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sometime_o have_v thou_o be_v from_o this_o exercise_n o_o my_o soul_n when_o thou_o have_v go_v into_o dangerous_a company_n how_o loath_a have_v thou_o be_v to_o arm_v thyself_o with_o prayer_n when_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o trouble_n how_o little_a have_v thou_o think_v of_o this_o sovereign_a remedy_n or_o if_o thou_o have_v make_v use_n of_o it_o how_o cold_a how_o faint_a how_o superficial_a have_v be_v thy_o supplication_n how_o often_o have_v thou_o have_v great_a confidence_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o flesh_n than_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o god_n prayer_n have_v chase_v away_o army_n turn_v to_o flight_n the_o host_n of_o alien_n stop_v the_o mouth_n of_o lion_n quench_v the_o flame_n of_o fire_n make_v the_o sun_n stand_v still_o and_o the_o shadow_n go_v back_o ten_o degree_n have_v shut_v and_o open_v heaven_n and_o yet_o how_o slender_a how_o weak_a how_o indifferent_a have_v thy_o love_n be_v to_o this_o spiritual_a engine_n which_o have_v conquer_v the_o fort_n above_o and_o even_o force_v the_o almighty_a into_o pity_n and_o compassion_n 41._o and_o he_o be_v withdraw_v from_o they_o about_o a_o stones-cast_a and_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v our_o saviour_n when_o he_o mean_v to_o pray_v most_o earnest_o retire_v from_o all_o company_n yet_o how_o irksome_a have_v retirement_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o a_o burden_n have_v it_o seem_v and_o how_o glad_a have_v thou_o be_v when_o company_n or_o business_n have_v call_v thou_o away_o from_o that_o penance_n and_o give_v thou_o a_o diversion_n how_o much_o more_o please_a have_v crowd_n and_o mulitude_n of_o business_n and_o people_n be_v to_o thou_o than_o privacy_n in_o serious_a retirement_n thou_o may_v have_v see_v the_o bright_a go_n of_o god_n and_o have_v large_a experience_n of_o his_o power_n and_o goodness_n but_o thou_o have_v be_v afraid_a of_o meet_v thy_o god_n in_o private_a and_o by_o that_o mean_v deprive_v thyself_o of_o the_o gracious_a influence_n which_o he_o 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their_o will_n accomplish_v the_o damn_a in_o hell_n be_v not_o more_o outrageous_a than_o these_o men._n lord_n jesus_n what_o be_v we_o when_o leave_v to_o ourselves_o or_o to_o the_o power_n of_o the_o enemy_n thou_o come_v to_o redeem_v i_o from_o this_o power_n oh_o let_v i_o come_v under_o it_o no_o more_o once_o i_o dwell_v under_o that_o tyranny_n i_o now_o serve_v a_o gentle_a master_n oh_o let_v i_o serve_v thou_o not_o with_o eye-service_n as_o a_o man-pleas_a but_o as_o a_o servant_n of_o god_n do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n from_o the_o heart_n 24._o and_o pilate_n give_v sentence_n that_o it_o shall_v be_v as_o they_o require_v these_o brute_n threaten_v to_o accuse_v he_o
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world_n to_o learn_v righteousness_n 45._o and_o the_o sun_n be_v darken_v and_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v in_o the_o midst_n what_o a_o motive_n be_v this_o to_o man_n to_o rend_v their_o heart_n this_o be_v a_o sign_n that_o god_n will_v lay_v the_o enclosure_n open_a and_o that_o christ_n be_v to_o break_v down_o the_o partition-wall_n and_o make_v both_o jew_n and_o gentile_n one_o to_o this_o rent_n thou_o be_v behold_v o_o my_o soul_n thy_o father_n be_v a_o amorite_n and_o thy_o mother_n a_o hittite_n thy_o ancestor_n be_v heathen_n and_o idolater_n by_o this_o rent_n they_o be_v bring_v to_o the_o light_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n thou_o enjoy_v the_o gospel_n now_o remember_v how_o unworthy_a of_o this_o favour_n thou_o have_v walk_v many_o year_n and_o how_o thou_o have_v dishonour_v this_o gospel_n with_o thy_o life_n oh_o learn_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n as_o become_v the_o doctrine_n which_o be_v according_a unto_o godliness_n 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voluntary_a death_n be_v the_o meritorious_a cause_n of_o thy_o eternal_a life_n oh_o look_v upon_o it_o with_o wonder_n and_o admiration_n and_o while_o thou_o stand_v amaze_v at_o it_o see_v withal_o how_o thou_o thyself_o may_v end_v thy_o day_n if_o thou_o live_v like_o a_o child_n of_o god_n thy_o father_n in_o heaven_n will_v receive_v thou_o when_o thou_o die_v thy_o father_n will_v not_o send_v thou_o to_o hell_n but_o be_v a_o father_n he_o will_v stretch_v forth_o his_o almighty_a arm_n and_o receive_v thou_o to_o himself_o like_o a_o faithful_a creator_n 47._o now_o when_o the_o centurion_n see_v what_o be_v do_v he_o glorify_a god_n say_v certain_o this_o be_v a_o righteous_a man._n to_o make_v a_o right_a construction_n of_o thing_n be_v the_o way_n to_o spiritual_a wisdom_n this_o man_n just_o conclude_v that_o heaven_n can_v not_o possible_o show_v itself_o so_o much_o concern_v about_o a_o person_n if_o he_o be_v not_o a_o extraordinary_a favourite_n he_o judge_v rational_o and_o this_o bring_v he_o to_o a_o true_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o a_o open_a confession_n and_o declaration_n of_o the_o sufferer_n innocence_n o_o my_o soul_n consider_v by_o what_o miracle_n and_o testimony_n that_o truth_n thou_o profess_v have_v be_v confirm_v and_o conclude_v it_o be_v divine_a no_o religion_n have_v those_o evidence_n of_o its_o divinity_n and_o celestial_a original_a that_o the_o christian_n have_v and_o come_v from_o god_n thou_o have_v the_o great_a reason_n to_o believe_v that_o all_o its_o promise_n and_o threaten_n will_v be_v fulfil_v and_o see_v that_o all_o these_o shall_v be_v fulfil_v what_o manner_n of_o person_n ought_v thou_o to_o be_v in_o all_o holy_a conversation_n and_o godliness_n 48._o and_o all_o the_o people_n that_o come_v together_o to_o that_o sight_n behold_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v smite_v their_o breast_n and_o return_v smite_v their_o breast_n be_v a_o sign_n of_o their_o grief_n and_o anger_n of_o their_o grief_n because_o so_o excellent_a a_o person_n have_v be_v so_o inhumane_o butcher_v and_o of_o their_o anger_n against_o those_o bloody_a man_n that_o have_v condemn_v and_o execute_v he_o see_v here_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o entertainment_n thou_o be_v to_o give_v thy_o sin_n in_o look_v upon_o they_o divide_v thy_o affection_n betwixt_o grief_n and_o anger_n grieve_v that_o thou_o have_v offer_v so_o many_o indignity_n to_o thy_o bless_a master_n be_v angry_a with_o thyself_o for_o be_v so_o base_a and_o ungrateful_a grieve_v that_o thou_o have_v forget_v the_o end_n for_o which_o thou_o be_v create_v and_o be_v revenge_v upon_o the_o sin_n that_o cause_v it_o and_o the_o best_a revenge_n be_v this_o to_o see_v and_o take_v care_n that_o thy_o degree_n of_o sin_n be_v true_o answer_v by_o thy_o degree_n of_o sanctification_n and_o heavenly-mindedness_a 49._o and_o all_o his_o acquaintance_n and_o the_o woman_n that_o follow_v he_o from_o galilee_n stand_v afar_o off_o behold_v these_o thing_n though_o it_o be_v some_o age_n since_o christ_n be_v crucify_v yet_o in_o imitation_n of_o these_o religious_a woman_n thou_o may_v stand_v afar_o off_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o behold_v the_o spectacle_n still_o when_o the_o circumstance_n of_o it_o be_v leave_v thou_o in_o write_v and_o the_o doleful_a story_n stand_v upon_o record_n thou_o can_v ascend_v mount_n calvary_n and_o see_v those_o thing_n act_v as_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v present_a and_o oh_o little_o do_v thou_o think_v how_o much_o this_o sight_n will_v edify_v thou_o look_v often_o upon_o the_o cross_n and_o thou_o will_v find_v what_o a_o damp_n it_o will_v strike_v upon_o all_o thy_o sinful_a pleasure_n and_o how_o little_a reason_n thou_o have_v to_o hancker_n after_o those_o thing_n whereof_o so_o many_o good_a man_n after_o they_o have_v be_v sensible_a of_o their_o error_n have_v be_v ashamed_a 50._o and_o behold_v there_o be_v a_o man_n name_v joseph_n a_o councillor_n and_o he_o be_v a_o good_a man_n and_o a_o just_a in_o the_o midst_n of_o temptation_n god_n preserve_v this_o man_n though_o his_o riches_n greatness_n reputation_n and_o friendship_n of_o the_o grandes_fw-fr do_v strong_o entice_v he_o to_o consent_v to_o the_o death_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o and_o be_v resolve_v rather_o to_o hazard_v all_o than_o have_v a_o hand_n in_o the_o condemnation_n this_o be_v a_o argument_n of_o a_o generous_a spirit_n to_o bear_v up_o under_o the_o strong_a assault_n and_o enticement_n in_o the_o world_n and_o to_o keep_v a_o uncorrupt_a soul_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o dirt_n and_o filthiness_n thou_o live_v in_o a_o very_a evil_a generation_n o_o my_o soul_n dare_v to_o preserve_v thy_o integrity_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o the_o flood_n of_o ungodliness_n that_o surround_v thou_o and_o the_o more_o thou_o be_v discourage_v from_o goodness_n and_o righteousness_n the_o more_o vigorous_o stand_v up_o for_o it_o and_o maintain_v it_o and_o thy_o god_n will_v be_v with_o thou_o 51._o the_o same_o have_v not_o consent_v to_o the_o counsel_n and_o deed_n of_o they_o he_o be_v of_o arimathea_n 4_o city_n of_o the_o jew_n who_o also_o himself_o wait_v for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o wait_v for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n be_v the_o way_n to_o resist_v and_o to_o overcome_v temptation_n he_o that_o be_v resolve_v not_o to_o lose_v his_o share_n in_o god_n kingdom_n hereafter_o will_v not_o stand_v upon_o his_o loss_n and_o cross_n here_o for_o he_o know_v that_o the_o future_a kingdom_n will_v recompense_v all_o no_o nan_n will_v venture_v so_o much_o for_o christ_n as_o he_o that_o firm_o believe_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o fix_v his_o eye_n of_o faith_n upon_o it_o o_o my_o jesus_n give_v i_o a_o clear_a sight_n of_o
acceptableness_n soundness_n and_o sincerity_n and_o he_o that_o examine_v himself_o without_o reserve_v out_o of_o a_o christian_a simplicity_n and_o with_o a_o intent_n to_o become_v more_o like_a god_n and_o more_o like_a that_o saviour_n who_o death_n be_v remember_v in_o this_o eucharist_n and_o more_o like_o the_o friend_n of_o the_o bridegroom_n the_o holy_a apostle_n act_n like_o a_o person_n for_o who_o be_v prepare_v a_o feast_n of_o fat_a thing_n a_o feast_n of_o wine_n on_o the_o lees_n of_o fat_a thing_n full_a of_o marrow_n of_o wine_n on_o the_o lees_n well_o refine_v as_o it_o be_v say_v isa._n 25._o 6._o 3._o with_o this_o self-examination_n must_v be_v join_v earnest_a prayer_n to_o the_o father_n of_o light_n that_o he_o who_o see_v in_o secret_a will_v give_v we_o the_o spirit_n of_o wisdom_n and_o understanding_n whereby_o we_o may_v see_v the_o error_n that_o creep_v in_o the_o dark_a and_o be_v not_o so_o palpable_a as_o other_o be_v and_o he_o that_o have_v 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