is of the Hand in and by works but because they explain themselves dangerously in these and because a reprobate may have them all as well as their converts for all three were in Judas I leave them The order noted which some others observe Others much better make the order this by reducing the whole work to these six heads 1. This trouble of minde and conscience upon sight of sin and misery 2. Consultation hereupon what in such case to do 3. To be broken-hearted humble and contrite 4. Secret desire of forgivenesse with confession of sin and hope 5. Forsaking of all and highly prizing the pearl of the Gospel 6. Application of Christ and his promise Thus that worthy Divine old Mr. Rogers See also who list Mr. John Rogers of Faith Seven Treatises Treat 1. Chap. 4. Treat of the Christians Apparelling by Christ part 3. Sect. 73. on 1 Cor. 1.30 pag. 117 c. Chap. 2. I have also my self endeavoured to shew how faith is wrought and from thence discovered many mens false faith Onely now I will briefly note thus much Before the grace of Conversion and Faith be fully wrought the Spirit works orderly by the word assisted as is said sometimes by Miracles Afflictions c. so that there is first a work of the Law then of the Gospel not but that the Gospel hath also some work on the soul like unto that of the Law which therefore so far I refer to the work of the Law if not of Moses There is a double orderly work of Gods power both of the Law and Gospel 1. By the precept Mark 11.15 yet of Christ The Law then yea and so the Gospel hath a work 1. In and by the Precepts of it as when it saith Thou shalt have no other gods besides Mee and so in the other Commandments Yea so also the Gospel Repent ye and beleeve the Gospel and so it works on the understanding 2. In the Sanction of it 2 By the Sanction Gal. 3.10 Deut. 27.26 whereby it is established and a curse annexed to the breakers of it Cursed is every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the book of the Law to do them So faith the Gospel Except ye repent ye shall all perish And Hee that beleeveth not the Son Luke 13.5 shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on him Joh. 3.3 6. And thus it works on the Conscience By both which works men are brought under the spirit of bondage brought to self conviction and beat out of themselves despairing wholly of themselves or of any help or succour from their own wisdome righteousnesse holinesse power The distinct works of the Law The distinct and 〈◊〉 works of the 〈…〉 1 Revealing of sin 2 Increase of sin and orderly proceeding of it I take to be this whereby it makes way for the mercy of the â—â—â—â—â—el This it doth 1 by revealing sin which formerly lay hid Rom. 3.20 2 By increasing sin not but that the law is holy but this it doth accidentally through our corruption for the commandment once coming to the conscience and shewing its spiritual nature sin which lying in the heart as well as in the outward man was thought to be dead reviveth Rom. 7.9 and taking occasion by the commandment Vers 11. deceiveth us and thereby slayeth us and worketh in us all manner of lust when the commandment cometh sin aboundeth and appeareth to be sin yea out of measure sinfull This the law doth in and by the precepts of it 3 Causing of wrath 3 By causing wrath that is by revealing foreshowing and threatning of wrath convincing the soul thereof and shewing God to be truly angry Rom. 1.18 that his wrath is revealed from heaven against all ungodlinesse and unrighteousness of men and against theirs in particular 4 Horrour and fear 4 Hereupon follows horrour and amazement through fear of this wrath and of the Justice of God The soul is at a stand the hammer of the Law hath given it such a blow that it is dazzeled confounded and knows neither what to think of it self nor what to do as it was with Saul posting to Damascus yea it with Belshazzar see 's the vengeance written and the hand-writing of condemnation against it self apprehending nothing but some fearful and sudden wrath ready to befall it so that it begins to quake and tremble as he did in the midst of his jollitie in an expectation of some fiery indignation his life even that of his soul hanging in doubt before him fearing day and night as having no assurance of it and having nothing in his eye but his sin the cause of his fear and damnation and death as the wages and fruit of his sin which seeing God hath him in chase he knowes not how soon or suddainly it may befall him And this is that spirit of fear 2 Tim. 1.7 Rom. 8.15 and of bondage spoken of in scripture Heb. 2.14 5 Sorrow and griefe 5. Now with this or upon this apprehension of cause of fear there goeth or followeth sorrow wounding pricking of heart stinging of conscience and present feeling of hell torments lesse or more For what is painfull when it is present is not without pain in the certain expectation of it as on the contrary a man may and the true Christian doth even under affliction rejoyce in hope of glory so these I speake of do sorrow and feel sensible grief in the fear of hell the soul is wounded pierced and stabbed as with the point of a sword hell is already begun in the conscience which saith I have thus and so sinned against a just God and damnation is my portion and thus the curse of the Law particularly seizeth upon the soul 6. Self-despair 6. This is accompanied with self-Judging and through a sight of its own inability to help it self with self-despair also whereby the soul lies plunged as a bull in the net and by striving is more intangled seeing its own help-lesse and so hope-lesse condition lying in bondage under the fear of death and of eternall wrath Now this as the three former is as from the Sanction of the Law and curse annexed and denounced to the breach of it so especially it flowes from the conclusion of that practicall syllogisme spoken of which conscience makes where is both self-judging an act of conscience and affections sutable stirred up in the will and soul 7. Consultation and a driving of a man out of himself 7 Now this desperate condition of the soul makes it it may be but alwayes with those whom God will convert look about to see as it were if any help or meanes of help be neer and causeth a consultation and an inquiry after them if possibly there may be cure as in these here in Saul or Paul and in the Jaylour and this I make also a work of the Law and of natural conscience the law being
Judas some doe confess their sin or if they confess sin do it either meerly out of terror not hatred is it not meerly out of horror of conscience and a while to stop the mouth of it do they not return with Judas and Pharaoh to the same or like sins again till at length they utterly perish herein like the dog which casts up his meat not because he loaths it Simile but because his stomack is burthened and troubled with it and therefore after a little ease he returns to lick up his vomit again Or if not so wholly yet doe not many when they are called urged and pressed to confesse their faults or hypocritically and cunningly or that conscience on their sick-bed or otherwise drives them to their Minister I say do not many go cunningly to work to deceive others but indeed themselves worst of all confessing some known or smaller sins whilest confessing sins known sufficiently already and which they cannot deny or it may be some such infirmities as may stand with grace as distractions in good duties some hardnesse of heart some hastiness but concealing their bosome and greater saults angry and peevish disposition of nature and the like yet wittingly hide under their tongues and in the secret cabinet of their heart their beloved darling and bosome sin be it some base and noysome lust pride ambition covetousnesse revenge or some such like secret sin by which meanes sin still sticks at the bottome the coar comes not away Satan who hath filled their hearts keeps his hold and is uncast out though the room seem somwhat swept or at least returns to his old lodging in the heart with seven worse spirits then himself which these conveâ—ts did not It was not so here with these converts in my Text who though deeply charged by Peter and that with sins of as foul a nature as any could be even murther parricide unbeliefe ingratiude ignorance disobedience impenitency all which and more being included in the sin of crucifying Christ vers 36. yet neither denied the same nor went about to lay the blame on their rulers who perswaded them to it but in effect acknowledge all to be true they were charged withall and accordingly seek direction what to do to get comfort to their guilty and wounded consciences SECT 4. 2. Detestation of Sin an Effect of true Sorrow for Sin 2 Detestation of sin accompanieth true sorrow for it NOw secondly with confession went an inward dislike hatred and detestation of their sin and both these the fruits and effects of their contrition They finding the weight and burthen of their sin hate and abominate the same their heart is turned from it for ever and they cast it from them as a filthy and polluted thing they with Ephraim will have no more to do with it Hos 14.9 as in these here They now loath it and themselves for it and accordingly to shew their dislike of it and of all the occasions of it they forsake the society of the obstinate Iewes who as yet were not pricked in heart and of the Priests Scribes and Pharisees and joyn themselves to the despised and persecuted church of God and in other converts And thus it is with other converts they now loath what formerly they liked and hate what once they loved yea thus it should be with us if we would approve our sorrow for sin to be sound Is thy sorrow then for sin followed with hatred and loathing of it and of thy selfe for it Application To such as may seem angry with sin but hate it not It may be thou art only a little angry with it but fallest in with it presently again such indeed is the nature of anger but true hatred which is bent against an enemie aimes at his utter destruction and death so true hatred of sin seeks the death or mortification of it at least cannot endure the sight of it but through an inward loathing of it Arist Rhet. lib. 2. and seek not the death of it wisheth it and whatsoever might represent it to the soul as lovely quite out of sight as the Prophet brings in the repenting Church throwing away Idolatrous ornaments as one throwing away a menstruous clout Isai 30.12 saying to it get thee hence Sin would bee looked upon as an enemie to Gods glory and to our souls as of an enemy now the more true love we bear to God and to our selves the greater hatred we will bear against sin And as it seeks our lives for the soul that sinneth shall die death is the wages thereof so should we seek the death and mortification of that which otherwise will be our death as if we met with any venemous poysonfull Simile or hurtfull creature such especially as hath formerly end angered us or stung us we cease not so far as is in our power till we see it dead Now sin is as dangerous an enemy to the soul as any such creature or enemy can be to our bodies I now only ask Neither are well affected to the meanes of mortifying it if thy behaviour be such towards those sins of thine which thou sayest have bâ—en thy sorrow seekest thou and usest thou the meanes by which sin may be truly mortified in thee doth thine heart rise against the occasions and first approaches of sin and art thou afraid of hurt by it when it first begins to arise in thine heart as not nipping it in the head when it first riseth then seeking to dash it in the shell as a man would be loth to give a known and malicious enemy the least welcome or entertainment in his house or otherwise neer him how likest thou it when Gods Word and thy Minister seeks to make thy sin hatefull and loathsome to thee when he layes about him neither liking that Word of God which would by sharp reproofs kill it in them and not only discovers and layeth open the vileness thereof but by sharp reproofs and threatnings seeks to hit wound and kill it in thee canst thou blesse God for it c. desire or at least approve well of such teaching and teachers Thus thou shouldest do even in true love to thine own soul if thou truly batest or yet hast truly mourned for thy sin whereas wee should bitterly hate it as each thing seeks its own preservation so shouldest thou hate sin as well as sorrow for it accounting it the greatest evill of all evill as separating between thy soul and God and our hearts fret at it Thus shouldest thou not only weep for thy sin but with Peter weep bitterly as having the bitter gall of godly indignation hatred and detestation mingled with thy brinish and salt teares thy heart will not only be pricked Cant. 5.4 Frementibus visceribus Jun. but will fret within thee yet not against the Word or Minister but against thy sin and self Thus for these
Saviour Mat. 18.6 Who so shall offend one of these little ones which beleeve in me it were better for him that a milstone were hanged about his neck and that he were drowned in the depth of the Sea CHAP. XXII An Exhortation to men of all sorts to get this mournfull disposition of soul for sin LAstly A Second use of exhortation to all that we labour after a sorrowfull disposition of soul for sin in our selves as a thing 1. Necessary 2. Seasonable and befitting 1. The times 2. The persons 1. Of Kings and great ones 2 Chron. 37.27 Why to conclude all Be we again exhorted all of us to be so far from condemning this mournful disposition in others that we rather conceive it needfull and necessary for our selves seeing mourn we must for sin either here savingly if we willingly undertake it and frame our hearts to it or hereafter eternally and hellishly as hath been said And it is a disposition not only such as befits the times it being the time of Jacobs trouble and of the Churches miseries in many parts of the world but all sorts and conditions of men and women 1. Kings and great ones who are tenderly brought up may seem if any most of all exempt yet behold David a King watering his couch with his teares King Hezekiah turning to the wall and weeping but above all King Josiah humbling himself rending his clothes and weeping before the Lord Why Though to other men they be as gods yet to God whom by their sin they offend they are but men and it is the great God they are to deal withall and who will deal with them as well as with others seeing he is no respecter of persons It s no shame but the honour of the best and greatest on earth to humble and abase themselves before the great and dreadfull God Who should not be ashamed to humble themselves But I am sure it shall be pride and matter of shame in meaner men not to do it when such great and godly Kings as have been named have not been ashamed so to do 2. Rich men if they be as yet unhumbled are called on to weep and howl 2. Rich men their danger being so great and their salvation so difficult by being told what else in the end will befall them Jam. 5.1 2 c. 3. And poor men should strive to be also poor in spirit 3. Poor men their outward poverty and wants inviting them thereunto as we see in the Prodigall whose poverty and wants though deeper matters be implied humbled him and sent him home unto God his Father 4. Young men should begin betimes 4. Young men and so by godly sorrow prepare themselves to do God long and cheerfull service they should make use of and maintain that naturall tenderness which is in them least by time and continuance in sin they grow more sencelesse and hard-hearted 5. And older men though perhaps lesse disposed to weep 5. Old men yet have the greater cause by reason of their long continuance in sin and as being in all probability nearer either heaven or if they have not formerly mourned hell and the everlasting torments thereof which cannot otherwise be prevented but by timely sorrow here on earth 6. Nay it concerns us all generally whatsoever our relations are on earth 6. All generally whether considered 1. As men Jam. 4.9.10 who by St. James are called on to be afflicted and mourn and weep Let your laughter your carnall rejoycing saith he be turned to mourning let it be the matter of your sorrow that you have so carnally rejoyced and your joy to heaviness Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God c. It becomes us all thus to do Are we men since sin came into the world the world it self is but a vale of teares whose condition is to be here on earth as in a vale of misery a house of mourning and mortality and surely mad mirth and laughter doth not become it or us being as men banished into a strange land from heaven the place of joy But are we Christians are we members of Christ 2. As Christians that we may Phil. 3.10 be conformable to Christ Then weeping and mourning will well become and befit us that we may be conformable to him our Head in his death and sufferings here as we hope be like him in glory hereafter 2 Tim. 2.11 12. This is a faithfull saying If we be dead with him we shall also live with him If we suffer with him we shall also raign with him saith the Apostle and suffer with him Matth. 26.37 38. Now his sufferings were for our sins when his soul was exceeding sorrowfull even to the death and he offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and teares Heb. 5.7 Now though his sorrows and sufferings being alone satisfactory were to ease and free us from everlasting sorrows yet sorrow we must not by way of satisfaction but of sympathie not by way of satisfaction but of sympathy and so far only as by tasting the bitterness of our own sin we may not only so far suffer with him but feel and expresse the more joy and thankfulnesse to him who drunke the very dregs of that cup of trembling and of wrath which we should have been made to swallow down as shall the damned who now by not sorrowing in time lose the benefit of Christs death and sufferings but whereof we who are now touched and pricked in heart for our sins do only sip and taste a little Moe lets of godly sorrow with their remedies barely named You have heard of Le ts to this godly sorrow which I endeavoured to remove and to which I do refer some moe might here be added such as are from the suggestions of Satan telling us such an austere course is a needless strictness from distractions occasioned by other men and other businesses from our selves and from that naturall indisposition unto duties of this nature and from a love of pleasures and lothnesse to bid vain pleasures adieu unto all which must be opposed watchfulnesse prayer good consideration of the straitnesse of the way and gate of life and the necessity of the duty The sweet content and true pleasure which is in these waies of God when sensuall men can find no pleasure no not in things otherwise necessary naturall and lawfull unlesse there be sin in them and some tang of the forbidden fruit and leaven of corruption Whereas there is no such pleasure as to overcome pleasure no such delight in the acting of sin as pleasure in resisting the temptation thereunto c. But we may seem to have said enough already of such things Conclusion exhorting to get soft hearts Therefore let us as we love our soules shew care to make good use of the things we have heard and known aboue all things labouring in the use of the meanes abovesaid to get
Vse 1. This condemns all such doctrines whether Popish or Lutheran as make either Christ but half a Saviour To condemn such Doctrine as makes or us so much 1. Christ but half a Saviour 1. The Popish sort make Christ but in part a Saviour first in part only a Prophet adding doctrines of men of the pretended Church and Traditions to his written word by which as by a rule he teacheth us and our teachers too yea by ascribing to their Popes a power of judging and determining of Controversies Secondly in part a Priest setting up a sacrificing Priesthood now in the New Testament whereby they really and effectually pretend to offer up Christ for the sins of the quick and dead which was his work alone who was once offered to bear the sins of many Heb. 9.28 and 10.14 and who by one offering of himself hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified which his work they make common to every Masse-priest yea by ascribing merit and satisfaction to the works and sufferings of men laid up in the supposed treasury of their Church and by dividing the work of Intercession between him and the Angels and Saints Thirdly in part a King making the Pope to have a plenitude of power and Soveraignty both spiritual over mens consciences and temporal over their persons also and over all the Kingdoms of the earth 2. Which makes us so much 2. Both Popish and Lutheran and Arminian doctrine make us Men half Saviours with Christ if not more whilst they teach that mans nature is not so sinful and disabled by sin as it is ascribing much to nature and to the power of mans will giving him the casting voice or the casting of the balance in this work of grace saying Christ gives us grace indeed and power but so none is yet converted it is a common grace given to all so the grace and power is onely grace to believe if we will to repent and convert if we will to be saved and persevere if we will and so ascribe merit indeed to him and to his death but efficacie and application to themselves derogating from Christ to give to man whereas it is God onely that works and gives both power and will Phil. 2.13 1 Cor. 4.7 and that effectually worketh in us both to will and to do and that onely of his good pleasure his grace onely makes the difference Where such doctrine as this is taught 2. Hence a Trial of Doctrines and of Religions That Religion truest which gives most glory to God and teacheth and practiseth self-denail there is little hope of any good to be done to mens souls That which hath been taught may also be a Rule of discerning of true Religion or Doctrine and the false It is a sure and infallible Rule That Religion which takes away from our selves not onely teaching but working self-denial making men go out of themselves and truely humbling them and which gives all glory to God is the true Religion But such is our Religion and such is not the Popish Religion no nor Lutheran so far Do they not teach beside what is said of them already that they have no original sin in them after they are washed by Baptism VVhich 1. Popery doth not That men are able to fulfil and keep the Law fully in this life yea more do more then God commands even such things as they call works of supererogation whereby they merit heaven for themselves and others Whereas we teach that even after Baptism men have cause to cry out not onely of actual but original sin and to say with Paul Wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death or from this body of death and to say as Christ saith to us When we have done all that we can do we are but unprofitable servants An Objection answered I know false Religions seem to teach self-denial but it is in word onely not in deed The Papists will humble the body by afflicting it many ways punishing and not sparing it Here is a shew of humility unlesse onely in shew and of self-denial yet it is but a shew being Will-worship and a voluntary humility arguing indeed much more pride then humility whilst they are as without command from God so puffed up thereby with an opinion of merit and of satisfaction whereby they derogate from Christ and arrogate to themselves whom therefore we justly charge as Paul did such Volunteers in humility as they imitate See Coloss 2 18-23 to be under such shews of humility vainly puft up by their fleshly mindes i. e. falsly humble truely proud humbled in body proud in minde and hearts which may call to them whilst they are whipping the body or macerating it in the words of King David when God sent a pestilence which destroyed seventy thousand of his people Lo I have sinned I have done wickedly 2 Sam. 24.17 but these sheep what have they done Let thine hand be against me and against my fathers house so we are still proud hearts wicked hearts c. what hath the body done without us Let thine hand be against us to humble us I say the like of Popish penance where in their confession to the Priest is a shew of humility and self-denial in shaming themselves yet in that their other work of penance or satisfaction is pride with a witnesse And though some other urge self-denial and humility and meeknesse in receiving the Word and in word seem to ascribe much to Gods grace 2. nor Arminianism yet what pride is this and errour to make this humility if not a cause yet a condition even of the grace of Gods election as it concerns particular persons at least a respect a point or term from which election flows and so no fruit or effect of it as yet true humily and all other graces are 3Vse to shew why so few are savingly pricked 3 Vse Here we see the true cause why few are savingly pricked in heart and truely humbled namely ignorance of the worth office excellency and glory of the Lord Jesus Christ and of our own vilenesse sinfulnesse and damned condition whereof we are not nay will not be convinced as yet these here now were The truth is The reason is their ignoronce till we see and acknowledge Christ not onely in his natures and offices but in his exaltation and glory and as Lord over all and Judge of quick and dead as also our own basenesse sinfulnesse guiltinesse impotency desperate and damned condition we shall never be truely humbled in our selves or have nay not so much as seek interest in him or salvation by him 1. Of Christ and his glory 1. Ignorance of Christ and his glory against whom we daily sin is one main cause why men reject him and why he rejects them We see it in the Jews who 1 Cor. 2.8 if they had known him to be
or find content in their present condition they were stung and till they got ease in a very hell Thus it was with these Converts here what will then be the condition and sorrows of such as do remain live and dye impenitent Let it then be hence observed that sinne must never want sorrow Observe Sinne carries a sting with it never wants sorrow it carries a sting with it which will shew it self at one time or other It s like those locusts spoken of Revel 9.7.10 which have faces like men but stings in their tails like scorpions Such a thing is sinne though at first it may seem to have a beautifull face and appearance yet such as dally with it will find it will leave pricks at least and venemous wounds in the conscience such as have been named And though the conscience at length grow to be seared Though the conscience be seared senseles sometime yet it wil awaken here or in hell yet not onely the searing of it is not without pain or without many conflicts and terrours before it be deprived of all fence but God after awakens it to feel the horrour of hel even in this life though he deny such repentance as we see Judas Julian Nero Brutus King Saul who having an evil spirit which formerly had haunted him yet though as Brutus his malus Genius or Ghost which haunted him at Rome having for a while left him yet met with him at Philippi a little before his death though I say it left Saul often yet often it returned especially at Endor where Satan in the likenesse of Samuel told him that to morrow he should be with him 1. Sam. 28 29.20 which struck him with horrible amazement as there was cause Let this be thought on by all such as can find no delight in any thing but in sinne Vse For such as delight in sinne to expect bitternes Prov. 9.17.18 or so farre as there is sinne in the same The forbidden fruit seemed even because forbidden to promise more delight then all other trees yet it proved bitternesse in the end as sin will do so stollen waters and bread of deceit end in hell and prove like poyson given in sugar which may go down sweetly Which young men Eccles 11.9 but kindleth a fire in the bowels and bereaves of life Think of this you young men and rejoyce but know c. as you have lately heard remember the threefold sting which accompanyed and followed that of sin especially that of Conscience and of eternall torments Think of this ye Joviall and merry men of the world and merry men should think of how can ye be merry when so many thousand woes curses and vengeances belong unto you and hang over your heads sorrow you will find enough one day which may be to you without repentance but know assuredly that true repentance and conversion cannot be without sorrow seeing then sorrow must and will follow sin And either by godly sorrow in time to prevent it 1 Learn in time to sorrow soundly for sinne to be pricked wounded and in heart truly grieved for your sinne for such sorrow onely will prove saving and prepare you for through conversion and for sound and lasting joy as in these converts here 2 Otherwise know that you will gain nothing by sin or by living in it 2 Or assuredly to to look for it Grief of heart and pricking and wounding of the soul in some measure is the easiest which if you be afraid of chusing rather to enjoy your ease pleasures liberties then to be interrupted in the same by godly sorrow There is nothing gained by sinne then expect nothing in the end but hellish horrour terrours and torments not a pricking but piercing of the heart a breaking an opening a cutting a cleaving of it it may be even in this life and then a wounded spirit who can hear Prov. 18.14 but assuredly hereafter and for ever in hell For the prevention of which consider now well what you do what will be the end of your courses what the bitter and accursed fruits of your sinnes and of your smothering of the checks of your conscience Be now in time sensible of these things and consider this you that make nothing or but a jest of sinne or of conscience Take heed of lading A wounded name estate and broken bones nothing to the wounding of the spirit Psal 38.4 wounding and piercing your souls by voluntary and wilfull transgressions The soul hereby though for the present it be not perhaps so sensible yet insensibly is wounded and burthened with the guiltinesse of sinne whereby wrath is a treasuring up the burthen increaseth so long till at length your iniquities grow and go over your heads and as an heavy burthen prove too heavy for you Sinne long harboured within will at length fester break out into torments and in a word prove the death of the soul eternally The madnesse of men in falling into the greater evil for avoiding the lesse How is it to be wished then that men were as sensible of pricks and wounds in their hearts and spirits which by sinne are alwayes made though not perceived or believed or that they feared these half so much as they do a wounded body estate or name how sensible are men of the one and how fearlesse of the other hence they receive wounds on the inside and gashes in their consciences that the outside may be saved they will steal and do wrong to prevent poverty and yet poverty no such burthen as the guilt of theft they lye will falsifie word promise and oath to prevent or get out of debt and yet debt with man is no such burthen as debt with God which will exclude them out of heaven They will voluntarily smother the checks of conscience and repell the reproofs of the word that they may sinne more securely and with lesse trouble and yet this fire which thus smothered will once yea and for ever break out into flames doth infinitely surpasse that small seeming sorrow or lesser prickings which are in repentance They will go to witches to gain health and yet no sicknesse so ill as to be the devils devoted slave yea to save their skin their liberties their offices and to avoid reproach for Christ and persecution they will deny the truth of God and give the soul a thousand gashes to keep the skin whole and yet no losse to that of the soul Mark 8.36 What madnesse * Mr. Harris of a wounded spirit saith one is this This is to prick the hand to save the glove to hazard the head for the saving of the hat or of a feather to prick and wound the heart yea to kill the soul rather then to forgo a little vain and sinfull pleasure gain or honour alas they know not yet neither will they be told what the sorrows of a wounded spirit and conscience meane when God shall
expected finding themselves to have been worse afraid then hurt This should teach us wisedom and not either to be led away with pleasures present or to be so out of love with Gods ways But I hasten CHAP. VI. How Peters Converts came to be pricked in conscience BEfore we particularly shew the Order and Degrees of Conversion It would first be inquired and considered How these converts came to be pricked Answ how these Converts here upon Peters Sermon came thus to be pricked I answer They God opening their hearts as he did Lydia's to attend came upon Peters wise and skilfull handling and applying of the sharp sword of the spirit or word of God which pierceth to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit and by piercing pricketh at once to see and be convinced within themselves of their sinne against Christ in crucifying of him 1 Generall and of Gods wrath thereupon and vengeance hanging over their heads and of their own just damnation and hereupon were pricked in heart struck with fear made sorrowful When Peter so deeply charged them that they were the crucifiers of Christ they knew well and remembred that they indeed had desired Pilate to crucifie him and now hearing and by such apparant signes from heaven as on that day which in some degree had astonished them all seeing a divine power therein and being told that it was Jesus now exalted to glory Verse 33. who shed forth that which they did now see and hear and apprehending him to be indeed a King the Christ and that Lord who now as David foretold did sit at the right hand of God they are afraid of him as of an avenger now raigning in heaven whom on earth as a bountifull and mercifull Saviour they contemned and slew 2 Particular By being convinced of their sinne 1 Of murder 2 Parricide More particularly they hearing and generally believing that to be true which they were told concerning Christs glory do see and are convinced 1 Of sinne their sinne 1 Of murther whereby they procured or consented to the death of Jesus as a man yea an innocent man 2 Of Parricide and withall of extream ingratitude and unthankfulnesse in crucifying him as Jesus as a Saviour yea as their own Jesus who came to save them 3 Of Infidelity and unbelief whereby they so long had rejected him their onely Messias or Christ 3 Of unbelief refusing him that spake unto them and whom God had annointed to be their teacher or their Prophet 4 Disobedience and their Priest yea King 4 Of Disobedience in not submitting themselves to him as their Lord and King 5 Of Impenitency 5 Impenitency obstinacy and hardnesse of heart in not repenting and relenting at his doctrine and preaching who was incarnate and came into the world to call them to repentance 6 Ignorance 1 Cor. 2.8 6 Lastly of their Ignorance of him as Lord of glory whom if so they had sooner known to be they would not have crucified him But now conceiving of him as Lord and Christ they are wounded and pricked in that they wounded and pierced him Even as Pauls conscience was touched a little after he had reviled the high Priest when once he came to know him so to be Act. 23.5 but much more when he came first to know Christ and that it was he even the Lord of glory whom he persecuted in his ignorance and unbelief Act. 9.5.6 1 Tim. 1.13 2 of judgement which made them 1 fear 2 These Jews thus convinced of their sinne 1 fear and quake in apprehension of Gods judgements due to such grievous sinnes and offences as have been named whilst they now see that as Christ himself told Paul afterwards they did all this while but kick against the pricks and run upon their own death and destruction in provoking the mighty God and Christ their Lord and King against them Now they look upon him whom they had peirced and see him whom they slew to be one who being Lord of heaven and earth was able yea for ought they then saw ready to destroy them in souls and bodies and therefore they tremble 2 Despair of themselves 2 Yea they withall despair in themselves and see themselves unworthy of that salvation which they rejected and are at their wits end not knowing what to do to undo what they have done or to appease Gods wrath Thus they came to be perplexed troubled and sorrowfull and pricked in heart 3 Sorrow They came thus to be pricked by reasoning within themselves Now this was done by a kind of reasoning with themselves and communing with their own hearts by a practicall syllogisme The Proposition whereof the Law written in their hearts and word of God afforded them in effect this Murtherers especially of their Saviour and of the Lord of life are under the curse Gal. 3.10 and no murtherer or none that hates his brother hath eternall life abiding in him John 3.15 But saith Peter and their own consciences We are murtherers and that even of Christ then follows the conclusion Therefore we are under the curse and debarred of life Now out of this conclusion made by conscience follows in the affections fear despair in themselves sorrow horrour and perplexity in a word wounding and pricking and it is as when an evil doer a secure sinner thief or murtherer Out of the conclusion of which syllogisine issued this pricking is apprehended and brought to the barre where the Judge giving the charge declares what is Law what sinnes and crimes are against Law and by Law deserve death after which the Malefactour is accused of such crimes as deserve death and by sufficient witnesse proved to be guilty and he himself cannot deny the fact whereupon the Judge passeth sentence of condemnation and of death at which the party is stricken with astonishment and pricked at heart as with the point of a sword Such is the work of conscience in sinners the same conscience being as a Law to inlighten and to judge generally of good and evil it is also a witnesse to convince and lastly a Judge to give sentence against it self and so to terrifie Thus it was with these Jews and no otherwise it is with other Converts as comes now to be shewed so that looking on this pricking of heart as the beginning of or first step to conversion we do raise and make this Generall observation following namely that CHAP. VII SECT 1. That all true Converts must first be pricked in heart Hence with the explication of the point True Converts must first be pricked in heart SVch as God will convert and save must lesse or more be first pricked in heart for their sin Such as to whom God intends to shew mercy must in some measure be troubled in mind and conscience in sight of their sinne and miserie So that so long as sinne never troubles men there is no conversion as we see
in those many other Jews who hearing the same Sermon yet were nothing moved The method of handling this point Concerning this large and usefull point of Doctrine we will proceed in this method first to shew the truth of it and that it is so the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 then the or reasons why it is so 3. the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or manner order and degrees and steps of conversion 4. The 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or the uses of the point and so we are to give you this point with its 1. Explication 2. Illustration 3. Demonstration 1 The Explication of it 1 It s not meant of infants so dying 4. Application 1 For the explication of this point it holds true in men 1 Of age and understanding living under the means I do not say that elect Infants dying in the womb birth or in their Infancy have such prickings or convictions of conscience as having no knowledge of sinne or of wrath and judgements Gods work on them is a work of mercy not so much of power whereby through the spirit more immediately without the word he both imputes Christ and the benefits of his death to them by vertue of his covenant and free promise How Infants are converted and sanctifies them in the womb or after but not always in outward baptism by a habitual principle of grace wrought immediately by the Spirit of Christ which was merited for them as well as for others and is accordingly given and applyed to them by it whereby as members of Christ they as wel as others 1 Cor. 12.13 by one spirit are baptised into one body are made to drink into one spirit 2 It holds not on the contrary that all that are pricked in conscience shall be converted 2 I do not say on the contrary that all such as are pricked in conscience or troubled for sinne are therefore or shall certainly be converted or saved unlesse their trouble proceed orderly and to such a degree of contrition as to which the promise doth belong and may be proved otherwise in regard of other graces concomitant to be saving of which trialls and measure of saving sorrow hereafter Much more then a bare legall terrour of conscience and other works are required in true Converts That the Impenitent wicked and reprobate may be pricked It is plain All come not to it as being given over to a reprobate mind and shut up in hardnesse of heart yet many who come to it yet go no further and so they miscarry in the end as we see in King Ahab who was humbled when he heard of Gods judgement for killing of Naboth As we see in King Ahab yet returned to other like sinne hating Michaiah and perished in the guilt of it unrepented so in King Saul who was pricked and relented after he had wronged David King Saul and yet saw Davids integrity yea he wept and yet returned to that sinne of persecuting him So many after their sinne of dunkennesse whoring murther have no doubt some legall qualmes of conscience some fits some stirrings and stingings thereof but no more as we see in Felix Felix Acts. 24.25 who hearing Paul reason of righteousnesse temperance and Judgement to come trembled yet he shuffled off the matter and continued in his unrighteousnes Intemperance as we may well deem in his security without fear of Gods judgements otherwise he would neither have expected mony as a bribe that he might loose Paul nor yet have left him bound to gratifie others And what think we of Cain and Judas both which confessed their sin to be great Cain Judas and had horrour thereupon and were wounded yet Judas was a devil and died desperately Cain did wear it away as much as he could by building him a strong City The other Jews and though conscience of his sinne still pursued him he never truly repented but died a reprobate And as we have heard before divers of the Jews who heard Stephen preach to them and charge them with the death of Christ as these here were charged by Peter seemed to be more then pricked Acts 7.52.54 they were cut to the heart through the accusations and convictions of the word yet they sought not to the remedy as these here but stoned Stephen and so increased their own condemnation Yea these here being pricked are yet verse 38. bid to repent Lastly the very fiends of hell do tremble The devil and yet are not capable of repentance But speaking of men we may conclude that it falls out with many of them These either despaire as it doth with some women who in false conceptions and abortions though they be put to grievous pains as much as they that come to their full time yet they miscarry in the birth so these hypocrites sometime they be much abased by the Law yea even to despair yet they are either swallowed up in that pit or are healed sleightly and so grow secure or els they have bin falsely healed with fair words by temporizing teachers and popish mountebanks and so in Gods wrath given up to security imagining it to be true peace of conscience and to hardnesse of heart sleeping dying in that senseles estate or otherwise seek to put away such heart-qualms by mirth musick merry company drinking gaming or by wordly employments that they may no longer hear the noise and cry of conscience within or put away their sorrow by following sports c. dealing with their conscience as some with those poor innocent children which being sacrificed to Moloch in Topheth whilst they were tormented in the brazen bull or calf by fire put under drums and other noise were used and raised to drown the cries of the poor infants as well as the parents pity Legal terrour then is but a common gift and doth not necessarily bring on conversion Quest. This pricking being but a common gift what is the difference between the elect and reprobate in their legal sorrow If you now ask me what may be the difference between one truely and savingly pricked in conscience and an hypocrite between an elect childe of God and a reprobate and how one may be known from another when and whilst they are both wounded and pricked I answer It s hard at first for a by-stander to judge of them till the event and effect of their sorrow and other concomitants do shew the same and so we shall try it afterward Onely we may say there is a difference though we cannot for the present see it Both may be under the spirit of bondage a while and apprehend slavish fear and terrour of heart as Rom. 8.15 2 Tim. 1.7 This spirit of bondage is common to the elect with the reprobate but with much difference 1. in regard of God 2. themselves and 3. the event and different issue The difference is 1. in Gods intention shewed 1. Gods
intent is not the same to both which if it were it should not be frustrated and therefore as he intended the conversion of these here so the subversion of those other Acts 7.54 we need not fear to say it 1. in these and those other Jews It appears by the Apostle Rom. 11.8 The rest were blinded according as it is written God hath given them the spirit of * 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 slumber or remorse eyes that they should not see and ears that they should not hear unto this day and as in Pharaoh who though he could say I have sinned upon Moses his reprehension of him yet he repented not God raised him up for another end 2. in Pharaoh and David Rom. 9.17 even for this same purpose have I raised thee up that I might shew my power in thee c. Yet look upon David who upon Nathans reproof whom God sent unto him repented So in Ahab and Jezebel the one humbled 3. in Ahab and Hezekiah and both raging against Elijah compared with Hezekiah touched pricked and pierced by Isaiah and truely humbled for his pride Rom. 9.15.18 God will have mercy on whom he will have mercy and whom he will he hardeneth The Spirit of God being promised as a Comforter and that is onely of the elect yet its first work is to convince them of sin Joh. 16.8 Therefore as in the resurrection of our bodies Simil. both the wicked and godly arise and that by Gods power but to different ends Joh. 5.29 and as God gives wealth to some as a blessing to others as a curse and snare so it is here A reprobate may be convinced of sin and judgement and see his damned condition 4. generally in the elect and reprobate but yet have no hope a childe of promise may also be lost in his own apprehension and acknowledgement yet in Gods intention shall be sought and saved Christ therefore came into the world to seek and save that which thus was lost and such an one shall undoubtedly be saved and fully converted Luke 19.10 he shall come to Christ In Gods intention this as a preparative act shall bring forth faith in the one but not in the other God means to follow home the work in the one not in the other God wounds the one as a loving Surgeon to cure him the other as a just Judge to kill him yet justly for his sin The one is pricked as with a needle which prepares the way for the threed to follow and so he comes to be sewed as it were and joyned at length by faith unto Christ the other is like the cloth pricked with the same needle but without threed he is left in the estate of slavish fear whilst the other is delivered from it by the Spirit 2 Cor. 3.17 which where it is given savingly gives liberty 2. The reprobate in their greatest fears of wrath 2. in themselves shew neither hatred of sin as sin as Pharaoh in his distresse Take away not this sin but this plague nor love and desire of goodnesse the heart remains hard still and seeks not to God It is not so with the other 3. The event is different 3. in the event The one breaks thorow these straits and is soundly converted the other sticks in the birth and is held still in bondage even in the midst of his jollity But more of such differences hereafter Hence another Question might be resolved How came these here to be converted when those otâ—â—r Acts 7 and the rest of these who heard Peter â—aving the very same outward means motives and arguments used to them yea and feeling the sting of the same reproof made by Steven were not converted This difference is not from themselves but from God Answ In one word I answer The difference is not made by man himself by any power of a mans own free-will but by God alone and by the power of his free grace Who maketh thee to differ c. See 1 Cor. 4.7 Conversion is a work as well of mercy and love in God as of his power or of any power else yea first of mercy then of power as we shall see afterwards If there be any congruity whether of time or any other circumstance or respect which may seem to sway the balance in one more then in the other whence is it but from Gods gracious ordering See Dr Prid. in Lect. 4. Arg. 1. as also effectual working with it But of this formerly The Point thus explained would be illustrated CHAP. VII SECT 2. The former Point illustrated 2. The Illustration of the Doctrine NOw for the Illustration of this Doctrine it would be confidered that before a man be converted unto God he must be turned quite out of himself he must first see himself what a vile miserable wretch he is in what need he stands of mercy Sense of sin and misery and self-conviction must go before thorow conversion shewed by allusions to Scripture And being naturally proud self-conceited secure and ignorant of himself he must be made and brought to know himself as he is his drowzie conscience must be awakened and rowzed by the shrill trumpet of the Law he must either set or have his sins set in order before him and be presented with that fearful spectacle of hell death and condemnation and so as one self-convict and self-condemned must receive the sentence of death in himself and see hell opening her mouth wide to receive him he must see his own miserable and withal helplesse condition yea before he be thorowly converted he must be not oâ—â—ly pricked in conscience and broken but bruised also and beat as it wâ—â— into powder as are spices by true Contrition yea molten by the fire not onely of the Law but also Gospel upon some apprehension and hope of mercy whereby he may be made pliable and frameable to Gods will his icy heart must be thawen These here not onely quaked to consider whom they had crucified even the Lord of glory but looking on him as the Messiah Christ and a Saviour they were not without hope of help and therefore not seeing any means of help in themselves they seek direction from without themselves what to do to be holpen not wholly despairing of all possibility of help and so they aske saying What shall we do And this is the true pricking Look into examples and by examples of Adam Gen. 3.8 9 10 15. Judg. 2.4 5. 1 Sam. 7.6 Israelites and 12.19 20. Did not Adam finde and see himself naked was not he ashamed of himself and of that which he had done Yea was he not afraid at the presence of the most holy God before he was comforted by the promise Did not the people of Israel being reproved by an Angel weep at Bochim and after at Mizpeh did they not draw water and pour it even tears of repentance out before
without pain ere ever it consent to marry to Christ Now can there be a divorce wrought between loving couples otherwise most loth thereunto without sorrow ask Phaltiel who being married to Michal when David her first husband sent for her 2 Sam. 3.16 went with her along weeping behind her 3 From the nature of Conversion which is such a change as a man cannot but be sensible of it first or last 3 This brings us to consider of the nature of conversion which implyeth as much as I intend which being a change from darknesse to light from bondage to liberty in a word from one contrary to another how should a man discern of his contrary new estate without feeling in some measure the horrour of his former condition under darknesse and bondage at least he can have no comfort in his Conversion unlesse he find and feel a difference between the one estate and the other which cannot be felt without some shaking and affrightment as he apprehends the greatnesse of the benefit of his deliverance by Christ so is he touched with a proportionable fence of his danger either imminent or passed as we have heard of some who having at first in their sleep drink or otherwise ignorance passed some very great danger as over some narrow or broken and crackt bridge pit or the like being brought after to see their danger they have quaked trembled been amazed if they have not wholly expired and given up the Ghost Thus such as perhaps at the very first are not so sensible of their dangerous condition or yet of their change as others are Christ being truly in them yet afterwards when they come to better consideration and deeper apprehension of their wayes and former dangers they find a proportionable measure of inward trouble terrour yea and grief for such their hainous offences whereof they were not so sensible before and so they have their portion of terrour first or last in lesse or greater measure Lastly whom doth Christ call to Repentance 4 From Christs calling of such Matth. 9.13 Even of such onely as are sinners and laden and 11.29 Lost enemies 2 Cor. 5 Isa 27.5 in bondage Rom 8.15 2 Tim. 1. he came to call sinners to repentance such as in their own sense are sinners and if Christ call none but such to repentance who can have repentance but such yea but such as are heavy laden with sin and sense of Gods wrath for sin for these and such onely he calleth also to come unto him And as he came to call such so to save the lost sheep but who are these but such as feel themselves to be lost Christ calls and sends his Ministers to call us to be reconciled to him and to make peace with him but who will ever thus do that doth not first find and feel himself under his displeasure and can a man find that and not be troubled he calls us to liberty and must we not then first be under the spirit of bondage that unto fear In a word how can any either hunger after Christ or prize him aright as a Saviour and Redeemer till they through fence of misery and of their hopelesse helplesse worthlesse and desperate condition see their need of him or who will ever fly to him till by the Law as by a Schoolmaster discovering their fearfull condition to them they be whipped and scourged and so forced to go out of themselves to him This Law then must go before and as the needle by pricking doth pierce the cloth and make way for the threed to follow and sow so it must prepare the way for faith to follow by which we are knit to Christ otherwise we would prove but loose Christians and break off when we list as we know many Libertins to do who tell us much of comfort and joy they find in and by Christ and his Spirit but neither they nor any other can tell us of any sorrow wounding or pricking going before I shall ever suspect that joy yea that Conversion which issues not in some measure out of true sorrow pricking compunction and contrition for sinne It s but a dream of joy and a false conception and birth This point yet further cleared and it shewed that though all be wounded yet not all alike Here then for the further clearing of this point of doctrine we must know that all who are truly converted do not suffer trouble and terrour of conscience in the same measure or yet manner neither doth God deal with all alike some are pricked onely as with a Pinne others as with a spear yet all pricked There are three degrees as in divers Resemblances and all of them saving by Gods mercy 1 A pricking as in my text wherein were some grudgings of conscience and such a hurt as was presently healed again and they filled with the holy Ghost 2 A wounding or a wounded spirit and who can bear that such as was sometime in Job and David from whom God seemed to withdraw himself by forsaking them c. and in such as wrestle long with God yea and with diffidence in themselves even many yeares before they can out wrestle their sorrows which at length they do And 3 there is a killing whereof Saint Paul speaks Rom. 7.9.10.11 Sinne revived and I died and the commandement which was ordained unto life I found to be unto death for sinne taking occasion by the commandement deceived me and by it slew me and yet lo Paul alive to God so All are shut up under the spirit of bondage as in a prison Gal. 3.23 before faith come we are kept under the Law shut up unto faith some as Jeremy let down to a dungeon Jer. 38.6 some as Paul put into an inner prison and his feet fast not in the mire in which Jeremy did sink but in the stocks some onely as Joseph who though a prisoner yet found favour and had more liberty Gen. 39 20.21.22 And so all being locked up under infidelity some are more easily set at liberty and their hearts sooner opened being like new and fresh locks easily opened whereas others are like old rusty locks which the key hardly and with much ado opens if at all so that they must not be broken by force and violence such is the difference of mens hearts some kept clear from rusting by restraining grace good education and example others are old rusty and cankered in sin whose doores must be broken open by strong hand and consciences awakened by terrours All hearts are hard naturally as we have heard but some as stones some as mettal which must not onely be broken but molten and as among stones some are softer then others and soon crushed some are harder as the flint without seams and sutures so is it with hearts some sooner humbled and made to relent then others some are more hardy bold crabbed and crooked then others an angry word or look will work more upon
of his bondage under the law of sin O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death Rom. 7.24 apprehending his deliverance by Christ he adds I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. 3 His power wisdom Lastly the glory of Gods wisdom and power doth also thus shine out to the world by this his manner and method of dealing with converts and in making them new creatures We all do confesse that the works of creation especially the heavens do declare the glory though not the will of God How much more doth his glory appear in this work of effectual Redemption Psal 19.1 where by a like manner of proceeding his glory appears in greater brightnesse as in the creation There and here he works by contraries he in the creation made first a confused vast and grosse Chaos or rude lump where was nothing but darknesse and confusion yet out of that darknesse he brought light out of that confusion he brought order and this goodly frame and comely structure of Heaven and Earth do shew his wisedom power goodnesse beauty and glory beyond all expression Rom. 1.20 21. and he is glorified or should be in and by the right acknowledgement of these Oh how then doth his glory appear when in the new creation or conversion of a sinner he first casts all strong holds and high things into ruinous heapes into rubbish into a confused Chaos staining the pride of man laying him level with the ground what darknesse is in the minde what impotency in the will what confusion in the affections yea what feares and terrours is the confounded soul first brought into and yet such is the infinite power and wisdom of God he out of these ruines raiseth a goodly building even an house a Temple for himself to dwel in he brings light out of darknesse strength out of weaknesse order out of confusion joy out of sorrow and feares in a word heaven out of hell God in dealing roughly with such intends and prepares way for mercy Now for the conclusion of these proofs we hence may see how mans greatest good is wrought and Gods glory most manifested whilst God in the conversion of a sinner shewes himself terrible as there is just cause in us why he should indeed be so and so he is to impenitent sinners and yet intends nothing but love and mercy and by humility to exalt us to glory dealing with us as Joseph dealt at first with his brethren roughly imprisoned some charging all of them to be spies and threatning them and yet he even intended to discover himself in due time as a loving brother unto them Thus before God entred into covenant with his people to be their God Exod. 19. he shewed himself most terrible unto them by lightning fire thunder and black clouds Heb. 12.18 19. c. yea when the Spirit was sent down on the day of Pentecost Act. 2.2 6. there was a mighty rushing winde from heaven and shew of fire whereby they were confounded or troubled in minde and thereby the better prepared to hear that word which so wounded and pricked these converts in their heart And so was Elias prepared to hear the still voyce of God in which God made his will known to him by a strong winde rending the mountaines by an earth-quake as also the Jailor Acts 16. and by fire And so were the Israelites humbled terrified driven out of themselves by thunder and raine in time of harvest and prepared for repentance 1 Sam. 12.17 18 19 20. Let this suffice for the Demonstration of the aforesaid point of doctrine after which should follow the Application of it by way of Vse but to make further way for the same we will as we at first propounded speak of the Order degrees and steps by which God proceeds in perfecting this work of Conversion CHAP. IX Of the order of Conversion first as it depends on Gods Love Where ten Approaches of Gods grace to us 4 The Order steps and Degrees of Conversion and of faith THE work of mans Conversion is an effect both of Gods Love and of his power and so is to be considered of us but yet especially according to the latter respect which is more pertinent to my scope There is an order of Gods proceeding in each of these but first we may briefly consider that there is an order to be observed between these two First Love and then Power the one leading the way to the other The Conversion of a sinner faith and the meanes of both come to us first from the Love and then from the power of God And first as it depends on love in God not but that the power of God accompanieth his Love for Gods love is an effectuall and working love it is reall and operative in its time and the Love of God goeth along with his power even then when he seems to pull and rend us in pieces by his power his seeming rigour is mitigated and moderated by mercy and ever tends to and ends in the good and conversion of his elect This is taught us Jer. 31 3. I have loved thee with an everlasting Love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee So Joh. 6.37 and 44. All that the Father giveth me lo there is Gods free love shall come unto me c. there is expressed the power of his grace And no man can come to me except the Father which hath sent me draw him No man can come to Christ but by Gods free grace in love giving Christ as a surety John 3.16 and then by power applying him to our justification as our head Rom. 3.25 26. It skills not much in shewing the order degrees and steps by which Conversion is wrought whether I name it conversion faith yea or salvation seeing each includes or inferres the rest Ten divers degrees and approaches of Gods grace to us First then briefly for the Order of Gods work of Love by which we come to conversion faith to all other saving and sanctifying graces and to salvation 1 We must first begin with the consideration of Gods eternall decree of Election and Predestination To which purpose see and consider of these places of Scripture Ephes 1.3 4 5 c. Gods blessing us in time is according to his election of us in Christ before all time 1 Election Tit. 1. so 2. Thes 2.13 Matth. 11.25.26 hence faith is onely of Gods elect and onely such as are ordained to eternall life beleeve Acts 13.48 2 Next to this there is Gods sealing and ordaining of Christ the object authour and finisher of our faith 2 The sealing of Christ Heb. 12.1 from eternity also Joh. 6.27 1 Pet. 1.19 20 21. Where of Gods covenant with Christ and transaction with him 3 The publishing of the Promise 3 There is the publishing and promising of Christ made of old to our first parents after the fall
Gen. 3.15 and that both on the behalf of the Jews to whom he was made known by promises sacrifices and types as we know and also of us Gentiles Isa 42.1 4 His Exhibiting of Christ to the world in the fulnesse of time 4 The Exhibition of Christ in person by incarnation Gal. 4.4 Joh. 3.16 when the two natures divine and humane were in the womb of the Virgin united into one Person the humane assumed into the unity of the person of the Son of God 5 As our surety by imputing our sin to him 5 Gods imputation of our sinnes to him as our surety who was therefore made under the Law Gal. 4.4 and our Champion to maintain our quarrel against Satan that braving Goliah and all other enemies as well as to discharge our debt with God which Imputation was yet of force to them who before his Incarnation believed on him the Messias to come as well as to us as those other effects of his love which follow 6 His making him a Sin offering also for us and a curse 6 As a Sacrifice for us Gal. 3.13 2 Cor. 5.21 whose death was an expiatory sacrifice he carrying as our sinnes so our griefs and sorrows Isa 53.3 and 12. Heb. 9.26 28. Herewithal we may consider the sufficiency of this his sacrifice yea the efficiency of it seeing he offered it by the eternal spirit Heb. 9.14 and his blood was the blood of God Acts 20.28 All sufficient 7 Gods acceptation of it 8 with his invitation of us to partake of it 7 Gods Acceptation of it as sufficient for all and efficient and effectuall for the elect Matth. 3.17 and 12.18 Ephes 5.2 the Kingdome of heaven being thus opened 8 His Invitation of us hereupon and Calling us by the preaching of the Gospell to faith and to Conversion which Gospell he freely according to his eternall love and purpose sends so to one place as at the same time not to another Act. 16.6 7. c. See for this his invitation 2 Cor. 5.19 20 21. Isa 55.1 2 3 c. 9 His acceptation of us by vertue of it 9 His Acceptation of us the elect who do believe by vertue of Christs Sacrifice and for his Sonnes sake in whom he hath made us accepted Eph. 1.6 or which is all one in effect his imputation of it to us and of all his benefits 1 Cor. 1.30 31. 2 Cor. 5.21 This implies Remission or the not imputing of our sins to us 2 Cor. 5.19 and then the imputation of his satisfaction righteousnesse and obedience All these are meere acts of Gods Love most free and depend on no condition in us unlesse you will say the last named which requires faith as a condition before the Love of his good pleasure become also the Love of his Complacency concerning which I list not contend 10 His reall Communication of saving grace to us 10 Lastly as depending on all the former there is Gods Communication of all grace unto us the grace of effectuall calling Conversion faith and other saving graces which is done by the power of his spirit Christ being a Saviour both by the merit of his death and efficacy of his grace and spirit whereby Christ comes to be formed in us Gal. 4.19 and we are made to partake of the divine nature 2 Pet. 1.3.4 But this belongs to his power Vse To shew us 1. the freenesse of his grace The Vse of what is said shall be briefly to take notice hence of the 1 freenesse 2 firmnesse 3 fountain of all grace in us call it Conversion Faith habituall and actuall holinesse or if you will of the whole work of our salvation 1 These are free gifts and benefits grace in us depends originally on Gods Grace that is his free love and favour to us being all of them effects of his Fatherly Love which in him is an act of his goodnesse not of Justice as if deserved or procured by any thing done or foreseen to be done by us 1 To humble us Which teacheth us 1 humility not to ascribe any grace to our selves any worthinesse any thing which might move God to elect us before others or in his eternal Predestination to prepare grace for us or to bestow it upon us in the temporall dispensation of it 2 To make us thankfull 2 Thankfulnesse in the acknowledgement of his free grace in our free love of him who first loved us and in a free consecration of our selves wholly to his honour and service But of these more fully * In notes on 1 Cor. 1.30.31 pag. 255. c. pag. 85. c. 2 The firmnesse of his grace to assure us of our perseverance else where 2 These benefits are firm also as depending on God and on his love not as yet to say power and not on us or on anything in us and so as the freenesse of his love prevents our pride so the firmnesse of it or fears of falling away assuring us of our finall perseverance in grace once truly received which flows to us from such a spring as never drieth up And so the Originall of all grace in us well considered prevents our errour c. 3 The fountain of all grace 3 We are hence taught and directed whither to go for true and saving grace for conversion faith and all other grace The Fountain of all is in heaven in Gods free love so that though we may and must use the meanes of grace the word preached and other ordinances of God yet we must not rest in them These are but streams leading to the fountain for our direction that we take not up with the means and being separate from the free grace of God in Christ they are but empty cisterns The word ministers sacraments may all say faith the grace of conversion perseverance c. are not in us One main reason why many misse of grace of faith other benefits is because they seek them from the meanes only from the minister his person or from themselves and their own indeavours in which they rest and with which they take up But we are hence directed to begin at Gods love to look first to God in Christ then to the meanes First to Gods love then to his power so to use the meanes as from Gods power in and by the means to expect a blessing yet first and withall to pray earnestly and to beg the blessing from God and from his free grace And thus of this work of Conversion as it is an effect of his love CHAP. X. SECT 1. Of the Order of Conversion as it is a work of Gods power and that in regard both of the persons and means working it as also of the work it self 2 Conversion is also an effect of Gods power BUt we are chiefly to consider this grace of conversion and so of faith as an effect and work of Gods power and effectuall grace in us
which is also on our behalf most needfull for as we are miserable and stand in need of mercy so also helplesse yea wholly impotent unable unfit yea unwilling as of our selves to convert or come to Christ Our need of Gods power in our conversion 1 Cor. 1.23 we must be drawn if we come at all our hard hearts must be changed prepared made willing that so Christ who to the Jews is a stumbling block and to the Gentiles foolishness may be made unto us which are called both Jews and Greeks the power of God and the wisdom of God There is a yoak on our necks which God onely can take off Hos 11.4 by drawing us with cords of a man even bands of love God must prepare us for faith and grace by removing all blocks which lie in our way and that prejudice which wee generally have of Christ and take from us the stony heart We are dead in sin and trespasses and no less power is required then that which raised Christ himself from death Joh. 6.44 Ephes 1.19 20. Rom. 8.11 We are under darkness yea under the power of Satan and to turn us from darkness to light Acts 26.18 and from the power of Satan to God requires the power of God Nay when we are turned 1 Pet. 1.3 4 5. we stand in need of the same power of God to keep us through faith unto salvation Conversion not wrought all at once Now this work of Gods power is manifested also by degrees and in a certain order whereby he brings those he loves from nothing to something from infidelity to faith 1 By driving them out of themselves and by self-denyall 2 By bringing them to true contrition and other further grace 3 And so by these and other preparatory works but by some preparatory works to through conversion and to true faith which faith and grace of conversion is not wrought all at once in one instant at least it appears not in any all at once nor is it wrought alike soon or late in all but as the Baptist was to prepare the way to Christ as to the onely City of Refuge by filling every valley and bringing low every mountain and hill so Gods messengers make way for his coming in the spirit savingly and powerfully by preparing the soul for Christ that is by pricking and wounding the conscience by casting down all high thoughts in men by humbling them first and then by raising them up by hope c. This work of power then would be traced from its highest originall also The order and steps of conversion which is double Know we then that the order and degrees by which the grace of conversion and of faith as it depends on power is wrought may be considered two ways 1. There is an order in regard of the persons and means working it 2. In regard of the work it self SECT 2. The persons and means used in Conversion 1. In regard of the persons and means working it It is originally from God 1 THis grace as all other grace is originally in from God and so comes to be wrought in us in a certain order by himself yet not always without means but in and by the use of his own Ordinances and by the Ministery of such persons as he pleaseth to imploy in the dispensation of his ordinances The summe is this 1 The Father 1. God the Father is first in order who is said to draw such as by him in love are given unto Christ to save John 6 37-44 Jerem. 31.3 Faith being therefore called the faith of the operation of God who raised Christ from the dead Vse Therefore not from us Coloss 2.12 It not being of our selves Ephes 2.8 or originally from us as if we first beleeving moved God to elect us We are his workmanship Ephes 2.20 2. Next is God the Son 2 Son Hebr. 12.2 Vse Christ saveth by power as well as merit who works Faith and Conversion also For whatsoever the Father doth the Son doth likewise Joh. 5.19 Christ is a Saviour not onely by his merit but by his power himself not we applying effectually what he hath merited else he were but an half Saviour 3 Holy Spirit 3. Now the Father and Christ shew their power by the holy Ghost or Spirit of them both which we know was in visible signes on this day of Pentecost given by the power of which these many here were converted and faith given to them it is therefore called the Spirit of faith 2 Cor. 4.15 and by it faith is given of God Vse Therefore it is a free work John 3.8 1 Cor. 12.9 Whence it is that all that hear the word of Faith do not beleeve the Spirit is a free worker herein like the winde blowing where it listeth And the whole work of conversion must from these authors and workers of it needs be acknowledged to be a work of such power as far transcends the power of nature Vse of all This work is 1. Divine and not of man John 1.13 and of mans supposed free-will as if a man from the birth or otherwise wanted a naturall and bodily hand or eye who could give it him but the God of nature So who can give faith which is the hand and eye of the soul but God onely And all these three Persons had their work in the conversion of these Jews Luke 24.49 Acts 1.4 5-8 It is therefore a sure work 2 Sure as depending on 1 the Fathers Love 2 Sons merit 3 Power of the holy Ghost Now the Spirit or the Father and Son by the Spirit all whose power is one works this grace of Conversion and applyeth grace and faith to the soul either more immediately or mediately by the word and Ministery of it The Spirit works conversion either Immediately as in elect infants dying 1. Immediately as in elect Infants dying in their infancy where though the chief work shewed on them be a work of mercy and of free imputation yet their natures are sanctified and changed by the infusion of an habituall principle of grace wrought by the Spirit without which they could not enter into heaven But of this formerly The like we say of such elect ones as are born deaf and dumb or By means by the word 2. The Spirit ordinarily works not but by means and begets faith and grace by the ministery and preaching of the word as here Act. 2.37 Rom. 10.17 Faith cometh by hearing and hearing by the word of God i.e. by the command ordination and appointment of God Isa 59.21 which therefore carryeth along with it his power and blessing so that though conversion may seem in Scripture or other wise to be ascribed to divers other things as 1. to the Sacraments Conversion is not wrought but by the word that of Baptism especially called the washing of the new birth 2 to voices from heaven 3. to
and consultation whom he meanes to save This for the first preparative and most generall Use CHAP XII Shewing the desperate estate of secure sinners and danger of a false peace 2 Second sort of uses concern such as yet have notbeen pricked or not sorrowed 1Vse of Instruction not to please themselves with their false peace NOw upon this Triall it will be discovered whether thou hast been pricked wounded convinced and made sorrowfull for thy sinne or not And first if not here is an Use and matter both of Instruction and of Exhortation to thee But if yea then here are other Uses for thee 1 The secure sinner whether of more profane or of civill conversation is hence instructed not to please himself in his secure estate or false Peace He that hath not in some good measure been under the spirit of bondage troubled for his fin pricked and wounded in conscience hath just cause to suspect himself all is not well Many please themselves in their secure courses load their consciences yea wound gash the same with the guilt of many enormous and grosse sins and yet blesse themselves in their condition and remain unsensible and of stupified consciences sorry they would be to be in such case as they have seen or see some others to be in who yet indeed are either in the state of grace or in a good way unto it Yet those other are such as these wretches should be if ever they prove true Converts Those other it may be with David have their sins often before their eys which draw out tears of true hearty yea alsoof saving sorrow repentance from them but these secure ones cast all behind their backs and leave all to be reckoned for hereafter are moved with nothing they either think say or do and are not willing at any time to have ought in their thoughts or before their eyes but such things as may give the flesh content and which may blind their eyes and besot their souls namely sensuall delights and pleasures gain nonours in the world love and favour of men and such like True peace distinguished from false 1 It goes with Righteousnesse Rom. 14 2.2 is grounded on the Gospel That it is no true peace but a fools Paradise and false peace which they enjoy is most evident 1 True peace and righteousnesse go together the Kingdome of God is not meat and drink or pleasures or ought else of that nature but righteousnesse and peace and joy in the holy Ghost But their peace and joy is not such 2 True peace is grounded on the Gospel of peace which works reconciliation with God Rom. 5.1 but their false peace cannot endure the Gospel or the reproofs of the word as we see in Ahab hating Michaiah and may see in these men not enduring to be told of their sinnes or to be called to mourn and to weep for the same and for their ensuing miseries 3 It issues out of sorrow for sinne 3 In a word true peace sound and solid comfort is for order of nature yea and working after yea out of true sorrow for sin trouble of conscience and spirit of bondage as hath already plentifully been shewed their 's not being such cannot be good â— Terrour â—secure ones who have not arowed for sin Let me then read thee thy doom thou secure sinner whosoever thou art and shew thee what cause thou hast to suspect thy self till thou hast at least been wounded pricked and pierced in thy couscience for thy sinne in some sense and feeling of Gods displeasure against thee for the same Their secure estate is a signe that they are stil 1 in their naturall condition and in sinne Simil. This is a sign 1 that thou art still in thy natural that is in thy damnable estate in which thou camest into the world and wast by nature a child of wrath as well as others Is sin no burthen to thee It is a signe thou art yet in sin as in thine own element For as the weight of water is not felt in the water as not of a man who shall dive deep into the sea whereas one hoggeshed of water on the land would crush him so to a soul any way separate and divided from sin who her it be in its judgement will or affâ—ction sin will be as it was to David and heavy burthen too heavy for it to bear and will make the soul to cry to God for ease as finding no peace Psal 38.1 2 3 4 rest or health because of its sin whereas if the soul be not in some measure burthened and troubled with sin but do still make light of it as Samson did of the brazen gates of the City and do still bath it self in the delights and pleasures of sinne it must needs prove that it and sinne is yet all one and that there is no separation made between them as yet and consequently that it remains in its naturall and damned estate and that sin unsorrowed for will prove to it as that dead sea of Sodom which causeth all living things to dy that come into it 2 That they are in Satans possession 2 And so this false Peace is also a signe that such an one is in Satans possession all things are so quiet within him Satan molests none so much as those that make from him and those he will not suffer to be quiet as we have heard onely the Lord first by his word troubles those souls he means to save all is so quiet as by the Angel the waters were troubled before any cure was done Now what a condition it is to be in Satans keeping yea possession let any wise man consider 3 and dead in sin 3 This condition of secure sinners doth plainly shew them to be dead in and by sinne and deprived of all spirituall sense and life To be without the sense of feeling is a certain signe of death now these being wounded as being without sense stung and pierced by the word yea hewed by it for such are the effects of the word even 〈◊〉 slay and kil men that is to devote the impenitent to certain destruction yea damnation of soul and body yet shew themselves no whit sensible but are as dead and senselesse blocks under the lashes and strokes of the word herein like the drunkard or as he described Pro. 23.34.35 lying down in the midst of the sea or upon the top of a mast They have strucken me shall be say and I was not sick they have beaten me and I felt it not c. 4 That they are far from Repentance 4. It s a signe that secure sinners have not as yet entred the porch or so much as touched the threshold of the School of Repentance whereof this pricking of conscience in my text is made the first stop as hath been so largely shewed and proved It is a strong argument that the word the means and
zeal Yet if thou goest no farther and out-strippest them not in sincerity Dike of Deacif ch 10. honesty and goodnesse of heart as one well sheweth by inward renewed good qualities as good never a whit as never the better At least thou wilt come short of salvation But I must remember my self that I am speaking to and of such as are sensualists senselesse sinners livelesse blocks muddy worldlings in a word such as think it folly to trouble their heads or themselves with any serious thought of their sin or of Gods wrath due to them for the same who love to be at ease to enjoy their false peace and their pleasures of sin without interruption or molestation and in a word who are loth with the Devil to have their sins cast out or to be tormented before the time to these I must now Lastly or Fifthly say that this their secure estate is a fearful signe that all wil not end well with them 5 Sensualists and secure ones have most cause to morn this their calme will end in a fearful tempest Such as now never dream nor wil be told of the necessity of this trouble of conscience are the only men that have most cause to mourn who indeed are by all that know their estate and love them better then they either know or love themselves to be pitied and prayed for and to expect a storm as Job did for his children in after their feastings For these are they who being merry and light-hearted and spending their days in wealth and mirth suddenly go down to the grave or to hell Job 21.13 as those secure ones of the old world Mat. 24.37 38 39. And as the Jewes concerning whom Jeremiah doth pitiously complain and lament The young men have ceased from their musick The joy of our heart is ceased Lament 5.14.15 our dance is turned into mourning c. So wil secure sinners finde it either here or hereafter And yet alas that they who have most greatest cause to weep and mourn in the midst of their security should be as they would seem the only Jovial merry men of the world These feast and make merry but never think of the house falling upon their heads as once upon Jobs children and on the Lords of the Philistines when they sported themselves with Samson or of the point of the sword hanging by a small threed over their heads as once over the head of Damocles or rather of the hand writting on the wall as in Belshazzars case or of Gods writing of their sins in his book which will be opened at the day of judgement These jolly fellowes never think how their sin which they delight in lieth and that their sin will doe them in the guilt and punishment of it at the door as Cains did that is neer to seize upon them as dogging them continually at the heels like a bloodhound pursuing them and never ceasing till it overtake them and fly in their faces when the iniquity of their heels shall overtake them finde them out Numb 32.23 and in their hunted consciences meet with them and finde them out if not before yet on their death-beds perhaps where the guilt of their sin shall present it self unto them as that black dog which appeared to Cornelius Agrippa at his beds-feet whilst he lay a dying pursue them to death or like Brutus his ghost which standing by him as he was writing left him a while to hell telling him he should see it again at Philippi where in battel he was slain 1 Sam. 28.19 20. or like Satan appearing in Samuels likenesse and telling Saul saying to morrow shalt thou and thy sons be with me at which speech Saul fell straitway all along on the earth and was sore afraid and there was no strength in him and judgement Little think secure sinners how soon their sin will overtake them and bring them to their graves yea as their bones were full of it lie down with them in also the dust Job 20.11 c. Ezek. 32.24.27 and be upon their bones and if so it will rise with them too stand at their heels yea elbowes in judgements to accuse and condemn them so that their judgement is not far off and their damnation sleepeth not 2 Pet. 2.3 Their end is come at least it watcheth or awaketh against them Ezek. 7.6 These things being so a man would wonder that any should under the noise of such canon shot and thunderings sleep quietly Their security wondered at over such traps dance so merrily and being so neer hell perhaps as till to morrow morning or sooner if the threed of their life be cut off sooner to secure and blesse themselves in their vain hope of heaven their only grief on earth is to have such ministers or others as shall tell them of their sin and danger and check them in their courses and that they cannot sinne so freely as they would without controule otherwise no sorrow at all for sin appeares CHAP. XIII Containing a large Exhortation to the Secure and Motives urging them to be afflicted and to mourn for sin WEll let me now make use of a word of Exhortation to such and speake to them in S. James his language 3Vse Exhortation seriously to confider of our cause of mourning Jam. 4.8.9 10. chap. 4.8.9 10. Draw nigh to God cleanse your hands ye sinners and purifie your hearts ye double-minded Be afflicted and mourn and weep let your laughter be turned to mourning and your joy to heavinesse Humble your selves in the sight of the Lord and he will lift you up Ah dearly beloved And accordingly to mourn let us learn at length but yet in time to take our sins and Gods curse and wrath due to them into deep consideration and withall to be affected with true and hearty sorrow for the same sin you see will have sorrow here or hereafter this hath partly been considered before We see here the elect of God true converts such as God shews greatest love unto seeing the elect of God are not saved without it in converting and saving their souls are at least and must be pricked and wounded and that in their tendrest part the heart what will become of thee then and of all others who sinning as deeply as any yet never mournest for thy sin in all thy life or at least to little purpose neither hast thou yet any will purpose affection or disposition thereunto Surely if such dear Saints Servants yea Sons and Children of their heavenly Father escape not without finding and feeling some bitternesse from their sin yea even when Christ in whom they trust and to whom they fly hath indured the hot wrath of God for them what mayst thou think will be thy portion hereafter if now thou beest such an enemy to godly sorrow and so averse from it as thou art being also by thy
sins unsorrowed for an enemy to God how much better then to be pricked here for our curing as a tumor gets ease by pricking then to be put to indure the whole wrath of God hereafter and to be stung to death forever Where we may also note and might consider for our encouragement and seeing wee shall not lose by sorrowing here that the greatest sorrows we here suffer when wee mourn for our sins savingly are in comparison but prickings Note The greatest sorrows of the elect are but prickings yea as flea-bitings considered with the eternal torments of the damned which by timely sorrow now may nay undoubtedly shal be prevented as it was with these mourners here who though whilest they looked on Christ whom they pierced they mourned for him as one mourneth for his onely son and were in bitterness for him as one is in bitterness for his first born and shall be much more so at their calling and at the conversion of their whole scattered Nation and though some few be longer holden under sense of sin and wrath here then most other converts are which should incourage us yet what lost these Jewish converts by this their sorrow and smaller wounds by pricking when they were presently healed and withall obtained the pardon of their sins ver 38. the favour of God freedom from condemnation Rom. 8.1 and from eternal sorrows in hel yea and right of sons and heirship to eternal life and glory No more shalt thou lose by thy sorrow here if in time thou give over thy profane carnal worldly courses and secure living and betake thy self in time to the serious exercises of Repentance and godly sorrow Dost thou think 〈◊〉 â—xhortaâ—â—◠〈◊〉 by Motives or canst thou imagine that thou hast no cause so to do Come tell me have you who are now so secure and merry no true cause of mourning or of being touched and pricked in conscience and soul 1 From the consideration of our sin 1 Orginiall 1. Are ye without sinne 1. Are ye not inwrapped all of you in the guilt of Adams transgression I wil not charge you to have brought each of you for your parts in that regard sorrow sin and damnation upon all men that are or shall be damned though some wil have it so and yet I cannot say but that thou art guilty and sharest in the guiltiness of that sin which did all this And if so it wel weighed were enough to break thy heart that thou and I and each of us have had in our first parents a part in bringing damnation on our selves and others But howsoever know that there is in regard of Original sin that corrupt fountain within thee that leaven that bitter root seed and sink of sin in thy nature whereby as thou art wholly indisposed yea backward and ready to oppose all goodnesse and truth so inclined to do as wickedly as ever did sinners even as did the Sodomites and other heathen and as Judas and those Jews who betrayed Christ and crucified him yea as such Christians as sin that unpardonable sin the sin against the holy Ghost nothing hindering but Gods mercy restraining or sanctifying them And is not this enough to humble thee should it not make thee fear lest taking such liberty in thy ways as thou now dost God leave thee to thy self and to these thy natural and corrupt inclinations and give thee over to commit the same or like wickedness and to come to like ends 2 Actuall 1 Our own considered with their aggravations Job 13.11 which are many 2. But I am sure thou canst not but confess thy self to be guilty of many actuall sins which are obvious to every eye and ringing in every mans ear that lives neer thee Wil not these bring thee to be ashamed of thy self or should they not trouble thee Is not the least of thy sins 1 Against the great and holy God and then shall not his excellency make thee affraid and his dread fall upon thee 2 Against his mercies and goodness and art thou not ashamed of thine unthankfulness and of thy base usage of him and abuse of his favours 3 Against his threats and examples of his judgements on others and shall not that daunt thee 4 Against thy conscience and knowledge especially in these days of light and doth not conscience smâ—te and prick thee See Luk 12 47 Wilt thou stil hold the truth in unrighteousness and yet not fear Gods wrath revealed from heaven against such Rom. 1.18 5 Against thy Covenant with God and vows often renewed and dost thou not fear to receive the just reward of a traytor and of perfidiousness Wherefore should God be angry at thy voyce Eccles 5.4 5 6. Why dost thou by breaking wedlock with him for by covenant thou art become his provoke the eyes of his jealousie and glory against thy self canst thou thus do and yet live secure Ezek. 16.8 3. Other mens which we make ours helping to damn them 3. Nay Besides thine own personal sins think how many thou hast helped to send to hel before thee by having an hand head or heart in their sins Didst thou never intice any to commit folly with thee to cast in their lot with thee in some wicked enterprise Didst thou never incourage provoke counsel or command any to do evil Hast thou never made other mens sins thine own by thy silence consent connivance commendation defence or at least want of sorrow for them Hath not thine example presence and familiarity with sinners in their vanities drawn many into sin and hardened them in the same and hast thou not by such means become a murtherer of their souls And if they be dead in their sins in hel before thee hast not thou sent them thither or helped at least And if so what comfort canst thou have on earth Matth 18.7 to have them so many of them there to curse thee continually unlesse by hearty and timely sorrow thou get the pardon of all thy sins sealed to thy soul Which our sins should cause in us great sorrow Here know it also for certain that if ever thou wouldest kindly grieve the Law must not onely reveal sin unto thee and give thee cause of sorrow but it must cause the offence to abound and so afford thee cause of great sorrow so that if ever thou partake of Gods abundant grace Rom. 5.20 or be saved thou must by the Law see thy sin to be exceeding sinful and to abound considering how they abound 1 For hainousnesse Which therefore see First for hainousnesse according to all the aggravations of it and in the vilenesse of it as by sinning against so much and so long patience in God and against such means of grace which have wrought so effectually in many others 2 Multitude Secondly For multitude and that thou hast been a sinner not in this or that particular being ready to justifie thy self
in the rest but in all through the breach of every Commandement and neglect of every duty though of some more then other 3 Continnance 3 For long continuance in thy sin til it may be thou art old in the same and hast given the Divel and thy lusts the best of thy time 4 Danger Yea 4. For Danger as bringing thee into hazrard of hardnesse of heart and final impenitency yea of hell torments and so in the apprehension thereof thou must feel thy sin to abound 5 Weight 5. For waight and burthen without making light of it as formerly II. From the curse and judgements due to sin Sin will have sorrow here or hereafter II. Come then tel me again Do not these thy sins bring thee under the Curse wil they not hale thee to judgement either going before thee or following after to judgement Wil not sin even thy sin have sorrow here or hereafter for ever Shall you always rejoyce Is not God of most pure eys Ah! who knows the power of his anger What are millions of men to him though they be never so great when hee is angry What are those glorious Angels of light which he made to him if once they provoke him shewed 1 In examples as of the Angels 2 Pet. 2.4 5 6. Doth hee not turn both Angels and men to destruction for their sin God spared not the Angels that sinned but cast them down to hell and delivered them into chains of darknesse to be reserved unto judgement c. and that for their pride and it may be thou comest but little short of them in Luciferian pride thou man thou woman Yea he spared not the whole race of mankinde which sinning in Adam Of the whole race of mankind in Adam was with him cast out of Paradise into a state of damnation and what was his sin was it not the doing of that which was forbidden him a tasting of forbidden fruit And do thou think with thy self how guilty thou art not onely of that original and first sin of thy nature but of many actuall and wilfull transgressions since and that in the same kinde most eager after such things as of which thou art most restrained And was not the whole world of men women The old world and children eight onely excepted drowned for like lâ—sts violence excess and secure eating and drinking c. as thou art guilty of Did not God turn the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah into ashes for their lusts and uncleanness pride fulness of bread Sodom Idleness and uncharitableness And did hee not bring first the Captivity Ezek. 16. The Jews and since that fearfull dispersion and curse of Cain upon the Jews which lyeth upon them in soul as wel as body to this very day and all for their unbelief and rejection of Christ added to their other sins And in effect art thou not guilty of the same sins who rejectest Christ in his grace and in his offices Ah! think not onely on such hellish torments as often seize on wicked men here on earth 2 In the torments of hel in regard of terrours and horrours of conscience but of the torments of hell it self both endlesse and easelesse prepared for secure sinners when God shall unresistibly come in fury and judgement against them and against all such as now contemn or neglect the time of mercy when his wrath being once kindled shall burn to the bottom of hell into which they shall be cast where their worm dieth not Mark 9.44 and the fire is not quenched This shall be effected on all out of Christ when Christ shall come and be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God 2 Thes 1.7 8 9 which would seriously be thought on by secure ones now and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord jesus Christ who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power Ah whose heart trembles not at these things ah that men would seriously think of that tearing of heart and gnashing of teeth which will be in that eternall separation The heart which is not now pricked will be gnawn and eaten yet not consumed which were a mercy by that worm of conscience when in those hellish torments which are endlesse easelesse remedilesse men shall consider how God every Sabbath did stretch out his armes of mercy to embrace them The worm which then will gnaw and they would not how Christ offered a plaister of his own hearts blood to cure them if they would have been but pricked in heart but they made light accout of it and trampled it under their feet The holy Ghost put good motious into their heart convincing them of sinne and judgement and inviting them to godly sorrow with hope of pardon but they rejected those motions and would not be interrupted in their ease joy and false peace The Minister pressed hard to have them yield but they withstood him Oh the deep wounds the grievous bitings and stingings and the hellish cries that these and like thoughts then but too late will work and fetch from such poor souls And what a grief is it now to the hearts of their godly and conscionable Ministers and others who wish them well parents friends and kindred that these men wil not lay any of these things now in time to heart or be perswaded or intreated to prevent their own everlasting ruine as if all were fables which we tell them and framed onely to scare them What fables and scarecrows Ah dearly beloved let neither the Devil or your own treacherous hearts delude you but know that God is truly displeased with your sins as being many wayes dishonoured grived and wounded in his name and glory by the same yea 3 In and by the sufferings of Christ and of Gods severity against sin appearing therein is infinitely just as as well as mercifull and that howsoever he gave his Sonne in the greatest mercy to become man for us yet his justice against sin did equally appear in subjecting him his onely dear and beloved Son to such a cursed shamefull and opprobrious and painfull death for sinners in whom thus dying we may see Gods severity which was shewed against this his beloved Son oncestanding in our stead His justice could not be satisfied with Gold or any thing corruptible not with thousands of rams or with ten thousands of rivers of oyl yea 1 Pet. 1 18 19 Micah 6 7. Psal 49.7 8. not with the death and sacrifice of our onely or first-born children The redemption of souls is precious and in regard of any humane or created power price or means ceaseth for ever It is not the death or intreaty of an Angel could do it no nor barely the intreaty of God the Son himself How Christ was pricked for us It must cost the price of his
it a curse when especially through your own defaults you are deprived of it yea a leaving of you and a giving up to hardness of heart if not a sealing altogether of your destruction 2 By our calling the word heard to minde 2 Having such teaching you must remember call to minde ruminate and meditate on what you have heard the word heard must ever be in your ears as here the word used in my Text implyeth a continuall act and hearing 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or when they had heard they were pricked The word left a sting behinde it they could not forget it the voice of Christs blood was ever in their ears after once they were by the word charged with it and convinced and so it came to work such a stinging effect in their hearts Thus Peter himself had formerly come to see his sin and judge himself for it It s said Hee remembred the words of Jesus and hee went out and wept bitterly Matth. 26.57 By such remembrance and meditation on the word and continuance in the things we have heard yea and seen 2 Tim. 3.14 whilest we look our selves in the glass of the word and continue therein Jam. 1.24 25. these nails at first entred by the masters of the Assemblies come to be fastened and struck further home to the pricking nay piercing and wounding of the conscience In a word remember often such truths as first or at any time wounded or touched thee wound and prick thy heart therewith in the often remembrance of them 3 By our applying the word to our selves 3. To which end Apply also to thy self what is applied to thee by thy teachers or what more generally is taught concerning such sins as thy conscience tels thee thou art guilty of Help them who have fitted the plaister to thy sore to binde and fasten the same unto thee by thine own application that by lying and continuing close to it may have its wished and saving effect Repell not what the Minister applyeth Apply to thy self especially the terrours of the Law for so is this pricking wrought especially the terrors of the Law Suffer the Preacher to do it but especially do it thy self till this be done there will be no pricking This is the way to be stung by the word in soul yea such cannot but be stung as thus apply which rightly applyed will sting As in like cases as when in body a man is stung with an adder or pricked with the point of a sword or heareth heavie news which concern himself If one of Job's messengers should come and tell thee all thou hast thy cattell thy goods are taken away violently by enemies or robbers the fire hath burnt up thy store thy sons and daughters are slain crush'd drowned or dead would not this move thee and cause thee to rend not onely thy mantle Job 1.15 16 17 18 19 20. as it did Job but thine heart When David came to Ziklag with his men and found it burnt with fire and their wives and their sons and daughters to be taken captives it is said he and the people that were with him lift up their voyce and wept 1 Sam. 30.3 4. until they had no more power to weep this was when he and they apprehended the loss as their own men weep not so commonly in other mens losses Now certainly such as shall be saved are secretly drawn Such as God wil save are secretly drawn to apply threatnings to themselves they know not wel how to be perswaded that the doctrine taught doth concern them and so to be touched with it as to judge themselves most miserable and to loath themselves for all their filthy abominations to beleeve their own misery and without any exception or self-flattery or posting it off to others to cast away all deluding conceits which may hinder the work of the word so that when it presseth them they do not repel it or cast off the burthen from them but say O wretch that I am this is my case I am the man the Scripture means 1 Cor. 6.9 10. I am that swearer whom God will hold guilty I am that adulterer whom God wil judge I am that fornicator that effeminate person that idolater that thief that covetous person that drunkard that reviler that extortioner that shall not inherit the Kingdome of God Wo is my soul I shall die in the guilt of this or these my sins unlesse I speedily repent Ah Beloved without such faith and application by faith of the threatnings of the word and so they come to be pricked and vengeance due to our sins and to us for our sins we shall never be savingly touched onely such apprehension and application will by Gods mercy do it as the condemned malefactor is as what makes the malefactor tremble at the bar but fear of the sentence of death when he seeth so many and evident proofs against him which sentence when once it is spoken of and pronounced how doth it strike him as a dagger to the heart how is hee wounded with it in the certain looking for and expectation of execution and death which now looks him in the face SECT 2. Of the consideration of our sin c. 4 By our consideration according to his word of our sins 4 AS a further help to the aforesaid duty to humiliation of the soul and to sensiblenesse learn aright to be affected with thy sins to which end follow these Directions 1. Consider and seriously think of thy birth-sin 1 Originall In which we may see what creatures wee are 1 how loathsom of the pollution of thy nature by it now loathsome thou art to God in that regard both in thy person yea in thy prayers and all thy performances yea in thy very righteousness which all of them are defiled with the contagion and hatefull plague and leprosie of natures pollution 2 how miserable Think also how thereby thou art become mortall miserable deprived of all good depraved by sin forward and prone onely to evill froward and backward to all goodnesse not favouring either goodnesse or truth in a word an enemy to God and under the displeasure of the Almighty Meditate hereon and on the vilenesse of thy nature lest otherwise thou think thy self something when thou art nothing Gal. 6.3 Thou wilt never be out of love with or loath thy self till thus thou dost thou mayst and wilt remain like a filthy dunghill which unstirred sends forth no noysom savour till it be raked into or the sun shine hot upon it 2 Actuall Which wee must finde out and remember 2. Caâ—â— to remembrance thy actuall sins to which end examine and sift thy self well and unpartially use the reason God hath given thee and be not bruitish in letting thy sins passe and escape thee without examination Here I may say to thee as God to the idolater Remember this
Isa 46.8 and shew your selves men bring it again to minde O ye transgressors This is the way to bring men to true shame and compuction withall for their sins yee shall remember your wayes saith the Lord and all your doings wherein ye have been defiled Ezek. 20.43 36.31 and ye shall your selves in your own sight for all your iniquities and for your abominations So David when upon Nathans coming to him hee confessed and bewayled his sins complaining of broken bones Psalm 51.3 8. indeed of a broken heart and sorrowfull soul which he desired might be made to rejoyce he set his sin ever before him This helped to humble him when he considered what he had done Remembrance of sin causeth sorrow whom he had offended and that his sins had deprived him of the comfortable presence of God without which consideration and viewing of a mans wayes no trouble of heart or repentance can be expected I hearkened and heard saith the Lord but they spake not aright no man repented him of his wickednesse Jer. 8.6 saying what have I done As the remembrance of a deceased deer friend reneweth a mans sorrow As of our deceased friends when he so thinks of his losse so the remembrance of such sins as whereby wee have estranged God from us or hazarded the losse of him altogether wil at least should wound the soul and cause it grieve for grieving him so good a God and particularly 1 Gather Catalogues of thy sins or read them in Mr Perkins Mr Bifield Mr Brinsley in his first part of the Watch. Dr Downams Abstract Now to this end it were good 1. To gather a Catalogue of thy daily sins both omissions or neglects of duty and commissions and to set them down in writing as some have done or often to make use of such helps as are afforded by some good Writers of late who have gathered the particular sins under each commandement and often to read the same and examine our selves therewith 2 To take the advantage of sins newly committed and presently whilest conscience is not hardened through delay to work upon thy heart 2 Look on sins newly committed seeing sin is then better known and all such circumstances better remembred by which it may be aggravated so some upon their drunkennesse have come to repentance 3 Often remember some of thy foulest faults 3 Howsoever labour to keep in memory some of thy foulest and grossest faults whether lately or longer since committed two three or moe of them being such as by which thou hast most wounded thy conscience or such as thou wouldst most of all be ashamed of if they were written in thy forehead and publickly known and compell thy self daily or often to remember them as God would have Israel do Thus the Lord would humble Israel Remember and forget not how thou provokedst the Lord to wrath in the wildernesse Deut. 9.7 So did Paul 1 Cor. 15.9 This kept Paul low in his own eyes and no question much wounded his spirit when he called often to minde and recorded it how he had been a blasphemer and a persecuter 1 Tim. 1.13 Thus David remembred the sins of his youth Psal David 25.17 intreating the Lord not to remember them and Job and Job in reading such bitter things as God did write against him had his soul imbittered whilest he was made to possesse the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 Thou whosoever whose heart tels thee of thy wickedness or whose sins are or have been more gross and scandalous think thou of this Grosse sinners sooner repent then civil men and justiciaries Matth. 21.31 By making good use hereof thou mayst be neerer the Kingdom of heaven then such as seem to be not far from it much neerer then such as live or have lived more civilly as that rich young man Matth. 19.20 who could say All these things that is the duties of the second Table have I kept from my youth up who yet went away from Christ sorrowful So did not Publicans and harlots those great and known sinners who coming to Christ sorrowful went away from him rejoycingâ— Such commonly repent sooner then civill Pharisees Matth. 21.32 as being sooner convinced of their sins The heart of a Turk Jew or Pagan is not so hard as of a ceremonious hypocrite The vail of the Temple rent in twain the earth did quake and the rocks rent and the graves were opened and many bodies of dead Saints arose at Christs death and resurrection Matth. 27.51 52. when none of the hypocriticall Pharisees so much as trembled but remained hard-hearted senseless and still dead in their sins 4 But seeing the least sin is gross bad and foul enough it will behove thee to think and consider how foul a thing sin is 4 Consider the foul nature of every sin which made of Angels such foul fiends being impurity it self how it is compared to mire to the filthy vomit of a dog and they no better then dogs and swine that defile themselves therewith 2 Pet. 2.22 This should make thee hate and loath it and for ever to have an aversion of will from it But considering also that it is unthankfulness disobedience and the provocations in it and dishonour to God and is against his goodness and mercies against his Soveraignty yea and glory it should make thee quake pierce thy heart and bring thee to true contrition and repentance left for such thy provocations thou be utterly consumed in his wrath 5 Above p. 113. Look on thy sins in all the aggravations thereof especially 1 In their multitude 2 Thy relapses 3 Thy willingness with the weaknesse of the temptation 4 and strength of means to resist it 5 Consider thy sins in all the aggravations thereof many whereof wee have touched already to which I referr Think moreover of the multitude of thy sins how often in the same kinde thou hast relapsed how voluntarily thou hast sinned how weak and light the temptations have been nay how thou hast tempted thy self yea tempted Satan to tempt thee by walking carelesly and not watching lastly against how many and strong means of grace thou hast sinned which makes thy sin and condemnation greater then that of Sodom Matth. 11.24 So that if such Infidels as never heard of Christ shall yet perish and suffer the vengeance of hell fire Rom. 2.12 Jude 7. yea if poor Infants as one well noteth deserve death and damnation Rom. 5.24 who yet sin not actually or yet against knowledge or means what dost thou deserve and what will be thy doom Sin would thus be weighed and poised Thus take up thy sins and weigh them and though they may seem light and little and thou be not sensible of them yet thou shalt feel the burthen of them at length and be laden with them Thou perhaps now goest as lightly away with thy sins as Samson with the brazen gates of
the Almighty hath afflicted me Thus the good woman was humbled in Gods sight who had deprived her of her husband and two sonnes in a strange land and that doubtlesse in sight of her sin and unworthinesse and acknowledgement of Gods just hand upon her 2 To joyn with God 1 By justifying him 2. Secondly when God by afflictions humbles and bruiseth thee joyn with him in humbling thy selfe 1. Justifie God in his chastisements confesse him righteous and thy selfe the sinner and justly met withall this is one main end of Gods chastisements Levit. 26.41 that our hard and uncircumcised hearts be humbled and that we when his hand is upon us accept of the punishment of our iniquity and condemning our selves Do thou then follow home the affliction lament thine own unto wardnesse and if especially his hand lie long on thee or that his strokes be multiplied say Lord what an hard heart have I and senslesse that needs all this hammering and melting this battering and bruising that none of this could be spared Thus at length by Gods mercy thy hard and unrelenting heart shall be bruised softened and humbled 2. 2 By taking advantage of the occasion and time Take the advantage of the time when Gods hand is upon thee Men of the World both know and are carefull to observe the fittest Seasons for ploughing and breaking up of their grounds and God lookes that we do the like for the breaking up of the fallow and hard ground of our hearts Jer. 4.3 which he expects from us as a duty Eccles 3.4 There is a time to weep and a time to mourn God by his judgements on us by crosses and afflictions softens bowes and masters our stout stomackes brings down our high lookes and thoughts when we finde him stronger than our selves which perhaps we thought not on before and to take from us such stayes and props whether wealth friends health c. as on which we rested our selves more than on him Seeing men commonly under cresses are somewhat softened Job 23.15 16. Now hereby God workes in men more selfe deniall at least remorse and some more fitnesse and pronenesse to repent then at other times Thus saith Job I am troubled at his presence when I consider I am afraid of him for God maketh my heart soft and the Almighty troubleth me And in regard of troubles and distresses David complaineth to God saying I am poured out like water Psal 22.14 and all my bones are out of joynt my heart is like wax it is melted in the midst of my bowels And thus in some measure the unregenerate finde it with them in their troubles and feares whereby they finde themselves more disposed to pray and more disposed to pray and to repent and to repent as the Israelites though unsound and unconstant when God slew them they sought him and returned Psal 78.34 Isay 26.16 and Lord in trouble have they visited thee saith Isay they poured out a prayer when thy chastening was upon them At such times the hearts even of hypocrites become more remorsefull as we see in men in their sicknesse and distresse Now as Ministers should take such opportunities to worke upon mens hearts Job 33.22 so should they themselves especially as the iron when it is hot is soon bowed and fashioned by hammering and as the Wax when it is warme and soft may better be wrought and formed as we please which opportunity would be followed home My advice then to thee who desirest this pliable and sensible heart is to take the oportunitie of thy deep afflictions and crosses to follow home this worke Is any afflicted Let him pray saith Saint James Let him humble himselfe in prayer Jam. 5.13 confesse heartily his sin and seek mercy Art thou affected with sorrow upon the death suppose of some dear Friend Parent Childe or Associate Husband or Wife Whatsoever the occasion of thy grief be yea or if a secret sadnesse or pensivenesse come upon thee so as thou findest thy selfe disposed to weep omit not such a fit season now that thy countenance is sad the heart is made better Eccles 7.3 that is more soft and yielding to good impressions and our sorrow turned the right way the Lord thus softens and inclines thy soul to fresh sorrow for sin and would have thee to turne the stream of thy natural sorrow or melacholicke pensivenesse into the right chanel from the out ward or inward occasion from the known or unknown cause of thy heavinesse to sorrow and mourning for thy sin from the effect to the cause seeing nothing is truly to be sorrowed for but sin which is the onely true cause of all our other sorrowes and afflictions Blessed is such a crosse losse or affliction as bereaving us of earthly if not sinfull comforts and confidence sends us to seek our comfort and to place our trust onely in God by seeking our peace with him with true teares of godly sorrow sor our sin by which he was offended 3 To come 3. Thirdly for evils to come and judgements threatened or feared in this life or at and after the end of it Death it selfe Hell and the last Judgement the dreadfulnesse and terrour of which should make us afraid and such fear will or should worke sensiblenesse and tendernesse in us as apprehension but of temporal judgements made Josiahs heart to melt though there was in him some mixture also of love to God and zeal to his honour howsoever As 1. Temporal judgements threatened it made him with teares seek peace with God for himselfe and his people for the aversion of his judgements from them If an earthly Prince should threaten us how would we fear and by humbling our selves seek to make our peace again with him How submissively did Jacob carry himselfe toward his brother Esau when he came towards wards him as an enemie Thy servant Jacob and Let me finde grace in the sight of my lord Gen. 32.20 33.15 How much more should we fear and humble our selves Amos 38. when the Lord God hath spoken when this Lion roares who will not fear and humble himselfe before him How also did the thought of death humble not onely a good King Hezekiah but an hypocrite King Ahab 2 Death Isay 38.1 2 3. 1 Kings 21 19-21 27.29 Jon. 3.5 c. and the Ninivites Let the living then lay death to heart Eccles 7 2 and apprehend it as near that as men in apparent danger of death both by sea or land on their death-beds or as men condemned to die they may be humbled sorrowfull and penitent Let us thinke often also of Hell and of that place of torments 3 Hell and how it is prepared as for all impenitent sinners so also for the secure and voluptuous livers Luke 16.27 c. 4 The last judgement such as was Dives and his brethren so of the dreadfull
sinnes thinke in time of these things be carefull to avoid the former impediments and to see them removed be conscionable in the use of the aforesaid meanes directed unto please not your selves with your present condition weep and mourne when you especially hear your sinnes discovered to you and reproved be ye also pricked in heart when you are convinced of your evil doings not as those wicked and malignant Jewes who hearing Peter and also Stephen charge them with the Death of Christ were as it may seem Acts 5 33. 7.54 more than pricked in heart even cut to the heart yet took counsel against Peter and stoned Stephen Doubtlesse so farre as there was any the least sparke of good nature in any of them either sinfull grief meerly for the reproof they could not but be convinced within themselves of their sin of malice and of murther but so impatient were they of reproof and to be charged though most justly therewith that this sinfull and greater grief quenched that other if any were from natural conscience as in the bodie when the greater pain takes away the sense and feeling of the lesser as that of the Stâ—â—e doth that of the Gout which when it is or that such as are sicke or have cause of pain in any one part of the bodie and do not feel their pain Hippocr Aph. or of bodily grief and pain whilest repentance is deferred till sicknesse c. Hippocrates will tell them that their minde and understanding is sicke and diseased or else they would feel their pain Take we heed then that sinfull grief and anger for the reproof of the Word take not place when upon the discoverie of our particular sinnes and our conviction thereupon out consciences should be smitten and pricked savingly yea what we do Let it be done quickly and in time of health and youth least old Age Eccles 12 1 2. and diseases and sicknesses come even the yeares when we shall say We have no pleasure in them and bodily and worldly pain and grief will so possesse us and take up our thoughts and attentions yea intention of minde that godly sorrow for sin shall finde no place as we see in those for the most part who in their greatest sorrowes and sicknesses especially in hot burning Feavers and great paines seldom come to sound and saving sorrow for sin or to any more than a forced a formal and hypocritical repentance And thus much for such Uses as more specially belong to those that have not yet sorrowed or have not been pricked in conscience for their sin CHAP. XVI Vses concerning such as have been wounded and first that they returne not to sinnes formerly sorrowed for 3 A third sort of Vses concerning such as have been wounded for their sinnes IT now followeth to speak to such as upon hearing of the Word or upon triall of themselves have found or do finde that they have some way at least been or are wounded pricked and made sorrowfull for their sinnes To these I must say somewhat by way of Caveat and counsel and then of comfort 1. The caveat and counsel is double Who first are instructed and counselled first that they returne not to former sinnes smarted for Secondly that they go forward with this worke and give it not over till it be truly wrought in them 1 not to returne to such sinnes as they have smarted for Joh. 5.14 1. If ever you have smarted sorrowed been burthened or as it were in Hell for your sinnes take heed of returning back to the same or any other sinnes which may cause like sorrow The burnt childe dreads the fire and our Saviours Lesson and Caveat is Sin no more least a worse thing come unto thee I tell you when God thus prickes and wounds for sin he gives us a Lesson for ever returning again to the same or like sinnes Both King David and King Hezekiah complaine of bones broken for their sinnes indeed of broken hearts sorrowes By the example of King David and King Hezekiah Psal 51. Isai 38.13 and terrours of conscience but such was their anguish then that we never read that they returned or did again fall into murther adulterie or to like pride And if any of us have in the same or other kindes sinned with them and have in like manner found like terrours or Gods hand heavie upon us if we like so well of broken bones and to lie under Gods displeasure we may return again to like wicked practises Which were to returne to Hell again but if we have been already in Hell or in the Suburbs thereof let us both give and take warning for ever comming there again and take heed of such wayes and sinnes as may bring us into the same condition again See we that no pleasure of sin ungodly gain love of the world favour of men no unjust dealing or wicked act draw us back into Hell again if ever we have been in it and to lay more weight on themselves If we have at any time found sin an heavy burthen to us or have been wearied therewith I hope we will take heed that we lay no more weight upon it If the heart have by the hand of God upon it been once made tender and sensible of his displeasure it will soon fear and tremble at the first risings and sinfull motions in the heart it will tremble and not sin Psal 4.4 He that hath been under Gods displeasure for his Oathes uncleannesse c. he will fear an Oath quake and tremble to see or meet with his Whore and so in other particulars It is a signe that many It s a signe of unsound sorrow nor to fear sin as in Pharaoh Exo. 9 27-34 10 16-20 who yet seemed to shew some sorrow for their sinnes never truly repented thereof because they so easily returne with the Sow and Dog to the mire and vomit of former sinnes as we see in King Pharaoh often confessing his sin yet as often returning to it again and hardening his heart even as many in their sicknesse and dangers seem very penitent and to crie out of their sins but when Gods hand is removed they their sins are all one again So it was with King Ahab also Ahab who having oppressed Naboth is reproved and threatned for it by the Prophet whereupon he humbled himselfe rent his cloathes 1 Kings 21 27-29 with 22 8-26 27. put sack-cloth on his flesh and fasted but this was no true repentance no hearty sorrow for his sin if it had he would not so soon after have fallen to the like or same sin of oppression imprisoning without just cause of the holy and saithfull servant of the Lord Judas Michaiah Judas seemed as sorrowfull as any repenting confessing restoring if his sorrow had been found he would not so soon and immediately after added the murther of himselfe to the murther and betraying of his
enough of that they have been men of sorrows and labour they have scarce had any respite or breathing time from crosses sicknesses aches in regard 1 of crosses pain povertie toyl and labour in their calling all their life time they hope they have now sufficiently dreyed their Penance that 's the phrase of some of the more Popish sort of them God forbid that God should lay any more sorrow upon them either here or hereafter they hope there is no more for them to suffer hereafter they have had their punishment and sorrow enough in this life Now as for true contrition and sorrow for sinne tell them of that or call on them for it and they will presently stop your mouth yea and answer satisfie or rather suffocate and choak their own consciences by telling you of their sorrows in this life 2 of toil and labour in their callings and that they laboured truly in their callings and wrought hard for their livings and have not eaten the bread of idlenesse they hope God will require no more of them neither will they be convinced of the necessity of any other sorrow for sin In the rank of these we reckon such as popishly and foolishly conceive that if a woman die in child bearing she is undoubtedly saved 3 Of death in Childbearing as if that sorrow were sufficient and expiatory or satisfactory to Gods justice ah poore souls wretched creatures to think Gods Justice can so be satisfied or that God should do them wrong if he required any more at their hands here or hereafter if they be not saved who shall be saved seeing they have toiled moiled and laboured hard in their callings let rich men as was Dives who was cloathed in purple and fine linnen and fared sumptuously every day look to go to hell as for them Gods Justice is not so satisfied they are like Lazarus who went to heaven Thus as in the former of women dying in childbed they can abuse Scripture to their own perdition But let such know that neither Lazarus nor any other went to heaven or escaped hell torments for their poverty sicknesse sorrows labour and toil in this life unlesse they also forrowed for their sins neither is such sorrow from naturall externall causes sufficient and withall sought to the all sufficient sorrows and sufferings of Christ for them by true faith without which all sorrows of this life are but beginnings of eternal sorrows no sorrows sufferings or obedience either active or passive of ours save onely that of Christs can satisfie Gods Justice which is infinite Sin must and will have sorrow if not in this life then everlastingly hereafter as hath been shewed largely and therefore their sorrow being not for their sin nor humbly and willingly undertaken will never save them Sorrow from inward distemper by Melancholy is not true or sufficient sorrow And as for Melancholick dumpish fits of heavinesse they must not simply be taken for sufficient or saving sorrow being the effects of naturall causes and ill constitution and temper of the body I know where sorrow for sin and such a disposition and temper meet in in any one the sorrow becomes the greater and the party is further off from receiving comfort by the the Gospel but this increase of sorrow in such belongs not to Godly and Evangelical Contrition so much as to the work of the law in a deeper apprehension of wrath and punishment furthered by the cunning malice of the Devil whotaking advantage of that dark Though it may and doth increase sorrow for sin neither in the godly dull and ill disposition of their bodies presents strange fancies to their brain and dreadfull apprehensions yea and apparitions to their souls whereby the soul seeing nothing but through such dark and foggy mists and being distempered with the distempers of the body beholds nothing but black darknesse and is disquieted with needlesse and excessive fears and doubts and that often till it come to desperate resolutions tending to the destruction of themselves or those they otherwise dearly love as husband wife child or friend unlesse God mercifully stay them But in such case their sorrow for sin as it is sin may be little enough nay if it were more the other would be lesse seeing true sorrow for sin is not without some apprehension of goodnesse and graciousnes in God and love and hope in themselves who so do sorrow But as melancholie in such doth not argue a greater measure of godly and true saving sorrow in them nor in some other whose naturall distempers being healed so in some others it argues none at all of it self and simply Let such be cured of their melancholy of their naturall and bodily distemper and we shall see that the Divines work is to begin in them when the Physician hath left them sorrow for sinne is to begin pensivenesse for sin is to begin in their souls after sadnesse fullennesse foolish fancies and fears with the cause thereof distemper hath left them in their bodies Not but that where the distemper of body is not very great the Divine may and should take the advantage as much to work on that soul for good as Satan for evil None of these sorrows then caused or occasioned from either sinfull worldly or naturall causes must be mistaken for godly sorrow at all much lesse for sufficient and saving contrition neither are they to be rested in Nor that whereby some in their bodily infirmities especially distempers of brain withall fall a weeping and crying when by others they are spoken to and pitied 4. Such sorrow and Repentance is not sound which is the effect of any power of will in man Before I shew positively what sorrow is and may be taken as sufficient for the present in the young penitent so as to afford him comfort in the assurance it is well-grounded I advise men who it may be little question the truth of their godly sorrow and repentance to consider well with themselves whether they do not ascribe their repentance as other graces to some power of free will in themselves as if God onely by externall motives in the word and by some internall excitations thereupon did let them see what to do and some necessity of doing it but the doing it is of themselves and from the good use of their own free-will and naturall power without the powerfull prevailing and determining grace of God Such men have cause to suspect themselves and their repentance See Matt 9.13 as built upon a weak foundation and standing upon feet of clay as well as iron The work being of men wil undoubtedly come to nought as in another case was said We have heard Acts 5.38 and shall hear more that true contrition and godly sorrow proceeds from and followeth upon self-denyall True sorrow is grounded on self-denyall and felf-despair of a mans own wisdom worth will power as in my
done wickedly but these sheep 2 Sam. 24.17 what have they done Let thine hand I pray thee and of Job be against me and my fathers house Job 1. Levit. 26. So Job in his sore affliction was content to receive evill at the hand of God as well as good thereby accepting of the punishment of his sin as true converts do who are sensible of their own ill deservings and others and are humbly patient under Gods hand Thus the mournfull repentance of them that escape in the finall desolation of Israel is described But they that escape of them shall escape and shall be on the mountaines like doves of the vallies all of them mourning Ezek. 7.16 and 18. every one for his iniquitie as for the rest when destruction is upon them horrour covers them and shame is upon their faces The King shall mourn and the Prince shall be clothed with desolation and the hands of the people of the land shall be troubled but what they shall seek peace what peace not with God but with man that is ease from their troubles but there shall be none and 26 27. Then they shall also seek a vision from the Prophet in hope God will give them ease and deliverance such as their seducing and flattering Prophets did promise them but the Law shall perish from the Priest and counsell from the ancients there shall be none to give them any hope from God Psal 38.3 4. c. So David again being in a pitifull case in regard of some grievous sicknesse inflicted on him because of his sin which he confesseth though his sorrow which was increased by reason of the insultations and snares of the wicked was continually before him yet that troubled him not so much as his sin the cause thereof therefore saith he and vers 18. I will declare mine iniquity I will be sorry for my sin So that when hee is sensible of Gods judgements and afflictions yet his sin is his greatest sorrow The troubles of mine heart are inlarged Psal 25 17 18. look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins They were his sins which most troubled him Now I ask is thy sorrow when Gods hand is upon thee Application or upon the Church or nation and place where thou livest such as this If so thou mayest have comfort of it when thou canst turn the stream of thy worldly sorrow into the right channell and make thine eyes run down with rivers of teares because of sin Psal 119.139 thine own and others because men keep not Gods Law and canst with those in Ezekiel mourn for the sins of the place Ezek. 9. and for all the abominations thereof more then for the evill fruits and effects of sin which thou canst in all humility accept of and submit unto heartily bewailing the one and humbly submitting to the other as it was with good Nehemiah chap. 1.4 5. compared with 5 6. and with Daniel chap. 9 5 6 7 8 c. 14. But if it be chiefly for the evill effects of thy sin either felt or feared thou hast cause to sorrow afresh lest thy sorrow being only for punishment prove but the beginning of everlasting sorrow and torment to thee as to Pharaoh who when Gods hand was heavy upon him and his people shewed himself more affected with the evill he suffered then with the evill which he did and therefore cried not out to God as David did I beseech thee O Lord take away the iniquity of thy servant for I have done very foolishly but to Moses and Aaron 2 Sam. 24.10 Exod. 10.17 Intreat the Lord your God that he may take away from me this death only True sorrow is for sin as sin and as it is an offence of God True sorrow then is more for sin as it is sin and an offence of Gods Majesty and a dishonour done unto him then for any evill consequent of sin hurt perill or danger it brings men into It is therefore called a godly sorrow or sorrow according to God respecting him more then our selves being more for the object of our sorrow which is sin 2 Cor. 7 9. and 10. then for any Act of sorrow caused by sin whereof sorrowing aright for sin as sin we may have much comfort it being repentance not to be repented of and not worldly sorrow working death It is such a sorrow as wherby we lament after the Lord as they did Such is not the sorrow of hypocrites Zach. 7.5 1 Sam. 7.2 and not such as the Iews in their captivity performed concerning which the Lord bids Zacharie aske the Priests saying when ye fasted and mourned in the fifth and seventh moneth even those seventy yeares did you at all fast unto me even to me Nor such as the Israelites formerly made shew of and of which the Lord complaineth saying They return but not to the most High Hos 7.14.16 they are like a deceitful bow And saith the Lord they have not cried unto me with their heart when they howled upon their beds they assemble themselves for corn and wine and they rebell against mee The meaning is what shew soever they make of sorrow for sin it is not in sincerity nor from the heart Whose sorrow meerly respects themselves and that chiefly in things of this life It is not for their sin as it is sin against me and my honour but it is for their adversity captivity want through dearth and famine give them ease libertie and let them have corn and wine and their sins against me will never trouble them Nay when thus they howl and cry unto me they rebell against me how much rather then would they so doe if they had their desire they seek as worldlings usually do Psal 4.6 7. not my face and favour whom by their sins they have offended and dishonoured but corn and wine the blessings of my left hand and so in their howling fasting and sorrow they have not regard to me whom by their sins they pierce and wound but to themselves and that not to their soules but to their bodies in the things only of this life Now hence it is that God having threatned his people with grievous evils for their sins against him calls on them to return and to mourn sincerely in these words Therefore also now saith the Lord Joel 2.12 13. Turn you even to me with all your heart and with fasting and with weeping and with mourning And rent your heart and not your garment c. Where the Emphasis would be observed turn you to me even unto me till ye come and reach unto me Vsque ad me shewing that our repentance and sorrow comes short of God if it be chiefly for worldly wants crosses and losses and not in sincerity of heart sorrow for sin as it is sin against God SECT 2. How to know when our sorrow is for sin as sin if
is to be the more magnified by us Now the way by which God gives an issue God only gives the issue by giving repentance c. as in David is by repentance faith confession of sin prayer self-condemning and self-deniall punishment of offendors judging our selves and others with reformation of things amisse as we see here in these Iewes and in the Jaylor so also in David who through his pride and folly in the needless numbring of his people 2 Sam. 24.14 17 18. was brought into a great strait I am said he in a great strait he knew not what to doe what to chuse yet he finds a good issue by his casting himself upon God and his mercy by his confession of sin 1 Chron. 21.13.16 17. and prayer for himself and his people joyned with fasting and sackcloth by rearing an Altar and offering of sacrifice as the Prophet Gad directed him See this also in Joshua who through the sin of Achan in Joshua with the whole host of Israel is brought into marvellous straits whilest the men of Ai prevailed against them Josh 7.6 7 8 9. Alas O Lord God what shall I say when Israel turneth their backs before their enemies c. What shall I say either to thee O Lord whom doubtlesse we have offended though as yet I know not wherein Or to this people to whom I ever promised good success and victory in thy name or to the enemies whose mouthes I cannot stop from blasphemies or to my self in answer to mine own doubts concerning thy truth and promises Yet God gives him an issue also Get thee up for he with his clothes rent with the Elders of Israel was faln upon his face before the Ark of the Lord untill the eventide wherefore liest thou upon thy face Israel hath sinned I will not be with you any more except ye destroy the accursed from among you c. This done God was appeased But now where in such straits and convictions of conscience men doe not betake themselves to such like courses of repentance Impenitent persons exclude themselves from mercy faith prayer c. but thinke to wrastle it out by their own strength or other meanes they shut the door of mercy against themselves and cast themselves into straits inextricable and such as wherein they perish as the forenamed Cain who in such straits built him a city unto which but not unto the Lord he betook him for safety and as Iudas who in like case sought to the High Priests but not to Christ for mercie and in others especially at the last day when sinners shall be speechlesse and seeing Christ in glory and as their judge shall not know either what to say or do or whether to flee from his presence Nay even in this life when evill men will not flee to God by repentance confession faith and not repenting amendment c. and so serve his providence and make way for his mercy they not only put themselves they put God willing to save them into straits as not knowing what to do unto them but be it spoken with reverence God himself to some stand so that he being loth they should perish knowes not what more to say or do unto them in mercy especially and so as may stand with his glory who will not save men in their sins unless he should utterly destroy them So God to Ephraim and Judah O Ephraim what shall I do unto thee O Judah what shall I doe unto thee for your goodness is as a morning cloud Hos 6.4 and as the early dew it goeth away And may not inlike manner the Lord complain of our unto wardness unfruitfulness and iniquity saying What could have bin done or what can I do more to my vineyard with his honour and holinesse What can I do more with my honor to you who so long have abused my mercy not feared my threats made light account of my word smothered checks of conscience out-wrastled a while to the stifling of the spirit your fears doubts and inward anguish by your own meanes unlesse I should utterly destroy you seeing you by self-deniall and going out of your selves wholly will not seek your helpe and salvation from me And assuredly dear brethren seeing your sin hath brought you into such a distressed condition as that all the world cannot help you if God in mercy help you not unlesse damn them and that again by your presumption and bold trusting to your selves and security and self-confidence you bar up Gods mercy and his power against your selves I say know it assuredly that mercy it self shall never save you till or unlesse you in sence of your hellish and slavish condition under the power of sin and wrath and acknowledgement of your own inability and by an absolute deniall of your selves do seek help and salvation out of your selves in God only according to the direction of his word and faithfull Ministers and dispensers of it and from the power of his saving grace So did these here And so I return to the Observation propounded Those whom God will save must by self-deniall seek salvation out of themselves SECT 2. Why we are to deny our selves and all goodness in our selves in the matter of Salvation YOu perhaps will say did these here in the Text so Or did the Jaylor so when he asked What must I do to be saved Quest Did these Iewes seek salvation out of themselves It seems they are all for doing and works and that they sought though the way of salvation from others yet the cause of it in themselves and in their own doings What shall we do I will not deny but that generally men seek their own good by their own doings when they so speak of doing they of themselves by nature know no other way and are ignorant of Jesus Christ and his righteousnes and so seek righteousness not by faith but as it were by the works of the Law Rom. 9.32 as did the Jews whilst they stumbled at Christ For so according to that condition at the first even in nature intire did the Covenant run Men not knowing Christ commonly and naturally seek their own good from their own doings but more expresly afterwards when the Morall Law was given to the Jewes Do this and thou shalt live Which condition yet was in the true intent of it for conviction and to shew man his unrighteousnesse and impotency and so to prepare him for Christ when he should be made known unto him unto whom accordingly even in the time of the Law men had recourse in the promise and by their legall sacrifices all of them types of Christ and from the first condition of works which yet was for conviction and to prepare them for Christ so that being in their consciences convinced of their sins and of their just desert of death they betook themselves those I mean who understood what they did by
is a new Creation it is either a Being of nature or a Being of grace each respectively of nothing as it is taken negatively But man and before it we the best are nothing both negatively in respect of his Being of grace since the fall through sin in which he is dead and that in all powers and faculties is nothing First negatively I mean not in regard of substance either of soul or of faculties but of the qualities of those faculties according to which he was at first made after the Image of God in knowledge righteousness holiness and in the truth of them all Col. 3.10 Eph. 4.24 so that before his calling he is a meer Non-ens and hath no being for God is said to call those things that are not 1 Cor. 1 28. So the heathen before their calling were no people and 2. privatively not before but after the habit of grace lost both in act and power Rom. 10.19 Deut. 32.21 Hos 1.10 And 2. privatively not in a physicall sense as Philosophers speak of privation who make it a principle of generation and to include in it a disposition to the habit which it precedes but in the logicall and more proper sence as it implieth a deprivation of some former habit as in our case of the image of God and that not such as sleep is but such as death is being a privation not of the act and exercise onely of the faculty as in sleep but of the faculty and power it self we being dead in sin and not made alive with respect to spirituall and supernaturall objects of which the rule holds that from the privation to the habit as from death to life thore is no return that is ordinarily and by naturall causes Otherwise if we speak of an extrordinary regresse and miraculous none who is not an Atheist makes any question Only we may grant a remote possibility and capability especially in man as also in the lapsed angels so farre as Gods most holy and just will puts no bar but we must deny all disposition in the instruments and of the subject it self to the habit but by the effectuall power of Christ and so must exclude all active power in man to his own conversion which is not by Gods grace newly infused into him who works not only the will or power to will but the deed and act of will Phil 2.13 And so Christ becomes the cause and fountain of new life unto his elect who by his mercy and power are ingrafted into him as into a new stock from whom we receive new life being as dead and buried so also risen and quickned with him Col. 2.12 13. and from whom we receive forgivenesse of sin redemption and life whereby our youth is renued like the Eagles Psal 103.3 4 5. And we return to the daies of our youth Job 33.24 25. Which change being by the renuing of our mind Rom. 12.2 is wrought by the Holy Ghost Tit. 3.5 and is continued and wrought by degrees daily whereby such as wait on the Lord renew their strength and mount up with wings as Eagles c. Isai 40.31 SECT 3. Use 1. Of Instruction and Exhortation to deniall of our selves as in other things so particularly in duties concerning Conversion Vse 1 WEe To deny our selves and to acknowledge who would shew our selves true converts and such as truly hope to be saved must hence learn in all things to deny our selves especially in this great business of our salvation and indeed to see and acknowledge our selves to be nothing in our selves at best but as a rude lumpe and Chaos like the earth at the first creation our selves to be Nothing which being made of nothing was it self then without form void and dark Gen. 1.2 We must ever acknowledge that without Christ and faith in him which in in its own nature implieth and includes selfe-deniall all our gifts of nature or of common grace are nothing so that as Paul said concerning one grace 1. In regard of gifts charity so I may say of Christ and of faith in Christ without Christ and true justifying faith in him though I had the gift of prophesie and understood all mysteries and all knowledge though I spake with the tongues of men and Angels and though I had all miraculous faith 1 Cor. 13.1 2 3. and had not Christ and true justifying saith in him I am nothing All knowledge is nothing 1 Cor. 8.1 1 Tim. 6.3 4. And as all our gifts 2. In regard of priviledges without Christ so all priviledges without Christ must be accounted nothing That of a Jew or Circumcision Gal. 6.15 and 1 Cor. 7.19 3. Of our Confidences As riches Idols Isai 44.10 1 Cor. 8.4 strength of kingdomes power of will That of the Gentile which was wisedome as we have heard is nothing All our Confidences or things which men trust in are nothing as Riches Prov. 23.4 5. with Psal 37.16 Idols in which the Gentiles trusted and Idolaters now are nothing All the strength of Kingdoms and nations with God Nothing less then nothing Isai 40.15 17. All power of will or other wise in man nothing Without me ye can do nothing Joh. 15.5 All our own endeavours like those of Peters who fished all night and catched nothing till Christ came Luke 5.5 Joh. Indeavours righteousnesse 21.3 In a word all confidence in the flesh Phil. 3.5 6 7 8. all our legall righteousnesse Phil. 3.9 Yea Christ himself Christ himself if he be not all to us if he be not all to us shall profit us nothing Gal. 5.2 Though in nothing we be behind the best yet we must say as Paul did that in and of our selves we are nothing 2 Cor. 12.11 All without Christ must be accounted but as cyphers and that is nothing So that if any man thinke himself to be something when he is nothing and that is the state of us all he deceiveth himself Gal. 6.3 We must then see and acknowledge our own nothing The knowledge hereof is rightly made the fountain of all other vertues The knowledge of our own nothingness is the beginning of all goodnesse He only that knowes what this nothing or his nothingness is First how inconstant and vain all earthly things are Secondly how weake his own nature is Thirdly how base and vile sin is and how of no reckoning evill and sinfull men are he will 1. Not set his heart on earthly or transitory things but on heavenly and divine things 2. He will be humble and distrust himselfe and set his rest and put his trust only in God his mercy truth and power 3. He will avoid sin and sinfull company as vile and as finding no content therein In a word he will love desire affect and admire nothing but that which shall be judged something and that is nothing in or of himselfe as the new creature 1 Cor. 7.19 2 Cor. 5.16 17 2.
are 1. Gods glory 2. Christ his word and truth with the Gospel in the purity and power of it 3. Our own spirituall and eternall good together with the peace and comfort of our own consciences and assurance of Gods favour 4. The greater good of others especially of the Church and that both temporall spiritual and eternall as we shall perceive more by that which followes 2. In what things we must denie our selves 1. In some things simply 2. In others only comparatively as we may see in Christ 2 Tim. 2.13 2. The things in which we are to deny our selves are such as either are absolutely to be denied or only comparatively with respect and in competition with some of those other things named for which we are to deny our selves in them though otherwise good and which absolutely severed from such respects may be sought This first part of the distinction may be better conceived in and by the example of Christ himself till we hereafter give other instances Of him it is said that he cannot denie himself True that is in such things as belong to his nature as his truth and faithfulness there instanced in in his holiness goodness justice who though he cannot at all deny himself in his nature wisedome and the like no more needed we have denied our selves in any thing absolutely at least if we had continued remained and still been our selves as God made us at first in innocency righteousness knowledge holiness and in an estate of immortality And in such remnants of intire nature as yet abide with us not wholly obliterated and defaced we are not absolutely yet according to his will he doth deny himself for a greater good in some such things as without such respect he both may and doth seek himself Phil. 2.6 7 8. as in vailing the glory of his Godhead a while in our nature but only in some respects to deny our selves But now our Saviour Christ who in things respecting his nature cannot denie himself yet out of will and with respect to his Fathers glory and to the spirituall and eternall good of mens souls was content and willing to deny himself many waies and that even before he came into the world and after in that being in the form of God and thinking it no robbery to be equall with God yet he made himself of of no reputation and took upon him the form of a servant and was found in the likeness of men and humbled himself and became obedient unto death even the death of the Crosse Thus he is said to empty himself and to make himself of no reputation and to suffer his glory to be obscured in the dark lanthorn of his humanity whilest he lived here on earth being God he appeared in our base nature and became truly man Being immortall he became in our nature subject to death being the Lord of all he became a servant being the glorious God he humbled himself being the Soveraign Lord of heaven and earth he became obedient unto the Law and unto death and in his ease and name as man being most blessed he was pleased to subject himself to the death of the Crosse which was an accursed shamefull and painful death and so in our nature and for the good especially of his elect he denied himself in his ease by undergoing sorrows and grief for us Hebr. 12.2 in his name by enduring the crosse and despising the shame suffering himself to be reviled spit upon and at length crucified yea and to be a while under the sence of his dear fathers displeasure in all which he sought not his own glory and in his life and will which he submitted to Gods wil for us Matth. 26.39 but his that sent him not his own will but his Fathers insomuch that according to his humane nature without sin having by prayer sought himself saying O my Father if it be possible let this cup of death passe from me yet denying his own will he adds neverthelesse not as I will Vse Of his example to us scil to deny our selves much more for him but as thou wilt Now this example of Christs to note it by the the way inforceth the like practise upon us much more for his sake and glory to deny our selves he thus denied himself for us who for us men and for our salvation came down from heaven and was incarnate for us servants wretched and sinfull creatures and all this freely and shall not we for our own good for his glory being so many wayes bound to him our Creator our Lord and Soveraigne our Redeemer our Husband Head and Father deny our unworthy selves And that 1 Absolutely in somethings And first In some things we are absolutely to deny our selves as in whatsoever according to our corrupt nature we now are not our selves either not that which we were at our first creation in the first Adam before the fall or not that which we should be in Christ the second Adam and as new creatures in him In all which things we must flee out separate and make a divorce from our selves denying our selves as 1. In our carnall wisdom and reasonings 1 In our own carnall wisdome and corrupt reasonings whereby men are wise in their own eyes conceive of God according to their own dark hearts Rom. 1.21 making to themselves similitudes of God as they please Exod. 20.4 Rom. 1.23 entertaining no truths but such as agree with their corrupt and carnall reason disputing against the truths of God as John 6.52 -60 -65 on which many do stand so much 66. 1 Cor. 1.20 accounting Gods word preached and his wayes foolishnesse 1 Cor. 1.23 never consulting with God in his word or by prayer but directing and ordering all their wayes by their own counsels and so they live by their own rules which they devise and frame to themselves consulting onely with flesh and blood and indeed professing themselves to be wise they become fools Rom. 1.22 Whereas the Apostle's rule is If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world let him become a fool that he may be wise 1 Cor. 3.18 that is let him seâ— his folly and deny his own seeming and carnall wisdome We must see our own folly submit our thoughts and reason to Gods wisdom that he may be wise by that wisdom of God which he is now ready to charge with folly And let all imaginations or reasonings and every thing that exalteth it self against the knowledge of God be cast down and every thought be brought into captivitie to the obedience of Christ 2 Cor. 10.5 Let the wicked also forsake his way which according to his foolish wisdom he hath chosen and the unrighteous man his thoughts Isa 55.7 even such carnall thoughts as hee hath of Gods Mercie and other Attributes Our own devices will come to nought and must therefore be forsaken onely such counsell as God gives us in
and to say Why doth he yet find fault For who hath resisted his will he by his Apostle stops their mouth and calls them to the consideration of his greatness and soveraignty as also of his glory in the riches thereof on the vessels of mercy v. 20. saying Nay but O man who art thou that repliest against God or who so saucily answerest again or disputest with God c. See also vers 21 22 23. It becomes us in such case as in all such common destructions as of the people of the wilderness and the like as now of late in Ireland where many savagely have perished by the sword of the bloody Papist some of them perhaps not so well prepared but taken suddenly in their sins to say Thou turnest man to destruction and who knoweth power of thine anger Psal 90.3.11 and Psal 145.17 The Lord is righteous in all his waies and holy in all his works But not for tender Infants dying in their Infancy and others whose good estate after death is only doubted of Or only that we are not assured otherwise of their salvation if and when all other arguments of hoping well of them for whom yet and their good estate in Christ their godly and beleeving parents and friends have formerly in their life time both often and seriously prayed do not fully satisfie them as indeed the certain salvation of other men is revealed but to few 〈◊〉 in the death of young children much lesse the reprobation of any unless God hath specially so marked and branded them which is not in this case yet I say it is enough to stay us and in self-deniall herein it should stay us and here should we rest and cast anchor that God in all things seeks his own honour and so should we he doth all for his own glory and cast the worst which yet in this case we are not to beleeve for certain yet if God please to glorifie himself in their damnation which is ever just with him it becomes us to say His will be done and so far to deny our own natural yea Christian affections otherwise as in a zeal of and with respect to Gods glory to say The name of the Lord be hallowed and glorified at least in that respect to moderate our sorrows lest by honouring our children or others so doubtfully dying more then God we provoke God by greater and sorer crosses in the same or other kinds to tame us and teach us by self-deniall to submit our selves to him in one thing as well as in another 2. Living whose conversion we seek and by all good meanes would procure 2. So for others yet living whose conversion and salvation wee both pray for and seek by all good and possible meanes to procure whether they be our friends kindred children parents or our hearers or otherwise under our charge or howsoever in our hearty love out of the former ground we are so far to deny our selves in our respect to them as according to the order in the Lords Prayer First to pray that God would glorifie himself then if so it may stand with his glory That his Kingdom may come to them and that by making them heires of his grace here and glory hereafter he would be pleased to glorifie his mercy on them but if not His will be done thus denying our own wills and desires whilest otherwise we are not wanting by our constant and continued indeavours to further our own desires and so suffering God and his Son Christ to glorifie himself a he pleaseth For thus the Prophet Isaiah As Ministers and others not seeing the fruit of their labour must rest speaking to his son in our nature as also in his Ministers Isai 49.1 2 3 4 5. Thou art my servant O Israel in whom I will be glorified yeaChrist himself there saith That though he hath laboured in vain and though Israel be not gathered yet saith he of himself shall I be glorious in the eyes of the Lord Now Christ would have gathered the Jewes and lost sheep of the house of Israel himself but they would not Mat. 23. yet he glorified himself and his wisedome and justice in their rejection in that God glorifieth himself thereby and accepts their indeavours So now he would gather others by us the Ministers of the Gospel and thereby he seeks his own glory whether men be converted by the word or no and our labour whilest we do our best indeavour to save our souls and our persons are accepted as a sweet savour of Christ unto God 2 Cor. 2.14 15.16 in them that perish as well as in them that are saved and why because God even in the death and damnation of the wicked glorifieth himself So that we as other zealous and godly Christians having done our indeavour and shewed our earnest desires of the good the conversion and salvation of such sinners are in submission to Gods will and glory yea and with our subscription and approbation of his work to rest yea so far to thanke God with Paul in the quoted place for glorifying himself and his own mercy on us yee thanke God for his mercy to themselves whilest he passeth by others even as Christ himself on our behalf for hiding saving truths from the wise of the world and revealing them to babes Mat. 11.25 26. even because it so pleased him to glorifie himself I will only add this word more In some case men by Gods prophets and in zeal of his glory have been devoted to destruction Psal 69.28 though I will not say or determine what we may do yet in some case others setting aside respects of humanity yea and as it may seem of brotherly and godly affection therein denying themselves have in great zeal of Gods glory even devoted their enemies to eternall destruction saying Let them be blotted out of the book of the living and not be written with the righteous SECT 9. Secondly That in some case we should be ready to deny our selves in our own Salvation SEcondly for our selves and our own salvation we are so far to deny our selves A second inference concerning our own salvation as not only to acknowledge and that from the heart our selves unworthy of that mercy pardon and salvation which in and by Christ we are assured of yea worthy to be cut off for ever and that Gods judgement if he should damn us for our sins not only to confess our selves worthy of damnation but to redeem Gods glory to be content to suffer with it as we may see in Moses his wish were most just and righteous but which more is if it might redeem Gods glory and further the eternall salvation of many to be content at least if not to wish that our selves for our particular might perish eternally This was the desire of Moses who when God threatned to consume the people for making and worshipping the golden Calf as he
my face my heart said unto thee thy face Lord will I seek And elsewhere Lo I come Psal 40.7 8. I delight to do thy will O my God yea thy law is within my heart This was chiefly verified in Christ who herein is an example to us Hebr. 10.5 so if God call us to suffer of whom also we must learn to become obedient if need be unto death even the death of the Crosse that is the most shamefull painfull and accursed death if we bee called thereunto for his names sake Rev. 2.10 In all these we must obey First before laying aside 1. All excuses Now in all these whether in matters of salvation religion and worship or of obedience generally we are being called to obey God cheerfully and sincerely as is said laying aside before 1. all excuses whereby we shew our selves both to obey as did Moses Exod. 4.1 2. 10.13 with whom God was therefore angry vers 14. Where God injoynes any thing hard dangerous and impossible to us we must trust to his promised assistance which is ever implied 2. 2. All delayes All delayes I made haste said David and delayed not to keep thy Commandments 3. All feares Psal 119.60 3. All feares such feares would not excuse Saul in his disobedience but increased his sin as fearing man more then God 1 Sam. 15.24 Let us hear what God said to Jeremy Whatsoever I command thee thou shalt speake Be not afraid of their faces for I am with thee to deliver thee saith the Lord be not dismayed at their faces lest I confound thee before them Jer. 1.7 8 17. Yea let us consider what Christ saith to his Disciples and to us incouraging and comforting against persecution Fear not them which kill the body but are not able to kill the soul but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell Matth. 10.28 2. After we have done any thing which is good 1. Let us lay aside all opinion of merit Secondly After we must 1. Renounce merit and empty and cast down our selves before him confessing that as Christ adviseth us when we shall have done all those things which are commanded us we are unprofitable servants we have done that which was our duty to do Luke 17.10 Can a man be profitable unto God as he that is wise may be profitable to himself Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous Job 22.2 3. understand it of our gratifying and adding ought to God which he hath not otherwise our obedience rightly performed is a thing pleasing and acceptable to him If thou be righteous what givest thou him or what receiveth he at thine hand Job 35.7 Our well doing extendeth not to him Psal 16.2 neither for our works faith or any other grace done or foreseen to be done Rom. 3.28 and 9 11. hath he saved us and called us but according to his own purpose and grace which was given us in Christ Iesus before the world began 2 Tim. 1.9 and Tit. 2.5 2. And as we are to renounce merit so are we not to rest in any duty done by us though never so good and holy and not performed without some assistance from Christ 2. Not rest in the duty done so as to thinke the duty is good and commanded which we have done yea and we as we thinke have done it with a good heart and intention too therefore our estate is good and we doubt not of salvation Indeed duties sincerely and in poverty of spirit and self-deniall performed are testimonies of true faith and so of election as being effects of the same and may assure us as hath been said of our finall perseverance and salvation 2 Pet. 1.10 But then we must not take up therewith and rest therein as done by our selves or own strength or for our selves and our own ends unlesse as we acknowledge them to proceed from the free and powerfull grace of God in us so they carry us further even to Christ and that wee give God the glory of his grace in us and expect acceptance only from his favour and grace and good will in his Christ with whom only he is well pleased and accept of us and all we doe in his beloved Eph. 1.6 It s a sign of one left to himself and out of Christ as yet to rest in his own legall righteousness and to take up with the performance simply of his duty but of denying our selves in duty formerly SECT 2. An Exhortation to obedience with the comfort of it at Christs coming contra Conclusion of all exhorting and shewing the needfulness 1 Of submitting our selves to the word at first NOw for the conclusion of this and of the whole Treatise how will it concern us all first to become and truly to be as these converts here ready to submit in all things to the convictions and ordering of Gods holy word in the ministerie of it to be guided by it to embrace Christ upon his own termes not barely by outward profession but by answering effectually our baptisme and by performing the vowes and promises there made wherein we seem to make as free an offer and to profess as much if not more and as fair as these here and by an effectuall faith in Christ and obedience and submission to the Gospell 2. Of living according to it over after Secondly to walk constantly with God throughout the course of our whole lives according to the only rule of his Word framing our selves to the obedience thereof as in the main business of our salvation so in the religion worship and service of God and generally in all duties both of our generall and particular callings and that constantly to the end Thus doing besides the true and full content and satisfaction 1. The comfort of so doing at Christs coming which for the present we shall find to our wounded 02 consciences if ever we be truly pricked in heart for our sins it will be matter of unspeakeable comfort for us to be found when Christ comes to us either by death or by the last judgement and shall find us each one walking in his uprightness or before him Isa 57.2 Oh blessed and for ever blessed is that servant whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing Matth. 24.46 When Christ shall come and find us his servants hard at work watching and in a readiness nor only to every good work but at his coming ready to give up our acounts to him with joy With what boldness may such stand before the Lamb as not only being now at peace with him but found in his service and doing his work when hee comes and his reward with him Paul was such an one who as at his first conversion submitted to the voice of Christ as we see in Paul and by his confidence at death and freely offered himself to do whatsoever Christ should direct him to saying Lord what
prophesie falsely witness the Arminian and Popish doctrine taught by many and the Priests bear rule for whose demerits Princes are left to themselves and are strengthened by their meanes and that the people also love to have it so what will we doe in the end thereof Jer. 5.30 31. What can be expected that good is It is said The anger of the Lord was first kindled against Israel and then he moved or suffered Satan to move King David against Israel to say to Joab though unwilling go number Israel and Judah and all to the end that a plague might come upon Israel 2 Sam. 24.1 Now our people have besides all their other provocations so generally complied with their Priests for so in a more Popish sence they will be called and with their Prophets and strengthned them by their readiness to entertain their opinions superstititions and new Ceremonies and are yet such enemies to Reformation yea and yet so generally senceless of our present sufferings in the true causes thereof that we have just cause to thinke that his Majesty whose Throne ever be guiltlesse is what by the demerit of their ill deeds what by their ill counsell and instigation moved to say go number England and Wales array as many as you can c. and all that the deserved wrath may at length fall upon themselves as the first and chief procurers of these evills and that withall the better affected among them may be further tried humbled approved and prepared for after mercies Yet good hope upon our humiliation and reformation Howsoever our good hope is that upon our more solemn yea and daily humiliations in compunction of heart for our own sins and the sins of the land and times God after some triall will graciously be pleased to crown the pious laborious and constant indeavours of this present Parliament with an happy end both for our selves with a peaceable and blessed conclusion and happy Reformation now to be begun and in due time further to be setled according to his word in our own Churches of great Brittain and Ireland other nations and as our hope is to be followed in his good time also by others in other Countries by degrees and so long till the great stumbling block and main hinderance of the Jewes conversion and calling again in and by the downfall of Rome be removed out of the way and especially the Jewes Now that the Iewes shall be called and again received as from the dead and graffed into their own Olive-tree their sins according to Gods election and love taken away and the vail of their ignorance removed we need not doubt whose calling and conversion we expect See Rom. 11 12.-15-23 24. to 29.2 Cor. 3.14 15 16. And for the occasions and grounds thereof we may more then probably conclude when they shall be pricked in heart upon like grounds that by Gods blessing they shall be the same for effect and in the general which they were by the same grace working effectually to these in this my Text where that old prophesie of Zachary only began to be fulfilled God having on that day of Pentecost in outward and visible signs and otherwise poured upon them the hearers as well as teachers the spirit of grace and supplications And saith the Lord Zach. 19.9 10 11. they shall look upon me whom they have pierced and they shall mourn for him as one mourneth for his only son and shall be in bitternesse for him as one that is in bitterness for his first born Now when was it that these were so pricked in heart and mourned as were these Jewes here in my Text but when they were convicted first of Christs glory and that Jesus the son of Mary being now advanced to glory at the right hand of the Father was made and declared of God to be both Lord and Christ Secondly or withall of their own sin and unworthy carriage towards him whom they were truly charged to have crucified as appeares by the close of Peters Sermon in the words immediatly preceding my Text Acts 2.36 And when shall the body of the scattered Nation of the Jewes mourn and convert to God but when they also shall be convinced namely first of the glory and power of Jesus Christ and withall of their own wicked blasphemies and sins against him so loving a Saviour Vpon conviction and fight 1. Of the glory of Christ 1. Christ to their conviction will at length even here on earth though I will not say by a bodily appearance and residence amongst us shew himself King of his Church and deliver as once the Israelites from Pharaoh and the Ark from the Philistines and himself out of the power of death and the grave so it from the tyranny of Antichrist and from all yokes of superstitious ceremonies and of his power and victory over Antichrist and other enemies spirituall and bodily and tyrannicall government which hath so long and that in part even since the time of Reformation lien upon the necks of his people as also from all licentious doctrines and practises The Kings of the earth and of the world whom those three unclean spirits coming out of the mouth of the Dragon Beast and false Prophet shall gather to the battell of that great day of God Almighty into a place called Armageddon to make war against Christ Rev. 16. or as he is called the word of God King of Kings and Lord of Lords who sits on the white Horse and against his Army Rev. 19.11,12 -18 19. those Kings I say by their ill successe shall at length see and acknowledge as the power of Christ against whom they warred so their own madness in opposing him and his people and how they have been deluded and so not knowing what to do or how to be saved in their own Religion and way shall at length abandon the same embrace the truth and way of Christ and submit to his Scepter Then shall they hate the whore and see the abominations of poperie and so shall Euphrates be dried up that is as a good Author doth interpret the succours Mr. Cotton on the sixt viall supplies and revenues of Rome that the way of the Kings of the East whom the best Interpreters make the Jewes may be prepared Revel 16.12 13 c. for then also by the same successe of the battel in Armageddon shall the Jewes see the mighty power of Christ in rooting out all Idolatry and superstitions and prophanenesse of Professors which have so long kept and hindred them from comming to the knowledge and acknowledgement of their Messias 2. Of their own sin in crucifying and rejecting him 2. Then also upon conviction of their sin against their Messias and King now acknowledged by them there shall be great mourning but in a godly manner as at the mourning of Hadadrimmon upon the death of good King Josiah in the valley of Mageddon unto which this Armageddon may allude Which mourning shall be in compunction such as this in my Text was and with contrition of heart not only because Jesus now acknowledged their Messias and the King of glory was crucified by them but also for them and his blood shed even for them that spilt it Yet their sin in crucifying and rejecting him so long yea of cursing the name the Lord Jesus in their Liturgies praying that it might perish from under these heavens and from above this earth shall be their sorrow also as having so long brought them and their fathers under the curse of Cain Gen. 4.14 and made them no better then fugitives and vagabonds in the earth Thus when the enemies of the Church and that man of sin shall as well by the mouth â—f the sword as by the sword of the mouth be destroyed Rev. 19.21 these Jewes convinced by them both shall mourn and come to true repentance After which Christ shall reign in the purity and power of his Ordinances here on earth and in due time after make his appearance as a glorious King and judge of quick and dead and come to wipe all teares from the eyes of true mourners according to his gracious promise Joh. 14.3 I will come again and receive you unto my self that where I am there may yee be also Rev. 22.20 Surely I come quickly Amen Even so Come Lord Jesus Dantzick October 30. 1642. 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