of thy selfe wouldst thou examine thy invisible Creatour with carnall eies with what sense canst thou apprehend a spirit The eye cannot see him except hee be coloured the eare cannot receive him except he bee some sound the feeling cannot perceive him except he be a body hee might therefore needs passe by thee as Job said and thou not see him being obvious to no sense and above and more pure then any created understanding Thou wilt say all these things are by nature such And what is nature but the ordinary power of God Which when he pleaseth he dispenseth with parting the red sea smiting the rock and bringing the fountaines thence dividing Jordan restraining the Babylonish sier and the like that all may know that he only is Lord of the creaturs who but spake and they were made whose will is his word and his word his worke Thou seest the heavens incessantly and without any rest turning about day and night in uniforme and unwearied motion who could have set up and furnished those admirable starres and planets with a never-failing light who could move them thus but a God of infinite power thou seest and treadest on this vast ball of earth hanging in the midst of heavens which turne about it who could substaine it but God thou seest the sea ebbing and flowing the wonders of the deepe on earth the plants and flowers keeping the first law of their creation preserved by a kind of mortall immortality dying and reviving as it were in a yearly resurrection who can do the least of these things amongst all the creatures where is he in heaven or earth can imitate these things which can give life to the poorest fly when thou hast considered all thou shalt know that none but a stupid foole can thinke there is no God 2 If we consider the testimonie of mans own conscience trembling at the apprehension of suddaine dangers stormes earthquakes thunders as Caligula was wont feare of death sheweth an Atheist the same if there be nothing after death nor God to punish the wicked what art thou afraid of 3 If we consider the punishments of the wicked in this life so following sinnes that it appeareth no fortuitous hand or chance that strooke them but the all-seeing just God so fitting his rods to mens sinnes that the punishment pointeth out the crime so in Sodoms unnaturally burning lust punished with a supernaturall shower of fire and brimstone so in Pharoahs drowning Adonibezecks cruelty requited with the like it were too long to recite all the remarkable instances of this kinde wherein the consciences of wicked men convincing them they have confessed with those Egyptianâ—orcerers â—orcerers this is the singer of God 4 If we consider the constancy of the Martyres suffering death where sometimes the casting one graine of incense upon an alter might have saved their lives they constantly resolving we will not serve your Gods our God whom we serve is able to deliver us When they endure such varieties of torments under the wearied hands of tormenters in hope of that which God hath promised them who suffer for his truth we may certainly conclude that neither the consent of so many nor the perseverance of dying men would be vaine or disâ—embled and that patience it selfe could never have willingly endured such tortures without the admirable assistance of God 5 If we consider predictions of things to come and their certaine fulfilling in the appointed time and manner who but God
the graine of corne as God giveth every seed his own body so Job saith hee shall see his Redeemer with the same eyes so they shall see Christ come to judge who peirâ—ed him only the Saint shall change for glory and immortality 5. In the resurrection God will send out his Angells his harvesters to gather the elect from all parts The last trump shall blow the graves open and sea land give up their dead it was shewed in the Prophets vision Ezek 47. 2. 3. c. the dry bones lay scattered up and downe the fields when the power of the Almighty breathed on them the sinewes and flesh came upon them the skinne covered them and they lived so shall it be in the resurrection of the dead The power of God who made us all of dust and infused a living soule into every one of us will then bring back every soule into his own body and so Christ who is the resurrection and the life will convent them and set them before him in judgement who now sleep in death He that raised Jesus from the dead shall also quicken our mortall bodies The truth hereof may appeare 1. From the word of God evidently testifying the same Job 19. 20. Isai 26. 19. Dan 12. 2. 1. Cor 15. 1. Thes 4. Joh 5. 28. 29. The Apostle proveth it from divers grounds as the preaching of the Gospell and our beleeving which otherwise were vaine but so great and powerfull an evidence of God's spirit cannot bee vaine From the communion we have with Christ who is risen for we are indeed his members flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone he is the first fruits of the dead Now in his manhood is our slesh and blood glorified where he lives wee live as he hath begun we shall follow from the comparision of the first and second Adam as in Adam all dye even so in Christ shall all bee made alive from the power of Christ able to subdue all things from the earnest of the spirit dwelling in us Rom 8. 11. If the spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you he that raised up Christ from the dead shall quicken your mortall bodies by the spirit that dwelleth in you by the universality of Christs kingdome to which all must be subdued Ephes 1. 14. The same is proved from the blessednesse of the dead Rev 14. 13. as also from that Christ saith God is the God of the living not of the dead Math 22. 31. 32. 2. The truth hereof may appeare from the consents even of the prudent heathen much more of all the Saints seeking another city Heb 11. 3. From the wisedome of God which cannot be frustrate now in vaine had he made man in his owne image had it beene to perish with so shore a life 4. From the justice of God if the body should not rise againe then that which had sinned with the soule should not also suffer with it the blasphemous mouth which hath so highly dishonoured â—â—od the raylers tongue which hath wounded the innocent the lying lips the theevish and murderous hands the mischievous head which hath beene a full storehouse of pernitious inventions for hereâ—ies schâ—smes seditions ravage and oppression should escape the power of justice and eternally sleepe in the dust without any sense of evill as securely as if they had never beene stained with confederacy in sinne a thought so vaine as that the conscience of an heathen could not admit it and can wee thinke that the poore afflicted and tortured bodies of the Martyrs bearing life and death the markes of the Lord Jesus shall never live againe and see a time of refreshing Certainely justice must needs put great difference betweene the wicked and the just and it must be true which God saith We must all appeare before the tribunall of Christ that every man may receive in his body according to that which he hath done whether good or evill 5. From the power of God with whom all things are possible he that made all of nothing cannot he raise the dead He that created cannot he change creatures He made the dust of the earth of nothing and man out of that dust and is his arme shortned so that he caÌ„not repaire who made of nothâ—ng consider the agent and take away all doubting Some instances as praeludiums of the generall resurâ—ection Christ made to assure us that he that raised the Rulers daughter the widows sonne Lazarus and others appearing at his owne resurrection could and would accordiâ—g to his promise raise us also He gave the Apostles themselves then subject to mortality power to raise the dead Tabitha and Eutichus were examples and shall not he who gave others this power be able himselfe to doe the same He made Aarons withered rod as it were rise againe from the dead and shall not he raise Aaron himself 6. From the common course of nature which is God's ordinary power the seed is sowed lyeth long under winter clouds except it corrupt it remaineth alone but by a kind of yearly death and resurrection every seed bringing forth its owne body that which without such changes could have lasted but few yeares continueth to the use of man since the creation unto this present 7. Lastly from the consciences of the most obstinate unbelievers tell mee Atheist if there be nothing after death why art thou so afraid to die Of these things we are to make these uses 1. It must teach us to be afraid to sinne death cannot conceale thee thou must rise againe Cain Judas Dives would think themselves happy if with a thousand thousand deaths they could but once die to live no more it is a great part of the reprobates torment that he cannot die but must be raised to an eternall torment of body and soule 2 To be comforted against all pressures and calamities of this life persecutions imprisonments sicknesse sorrow contempt death it shall not be long be an impious and ingratefull world nover so malicious before a joyfull resurrection shall assert and acquit thee from all these grievances 3. To use the deceased Saints bodies with humane and holy reverence not to handle them despicably whom God will once glorifie 4. To make death familiar to us by frequent meditation on our resurrection from the dead feare not death seeing thou shalt certainly rise againe there shall be incorruption glory and immortality See Psal. 16. 9 10. 2 Cor. 5. 1. 5. Not to sorrow as men without hope for them that sleepe in Christ remember they shall rise againe This was the very argument wherewith Christ who shewed his sympathy at Lazarus grave weeping with the living if not for the dead allayed the sorrow of Mary and Martha and comforted them in their teares I am the resurrection and the life he that believeth in mee if he were
much as thou canst every part must serve to Gods love that wee may love God not only giving us but also severely correcting us and denying us that which we aske and thinke best for us in assurance that he is most just wise and mercifull to dispose all for the best as may be seene in Christ and the Martyres whom nor life nor death nor any pressure could separate from the love of God 4. Though the love of God in mans state of innocency was lost by sinne yet that which is infused in our regeneration shall never fall away because it dependeth on Gods immutable love to us who not only giveth grace but also perseverance there in it was never true love of God which ever faileth if it be true it knoweth no end being ever invincible for the gifts and graces of God are without repentance Rom. 11. 29. faith operative by love cannot be lost neither can true love it may be remitted not lost clouded not extinguished that which in the reprobate seemeth the love of God shal be lost the true which is in the elect can never because though men may be deceived concerning their election God cannot 5. This love of God is never perfect in the best in this life here it may stil receive encreases doth as the Apostle Phil. 1. 9. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 yet more and more in knowledge We love according to our knowledge which being but in part no more is this our whole regeneration is yet imperfect in degrees and so is our love to God 6. Love of God shall remaine and be perfect in the life to come when riches honours pleasures deare friends nay whē those excellent gifts of learning and prophesie shall leave us when faith shall end in enjoying this one treasure shall be secure and encrease to eternity 7. As he that hateth God is herein more excusable then all other sinners because hate of God is more apparently impious then failing in attaining it or falling from it by infirmity for here may be a will to doe good but there cannot so also herein that having but one extreame to fall into the malitious will fall there all other sinnes may be in excesse and in defect because every other vertue this love excepted hath two bastard sisters as valour hath in excesse temerity and in defect timidity justice hath on the right hand too much severity on the left too much mildnesse and indulgence to sinne so is it in the rest only this most amiable vertue hath nothing but defect to oppose it no creature can love God too much because none can love him enough or infinitely This also aggravateth the sinne that there can be no cause in God of any hatred toward him because the only chiefe and true good cannot bee the proper object of hatred nor could the most wicked hate him but that they have sins which his justice must punish because he is good and they have set up their impious desires lusts after pleasures and reveuge in his place and therefore hate all that oppose them so is the wisdome of the flesh enmity with God because it is not subject to the law of God which the signes and effects thereof declare such as are despaire servile feare of God's presence fleeing from him as Adam would have done audacious liberty of sinning c yet are there degrees herein the formall hypocrite doth not professedly and out of destinate malice hate God nor truely love him he professeth love but preferreth the world before God and if any man so love the world the love of God is not in him 1 Joh 2. 15. Now whereas all pretend love as obedience to God yea when they doe no lesse then rebell against him and would if it were possible unthrone him it is necessary to consider some markes and signes of this love which are these and the like we love God 1. If in our hearts desire wee choose him for our chiefe good and preferre him before all loves as the spouse saith thy love is beter then wine if we fix our hearts and affections on God we love him if we delight in him and his law and desire to know more of him for as one saith of Magdalens looking againe into Christs sepulchre the power of love multiplieth the intention of inquisition if we rejoyce at the gaine of his favour above all gaines requirable in heaven or earth if we delight in his presence ordinances and the places where his honour dwelleth in his publike worship as that man after Gods heart whose very name signified love my soule thirsteth after the living God when shall I come and appeare before God Psal 42. 2. If wee desire and delight to heare those who bring his messages to us as Psal 119. 162. if wee often think of him where our love is our thoughts will be if we love to speake of him and to him in fervent and frequent prayers if we have a secret joy of heart at the apprehension of his presence and gratious assistance of us in any thing which may please him at attentive hearing his word zealous prayer secret giving for his sake or for the inward testimony of his spirit assuring us that we are his children because we hold him most deare 2. if we be heartly sorry when God is dishonoured so David mourned because men kept not his word certainly no man can without greife of heart remember or behold his owne or others sinnes whereby God is displeased if he love God they are but hollow freinds that can be pleased and make themselves merry with that which they know hurteth or greiveth those to whom they professe love therefore David Peter and all those that truely love God weep and mourne for their sinnes 't is griefe of soule to them that they cannot serve him as they ought without all sinne therefore David frequent and Peter abundant in teares for their sinnes professed that they loved the Lord this with better confidence then before when hee professed hee would lay downe his life for Christ said Lord thou knowest all things thou knowest that I love thee 3. If we keep his commandements which signe his selfe giveth Joh 14. 15. 23. as also the◠beloved Disciple 1 Joh. 2. 5. this is indeed to walke with him it is an impudent falshood to say we love God while we contemne his lawes as 't is to affirme we love him and hate our brother 4. If we love those that love him and are beloved of him as David did Psal 16. 3. Sec 1. Ioh 5. 1. if we love God whose spirit regenerateth we shall love the regenerate for his sake whose image they beare 5. If we hate that which is evill and delight in that onely which is pleasing to God Among lovers there must bee idem velle idem nolle he that saith he abideth in him ought himselfe also to
neighbour the necessitie and excellency thereof the conditions and signes of it § 3. Of friendship what it is of what excellent fruits of the true end and lawes thereof what choice we are to make of friends and whom to avoid § 4. Of love to enimies how we ought to love without any malice and to make a right use of them 1 LOve towards that which God loveth is love of all that which is good and that which beareth his image as the rationable creatures Angells and men this is either to our selves neighbours or enemies 2. Love to our selves either is such as is 1. Common to all men who by the instinct of nature desire to preserve themselves though blinded by sinne they eftsoone mistake the meanes and end or overmastered by some malignant power to which they have dangerously yeelded themselves they doe somethings to the contraâ—y the Epicure thinketh the meanes to make him happy is to indulge to sensuality and pleasures taken up at any rate because hee taketh them to be his chiefe good and end to which hee liveth he beleeveth himselfe to be only that externall man whom hee endeavoureth to preserve by a brutish pleasing himselfe so that indeed he loveth not himselfe 2. Proper to the good who justly love the inward man the image of God in themselves whom they strive to preserve in his integrity they wish spirituall good to him carefully use Gods ordinances thereto in him they delight as in present good thoughts memory of good past and hope of future for this they mainely care this they defend though with losse of things externall and secular for this they beat downe the body with fastings watchings and prosecution of holy duties Philautiâ— proper to evill men is that blind foolish selfe-love which measureth all love and friendship by that most ignoble scale of the vulgar some temporall advantage to the selfe-lover a crewing who therefore truely loveth no man because neither in nor for God but for his owne sake such doe not truly love themselves but being selfe-deluded hate their owne soules because they love sinne the souls distemper sicknesse and destruction this commonly goeth with a vaine complacency admiring the Minerva's of their own braine and liking themselves in those things which they readily condemne in others as Judah did Gen 38. 24. the selfe-lovers hieroglyphick may be the Ape easily taken while shee sitteth admiring the beauty of her hard-favoured young this vice is an uncharitable living to our selves our own ease and pleasures as if we were borne only for our selves or that our country neighbours friends naturall affections or God himselfe had no part in us so Nabal loved himselfe That wee must love our selves in God is more then evident by reason who so neere us as our selves and Scripture which saith thou shalt love thy neighbour as thy selfe thy selfe first charity beginneth at home and truely that thy love may be a rule and measure unto others He that will be evill to himselfe to whom will he be good Thou wouldest not have thy servant drunken nor thy son an adulterer least they perish eternally and wilt thou be such thy selfe For shame love not thy selfe lesse then others and doe not thinke it lesse necessary for God to have good servants then that thy selfe have such We are the Temples of Gods spirit the image of God the purchase of Christ Jesus for whom hee gave no lesse then himselfe to death it were desperate impietie to undervallew that which cost more then a thousand worlds were worth with profane Esau to set so poore a rate as a portion of meat or a little temporall pleasure upon an immortall soule if we love God wee shall love our selves for him which must be only in that true sanctity which pleaseth him we shall not love our selves more then him that were an inordinate selfe love concerning which it is saied he that loveth his life shall loose it 1. Love to our neighbour is charity to him that needeth our helpe to whom we are holily and constantly united in God he is our neighbour to whom we can administer or of whoÌ„ we may receive help This love hath for its object all men respectively without exception of enemies neither is it as some vainly dreame an arbitrary affection for if we love God is in us but if not against us but that which is simply necessary to the essence and being of true religion without which it can no more be then fire without heat then a man without a soule some therefore call it the forme of vertue giving it name and being There can be no religion without wisedome nor any acts thereof better then the unsavoury sacrifice of fooles with which the all-wise God can never be pleased wisdome is that same salt of the covenant with which every oblation must be seasoned nor can there be any more true wisdome without charity then that which is in the devill who is as malicious as subtile if any thing be contrary to love that wisdome descendeth not from above but is earthly sensuall and devillish without charity speaking with tongues of men or angells is but as a sounding brasse and tinkling cymball prophesie faith almes martyrdome and whatever els seemeth or is externally excellent without this is worth nothing there can be no sanctimony without love Love is the summe and fullfilling of the law the end of the commandement and nothing is good which is not for it end but rather a false image a counterfet of vertue as the covetous mans wisdome to devise meanes of gaine is noe true vertue neither his seeming justice wherein he absteineth from oppression and extortion for feare of some greater losse to himselfe nor his temperance for love of mony forbearing all costly luxury nor his valour venturing sea and land to gett riches so neither is the malicious mans almes any good worke to himselfe he not doing it for Gods sake did he then for the same love he should love his enemies also his prayers are no obedience to God who commandeth in case of enmity to leave the gift before the altar and first endeavour reconciliation Christ in effect saieth as we have formerly noted herein as Joseph to his brethren Genes 43. 3. yee shall not see my face except your brother be with you let men joyne in heareing Gods word and say Amen at the Churches prayers let them be baptized receive the Lords supper be called Christians seeme the most strict men in religion yet is it only charity which distinguisheth between the sons of God reprobates in this the children of God are manifest the children of the devill whosoever doth not righteousnes is not of God neither he that loveth not his brother nor can there be love of God without it if any man say he loves God
nolle let no man be thy freind who is not God's least thou heare Jehoshaphats reproofe from Jehu the Seer shouldst thou helpe the ungodly and love them that hate the Lord Therefore is wrath upon thee from before the Lord. 4. Lastly we are to consider whom to avoid as not accommodate to true frendship 1. The Parasite or flatterer hee must bee a very wise and good man who can safely heare his own praises they beat me said Ignatius the Martyr who praise me what praises doe to the foolish I observe not how they affect the prudent may appeare in Demosthenes taken with the whisper of a silly woman saying as he passed by this is that Demosthenes if they said Augustine with whom thou livest well commend thee not they are in fault but if they doe thou art in danger Betweene Pride and selfe-love too vaine credulity of a mans owne worth on the one part and inactive and fruitlesse dejection of mynde on the other the soule is in danger of the rocke in one extreame the safest use of praises is a serious calculation of that summe of merit which we owe to opinion if false or to God if true that we may strive to be such as we are reported though perhaps falsely The Philosopher said of all wild beasts the railer is most dangerous of tame the flatterer that can be no true friendship where there is deceitfull flattery when he speaketh faire beleeve him not for there are seven abominations in his heart Prov 26. 25. 2. The Backbiter he that will secretly raile at others absent is of an ill kinde and if thou displease him will not spare thee 't is their nature to bite beware of such trust them not with any interests of freindship when thou art present he will speake sweetly and will admire thy words but at last he will alter his speech and slander thy sayings I have hated many things but nothing like him for the Lord will hate him To this classis may be referred they who be of bitter spirits and so by reason of that gall overflowing the tongue distastfull acrimony of censuring all men and rugged morosity are rather company for beares then men such was churlish Nabal so wicked that a man could not speake to him David sent a civill message to him and he railed on the messengers 3. The Proud man can never bee a true freind who overvalueth himselfe and despiseth others he is apt to conceive indignity quarrell or some secret bitternesse on every occasion 4. The Talkative man can be no good freind because he cannot keep counsell there bee some men of such unguarded lips then rather then not tell some secrets they will reveile their owne never thinke they will conceale thine 5. Neither the man of a treacherous nature if thou wouldest ingratiate with a serpent feed him warme him in thy bosome thou shalt never make him better then a serpent hee will sometimes make use of his venome 't is so wtih a treacherous freind 6. Neither the contentious froward factious or seditious man make no freindship with the angry with a furious man thou shalt not goe meddle not with them that are seditious or given to change 7. Neither the wicked my sonne walke not thou in the way with them refraine thy foot from their path they are blessed who walke not in their counsell as Jacob said of Simeon and Levi O my soule come not thou into their secret unto their assembly mine honour be not thou united Take heed of any familiarity with those who must render thee suspected of that which any waies may whatsoever may bee probably feigned of thee prevent it that it may not be which rule of his owne if Jerom had practised he had avoided that malitious censure and calumny of some concerning his familiarity with Eustachium and others 8. Lastly take heed of him that loveth no man but for his owne ends 't was noted of Alexander's two freinds Craterus and Hephestion he loved the King but this Alexander there are table-freinds which like those domestick vermine daily on thee will be sure to leave thee when thy house is falling the wise man noted it Ecclus. 6. 10. c. So come we to speake of love towards men considerable in the last branch therof how it ought to be even to our enemies There is no good man liveth without some enemies who liveth by men which of the Prophets have they not persecuted There 's nothing so sacred with that sad Erynnis malice will not â—ly at no wonder that kings the greatest of men Solomon the wisest of kings and David the best of wise men had enemies Christ Jesus the king of kings had no fault but yet many enemies and to shew us the bitternesse of the enmity he suffered for us those the seeming holiest of that age the austere Scribes and Pharisees the reason is because there is a malitious devill who being truly hatefull by the enmity set betweene man and him ceaseth not to infuse the bitternesse of his own cursed spirit into men that they may be like him hating one another The maine businesse therefore is not so much to strive that we may have enemies as to make a right use of them which may be if we can 1. Beare no malice 2. Love them 3. Better our selves by their wickednesse 1. Malice is inveterate anger unadvised anger is murder of the heart but if deliberate wilfull Let not the sunne goe downe on thy wrath What shall they doe at the day of judgement on whose anger many yeares sonnes go down witnesses The parents of anger are opinion of injurie and vaine elation and pride of minde making men thinke none so good as themselves God forbiddeth this bitternesse of soule Thou shalt not hate thy brother in thine heart Levit 19. 17. it maketh men homicides and like Cain murderers of their brethren subject to eternall death it is that which separateth a man from the love and knowledge of God it is the mother of contention a devillish influence on the soules of men and Satan's lively image in the wicked as love is of God in the regenerate whom hee laboureth to destroy by each others hands at whose contentions and actions of hostility he stands and secretly rejoyceth while hee who hateth all can set them one upon another to their mutuall destruction so he engaged Paul with unreasonable men not only with beasts at Ephesus but sundry other places The heathens seemed to knowe this venome of society in the fable of the Serpents teeth sowed by Cadmas of which sprang up those earth-borne brethren who with intestine discord and warre presently destroyed each other The Apostle warned hereof If yee bite and devouer one another take heâ—d yee bee not consumed one of another Serpents live quietly with Serpents what a shame is it for
shall we report of thee to our King replyed Say there is a man in Athens who can hold his peace at supper 'T is true a wide eare and a close mouth belong unto the wise though callings and occasions are herein very considerable if a pastor fear to warne his auditors of sinne hee becommeth guilty of their blood who perish therein their rule is to be discreet in silence and profitable in word that they neither speak things to be concealed nor conceale that which should be spoken Incautious speech leadeth men into errour and indiscreet silence leaveth them therein I speake here of private interests wherein three things excellently become a man wisdome in the minde modesty in the countenance and silence in the tongue it is a safe abstinence How often do we or ought we to repent of our words how seldome of our silence In passion we are too apt to speak grief hath many tongues and it is not easie therein with Aâ—ron to hold our peace though very advantagious which the heathens seemed to intimate in placing the image of Angeronia with the moâ—th bound up on the altar of Volupia to shew that they who do prudently conceale their sorrowes and anxieties by patience shall attain comfort 't is great wisedom neither to take notice of every injury nor to publish every griefe 6. Let thy words be few and opportune not as a fools who careth not what but how much hee speaketh speak only that which thou certainly knowest and thereof that which is necessary and no more To heare much and say little giveth credit and weight to that which thou speakest whereas no man much regardeth a man prodigall of words when a long winded Orator had delivered a tedious embassy to Agis and demanded what answer he should carry back Tell them said hee that I was as long silent as you speaking seldome doth the hearers attention and patience hold out in long discourses it is often with them as with the Philosopher who said to a railer insultingly crying after his tedious reviling him have I sufficiently curried you Sir truely no for I marked nothing of that you said It was the wise mans observation A â—ooles voice is known by multitude of words and in the multitude of words there wanteth not sinne hee that hath knowledge spareth his words The empty cask soundeth lowdest and hee that worst can will speak most certainly because they love to heare themselves they cannot reasonably think that any man willingly yeeldeth his eares to be afflicted with their braying hee that speaketh much letteth slip some things foolishly a wise man never speaketh too much nor a fool too little It were to long too reckon up the several evill proceeds of talkativenesse how many mischievous discoveries of secrets come form hence How many schismes factions contentions One gave it for a reason why Lycurgus gave enough yet but few lawes to the Lacedemonians because few lawes are sufficient for them who speak little A necessary point of consideration in these sad times wherein most mens eares have runne out into tongues and that impious liberty hath set the world on fire As thy words must be few so let them be reasonable that may be well spoken at some time in some place on some occasion to or before some persons or by some man which wanting these seasons becomes unsavoury odious and dangerous a word spoken in due season how good is it It is ever a shame to speak foolishly and many times mischievous to speak that which if seasonably might be wisely said Cicero might have contemn'd bloody Antonie's sword had he spoken alwaies as foolishly as once he did Let eminent men be ever cautious what they say the obscure idiot may with little hazzard say any thing the Autors name stampeth a deep impresse of good or evill a puny orator seldome staines his desk with blood 7. Let thy speech be for matter modest not impudent true and peaceable not offensive and giving matter of conâ—ention and quarrel savouring of meeknesse and humility not insolent religious not profane The speech is the mindes index out of whose abundance it floweth and so obscenity not onely bewrayeth an evill heart but corrupteth the hearer howsoever some are so desperately infected with this sinne that they have no sense of danger but count it good wit and immodest behavior good breeding and that 't is a shame not to be impudent yet the Spirit of God which cannot erre arrangeth foolish talking and undecent jesting with fornication and that with privation of the kingdome of heaven Secondly let thy words be true the wicked are of lying tongues now whether it be a pernicious lie against faith charity or good manners which advantageth one and hurteth others or a jesting lie which is told solâ mentiendi libidine out of a pleasure in lying or out of an habituall lability and sliperinesse of tongue or unfaithfulnesse of a bold memory or a vaine ambition to please the hearer or an officious lie which whether it hurt none or advantage some to keep or get money to preserve life or any thing else of a friend all lying is sinne and hurtfull to the lyar at least who therein is a childe and imitator of Satan it is one of the things which God hateth the pernicious lic is indeed most devillish but sinfull is the most excusable of all lies for wee may not doe evill that good may come nor distrust the Providence of God as if he could not provide for his just meanes Not only impious but vaine is the lying which so many thinke lawfull because gainfâ—ll for the getting of treasures by a lying tongue is a vanity tossed to and fro of them that seek death All lying is condemned by the God of trueth who will shut lyars out of heaven Revel 21. 15. therefore it behoveth thee 1. To have trueth in thy inward parts to set the heart-searching God ever before thee and a watch before thy lips to say nothing before thou have throughly examined the trueth thereof to consider God's justice on lyaâ—s for whose sake he hath a controversie with the land so that seldome do lyars unto the second generation thrive upon the face of the earth all the lyar saith is a building upon quick-sand and cannot long stand to deceive that 't is an odious brand of dishonor insomuch as when hee speaketh trueth hee is not beleeved but truth it selfe is suspected for his sake 2. To pray to the God of trueth with Agur Prov. 30. 8. to remove far from thee vanities and lies 3. To depend on Gods providence and trueth so as not to lye for thine owne or any mans sake 4. To avoid that Athenian fancy of telling news specially evil strange or incredible 5. To be no tale-bearer Pro. 18. 8. Levit. 19. 16. Pro. 26. 20. Ezek. 29. 2. Pro.
so loved it Joh. 3. 16. he sent him to save sinners not onely them who had broken some of his commandements or in some small and inobservable measures but as Paul saith hee came into the world to save sinners 0. 1 tim 1. 15 of whom I am chiefe He came to call as himself professeth not the righteous but sinners to repentance Hee called the heavy laden not fallaciously but indeed to ease and disburden them of their sinnes he did save Publicans and notorious sinners and to notifie the same in spight of Pharisaïcal calumnies conversed with them 10. Consider that God who commandeth us to forgive not only 70. times but toties quoties would not enjoin us that which his selfe could not or would not do hee is essentially and so infinitely gracious his mercy is more then a thousand thousand oceons which can never be exhaust man hath but a poore stock a finite mercy at the best and such as may be lessened and overcome by injuries hee that enjoineth man to forgive without exceptionâ— could not in his justice command and require man to forgive more then his selfe could or would Adde hereto a consideration of his love hee hath planted love yea a tender love and care not onely in parents for their children but lest wee should suppose it rather habitual then natural taught by precept or example rather then implanted by God in their natures in the very bruits and birds for the preservation of their yong all this love in the creature is but a slender accident but in God it is essential and so infinite and unchangeable Now consider did God give man suppose David so much love and mercy as that upon the mediation of the Tekoïte he could presently be reconciled to a rebellious Absolom hath hee given thee bowels of compassion to zeal thy childrens good and safety to mourn for their faults and to be ready upon the least appearance or signs of amendment to be reconciled unto them canst thou conceive that God will not be much more ready to pardon thee if thou canst repent and beg pardon through Christ the sonne of his love in whom he hath sayed from heaven he is well pleased The custome among the Molossians was that the Petitioner should take up the Kings sonne in his armes and so kneeling before the altar nothing might be denied for his protection and safety who supplicated so Themistocles found favour with King Aâ—mâ—tus so the Lord heareth our petitions if we present him in the armes of faith Christ Jesus and his merits 11. A wounded spirit a broken and a contrite heart is an acceptable sacrifice to God that which hee will not despise thou canst not reasonably think thy case evill for that which God liketh and loveth in thee and hath so mercifully cheerished in those he dearely loved the man after Gods own heart David felt this which thou art afraid of My heart saith hee is wounded within mee Psal. 109. 22. 12. Consider seriously that a quiet conscience is not alwaies a good conscience nor an unquiet alwaies evil there is a lethargie torpor and stupidity of an evil conscience in a carnal security this calme is a fearful storm wherin the soulâ— like the men of Laïsh is quiet and secure until some spiritual Danites awake it and the sinner goeth on like Agag thinking surely that the bitternesse of death is past as some heart-sick man in whom the strength of nature is so decayed that hee feeleth not the undiscovered approaches of death now imminent such is the calmed conscience of a secure â—inner Againe the conscience of a righteous man in case of some sin unrepented of if it be not quiet it is the better if it be like the ship in which Jonah fled followed with storms till hee be cast out who seeth not that it is the more happy The danger is when the minde can be quiet and untroubled in guiltinesse and impenitency if wee feel not our wounds it is a mortal signe as paine is of sense and sense of life so that the main skill is to know whether thy peace or unquietnesse and horror of conscience be good or not To this a serious examination is requisite wherein I shall lay downe 1. Some reasons why wee must seriously examine our consciences 2. The main lets intercident thereto 3. Certain rules by which we may throughly examine 4. Interrogatories to be proposed to the afflicted conscience 5. Some conclusions necessary to be known herein 1 Wee ought to examine our selves for certainly God hath not so often commanded it in vain Lam. 3. 40. Psal. 4. 4. 1 Cor. 11. 28. 2 Cor. 13. 5. 2. Without this wee cannot know our sinnes and so not repent nor have any solid comfort in impenitency wee are extream apt to mistake our selves which if wee doe wee can have no sound comfort in the testimony of a good conscience which presupposeth faith and illumination 3. Without this we cannot possibly know which way we are going the broad way to destruction or the narrow to salvation which were very necessary to comfort us if wee go right or to recall and rectifie us if wrong 4. Without this wee can never make a right use of God's corrections nor finde any comfortable way out of them neither can wee understand his works of mercy in us when he humbleth us to raise us more The common lets to this duety are 1. An ill conscience which being wounded by fearful guiltinesse cannot endure any searching 2. Native hypocrisie misreporting us to our selves calling us godly when we are nothing lesse counting it injury not to be counted so 3. Distracting cares of this life and carnall security which say with those Jewes Hag. 1. 2. the time is not come these make men put off all to the hazzard of the last houre The rules which thou must herein observe are 1. Endeavour to find out and abandon all thy known sinnes 2. Rest not in outward shews but let down the light of Gods word into the secret and dark recesses of thy heart the woman first ligted then swept the room 3. Judge thy selfe as impartially as thou wouldst doe an enemy limmers use to set their work at some distance from them that they may be able to judge and amend their errours Place thy actions upon the person of some other man David could not see his sinne in himselfe till Nathan shewed it him in another I need not instance in Judah and Ahab 4. Beginne timely and be constant in this duety if thy thoughts after some slender pursuit returne as those men of Jericho with a non est inventus know that thou hast more need of greater diligence to examine againe and â—gaine 5. Examine thy self by the whole law of God concerning time past and what thou art in opportunity to sinne few wicked men but are content to observe some of Gods
quickly to the throne of Grace to implore mercy before wrath come out against thee catch hold quickly on this second table repentance who hast lost the first of innocency condemne thy selfe and Christ will justifie thee hee onely expecteth thy voice when thou sayest I have sinned hee saith I forgive thee Doe but mark how quickly the pardon followed David's confession no sooner had hee said I have sinned against the Lord but the Lord said by the Prophet the Lord also hath put away thy sinne Peter quickly repented and as quickly found mercy Esau staied too long and so found no place for repentance though hee sought it carefully with teares If the grando fiered be suddenly cast back againe it proves only the assailants harme or danher such shall Satan's fire-works prove if thou presently cast out his tentations and heartily repent thee where any of his darts touch thee 9. Give not thy selfe over to pensive dedolency worldly sorrow and fruitlesse solitarinesse that will but feed the bitternesse of spirit think not too much of thy afflictions but sweeten them with the frequent remembrance of God's mercy toward thee take heed of worldly sorrow that is unto death cheer up thy selfe in God as David did Why art thou so sad O my soule and why art thou so disquieted within mee trust in God for I shall yet praise him a merry heart doth good like a medicine but a broken spirit drieth the bones A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance but by the sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken 10. Hearken diligently to the word of God hee is the God of all consolation and the word is his minde and revealed will for our good that is a full store-house there is no affliction incident to man which may not there finde a proper cure here thou shalt finde rules to guide thee and keep thee from sinne here thou shalt finde the sweet mercy of God in Christ Jesus to wash away the guilt of all thy transgressions but be thou not only a hearer but a constant doer of the word and lay the gracious promises up in thine heart so shalt thou in due season feele the work of God's spirit distilling the former and the later rain upon the seed to make it take root and be fruitfull 11. Hereto adde zealous and frequent prayer as the Saints have done in all their distresses and be assured that hee will not leave thee comfortlesse but at last coming with great assurance of thy salvation will abundantly recompence thy patience in suffering and perseverance in praying for pardon Satan is never more foiled and fooled in his own work then when hee gets leave to wound the hearts of the elect for as Romanus the martyr told the tormenter look how many wounds hee gives them so many mouthes hee setteth open for them to cry to God for helpe and indeed these jewels cannot come to their glorious lustre without hard grinding by afflictions A Praier for them who are of a wounded spirit in respect of their grievous sins O Lord God gracious and merciful rebuke not in thine anger neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure my soule is sore vexed and Lord how long Have mercy on mee for I am weak Lord heale my soule and deliver it O save mee for thy mercy sake I am weary of my groaning mine eie is consumed with griefe Lord heare my supplications receive my praier I am sorely afflicted Lord quicken mee according to thy word in thy loving kindenesse and multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions wash me throughly from my sinnes cleanse me from all mine iniquities the greatnesse and number whereof is such as that I am ashamed and afraid of thy blessed presence I acknowledge my selfe unworthy to look up to heaven to appeare before thee with petition for mercy who have so uncessantly provoked thy justice the filthy leprosie of my sinnes stop mine own mouth my heart answereth that I am unworthy that ever thou shouldst encline thy gracious eare unto so wretched a sinner These terrors of conscience wherewith thou hast now afflicted my soule are thy just judgments the fears of hell and eternal condemnation wherewith thou hast wounded mee are incomparably lesse then my sinnes but Lord remember them not who canst not forget the sufferings of thy holy sonne Jesus for them all I am not able to answer thee one of a thousand nor can thy justice require that of mee for which my Saviour and redeemer hath satisfied therefore I renounce my selfe that I may be found in thy Christ not having on our owne righteousness according to the condemning letter of the law but that I may be clothed in his righteousnesse who hath long since cancelled the hand-writing of ordinances that were against me and payed the debt for me Lord for his sake I humbly entreat thee to turne this judgement under which I now labour into mercy let it beget in my soule a true loathing of all sinne a stedfast purpose to forsake all my evil waies a comfortable experience of thy mercy pronouncing pardon to my afflicted conscience by the infallible evidence of thy holy spirit and assurance of peace with thee make mee to hear of joy and gladnesse that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice in thee cast me not away from thy presence take not the holy Spirit the comforter from mee but restore mee to the joy of thy salvation and uphold mee with thy free spirit despise not a broken and contrite heart but heale my wounded spirit then will I teach transgressors thy way that they may fear thee who art so terrible in thy justice and convert unto thee who art so abunâ—amt in thy mercy Lord heare mee Lord encline thine eare to a poore distressed soule Lord consider and do it for thy only sonne our Saviour Jesus Christ his sake to whom with thee O heavenly father and the holy spirit be all honour and glory in heaven and earth from this time forth and for ever Amen CHAP. XXVII § 1. Sense of spiritual wants afflicteth but not so much endangereth the soule § 2. What we are herein to consider § 3. How we must examine the conscience § 4. Rules of practice hereto necessary THe second thing wounding and afflicting the conscience is sense of defects and spiritual wants as want of faith hope assurance of salvation want of sanctification purity of heart the spirit of praier and hearing want of ability rightly to performe other holy dueties In these the spirit is stupified and fearfully darkned in the saint for a time a man sometimes feeleth dulnesse to and want of fervency in praier and want of comfortable assurance that God heareth or regardeth it because hee doth not presently answer or not at all grant that which wee aske sometimes hee feeleth a deviation of his minde and discomposure of thoughts in attention and unbeleef in hearing the word or reading the
come and leave no roome for good counsel and resolution Here thou maist finde some liberty to serve God as Paul and Silas did to pray and sing Psalmes at least and who can say that God did not therefore confine thee seeing thee too attentive to the world and carelesse of holy duties that the prison might teach thee devotion which thy liberty could not There are many things which may befall thee for thy good and there are unexspected revolutions both in prosperity and adversity out of the prison hee cometh to reigne whereas also hee that is borne in his kingdome becometh poor Thou maist securely exspect that which God knoweth best for thee it may be there is but one doore into the prison there are many out either mercy or violence innocency reward favor of men or the Angel of God either man or death which hath a key to open every doore shall set thee free if nothing else enlarge thee that will not faile thee at the appointed houre and variable are the conditions to which the prison rendreth men as I. Caesar to an Empire Marius to a consul-ship Regulus and Sâ—crates to death I need not these who read of Pharoah's servants James Peter Joseph John Baptist the prison sendeth some to heaven some to destruction sooner or later one way or other it rendreth all I only note that the most infamous temporal end it rendreth men unto can be no obstruction and hindrance to their eternal happinesse in Christ who therefore submitted himselfe to the then most infamous death that hee might take away the curse of the law which saith cursed is every one which hangeth on a tree The main skill therefore is and the only certain comfort against imprisonment or death to gain assurance that thou arâ— in Christ in every place and condition doing those things which may further thy certainty thereof to which observe such like rules 1. Keepe innocency that if thou suffer it may be wrongfully for this is thanke worthy if a man for conscience toward God endureth griefe suffering wrongfully if when yee doe well and suffer for it yee take it patiently this is acceptable to God And if thou hast lost the first parts of innocency despaire not but lay hold on the second table of repentance the penitent theefe on the crosse who confessed hee justly suffered yet heard of Christ this day thou shalt be with mee in Paradise 2. Search thy heart diligently least some secret sin causeth this affliction in case it appear not that thou justly sufferest of men See Isai. 42. 22 23 24. 3. Think how long these imperious masters can hold thee there and feare not them who only can imprison and destroy the body but fear and trust in him who can cast body and soule into hell and save thee from thy oppressors prepare thee to entertain death cheerfully hee shall once come like the Angel to Peter and take thee out in spight of the most rigid keepers there the prisoners rest together that shall free thy body from a loathed prison and thy soul from an afflicted body 4. Improve thy time to some good some birds sing sweetest in the cage that excellent monument which beareth the title of the first part of the worlds general history is an example hereof 5. Keep thy minde free from all reigning sin and in spight of all geives and fetters and the bespattering of black and unhallowed mouths thou shalt have a more happy freedom in prison then thy persecuters have in their liberty besides that their accompt with the eternal justice of God is to come and yet not closed nothing but sinnes can miserably enthral wee may well say to them as Sampson to the men of Judah Swear to mee that you will not fall upon mee I fear none other bonds hee is a free-man whose conscience accuseth him not God's service in every state is the best freedom 6. Subject thy minde to inevitable necessity by patient bearing the way to make bonds more heavy and intolerable is vainly to struggle with them if thy minde were to stay within thy confinement were no prison it were a punishment to command thee out if thy minde be reluctant thou straitnest thy selfe a nè exeat regnum may make some man think England a prison the old man who had never gone out of the city gates receiving a warrant from the Prince prohibiting his going out could not rest till he had stollen out it was his city before but the restraint made it a prison to an impatient minde if thy minde having a willing compliance thy prison becometh no prison to thee an impatient wearisome minde maketh a kingdome no more 7. Be thou meek in affliction and thou shalt be temperate in thy liberty if God restore it so this shall not corrupt thee more then that break thee however if thou canst but learne this one lesson as thou hast the best tutor that ever suffered so shalt thou finde the best fruit rest to thy soule 8. To conclude let the prison make thee more zealous in Gods service more fervent in prayer more attentive in hearing more charitable and pitiful to others that suffer and more fruitful in all good works and thou shalt owe thanks to thy persecuters and oppressors more then thy friends deserved of thee it skilleth not much who bettereth thee if thou be indeed made better for whosoever be the instrument it 's Gods favour to thee Hee is never wanting to them that call upon him faithfully but surely he is neerest them that are in greatest troubles hee heard Jonah out of the whales belly Daniel out of the lions denne the three Israëlites out of the fiery fornace the Disciples in the storme Joseph Jeremy Paul Silas all his servants in prison the Churches praiers brought an Angel from heaven to deliver Peter No wards can shut up thy praiers remember you that are free what you owe to Christs prisoners little comfort will he afford them who cannot his earnest praiers remember you that are in bonds what you owe your selves it is in you to make the prison evil or good to you be you holy and it shall make you happy pray instantly God hath promised to heare and helpe you The prisoners Petition O Holy and merciful Lord God who hast made heaven and earth the sea and all that therein is which keepest trueth for ever which excusest judgement for the oppressed givest food to the hungry raisest them that are down and loosest thy prisoners though thou afflict and try thy children thou wilt not cast them off for ever though thou causest grief yet thou wilt shew compassion according to thy mercies thou afflictest not willingly nor grievest the children of men to crush under foot the prisoners of the earth to turn aside their right and subvert them in their cause our sinnes have provoked thy justice and put this rod into thy fatherly hand thou wouldst not the
tabernacle thou art absent from the Lord thus resolved thou shalt bee willing to be dissolved that thou maist live with Christ when Peter saw onely a glimpse of the future glory in Christ's transfiguration on the mount he cryed out it is good for us to be here let us make here three tabernacles he shall easily contemne death whose love and desires are fixed on heaven so travellers regard not dangerous and rough waies that they may come home death is greivous to the lovers of the world 4 Consider the advantages that death shall bring thee it shall quit thee from all sicknesse sorrow feare of dying and all those temporall calamities which flesh and blood now groaneth under instead of earth and these transitory things which at best serve but to necessitie and perish in their use it shall invest thee in the heavenly which excell all present thoughts of man it shall set thee free from sinne and make thee a perfect servant of God The husbandman is content to cast his pretious graine into the earth where hee knoweth it must perish because hee is assured it shall rise againe with encrease and advantage to him Whereas if it dye not it abideth alone how much more should the gaine of heaven make us willing to part with this vaine and evill world therefore Lucius the martyr thanked Vrbicius because bydeath freeing him from wicked maisters he sent him to God the father 5 It is necessary that thou often thinke on death which will we nill we cannot be farre off Easily shall he contemne all secular things who alwaies thinketh he must dye Make death familiar to thee by often thinking of it the tempter once said yee shall not dye at all hee knoweth it were a folly to say so now experience teaching the contrary yet now he doth what he possibly can to put death out of the sinners memory now he perswadeth them they shall not dye these many yeares hereby he first leadeth into security of sinning and at last into despaire by sodain terrours of unexpected death But when God gave Israël Manna he had them gather only as much as would sufâ—ice for a day because hee would have them to expect death that they might not provide for the morrow So taught he us to pray for daily bread to take away care for the morrow Truely the whole life of a wise man should be a meditation of death 6 Because the houre is hidden from thee watch for it God hath not revealed it that wee might expect it every houre And he calleth men of all ages that none might bee secure it is uncertaine where death expecteth thee therefore looke for it every where it is as uncertaine when therefore live every day as if it were thy last When thou goest to sleep reckon as Paâ—uviâ—s woont that thou t hast lived thy time if God give more daies make good use of them he is the most secure and happy possessour of himselfe who without solicitousnesse expecteth the morrow He that saith he hath lived riseth every day to a new gaine It is a chiefe part of deaths bitternesse that it commeth sodainly upon him who promised himselfe a longer life the best way to make it tolerable is to render thy minde to a present expectation of it 7 Patiently subject to that which must be and use thy best skill that it may be well with thee The goodnesse of the Pilot is seene in the storme and the wisdome of a man in the greatest triall Meekly submit to that to which all the world is liable Zerxâ—s is reported to have wept when he saw his numerous army remembring that in a little time they must bee all dead if we could view all the world at once what calamities and destructions should we see Nation against nation kingdome clashing against kingdome some gasping under cruell tormenters hands some swallowing up of the deafe sea some in their birth some breathing their last all ere long peperishing as all the starres greater and lesser in larger and smaler orbs doe finish their courses and set in their appointed times so men of all conditions dye death equally knocketh at the cottage and palace doore sparing no estate it is so appointed appointed all must dye it pittieth not the poore nor spareth the rich it regardeth neither wisdome valour excellency it is folly to have for exemption from its rigid and inevitable law which hath past on all thy fathers before thee thy friends besides thee and shall take away all thou leavest behinde thee Toward death thou goest every moment and canst not stay till thou fall to the earth now too much feare of death depriveth not only of the comfort but also of the fruits of life and vaine struggling under the burden which thou canst neither cast off by any impatience nor comfortably beare without a cheerefull subjection to necessitie maketh it more heavy know thy condition and that thou hast not only many but all men partners therein When they told Anaxagoras of the sentence of death pronounced against him he replied it is the same which nature long since pronounced on them and me 8 Strive for sound â—aith the onely cure for an Israëlite stung with a fiery serpent was looking up to the brazen serpent the morall is that the onely remedy against the sting of death is to look up to Christ the resurrection of life who by dying hath conquered death and the tyrant that had the power of death so that they that naturally feare it believing in Christ looke on it as children use to gaze upon some fierce enemie vanquished and led in chaines to the believer death is but like the Melita viper more feare then danger like Moses serpent terrible but eating up the worlds enchanters serpent and becomming a key to let us into our rest certainly if there be any evill in death it is onely to the evill and unbeliever be thou good and faithfull and it cannot hurt thee it must benefit thee the faithfull thinke of their deaths as of their journeyes end 9 Looke for thy conforts agaist death in Gods Word which onely is infallible the Heathens had many false and unsound comforts against death as assiming it to be but a sleepe or refreshing an haven and refuge to which they desired to come a pleasant journey after which there shall be no more care and discoursing confidently of the â—oules immortality all which served possibly to appease a beguiled soule ready to be cast into hell fire not much unlike those African mothers lullabies who as we noted use to still their weeping babes which they offered to Molocke with songs and kisses that they might not cast à crying sacrifice into those flames no better was Plato his admired discourse of the soules eternity to Cleombrotus which when hee had