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i_o if_o my_o work_n be_v do_v to_o be_v go_v etc._n etc._n i_o be_o afraid_a lest_o i_o shall_v desire_v to_o die_v to_o be_v free_v of_o my_o pain_n but_o i_o will_v desire_v to_o die_v out_o of_o love_n to_o god_n and_o that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v he_o and_o be_v rid_v of_o sin_n more_o than_o sorrow_n and_o then_o our_o grace_n shall_v be_v perfect_a knowledge_n perfect_a love_v perfect_a etc._n etc._n 17._o as_o concern_v she_o be_v above_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n sometime_o former_o she_o have_v not_o tho_o seem_o near_a to_o death_n be_v so_o willing_a to_o die_v but_o will_v say_v will_v not_o god_n make_v i_o more_o willing_a to_o die_v before_o i_o die_v sure_o he_o will_v i_o have_v be_v more_o willing_a etc._n etc._n and_o so_o he_o do_v in_o this_o her_o last_o sickness_n whereby_o we_o may_v have_v foresee_v her_o death_n to_o have_v be_v near_o ask_v she_o whither_o she_o be_v not_o afraid_a of_o death_n she_o reply_v no_o i_o be_o not_o i_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o death_n single_o but_o as_o it_o bring_v i_o to_o rest_v i_o must_v go_v through_o that_o dark_a entry_n before_o i_o can_v get_v to_o my_o father_n house_n i_o shall_v go_v to_o my_o first_o husband_n etc._n etc._n methinks_v i_o see_v death_n as_o a_o messenger_n come_v for_o i_o and_o i_o tell_v he_o i_o will_v go_v with_o he_o i_o think_v i_o shall_v have_v die_v such_o a_o day_n and_o methinks_v i_o be_v trouble_v to_o think_v of_o live_v when_o she_o be_v in_o pain_n she_o use_v to_o say_v be_v not_o the_o sound_n of_o his_o master_n foot_n behind_o physic_n will_v do_v etc._n etc._n and_o this_o she_o speak_v as_o be_v little_o concern_v therewith_o she_o say_v of_o her_o sickness_n these_o be_v but_o messenger_n to_o bid_v i_o prepare_v etc._n etc._n i_o bless_v god_n i_o can_v smile_v on_o that_o grim_a messenger_n god_n will_v send_v his_o angel_n to_o conduct_v i_o safe_a through_o that_o dark_a entry_n to_o my_o father_n house_n a_o child_n be_v afraid_a to_o go_v through_o a_o dark_a place_n by_o himself_o but_o god_n say_v fear_v not_o for_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o etc._n etc._n i_o be_o not_o afraid_a of_o death_n but_o my_o passage_n to_o my_o father_n house_n be_v rough_a but_o have_v get_v so_o far_o onward_o in_o my_o way_n i_o be_o loath_a to_o go_v back_o again_o if_o that_o sweet_a messenger_n come_v i_o will_v bid_v he_o welcome_n and_o shall_v rejoice_v and_o if_o you_o love_v i_o indeed_o you_o will_v rejoice_v too_o i_o be_o no_o more_o afraid_a of_o death_n than_o to_o take_v the_o choice_a cordial_n that_o be_v for_o my_o good_a for_o so_o be_v death_n and_o i_o look_v through_o it_o and_o beyond_o it_o and_o long_o to_o be_v with_o my_o dear_a lord_n and_o saviour_n my_o child_n be_v loath_a to_o look_v out_o my_o burial-clothe_n but_o they_o be_v my_o wedding-clothes_n and_o i_o hope_v my_o bridegroom_n be_v not_o far_o of_o etc._n etc._n tell_v she_o of_o a_o friend_n that_o will_v come_v to_o see_v she_o she_o reply_v she_o will_v come_v to_o my_o burial_n why_o say_v i_o say_v thou_o so_o she_o answer_v why_o shall_v i_o not_o comfort_v myself_o that_o i_o be_o go_v home_o i_o long_o to_o be_v at_o home_n we_o shall_v meet_v again_o how_o sweet_a will_v that_o sleep_n be_v when_o i_o shall_v wake_v in_o heaven_n see_v one_o of_o her_o daughter_n weep_v why_o say_v she_o weep_v you_o will_v you_o not_o have_v i_o go_v to_o my_o father_n he_o be_v send_v his_o holy_a angel_n for_o i_o be_v they_o not_o all_o minister_a spirit_n send_v forth_o to_o minister_v for_o they_o who_o shall_v be_v beir_n of_o salvation_n heb._n 1.14_o i_o have_v one_o night_n less_o i_o bless_v god_n to_o be_v here_o where_o be_v sin_n and_o sorrow_n see_v cordial-water_n bring_v for_o she_o she_o say_v she_o hope_v she_o shall_v not_o live_v to_o drink_v up_o half_a that_o water_n and_o be_v to_o take_v a_o powder_n she_o ask_v if_o it_o be_v to_o sweeten_v her_o passage_n than_o she_o will_v take_v it_o but_o not_o to_o stay_v it_o 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her_o breathe_n as_o in_o reserence_n to_o herself_o shall_v i_o not_o make_v my_o moan_n to_o my_o god_n the_o lord_n give_v i_o more_o patience_n that_o i_o may_v not_o dishonour_v he_o now_o at_o last_o my_o god_n teach_v i_o teach_v i_o as_o well_o as_o correct_v i_o strengthen_v i_o etc._n etc._n i_o want_v nothing_o but_o a_o thankful_a fruitful_a heart_n a_o heart_n more_o humble_a holy_a and_o more_o to_o honour_n god_n i_o will_v have_v more_o grace_n more_o faith_n patience_n meekness_n humility_n more_o of_o heaven_n more_o holiness_n more_o likeness_n to_o god_n and_o i_o beg_v prayer_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v fit_v i_o for_o what_o his_o will_n be_v concern_v i_o and_o enable_v i_o to_o bear_v what_o he_o be_v please_v to_o lay_v upon_o i_o i_o be_o weak_a but_o he_o be_v strong_a my_o strength_n fail_v but_o his_o never_o fail_v good_a lord_n help_v i_o to_o be_v still_o carry_v on_o my_o great_a work_n etc._n etc._n and_o oh_o that_o i_o may_v lose_v nothing_o in_o this_o hot_a furnace_n but_o dross_n but_o why_o say_v i_o hot_a it_o be_v no_o other_o than_o what_o my_o father_n see_v good_a and_o all_o shall_v work_v together_o for_o my_o good_a if_o my_o corruption_n hinder_v not_o i_o be_o so_o afraid_a they_o shall_v but_o i_o earnest_o desire_v they_o may_v not_o and_o i_o hope_v the_o lord_n will_v rather_o answer_v my_o desire_n than_o let_v it_o be_v according_a to_o my_o fear_n lead_v i_o to_o the_o rock_n that_o it_o high_o than_o i_o the_o good_a lord_n fiâ—_n we_o for_o what_o his_o good_a pleasure_n be_v and_o for_o the_o great_a trial_n that_o can_v come_v here_o we_o have_v no_o continue_a city_n the_o good_a lord_n help_v we_o to_o be_v seek_v one_o to_o come_v a_o city_n that_o have_v foundation_n etc._n etc._n the_o lord_n fit_v we_o for_o the_o day_n of_o our_o death_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o good_a day_n to_o we_o the_o good_a lord_n sanctify_v all_o his_o fatherly_a correction_n to_o i_o and_o grant_v i_o may_v by_o all_o 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help_v we_o to_o exercise_v faith_n and_o patience_n o_o that_o we_o can_v live_v more_o a_o life_n of_o faith_n and_o holiness_n and_o more_o sweet_o and_o free_o depend_v upon_o our_o good_a god_n who_o never_o fail_v his_o poor_a child_n in_o any_o time_n of_o need_n o_o let_v we_o cast_v all_o our_o care_n upon_o god_n who_o have_v and_o will_v care_v for_o we_o and_o we_o god_n have_v be_v a_o long_a while_o wean_a thou_o from_o i_o we_o must_v part_v but_o we_o shall_v after_o a_o little_a while_n